Weeee.....

Today was absolutely fun! Totally!! Hahahaz!! I so love my Student Council!!! I love you guys man! Hahahaz... Ok let explain. School was normal today. Malay was like so boring when Mr. Amran ask us to do compo. I totally had no mood to do any compo at the moment. Not that i got no idea but i just don't have the mood to write. Maybe my pen's ink is finishing or something. Or can i just say today i'm just so plain lazy. Hahaz... Like ok some you peeps will say, SINCE WHEN YUS NOT LAZY?! Grr... hahahaz... So i promise i will do the compo at home having it print out nicely. Hahaz... i don't think i'm buying a new pen at the moment. So no mood to write. If not my handwritting will be like shit. Hahaz! Ya, seriously my handwritting will turn so shitty if the pen is not right. Do you guys ever experience that at times? The pen determines your handwritting.

Moving on is PE. Played Volleyball. Finally Mr. Chua realised that i'm exempted from NAPFA test. Hahaz... damn bronchitis! So i played volleyball with some of the girls who don't have to re-take thier NAPFA. Wow, its been a long time since i played volleyball man. I so missed playing it. Hahaz... i wanna play again!!!! And then as usual laughed so much with MI. Hahaz... you ah, just can't make me serious for a moment and stop laughing. Hahahaz! And then it was HISTORY. History was fun because we played PICTIONARY. Again my team lost! Haiz! Its ok at least we were honest, we can try again next time. Faezah next time you ask Li Yu tell the answer for you ok if you already see the answer. Hahaz! Learn from lesson! Hahahaz!! And as usual maths. Haiz, guess what i get for my maths mock test?! I proudly say 25 OUT of 80!! Whaoh, nice number rite? WTF!! Most of us failed the bloody damn paper. Interesting isn't it.

I was on my way to the canteen after outting the class diary in the office when Mr. Amran called me to talk about some sensitive things. And guess what the sensitive things he said was my hair is getting Thinner! What the... i thought my hair has always been thin all along. He said that its getting thinner and i am young so i should do something about it. Like put oil or whatever and i was like eeeee.... oil smelly! Don't want!! Didn;t know he was sooooo concern. Hahahaz... it wasn't that sensitive afterall la cher. Hahahaz!!!

And then went lunch with Sab and Nurul. I ate MEE GORENG!!!!!!! At last!! Hahaz, then rushed to school for English tutorial. And the damn security did not allow Sab to enter. Wth, but i think its not his fault because there's this one person who just don't allow and tis sux! Arggh!! So i make my way first to class, scared that i was late because Ms. Dalina has always been punctual and it has always been me who is late. Hahahaz! Surprisingly, Ms Dalina was not in class and everybody was waiting for her. Shariffah, Yi Sheng and Me went to every floor to search for her but to no avail. Unfortunately when Yi Sheng asked the staff room, we were told that Ms Dalina was not even in school. Gosh! So i dashed to my councillor duty for the Speech Day Rehearsel. Mr Lee could not make it to school today because of the election thingy he had. So he put Pam, KK and me in charge. So since i got no tutorial all the better. So met Pam and i went to the Cosarges team. Hahahaz, i just love to pin corsages. It has always been my duty since i was a prefect. I remembered pining for the Guest-of-honour when i was Sec 3 for the school opening Ceremony. Hahaz! It was a fun experience! The Guest-of-honour was a short lady and easier for me la because i'm short also. And my hands were shivering when i was pinning for her. It was so embarrassing when she said. relax i won't eat you. And Mrs Kong and all were like laughing already! Thanks ehh! Then ushered her to the hall and have to sit beside her. WTH! Then usher her up the stage again! It was so funny when there's this one part James tripped when going up the stage to usher the other SAC members. I think. Was not sure. Forget, but James was sure funny! Hahahahaz!!! I was like trying to control my laughter because i couldn't be laughing when i'm sitting beside the guest-of-honour right. Hahahaz... Hua Yi's reputation will sure drop drastically because of my laughter. Hahahaz! It was such a memorable event. And i really wanna THANKS Joyce for agreeing to cwap duties. If its not for her i wouldn't be doing corsages with Pam and Nash now!! Hahaz! Thanks but not confirm donno if that kuku Mr. Lee agree on it or not. Grr.... if not i have to like greet the the guest-of-honour outside the hall like a stupid idiot when i already look like one!! Hahahaz!! Once again thanks Joyce though your not going to read this. So ppl who is reading this and same class as Joyce plz tell Joyce for me!!

And this is the fun part. I sooo love my councillors. Did i just said that?! Hahahaz!! Really had fun laughing and all with them. There's this bloody sec 1 badminton guy who is so fucking attitude! What his problem now with Clarence and Councillors. What the fuck la, sec one only want to show your fucking attitude. But i enjoyed shouting and scolding you back with my fellow councillors. Hahahaz!! When the councillors join forces, we can be very mean! I discovered that!! Hahahaz!! But he's fucking attitude and bloody arsehole lor! I know you don't hae friends like the councillors but you don't have to show your jealousy to us ehh because when don't give have a fuck. Gosh, sickening guy! Don't even have respect for your senior!! Wth!! Again it was fun fighting with him!! Hahaz...love ya councillors!!

And then played 007 bang and the clap clap hand the game!! Don't know what it was called laa!! Hahahaz... i so don't know how to play. Sorry to Rueben, Nash, Lydia, Suhaimi and Fee See for like have to stop the game because of my stupidity! I slow laa. Couldn't get how you guys were so good with that game. But i'm getting it!! Hahaz!! And then PAM!!! You have to touch n=my body because of the 100 plus.. How could you!! Hafizah also. Sob Sob!! Hahahaz!! If not me who opened it all of you wouldn't have drank you know. Hahahaz! And Hafizah, this reminded me of you, dancing like the chinese dancer. It suits you!! Hahahahaz!!!Because you are pretty and much fairer. Hahahaz!! NOT ME!! Hahahaz!! And yeah i will tell ya the whole story when we have meeting ok! When no need hear what Yazid or Mr. Lee have to say during the meeting... hahahaz!! We will talk ok?! Deal?! Alamak how can i even pakat with the vice-president! Ish... hahahaz... enjoyed laughing with you just now. You are just one crazy girl like ME!! hahahaz!!! We can be called the 'CRAZY DUOS'. Hahahaz!!!

After 2 rehearsels, i went home with MI. As usual though it was like a short distance home. I never fail to laugh. Looking at face already can laugh. But Sydi worst laa!! Hahahaz!! Thanks MI for sending me home!! Twees!! Ouh yah MI wanna just wanna tell ya that lets not care about what other people have to say. People can never stop saying and we can't control it. It's like even if we said NO they will YES and even if we SAY YEs they will NO! So no use caring about it! So i hope your ok with the situation ya. Sorry if it always was because of me. And thanks for all those laughter... hahahaz.. you kuku!! Hahahaz!!

Phew long entry indeed. I laughed so much now i wonder if i'm going to cry soon. O level malay result will be out soon. And i have a huge feeling that i will burst out crying upon looking at my result. I can imagine how i will feel when i got my result. I will like stare hard at the C5!! And feel like killing someone!!! Argghh... haiz! Really don't know how to even face the result, my parents and Mr. Amran whom i have let down. Haiz... guess all these laughter have to tone down. BUt i love laughing. If i don;t laugh i will get all stressed out. Especially with the loads of problems i had now! Haiz! Some of the people who are bringing me down are just driving me nuts. BUt seriously like i said whatever i say wouldn't make any difference because from your point of view whatever i say is all BULLSHIT. So thee shall not care and thou shall shut the fuck up! Hahahaz.... Thee shall not thou and thou shall not thee and thee thou thee!!

Ok that's is what i meant when i said i'm crazy!! Hahahaz!! Today was indeed a crazy day for me! Alright going to Pam's house tommorrow to study Chemistry. Damn it man on 6th August i had to do that donation shit at Orchard. LAZY man!! And the worst thing is only the 3 of us went for the afternoon one. Ili, Shariffah and me! Haiz... tsk! **AHHHHHH** I will be so lonely!! Haiz!Well ok this entry is long enough!! Hahahaz...So...

-THE END-

I like i like...

Ok...firstly... i screwed my Maths Mock Test. What the crap is COLLINEAR man. Totally not understandable. Wtf!! Did Biology practical just now and it was fun. It was fun because......
I DIDN"T BREAK ANY TEST-TUBE!!!Hahahaz...absolutely cool man...Hahaz! And my experiment is a success. Ok i have to say this... thanks Farhan for the guidance. Though sometimes you cannot tahan my dumbness. Can't be help i'm like that. Slowish creature. Hahaz! Anyways thanks dude. Hahaz. I lost one of my seed just now when i was crushing in. I was like so semangat crushing it suddenly...zap... it dissappear! Hahaz... it was rather funny. PE was fun too. We played captain ball. It was so fun untill the pain came back. I have not been to check up for quite some time so i shall not complain and just control the pain. It was soo pain that i could hardly breathe. But ouh well... normal irritating sickness i have. Bloody hell. People don't tell my parents arh else they wouldn't allow me to play floorball. Hahahaz...just shhh!!

Overall today it wasn't a bad day. Normal boring english lesson which i slept. Hahahaz... and Mrs Wong will be like " Yusliza! Wake up!" And there goes my beauty sleep. But i do doze off a few times even after Mrs Wong called me. Hahaz...and again Mrs Wong will be like " YUS...LI...ZA!!!" hahaz...and i will go..."what?!"...i'm not sleeping, i'm just closing my eyes. Hahaz... lame excuse because i just run out of better excuses...hahaz!!Hey hey don't blame me ya...you can never imagine how boring english can be. Seriously!

And then went home with Mi. I just can't stop laughing whenever i'm with him. Hahaz...reached home i realised that my room looks more like a pig sty! With all my clothes not in my warddrobe! Arggh.... Did test paper for Jin Yuen and now here i am blogging while watching destiny. And going to continue doing history soon. Haiz...About Germany man! Sianz!! Ouh well... prelims is in another 28 days or something and i still dare say all this!! Bullshit YUS! And soon malay result will be out.*covering my ears* Really don want to get my marks. I don't even dare to see it! Haiz! Who's going to save me from all these shit man! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

When Laughter strikes!

I laughed SOOO much today...

And its been a long time since i laughed that much...

And all these is thanks to...

AZMI and YI SHENG...

You guys just drive me nuts....

Hahahaz....

I can hardly have a peaceful meal....

After laughing so much i was scared....

I don't know why but i can remember clearly the last time i laughed that hard is last year with Sab and Yong Ming at the back of the class....

Hahaz....

Such a memorable moment...

Wish i could turn back time...

Hahahaz....But thanks AZMI and Yi Sheng for reminding me how to laugh that hard again...

Hahahaz....

And i got to eat my NUGGETS...hahaz...

TWEES!!!!

And MI its such unhygienic of you to do that to that innocent fries just now...

Hahahaz...

I realised one thing...

You ALWAYS do unhygienic stuff..

Guess you better stop it you kuku...

Hahahaz....

Enjoyed myself today untill i reached home and i realised i have 3 test tommorrow...

H I S T O R Y

C H E M I S T R Y

and the most important subject...

C M E

Hahahahaz....

CnH2n+2 is alkane...

and CnH2n is alkene...

Alcohol is CnH2n+1OH...

Twees...

My brain is now so chemistry...

and i don't know what to study for history...

About Germany...

I don't know shit about Germany man...

Treaty of versailles and League of Nation...

Totally no idea!!

Hahahaz...

All the best YUS!!!

Destiny...

God! This Destiny drama at channel 8 is so touching. Both brothers fall for the same girl. Ish! Love is so complicated. Shall not talk about it any further. It will make my brain go all bombust!! Hahaha... WTH is bombust? Don't ask me i don't know myself. Hahaz...

Well well... went to eat lunch with Pam just now and guess what! WE SAW A RAT/MOUSE?WILLARD/MICE or just whatever it is called. And this time its different. It was locked in a cage. Gosh... serve it right. Hah!! Hahaz...in a cage! Blueks =P I think it was put in a cage because the rat sure bite too many people already. That's why so fat and big. Hah!! Had a nice lunch with Pam. Hahaz... thought of eating fish N chips for second round but we were both too full to have it. After my 2 pieces of roti prata and pam's chicken rice. Hahaz... we were both bloated. But you know what i peeps. I have still have a huge cravings for mee goreng and NUGGET!! And macdonald nugget i'm talking about. Hahaz... went to Macdonald with Mi already that day but hahaz... i still crave for it!! I don't care! Hahaz... I WANT NUGGET!!!! NUGGET, NUGGET NUGGET!!!

There's POA test tommorrow. And its about Analysis and interpretation of final accounts. I'm dead. I don't know shit about this man. It is so freaking difficult and the fact that i totally sux at theory. Haiz... i'm ready... to fail! I'm like so in love with this song vindicated after that somebody* sang for me that day. And that somebody* you should know who. Hahaz... Actually i put that song in my blog but don't know why it did not appear. Something wrong with the host i guess. Damn it! Hahaz... Its nice listening you sing to me. Thanks! Hahaz...

Ok i'm like watching incredible tales now and msging him*. very scary laa... and i can't forget the fact that somebody just commited suicide at my block and her body landed at my kitchen window. Ok i shall not say anything more. It will add on to my fear. Well alright need to get some sleep. Twees!

A Proper Entry

Alright firstly, this entry is going to be more like a blog entry. Hahahaz! Why i say so is because for the past few days my entry had been rather scary like what Joyce say at my taggy. Hahaz! Well i was just too frustrated and all to even describe what really happen to me. So i just decided to let out my stress but leaving a short entry. At least it get rid 30% of my anger.

These few days or rather weeks had been very hectic and depressing time of my life. It was full of anger, dissappointment, shock, happy, sad, confused, stress, and tired! All this crap just happened to me at one go. But then again, what's life without problems. A lot of things is whirling in my mind. But i'm glad that the people i needed the most was beside me, supporting me and never fail to help me. For this i thank my best friend Sab for always being there for me. I need you to know this. I may have a crush on someone right now but to me our friendship still is as important. You know me best. So i hope you understand and you should know that our friendship is everything to me. Thanks Sab for always being there for me. Love ya! To Nurul and Farhan. A million thanks to you for always cheering up my day in school. Farhan, its not that i don't wanna share my problems with you but i think its better to remain mum so as not to pollute both you and nurul ears with my problems. So yeah, thanks for your care and concern for me. I appreaciate it a lot. To Reshmel, though there's like 99.9% that she would not read this... hahaz... i still wanna thank her for hearing me out the other day. A friend like her is hard to find and i hope we will remain friends forever. Set eh Reshmel? And Pam... hahaz... kuku bird! Thanks for making me sit down and study CHEMISTRY! The worst subject on earth. And thanks for always being there for me! You are simply great! So remember arh Calcium hydroxide is then limewater. Hahahaz!

Thanks to the person who makes my mum all worried. Two words! FUCK YOU! Hahaz... anyways i'm so sorry that my dad gets my mum and you don't. Thanks for loving my mum that deep. But i think for now you got to get a life and move on. You gotta wife so don't make her like a sparetyre and be so hypocrite. Worst, you already got children. So accept the fact and leave my family alone. You can never get my mum. My dad loves her too much that you can never never never get my mum. Get that. Haiz... this is not love if you can't make sacrifices! Bullshit...

For 5 years i have been in Hua Yi and there were so much ups and downs. I still remember the 12 of us who would sit outside the toilet at science block first floor.(kenduri) Hahaz... playing basketball, volleyball and soccer. And Farhana broke the science lab window and she go all 'How Much how much'. Hahahaz... it wa sthe most memorable time of my life. Most happpiest day of my life when we were all laughing, sitting down, talking crap and making lame jokes. I miss all that. Time flies. Now is already July. And we already took our mother tongue paper. Gosh times really flies so damn fast. We have like only less than 4 months together and then we'll all go our own separate ways. I hope we'll still keep in touch though. But looking at the situation now. I can see that people will be so relieved that they are not going to see me anymore. Hahaz. Thank god isn''t it. Hahaz... but whatever it is. No matter how much you hate me. It doesn't change the fact that i still love you guys and treasure your friendship. I will still missed you guys even knowing i wouldn't be missed. Hahaz! I don't see why for these last 4 months or so why we still wanna hate each other and all. Hahaz! Preposterous!

Moving on! I would like to say this to everyone though most of you already know this but i just wanna make this clear that between me and mick... we are just friends! Not more than that. We maybe talking and all in school together but we are still friends. I'm still not ready to be in a relationship and he respects that. So guys, me and him, we are just friends!

History is really getting on my nerve! POA too! Everything is getting so damn bloody hard. How can we students even handle it. Or is it just me who is like so damn STUPID. And Prelims are like only a few weeks. Gosh i'm doomed! I can hardly understand those new chapters. But biology was fun though. And guys i'm dying soon. Hahaz... Ms Pang just told us that NOKIA phones have a lot of radiation and if we are like so close in contact with it we can like brain tumour or something. And guess what everyday wihtout fail i slept with my phone on beside me. Really beside me. Hahaz! Scary isn't it. Well i'm stopping it now. No more handphone beside me. I'm going to put it far far away. Ili and Vienna too did the same way as me! Hahaz... and Vienna still can say its a long term effect. So wait till you old then you start thinking. Hahahaz! Wth sia Vienna! Hahaz... now i already worried and scared! Hahahaz....

Phew~ indeed a long entry! And look its already like half past 12. Hahaz... i'm still not sleeping. Hahaz... haiz... tommorrow have to slog whole day with homework and studying to do! Grrr.... Ouh shit this remind me i have not done Chemistry 1.2 TYS. Pam is so gonna kill me! Hahahaz! And damn i haven't watch Vienna's Princess Diary 2. Wow... a lot of things not settled! Such a busy woman am i? Hahaz! And ouh ya to some people who cares. Though my brain are all pack with problems and all don't worry no matter what i can never forget to laugh. Hahahaz! I'll still laugh if i cry! Hahahaz... i'm a crazy girl! You guys forget that fact don't ya?! Hahaz... Twees!

I can't sleep. I feel like continuing today's entry but i don't know what else to say. Hahaz... So before i end off my entry. Would like to wish a very happy belated birthday to these two girthday girls. Wahyunie you better pass your PSLE with flying colours... hahaz... what i mean is all the best! Nini you better stop being such a spoilt brat. Only i can be one. Hahaz!

Don't action got present! Hah...



Incomplete set of cousin cuz my bro is not there!



At Wahyunie's birthday party saw this cute baby abg ayie was carrying and snatch it from him and snap a picture...hee hee... she was so cute! Gosh...see!



And this picture is to prove that i'm not the shortest. my cousin is already married with two kids and she's is still shorter than me! Hahahaz... twees!



And those are her princesses posing with me. Twees!!



THE END!!!

Stay away from us!!!!!!

Bloody son of a bitch!!!

What do you think of yourselve!!!

You can never destroy my family

NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Accept that fact you bloody ARSEHOLE...

GUYS SUX LAAA!!!!!

You don't always get what you want alright!!

That's exactly why you 'GUYS' are so hard to believe...

ARGGH!!!!!

Its getting on my nerves!!!

Leave my MUM and my family for once you son a biatch!!!

Fuck off with your spare tyre at home...

Love is not for you!!

ARSEHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


**To all my guys friends out there...sorry no offence...i'm not referring to you guys...but if you angry too bad...hahaz!!

STOP!!!!!

Life has been so hectic...

Can't be bothered to say what shit had happened to me!!!

B U L L S H I T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And GASTRICK you better stop now...

Its getting on my nerves!

I have enough pain!!

Damn it!!!

Fuckingly irritating!

ARGGH!!!!!!

Study study & more study....

Pam!!!

I love you...

Thanks for making me sit down and study!!!

Hahaz...

I learn so many new things...

Like...

RED + GREEN = BROWN

and

"My jaws is sweeping the floor"

hahahaz...

Thanks Pam's mum also for the nice food....

*Sodium Chloride is salt*

*Calcium Carbonate is limestone*

*Calcium Hydroxide is limewater*

And i saw a beetle was MURDERED by....

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Pam's bro...

Hahahaz...

Pam and me were the accomplice....

Wahahahaz...

Twees!!!!

REMEMBER THE TITANS RULEZ!!!

What happened to ME?!

Finally i'm eating properly...

After 2 days of only eating bread and biscuit for the whole day...

So no doubt about GASTRIK!!!
So for 2 days already i had a GASTRIK attack....

It was painful though...

Especially when i have to throw up...

Though i never eat...

I don't know why my appetite is totally '0'!!

And i'm not hungry...

Though my stomach is growling...i'm still not hungry!!

What happened to me?!

HELP HELP HELP!!!

Took Listening compre exam just now...

Its not that bad but very tricky...

And i'm sure already that i have 2 wrong!!

GRRR.......

WTF...

Anyways no use crying over spilt milk...

What is done is done...

But i'm still can feel the infuriaition in me...

Hahahaz...

Bloody hell..

They subject that i was so suppose to score just sux all of a sudden...

This is so PREPOSTEROUS!!

Not fair!!

hah...

Life have been so hectic lately...

I don't know why everything happens because of me...

I wanna say terribly sorry to Farhana and Pam...

You guys should know why...

You guys will sure say its not my fault...

But its plainly my fault...

I'm so sorry...

And to people out there...

I'm so sorry for even appearing in your life...

But i don't mind if you guys wanna hate me...

Its not wrong...

I'm not perfect....

Not only that i also discover something shocking, surprising and i don't know what words to use anymore...

hahahaz....

I was so stunned and speechless for a moment...

Guilt and fear too amounted me...

Argghhh...

Just what is this feelling i'm feeling right now?

HATRED?

SCARED?
LOVE?
PISSED?
GUILTY?

WHAT WHAT WHAT?????????!!!!!!!!!

p/s: I want to say thanks a dozen to my best friend Sab for always being there for me when i needed you most...Love ya loads...Our wonderful friendship that we build will never ends!!! Twees!

I'm not OK!!!

C.O.N.F.U.S.E.D

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That"s what i'm really feeling right now..

Right at this moment...

S.E.R.I.O.U.S.L.Y

I'm so confused to even realise who are my true friends!

I'm so confused to even realise who really love me as their friend!

I'm so confused to even realised that people around me had been hating me!

I'm so confused to even realised that tommorrow is Malay 'O' Level Listening Comprehension examination!

I'm so confused to even decide!

I'm so confused to even realised who really really treasure and love me!

E.V.E.R.Y.O.N.E

Stop hurting me anymore and leave me alone...

Actually i don't know who that everyone is but i donno i'm just so bloody pissed off!

And saying all that will make me feel all relievd...

Can i say one more thing!!

I wanna say...

I SUX TO EVERYONE!!!!

People don't ask me why i'm saying this because i just feel like saying it to relieve my stress!!

I'm so bloody confused now...

And my mood is totally switched off!!

Thank god i have a blog...

And this is what i can do...

Relieving my stress!!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!

Twees!!!!!

WEDNESDAY

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SO HAPPY!!!

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13th July 2005!!!

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TWEES!!!!

~YAWNzZzZz~

I'm so damn sleepy...

Didn't manage to sleep well last night...

Don't know why...
So the whole day today was so sleepy...

Like duh...

And wth...

I set my alarm at like 6:10 and it sounded at 6:20...

and i go all kalang kabut...

Thank god i'm not late for newspaper...

Went up with Kk...

And Kk carried a second round while i accompany him up and put his laptop at the SC room...

And guess what...i was so shocked to see...

ZeXun sleeping....

Hahaz..So scary a white figure lying down on the floor..

Was so shocked...

Don't knoww if realised it or not i went in..

Sorry Zexun...

Hahaz....and KK thanks for laughing..

All your fault la ask to put your tupid laptop...

Hahaz...

And just now i get the most shocking, fearful incident in my life!!

I almost cried man..

Oh my god!!

Just now got meeting..

I went home to eat lunch first and the 3:30 went back to school...

While i was on the way to school..

I saw the scariest animal on earth for me...

a MOUSE!!!

Oh my god...I almost step on it!...

And it was like so Eeeeeeeeewwwwwww!!!

Gross...

I was so bloody shock man...

I was shivering...

Tears just roll down...

Gosh... you people just don't know how scary that was man...

Seriously....

I don't know when this phobia for rats/mouse/mice just happened...

But this mouse really scare me to death man..

Ad when i reached school...

I was still in a state of shock....

gosh...

Ok i don't wanna say anything about that stupid mouse again!!

eeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Moving on...

POA is getting tougher and tougher each day...

And i'm getting blur and more blur each time i Mrs Tan teach..

I'm sorry guys i am just to slow to even absorbed something easy...

I sorry but you got to bare with me...

I really don't get this topic on Analysis and interpretation of final accounts....

Not everybody can be as clever and that is definately me..

The stups me...

So people i'm sorry i got to ask question in class...

Well ok...

I'm still all stuck with these effects on owner's equity and working capital...

Argghhh!!!

Wtf!!!

So exhausted....

Woah...i break my record...

The whole day i did history...

And i didn't change subject...

Finally finished all the corrections...

Finished all the source based and the structured essay...

Now i'm left with studying chapter 10...

Somehow i love history...

It is an interesting subject to study...

But i hate doing the exam part...

Especially structured essay...

My hand are all numb after doing four structured and essay question...

And not forgetting source based...

GOD!!!

It was indeed very tiring...

Whole day stuck at home do history...

And i have yet to study other subjects...

Haiz...

Ahh...lets forget about studies at he moment...

My brain would just burst thinking about it...

Somehow my neuroconnections will be not be working well if i always think about studies...

Hahahaz....

Anyways yesterday went to watch Kent Ridge concert band at Lau Pa Sat....

Erm...bought a t-shirt @ This Fashion...

Cheap cheap one but its nice...

Twees...

And here i am today at home finishing up my work...

While mama and papa karaoke-ing...

Mama and papa is so lovey dovey now...

Hahahaz...

I love seeing all that...

Who would want parents who always fight everyday...

I'm so blessed to have parents like them...

Maybe an incident just happened to my family and my dad just scared of loosing my mum....

To this one bloody idiot old man who try to break my family:

You are just a sore loser man!

What do you think of yourselves....

You have a family so just fuck off and stay away from my mum...

You ain't going to benefit anything because my dad love my mum to much to even fight with her...

Hahahaz....

Such a sore loser....

God!! I didn't know guys could be this annoying...

Anyways love my family so much!!

Thanks for loving me so much mama, papa and bro....

I love you so much!!!

Well as usual... tommorrow must carry newspaper....

Haiz... the newspaper is like so damn bloody heavy...

And i have to go all the way to fourth storey to 5N3...

I was lucky that Aik Song helped me that Tuesday...

I wouldn't be able to carry it man...

Thanks Aik Song!

Haiz...tommorrow i guess i got to really prepare myself....

hahahaz....

Hope a miracle would happened man...

Like the newspaper man will help us put at our class...

Wahahahaz....

That will be like I WISH!!!

Hahahaz....

Alright i'm like so obsessed with this malay song sang by like a lot of powerful singers...

They are Siti Nurhaliza, Ning Baizura, Siti Sarah, Liza Hanim & Misha Omar...

Alot right...told ya....

Indeed Siti Nurhaliza's voice is so powerful live...

Ning Baizura also...

GOD!!

Wish i got that kindda voice...

The title of the song is called SEGALANYA...

its the malay version of MY ALL by Mariah Carey....

kumentafsirkan kelemahan dan kesilapan
adakah tertanya dariku mungkin sebaliknya
ataukah waktu merubahkanmu hingga terkeliru
kuberikan emas intan dan permata
bukan kaca kilau tiada berharga
tetapi sayangnya kau terpukau lupa segalanya
yang pernah kita ciptakan semua ini
tiada bertepi atau terlintas di penjuru hati
untuk kau kembali menyambung mimpi kian punah
sungguhpun payah biarpun terubat segala-galanya

That's like part of the lyrics...

So nice....

I like!!!!

Ish....

Haiz...kindda long time no blog...

Well life have been so busy...

Oral had finally over...

And yeah i did badly for it...

Kiss Goodybye to my distinction and hello to pass...

Damn it man..
The topic was so not related to us...WTF!!
BINATANG LIAR!!

What a topic man...

Haiz...i feel so bad that i have done so badly for Malay...

The subject that i am basically strong at....

I think i'm going to let many people down...

Especially Mr. Amran....

Haiz....

I'm confirm going to re-take the written paper...because paper 1 just bloody sux!!!!

Haiz....

I FEEL LIKE SHIT MAN!!!

ARGGGHHH!!!

I wanna shout out a very Happy Birthday to my friends such as...

MiCK!!!

Faezah!!!

Happy 17th Birthday!!!

To my coussie Nini!!

Happy 7th Birthday!!!

And wasssup with my MSN cannot sign in!!

Argghh....Everything is getting on my nerves!

Well yesterday Coexistence came my house....

We chill but without Candy.... =(

And we were all...

"Wish candy was here"

We watched white chicks, talk and laugh and all la..

Hahahaz...

I was so bored because i've watch that movie for like millions of times so i suggested on taking a picture...

And...ta dah....

There....

Quite Stupid la actually but yeah...

Boredom kills...

Haiz...i wanna study but i don't know what to study...

ISH!!

yucky specy!

Yucks...

I have to loan a spects so that i can feel confortable for oral tommorrow....

Gees...

Tommorrow ORAL...

AHHH!!!

And my lucky charm (my spects) have to break yesterday...

Damn it man...

I wore that spects last year for my N level oral and i got distinction for it...

Haiz... this year don't have...

=(

Yikes...anyways i'm so god scared about the oral...

Farhana said it was tough...

If for her its tough then i sure die!!!

I'm so dead...

Ish...Alright the loan spects is like so YUCKS!!!

Wanna see how sucky it is...

Look....

Me wearing it....

God...i look so stupid...

Gees....

Btw that's a new pooh which papa don't want it in the car anymore...

So i'm such a nice girl to bring it to my room and have a nice sleep at my bed...

And a free hug from me...Evertime i sleep...

Hahahaz....

It will have all the luxury in my room!!!

Wahahaz...Ok nonsense...

YUS SHUTTUP!!

DAMN!!!

DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I BLOOD BROKE MY SPECTACLE!!!!!!!!!

ARGGH!!!!!

I don't know how it broke laa...

I thought only Stephen will break my things...

Hahahaz...

Damn it man!!

Now like so difficult to see the board like that...

And ORAL is on Thursday!!!

GEEESSSS!!!!!!!

YUS YUS ur DOOMED!!!!

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why must i bloody broke my spects only now!!!!!!!1

**faint**

Ish.........

See arh.....bloody hell.....

Shopping spree...

Alright...phew...

been very busy...

Hahaz...

Busy shopping and today busy doing homework and studying...

Gosh...

Okay yesterday my family and i went jln jln..

Hahaz...

At first mama was like don't need buy anything just go walk walk...

Hahaz...

But ended up papa bought stuff for her and she did most of the shopping..

Hahaz...as for me my brother just bought me a top...

Hahaz....

Her girlfriend and i was like eversince we stepped to town first of all get a top!...

And it was like SALE everywhere...

Even MANGO... the shirts was like only 19 bucks...

i was like already going crazy...

First stop was obviously Mango at Robinson there...

Gosh i'm so crazy already but nothing was that nice so my bro's girlfriend and i decided to look around for more...

Then...erm...it was i forgot what's next...

But i remembered we entered ESPRIT (like of course), Phuture London, Miss Sixty, Fashion Lab, Charles and Keith for shoes...hehez...

Somemore...erm...Samuel and Kevin, Pepperplus (don't really like this one), iora, topshop.guess, zara, forever 21 and somemore i forgot...

There's just too much of them...

Too much... even mama nad papa could not stand us...
Hahahaaz...

But in the end bought mt top at SENSE...hahaz!!

And my bro girlfriend was like holding on to my bro's VISA...

Hahahahahahahahaz.....

It was so cool man!

But of course we wouldn't spend on it without his consent....

We act with it only....

Hahaz...

The whole day i gt tease by my parents and my bro...

It was like my bro and the girlfriend were wearing red...LOOK...Argghh...

And my parents were like wearing Green...LOOK...Argghh...

And i alone wear yellow...BRR...

And there were like teasing me all couple i alone.....

Argghhh....

Papa was like too bad you got to wait when you grow up...

Then you will have someone holding your hands just like mama...

Grrrr............

And my bro was like who wants you sia...

ARGGHH!!!!

Darah naik....!!!

While the couple were like mushy2 together i walk alone and go look for better stuff than talking to them...

Argghh...

How i wished i have a boyfriend now....

But alah...leceh man...

Grrrr....

Life is so mean....

ARGHHH!!!!

And these guy have to appear in the blue moon and ask for my number...

Quite cute but nah i will never give my number...

And he was like...'Ouh ok...sorry'...

Hahahaz....so cute...

His other friend was like too bad so sad...and messed up his nice hair...

hahahahaz....

Then we went to Marina to have dinner...

The scenery there was so nice!!

Just look...

I was so impressed...hahaz....

Singapore is so beautiful...

Wahaha...

We were so engrossed...and my bro have to snapped!

Can see esplanade...hehez...

And there the 3 musketeers...were bloated...

Journey was far...so took picture in the car...hahaz...

Btw...i have to bloody wear my spects because my eyes was swollen...

Donno why and it looks horribe...

Maybe sore eyes...

And have to stop for traffic light and SNAP!!

Hahaz....so in total it was fun la...

FInally Coexistence have a nice picture taken together...look...

We are so photogenic...hahaz...

Ppl...don jealous...hahaz...

Me and Candy and Nurul...

Hahaz....cheers...

And enjoyed myself that day with Pam, Rach, Kk and Jon...hahaz..

Charlie's angel...without Sab =(

Me and Kk...

Hahaz....Ok got to study POA...

haiz...

Coexistence ROCKS!!

Phew... what a day today is!

Totally was a total frustrating day!

Yi Sheng have to like scold me because i shouted at that bloody group of irritating guys!

Or was thinking that i my screaming is meant for the whole class boys?

Can't remember laa...

But i did shouted at that group of boys...

They just don't know how to shut up!

And Mr. Amran have to change my seat!

And i hate to change place...once i'm seated that's where i'm going to be!

FIXED!!!

Not moving anywhere!

Yi Sheng claims that all the boys were making noise there...

Hey i agree because only Nicholas who was not making noise there....

I don't remember scolding nick because i don't hear him making noise at all...

My anger was for the OTHER boys besides Nick...

So nick sorry it was not for you!

But Yi Sheng and I are ok now...

Maybe it was a moment of frustration...

Well Yi Sheng sorry for that tone i gave you...

I was totally pissed off and you have to tell all that to me...

So yeah... you know my temper...

But i'm not violent right?!

Hahaz....

And well school is as usual...

Normal for me...

Living in world of _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Haha... i shall not spelt out the word....

Not nice to be seen...

I shall not bother about the negatives now...

Like Suneeta say...

Overcome the negatives and BE positives....

So people out there who just wanna put me down...

I just made a decision that....

**I will still love despite the hatred**

I don't want to waste whatever i learnt in Adam Khoo and my councillor intensive to go to drain...

So yeah people hate me as much as you want but life is still beautiful for me...

**TWEES**

Hahaz...

I will still laugh as normal or maybe more...

Especially with people like COEXISTENCE around...

Hahaz...

My dearest councillors especially PAM, KK, RACH, RONALD FIKRI many more...

Hahaz...

Can't name you all..

Thanks for appearing in my life and making me the happiest girl!!

To Coexistence...hahaz...Today's totally a blast!!

Hahaz... CE having luch together!!

We'll last forever...

2 yrs of friendship has been just great!!!

Love you all man...

To councillors...hahaz....love you guys also!!

Especially Pam thanks for always being there for me!!

Love ya man...

Ronald...did i say thanks for the bear you gave me?
Hahaz....

And to my other two best friend Farhana and Diyana...

Hahaz...for sure they are not reading this!!

5 yrs of friendship and it was just great..TOTALLY!!

Love ya guys!!

Farhan thanks for always being concern for me...

Really appreaciate it!!

And like candy always say save the best for the last..

Or is it the other way round...

Aiya donno la i'm just very bad at words...

Hahaz...

TO MY BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BESTEST FRIEND IN THIS WORLD!!!
SABRINA!!!
I LOVE YOU!!

Thanks for ALWAYS being there for me and you know i'm very bad at words...

So...hahaz....you should know what i'm going to say rite...

The main word is just LOVE YA MAN!!

Hahaz....*huggs*

Wah today like friendship day like that...

Hahaz...nah...we don't need friendship day to say all these...

Its a matter ofhow many more months and i can't afford to do say or do anything but just to love my friends more and more now...

And God knows how much i will miss you guys (though i'm not gong to be missed) when we all go our separate ways...

Ouh ya i forgot...to Faizal...

Thanks for always being there for me also... and your concern i always appreaciate it...

I may not be a good friend to you but i really treasure you as a great friend...

I know i hurt you a lot...i can't say sorry to you on the phone when we always call...

Hahaz...i don't know why...

So i wished to say sorry here...

You're not mad aren't you...

Hahaz..

Thanks for all the jokes...just love them..

Mick...love your pantun...Hahahaz....

So yeah i think that's it...

Hahaz...

Eh...MR LEE also...

Hahaz...

You're just a great teacher!

I run out of words to praise you...hahaz!!

Thanks Cher!!

Hahaz....

So yeah long post...

Ouh Ya...to eveyone out there don't ask me what's going on because its a normal routine or problems that we have to face in life...

Like Nurul say what's life without problems...

Hahaz...cheers!!

Eh eh... to BRO...get well soon...

I want eat at Swensen lei...

Faster get well!!

Alright guys...peace!