THIS IS MY BLOG!

Okay the title is like okay that's obvious Yus. But some people just don't realise it. So people please refrain yourself from picking a fight or anything especially at my TAGBOARD!! To the 'PRETENDER' who has ben using someone else nick to tag, i don't wish to know who you are sinc you are not going to tell but i just want you to stop it. Its not nice to use other people's name when you have yours. Whoever you may be i hope you'll stop. If you don't respect yourself at least respect my blog for once! Alright? Thanks a lot. I don't ask a lot from you. All i want is a ceased to this nonsense!! Alright? Thanks again.

Floorball! Its fun but somethings just bring my mood level to 0!! But anyways had fun with Sab, Shariffah and Reshmel just now! Okay confirm tommorrow i'll ache everywhere. BUt last week never lei! Hmm...today play a bit stress arh! A lot of running. Hahahaz!!

Yes!! I just want to say that i'm very impress with my red cross. The juniors i mean. They improved a lot. Hope you guys will make it for the competition. HYRC ROCKS!!! Okay i got nothing else to say. Want to get an early sleep because tommorrow WORKING!!! So bye bye....

Weird Episode of my Life

Yay!! Tommorrow's Thursday! Off day and that means floorball. Ms Lee my Red Cross Teacher called me to come back train footdrill tommorrow. Wow that was like so rushing when she told me at around 7 plus. Was working so didn't think much so i should be able to make it. So hope to have an intensive training with them for half an hour tommorrow and then off they go for the competition.

A lot happened to me this few days while working. Firstly there was this guy who being such an irritating toot. What he did? He didn't practically disturb me but what the hell i don't even know what was he up to. I already saw him passing by my shop and he gave me that sharp stare. I was like looking away knowing he was looking at me. I thought that's the end. While i was talking with my boss and one of my colleague, that guy appear.

"Yes Sir can i help you?" My boss said.

"Sorry ah i want to talk to her (me)," He replied.

"Yes?!" i asked.

(Was speaking in fluent malay though he looks like indian. So hard to say what race.)

"You ever stayed at Taman Jurong or Jurong extension before ah?" He asked me.

"NO...." i answered.

"Where you stay? You look familiar ah," He added.

"I saty Jurong but not Taman Jurong or Extension," I answered his question again.

"Ouh, like got see you before. Can come out outside. I want to talk to you," He said.

"NO! I working! Bye!" i answered for the last time. Then i went in to store room.

My boss asked me if i know that guy and seriously i don't know who he is!!! I never in my life see him before. So my boss asked me go inside because he was still standing outside my shop. He stayed there for like around 20 mins. And then he went inside COURTS. If only my brother was working. then there will be a scence. LOL! So i went out to serve customer since he's in courts. When my customer was about to pay he appeared again. This time he asked my colleague to read for him a message from his handphone. He was actually standing in front of me looking at me but didn't ask me. Thank God! The best thing was my friend replied, "I DONNO!!" And then she walk off! Hahaha!! Then he asked my boss. And again he kana. My boss said, "I donno i donno, go away i donno english. Go away i doing bussiness here." Haha!! Then he gave me that stare again and then walk off. Gosh he's one weird guy! I was even scared to go toilet because i so him at the first floor. My mum couldn't fetch me that night because she just reach Serangoon which is my aunt's house. My brother off and i have no idea where was he. Like as usual when i told my mum, my mum don't allow me to go home alone and so she called my cousin and he picked me up. Actually i insisted that i would be fine and i take cab home but she still don't want to allow it because she's scared that he will still be waiting for me which i doubt so. So my cousin bring me home. And guess what was the frightening thing. Thank God i followed my mum's advice. I was on the bike and i saw that man wearing red at the parking. Ish ish ish ish. But thank godness!! I'm safe. I don't know what was his intention. Seriously don't know! I don't remember knowing anyone who looks like him. Was his intention good or bad. God knows. But the experience was really scary.

Before this i ya i do come across weird guys la. But they just will ask my number and then flirt with me instead of buying the shirts there and then my boss will get all fed up. But that's just it. Not as strange as this case. Sometimes those guys who motive is just flirting and not buying makes me say all the swear words in my heart. Its like kuku you dumbos, make me stand here serve you for nothing! Never buy somemore and if want to flirt flirt properly. I so don't like the way those guys flirt with me. Yucks! So unproffessional. Only this one guy, he's a mixed malay. He can't decide what to wear for his d'N'd and i find it fun talking with him. Suggesting him what to wear and all. What shocked me was he came the next day after the incident of the weird indian guy. And when i say," thank you please come again". He actually said, "Oh can i come again and disturb you like that man yesterday?" And i was stunned for a moment of how he knew? He want to walk off but i stopped him and asked, "Err you are not suppose to know right?" He replied, "Oh i was here yesterday but i need to rush off."

Phew okay that was relieving to hear. He's quite old though and i'm sure he's attached. Hahaz!! But he's a nice customer. Like the way he speak english. People i'm not falling for him ah. Those praises are just sincere. Gees! Not that fast to fall for anyone right!! Ish ish!!! LOL!!

So overall weird things have been happenind to me la. And i keep bumping into things and people too!! Lame lame lame. getting more clumsy each there. Yus Yus!! And guess what today is 23rd of February!! This day is when me and Sab we became best friend!! And its been 5 years of friendship! How i love it!! Love you Sab!! You are the bestest best friend i ever have!! Or anyone could ever have. Starting of as enemies and ending of as best friends. What can be better than this right?! You know what i have to say to you since i gave you the letter. So here i would just say I LOVE YOU LOADS!!! May our friendship last forever. Love ya best friend!!

And by the way before i end the person who gave me a flower on Valentine's day gave me the permission to publish his name big big in my blog. So he is MUHAMMAD FAIZAL BIN ZAINAL ABIDIN!!! Hahahaz!! Thanks Zal appreaciate it. Eh Eh!! He's not my boyfriend or admirer or anything ah. Don't know why he gave me the rose but i know he means well. Whatever it is sorry zal was too shock to say thanks that moment so i shall say it here THANK YOU!!!! So okay you may stop reading now!

Shopping Spree with Beloved Mama!

Did i ever tell you guys that i simply LOVE shopping. I am such a crazy shopaholic! Hahaz!! This month i went shopping with my beloved mama!! I just love her so bloody much lah!! She's my super woman, my ou xiang, my hero and my everything la! I just love to bits!! The best mother on earth!! Mama you rock!! And yes... it was ladies day out only that luch papa join us for lunch. Had lunch at Sakura. I was my treat to the best parent in the world! Haha!! It was not an expensive meal but i hope they are happy with it. Then papa have to go work. Damn!!

So mama and me made our way to shops to SHOP!! What else! Hahahaz!! Bought a earing and bought mama a ring at Ginza. My gosh GINZA is like so EMPTY!! Nothing to shop there. Haha!! And ouh yeah it was funny when both mother daughter don't know where we are going and where to have lunch. LOL!! So i bought a skirt and pants from double index. I just love that shop la! But when i reach home and try on the pants it don't look good on me at all. so i think i am going back to the shop to maybe change it if it is allowed. Bought 2 tops from PMK. Thought of getting another skirt there but the skirt there a kindda short and i am uncomfortable wearing it so just bought a top. Then what else did i bought?! Ouh yes! The most expensive one among all that i shop. I bought a Solvil Titus watch. I so love it! Mama was like "buy adek buy at least when you start school you know ouh this watch is your hard earn money when you are working". Hahaz! So i bought it. Bought for mama a brooch from B'dazzle. Haifa Noorin recommended her to buy there! Kuku you its EX you know!! Hahaha!! But its nice la! For the second time i bought for her brooch. How boring. Wanna buy her bag or shoe all not nice so she don't wanna! So okay as long as she's happy. I don't know what to get for papa. Well i hope the treat at Sakura oka la eh?! Wahaha!! Ouh yah at for dinner a Roti Prata treat! Hahahahaz!! See i'm such a good daughter. Hehehez!

Actually i'm rushing now because DIA is starting in 10 minutes time. So maybe i'll end it here. Today is just so fun!! Mother and daughter shopping like nobody's bussiness! Hahaha!! I love my MAMA sooooooooooo much! Can i say that again. Nah... later jealousy will arise because i just a GREAT mother. Hahaha!! Bye bye!!

Floorball Rocks my Stockings

The title tells it all. Wow! It was indeed a long time since i last played but ouh well. I enjoyed it! I scored!! One time only though. Haha! Not easy to score okay! Only Ms. Agnes can score till so many. Haha!! She's so pro. I just love the way she hold the stick. Wow!! My Siew Ngo... oops! She was like yelling at me "You called me Siew Ngo in your blog" just now! Wahaha!! Sorry la. Its like a habit already. You calling me lizard and i calling you Siew Ngo. It's definately something wrong if you start calling me "yusLiza". Hahaha! Ok anyways i'll try to start the habit of calling you Mrs Kelly Tan here and you know what Mrs Tan i still can't remember you full name even after you tell me with your round eyes just now!! Wahaha!! Anyways Mrs Tan was so violent. I got one love bit from Mrs Tan's stick on my hand! Haha!! But no doubt her seriousness in the game makes her a good floorball player. Wee weet. *jealous*

WoW!! i realised that teachers is starting to read this boring blog of mine. Hahaha... and Miss Sally Pang!!! You tagged!!!!! I'm so proud of you! Wahaha! Okay don't ask me what so proud about it. Haha! I just find it cool la for her to tag. Hehes!

Okay i want to say thanks to that someone who gave me a rose on Valentine's Day. You should know who you. I don't mind putting you name here. But i scared you don't like it. So if you don't mind i put it in next entry!! Okay? Anyways i was so busy scolding you for giving me that i forgot did i say thanks? If haven't here goes, THANKS!!! Okay?! Was expecting a rose from another person but ouh well.

Moving on. to my cousins who want to go out with me celebrate my results. I'm so sorry people! My off day is so not fixed. Very difficult. So sorry ya! And Haifa Noorin i saw a nice bag at Esprit. Heh heh! *evil laugh* You promise babe!

Okay next replying to all tags. Here goes nothing. Hehe!

Dear Pam: Hey its okay la. At least you got to spend v.day with your love ones too. Your family! The most important people to everyone. Hope your mum is fine now ya! Btw i miss you la!! I want go shopping with you again!! Waiting next pay! Heh Heh!! I know you also want to go shop with me right? Admit it! LOLZ!!

Dear Ms Pang: Wow i'm so glad you tagged. We can keep in touch this way. Blogging is not that bad afterall. Haha! Anyways thanks Ms Pang. I definately can't do it alone. Teachers like you too deserve the credit. Thanks so much to you who never fail to guide me in biology! And wow! I didn't know that my blog is that interesting. Many of my friends say its boring. Don't believe ask them. Haha! Thanks everything Ms Pang. Looking forward to go back Hua Yi for another floorball match with you and the rest of the teachers too. Somebody pro already la! I so scared play against her! LOLZ!!! Cya around ya!!

Dear yingxuann: Thanks girl. Yeah man really hope i can go to the business admin. But nah i don't think so i can get it. The placing is very little. Ouh well. I just have to pray hard. Haha! Teacher's are always scary to me when i was in primary school but nah not really la. They quite fun also la. LOLZ!

Dear faezah: Alamak sebok la you! Another year of your face... boring arh! Hahaz... like as though we got to know our school and course already arh? Hahahaz!!

Alright had a fun day just now. It feels so great to get to meet my B2 and B3!! Reshmel and Shariffah. Haha!! Laugh Laugh Laugh!! Hahaz!! Haiz... though we have some problems bothering us but the company of people like Sab, Shariffah and Resh makes me forget all my problem. Miss you guys!! Hope to have such meet up soon ya?! Alright Shariffah wants me to find for her cheat code and don't know why i feel so busy now all of a sudden!! Hahaha!! Before i end just wishng Pam's mum a SPEEDY RECOVERY!!

whatever it may be...

Okay i realised that i have many taggers not replied!! So i decided to reply to all my deag taggers. So here goes.

Dear azizah: Hey girl. Can you like give me your new blog link or not? Hehez. Sorry. And anyways thanks for the best wishes. And girl how is your results? I can't tag your board to ask you basically because i forget to save your link when you told me some time ago. Hehez... sorry girl.

Dear yingxuann: Hey yingxuann thanks. Congrats to you for the excellent results. I'm so proud of you! Ceh bahh... hahaz!!

Dear naszri: I will put my result here. So go have a look at the atrocious marks of mine. And btw help you what? And what janji you talking around about?

Dear hi-far: Ooii!! Tak sia- sia berpenyakit tau (kakak suraya says this). Pass jugak! LOLZ!!

Dear ayienz: Hey hun! I will put up my result soon ya. Btw ain did i tell you i saw Zunairah that day. Hahaz... so long never see her.

Dear ika: Ika!! U tagged!! Hahaz!! Will put up my horrible results soon.

Dear nadd: NADD!! I so miss you la girl!! Nice to here from you. Sadly can't go JC see you la! Haha!! Because i bloody get a D7 for my combined humanities. So i'm just eligible for Millenia Institiute which i'm not interested to take A-Level for 3 years. Hahaz! So hows school girl?

Dear dian: Thanks dian! So long never see you. Take care yea!

So to whoever is willing to see my awful, terrible and horrible you may proceed. To these who can't bear to laugh at it you may. My pleasure. While to those who can't bear to look at that ugly marks please click on the cross at the top right hand corner. Okay?

Eng; 5 Maths; 4 Com. Sci; 3 Malay; 2 Com. Humanities; 7 (damn SS) Principles of Accounts;2

L1R4; 16 L1R5; 23

So that's how pathethic my result is. Chose Business Admin at SP as my first choice. Hope to get it after much thought and advise from many people. Tommorrow's Valentine. !8 years without a date. So nothing new. Yet another boring Valentine's day. Thank God i'm working! Not that boring afterall.

Happy.Proud. Nah!

Phew! My panda eyes appears not for nothing okay. The sleeping late, the sacrifices to not watch tv and go out jalan raya also does paid off! I was so shocked after looking at the results slip. A 16 for L1R4 is so unexpected. I thought the most we could get is like 20! Oh my!! I'm so proud of myself. The hard work is finally paid of.

Thanks to Mr Amran firstly for the support and guidance. You have been a great teacher who always have faith in me and never fail to support me. Thanks a bunch cher. To Mr Lee Han Hwa! Phew a 3 for science is also unexpected when i totally thought i screwed up for my biology practical. And thanks for being so patient in answering all my stupid chemistry question! You are just too great! Miss Pang too. Thanks for being so patient with my slowness and answering my 'Y ah' question in your class. And SIEW NGO!!! Hahaz!!! I just love you la now! Haha!! Another unexpected disticntion for accounts makes me love MRS KELLY TAN more! Hahaz!! To kak Salbiah! Thanks for teaching me maths. Actually a lot of peopleI really appreaciate it. Love ya guys! is helping me out with maths!! RONALD!! Thanks my dear Ronald! Nisha too!! Thanks people!

I have a bloody bad sore throat. Want to sleep now so bye.

The BIG day!

Okay. So tommorrow is the BIG day. Which decides my future. So people wish me luck. I think i really need loads of it. Today's Cat last day. =( And she treat me to anderson ice-cream. Though you bought me the wrong flabour i still love you. Nice working with you Cat. Thanks for being patient with me. Love you many many.

OkayOkay! I can't seem to be concentrating on anything i do now. Too scared. Too nervous. Too worried. I run out of vocab already. So enough and bye!

Shopping Spree Episode 2

Went shopping with my dearest best friend Sabrina! Its been a long time since we went out together. Miss those days. Enjoy every single minute of it. Thanks Sab for the top. And i hope you like the pants i bought for you. Love the neoprints. No idea why i can't upload the pictures here. So i can't be bothered anymore because blogger or is it my com have been giving me problems. Arggh!! Frustrating enough. Wanna thanks Shi YIng for the discount given. Haha! And Jia Qi!! So glad to see my girlfriend again! Hehe!!

Alright like one more day to results. Yus is so dead. Dead Dead Dead. *bang*
The End.

Another day at work...

Tommorrow off day!! Yay!! So tomorrow is shopping day!! Nobody’s invited to this shopping spree because i'm going out with my beloved best friend Sabbie!! She's sick but hope she's better by tomorrow else then I have to invite other people already. Hahaz… nah I think I still go with her.

Gosh a lot of stupid things happened at work today. All my customers are like so weird and so funny. I couldn't help but to laugh while serving them. Cat la! You have to look at me and make me laugh one is it? And oh my god me and Cat are like so sick of Jurong Pount food that we totally have no idea what to eat. Have to really crack our brains to buy our food. Hahaz!! And Cat have been teaching me loads of Chinese words. But I can't rememeber much! Haha! Funny thing happened when I do settlement just now. I actually heard a sound of a sound. I was so engrossed in counting the money that I thing I was hallucinating because it wasn’t the sound of a mouse but my handphone message tone and guess who messaged. It was MUHD FAIZAL! Hahaz… ish! I got scared nothing. Stupid right? Zal I didn't want to tell you because you will sure laughed about it right that moment. So wait for one day for you to read this. Hahaz! Seriously the first thing I thought was MOUSE!! My handphone was in the drawer so it doesn’t sound loud. Cat was mopping the floor so she doesn't know this. If she knows, she will burst to laughter. Haha!! I actually stand on the chair to do settlement until I realised ‘Was it my handphone which make the stupid sound?!’ Indeed it was. I’m going to change the tone immediately man. I don't want to be such a fool again! Or its just me la who was being so blur and stupid. What’s new? That’s freaking YUS LIZA!! Gees. Hahaha!! Thank God I did settlement all correctly. If not Cat will kill me because ah kim and ah bee will kill her!! Hahaha!!And what the hell, there were a lot of female customers just now buying for their boyfriend a Valentine’s day gift. *jealous* Haha! Like the past few years I will be spending Valentine’s day alone AGAIN! Like duh I no boyfriend of course alone la! Haha! Sometimes how I wished I can spend it with my special someone but ouh well. I got to stop dreaming and get back to reality. Not everyone is as lucky to find someone whom they loved and being loved back in return. Well it takes times and obstacles to find our special someone anyways. Once I thought I have found my better half but ouh well. Guess matters of the heart is really confusing and complicated. I have to be very careful in handling it again if not I will just see my heart broken up to pieces again.

Enough about those love crap. I still can't stop worrying about the damn results! Arggh! Must every Singapore students have to undergo this? Exams stress or rather exams results stress!! Arggh!! I don’t know how to face Mr.Amran to get my results. * heads down* I wonder how would I react if Mr. Amran were to say “I know you tried your best but I know you can do better.” Ahhh… *bites nails* I’m so going to disappoint so many people. Haiz! Well that’s life. I got to except it. Ouh yes! Did I say I’m having a bad headache the whole day at work and I need to sleep now. Yeah so I wanted by dreamland. So bye peeps!

fate changes everything, everything changes fate

To people like Adilah who keeps asking me to update. I'm so sorry but I did update. Don't believe ask Faizal. I posted a very very very long entry yesterday for like twice. But it just went missing just like that. I don't know what's wrong. Is it the blogger or my computer that is creating these entire sick kindda problems. So I guess only Faizal gets to read it before it went missing. Like ili said, the case of the missing entry. What the heck. Anyways if this entry went missing again I just don't know what to say. It's just so getting on my nerves. So I shall not be bothered.

Life is full of ups and downs. Indeed it's true. I realised that these few days God has really tested me with all kinds of problems but ouh well I should say that I managed to handle it well. Everything changes fate or fate changes everything. Sometimes it's better off unsaid and unanswered or un-understandable.

Lately I have been very sick. So ill that I have to be sent to the hospital and guess what I'm beginning to hate doctors now. I was injected or rather better said poke few times at like 5 different places and at that every spot he have to bloody miss the veins. How frustrating! It was so painful and all the doctor can say is “I'm sorry that I have to inject you a few times.” Gosh! It was definitely a painful and unforgettable experience for me. I was so bored in the observation ward to that I took my hand phone and snap the picture of my hand where I was injected and put on a drip. I just couldn't get to sleep with all the noises around me and the gas on my mouth. I was in pain, tired and bored but thanks to people like Sab, Faizal, Pam, Candy, Idzahar, Aaron and many more who actually messaged me to ask how was I feeling. It feels great to have people like that who actually cared for you. I feel blessed that I met these people in this life. Thanks guys for your care and concern. I really appreciate it. Love you guys to the very bits!! I thanked God that I wasn't admitted because if I do i'm going to make such a big scene there because I will insist that I want to go home. Haha! Chaos me! But whatever it is I really hoped that this will be the last. Dear Allah please blessed me with good health always!!

Being sick is already so bad and some things have to add on to it and never fail to bring me down. I was so disturbed physically and mentally for that past few days. I really feel like breaking down that instance but I learnt to be more patient and that every problem has its solution. I take things slow. Indeed with so much patience I succeeded. I realised and discovered so many things after all this. I realised that everything happens for a reason. Yes, it's so true. After all this I thank God that I found out the truth before it's too late. I’m lucky am I? Not everyone is as lucky as me. Though it hurts so badly but i'm still all relieved that I know the truth much earlier. The phrase truth hurts does make sense. Afterall, i'm not all sad. There’s still something to be happy about. I believed now, in life, we should not take the ups of life for granted and that not all the ups are good. The downs maybe better than the ups eventually. Though I was feeling horrible I don't give way to the small things in my life which will bring me down to get in my way. I still look for the other side of life which will bring back my happiness again. The past was just a memory that will be stored in my heart forever. For now I have to face the reality bravely and be prepared for what is in store for me. The chapter of my life doesn't stop at chapter 10 but it will carry on proving that life is beautiful and that I have to live life to the fullest.

Sigh. I'm feeling all exhausted and tired after all the test God have put me through that I just feel like screaming at an open field to relieve all the confusions in me. Ahhh!! For now, what more can be more stressing than the O level results that is going to be released soon. It's just a few more days and boom, the result is out. Sigh. I just have a very big gut feeling that I can’t make it. Went to Ngee Ann Poly open house yesterday and what the heck the cut off points for Early Childhood is like 15. Like how on earth can I get such marks? I will just end up in ITE. Sigh. I really want to go Ngee Ann badly and get in to Early Childhood Course. Ouh well no use saying it all now. Guess I just have to wait for the results to be out, be prepared for the worst and cry it out. What else can I do anyways? Somebody told me to always look on the bright side of life. That's exactly what I should do right now.

I'm like so obsessed with this malay song right now. It's an old song. I don't know if some of you guys know the song. The song is Kau Tetap Dalam Anganku sang by Azie. I remembered I use to love this song when I was young but back then I just think that the tune is nice and all but for now I realised that the lyrics is very meaningful after much analysis. Just read the lyrics and give your views on it. To the non-malays i'm sorry I can't translate. For an expected D7 or worst English score for the Os is better to not even try translating it else I will make everyone all confused. Haha!

Kau Tetap Dalam Anganku Lyrics:

Sekilasku teringat detik-detik yang lepas
Indahnya berkasihan semacam kurasakan
Tak sanggup rasanya sesaat ditinggalkan.

Dan seboleh bolehnya ku ingin mengikut mu
Walau kelurah dalam aku snaggup tenggelam
Demi kerana sayang
Apa jua kurela jiwa dan raga.

Engkau saja yang sentiasa bermain di fikiran tiap masa dan ketika
Tak terlintas dihati ini untuk curang kepada mu, oh kekasih.
Aku harap pendirian engkau juga
Sama-sama pertahankan kesetiaan.
Walau diacuh belati tajam mengugutmu
Cinta aku kasih aku tetap untukmu hingga kemati
Hanya itu mampu kuberi. (2X)

Tersentak lamunan bila diri disentuh oleh seseorang.
Ku cuba damaikan hati yang kian berkoca.
Agar perasaan sedih aku ini tidak nampak. (2X)