The love of my life!

When i first saw you, i was tongued tied, i was afraid to talk to you.
When i first talk to you, i was afraid to kiss you.
When i first kiss you, i was afraid to love you.

Now that i love you, i'm afraid of losing you!

Thanks syg for always being there for me, tolerating my flaws and showers me loads of love.
Thanks for all the sacrifices and everything that you've done just to make me smile.
When you went down on your knees a year ago to present your love for me,
I was speechless,
thinking what have i done in life that God gave me such a wonderful gift.
Indeed you stole my heart in your own special way.

I love you syg, my heart just says so!
My heart tells me you're just the one for me.
I don't know what is love.
I never thought of falling in love or even wonder what's love.

Maybe love is a special thing that always give us butterflies.
Whatever it is, if what we are going through now is love,
i'm here to say:
Thanks Sham syg for teaching me how to love.
To be in love with you, the feelings is just awesome,
that i don't want anyone else but you, to spent my life with.

We are always far from each other but
nevetheless, our heart ramains togther because:
Our love is like the wind, we cannot see them but we can definately feel them.
I love you Hisham, i really do! Muackz! <3-

I'm so exhausted & shagged with all this studying.
End soon please.

HELP!

ECHians ALERT!!
Anyone, anybody knows where to find the notes or anything bout:
Developing Parent Involvement Programme
Topic about Working with children with separation anxiety,
Do ring me, sms me, nudge me at MSN, tag me or anywhere that you can possibly reach me.
Okay peeps. Love ya guys!
Thanks world!

holidays ending. =(

The CNY holidays ending.
Which means its time to mug mug and mug for exams.
Urgh, so not in the mood to study now. How?
Okay forget about that for awhile.
Let me just do some updates on what have been happening during this festive season.
Let's skip on the 6th because i've updated & basically i had a beautiful date with bf after that Taiwan trip he had.

7th February 08, Thursday

It's my dearest cousin, Farah Wahidah's engagement. Finally an engagement after such a long time from the maternal family. Congrats to you kakak. You're finally engaged and soon you will be someone's wife. Dah besar kakakku sorang ni. Haha... So after so long, we had such kenduri kendara again. It was fun. We took a lot of stupid, crazy, beautiful, fantastic and horrible pictures that day. It was super fun to have such family gathering for a wonderful event again. Made a slideshow. But you guys can still view the whole picture in my photo album. =)

8th February 08, Friday

Basically i'm home after a tiring day the day before. Was trying hard to study but nah, it didn't happen. Guess the mood wasn't there. No motivation at all. Ring Lin up to ask if she's studying but she's not either because she's sick. So all the more the 'niat' to study just vanished on the spot.

& the most interesting part of the day was, I watched P/S: I LOVE YOU!!! Haha!!! Lin, i've watched! When are you watching ni? Hahaha... It was such a superb movie. I proudly announce this is the first movie that make me teared. Usually i will only cry when watching a ghost story but not some romantic movie. I read the book the day before till 3am in the morning. I was only at chapter 5 and i started to have tears rolling down my cheeks. It's really a 'must-see-movie for those who haven't watch it. (Like Lin) Haha... how i ended up watching it?

Well, Abg Ayie and his gf came to my house. & then Kak Fiza & I was like super excited to watch already. Called up Bf and then off we went. Before watching the movie we went to bring Nini and adek Ayu to watch fireworks at esplanade. The fireworks was awesome. I was never so near such beautiful and loud fireworks. Wish i could put the video here but the size is too big! Finally gotta watch fireworks with my dearest Hisham! *loves* Again i made a slideshow but feel free to see the other pictures in the album. =)

9th February 08, Saturday

I proudly make another announcement that i failed my BTT! Haha.... Actually the plan for Saturday was to accompany bf to Beach Road to get his stuff but i totally forgot i that i have to sit for my basic test till my dad reminded me. I think i got 45 over 50 yet fail. Gees... anyways, will be retaking them and its on the 29th April. Wish me luck! Haha.... then went to my Uncle Philip, my dad's best friend's house. He invited us for Chinese New Year. Met my childhood mate Jonathan and Kimberly. Kim was out when we take picture. So took with Jon only! He's like taller than me though i'm much older. Gees!! Nothing new Yus! =(

10th February 08, Sunday

Went to walk around at Changi airport with the family. Went to look around at Terminal 3. Saw kak Ana. What a co-incidence, we reached and her flight just landed. She's in her uniform so she can't join us. So we walked & walked & then camwhored. Hee...

So yah, will be going to accompany Shariffah to see the Doctor then off to studying with Lin in a few hours time. Before i end today's entry, wanna say something to the bf. Though he's only going to read this when he comes back during the weekends, i will still be saying it now.

Dear Bf,
It have been rough for us those few days.
I apologise for all the trouble i create.
I really am sorry for all that seem to be a hassle & trouble for you.
I apologise again that you have to be the one loving me.
Hopefully my flaws and imperfection will not be the barrier to our love story.
It's going to be a year now, I appreciate you for still holding on & always being patient with me.
I'm sorry that my flaws and imperfection can cause a lot of misunderstandings between us but no matter what happens, my feelings for you have always been true and that i truly love you hun. Just don't give up on me k syg because you're my only hope. ilu!

A Beautiful Date.

6th February 2008
It was really a day i will treasure & not ever forget.
It was the best date ever.
We don't need to have everything to have a perfect date.
Being with each other, talking under the beautiful stars was just PERFECT.

Dear BF,

Walking on a path of air

Seeing your faces everywhere

As you melt this heart of stone,

you take my hand to guide me home and now, I'm in love.

Holding your hand

I won't fear tomorrow.

Here were we stand, we'll never be alone.

I'm sorry i'm ain't perfect for you.
As much as i tried i know i can't.
But i thank god, you're still by myside till now.

& hun, i realised now that
Love does not consist in gazing at each other,
but in looking outward in the same direction.
Indeed YOU've become the meaning of my life! <3

I Love Bf!

Finally, today's the last day of semester 2, Year 2!
Yet, assignments still not done yet.
Guess this is a self-declared holiday kot?
Sebab lagi ader exam
How nice!

Today was supposedly a happy happy happy day for Yus!
Why?!!
Because my syg called me the moment i manage to change the movie maker to WMV format!!

Like finally, after trying it so hard the whole day just now & the whole night yesterday.
I didn't know what i click then it was ok!
The feeling of achieving it was superb man.
Relieve stress & frustration.
& to share all this with Lin, was great great great.

(Gambar muker basi taken during while doing ITA ytd!)

Dear Lin,
Again Lin, thanks for being sucha fantastic partner in assignments/projects!
You're great.
We went through a lot to complete our assignment but i hope you not serik to do those assignment with me.
It's a joy & blessing to have you sharing ideas & knowledge for projects & assignments for these 2 years.
Hopefully year 3 will be a better year for us ok babe? Love you la!!!
**Hugs**

& back to the bf.
Yups yups yups!!
He finally CALLED me!
Tears of joy actually rolled down my cheecks as soon as i put down the phone with my game boy!
Gosh i super miss him la!
Can't wait for his return on Sunday.
Unfortunately i can't be fetching him from the airport because he need to help out at his camp.
So he will be going to his camp right after. =(
How unlucky to have your camp near your house!
URGH!!!!

& to the BF,

dear Syg,
come back soon and put me in your arms again k hun?
I miss you tonnes!
You are the reason that i can smile!
I love you!

& i'm left with CD 2.2,
Psychology for Exceptional Children storybook!
Btw, Shariffah, sorry tadi tgh stress ehh ngan IT projekku!
Cannot join you guys!
Next time tau ok?! =))