Hectic Life.

Yes, life has been so hectic. With lesson plans, learning centres, newsletters and CIRPE research project. Everything is piling. Elizabeth say, "You will not have time to pick up your boyfriend's call anymore." That is so true. But one advantage for me, my boyfriend NEVER call. He just hates it. So you can never see Yus bergantung on the phone.

MCYS officer came to check on the centre last Thursday. Goodness, everyone in the school were so kelam kabut. It was very shocking that they came this month because the centre were told that the MCYS will be coming next month. Gees, so it was such a chaotic moment for the teachers. & of course tiring also.

It was such a stressful week for me. Having to redo my lesson plan because the mentor doesn;t approve on it. Had a little arguement with the mentor. Gosh, make me miss Carpe Diem Kidsworld and my mentor Wendy. Wendy is so much caring and concern. But thank God i have Miss Shaikah this time. The K1 and K2 form teacher. She help me so much. Big thanks to her.

So that's my finger puppet. Basically we can't post any pictures of the children in our blog because parents may sue us or whatever. So dared to post this pictures because none of the children's face are clearly seen. Only my sememek face can be seen. So, done my first lesson yesterday but the learning centre not progressing. I don't know when and where to start. I'm like so brain dead. Having to carry out 6 lesson and to do 2 learning corner at such a little time is going to be killer ya know! Oh Gosh!! It was really really a stressful week that i couldn't help myself to break down in the centre after the arguement with the mentor. Year 3 is not good ah... Grrr...

Nevertheless, the children cheer me up and make me smile at the end of the day. They make me leave the centre wih the thought that i still love my job and being in this line has indeed been my profession and passion. Indeed the problem NEVER lies with the children, it's always the adults your working with. How irritating! Again, i still love my job though. So weekends are spent doing lesson plans and preparation and not forgetting CIRPE that is so not progressing. How nice! =)

It's the 20th and so it marks the 16th months since we were together.
Another month of love that will keep on going.
Being with him is so my favourite thing.
If HE ask me if i want anything, i want nothing but just him!
Ily syg! <33

Red red red... =)

Alright, i'm currently sick at the moment. So as much as i wanna update about Abg Asri's wedding, i'm uber lazy. So i'll post some pictures the next time round i update this blog of mine. Meanwhile, i just finished watching the last part of Narnia. Watch with the boyfriend lately but didn't finish watching it because papa fetch me home from his house. Nice ending. I'll give Narnia an 8.5 out of 10!

Yesterday Sham went to meet abang. Didn't know what were they up to. Ask Sham but he said i'll found out the nest day at night. & so abang brought home a RED psp for me. So basically they were out yesterday to get me a psp. & its a RED one. I always wanted that colour. Thanks abg, i so love you. Okay people, don't blame me because i'm too pampered, my abg pampered me since young so what to do... accept je la kan? Haha... So now, abg have one, and Sham have one. Sham so cannot versus Diner Dash with me because he's gonna lose! So wonder what other games can he challenge with me? Hur hur... if i ask Sham what other games, i bet, confirm chop chop he will say this particular game. & its for me to know and for you to find out. Hee... betul kan syg? =)

So kan, besok nak start on brainstorm web, integrated subject web and sequential lesson plan. Haha... macam paham boleh habes besok jer. Will try to do as much as possible though. Will be goind back Kinsland Montessori this Friday and guess where they are going for an excursion. Singapore River la seyy! Haha... this time round the whole school is going. Which includes the playgroup and nursery. Haha... slamat la Cindy with her N1s. I miss my K1s and K2s though! But Friday is the 20th!! Haish, hopefully nothing will stop me from meeting my hero this Saturday. Pls la eh nak dikaterkan dah 9 days tak jumper. Ok besides the fact that he came over my house yesterday after going out with abang. But tak cukup la sey, itu kejap jer. I haven't even have proper hugs and kisses from him. Missing him like so damn much. =(

Before i end today's entry just wanna give a little shout out to that laydee. Sesungguhnyer aku tersangatlah berterima kasih dengan kau Lin kerana sedia membantuku. Thanks babe for always listening and being there for me all this while. Days have been rough, but whatever shits we went through, macam maner kiter kene busted dengan kawan sendiri pun, we know that we have each other to Betul tak? & always know that kiter ini adalah 'orang-orang yang paling cantek dalam dunia'. Baik, baik semua baik, takder yang tak baik! Hahaha... aku sayang kau la Nur Azlina Subari!

So eh dah la, the medicine is taking effect already. Sungguh the drowsy.com. ok then, good night world. =P

Low

I was dumb to be so overly excited to meet him and in the end everything plan just went to waste. I don't know when is the next time i'm going to see him again. Will be busy starting from tommorrow. Thursday & Friday will be busy with assignments, lesson plan and weekend pengantin. After which projects and assignements. Gosh, a few days not seeing him is like years. At times i wonder how he can stand it when i can't. Yus, be strong la com'on. He don't need you as much as you need him you know!!! Urgh!!

I am not at my best today. Was really looking forward to meet him today. I even did something for him. Due to some uncontrolled anger and dissappointment i threw away that masterpiece i made for him. Oh well, i simply can't hold my emotions. Still trying hard to control my feelings. Ish! Ahh whatever, goodbye world.

Long post! BEWARE...

Hey look who's back? Hee... its been like aeons since i last blog. Mcm yeyer jer Yus, padahal baru braper minggu tak blog. Anyways, been so busy lately. Maner nyer yang attachment, saket, assignments dan yang sewaktu dengannyer. So let me just summarise what have been happening so far.

KINSLAND MONTESSORI. It's nice to be there. The teachers were all so friendly. First day was a bit boring and i was so deadly tired that i went home and after maghrib i straight away sleep sampai keesokkan harinya. Dasyat ehh? Hahaha.... but getting used to the curriculum there & i'm taking K2s. They are not bad though, talkative yet interesting. They are so clever. To think that they already know what's adjective, nouns, singular and plural, they are simple superb. Like really, wonderful!! Bijak bijak. Ni la budak-budak sekarang. Susu aper dier minum? Haha... and i'm called Ms Liza there instead of Teacher Yus. Haha... Ms Lee my mentor, she's so young and yet she's the principal. Gosh, motivates me to get the degree and open my own childcare. So interesting isn't it? I still remember once Mr Amran ask me about opening up a childcare centre. He's the boss but i run it. Haha... if he's reading this, Cikgu deal lagi on tak? Saya on! Insya'allah continue degree kalau Cikgu sponsar modal. Hahaha... Well, hardwork though.

And I have a new boyfriend and he's name is Ryusei! (still love the Sham boy more though) He's a japanese boy and he's super cute. When he's shy he'll hide under the table. Haha... how's cute is that? And Miumi, she's another japanese girl, super cute but oh wellthere's a language barrier between the teachers and her. So she's often seen only talking to Ryusei and not any other people. Got Corinna as my supervisor. She is going to assess my lesson and 2 learning centres. Gosh, i'm going to be super duper busy this coming week. With 6 lesson plans & 2 learning centres to be done. With DAC & CIRPE not done. Urgh!! && this kids ah sungguh-the-byk-kerenah.com when they wanna sleep during nap time. Hahaha... mcm mcm ways of sleeping. Ader yang ngigau! Hahaha... gosh i love my job la. I never regret taking Early Childhood Education. It is so my passion! But i'm still in dilemma to apply for NIE after dip or Bacherlor of science in Early Childhood Education with Wheelock College! Cikgu Amran kalau bacer this post tag me. Need your help. Haha... Cikgu Amran has always been such a great help for me when i chose my career path. Once again i think i need his help. With his support i'm sure i'm going to make a wise decision about my future. Ok dah enough, moving on.

HISHAM LOVE. It hadn't been a good month for us. Yet, our hearts remains as one. We face through so much ups and downs together, i hope it will only bring us closer together. No doubt whatever happens, my love for each him grew each passing day. Ahh... i'm so not good with words. Anyways hearts this boy. Lately we went to Sentosa beach. It was fun gaming with our PSP. Haha... for the first time in a game i won. Guess what's the game, DINER DASH! Hahaha... he suck at being a waiter. Takder tokoh langsung! Haha... makan jer tau! So yes he lost and i won! Hahahaha.... overall it was really a nice day. After so long, i had a great time that day. Hope he did too. You know this boyfriend of mine don't really like cameras so we hardly took any pictures. Then today, after a busy week, i decided to join the family to some picnic. & since Sham's off today he joined us. Thanks hun! & today we snap a picture. Hee... see...

Then had late dinner at KFC. My treat for him and the family. Btw, he complained that i always put his picture yang tak lawa. (like the one i put in his friendster, lol!) yang takder rambut la, mata kecik la. So i decided to change the picture in this blog. Haha... to a picture that he like i guess cuz he chose this picture out of so many that i sent to him to be placed in his MSN display picture. He even set the same picture as his PSP wallpaer so i guess that's the best picture for him. Haha... alah syg we always look good together la. No biggie. Hee... *slaps forehead*

MOVIES. Okay no time for movies actually, but since Sham have Ayat-Ayat Cinta DVD and suddenly Chronicles of Narnia DVD was at home, watch it with the boyfriend. Ok i don really like Ayat-ayat cinta. It's kindda lame. Dah kahwin baru sedar dari koma. Kalau tak kahwin tak bangun. & i not a strong believer in polygami. I detest to it so much. I don't agree with sharing my love one with other woman. Sellfish, too bad. That's me. =) But Narnia was awesome. It's a definately interesting movie worth to watch. Just like Sex and the city.

TAGS. Ads & Nish, you're linked. Lin, yelah aku dah update nie. Panjang lebar. Amek kau bacer. Faezah, well year 3 is sucha busy year. Been handling it fine though. Hope you had a wonderful yr 3 ahead la ehh? See ya around soon k? =)

Okay dah la. Panjang dah ni. Penat menaip. Hope to see Sham boy real soon. Miss him already. It's so nice to hear that he still misses me even though i'm like right in front of him. Hearts him loads. Ok dah, good night world!