Lonely...

~I' m so lonely~

Yeah....

I felt that everyday...

Sexual reproduction was fun..

Hahaz...

Indra was like totally open with us just now!

He actually asked about stuff that guys are not suppose to know...

Ohmygod Indra...

But its ok...

He's a bio student he should know...

I think he's in a mood to know all that since his studying the chapter on reproduction...

Wahahaz...

Damn it HISTORY homework is pilling!!

**faints**

So much for 5 yrs....

So much for 5 yrs....

That's all i've got to say!!

TRUST?!

It don't works on how long you know the person...

But how you understand the person!

I made my mistake in TRUSTING people around me...

Thanks everyone for the hurtz and the love that was never appreaciated!!

I wouldn't wanna come school if its not for the Os...

Grrr.......

I miss SAB...i miss CANDY!!

Life's full of hurts!!

Everything jus S U X!!!!!

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I hate to smile just to pretend i'm not hurt.

I hate to giggle to show i'll be okay.

I hate to laugh after i cry!!!

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I realise so much that life is full of hurts and hatred!!

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~~~diseases spreading...ish~

Bro is sick...

He had a terrible flu...

I slept at around 4 yesterday because of him..

Well he had flu plus he kene 'tegur'...

I don't know how to say that in english...

But whoever malays who knows...

You should understand...

Called up one of my relatives who is good at all this thingy...

So he went home around 3 ++...

So tats why we slept around 4...

I didn't know he is soooo bloody 'manja' untill today...

He wants both my mama and papa to be beside him all the time...

Wah...dah tue ganyot also like that...

Hahahaz...

When i sick also not like him....

And he was like 'meracau'...

Again i don't know what's that in english...

And all the 4 of us...

ME, mama, papa and bro sleep at my parents room...hehez...

But i was sooo stupid..

I shouldn't have slept at the same room...

My bro is having a high fever mind you...

And me with a low immune system( what ili always say)...

And now i don feel good also...

I had sore throat and my body feels hot...

Damn...

I don't wanna be sick..

Later must eat all those useless medicine and yucky sprays!!

YUCKS!!

Its ok la...maybe a bit only...

Confirm wouldn't be sick one...

Hehez...

The whole day today did history and pack bag for Monday...

Damn man...Monday got newspaper..

Alah...

My bag heavy sia...

Still got POA textbook that is like damn thick...
Bag heavy..

**HAIZ**

What a thing to do to start the day....

I don't mind the school part...

But the newspaper part makes me all lazy....

tsk....

Haiz...

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$%#@!

ISH!!

What a day again...

They came again and did they malay project...

But today plus one more...

Mick...

Hahahaz...

He today crazy arh..

Took two tablets of panadol still doesn't help for him...

Hahaz...

He's not my group but he came to wait for Sydi..

Because they going to Zal's house...

And to do what?!!

Sydi told me is...

PLAY GAME!!!

Wahahaz....

What sia...

Anyways stupid la...

The project was prepesterous...

Simply don't have any idea...

Well whatever it was almost done anyways...

I didn't know i was sooo stupid untill yeaterday...

I only thought i was slow...

Ish...

anyways...guess what i did...

I did finish the powerpoint slides already...

NICELY...12 slides altogether...

And i bloody did not purposely press 'NO" when the icon

"do you want to save the changes made to this document"

Wtf rite..

I was so frustrated!!

I burst out crying..

But a while only..

Hehehe...

Sheeshh....

I was so damn bloody mad at myself...

How can i be so stupid!!!

GOSH!!!

It was already 12 plus and i have to bloody re-do it AGAIN!!....

Haiz i spend like from 7:30 -12 doing it and all went down the drain..

thanks ehh..

So did it again and it ends around 1 plus..

Went to get some sleep but guess what!!

I can't sleep!!!
Wah thanks a lot man...

I slept at 3...

I bloody couldn't sleep..

Don't know why...

Haiz...

Hope today can sleep...

I don't know why my dreams these few days are all so wird and scary...

Don't ask me what is it!

I don't wish to talk about it...

School is opening...

And this is my first time in history i haven't finish my homework when school is opening!!

GOD!!!!!!

I just realised that 4 weeks of holiday and only have 1 week of them..

Ish...

No complains..

I'm taking the bloody 'O' s anyways...

Haiz...

Ish....!!!!!

Tired..!!

Gosh...

What the heck is PENDIDIKAN NASIONAL??!!

Sharifah, Saleha, Sydi and Shazzman came my house today..

To the bloody malay project...

Its like so bloody difficult lor..

What sia..

Just cannot be understandable...

Did a lot of research..

But we only found nonsenssical stuff...

What only...

Haiz...

Very tired indeed..

I wanna sleep but cannot must finish up the powerpoint...

Tommorow they coming again to finish up..

So by tommorow they need the powerpoint done..

And SHIT....

Today got DIA!!!!!!!!!

And i have to do all these stuffs..

So cannot concentrate...

What the heck man!!

...........Grrrrr...........

Love is love without saying anything...huh?!

Hahaz....watch Mujhse Dosti Karoge yesterday...

And my boyfirend, Hrithik says this...hehez...

'Love is love without saying anything'

And HUH?!

What the heck does that mean..

If you love someone sure must say what rite...

This lines still bugs me untill now...

Anyone can tell me what it means...

**garok kepala**

Today visit to Aunties house..

Did nothing muc theree but all karaoke only..

And as usual i just watch...

~TWEES~

Then go eat Nasi Bryani @ Serangoon there...

Bery nice...i like!!

WeEeEeEe...

Alrite...there's a lot of things to blog today...

Firstly yesterday is FaThEr'S dAy!!

YaY!!

Wishing my papa and bapak wan (my godfather...hehe...)

A very happy father's day..

May God bless you guys with good health always...

Papa thanks for all the sacrifices...

Love ya loads!!

So to celebrate Father's Day...

My whole family beside my mum went for dinner...

At Samar Cafe...

It was sortta Arabian type...

Hahaz...

I also don't know...

Look at the food...

All riciting prayers first before eatng...

Hahahahaz...the MAKs2 and Bapaks2 corner....

Hahaz...

This was suppose to be just my mum feeding my dad...

But my cousin all kaypo...

Wahahaz...

Mama thinks its boring to feed rice...

Nah take the whole chicken!!

Wahaha...

We were all bored while waiting for the foods to come..

So all TOOK PICTURES!!!!

Look look at the picures...

and...

Lots more...

Hahaz..

Lazy to put...

While our parents all finish their foods so quickly...

My uncle and papa...

Smoking the shisha....

But actually action only...

Hahahaz....

don't care ugly, sux or whatever but just TAKE PICTURE!!!

Wahahaz...

Besides blogging bout father's day...

I also want to say something that i should say on 9th June!!

That is COEXISTENCE birthday!!

Happy Belated Birthday Coexistence...

I'm so sorry...in spite of remembering it...

I didn't tell you guys..

I was totally so busy and you guys should know how lazy i am to msg people..

Hehez...

Anyways its ok rite...

Its not too late to celebrate...

This is for you guys...

HaPpY BiRtHdaY tO yOu,

HapPy BirThDAy tO YoU,

HaPpY bIrThDAy To COEXISTENCE...

hAppY bIrTHdAy To YoU!!!

Yeah...

Shouts in one sentence and breath...

hahaz...

To SaB: I just don't know what to say to you because ur just the best and the greatest best friend no one would ever have...Thanks a lot for all the love you give me!

To Candy: Though we don't see much of each other now, you should know that i love you a lot regardless of ur scarstic personality because it rocks and thanks for always being there for

me when i need you...LOVE YA LOADS!!

To Nurul: You lucky girl who already find your love...Now its my turn to find mine...just wishing you great health and pass ur 'O' with flying colours AND thanks for always being there when i need you....THANKS A LOT and LOVE YA!!

Phew guys...out of breath already...

Wahahaz...

Last year i bought for you guys tronky...

Want it again this year?!

Hehez...

Sesame Street

Wahaha...

Yesterday i went to Marina Square...

To bring my cousin watch sesame street live...

While waiting for the show to start we ate ice-cream at Anderson...

Hahahaz....funny man...

But it was nice..

They were so cute and adorable...

Look look...

Cute right?!!....

Ish...i wish i was there being a 5 yrs old Yusliza...

Wahahaz....

Can sing can dance without being so paise..

Wahahaz...

After that... we went to Bugis to shop...

My dad bought for me a watch..

Yellow of course...

Heehee...Nice lei...

BLuek....

And went to fish and co for dinner...

FINALLY!!

I got to eat my dearest CALAMARI...

Wait for Stephen's treat will never come man...

Wahaha...

Took some pictures after eating...

My aunty, nini and me...

Wah...mama so semangat makan...Wahahaz...

Aler...wanna step romantic only...

Peace...we are too full already...

Hahahaz...

Had fun last night..

Guess what tommorrow is father's day...

Hahaz...

Totally no idea what to buy for papa...

Hmmm.....

Don't judge a book by its cover...

Phew... clean up the mess in my room already..

now it looks more like a room...

Later going out with my family....

No idea where the destination is going to be...

Shit...going to miss Pesta Perdana...

Haiz... kuku bird...

Meanwhile... thought of just blogging and talking about this topic..

'Don't judge a book by its cover'

Well... during the intensive we watched remember the titans...

Although i already watch them during the Adam Khoo Booster thingy..

But i just love watching it agian..

It was a bloody nice movie..

I learnt to trust the SOUL of a man and NOT the LOOK...

So we should not just hate that person by the look..

We must understand them and then learn how to trust them...

Just a very good example...

Me and Ronald...

Big Ronald i mean...

We were like so cold towards each other before the camp..

We hardly talk and crack jokes...

But now we were like so close and we talk and crack jokes All the time..

Wahaha...

And we make a good partnerin Barbecueing the chicken...

I will do the poking...

HAHAHA....

Ouh shit...

i can't blog anymore i got to get ready to go out...

Ish...

got to continue some other time..

Kuku bird laa..

I lazy wanna go out...

**dragging my feet to get changed**

HYSC Intensive was great fun!!

TO ALL COUNCILLOR:I LOVE YOU!!

Hahaz...yupz just came back from Stuudent Councillor Intensive rather than camp...

I'm missing evryone now...

Our bond now are rather closer...

Just like the prefectorial board...

I love you guys man..

Especially the Classical ants...

My dearest group...

Though Steven tend to be quiet at first but he was so good after that...

I was so impressed by him...

My lovely group posing b4 performing...

Xinni don have...=(

She go dance...

Trying our best to fill our stomach...Peace!!

But i simply love you guys man...

you guys rock!!

Thanks for being so involvve...love ya!!

The grandparents were great too...

Love you guys too...

Not forgetting the sec 4s...

Thanks for helping out in the powerpoint presentation...

The grandparents and sec 4s...

To Rachel: Uncensored there*..hahaz...you shud understand...hahaz!!

Sorry Mr. Lee for always saying the food sux!!

But it was really sucky lor..

Look at the vegetables...

Hahaz....

Its either Fikri or Steven will eat them...

But its was too much anch and none can finish them...

The Paintings was absolutely nice..

Well done to the painters..

Now our SC room looks so presentable as compared to last time..

Wahaha...

I still played tip tac toe wit Fikri while he was painting...hahaz..

Look look...

Barbeque was also fun..

My job is to poke the chicken...Hahaz..

right Ronald?

Smoke smoke...

Wahaha....

The grandparents have not eaten yet..

And when our meeting is over with Su..

We went down hoping to eat..

But that kuku bird NCC people go and eat..

Thanks a lot man..

And we don't get to eat...

Su too did not get to eat....

My group did a non-racist dance..

Really enjoy it man..

Steven was so tall..

Hahahaz..

And oh my god..

i got to overcome somebody being touch at the body..

Wahahaha...

Dancing the western dance...

The indian dance...wahahaz....

On the 3rd day...

We had the mini concert..

And the official opening of the new SC room...

It was fun...

Singing i'm your angel as a whole SC + Mr. Lee....

While singging but...twees!!

The seniors presentation...

My warm fuzzy was Marzua...and i was ZeXum Warm fuzzy...

You guys were a great leader..

Keep it up guys...

The warm fuzzy board

In conclusion everything was great in that 3 days 2 nights intensive..

Thanks Su... for everthing..love yo lots!!

Well...watch batman just now..
Enjoyed myself...

So leave you guys with some pictures during the intensive...

'Wish Pam were there...miss her... =(

Fikri and me..say cheese...take ourselve one...Wahaha!!

Shh....writting reflections...

Steve...kukubird...Wahaha...

My Dear* and me...hehez...

Take ourselve again when dinner...

In a circle...

Go Dear go!!

Relax...don stress...u did it!!

Look...aren't we sweet...hahaz....big ronald and me!!

Small Ronald ane me...peace....

Mrs Chin and me...

JJ (Joyce and Jasmine) and me...

Sua Kim came....yay!! Miss him!!

Song body was WOW...hahaz!!

Our mission lei...

Fikri being blindfold to get to group...

We are the champion....lalala...

Oei Rachel...y close eyes...hahaz...

Briefing....

Okay finish...peace!!