These few days or rather weeks had been very hectic and depressing time of my life. It was full of anger, dissappointment, shock, happy, sad, confused, stress, and tired! All this crap just happened to me at one go. But then again, what's life without problems. A lot of things is whirling in my mind. But i'm glad that the people i needed the most was beside me, supporting me and never fail to help me. For this i thank my best friend Sab for always being there for me. I need you to know this. I may have a crush on someone right now but to me our friendship still is as important. You know me best. So i hope you understand and you should know that our friendship is everything to me. Thanks Sab for always being there for me. Love ya! To Nurul and Farhan. A million thanks to you for always cheering up my day in school. Farhan, its not that i don't wanna share my problems with you but i think its better to remain mum so as not to pollute both you and nurul ears with my problems. So yeah, thanks for your care and concern for me. I appreaciate it a lot. To Reshmel, though there's like 99.9% that she would not read this... hahaz... i still wanna thank her for hearing me out the other day. A friend like her is hard to find and i hope we will remain friends forever. Set eh Reshmel? And Pam... hahaz... kuku bird! Thanks for making me sit down and study CHEMISTRY! The worst subject on earth. And thanks for always being there for me! You are simply great! So remember arh Calcium hydroxide is then limewater. Hahahaz!
Thanks to the person who makes my mum all worried. Two words! FUCK YOU! Hahaz... anyways i'm so sorry that my dad gets my mum and you don't. Thanks for loving my mum that deep. But i think for now you got to get a life and move on. You gotta wife so don't make her like a sparetyre and be so hypocrite. Worst, you already got children. So accept the fact and leave my family alone. You can never get my mum. My dad loves her too much that you can never never never get my mum. Get that. Haiz... this is not love if you can't make sacrifices! Bullshit...
For 5 years i have been in Hua Yi and there were so much ups and downs. I still remember the 12 of us who would sit outside the toilet at science block first floor.(kenduri) Hahaz... playing basketball, volleyball and soccer. And Farhana broke the science lab window and she go all 'How Much how much'. Hahahaz... it wa sthe most memorable time of my life. Most happpiest day of my life when we were all laughing, sitting down, talking crap and making lame jokes. I miss all that. Time flies. Now is already July. And we already took our mother tongue paper. Gosh times really flies so damn fast. We have like only less than 4 months together and then we'll all go our own separate ways. I hope we'll still keep in touch though. But looking at the situation now. I can see that people will be so relieved that they are not going to see me anymore. Hahaz. Thank god isn''t it. Hahaz... but whatever it is. No matter how much you hate me. It doesn't change the fact that i still love you guys and treasure your friendship. I will still missed you guys even knowing i wouldn't be missed. Hahaz! I don't see why for these last 4 months or so why we still wanna hate each other and all. Hahaz! Preposterous!
Moving on! I would like to say this to everyone though most of you already know this but i just wanna make this clear that between me and mick... we are just friends! Not more than that. We maybe talking and all in school together but we are still friends. I'm still not ready to be in a relationship and he respects that. So guys, me and him, we are just friends!
History is really getting on my nerve! POA too! Everything is getting so damn bloody hard. How can we students even handle it. Or is it just me who is like so damn STUPID. And Prelims are like only a few weeks. Gosh i'm doomed! I can hardly understand those new chapters. But biology was fun though. And guys i'm dying soon. Hahaz... Ms Pang just told us that NOKIA phones have a lot of radiation and if we are like so close in contact with it we can like brain tumour or something. And guess what everyday wihtout fail i slept with my phone on beside me. Really beside me. Hahaz! Scary isn't it. Well i'm stopping it now. No more handphone beside me. I'm going to put it far far away. Ili and Vienna too did the same way as me! Hahaz... and Vienna still can say its a long term effect. So wait till you old then you start thinking. Hahahaz! Wth sia Vienna! Hahaz... now i already worried and scared! Hahahaz....
Phew~ indeed a long entry! And look its already like half past 12. Hahaz... i'm still not sleeping. Hahaz... haiz... tommorrow have to slog whole day with homework and studying to do! Grrr.... Ouh shit this remind me i have not done Chemistry 1.2 TYS. Pam is so gonna kill me! Hahahaz! And damn i haven't watch Vienna's Princess Diary 2. Wow... a lot of things not settled! Such a busy woman am i? Hahaz! And ouh ya to some people who cares. Though my brain are all pack with problems and all don't worry no matter what i can never forget to laugh. Hahahaz! I'll still laugh if i cry! Hahahaz... i'm a crazy girl! You guys forget that fact don't ya?! Hahaz... Twees!
I can't sleep. I feel like continuing today's entry but i don't know what else to say. Hahaz... So before i end off my entry. Would like to wish a very happy belated birthday to these two girthday girls. Wahyunie you better pass your PSLE with flying colours... hahaz... what i mean is all the best! Nini you better stop being such a spoilt brat. Only i can be one. Hahaz!
Don't action got present! Hah...
Incomplete set of cousin cuz my bro is not there!
At Wahyunie's birthday party saw this cute baby abg ayie was carrying and snatch it from him and snap a picture...hee hee... she was so cute! Gosh...see!
And this picture is to prove that i'm not the shortest. my cousin is already married with two kids and she's is still shorter than me! Hahahaz... twees!
And those are her princesses posing with me. Twees!!
THE END!!!
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