Results had always been atrocious! Sux man! Was indeed shocked to even get third for english! Amazing to beat some other clever people in 5N3. Haiya... nonsense la! Its like when i studied like mad, an example, mid year. I did so badly for like all paper. Now that i don really study much for prelims i get all that. Isn't that crappy enough?! Gosh... Whatever. But i was kind of dissappointed with my biology marks. I studied so hard for it but i still can't make it. I even went studying with Shariffah and we really do studied like crazy people. But ouh well just look at the marks. Whatever man... so sick of it! Arggh!! But i was proud of my History, not only cuz i top the class but i think my hard work in it really paid off. I spent a lot of time for history. Studied like mad and have to see ms lui everyday after school. Thanks Ms Lui for all your help and spending your busy time to sit down and teach me the chapters taht i totally have no idea at. Your the best teacher man!!
Well, all this does not matter actually. Because all these marks are not even counted for O level. The most is important thing is if i can still improve and get good grades for the real upcoming Os! Haish... its so tough man. I doubt i can even make it to ITE. Mr. Amran talked to me just now and he said something that i really felt like crying. He said that if he will be the first person to be dissapointed if i cannot get into a poly because he believe that my place is not in ITE but a higher institutes. Oh my god, i was so touched that he actually have faith in me and also i fear that i would really dissappoint him. Whta if i do dissappoint the people around me. My parents, bro and Mr. Amran! Ahhh... how can i face them?... I am so scared!!! There's a lot of " What ifs"!! Haish... oh GOD pleaseeee help me!!!
Ouh well no use dwelling over it. All i can do now is really put my butts down an start studying. Nothing else to do and there's no time to lose! It s like only 40 days to O level YUS! Wake up!!! alright people i'm off. Not in a mood to blog more...
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Monday, September 26, 2005
Fate changes everything
My commie is still in ICU. Not back yet. But i'm blogging with the help of my cousins laptop. Its more like mine now because she don't know shit about it. Hahahaz! But i still miss my commie. My hindi songs especially. Sorry Aaron, my com have to crash after you downloaded for me all those songs. Sorry sorry sorry.
Ouh Well. One whole. I did not lay a finger at any of my books. I'm so relax like as if there's no O level happening or something. Yus Yus. You are so dead. But i don't kknow what happened to me that Friday. I studied Social Studies. Merger and separation. It is an easy chapter for you guys out there but ouh well. I know nothing about me. Trust me. But i managed to understand now. Haiz... i am so dead. Gonna really study starting from 3rd October. Hahahaz. Next week still not in a mood yet. Twees!
I went Wild Wild Wet that last Saturday when my com crash. Took pictures. Will upload the pics as soon as my com is well. I did not swim because it will so boring swimming with only my dad and nini. Moreover i'm scared of sunburn. The weather was so hot and warm. It was seriously hot. Noone could imagine how bored i was the whole week. Without my com and when this laptop is not with me yet. Haiz... and i am really turning crazy this whole week. Not only because of the com but my own emotions. My emotions had really drive me nuts. I don't know what is up with. Totally! Never had this kind of feeling. NEVER! So far I shared it with Sab, Aaron, Shariffah and Farhana. Guys i'm so sorry to pollute your ears with whatever i said. But i really feel like sharing with you guys because who lknows you guys might have experience it before. And i really anna thanks PAM!!! You make my day girl! Thanks for listening to me and my crap. Thanks for all the advices. ANd most importantly thanks for being such a great friend that sometimes i think you don't deserve me as your friend. I'm just so not a good friend! Thanks Pam for hearing me out that night. We sure share the same feeling, don't ya think? Once again thanks PAM!! I love you!!!
Alright last night its my brother's girlfriend birthday and so she treat us to dinner. Had a sumptous dinner. I was bloated. Hahahaz... went window shopping at TAKASHIMAYA and all. And finally when we had enough of walking we decided to play bowling. So went to play owling and that's where i saw Ridzuwan! Yeah the last year sec 5 wan. He works there. And thanks ehh wan can't remember me. Hahaz... and i strike twice. ONLY! But at least i strike right. Hahaz!! And then played pool. Okay i sure sux at it! Seriously! Somebody, anyone, whoever have to bloody teach me how to play pool. Got a few times i jump ball! Hahahaz... so funny and paise man! Ouh well...
And today here i am blogging after having lunch + breakfast with my parents and my brother. And bro bought me a dress! So nice! I like!! Its $69.90. Not that ex so must ask him for more since he just got his pay. Hehehe... naughty me!! And since he bought a diomand donno earring or wat donno for his girfriend for her birthday!! I'm so jealous!! Hah!! Hahahaz...
Okay now i don't what more to say so i will end here.
On every branch of the tree,
Ouh Well. One whole. I did not lay a finger at any of my books. I'm so relax like as if there's no O level happening or something. Yus Yus. You are so dead. But i don't kknow what happened to me that Friday. I studied Social Studies. Merger and separation. It is an easy chapter for you guys out there but ouh well. I know nothing about me. Trust me. But i managed to understand now. Haiz... i am so dead. Gonna really study starting from 3rd October. Hahahaz. Next week still not in a mood yet. Twees!
I went Wild Wild Wet that last Saturday when my com crash. Took pictures. Will upload the pics as soon as my com is well. I did not swim because it will so boring swimming with only my dad and nini. Moreover i'm scared of sunburn. The weather was so hot and warm. It was seriously hot. Noone could imagine how bored i was the whole week. Without my com and when this laptop is not with me yet. Haiz... and i am really turning crazy this whole week. Not only because of the com but my own emotions. My emotions had really drive me nuts. I don't know what is up with. Totally! Never had this kind of feeling. NEVER! So far I shared it with Sab, Aaron, Shariffah and Farhana. Guys i'm so sorry to pollute your ears with whatever i said. But i really feel like sharing with you guys because who lknows you guys might have experience it before. And i really anna thanks PAM!!! You make my day girl! Thanks for listening to me and my crap. Thanks for all the advices. ANd most importantly thanks for being such a great friend that sometimes i think you don't deserve me as your friend. I'm just so not a good friend! Thanks Pam for hearing me out that night. We sure share the same feeling, don't ya think? Once again thanks PAM!! I love you!!!
Alright last night its my brother's girlfriend birthday and so she treat us to dinner. Had a sumptous dinner. I was bloated. Hahahaz... went window shopping at TAKASHIMAYA and all. And finally when we had enough of walking we decided to play bowling. So went to play owling and that's where i saw Ridzuwan! Yeah the last year sec 5 wan. He works there. And thanks ehh wan can't remember me. Hahaz... and i strike twice. ONLY! But at least i strike right. Hahaz!! And then played pool. Okay i sure sux at it! Seriously! Somebody, anyone, whoever have to bloody teach me how to play pool. Got a few times i jump ball! Hahahaz... so funny and paise man! Ouh well...
And today here i am blogging after having lunch + breakfast with my parents and my brother. And bro bought me a dress! So nice! I like!! Its $69.90. Not that ex so must ask him for more since he just got his pay. Hehehe... naughty me!! And since he bought a diomand donno earring or wat donno for his girfriend for her birthday!! I'm so jealous!! Hah!! Hahahaz...
Okay now i don't what more to say so i will end here.
On every branch of the tree,
Flowers do not necessarily bloom.
Everyone does not always get the love they want,
In solitude and music.
Amongst your own in shadows,
It will survive even in thorny paths.
Saturday, September 24, 2005
When everything goes berserk!
I've been through a lot of shit this few days. Don't ask me what has happened. Don't wish to talk about it... It just SUX SUX SUX!! Com is sick and so am i. So yeah people i can't update much. Will blog more as soon as i get my com back. Ahhh.... my songs are all gone. Thanks a lot man!!
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Sixsational
Firstly went to library just now with Farhana and Shariffah, Diyana could not make it. Ouh well. So we didn't go arcade. Without Diyana going arcade is soooo boring. So as usual with Shariffah of course there will be sooo much laughter. And next destination was to IMM. Hahahaz... again so much laughter. Then ate at Burger King. I don eat burger so i ended up eating the chicken tender. And without me realising its actually a kids meal. Look at the pictures. Hahahaz... Farhana and me were like already laughing man. Wth i eat kids meal then got toy somemore. Hahahaz... Ouh well. Big deal. People will always mistake me as a rimary school kid also. That is sooo not something to be proud of. Heloo.... i'm sec 5 okay!!

Again my mood is TOTALLY switched off today. So damn bloody bored also. Haiz... ouh well. Thanks Aaron for like at least chat with me and have to entertain my crap. I'm just sooo bloody bored. And no one else even wants to chat with me. I'm too bored for them. Hahahaz.... so sorry that you have to put up with it. Fuck fuck fuck. I don't know why i feel like saying that. So DAMN BORED la people. Haish... Ahh... i'm going to read my Princess Diaries that i borrowed from the library just now. I'm off.

Again my mood is TOTALLY switched off today. So damn bloody bored also. Haiz... ouh well. Thanks Aaron for like at least chat with me and have to entertain my crap. I'm just sooo bloody bored. And no one else even wants to chat with me. I'm too bored for them. Hahahaz.... so sorry that you have to put up with it. Fuck fuck fuck. I don't know why i feel like saying that. So DAMN BORED la people. Haish... Ahh... i'm going to read my Princess Diaries that i borrowed from the library just now. I'm off.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
when ur presence seems nothing at all...
Haiz! Alright a sigh in a start of an entry would tell you guys how i'm feeling right now. Feeling rather bored, pissed, lonely, frustrated and BORED! God! So many feelings at one go arh. Ouh well. that's really how i felt. Ouh yah one more feeling not stated. Fucked up feeling!! Wtf!! Don't ask me why. Maybe Farhana knows. In a few hours time we'll be hanging out with Farhana and Diyana. Looking forward for it because its been a long time since we last went out together. Haiz... Shariffah is too lazy to go. So ouh well. I really missed going out with the group of my girlfriends. Time flies and everything seems to be different. Everyone is busy with thier stuff. Ouh well. Hahaz... time really flies sooo fast. When i feel like going out. Away from my books at the moment. None of my girlfriends is available. Hahaz... ouh well!
Went to study Chem with Azmi just now. And wow didn't know that you are an expert in chem Mi!! Hahaz... good good can teach me. Hahahaz! Haiz... lonely~ reminds me of the song which Nurul likes to sing. 'I'm all alooooone' Hahahaz....
I am so dying to watch this movie!! Salaam Namaste!! And Priety Zinta is soooo Gorgeous!!

Alright my mood is totally switched off now!! TOTALLY!!!! So don't feel like blogging more! SO yeah... I feel like saying this: SCRAM!!!!!!!!!!!!
=[[i hate smilling just to pretend i'm not hurt.i hate to giggle to show i'll be ok. i hate to laugh after i cry]]=
Went to study Chem with Azmi just now. And wow didn't know that you are an expert in chem Mi!! Hahaz... good good can teach me. Hahahaz! Haiz... lonely~ reminds me of the song which Nurul likes to sing. 'I'm all alooooone' Hahahaz....
I am so dying to watch this movie!! Salaam Namaste!! And Priety Zinta is soooo Gorgeous!!

Alright my mood is totally switched off now!! TOTALLY!!!! So don't feel like blogging more! SO yeah... I feel like saying this: SCRAM!!!!!!!!!!!!
=[[i hate smilling just to pretend i'm not hurt.i hate to giggle to show i'll be ok. i hate to laugh after i cry]]=
What a dream!
Ouhk you guys wouldn't believe it. Last night i dreamt about Casper!! Hahaz... wth right! Ouh well. Casper has always been the scariest ghost on earth! Hahahaz... no arh Casper is a friendly ghost ok. I don't mind having such nice ghost with me. Only Casper mind you. No other! Hahaz!! Alright movinh on. I'm done with English and Maths paper 2! English?! Haizz... don't need say anything. I'm confident to fail. Maths too! I can do maths though. BUt i have a big feeling that i can't make it. I thought that maths paper 2 gonna be tough since paper 1 was easy but it was okay though. I can do it but i need MORE time! Arggh!! 3 hours is not bad. Maybe i could finish the paper. Damn it man! When Mr. Su said 20 more minutes i still have another 2 more long question. Wtf man!! Haiz... ouh well. That always happen for maths. Whats new?!
Hahahaz... ouhk enough about maths. After exam just now sab, shariffah, diyana, farhana, reshmel, yi sheng and me went to have lunch at JP. Bump into Ronald quite a few times. Hahahaz!! U kuku bird never go study for exam arh. Hahahaz!! Anyways its big Ronald. Met small Ronald at the bus-stop only. Hahaz... and big Ronald i know your secret already arh!! Hahahaz!! Anws nice chatting with ya dude! So after lunch we went walk walk. As usual just window shopping. Went in toys'r us and jennyfer. And we took such a long time inside. Hahahaz... and poor Yi Sheng have to put up with our crap. Well Yi sheng that's us. But how lame or like harsh our jokes are we know that we don't mean it. Right Shariffah and Reshmel? Hahahaz! Yeah Reshmel what you said just now on the bus is sooo touching. Hope we'll not loose contact when we leave school next year yea guys! Really love ya guys man...
And this part goes out to Reshmel. Special thanks to her for always being there for me. Eversince Sab ha s left Hua Yi. You have always been there for me. Hearing to my problems and always there to cheer me up. Hahaz... i feel comfortable telling it to you though. Thanks girl. Love ya loads. And just now outside 'MJ' was a nice one. We should do it more often. Hahahaz... it nice talking with you. And especially when you are very understanding. Hahahaz... So love ya gurl! Friends Forever!
Had a nice day just now. Laughing and lauging away with my laughing partner. Hahaz... i read Candy's entry. And she is facing the same problem as me man. Hahahaz... that weird feeling. That is exactly how i felt Canz. That weird feeling whereby you get worried, uneasy but you simply don't know what is that thing you are worrying or feeling uneasy about. Yeah i also have that feeling like something bad will happened (i hope not though). Maybe one reason is my preposterous exam results that will be out soon. Or is it just other things in my life. I don't know!!! I feel like screaming. Just what is it?! I can't sleep well too this few days. Slept at around 3 am that day too! Haiz I really don't like this feeling. I have this fear in me. Fear of letting down 2 humans on this earth. My mum and dad. So i think i''m very worried about that. Maybe i'm just thinking too much but i hate to let them down. So i really hope i'll never ever gonna let them down. Love them too much. Haiz... Ouh well like you said Canz i can only hope for the best. I thought i'm the only one having this kindda feeling. Its been bugging me too man. Haiz... ouh well...
Alright Americans next top model had ended and i think its time to end my post for today too. Before i go peeps check out my biodata under 'More About Me'. I did some test. It was interesting and its like a bit true the results compare to me. Hahahaz... check it out yeah! So... yeah... tats it...
Hahahaz... ouhk enough about maths. After exam just now sab, shariffah, diyana, farhana, reshmel, yi sheng and me went to have lunch at JP. Bump into Ronald quite a few times. Hahahaz!! U kuku bird never go study for exam arh. Hahahaz!! Anyways its big Ronald. Met small Ronald at the bus-stop only. Hahaz... and big Ronald i know your secret already arh!! Hahahaz!! Anws nice chatting with ya dude! So after lunch we went walk walk. As usual just window shopping. Went in toys'r us and jennyfer. And we took such a long time inside. Hahahaz... and poor Yi Sheng have to put up with our crap. Well Yi sheng that's us. But how lame or like harsh our jokes are we know that we don't mean it. Right Shariffah and Reshmel? Hahahaz! Yeah Reshmel what you said just now on the bus is sooo touching. Hope we'll not loose contact when we leave school next year yea guys! Really love ya guys man...
And this part goes out to Reshmel. Special thanks to her for always being there for me. Eversince Sab ha s left Hua Yi. You have always been there for me. Hearing to my problems and always there to cheer me up. Hahaz... i feel comfortable telling it to you though. Thanks girl. Love ya loads. And just now outside 'MJ' was a nice one. We should do it more often. Hahahaz... it nice talking with you. And especially when you are very understanding. Hahahaz... So love ya gurl! Friends Forever!
Had a nice day just now. Laughing and lauging away with my laughing partner. Hahaz... i read Candy's entry. And she is facing the same problem as me man. Hahahaz... that weird feeling. That is exactly how i felt Canz. That weird feeling whereby you get worried, uneasy but you simply don't know what is that thing you are worrying or feeling uneasy about. Yeah i also have that feeling like something bad will happened (i hope not though). Maybe one reason is my preposterous exam results that will be out soon. Or is it just other things in my life. I don't know!!! I feel like screaming. Just what is it?! I can't sleep well too this few days. Slept at around 3 am that day too! Haiz I really don't like this feeling. I have this fear in me. Fear of letting down 2 humans on this earth. My mum and dad. So i think i''m very worried about that. Maybe i'm just thinking too much but i hate to let them down. So i really hope i'll never ever gonna let them down. Love them too much. Haiz... Ouh well like you said Canz i can only hope for the best. I thought i'm the only one having this kindda feeling. Its been bugging me too man. Haiz... ouh well...
Alright Americans next top model had ended and i think its time to end my post for today too. Before i go peeps check out my biodata under 'More About Me'. I did some test. It was interesting and its like a bit true the results compare to me. Hahahaz... check it out yeah! So... yeah... tats it...
Monday, September 12, 2005
A lot like love
HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY TO NISHA!!!
Alright its a boring weekend! Stayed home because parents went to sent granny to her sister house because she is sick. Stayed home the whole with intention to study maths. BUt when i sat down. I realised i don't know what to study for tommorrow's paper. So after some hours of pure boredom. Watched a lot like love. My brother rented it because when i asked him to rent it the other day he can't. He's so sweet. So watched that sooo funny and romantic movie all by myself. Pathetic isn't it. How i wished my someone special would be sitting beside me to watched that movie also. It was an indeed humorous movie. I laughed so much to myself. Hahahaz!! And Ashton Kutcher is soooooooooo cute. He is sooooo handsome when he's hair was cut in the movie. But don't you guys think he does lok a bit like Josh Harnett when he's hair is like that!! Ah.... cutie pie alert girls!! Look at the pictures!

OMG!! His hair is soo cute. Smart isn't it Ashton?! Hahahaz! Amanda Peet too look gorgeous. I went to search for the pictures. Amazingly there were no pictures where they both kissed. Usually it will be easily found right? Hahahaz... ouh well! Not important. Just that the kissing part was very touching. Hahahaz!! And the picture at the top left hand corner, where Ashton had a guitar with him. That was another touching scene. Hahahaz... he actually sang for Amanda Peet when he like wanna tell her he likes her. And Amanda Peet was already engaged. Hahahaz... it sound ridiculous that how can this people fall in love over and over again after so many years. Hahahahaz!! As they search for love that doesn't end in disaster, they keep finding each other. And while the chemistry that first brought them togther keeps generating heat, the timing is always wrong. Hahahahaz... interesting! I like! Wonder how the feeling is like being in love. Amanda Peet was over the moon though!! Hahahaz....
Alright Yus enough enough!! Hahahaz!! Hey tommorrow is maths and english paper 2. Ouh well. I really don't have the mood to study after that sooo nice movie i watched. But too bad i got to dragged myself to hit those books. So studied. I studied the formulas and did some revision la. For me it makes no difference. I study or i don't i can never pass maths with flying colours. NO matter how much effort i put in. Ouh Well. That's me! Yus the slow poke!! Hahahaz... adding on to my 'exam problem'. Hahahaz... Mr Amran will be familiar with that phrase. Hahahz... ouh well! So too bad i studied alone since no one would want to go study with such a stups me in maths. Hahahaz! Well my winnie the pooh learn something from me though. I studied with him. Ask him anything he'll know. Cosine, Sine rule? Anything. He'll know!! Hahahahaz... lame Yus lame! My ulcer on my tongue is driving me nuts. I can hardly eat or talk. Damn! Alrite got to get back to those crazy formulas which i have to memorise.
*Thanks Zal for the advice just now. Appreaciate it! All the best for your paper tommorrow dude!!
Alright its a boring weekend! Stayed home because parents went to sent granny to her sister house because she is sick. Stayed home the whole with intention to study maths. BUt when i sat down. I realised i don't know what to study for tommorrow's paper. So after some hours of pure boredom. Watched a lot like love. My brother rented it because when i asked him to rent it the other day he can't. He's so sweet. So watched that sooo funny and romantic movie all by myself. Pathetic isn't it. How i wished my someone special would be sitting beside me to watched that movie also. It was an indeed humorous movie. I laughed so much to myself. Hahahaz!! And Ashton Kutcher is soooooooooo cute. He is sooooo handsome when he's hair was cut in the movie. But don't you guys think he does lok a bit like Josh Harnett when he's hair is like that!! Ah.... cutie pie alert girls!! Look at the pictures!

OMG!! His hair is soo cute. Smart isn't it Ashton?! Hahahaz! Amanda Peet too look gorgeous. I went to search for the pictures. Amazingly there were no pictures where they both kissed. Usually it will be easily found right? Hahahaz... ouh well! Not important. Just that the kissing part was very touching. Hahahaz!! And the picture at the top left hand corner, where Ashton had a guitar with him. That was another touching scene. Hahahaz... he actually sang for Amanda Peet when he like wanna tell her he likes her. And Amanda Peet was already engaged. Hahahaz... it sound ridiculous that how can this people fall in love over and over again after so many years. Hahahahaz!! As they search for love that doesn't end in disaster, they keep finding each other. And while the chemistry that first brought them togther keeps generating heat, the timing is always wrong. Hahahahaz... interesting! I like! Wonder how the feeling is like being in love. Amanda Peet was over the moon though!! Hahahaz....
Alright Yus enough enough!! Hahahaz!! Hey tommorrow is maths and english paper 2. Ouh well. I really don't have the mood to study after that sooo nice movie i watched. But too bad i got to dragged myself to hit those books. So studied. I studied the formulas and did some revision la. For me it makes no difference. I study or i don't i can never pass maths with flying colours. NO matter how much effort i put in. Ouh Well. That's me! Yus the slow poke!! Hahahaz... adding on to my 'exam problem'. Hahahaz... Mr Amran will be familiar with that phrase. Hahahz... ouh well! So too bad i studied alone since no one would want to go study with such a stups me in maths. Hahahaz! Well my winnie the pooh learn something from me though. I studied with him. Ask him anything he'll know. Cosine, Sine rule? Anything. He'll know!! Hahahahaz... lame Yus lame! My ulcer on my tongue is driving me nuts. I can hardly eat or talk. Damn! Alrite got to get back to those crazy formulas which i have to memorise.
*Thanks Zal for the advice just now. Appreaciate it! All the best for your paper tommorrow dude!!
Friday, September 09, 2005
Last of illusion...
Hectic day indeed. Early in the morning had tuition and it was soooo frustrating that he did not do the worksheet i gave him that day. He is so weak yet he's not doing anything. Not knowing that angle in a straight line is 180 degrees is really suicidal for someone to take 'N' level. God! Anyways, i'm nobody to say anything. Ouh well! Just hope he'll do well for his N!! Alright to after tuition off for henna appointment with my cousin. My brother was so sweet to send me there knowing that i'll go alone. And guess what! He just bought a new bike. I remembered what was the name just though CARI... Something something. Can't remember! Hahahaz... its RED! And nice!! The sound was great. It feels more comfortable then the current bike he have. It have been a long time since i rode on a bike. It feels sooo good! Or rather GREAT!! I wished i could wear the 'LRS' helmet. The design is soooo bloody nice. The combination colour of red and yellow is sooo nice when the helmet itself is black. I likE!! I feel like sitting on a bike again. Enjoying the air. Hahaz... at night will be better. But i don wanna hug my brother. Yikes! But i have to because quite scary la he ride the bike. So laju and like i can go fly man! Hahahaz... and my mama will be like "Bawak baik baik. Abang bawak org sekeping jugak ni!" Its like hellooo... i'm fat okay! I wouldn't fly off that easily. Maybe just the helmet because my head was too small for it. And the helmet is sortta big!
So as soon as i reached my cousin place. I start doing my job. For hours wearing henna for people was really torturing for my hand! Hahahaz... but i enjoy it! Hahaz... sorry Mi that you have to wait for me when you messaged me. Was really busy. But enjoy tallking with you on the phone just now watching the last episode of Baby Blues!! Hahaz... so many babies man! I likE! Hahaz... i so love Shanhu! She is sooo pretty! And Harada is sooo romantic to give jingsaw puzzle to that girl. Forget her name laa. Whatever her name is. And he the way he said will you marry me. AHHHHHH!!!!!!! Hahahaz... Azmi i heard you say that but ouh well... not yet the right time! Hahahahahahaz.... at least i don't go run like that girl just to wear the gown!! Hahahaz... NUTS!
I want more famous amos lei! Bro bought just now then finish already. *sob sob* Was talking with mama just now when she suddenly talk about me finding a good boyfriend! And i try to change the topic but then she start it all. Haiz... so the least i would do is listen and say "Yeah... ok!" She said stuff like Find someone that is sincere about you. If he don't wanna show you to his parents means he have something that he keep from you. And if he don't want to send your house door he's definately don't want to face your parents and is not serious about you. Find someone who knows about religion not a lot a bit also can. Someone who have a stable job. FInd someone who confirm no wife or girlfriend. And lots more. If i list down not enough! Hahahaz... well what my mum say are all true. Sometimes i feel that finding your someone for you to be with, sharing your happiness and sorrow are really not easy. You have to really find the right one. One thing that i will never forget. My mum always say that Men are very good at words. Don't be influenced by thier sweet words. Hahahaz... maybe that's why i'm this stubborn. Just not convince. Ouh well!! Hahahaz... i think its true though. Sometimes thier words are just to make you impressed. And when you are already impressed everything will be a different story.
Haiz... whatever man. Maybe all this is not for me now. So i'll just wait for someone who is like what my mum say. All those sincerity and all. I don't even think love exist so why must all these guys even exist right. Ouh well. Maybe time will prove me wrong or maybe not. Ouh well. I just love saying that. Ouh well! Hahahaz... especially from my daily live! I think love is really not there. They just don't exist. Look at everyone who used to say the 'love' me. Look how crappy it can be. They say the meant it but after a while when i say i don't like them they will have a new someone to say that too. Hahahaz... Yah people do move on. But i wonder if its that easy to really forget someone to like another person. That exactly make me confuse how does this love shit happens. Hahahaz...
So much about love... moving on. Its like already 10 minutes to 1am and i am still awake. Hahaz.. i don't know why i can't sleep well these few days. And last night i think i slept at around 3. I can't bloody sleep. Just what happened to me i don't know. Ouh well! There i go again. Ouh well! Hahaz... i'm obsessed with this mala song but i don't know what is the title because its sort of an old song. Hahaz.. legend. So i'm off to search the title of the song in yahoo to ask husain ('my best cousin'...heh heh!!) to download. Husain you are sooo nice. Ouh yah Aaron also!! Hahahaz...
So as soon as i reached my cousin place. I start doing my job. For hours wearing henna for people was really torturing for my hand! Hahahaz... but i enjoy it! Hahaz... sorry Mi that you have to wait for me when you messaged me. Was really busy. But enjoy tallking with you on the phone just now watching the last episode of Baby Blues!! Hahaz... so many babies man! I likE! Hahaz... i so love Shanhu! She is sooo pretty! And Harada is sooo romantic to give jingsaw puzzle to that girl. Forget her name laa. Whatever her name is. And he the way he said will you marry me. AHHHHHH!!!!!!! Hahahaz... Azmi i heard you say that but ouh well... not yet the right time! Hahahahahahaz.... at least i don't go run like that girl just to wear the gown!! Hahahaz... NUTS!
I want more famous amos lei! Bro bought just now then finish already. *sob sob* Was talking with mama just now when she suddenly talk about me finding a good boyfriend! And i try to change the topic but then she start it all. Haiz... so the least i would do is listen and say "Yeah... ok!" She said stuff like Find someone that is sincere about you. If he don't wanna show you to his parents means he have something that he keep from you. And if he don't want to send your house door he's definately don't want to face your parents and is not serious about you. Find someone who knows about religion not a lot a bit also can. Someone who have a stable job. FInd someone who confirm no wife or girlfriend. And lots more. If i list down not enough! Hahahaz... well what my mum say are all true. Sometimes i feel that finding your someone for you to be with, sharing your happiness and sorrow are really not easy. You have to really find the right one. One thing that i will never forget. My mum always say that Men are very good at words. Don't be influenced by thier sweet words. Hahahaz... maybe that's why i'm this stubborn. Just not convince. Ouh well!! Hahahaz... i think its true though. Sometimes thier words are just to make you impressed. And when you are already impressed everything will be a different story.
Haiz... whatever man. Maybe all this is not for me now. So i'll just wait for someone who is like what my mum say. All those sincerity and all. I don't even think love exist so why must all these guys even exist right. Ouh well. Maybe time will prove me wrong or maybe not. Ouh well. I just love saying that. Ouh well! Hahahaz... especially from my daily live! I think love is really not there. They just don't exist. Look at everyone who used to say the 'love' me. Look how crappy it can be. They say the meant it but after a while when i say i don't like them they will have a new someone to say that too. Hahahaz... Yah people do move on. But i wonder if its that easy to really forget someone to like another person. That exactly make me confuse how does this love shit happens. Hahahaz...
So much about love... moving on. Its like already 10 minutes to 1am and i am still awake. Hahaz.. i don't know why i can't sleep well these few days. And last night i think i slept at around 3. I can't bloody sleep. Just what happened to me i don't know. Ouh well! There i go again. Ouh well! Hahaz... i'm obsessed with this mala song but i don't know what is the title because its sort of an old song. Hahaz.. legend. So i'm off to search the title of the song in yahoo to ask husain ('my best cousin'...heh heh!!) to download. Husain you are sooo nice. Ouh yah Aaron also!! Hahahaz...
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Wee...
Happy 17th Birthday Farhana!!!
Alright yesterday was one of the best day of my life where i spent the day with Coexistence!! Especially with CANDY!! I miss her man. And Candy you look great man now! ya lah ya lah your hair the colour can be seen. Hahahaz... nice man! Watched red eye and the story was superb. I don't know why my brother say its boring. Its very thrilling. For some reasons Rachel McAdams look like Preity Zinta. Just that Priety have a dimple but she don't. But her lips so like Priety Zinta. Pretty chicks. Grr... And Coexistence took neoprints. Its awesome. Hahahaz... Look...
The first one... but this one we were like "Where is Sab?! Sab Sab Sab??!!" And there no Sab! Hahaz...

Coexistence the fast and the furrious! Don't play play!!

We look sweet aren't we?!

Ouh please people don't be jealous! Hahaz...

Heyy CE just wanna say that you rock my life girls! Thanks for being such a great friend! You guys sure don't deserve me as a good friend. I'm sorry about that but i love ya guys man! May our friendship last forever and ever!! Cheers!! COEXISTENCE IS IN THE HOUSE yesterday in town!! Hahahaz....Candy i want the pics we took desperately...Hahaz!!
Alright been out for these past 5 days. And still i have yet to start studying. So gotta slog through the whole day today studying maths i think. So yeah... dragging myself to all those frigging irritating books!
Alright yesterday was one of the best day of my life where i spent the day with Coexistence!! Especially with CANDY!! I miss her man. And Candy you look great man now! ya lah ya lah your hair the colour can be seen. Hahahaz... nice man! Watched red eye and the story was superb. I don't know why my brother say its boring. Its very thrilling. For some reasons Rachel McAdams look like Preity Zinta. Just that Priety have a dimple but she don't. But her lips so like Priety Zinta. Pretty chicks. Grr... And Coexistence took neoprints. Its awesome. Hahahaz... Look...
The first one... but this one we were like "Where is Sab?! Sab Sab Sab??!!" And there no Sab! Hahaz...

Coexistence the fast and the furrious! Don't play play!!

We look sweet aren't we?!

Ouh please people don't be jealous! Hahaz...

Heyy CE just wanna say that you rock my life girls! Thanks for being such a great friend! You guys sure don't deserve me as a good friend. I'm sorry about that but i love ya guys man! May our friendship last forever and ever!! Cheers!! COEXISTENCE IS IN THE HOUSE yesterday in town!! Hahahaz....Candy i want the pics we took desperately...Hahaz!!
Alright been out for these past 5 days. And still i have yet to start studying. So gotta slog through the whole day today studying maths i think. So yeah... dragging myself to all those frigging irritating books!
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
wishes, wishes and more wishes...
On this 6th September, i would like to wish a very...
HaPpY 24th BiRtHdAy To My BrOtHeR, Sahfizad!!!!
may God Bless with good health always!!
HaPpY 25th AnNiVeRsArY to My MaMa AnD PaPa!!!
HaPpY bELaTeD 17th bIrtHdAy To FaRhAn!!!
HaPpY bELaTeD 17th bIrtHdAy To FaRhAn!!!
Wow... so many greeting isn't it. Ouh well told ya there's a lot of people whom i know have to be born this month. Hahahaz... i'm sorry people! There's just too many of you that i can't buy each and everyone of you a gift. There's still Farhana, ili, Li yu, Nisha, my brother's girlriend and my anuty! Phew... what a month!! Hahaz... so sorry yah if i got nothing for you for your birthday! But i will always pray for you that you guys born this September will be blessed with good health and may all of you pass your 'O' level with flying colours. And that to those not taking Os... hahaz... may you succeed in life and achieve your goals! So there... hahahaz!! Woke up quite early today although been on the ohone with Azmi yesterday for like hours and late at night. Hahaz... laugh so much on the phone with Mi last night. Hahahaz... could not stand the 'Ali Setan' thingy! Azmi you are nuts! Crazy fellar! Alright i have yet to start studying. I got bloody no mood to start revising my work. Ouh well... when laziness strikes...
Monday, September 05, 2005
Happy Together!
Yay! Mama and papa have come back home safely! I'm so happy to see my mama again! That tonight i'm going to sleep with her. Hahahaz! Shuttup people! Its not funny sleeping with your mum ok. Hahahaz! Anyways parents came back and then staright away went to my cousin house for a house woman. And then went home again because my dad was soo tired and he need some nap. So while he was sleeping, my mum and me watched 'Naina'. It an hindi version of 'The Eye'. Yes 'The Eye' the chinese ghost story. Its exactly the same just that the actress is Urmila Mathondkar and its in Hindi! One typical hindi movie without songs! Hahahaz... and then went out to causeway point. Did some shopping. Bro bought this stupid hover disc that he ever bought and spoilt it and then he bought again just now. My dad and i was like where the hell are you going to play that thingy man! Waste money only. I went to this Maui and Son shop and he T-Shirt are all so nice. Quite ex though. So thought of just looking around when my bro say faster take, i want to pay already! So ape lagi... hahahaz! I took one and bro choose for me another one. So in the end bought two!! Hahahaz... thanks bro! Love you many many!! Damn it mann! Bro wanted to buy for me perfume. I only like Issey Miyake and thanks ehh. They don't have Issey Miyake. So bye bye! Hahahaz! Anyways perfume is not important i don't really like wearing them because too much of it will make me go, 'Ahhhh Chewwww'!! Hahahaz... and then went to have late dinner. My brother and i was like already starving because i only ordered Macdonals for my lunch + breakfast while my brother went to his friend's wedding. So went to have Seafood!! Hahaz... as usual my favourite 'lemon chicken'. My brother suggested to eat at 'Siam Kitchen' (is that even the name) or 'Sanur' (an Indonesian cuisine) but my mum and me were like 'huh... don't want la'!! So went to this place where the foods were superb! Hahaz... it was our first try at that place but we will sure come again back again because it was delicious and phew simply superb!! Hahaz.. and i am eventually bloated. I loved my family sooo bloody much!! Hahaz... ouh well wanna go hug my mama... again... since already 3 days never hug her!! Hahahahaz!!!
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Boredom kills
Oh my god 2 days being stuck at home is really killing me! Especially when my mama nad papa is so far from me! I missed them sooooooooo bloody much! Can't wait for them to come back. I want MAMA and PAPA badly!! Sab already went to work and she can't stay at my place tonight. So if my brother is not going to be home early tonight i will be ALONE!! Ahhhhhhh..... hate it!!! And i really don't feel like studying at all. I don't know why i have been feeling uneasy about something. It is really bothering and worrying me. For some reasons i then be so disturbed and scared about it. Alright peeps don't ask me what is it because i prefer to keep it to myself. Haiz...
I want to go out of this house but this uneasiness just stops me. AHHHH!!!! Wtf...
Watched midnight movie yesterday. HERBIE!! Hahaz, it was fun. Herbie is so cute. Especially when he falls in love with the yellow volkswagen!! My future car!! Hahahaz... and Lindsay Lohan is Soooooooo damn beautiful. Irresistable beauty. Then brother ordered Macdonalds at like 3am in he morning. Oh my god! Don't blame me if i'm fat man! My best friend and my borther is torturing me with all those nice food. Sab is like way thinner than me but her appetite damn big man! Hahahahaz... Well Sab i hope you enjoyed the meal! Then spent the night talking and talking away. I'm still sleepy hope Sab is still as strong at work now. Hahahaz! But we do get some sleep la!
And here i am today. Bored don't know what to do at home so i change my skin! Sab choose this skin last night. So if she likes it then i likes it too. Sometimes we do have the same taste. Hahaz... but as long as we don't fall for the same guy can already! Which is like IMPOSSIBLE. Hahahaz.... right Sab? No mood to blog anything this weekend so guess i'll end here. **BORED...SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!!**
**Special thanks to my dearest grandmother who have been very concern bout me being alone at hoome that she calls me like so many times! Hahaz... appreciate it! Love u granny!!**
I want to go out of this house but this uneasiness just stops me. AHHHH!!!! Wtf...
Watched midnight movie yesterday. HERBIE!! Hahaz, it was fun. Herbie is so cute. Especially when he falls in love with the yellow volkswagen!! My future car!! Hahahaz... and Lindsay Lohan is Soooooooo damn beautiful. Irresistable beauty. Then brother ordered Macdonalds at like 3am in he morning. Oh my god! Don't blame me if i'm fat man! My best friend and my borther is torturing me with all those nice food. Sab is like way thinner than me but her appetite damn big man! Hahahahaz... Well Sab i hope you enjoyed the meal! Then spent the night talking and talking away. I'm still sleepy hope Sab is still as strong at work now. Hahahaz! But we do get some sleep la!
And here i am today. Bored don't know what to do at home so i change my skin! Sab choose this skin last night. So if she likes it then i likes it too. Sometimes we do have the same taste. Hahaz... but as long as we don't fall for the same guy can already! Which is like IMPOSSIBLE. Hahahaz.... right Sab? No mood to blog anything this weekend so guess i'll end here. **BORED...SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!!**
**Special thanks to my dearest grandmother who have been very concern bout me being alone at hoome that she calls me like so many times! Hahaz... appreciate it! Love u granny!!**
Friday, September 02, 2005
Flop flop flop...
Ouh well though me and Shariffah went studying just now i think i'm still going to flop my Science paper! Don't know why but just have that feeling. Ahh, don't wish to talk about it! anyways Shariffah thanks for studying with me and your memory is super good man! I wish i could be as clever as you! There was this man in Macdonald just now sitting beside me and Shariffah was like already laughing at his funny face and he was basically looking at me. Worst! I can't stop laughing of course. But i was scared all of a sudden when he kept looking at me. And i was like telling Shariffah "Ehh i think he know arh we laughing at him! Stop laughing la Shariffah"! And the more i say that the more Shariffah laugh! Thanks ehh shariffah! Aku yang kener!! That man was just staring at me! Eeee... seram! And worst still there was a lizard under my seat! So of course i freak out!!! Like DUH!! Who won't! The guy beside me can still happy happy say "erm... under your seat got lizard!!!" God!!! And PAM!! Guess who i saw! The one whom i always fought with 24/7 when we are in HYPB!! VINCENT!!!! Yes VINCENT!! I thought he didn't realised i was there but he said "Yes Yusliza" Hahahaz... and i was like "heloo!" Saw Johnathan too. Vincent was with this ex Hua Yi guy! Erm... jjust couldn't remember his name. Like his name got my something not zaimy... maybe Raimy arh... Not sure la! We never once talk also for the 4 years in Hua Yi! Hahahaz... just now also just smile only! Okay la Sab is on the line so got to go talk with her.
EXAMS SUX FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!
EXAMS SUX FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!
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