Sweet & Sour 2010

I like the title of this post. Yup, 2010 was full of sweets and sours. I somehow love and hate this year. Such a complicated year indeed. Usually I am soo lazy to the maximum to state highlights of the year here, in my blog. But somehow or rather this year motivates me to put them down in words here. Haha... Anyways ok let's skip January. I think it was just about school, assignments and worries. Lin will know what is it. No one else should know. Ok maybe Sham and Dayah too. LOL! So February, Sham's back and his turn to do something for our 3rd anniversary.

Love brought me to Resorts World for the first time and of course for the first time, I broke my virginity to clubbing. LOL! How lame can that be. At 22? Word! So had dinner at Fiesta Hotel and a surprise photo shoot at iGallery. Love the dress and love my Muhammad Hisham Amir. =)

Let's skip March to May. Not much happened except that sham went off sailing like again. Then the 2nd best part of 2010, SUMMER IMMERSION PROGRAM. BOSTON BOSTON BOSTON here I come!! LOL!! First ever time I stepped in the US, on a plane and far away from the family.

Thanks to these rock chichas for the beautiful moments I had in Wheelock College, Boston, Summer Immersion Program 2010. Love you my drop dead gorgeous ladies!

Then Let's skip August because basically August was just a month of heartbreak. Except maybe the 22nd, Thursday. Fast forward September and then OCTOBER. Boston was 2nd best thing that happened in 2010 and so what's the best. It sure gotta be the engagement. Couldn't believe it all happened so quickly. & now I'm some one's fiancee. How nicee... =)

& not forgetting of course our birthday. I simply love our birthday cake. *wide smile*

Then a month after, November the 4th, my first trip beyond Singapore with love. A short yet exciting getaway with love. Though it could be better, it was surely a great first time out of the country together. Hope for more more and more.

& then he went off sailing again. Now I simply cannot stop worrying if he'll be surrounded with beautiful Brazil ladies there. Gosh! Guys would be guys you know. Ok whatever, let's just make it my worry alone.

So 2011? How ya doing? Please be good to me alright? Been through a lot in 2010 and I'm kindda exhausted, so be nice ok? Pleaseee... I'm actually nervous and afraid to usher you in but nevertheless, I am excited to welcome you too.

So yea, How I met Your Mother had been the new addiction thanks to Sham of course. Should be hitting on assignments now but it seems like I am so watching How I Met Your Mother now. So toddles Earthlings! Happy embracing 2011!

Miss you.

Alright, so besides missing Sham badly, I miss blogging so much.
It seems like dinosaur years since I last update. Been tiring and making myself busy with work and tuition lately.
Camp was successfully over for BASC and the K2.
& Apparently on the very same day I had camp, Sham returned to Singapore but what luck, we didn't get to meet.

Gosh, my love story is so sad.
Tough love I must say.

My life is sucha a bore.
Work, sleep, eat, work, eat, sleep.
Besides loving someone deeply every single day, I never fail to wonder how much is he missing me everysingle day too. LOL!

& then some things just snapped me to get back to reality.
There's just so many things to settle to.
2 years is not even enough.
I feel like pointing a gun at myself when doubt begin arising in me on NOW!
Alright, so this cannot be happening.
Yus, go get freshened up.

When I am away from this computer, it seems like I have a lot to babble here.
But when I start hitting on the keyboard, my mind goes blank.
Well, what's new?!

So I shall get back to watching some hindustan and How I met your mother.
& yes baby, you got me hooked to this.
Naughty boy!

&& a few confession, I miss being in love.
& as in not literally, just physically.
Urgh, whatever. Goodbye world!

Sick

I so lost my voice.
Even Doctor Khairul was shocked to see how sore my throat was.
& I hate it when I have to scream at those kids with this kindda voice.
& I totally hate it when I have to talk with parents with this kindda voice too.

Ms Lee is giving birth, so work is total hectic.
I'm lucky I'm working with best friend.
Some motivation to go to work.
Lady boss has been really nice too.
Glad that I am working in this kindda environment.

Research and interventions has been going on smoothly.
But no doubt, it's kindda chewing Lin's and my brain so much too.

Love my K2s who is like graduating soon.
I am sooo dead, K1 don't know their 7 days in a week!
*faints*
Good night friends, I'm off to lalaland to dream about love.
I miz him so much. ;..(

The day he went away.

It felt like just yesterday that I first wore that ring.
& so did he.
But today, Love left for work.
Africa. Brazil. China.

Dear God,
Please be nice to my man and keep him safe always.
Even he don't know how much I love him.
Thank you God.

Love you buu.
Till our next meeting.
I'm gonna miz you badly for sure.
After so long I cried buckets.
Ilmy my love.

21st of the month date.

Date with love today before he leaves for sailing in a few hours time.
Damn, I wish time can stop NOW, yes NOW.
I have to get use to being far away from love all over again.
Haish, nevertheless, I'm always supporting him and his carreer.

ILMY BUU...


Had KFC for dinner.
Delicious, just like love. Hur hur...
But we were still hungry so Teh Tarik la next target. =)

Haish, don't know when will be my next date with Sham love.
I don't wanna face Monday.
*pulls hair*

Updates, FINALLY!

Yup had a short getaway with love to Batam last Deepavali holiday.
A 3 days 2 nights.
It was great fun with great company.
Thanks hun!

This was first day.
& love plan was to wear the same shirt on each day.
So first day was Boston Massaachusettes shirt. =)
Due to my blurness, I left love's Boston jacket in the car. =(
So no hoodie for us.

Then second day was Malacca shirt.
Hee... so cute la syg!

Comes third day, BATAM shirt of course.
There's just too many pictures.
Knowing how lazy I am, I can't be bothered to upload it here. =)
Pictures are all credits to Muhd Hanafi.
Yup, love's beloved bro a.k.a the king of short forms.

Last weekend was Kakak Ana & Abg Imran's wedding.
& also, love treat to Manhattan Fish. Thanks sweetheart.

This was Saturday for the nikah.
We wore black. <3<3>Then the sanding on Sunday.
Orangey me and greyish for my buu.

I hate to say this, but yeah, his leaving me for Europe this time round.
Urgh, I hate his job but I love him!
Ok I think that was said for zillions of times before by me.
Hur hur... =)

Things that happened.

I am so not going to betray blogger for facebook. LOL!
I am still updating because I simply love blogging.
Rambling away is so my forte.
Ok what happened last few days.

Lately, went on a short date with love on a Thursday after work to watch The Last Exorcism.
Stupid ending. So not worth the money.
Lucky for love becuase it was my treat.

Weekends was just about slacking.
Saturday watch hindustan all day long at home.
On the phone with best friends.
Then off to dreamland.

Sunday went over to love's place.
Helped his mum to kirai roti jala.
Then we're off to serious lepaking.
Literally lepaks because he was sleeping while I was reading.
Love the serenity, the calmness and the quietness to get to read peacefully.

Watching the sunset was great.
Such a nice view.
With so many kites flying.
It was really a beautiful scenery.
Great company and a great day to end the week.
Thanks love.

Come Tuesday, had a date with the Busted 2.
Watched Paranormal Activity 2.
A treat for her belated birthday.
Again, stupid ending!
Again, I wasted my money! Gees...
Just my luck, 2 crappy movies.
& what luck, both was my treat. HAHA!

Once love sail, I am so not watching movies.
Replenish my lost. AHAHAH.

Will have a short getaway with love to Batam.
Wee...

Psychoed

Yep yep!
Yes peeps, you're so right.
I'm on facebook.
All thanks to who?
Who else if not Sharifah Badriah a.k.a Busted 2!
WTH?! Hahaha

After much psycho-ation from this girl, I agreed and without further a do si minah ni create an account for me.
Thanks ehh Sharifah! Rajin nyer la kau! =)
Will wait for Nur Azlina to open hers and then I will start adding more friends.
As promised k Lin? =)

Had dinner at Fish & Co with the Busted 2.
Then melepak straight at Haagen Daaz.
The place where my fb was born.

Haha... & our Mystique was superb, awesomeness and yummylicious!

Woo hoo!!

Ok bye world.

Another night.

Love came and we watched this.
Hilarious movie I must say. Hur hur...
Love just went home and I kindda miss him already, oh no!!
Yesterday was hell of a night.
Though it still hurt a little, hopefully tonight will be much much better.

Love's cousin, Abg Eunos is so reponsible for this phrase being uttered upteen times:
"Yo ma man!"
Muahahaha!!

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Pain oh pain!

Cannot sleep, cannot sleep, cannot sleep!!!
Pain, pain, pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Abdomen oh abdomen!

Why did i even bother confiding in you???!!!!
Do you even care??!!
MORON!!!!!!
Sorry,heck it is hurting soooo God damn bad!!!
Help me someone, anyone, God, Please!!!!!


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Heart.

Whatever the quandary,
Whatever the questions,
Your heart never fails you.
Listen to your heart and make the decisions your desire.

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& Again...

Yesterday was twentieth and movie day again with love.
A great day spent with love on our twentieth.
Rented Raaz and watch it first after Do & Me dinner.

Next movie was Stomp the Yard 2.
It was okay, nothing so wow though.

& since love haven't watch Lagenda Budak Setan, we watched that movie straight after.
Went for Prata breakfast at 6am after the movies.
Thanks for the day hun.
It was indeed an enjoyable one.

So, yours truly went to developed the engagement pictures just now.
Can't wait for it to be ready tomorrow. =)

& I got myself a new clothes for my iphone 4.
Brownish maroon. I loike! =))
Before I end, Happy 22nd Birthday my Busted 2, Shariffah Badriah! Love you!
Ok, goodbye world.

"Once bitten twice shy, once its broken its hard to mend it back.
Let time tells it all, its up to you to prove the sincerity, if there's love."

The Sleep Over

Last Sunday was a day with love.
First, went to rent dvd for our movie marathon at night then to Vivo.
Yep, vivo like again but this time, straght to Armani Exchange.

Went home and first unexpected movie that we watched was Kal Ho Na Ho.
Because basically it was on Star Gold, so gotta watched it.
Though we've watched it upteen times, we are still so into it.
Love, did you tear while watching?
ROFL!!!

Next movie on the line was Valentine's day.
Hilarious, romantic comedy. I like!!
Served pizza for love.
Very instant, i also like! LOL!

Then next movie, The Last Song.
A bit slow but touching movie.
Love slept at my crib that night.

Made fried rice for breakfast with some side dishes to go along.
Hopefully love likes it though there were some flaws in between.
Yet, it was still edible. Hur hur...

Thanks for the night love.
Gonna miss all these once you sail again. =(
For now, I have tonnes of marking to do.
GAAAH!!
Help anyone?

All over again.

Catch this with the cousin yesterday.

A very hilarious, romantic and entertaining movie to watch.
Worth the money. =)

Had dinner at Ramenten.
Bad service. Gees...

Thanks deq for the great night talking and talking away.
That we did not even snap a single photo ytd.
Wth! Haha...

"I'm just afraid the promises you made is beginning to lose its meaning."

New Toy!

Yep so this is my new toy.

iPhone 4.

Ok so I've got no choice but to grab this.
No nice phones in town now.
All kindda boring and not that worth it to buy.
So compared to all others, most worth the money and of course good and easy to use function, iPhone lor.

Yea yea, Love will cough out the word B-O-R-I-N-G!!!!
Haha, no choice la hun.

& since I owned something that is so accessible to the technological world weherever I go,
I'm kindda contemplating to open up a facebook account.
Haha, this thought of opening a social network account have been in my mind since the friendster era back then.
Till the existence of twitter now, I haven't open any account.

Normal lazy me...
Haha... so should I have one? Hmmm...

Caught this movie last Sunday I think it would be much nicer to watch if it is less draggy.
It's rare for ladies to be so fickled like Liz, the main character in this novel, or movie.

Another awesome, romantic movie I've watched.
Inspires me to read the novel.
Super touching, go catch it people.

& yes, I have dreams, BIG dreams.
But I never know how to put it to words because it has always been in my thoughts.
& I guess it will always remain that way because this world have never been so real.

At work!

I've got a new toy... And i'm blogging now at work all thanks to it.
Will reveal my no-choice-have-to-get new toy soon.
Hahaha....

The Birthday DAY

On the 2nd, his birthday, he came knockin on door at 2am in the morning. He brought his own birthday cake and so celebrated his birhday in wee hours. He's so cute. Then on the big day, I presented his actual BIG cake and BIG present! Hee...

First we blow candle.

Then I give the BIG (mcm paham) present from Boston! Hur hur...

Then, we look forward for our date on weekend. =)

Engaged!

Sunday, 3rd October, 2010

Unforgettable moments of my life.
Will upload more photos once cameraman gives me a copy of mine to keep.
Special thanks to everyone for making that day a huge success.

Happy borthday to YushaM too... =)

TIRED

I think I look exactly like this creature/monster here now.
Been mugging with assignments and studying like mad this few days.
Been burning midnight oil like almost everyday.
Study, Teach and teach and this happens daily.

I am so tired.
Did I say I hate Statistics module?
Oh, I must have missed it.
& coffee have been really a great buddy.
So many things to do but so little time that I just feel shouting,
TIDAKK!!!!

& I kept telling myself to start trusting all over again.

20th!

Alhumdulilah, with HIS blessing, I get to see 20th again.
Thanks to HIM for answering my prayers.
I hope to see more of 20th, till I breathe my last.
Happy twentieth hunneyboo!

yucky medicines

I hate being sick! Truly truly hate it.
What more when you have to school, work and exams!
Nevertheless, the short date with hunneyboo was great.
No doubt, the drowsiness due to running nose and the cough was terrible.
Was so annoyed by it. Urgh!
But love was so caring, love you bubu!

I can't him if he can't get his eyes of this chick.
Indeed she's hot, LOL!
If he has some eye candy, I have too.
That guy with the gun, he's as hot!
Hur hur... but somehow, yesterday, love was extra charming.
Haha, I loike!! Hee..
Ok, Action Research tommorrow, can't be late.
Good night world!

Eid Mubarak

Selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin pada semua umat Islam dimana shaja mereka berada.
Buat keluarga tercinta dan sahabat handai yang mengenali Yus, saya ingin menyusun sepuluh jari memohon maaf jika ada salah dan silap, harap jangan simpan dalam hati.

Alhumdulilah we meet raya again this year with the beloved family, friends and of course my love, Sham.
This ramadhan have been really challenging for me, nevertheless, with HIS blessings I manage to overcome all of it calmly.

On a random note, this year, its the Upin and Ipin obsession I guess since there's so many of their balloons sold at bazaar geylang. Haha...
& I can't help it but to dedicate this photo to the best friend, Nur Azlina Subari.
Macam kiter kan? Cute kan?
I know, especially me. Thanks babe! Hur hur... =)

My crazy ladies...

Meet up with my crazy ladies today mainly,

Sharifah a.k.a Busted 2, Sabbie and diyana larling!
Like finally after what it seems like dinosaur years, I met DIDI again.
Super delighted and tonight was super entertaining.
We don't need a place or thing to do to be entertain, talking and crapping is enough to burst into loads and loads of laughter.
As usual, diyana's laughter is contagious. WTH!
If only Reshmel and Fana is around.
It will be sooo complete!
I love tonight. Thanks girls. I miss you people so much!

Hope to see you soon... good night world.

With you

me: You're crazy!

him: I know, about you.

me: Life is beautiful.

him: No, my girlfriend is beautiful.

me: Awww....

Always be watching this with you.

Love Story

me: Let's start a new chapter for our love story ok?
him: No, just a new page.

& he would like me to say it here in my blog that I'm attached to him and only him, forever.

The End.

With the last wish, I bid farewell.
Goodbye love, welcome back sinlgle life.
Hello world.

20th

Rushed my way here to catch the last moments of twentieth.
As much as I don't want it to happen, never know it might be our last.
I hope to turn back time.
Because I was much more happier back then.

& my tear just can't stop flowing...

Dear God

"I'm sorry to bother you so late at night.
But I'm in serious trouble.
& I'm sorry I haven't spoken directly to you before, but I do hope I have always expressed ample gratitude for all the blessings that you've given me in life.

I am not an expert at praying, as you know.
But can you please help me?
I am in desperate need of help.
I don't know what to do.
I need an answer.
Please tell me what to do.
Please tell me what to do
Please tell me what to do."

And so the prayer narrowed itself down to that simple entreaty- Please tell me what to do - repeated again and again. I don't know how many times I begged. I only know that I begged like someone who was pleading for her life. And the crying went on.

Thank you

but I failed.
Goodbye.

For you...

A little message for 2 dearest people in my life:

For love,
"Aaja piya
Dekh to kaisi haalat hui hain
Aake humko gale se laga ja
Tujhse milne ki chahat hui hain"- Tumhare Pyaar

For a friend,

"Hamare mulakat se chori chori chupke chupke.
Ab naa jaana kabhi roothke.
Shukriya dost.
Hamare dosti hamesya keliye."- Tumhare Yaar

Macam paham jer aku ni bebual hindustan. Well, it's interesting at times to express our love and appreciation using other languages. But the most interesting part of all is for that person receiving the message to find out what it actually means. Hur hur...

Not forgetting, Selamat menjalani ibadah puase kepada semua umat Islam di Singapura. =)

The day you went away...

There's so much I need to say.
Been lonely since the day,
The day you went away.

So sad but true,
For me there’s only you.
Been crying since the day,
The day you went away.

love sick?

I miss the late-night-rush date with you hun.

I am going insane pretty soon with your absence.

Am I sick?

Pieces of me.

I am feeling truly terrible.

I feel like blogging about it, but I don't know how to.

I'm scared.

I'm worried.

I'm sad.

I'm broken.

All you get is pieces of me.

miss tak?

Awak awak, saya rindu awak.
Awak rindu saya tak?
Awak always appear in dreams saya.
Saya nak awak in reality saya can, please!

Yus is going crazy every single day thinking of her man.
One word, H. E. L. P!!!!

Solutions anyone? *sob* =(