I'm so sick and tired of being left.
Even when I have anyone around, i'm always treated as though I have no freaking emotions and feelings!
I'm not a freaking robot/ doll/ toys whatever!!!
Urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Run away... RUN!!!!!!

Let's run, run from all the mess in life! Life has been all about work work and more work. Nevertheless, I thank Allah for giving me another chance to celebrate Eid with my beloved family and my one and only. Another year of red and hope to have many many more to come.

There's so many differences in perceptions between us thus far. Yet, it's amazing how we can still be together tolerating each other till now. I hope we'll continue to overcome all odds and obstacles in future. Patience is the virtue to all success. Dear God, please bless us with more more love, wealth and health in these many many years to come. Amin.

Work have been hectic. What more when I am still unable to possess driver's license. Annoying! I'm always rushing here and there. I'm practically so exhausted nowadays. Goodness. Birthday is coming. Don't know if I should be excited or happy about it. It's just another year to be old. Grrr... I don't believe in wish list but don't miracle happen? Like seriously. I just wish I could get these things which I long been wanting, no needing actually. But ouh well...

1. Laptop (Not a netbook. It's so hard to do my work with a netbook. Gees...)
2. Digital Camera (Any kind would do as again it's hard to snap pictures of my kids during events and all. Currently using my ipohone to do the job. Takes up space, godness!)
3. External hardisk (500GB is enough)

Okay but well, girls too usually, no mostly, have their wants too. So basically these are the actual wants:

1. Kate Spade purse
2. Marc by Marc Jacob's handbag
3. Pant suit (Preferably the ones in Cotton On)
4. Wedge (okay is that how it's spelt? If there's my size that is.)
5. Forever 21 shoe. (The old school kindda design.)
6. Corset (The one in Far East, the one with leopard prints.)

& the weird weird wants cum wish... I don't know how it can be fullfilled though:

1. Go USS to take pictures of cute cute characters there and some rides (Because technically, I'm totally afraid of those high, fast roller coaster rides but this is not that weird though.)
2. Go Skypark and have someone taking pretty2 pictures of Sham and me. (Preferably jumps shots)
3. Have some professionals teaching me salsa all over again.
4. Go for free hair thickening treatment.

Hahaha.... nonsense! So much for wishlist! Sungguh tak bermakne. Ahh... crap. Bye world.