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watFew days back the beloved brother gave me a treat and we watched Sex & the city.
A super nice movie that you SHOULD watch.
I give it 9.5 out of 10!
Haha... almost perfect seh tuu.
Oh and did i mention anything about the brother buying me a GUESS bag and PSP?
& so he did. Haha...
I love him la, but i hate the part of him where he just have to toot toot toot...
Cannot say it here, macam kene censored gitu. LOL!

& that Thursday, after a whole day of mugging, the beloved bro fetch me and Lin from NLB, Bugis.
Went for supper and then a late supper again.
Haha... went to have mee goreng la seyy like finally.
But tak sedap. :(
After some jln2 and beli barang yang tertentu di MUSTAFA CENTRE, we headed to Swensen.
& yes that was around 12 plus.
Headed to town for Swensen and i had my waffle ice-cream!
It was like MAVELLOUS la!
But i still prefer the Jurong East Entertainment waffle ice-cream.
I am so going to have it with Sham soon.

& this is so the last week i'm going to stay out late.
Practicum started this Monday.
@ Kinsland Childcare Centre.
Not looking forward for it though.
I really hope to be attached to Carpe Diem actually but too bad.
Just hope this centre will be ok.
So no motivation. *rolls eyes*

&& DAC & CIRPE assignments is progressing.
Not bad. Will be meeting Lin in a few hours time for some mugging AGAIN!
Like URGH!!!

Dah la.. penat buatkan inai pengantin tadi.
Bye world.

It was so cute to see my boo boo syg getting all scared
looking at his granny's blood flowing from the drip.
Haha, he's super cute!
He just can't stand blood.
Get well soon nyai dearest. :(

Missing you Sham syg! :(

May's Bad

My May hasn't been good at all.
It's not a good month for fun, freedom and love.
But i still thank a few lives that have been cheering up my days.

No doubt live hasn't been good at all.
But i'm still moving on with life every single day.
Hoping that things will get better each day.

I'm sorry to those whom i hadn't spent time with.
Friends, esp my CE love and cousins or whoever.
& I thank you for your understanding.

A dear friend of mine have lost her love one.
I'm sure she's not at her best now.
But just so you read this girl, know that i'll always be there for you dear.
Be strong and have faith in HIM.
Insya'allah HE will help you pull through this difficult days.

Okay he's so not my bf.
Some friend of my mum thought he's my tunang.
But NO, he's my greatest brother who will always support me in whatever I do.
He's always there when i need him.
He's the one who's supporting my education, expenses & everything.
I don't know what's life w/o him.
Thanks bro for everything.
& he bought me a Lacoste shoe.
I so love it, thanks again abg.
I so love you.

& so YES, this is my bf.
My beloved Hisham Boy!
Okay let me confess something here,
my boo looks so smart with that shirt i bought for him.
& his killer & ever so charming smile,
Gosh, my bf is indeed HOT!!! Hee...
Yus always have this fetish for smart and segak boy! Haha!
Ok, stop it Yus!
& Syg, if you're reading this, thank me for the compliment, quick! lol!

No doubt the tears dried on its own.
No doubt so many shits happen.
No doubt i was sad.
But no matterwhat, my love for you have never change.
Ok i lied because i love you like loads & tonnes more each passing day.
It is always adding and never subtracting.

"seeing you smile, seeing you happy with me makes my day"- syg

If by smiling i'll make him happy, I promise,
i will always try to keep on smiling from now on, come what may.
When he said this on our 15th,
I realise that the little things I do can actually make someone happy.
& i'm not going to give up on you syg, NEVER!
I will still be holding on to you, to our love, because you're my only hope.
Sham Syg, ily! I really do!

Whatever happens, i hope our hearts will still remain as one.
One love & one us!
& he promise to be a good hubby, what else should i ask for from him right? =)

Sham always says that there's no need to say 'I love you ' to me in private because he wants everyone to listen to him saying that he love me.
But i insist that i want the WHOLE WORLD to know i love him.
Just 'everyone' is not enough. Haha!

SO WORLD
YUSLIZA IS SOOOOOOOO IN LOVE WITH HISHAM!!!!!!!!!

Okay bye world.

looking so good.

It's never gonna be the same again.
Happy 15th Love.

Almost Here

But when I need you
You're almost here

And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
Cause your only almost here

When is this going to end?
I'm not as strong as you to face all these.
I'm sorry i'm just too weak to go through these.

There's no more tears for me to cry anymore.

I'm drained out of energy to play pretend.
It's so painful, it's just so hurting.
Just when will these end.
I beg you!
Please end these!

lonely

The pictures are her accompanyment.
The messages are her strength.
The feelings so deep is her hope.

lost.

I envy but i'm too empty to react.

Yes, No, Maybe?

U N D E R S T A N D

Do we even 'understand' what's the real and true meaning behind this word.
I wonder why we used this word so often,
but truth is, there's more to just the meaning of this huge word than just understanding it.

Am currently stuck with summary assignment for chapter 3.
Taking a break for a while and so here i am blogging.
You know what makes me to have the motivation to go school every wednesday?
Although it's just 2 hours of tutorial.
It has to be my lovely 2B01 lunch outing. Haha!
First place was cupphage to al-azhar to mad jack.
& not so sure where are we going tommorrow.
Seow Wei just sent me pictures, so here are the ladies who brighten up my Wednesdays!

Seow Wei & Me. Thanks for the pictures dearie.

That's Nadie, Seow Wei & Bridget Kang! ;P

Me, Shu Ling, Nadie, Linnie.

Qing Ling, the camera's owner & constance.

Me, Cindy, Bi Zhen, Azlina (sengajer spell full name! lol.) Shu Ling & Ah Kang!

Chan Li Yu & Me @ Island Creamery.

Linnie lin lin & Me posing with ice-cream.

& yours truly, courtesy of Seow Wei to lend her cap for me to pose!

The only person who went but not in picture, Khai khai! Hur hur!
After which we all headed for projects, assignments and anything & whatever!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hectic days yet smilling.
Because by smilling we'll go through all obstacles with so much ease.
Get well soon to dearest uncle who is admitted in the hospital.
A loving man & a man of few words.

Speedy recovery to him.
Insya'allah.

&& my spectacles broke into pieces just now in the school's toilet.
It drop and 3 books hit on top of it.
How NICE!!
Urgh!!

6 more days till the boyfriend's back.
Can't wait for Sunday to come.
I soo miss that boo of mine.
He called just now and got cut halfway.
How irritating.
Miss him to bits.

2 assignments (summary) down & more lesson plans to go!
Grrr......
Oh yes...

To hidayah: Miss miss you too babe! Yesh yesh will hang out real soon yea? Nanti Man bawak Calamari matair dier. OK? Haha!!

To faezah: Haha... thks so much. Destress teros when i see you nanti. Bagus ah, ur like a stress reliever. Next time can introduce to people, Faezah the stress reliever. Buy 1 get 1 free. Got commission or not if i do that? Hahaha!! j/k!! You take care ya? =)

To -fiddy-: Heyloo dearie, thanks for dropping by ya? You take care too yea? *hugs*

Goodbye World!

In need of Sham Love!

Nothing much to say after doing this endless summary.
I'm so dead tired & exhausted!

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I MISS MY HISHAM BOY!!!!

I was doing my assignments with Lin when the Windows Media Player randomly played songs.
&& it played Only Hope sung by non other than Mandy Moore.
The same song when he confess his love for me.
When he went down on his knees to express his love for me
When he took my hand and put on a ring on my finger.
& said i'm his Only Hope!!

AHHHH!!!!!!!!!
How i miss that boy!! =(

Frustrating warm day it is.

It's sucha warm warm warm day.
It's so hot here, i wonder what's the weather like in Thailand now.
Hope the boyfriend is doing ok there.
With the killing weather. Gees...
Missing him like crazy.
& the assignments are not helping at all.
Summaries, summaries & more summaries.
So dead tired.
Labour day is so not a public holiday but "an adding on to assignment' day.
Got a new assignment today to make up for Labour Day holiday.
ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!
All the best Yus!