BAD BAD BAD!!!!

I HAD A BAD BAD DAY!

JUST BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD!!!!

& NOBODY CAN IMAGINE HOW BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD IT GOES!!!!!

I HAD ENOUGH OF WAITING!

I'M TIRED!

THAT'S IT!

BYE!

My head hurts!

I'm so furious with my connection! Stupid! So don't know what's wrong with it. Anyways, i had a bad bad headache the whole day! Goodness! I seriously don't know why. The boyfriend message me at 6:52 am in the morning just now then he woke me up again with his call at around 10! Haha.... so sweet! I so love the disturbance though i had a nice sleep with the weather oh-so-beautiful this morning. Seriously, the weather is just so awesome for me to pull my blanket and just snore in bed. Haha... after putting down the phone with my sweetheart i continue sleeping till 12! Haha... yaya i know, ANAK DARA APER NI... blah blah blah! The boyfriend said the exact same word but alah, its been sucha long time since i had such beauty sleep. Its either i don't get enough sleep or i have no time to sleep this well because i'm just so busy. Haha!

I don't know why i fell asleep again at around 3 just now! Goodness, i seriously don't know why i was so sleepy the whole day. And actually, i'm stil sleepy now. Haha... So basically i just slept the whole day and then watch tv and then eat and then blog. Nothing much! My head hurts the whole day also. But yah, to think again, actually, there's a reason to it though and i decided to just not state the reason here because i don't want the whole world to know the reason why. Haha...

Boyfriend will be booking out tommorrow morning! Yayness! He called just now and he sound so shag. It was a tiring day for him because they ha this thing called 'road or route (i don't know) march' today. Cian my swetheart, he is so tired. Hopefully he'll get enough rest when he's back. Will try my best not to disturb him. Hee..

I so need some DVDs or VCDs to watch. I'm so bored everynight. Haish, i so need some bollyhood or hollywood or whatever! I love this slacking period but its beginning to be a little too boring. So yah, a movie marathon alone would be nice. Ok la i don't know what else to blog abut besides i can't wait to see the boyfriend! Haha....

I tried this and just see la ah! Haha... let the boyfriend judge my seduction style and see what he have to say when he comes back to see this. Haha... and our love profile! We are both LIBRAS!!! Haha!!! Ye ker best day to date is wednesday? Hmmm.... But the part where it says difficult to decide where to hve dinner, what movie to watch is soooo soooo true about us! Hahaha!!!

Your Seduction Style: The Coquette

You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get. Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you. Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte. And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you.

Libra - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type" ... successfully! You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out. You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person. Your negative traits: You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it. You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date... You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself. Your ideal partner: A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to. Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner. Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense. Your dating style: Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars. Your seduction style: Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as important as your own. Soft and sensual - you don't like anything to be rough. Extravagant ... your fantasy involves staying at a five star hotel with your love. Tips for the future: Don't be so quick to compromise in relationships - and you'll get taken advantage of yes. Try being single for a while. Seems impossible, but you'll learn so much about yourself from doing so. Make some decisions about your romantic life, right now. You'll be happy that you did. Best color to attract mate: Green Best day for a date: Wednesday

May allah always blessed our family.
Insya'allah!~

"i don't friend him, he hit me!"

Kids this days are just too clever. They absorbed things faster than any other people living on this earth. Not to mention, they are all so daring also. I walked pass this group of malay children, girls and boys, and can you actually believe what they say? This is what they say:

"Eh, awak tengok cikgu tu, badan dier kecik eh? Macam budak kecik!"

Like oh my god, do you even dare say that when you were young? Seriously, I don't know about you people but i know i don't! When the teacher is like ten metres away than maybe i dare say that. Gees... but i was there! Maybe 3 steps away! Like i cannot hear like that! Goodness, and they are just so daring to raise up thier hand in class cand voice out any issue. I clearly remember that i'm not even as daring to raise up my hand to say i need to pee urgently! Hahaha... Not only me, i don't remember my other friends raising up thier hands just to complain. Children nowadays are just so different. If i were to do any research or thesis again, this is a soo a good topic man! Haha...

So taught primary 2/6 today. Ish, this class ah! But i think this class is improving since i last took them. I remember i relieve this class on my first day ever of relieve teaching.This time round they were better. Way better but still hard to handle. During music, we played some games and a lot of injury happens. Firstly this boy name 'A' drop his teeth (& amazingly we can't find his teeth!). Haha, it was already shaky just waiting for the right time to drop and it have to drop during the game. So he cried scolding that friend of his that unintentionally hit him during the game. But i managed to cool him down. Then boy 'B' got hit by the stuff used during the game but he's a strong boy, didn't cry. Then a girl cry because the boy 'C' who borrowed his stuff to us to be used during the play got spoilt when the girl touch it. Then again i managed to cool the situation. Haha... was so proud of myself! *ehem* Haha... what only Yus! But really, it was really good to teach the children to say sorry and forgive one another and accidents are bound to happen. Then they were all friends again and they kept saying 'we must care for everyone'. Haha... impressive bunch of kids!

Taught class 3/4 social studies for one period. Then i recieve this from 2 lovely girls.



I don't know why the thank you for so i opened, and it looks like this:


& for a clearer view, it states...


So that's from Xue Ting & Adriana. Haha... adorable right this girls? Love them. Such good flatterer man this people. They just know how cheer up my day. Haha... In all i just totally love what i'm doing right now. Hopefully my dream of becoming a full fledge teacher will fullfilled one day. Insya'allah. Teaching is so my profession and will be working hard to achieve towards it. Gees, makes me miss my toddlers so much!

Alright besides talking about how my work went i don't know what to talk about. like some of you may say i got no life. Yea! Guess this is all i do everyday. If i'm not working i have to be home. So nothing much actually. So yah, miss my toddlers and those nursery children at Carpe Diem. Though lesson plans can be such a hassle, working with them bring so much joy to me!

I'm currently addicted to this indonesian drama called 'Mimipi manis' & 'Anakku bukan anakku'. It's showed at the new malay channel 'Sensasi'. Macam bagus pulak but super menyakitkan hati. Sabar jer! Dah macam Hikmah, but i still have the urge to watch it. If you don't like long draggy drama don't watch. Once you watch you'll get addicted and you can't stop. Ahh... that's where the heart ache appears. Haha...

Okay enough! I'm outta here! See ya! =))

Teacher Liza & Miss Liza not same ah?

Look a the title, that's what one of the girl ask me. Haha... Ineresting! Called up for relief teaching today at Boon Lay Garden Primary. Miss doing relief teaching. Thanks to Fauziah for the call and so i'm back to teaching those cutie percutie primary ones! For some reasons, i guess i enjoy teaching primary ones more than any other level. After trying to teach the other levels. primary ones are the best level to teach! Hahaha... maybe they are still in the stage of Early Childhood stage that's why. Hahaha...

Today was the most relax day in school. From 12 noon to 4pm i had free period. I just have to mark attendance at 1:30pm then collect exam paper at 3pm then i'm stuck in the office reading Alicia's book that i have yet to return because i have yet to complete reading it, 'Why men marry bitches' while listening to my mp4. Interesting book. Oh yah after so long, i get to crap again with my Busted 2, Shariffah! Haha... she so need my help on something! *ehem ehem* Haha... met up with her last last week and she still look the same. Skinny, irritating & mepek Shariffah! Haha... we went to visit Farhana that day. Poor her. her leg's injured. Hopefully she's fine now. She can hardly walk the other day. Anyways thanks eh Shariffah, ader pon aku kawan dalam maser-maser aku memerlukan sesorang untuk merepek! Hahaha.... she's a damn good company i tell you! Haha... and surprisingly, she book me in advance on the 4th to break fast together as its my birthday. Haha... super cool la. She actually remember my birthday. Haha... who else wanna book me? Quick, while stock lasts! Hahaha... love this mepeks busted 2 la! Looking forward to more mepeks yah?!

That's the aftermath of spending 4 hours in the office doing basically something so NOTHING! And yah the staff access card to the office change and for some reason its labelling is super big that noone will ask me anymore if i am relieving. Haha... Look ah! Haha... should have brought my laptop then can watch movie or something. But owh well, i'm just plain lazy to carry it. I did not teach much today because they were having thier mother tongue exam. So i just invigilate and then left one period, i just did spelling game with them. Goodness, what i learn is so true. Children definately have short attention span. I am so used to be in an examination hall so silent, so quiet then i have class who's having exam and it's just so noisy with the sound of the stationery and the children displaying solitary play. They arrange thier pencils, earsers and whatever they can find in their pencils box and create an aeroplane or car & amazingly not only the boys were doing it. The girls too. Haha... that's why they are so labelled as the CUTEST beings in this world. Haha!

Oh yah last night, or rather morning, i managed to watched Naqaab the full movie! Yayness!! Haha!! An interesting and thrilling movie indeed. Quite unique. Having real life movie. So impossible but owh well, nice one. Urvashi Sharma is just so dead gorgeous, i love the ending of the movie.

So, i kindda not feeling good about something. Kindda worried about it though. Haiz... Anyways will end here for now. So long and good night. =))

down, down and away...

Yeah, i had been feeling down lately. So down. A lot of things to be upsetting and worried about. I get so frustrated when i can't confide to anyone. What's worst i don't know what isrestrictin me lt it out to anyone. I know bottling up my feeling ain't a good habit, but i just don't understand myself. I just find it so hard to open up and share it with someone. Even to someone important and close to me. At times i get so frustrated and even disappinted with myself. It's so hard to grow up, i don't want to grow up at all.

Ahh enough said about being all sad la. I've had enough. No use explaining things here, i rather i look for some entertainment and entertain myself now. So exactly, i am loading the movie Naqaab from you tube. And heck i have been loading it since 12 am just now its still not done. Super slow man. I so wanna watch the movie man. The girl is so pretty. A new actress so i guess its her debut film. Bu the actor spoil, Akshay Khanna. So already. Thinking of which i never watched a hindi movie in cinemas. Haha... wanna try it out some day with someone of course. Did talk about it with the boyfriend bt we just don't have the time and if we do we ain't sure which cinemas has it. Hahaha! I'm so crazy. But seriously watching bollywood movie is the only thing that can help me forget all my problems. Usually i will just sleep it off but i can't sleep now.
I so love the Naqaab song, ek din teri rahoon! Super nice! The girl and Akshay dance was awesome. Love it man. Been repeating and repeating the song. If only the boyfriend is here to watch it with me. Then he would have make me dance with him also. Hahaha... crazy fella! I don't know what else to blog actually but i just wanna blog.

Btw i was attached to Carpe Diem Kidsworld Pte Ltd and the experiences there was awesome! Wendy, my mentor was simply superb! She gave me a beautiful gift made up of different kind of beautiful phrases. So motivating. She's the best mentor ever! & good news i'm attached to the same centre again next semester! Thank god!! I miss my toddlers! I enjoy teaching toddlers so much! Especially doing art & craft with those smart little cute people. Miss them loads!

Oh yah, boyfriend called and good news!! He may be booking out on friday morning an then book in again on Mondy night!! Woo hoo!! Long break for him!! Yeayness!! Okay then i'm going to stop here to watch a little of Naqaab! Good night people!

I'M SO BACK!

Wow, i miss blogging. After sucha long time, i'm back to the blogging world. And taa daa.... new layout. Wasn't putting much effort in it though. Just doing a quick simple one. Guess will do a much better one next time. Not in the best mood nowadays. Don't kow hy, nowadays i've been having this fetish for the colour red and someo other bright colours. Maybe it stimulates my brain. Haha... hmm....

Finally exams over. Semester 1 done. Phew! Tiring year 2 indeed. And will be expecting more work to come next semester. Was told that we are suppose to do a Math learning centre next semester and its not going to be our mentor or supervisor who will be assessing us but our school lecturers! I'm like so dead. If i get Sukuna, i can kiss my 'Pass' grade! Haish, its next semester but i'm starting o panic and worry already. Stop it sia Yus. Now enjoy first. Child Development 2.1, Infant & toddler behaviour & development was another one heart ache paper. Studied like crazy fot it, memories like mad yet i don't think i can make it for that paper. Haish, and i tought Designing learning Environment was worst! Gees... well, here goes my GPA that i've always been getting 3 and above. This semester for sure its going to be less that that. What a heart ache! But one good news for me, Financial Management that i was so confident to fail, i actually PASS!! Haha.. was so happy when Khai say Mrs Loke told Yvonne everyone pass! If she bluff memang ah, saket hatiku! Cheat my feelings only. Hahaha...

So the boyfriend's serving te nation and i'm definately lying if i were to say i don't miss him at all. Yesterday was the twentieth and its our 6th months which is half a year & counting! Owh i must say this, i so must say this! I watched LOVE IS CINTA already and it was so heart aching! Goodness, saket hati jer tgk citer tu! Ish, Watched with the Boyfriend, the brother and his girlfriend! And the VCD was thanks to Hanafi. It's his! I think... ehh? Entah all i know i get to watch it. And recently i watch this scary movie called terowong casablanka or something. Criter tak paham sangat but itwas freaking scary. Watch it at the boyfriend's house while waiting to send him off to camp. & there's this one part where the boyfriend wants to go pray then suddenly Hanafi also hilang masok bilik or donno where, i get so freaking scared and panic man being left alone! I was ALONEwatching it. Maner boleh jadi kan?! Sabar jer!! Nice movie but i will never watch it at home alone. NEVER! Haha...

Erm... a lot of things happen but i just don't know where to start. To many things happen. News that are shocking, experiences that are scary, get to meet my late grandfather's brother from boyan (& i got hug like a teddy bear by him, kalah my hisham hug me, punyer kuat!) then many many things la. Haish, i'm so so so busy lately that i can''t find time for myself also. Ish!

Since i don't know where to start and what to say, i shall end here then! Owh, anyone can be so so so so kind to lend me new Bollywood movies. I'm so outdated la. Eversince the boyfriend stop going sailing, my supply of hindustan movie also cease. I wanna watch Tararumpum, Naqaab, Partner, Salameishq & many many more la! Whoever is sooo sooo nice can lend me those movies must tell me tau, you will get excessive love from Yus! (thought it will never be as much as i love Mr.Boyfriend, Hee!) I miss NUR SABRINA BTE RASID la, hope to meet her real soon. And for some reason i miss CANDY ONG MEI XIN also, i dreamt bout her last night. Hahaha...

So okay people. Till the next update then! Twees! =))