Shopping Spree!!

Okay that's like my new shoe. Hehez... yesh! Went shopping again. Oh my god! I think i really spend alot this month. Hey don't blame me! Blame the sales everywhere!! The sales are driving me nuts. December is the 'shopping fever' month. Anyone agrees with me? Christmas sales and New Year's sales. How can i resist it. And the best part is most of the items bought i didn't ask for it. My brother too can't resist it. He will be like "Dek cheap la buy arh" and the best part is your money u offer so OK!! Hahaz... better make him bankrupt now first because when i start work i'll start paying it myself and i don't like that idea. Hahahaz!!

Guess what! I have always hated handbags. I hate bringing handbags to whereever i go. But i think i really it now. There's just too much things to bring when you are out. Hahaz... i just realised it. I'm still very lazy to carry handbags with me but ouh well i got no choice. So i got no handbags so my mum bought me one just now. Ok lah nice. No choice got to use them. Haish! So ma fan!! And guess what again! I had Ben and Jerry Chocolate ice-cream just now!! Nyum nyum. People like me don't get to eat ice-cream too much else the doctor will get sick and tired of my face! Hahahaz.... and that had dinner at 'The Rice Table'.

I just remembered i bought female january issue yesterday. I've yet to read them! Okay that's it i'm going to start planning what to shop for next month!! The dress in the magazine looks nice! HAIFA NOORIN buy for me!!!!!

The Chornicles of Narnia

Yes yes!! I watch The chronicles of Narnia. The Lion The Witch The Wardrobe. It was a nice movie. I just love that Lucy. Hahaz... grow up sure very gorgeous and dead beautiful. Hahaz... love her. Edmund is another one cute guy. Actually peter too. Hahaz... Nadd is so right!! Hahaz... Interesting movie indeed. Enjoyed myself watching.

Pam came to my house just now. Just to chat and to show me her New Zealand pictures. Indeed it was nice. Beautiful. I'm so falling in love. Falling in love with New Zealand. Look... isn't it beautiful.


Gosh how nice if i can go there for my honeymoon. Aww.... hahaz!! Romantic mah!! Hahaz... something is toubling me. But i just don't know what it is. I just feel that someone close to me is keeping something from me. Don't know what it is and who is it. I hate this feeling. It making me all worried and trouble. And especially for nothing. Just hope that anything will be okay soon. Haish... i 3rd January! I really wish to go back Hua Yi Secondary School. Meet all my friends. Become crazy and never study! Hahaz... sleep in class and always disturb Mrs Wong lesson!! Hahaz... and maybe Mr. Ting too. I miss malay class and i miss everything that is related to Hua Yi Secondary School now. Councillors and Red Cross drills and everything now!! Haish... how i wish i could turn back time! But i WISH!

A few more days and we are saying good bye to 2005 and a warm welcome to 2006. I have to admit that there were fun moments of 2005 but i think 2005 had been the toughest year for me. There were a lot of obstacles that i faced. The Os, the lost of my handphone, not having my best friend with me in school like the previous year and lots more. And 2006 will be an even tougher year i think where i should work and i don't think i have a lot of time for my own leisure and friends but i hope 2006 will still bring me loads of happiness and joys.

Haish... a few more days to enjoy the last few moments of 2005. Hahaz... well ok i shall not talk more else i start crying. I don't know why i just feel like bursting all of a sudden. Suddenly i missed someone so much today. I missed that someone whom i spent my time 24/7 with everyday in school. The one whom i sahred every single bit of my secrets with. The one whom i started of as an enemy and then a best friend i ever had. Hahaz... Okok... i said i wanna stop before i burst right?! Hahaz...

YES yes YES yes!!!

Oh my God!! i bought BARSAAT and KYON KI!!! And i've watched it!! Not bad la the movie. I don't really like Bobby Deol's character in Barsaat and Kyon Ki i think there's too much talking in the movie but it was rather touching la. But whatever it is BARSAAT songs are awesome. Love them! Hahaz... I'm so like obsessed with the song now. Prinyanka Chopra is dead gorgeous man. Ish!! No wonder she's Miss World! Hahaz...

What a weather. Its been raining heavily. And its soooo cold!! I loike!! Hahaz... Oh my, i so love this girl... PRIYANKA CHOPRA!! Look she's wearing a crown!! I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Escape Themepark

Merry Christmas everyone. I don't celebrate it though but ouh well to those who does... Merry Christmas. Went to Escape Themepark just now. It was rather a hot day. Gosh! I'm black!! Sunburnt. First stop was that haunted house thingy. My brother, his girslfriend and my cousin went in first and then papa, mama and me went in. Just a few steps mama don't wanna continue and decided to pull papa and me out. Hahahaz...!! I was indeed scary. Got POCHONG!! Ish!! Then second was this...

Yup viking! I sat at the second last seat as the last seat was taken. You know last seat is always the best because you can feel more but ouh well! Hahaz... it was fun and scary too la. Tears did roll down my cheeks. Hahahaz... can't help it la. But i enjoy it though. It was high!! And for someone who is afraid of heights it was rather and achievement la to sit on that viking. And after the viking me and my brother's girlfriend can't give a proper smile and position to pose. Unbalanced twees!!Mabok Mabok after the ride!! Hahahaz... See...


Played a lot and i'm just too lazy to list. Overall it was fun and boring too. Because some of the games can't be played because its either under maintenance (its always the nice nice games) or the queue is just way too long. Then went to Far East for dinner. Ate at this Thai Restaurant. Hahaz... Thank God i asked my food to not have the veges else i'll feel like a rabbit because the rice is not full of rice but the greens. Ewww!! I hate the greens!!! Hahahaz... but the food was delicious. Of course having my favourite dish LEMON CHICKEN is WOW!!! Hahahaz!!

Okay here's something to be proud for YusLiza. Hahahaz... i am awarded 'Good Progress Award' from CDC/CCC. Hahahaz... at least something right? At least my effort and studying and all did paid off though Os result s is not out yet. Yay!! Will pick up the money from school maybe on Tuesday. I remember the last time i got that was like when i was Primary 4 when i got first in class. Hahahaz... i can't remember other years i got some award too but don't know from where. Hahaz!! But my biggest award is of course if i get to go to where i want after getting the results later. But ouh well, though i don't get to my Early CHildhood its confirm that i will sure continue to study. I don't care if its ITE or whatever!! What can i do besides studying man. Hahaz!! Ahh... i shall not worry myself and talk about it. The best thing to do now at this hour is to..... SLEEP!!! So peeps, i'm off!!

Nisha's Christmas Party

Wow! Nisha's Cristmas party was fantastic. Hahaz... Thanks Nisha and family for the nice food. Its sad that i cannot eat much because my stupid ulcer is killing me. Yep!! Its attacking again!! DAmn bloody pain. Anyways it was fun getting to see you guys. And of course get to see COEXISTENCE again!! It was great to talk to people like Li Yu and the rest too again. Thanks Nisha for having this great party. Miss you people man! Wish many were there. The more the merrier you see. Happy Belated Birthday to Yisheng and Happy Advanced Birthday Adilah!! Hahaz... May all wishes come true! Of course CC took a lot of weird nice photos but Nurul haven't uploaded from her phone to pass it to me so cannot see for now. I have to like rely on Nurul now because the cable for my phone is not working. Bro and i just have no time to get it send back to Samsung since i have a year warranty.

Before going to Nisha's house went out with my family. And went to eat LONG JOHN SILVER!! Nyum nyum!! Been craving for it and i was already drooling when azmi told me he ate it yesterday. And today I got to have them! YAY!!! Bluek Azmi!! You never have it today!! Hahahaz... Went to Lo 1 to do window shopping. Saw and tried on a nice dress but decided not to buy them because i think i bought too much clothes this month. Cannot be so spendthrift right! My shopaholic attitude have to control also right?! Hahaz... I saw Adilah at the Lot 1 toilet!! Wahaha!! Adilah, her siblings and her mum!! When i reached NIsha's house, Nisha said that adilah is still at Lot 1. Oh my god adilah how long did u spend there man. Don't ya get bored or something girl? Hahaz... i was there for nearly and hour and i'm bored and sick of that place. While you spend like what more than 3 hours?! Gosh!! Hahahaz...!! Wow you survived indeed!! Hahaz...

Anyways something strange is happening. I feel that i gained weight. But the weird thing is that when i read YiSheng's tagged this morning, i went to check my weight. But i did not gain or lose. Still 44kg!! and i'm still short!!! While people gets taller and taller each day. I feel that i get shorter and shorter each day!! Hahaz... maybe when i start to gain some weight the asthma and fever attack make me lose weight again. WTH!! Anyways, i think i better gain some weight else people will say like you look fat its impossible your 44kg!! Ish!! Hahaz... How i wish i could entend my leg, my body and not bloody have flabby hands or do we call it arms? Hahahaz...!! I don't mind getting fat as long as i can grow taller by 5 cm man!! Hahahaz... Haiz why must my parents be that short. Ish, i'm so bad!! Wahaha!! Should accept whatever God gave us!! I should not curse my flabby hands anymore. I should thank God for not having any disabilities. Hahaz... But ouh well i'm still fat! Hahaz...

My beloved 2 cars! One papa's and bro's and yus's coming out soon. Ahem!! A volkswagen will be a fantastic one!! Hahaz... Or maybe Tuscani. Nah Mr. Lee have it already!! I know i know!! Lexus!! Ok first and foremost get a lisence first YUS!!!


And this is my beloved mama!! WE lok alike or not? Nah.... i'm prettier!! Hahaz... No la!! My mum is the prettiest mum on earth ok?! Hahaz... love her. Though she nags more than 24 hours a day i still love her so much. I love her the most than anything else in this earth. She deserves no comparison because she is the BEST mum anyone can ever have!! Love you mama!!! Twees!!

the advantages and disadvantages

Blogging have the advantages and disadvantages. To me the advantges are such that i met my long lost schoolmate such as Atiqah. We used to be close friends back then in primary school. Untill primary 5 she was transferred to another primary school. But for a year we still each other because we studied in the same religious class. When we entered secondary school life. We lost contact. And we stop writting letters to each other. Hahaz... and now she found my blog and we are in contact again. Hahahaz... how i miss her!!

And NADIA EDDY RAZALI!!! Wah full name sehh!! She also. My long lost best friend when i was in shuqun primary school. I found here through blogging. Hahaz... yeah same story, she found my blog. And now at least we can like say "heyy, hi, how are you doing now?!" Hahahaz... Nadia, i so miss you! Miss the chats and nonsense we always talk about at the back of the class during malay class. And during choir!! Just lurve you la girl!! Hahaz...

NURUL AIN!! She also!! My dearest primary schoolmate, tuition mate and religious classmate!!! Hahaz... and again we lost contact we when we entered secondary school. She found my blog too. Hahahaz...

And i realise one thing maybe i need to do more bloghopping. Maybe i'll find more people. Hahahaz... don't be so lazy YUS!! And Azizah, another of my bloghopper. If you happened to be Norhan's girlfriend Sabrina the friend whom studied maths at the library then oh my god what a co-incident. Hahahaz!!

And i'm too lazy to talk about the disadvantages. You guys would basically know anyways!!

What a small world!! Hahaz... how i wished if FRANKIE MUNIZ happens to hop by my blog and compliment it!! Hahahaz.... dream on YUS!!! I want that HUGE Winnie The Pooh at minitoons!! If there still is. Hahaz... by the way i change layout. I think i still prefer the previous skin. Way nicer. But nah, change it because i'm sick of it. Will change to nicer one once i'm not lazy enough to do it! Hahahaz... i'm such a lazy pig. A few more days and then start work. Thinking of it kindda scared to start work. My boss seems like a nice person but like a bit fierce also. Scary. And will i make nice friends? And what if i don't know how to operate the nets machine thingy? Haiz... kindda nervous though. Oh God!! Please save me! I wanna enjoy working like everyone else. Though working can be tiring but the collegue we have will make our day. So i really hope that some of the workers there are sortta friendly. Hahaz... you know me. I can't stand quietness basically because i'm just too irritating of a person and that i am so full of crap and jokes. Hahahahaz.... haiz... lets just wait and see la arh!! Hmmm.....

homey homey....

Guess what i did the whole day today? Woke up. As usual vacuum house. Tidy up my room. Polish all the frames, television and mirrors. And wow... i made EPOK EPOK!!! Or curry puff. I made it with my hands for the first time. At first the curl was a bit of a problem and then i'm expert already. I learn fast you know. I used to do it last time but its like a few years back then. Now forget already. But anyways, i manage to do it. And its fried and its ready to eat. Nyum Nyum!! Hahaz!! What i hate about doing it is to kopek the kentang and cut it. Hahahaz... after that i truly enjoyed it. Hahahaz...

Was at home the whole day and i enjoyed it. Now i know why my mum can't be a teacher. She was just so impatient when teaching me. Hahahaz... and i realised something also i prefer to like cook and stir anything with my left hand than right hand. When i told my mum she said. Oh no, 'KIDAL!!'. I was like, 'yeah right'. Kidal?! And i write with right hand?! Hahahaz...

Suddenly i miss my councillors most today!! Maybe after the chat with Mr Lee!! Kuku you!!

zig zaggy...

Went Suntec yesterday. And oh my god! Did i say i LOVE my brother so much!! Hahahaz.... He bought me BRATZ again!! The first one i bought was my money but yesterday was HIS!!! That was the best part. Bought Yasmin AGAIN but the fashion is sports. Hehehe.... i am so happy!! And i still have the Fashion Fever doll that Sab gave me for my birthday. Kayla! Hahahaz... Love it!!

Went window shopping till my leg achieve a blister. Hahahaz... its all the new shoe's fault! Hahahaz... Okay here are the replies to all my beloved taggers...

Dear ika: YES IKA!!!!! I bought YASMIN!! BRATZ!! Of course BRATZ is cool. And anyways Jade wasn't available there. Maybe she no more passion for fashion already. Hahahaz... ok la jgn jealous ehh... hahaz!!

Dear JV: Love ya too girl!! Always also!! Hehehez...

Dear afro: Huh?! What i same as you sis? I don't get it!... hmm....

Dear Pam: PAM!! I got something to tell you. Msg me when you are on online. And anyways nah we don't have much cash to buy you anything yet. Hahahaz... But once your home go online and if you find me online then you will recieve the small gift... hahahaz!! Ok set?!

Dear passerby: Hey i was rather in Jurong Point one of the days last week. Maybe its me. Anyways you are? Care to intro? Skali i saw you too. Hahahaz....

Alrights all tags replied. Tag more yeah people. I love it. I so miss school. I wanna go back to school. I miss sleeping during Mr Ting's lesson. Oops... should not say that in public. Hahaz... miss PE lesson!! Miss the interclass games. Miss FLOORBALL!!! Miss POA lesson with my dearest Siew Ngo. MIss coucillor duty with kuku Mr Lee. Miss everything laa!!

I WANNA GO BACK SCHOOL!!!!

something is happening... hmmm...

Hey i miss the first part of kuch kuch hota hai because i was at town just now. Damn it. Yup shop again!! Whoah i'm really a shopaholic man. I bet i will never have a boyfriend. No one will wanna have a girlfriend like me who shops so much!! Hahaz... well i only shop if i have the money. If my bro's paying, i have to wait for his pay. Hehehez.... But this time besides buying shoe from isetan guess what i bought. I shop for BRATZ!! YEah the doll BRATZ!! I finall bought Yasmin. It was cheap because of christmas sale so what am i waiting for i bought it. I tell you if i have the cash when i start working i'm definately going to have a full set of BRATZ. Yasmin is my favourite so its a confirm going to have in my room. The next one on the list to buy is Meygan, Phoebe, Chloe and Nevra. And the bike and the car. And the guys!! Whoah. Love BRATZ. Their fashion and everything is just so NICE!! I like!!



Hahahaz... i'm mad. Aww!! My Yasmin is so pretty!! Hahahaz... i wanna be as fashionable as her. Hahaha... Actually this year lights at own is kindda plain. But ouh well its like the same every year. But i still enjoy looking at it. Wahaha!! Saw kuku aaron and Vann. Hahaz... I'm so dumb i saw Vannesa from afar but aaron who was in front of me i didn't see. Hahahaz..

Alright bery tired after all the shopping so now getting some rest and who knows a kind soul will bring me shopping again tommorrow. My treat but his/her money!! Hahahahaz....

I LOVE COEXISTENCE!

There the girls of my life!! COEXISTENCE!!! Miss ya guys. Thanks for the great outing. Thanks for being such great friends to me and always being there for me. I remember when we first form Coexistence, i heard from many people that this kinda group wouldn't last and that they will break up one day. Buy hey look at us!! Its been 3 years. Coexistence, a year is going to end and again this year we achieve in upholding our motto that is peaceful and tolerance. There were no fights! How can there be any misunderstandings when we so love each other so much don't we? NO time for fights just love. And we believe that though we don't see each other or talk to each other everyday, we know that deep down in our hearts that we have such special friendship that we will treasure for the rest of our lives! Right girls? Hahahaz... thanks girls. You guys are like my heroine! No words can describe how i love u guys. Hope such outings will cheer us up with all the stressful life in future. You know the work and school and all. Our jokes, laughter and even the serious talks like in the train is interesting. Hahaha... all that can put a smile and all the stress will dissolve. Who needs boyfriends with such fabtastic friends around. Hahaz...ceh bah! Girls... you are the best love ya!!

CE outing has always been great. This is the second outing since we like are not like seeing each other everyday like in school. As usual the outing just now wa sawesome. Hahahaz... with all the laughter. And with my dear Candy's jokes, i can never fail to get bored. Hahaz... bro bought me a top again and his girlfriend too bought me a shirt. The came down to Plaza Singapura to get me the top. The shirt my bro's girlfriend bought for me, i got no idea where she get it. And its mickey mouse! MOUSE?! Grr... but its ok la... people buy already i'm very grateful for it. The chat at starbucks was awesome and the most best part of the day. Especially when i took picture with Sab. Something funny happens!! Hahahaz... i still laughing about it untill now!! Hahaz... you guys should know what i'm talking about. Hahahaz... Gawd it was so funny that i laughed till i tear! God i so enjoyed myself. Hahaz... Nurul bought a top from future state too. I went in that shop 4 times. Gees... malu malu! Hahahaz.... We took lots of stupid pictures just now such as this...

And the last one is the sweet COEXISTENCE and we were actually hugging each other ( cannot be seen). We love each other and COEXITENCE ROCKS!!! Rude beings don't be so jealous alright! Hahaz... aren't we sweet?...

Everything seems great but just one thing is missing. PAM!! We were all missing PAM that Pam if you happened to read this and if you see me online please msg me because COEXISTENCE have something specially for you. We missed you so much and really wished you were there. Hahaz... we can't wait for your souvenirs from new zealand and can't wait to give you OUR present to you. Heh heh...

And that's my dearest bestest best friend Sabbie! Sab.. i so missed you so much. Yeah we should do like what we do just now again next time when we go out. Hahaz... hope you'll get a job soon so we can go shopping again... hahaz!! You shouldknow that though we don't talk or see each other like how we used to, you will always be my bestest best friend no matter what! Noone can just replace you la girl!! Love ya loads!! I so love that pic!! Nice!! Hahahaz...

Ouhk... i kindda feel sleepy... want to go get some sleep soon. Hey look what time i blogged okayz!! And Candy wake me up so early just now!! Hahahahaz.... she'll scream at me once she read this, CONFIRM! Hahahaz....

am i lost?

Heyy!! I realised something today. Snoopy is CUTE! Hehe... Gosh! Brought my cousin to watch Snoopy at Jurong Point just now. Hahaz... it was so cute. I remembered how i used to draw Snoopy on my art file during my primary school days. Hahahaz... what a childhood memories! I envy those kids who can go up the stage and hug and took picture with them. Gees... There were no such thing when we were young don't you guys think so? Hahahaz...

Went shopping just now. Bought a shirt and some essentials. And i love my brother for buying loads and loads of chocolates! Wee... MERCI and FERRARO ROCHER here i come and pimples and fats please leave me alone!!! INteresting day but tiring and one meal makes me so full today that i can't seem to eat more. But all the food seems nice and its like telling me "yus come... take me to your world of digestion!! Nyum Nyum!!" But cannot too full and bloated already. Hahahaz....

The rainbow connection ending was indeed touching. I came home right on time for it. I'm so gonna kill myself if i missed it. But i didn't so i'm still alive! Wee... hahaz!! Jian Yu is so friggin.... arghh!! Wth!! The way yoyo cried makes my heart aww and i feel like screaming... GUYS YOU SUX!! Gees.... hahaz... all they do is HURT girls. Ish... but nah i believe not all guys is the same though.

And now come the most HOT news of the day....

a bloody, disgusting, f**king, irritating, yucky and all sorts of words which can describe hatred attacked me just now and makes me cry!! Its the bloody... err i really don't want the say that name....

RAT! YUCKS! OR WAS IT A MOUSE!! WHATEVER!!

Same species lah!!! It was at my house carpark. I was like opeing the car bonnet to take out the things when the rat actually pass me and hit my leg. And what else, of course i scream and ran far far away!!! Stupid animal which makes me cried and shiver for the past 1 hour. Watch rainbow connection also no peace. Oh my god can you imagine, your most scariest animal is showed itself right in front of your eyes. And guess what i saw the long tails!!

YUCK YUCK YUCK YUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Last last YUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gees.... i'm not talking about it no more!! It just makes me burst again! Ewww..... yuck!! I'm so going to have nightmare tonight!! Ish...

I'm back...

Yo everyone!! I'm back!!! I miss blogging so much. Hahaz... A week at my aunt's place and all i did was watch tv!! And of course, non stop hits, bollywood. Hahahaz... gees i can be a great DJ! Every bollywood lovers will love my song. I think i getting very fat soon. With all the foods. Ish! Help her unpack the stuff and i think that's all i did. And guess what this will be very interesting fo Muhd Nasri!! See this...

Wahaha... i saw this while i do some unpacking with Mak Mon! We look so stupid. I was crying and Nas intention was to stop me from crying but at last he himself end up crying. What only!! That's what my aunt said la!! Hahaz... Ouh yah he won't get to see this because his com spoil. Hahaz... i remembered the stupid games we played when we were young. We spent the whole day together only because our other cousins as much more older than us. The age gap is huge. So he's my only friend and cousin who tolerated my nonsense. Hahaz... sometimes we will even end up fighting...gees! But very soon we will be back playing again! And another picture during don't know which year's hari raya. And i look so selenger!! Hahahaz....



Hahaz... And guess who's that?! Its me? Again i look so stupid...gosh!



Gees i'm starting work on the 1st of January. Yay! Haiz life has been very hectic for me. Though i'm bored at home. Some stuff have really been keeping me all worried and busy. And all this is thanks to one bloody human, or can i say she's an animal rather than human. Arggh... anyways no point talking about it here. Guess i should enjoy life first before i start working. Hehe...

I'm missing school and HIM so much! I miss the lessons and the nonsense we had in school. I wanna go back school badly!!! Haiz... how i really wish we could turn back time but ouh well... Ouhk here goes a reply to all my beloved taggers!!

Dear Vanessa: hahaz... Vann actually he gave us the consent to flood his tagboard. But even if he don't give we would still have flood hor?... Hahaz... That kuku aaron is quitting his job... anws are you working? Or schooling?

Dear Heal-Miez: Hey thanks for dropping by and thks for the compliment for my blog.

Dear Yingxuann: Yup i have a very close relationship with my aunt. Especially one of them whom got no children and she took care of me when i was born when my mum had a chicken pox right after giving birth to me. Wahaha!! And now i'm back my dear girl then i can update. Hahaz...

Dear Hi_far: Ey ey tak yah report report aku dah pulang dengan selamatnyer. Ouh kau jealous ehh aku tak tido rumah kau?... Wahaha... kak tak baik jealous jealous...dosa!! Wahahahahaha!!! Oi your demam dah baik belom arh?!

Dear Ronny: Lerr... adeq dier lak! Oi kau ni tak habes habes ngan new toy kau. Don't need buy for yourself already la, buy me one new toy also. Hehehehe!! Datang rumah aku dah lar tido!! Tak guner!! Wahahaha!!

Dear Faezah: Huh rileks sua?... Asal faezah nak join group motor abang aku ker...namer dier Lu Rilek Sua!! Hahahahahaz.... ouh about aku ngan azmi ehh?... ouh not about mr man ehh? OOOIIICCC!! Wahaha... Oi kau kerjer maner arh?!!

Dear Mick: Thanks for the information you give to them.

Ouhk all tags replied. Thanks for tagging ya guys. Appreaciate it loads... Ouhk will end here for now!

On Hiatus!!

Whoah... i'm like updating my blog at like 2am in the morning. What the hell. Hahahaz... i still cound't get some sleep. Alrights will not be able to update my blog for some time because will be staying over at aunts place. So people don't miss me yea! Hahaz... feel free to msg me if anything the matter. I'll definately entertain you guys. Hahahaz...

Ish now i'm updating and now i feel like sleeping... so peeps... going to dreamland now. Have t wake up early tommorrow. Wanna go jln2 with shariffah and farhana!! Hahaz... hope so if there are still going. So cya!! Will miss you guys!! Hahaz... So i'll set my blog as...

ON HIATUS!!!

what if there's no tommorrow?

Kal ho naa ho. Gees... so excited man. Its kal ho naa ho on tv! Love that movie. It is just so touching. Hahaz... i remember Shazz bought me the soundtrack from that movie. Love it man! Thanks Shazz!!! The movie is awesome. Heyy Shazz looking forward for more soundtracks from you ah... Hahahaz...

Okay just get back from my aunty's new house again. Hahaz... its my third aunt's birthday so celebrated it there. With my cousins and aunties around of course the house was like collapsing. Hahaz... laughter here and there. Hahaz... love them! And with camera's nothing is bored. So took pictures. So coussies just click to my msn space at my profile for the pictures.

Haish, i'm so bored. Its either i'm at home or my second home which is at my aunt's place. Wth... i want to go out. Catch a movie or something. Sab's not free. Besides her i don't know who to go with already. Everybody is busy. Grr....anyone wanna go out with me. But at the mean time i prefer girls to go out with me. Girls who is like having a craving to watch movie... hahaz... crazy to go shopping and eat lots and lots of food untill become fat like me. Gees... hahahaz.... just msg or give me a call to date me alright girls. Wahaha!!

Alright the next thing i will do now is to reply all the taggies at my tagboards. I love doing this. Thanks guys again for tagging.

Dear Vanessa: Heyy sweety. Thanks for being so sweet... love you many many. Hahaz... heyy if i'm not the first to know, i'll dush dush you! Hahaz... Eyy guess aaron already finds out about the flood at his tagboard. But ouh well at least its not a drought or famine!! Wahaha... ok yus is sooo lame!

Dear Naszri: Heyy i don't even know what's my problem. Haish... anyways thanks for always listening to my shit. Hahaz... i know you enjoy it... admit it.... hahaz... oi confirm with me again about friday. Ok?!... and btw this song is by trademark you dumb! Its nice i like can already! Hahaz...

Dear Yingxuann: Heyy girl...thanks... i'm trying my best to take things easy?... you take care yeah!

Dear Faezah: Faezah you really need a dush dush from me right?... how assure are you that i wouldn't regret. And who say azmi like me? Who say i like him? How come i donno ehh?... hmm... pe jer faezah... hahaz... i know you miss your mr man but don need hayal untill like this... Wahahaz... anws thanks for your concern... Twees!!

Dear ShorteeLi: Heyy long time never hear your suare sex on the phone girl...hahahahaaz.... and then you will go kau diam!! Hahaz... Oi pompan aku nak manicure!!! You take care too girl...

Alright... i feel like watching mohabbatein now in the middle of the night! Hahahaz... can't wait for next week sunday at 9. Hahaz... so i'm off... I hate it when i have to swollow those bloody small pills every morning. The thing that i hate is that tak padan kecik, pahit nak mampos. So damn bloody yuckz! gees...

the attack of a....

Asthma! Yeah that's the word. I'm suffering from it now. Wth, i don't get how body functions though i'm studying biology which involve how our body and heart works. I was super normal and perfect in the morning and i was attack with asthma at around 11 plus at night. Bloody hell i have to go to the doctor to get my inhaler because i run out of it. And like as usual, there were too many phlegm. Yikes. That's exactly why i can't breathe properly. and also throat infection. Wth... now my throat is so bloody pain. Body aching everytwhere. And the medicine i was given makes me so drowsy. Arghh... hate the feeling. I so don't wanna be sick. HATE MEDICINES AND HATE DOCTORS!!!! Eww...

Okay too lazy to update much so i'm off...

everything means nothing

This is going to be short! Because i'm so not in mood to update and that is because my life truly sux now!

God, please bring me back to the yesteryears where there were full of laughter and joys!

I hate my life now! Everything is getting on my nerves. The people around me is not making me feel any better. This mixture of feelings never feels any better. Frustrated, fear, hurt, lonely, bored, pissed, sick, anger and many more negative feelings is attacking me. Myabe 2005 is just not my year. School was horrible, face many problems woth friendships and studies, birthday was hell and i got nothing else to say because it will makes me feel even more worst than i already feel.

Felt kindda lost, lonely and like really nobody to turn to now to talk and laugh with. Everything about how i feel is bottling up in my heart. I don't know untill when it can withstand but i hope it stays strong always because the person i am who don't often tell people my problem, i sure do need a strong heart to bottle the feelings within me.

Enough said. Fullstop.

busy busy busy bee...

While everyone blogs to tell how busy they are working now, here i am blogging about how busy i am not working but helping out my aunt with her new home. Like as per normal. Holidays is where i'm very very popular. Hahahaz... all my aunties wants a piece of me. Wahaha! Nah my aunties are all so sweet to ask me sleep over thier house during the holidays. I think they love my company or something. Hahahaz... Last year Haifa Noorin you shift house i kpo kpo at your house for like a few weeks and conquer either your room or Ron Najib's room when you guys not at home now mak mon's turn. Wahaha... i loike!! Yeah so this aunty of mine have no children and so i'm her best DAUGHTER ( i wish!) Nah... she took care of me eversince i was born because right after i was born my mum was down with chicken pox and so she's the second women on earth who knows how to take care of me best! And then Mak Ijah!! Love her!! I love staying over her place. But i hate it when Haifa Noorin and hairon Najib have to gigit me everywhere. Kuku you!! Hahahaz... they love gigit-ting me i don't know why. I know i fat but I can't be that fleshy right?... ish!!

So yeah these fews days busy helping my aunt... i sooo love her new home!! And kak hifar you kuku you! Pick wrong day for shopping la! Dush dush!! I don't care, you can't be broke because i know you sure kikis duit abg hyrul!! Wahahaha!! Again i shall reply all taggies in this entry.

Dear Ayienz: hey girl i'll try out the game thingy when i'm free alright? twees!!

Dear Naszri: Yeah man i think my hair sux too NOW! I just love my front part. Haiz... all hairstyles sux for me la! I look stupid in everything man! Grr... sam to sam crocodile dandee!! Wahaha!! Ghost of the kicks not listening to the talks!! --->wth?! Wahaha!!

Dear Rachel: Heyy yeah man send me the pictures soon. The picture whereby i don't think i'm in a right state to take picture and give a proper smile... all because of my DEAR YAZID!!! Kuku him have to be soooo funny!! Hahahaz....

Dear Hi_far: Wahaha... heyy you can tag? I thought you can't! Anyways, don't tell me you shop already? Without me? Actually i went shopping with my bro already that day but not enough i want to kikis your money more!! Wahaha... heyy your dash can drive car my boyfriend will can drive helicopter arh... better than yours!! Hahaz.... and he follows you because he scared you use all your money shopping and left with nothing for the wedding. Wahahaha!!!

Dear Vanessa: Heyy i'm always happy! Hahaz... i cry also i smile! See how crazy i can be? Ish!! Hahaz... Vann we shall flood aaron's tagboard since he never updates with our nonsense. Hows that?! Hahahaz!!! I loike!!

Dear Afro: Ouh gees afro thanks... i know it sux!! In fact any hairstyle i have it will sux so much because my hair have a bloody curl at the edge and its bloddy thin!! What the heck! I can't be bothered with it now. It still looks ugly and i can't change that fact!

and although this person never tag i shall say dear to him also... later he say not fair no dear him!! hahahaz....

Dear Azmi: Thanks a lot for flattering me that night!! You just can't stop doing it don't you! And guess what i sooo miss the round table craps!! Hahahaz... Kuku you and Farhan's nonsense!! I miss Nurul!! Hahahaz.... gees... i'm nuts!!

Alrights! Love ya guys for tagging! All replied! Okay kindda have a bad headache just now so i think i need to friggin shut my eyes now. ZzZzzzZZZZzzz..........

yes YES yes!!

I CUT my hair!!! Woo hoo! And i love it !! So that's like my new haircut... can't really be seen actually. Want to have a clear view i think its better that you see me face to face and judge it. Decided not to rebond and thank god i didn't because my hair is like already straight. I will curl it the next time when i got a job. Pity my bro who have to pay for it now. Wahaha... went shopping with bro, small cousin and Pam!! Nice shopping with ya Pam. And went sandstorm to cut. Actually my stylist is in Jantzen when Pam said "wanna try sandstorm, my stylist, May" and i was like ok my stylist also May at Jantzen. And how interesting thank god i went to sandstorm because Pam's stylist May is my stylist. Hahahaz... she changed to sandstorm. Wahaha!! So conclusion is Pam and me have the same stylist!! Woo hoo!! And so that's it. My new hair. Not that new though. Same old me. Just can't have long hair, sure will cut. Hahahaz... and guess what bro bought me a pants from Giordano. Hahaz... too bad Pam she wanted to buy it to but her mum said no. Instead her bought it for herself. Hahahaz... Its so nice... i like!! Thanks Bro!! Love ya!! Look....

I like i like... Hahahaz... and Haifa Noorin, you also got your pay already!! When are you bringing out to shop. Don't always bring your Dash lei. :-( Mentang2 i know boyfriend. Dush dush!!! Biar later i got boyfriend no time for you at all!!! Hah!!! Hahaz... I love my new hairstyle!!! WEeeEEEee....

my heart goes hmmm...

This heart starts pounding whenever i'm asked 'that' question. Regardless from sms, msn, e-mail or face- to- face. Well, its the 4th time. Well i really hope i will give him a positive answer but well it takes time. I need time to think if the decision i make is a good one or not. I really have to think about the future. Will i be happy with the decision i make now in future? Will i regret my decisions now in future? A lot of question lingers in my mind whenever he ask me 'that' question. Yet i have to be honest and reply him with a 'NO'. Well, i should not rushed. What's the hurry. True love is not found in just 1 second, 1 day, 1 year or 1 century. So for now i'm not rushing and i want t enjoy life being single. Woo hoo... i wouldn't have this chance in like 3-5 years time because maybe i will reply him a 'YES'. Nobody knows. Ouh well... and guess what i'm such a dumbo!! I truly don't know how to at least say thank you when i'm praised or being flattered by someone especially 'that' person. Hehez... gees. Guess what i feel like saying to him.

'Ok, now i'm shy and i think you should continue flattering me next time.'

Hahahaz... god i'm sick. Hating it yet wanting it. Ok don't ask what i truly mean. Ish!!

Alright while everyone is busy working, i'm not even allowed to go for an interview. So i guess i'm so not seventeen. I'm 7!!! Great isn't it. Gosh, now i so don't know what i will do besides learning how to cook, do inai and when january starts the tuitions. God! I rather study now. I wanna go back to school where i can do lotsa of POA so that if i cannot balance i will get all frustatrated. Hahaz.. at least its challenging. I miss writting malay essay also. Hmm... nt a bad idea to write karangan. Hahaz... haish... i so miss school. I so miss HUA YI!!! How nice if we can turn back time. Times where we cry but still laugh so much. I wanna go back to the yesteryears where there were full of laughters and jokes. Though life have been hectic with schoolwork, it was still fun to have a classroom, own table and chairs and jokers such as nicholas tan kai sheng and stephen kwek xiu wen who never fails to irritate me and crack stupid jokes. I miss them. I miss teasing Vienna with centre parting. Wahaha... i miss my darling Joline. I miss laughing with Sheena because of 'centre parting'. I miss laughing my fellow busted 2 and 3. (sharf and resh) I miss the round table peeps (nurul, farhan and azmi).

I MISS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!

Hahaz... tols ya i'm sick. Its well past midnight and here i am missing everyone. Gosh! My heart is going all crazy. Ish! Okay i'm replying everyone's tags here. And again i love all the tags. Thanks peeps for dropping by to tag though it nonsense i still love it. Love ya guys.

Dear Vanessa: Hey my dear Vann, that aaron will get a dush dush from me because he have no time for you. Don't worry, i'll slaughter him for you if you agree with the terms and conditions apply. Wahahaz.... and if that kuku nut sees this i'm so dead. Wahaha!! Anyways Vann i'm so glad to hear from you, stay happy always, take care and ... cheers!! Twees!!

Dear Yi Sheng: Yeah man Harry Potter was indeed a nice show. Maybe beucase i have not been watching the previous movies so i think this one was great. I wonder why some still say it was a let down. It was seriously a nice show.

Dear Madey: That is just exactly what i'm so going to do. Ask my stylist is the best solution.

Dear Naszri: Yeah yeah Harry Potter was awesome. Okay i don't mind watching it AGAIN but you pay!!

Dear Lydia: What?! You cutting your hair? Great! Hahahaz... But i think you look gorgeous with your long hair. But anyways if you cut already show me your new hairstyle arh...jgn lokek. Hahahaz... because its like we will not see each other, so cannot se eyour new hairstyle. Hahaz...

Dear Yingxuann: Heyy girl! I mis you already!! The one who always do POA so bloody fast... dush dush you! Hahahaz.... heyy thanks for the compliment for my blog. Yup i'm doing fine rotting at home. Hahaz... i hope you are doing fine too girl. Twees!!

Dear Farah: Girl, talking about work makes me all frustrated man. Heyy you ever worked in a childcare or something right? How you get i want!! Reply me asap about it yeah?!!

I want to CUT HAIR!!!!....... Lalalala.... i'm getting all crazy each day. See... lalalalallalala....BLUEK!!!!

do fairytales come true?

Can you guys believe it?! I watched Harry Potter the goblet of fire yesterday with my cousin Nas. Kuku him drag me till watch harry potter. Actually intended to watch just like heaven but end up watching harry potter. Finally i watch a movie so long and its not hindustan. It was indeed a long movie. Around 3 hours i think. Not sure but i know long. Overall the movie not bad arh. I still cannot believe myself. YUS watching harry potter? Gosh... can anyone believe it?

I wanna bloody cut my hair to something new. But i got no idea how to. Grr... anyone any idea? and anyone wanna go with me now to cut hair? Haish... such a boring day. Only these hindustan songs and movie can keep me alive for now. Gosh. Hahaz... Yey!! Mere yaar ki shaadi hai today at 9 @ central. I'm so not gonna miss it!

Nas took this and i edit it. Ermm... looks nice! Hahaha...

loved to be loved.

Okay let me settle one by one. First thing i want to reply all the tags in my tagboard. Peeps thanks for at least visiting this nonsense blog of mine. Thanks for tagging. Too many people to reply so i shall answer them here.

dear naszri: heyy too late...eson belik salaam namaste already. Bekna lambat setapak.

dear azri: ouhk...if i'm free i'll come down. no one with cars is available to go out with me for now. my cousin also down with chicken pox. Wahahaz... so cannot go out with him. And another cousin of mine to busy with her mat tahir. Wahaha.... (i think she knows who i'm talking about, and after she read this she would give me a dush dush!) hahaz...

dear Mick: thanks mi for the compliment. anyways who would flatter me more than you do... dush dush... thanks for siding with me. and don't stress so much la. you will get a job soon. don't worry. somebody told me 'always look on the bright side of life'. hahaz... ok before i start to irritae you and make you more stress i better stop. Wahaha....

dear faezah: i can get a free manicure too from my brother's friend sister but its whether i am not lazy to call her and go down to the place or not... wahaha...

dear lydia: hahaz...hindustan is damn nice. i used to hate them because they always sing but only one movie makes me change everything. and now the thing i'm obessed with is not only the movie but also the songs. Woohoo!! Wahaha...

dear farah: yay man!! i can't wait to watch krishh. got my boyfriend inside. got hrithik roshan. Hahahahaz... if out we go watch at wayang arh?...set?...Hahahaz...

Alright done with all the replies. Wahaha... okay so i've watch salaam namaste and so let me rate it. EXCELLENT!! What word is better than excellent arh? MARVELLOUS, FANTASTIC or MAGNIFICENT!! My dil goes hmmm.... Hahaz...

I feel so blessed that i'm loved, cared and appreaciated. I really thank God for it. I am so blessed to have my family, friends, teachers and relatives to support me, care for me, love me and appreaciate what i did. What else can i ask or when i have all the love, care and concern from so many people. I really feel so blessed. Thanks to those who loved me and sorry to those who hate me. I am who i am. I can't change to be what you wanted. I can only change for the better and not for the worst and definately not to what you wanted me to be.

Hahaz... i just feel so blessed. I love these song from Salaam Namaste. Actually i love the meaning of this song only. Here, conerted:

i will always be with you my love.
walking beside you, like the sky above.
in summer's sun, i'll give you my shade
in autumn;s loneliness, i'll be your shadow.
when in doubt, count me in.

with you, i've found life at last.

in a web of joys you cast,

am i discovering all i ever wished for or am i lost?

i will always be with you my love.

walking beside you, like the sky above.

let the sorrow - laden clouds rain on me.

let the despairing moments come to rest on me.

all of your, give to me.

find someone to my heart seemed to say where secrets arent's held,

and all is given away but when i open my eyes will my dream be gone or stay?

i will always be with you my love.

walking beside you, like the sky above.

a sublime love story....

Oh my god! I'm so obsessed with this Barsaat movie. I wanna watch it soooooo badly. In fact i wanna watch so many hindustan movie. Too much but the think is i can't be buying all the CDs at one go. I would go bankrupt. Let me list down the movies i want to watch:

1.Barsaat
2.Salaam Namaste
3.Kyun Ki
4.Shaadi No.1
5.Garam Masal
6.No entry (kuku you reshmel and farhana who have the CD)
7.Parineeta

Okay basically this is at the top of my list for the most WANTED TO WATCH movie... Wahaha!! Anyone, anybody is just soooo sweet enough to get me all this CDs. PLease..... anyone who buy me all this CD, i will do anything for them man!! (depends) Hahahahaz... i'm so nuts. This hindustan all is driving me crazy. Hahahaz....

And guess what i want some manicure badly!! and again who wants to give me for FREE... hehez... Hahaz... eh Haifa Noorin... now i know why you didn't tag me. Hahahaz... mailing is so lame yet interesting. Now i see the joy mailing with somebody so crazy like you also!! Wahaha... i'm looking forward to go shopping with you ok? And if you want to see ANIS QISTINA must tell me arh!! If not... dush dush you!! Okay peeps going out with Sharf to look for hindustan movies. See how obessed i am!! Hahahahaz.... anyone wanna join us?!

its OVER...

Wow...its so unbelievable. Its over. Os is over. And guess what my secondary school have ended. Time flies isn't it? I'm am really going to miss everyone in HuaYi. EVERYONE including the teachers. Seriously. All the fights, all the craps, all the laughter and the 'kenduri' we had beside the toilet during sec 2. Wahaha... miss those days. I'm like officially graduating from Hua Yi. Haiz... so touching! Hahaz... miss the prefect days. Miss the councilors too. Okok stop being so emotional for now. Well Os have kept me real busy these past few weeks. Its driving me nuts. All i did was study study and study. Nothing else. I either study or i either sleep. And the sleep is rather short. I swear now i will sleep like a pig. Yeah to get rid of those panda eye and eye bag. Gosh its so unsightly. Okay so during these few weeks of studying i didn't get to blog much so here i go start to blog as much as i can. Heh heh... enjoy reading.

12th November 2005

Ok a memorable day that i will never forget. Going jln rayer with the sec5 malay peeps. It was fun with the jokes azmi, hanif, zal and the bully norhan. Gosh that norhan arh just can't seem to stop fighting with me. Dush dush!! But norhan after getting to you better you are one funny guy la. And your character is sooo different from your appearence. Hahaz... will miss you bullying me. And hanif and azmi... 'saper nak layan'?!! Hahahahahaz.... oh my god just thinking about it can make me laugh now. It was a memorable time when me, azmi, hanif and ili were laughing non-stop on 198 bus. Oh my god, these guys were sooo funny that ili and me were laughing samapi nak pecah perut. Wahahaha.... 'saper nak layan'?... and ili sorry plan kiter tak menjadi. Next time kiter buat lagik kat si mat mat nie. Hahahaz... and luqman and sydi turn out to be so crazy past midnight. They showed their true colours. Wahaha... they began to be so crazy after midnight. Luqman you were soooo funny. I swear you were. Hahahaz... unexplainable madness. Sydi also. Never seen that sight of them before. Hahaz.. .and azmi you learn something new about your friends. Me , sab and some other girls were kindda upset because this year Candy, pam and reshmel didn't join us. It will sure be more fun with them around. More laughter too. With Reshmel around especially whoever don't start bursting to laughter is so mad! Hahahaz.... Thanks azmi for making me laugh and all throughout the jalan rayer. Sab and shariffah also and everybody laa!! NOrhan thanks for bullying me and bluek azmi is not supporting you! He's still siding with me! Hah!!! Right mi?! (you better say yes else you'll get a dush dush from me) Hahahahahaz....

The picture and the moments that will remain in my heart forever



Studying session

Okay i wanna thank a few people who were very patient with me when teaching me maths and whatever subject. Thanks for all the help. I know i can be very slow and blur at times but it really does helps me. Okay special thanks to Ronald (your present is still with me you kuku head...hahaz), Nisha ( i make a new friend, your cute dog.... i loike! hahaz), ili, Sydi( aku sedar lah aku slalu bully kau but thanks arh! If you happened to read this), Reshmel (you shoould really be a bio teacher man... you rocks my stockings!! hahaz!) and to Kak Salbiah!!!! I love you man. Ouh yar to your friend to kak mira. Is that her name?... hahaz... thanks for taking your time to come down to the library to help me and shariffah! Love you guys. Kak Sal i still remember the swensen deal. But if only i got a B3 which i doubt so i can get. So too bad for you... hahaz!! And special thanks to Shariffah whom i always disturb! Hahahahahaz.... disturb you with all my calls, questions, tolerate my blurness and going study with and teman-ing me go makan and also the CICAKs!! ogh my god i shall not say it anymore it so grossing!! Hahahaz...anyways shariffah you and farhana are my greatest study partner man. Love ya guys. Though we cannot study again together we'll still find time to go out once in a while yah! And to my best friend Sab, though you don't teach or whatever i wanna thank ou for understanding my situation. I can't go anywhere and all because of these stupid exams. So sorry but will be ble to accompany you anywhere now if i'm free. Ok best friend? Luv ya many many! To Pam... thanks for all the help in POA and science. Love your home! So cormfy and looking forward to come your home not to study but to play volleyball with ya? Ok gurl?! Hahahaz.... phew so many people. If i ever missed out anyone i'm soooo sorry. My brain is not functioning well now because i'm kindda sleepy. Hahahaz...so to whoever i missed thanks to you man! You guys rock! Hahahaz...

Kak Sal teaching me...twees!



and we are sick of studying...Wahahaha....we d stupid stuff like this...



Got spiderman...hahaz...kak sal say one..i'm impressed!!


















Okay this part is for MUHAMMAD FAIZAL!!!!!! HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! Finally your 17. What? think i forget is it?! I'm a good friend okay i remember my friend's birthday. Hahaz... hapy birthday awak... hope you are blessed with good health always and may all wishes come true. Especially to get you dream girl (chori chori chupke chupke one) hahahahaz.... !! Thanks for being a great friend who never fails to make me laugh and smile. I hope we'll always stay in contact yah... and i can NEVER forget the time during mid year where you kuku nut go and come my house early in the morning when you can go sleep to send me to school for my poa mid yr exam. You're sweet. Thanks yah! Thanks for being there for me all these while also. Sorry if ever hurt you or make you angry in any way. Hope you pass your O level with flying colours and achieve your goals. I like this picture lah but i know you don't because of your hair...Wahaha....












And to people whom i haven't mintak maaf during the hari raya outing i i wanna say Selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin. Yus tak pandai bermain kata hanya ingin meminta ampun dan maaf dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki jika yus pernah menyinggung hati atau terkasar bahasa sepanjang kenalan kiter. Lagi syawal aper so still can bermaaf-maafan. Belum terlambat. Wahahaha.... Because to people like shazz i was really speechless when you wanna salam me and mintak maaf with me. I was shocked don't know what to say. Wahaha... sorry yah!

Phew..long enough right? Phew... ok tired already shall stop here. Yay! change layout finally! So sick of my previous monkey first! Hahahaz.... twees!

battle coming to an end!

One more paper that is tommorrow and that's it i''m going to sleep like a pig to get rid of those panda eyes. I swear those panda eyes is showing.... GOSH! Damn the Os... make me look ugly and more ugly. Actually i thought of sleeping now before i start studying chemistry and biology again because the whether is just so nice for me to have my beauty sleep. But i don't know why i have the urge to blog. I miss blogging actually. Didn't have to blog properly like how seri do. Hahahaz... she have such long entry and i'm so jealous because i have no time to blog. Alright i'm so insane to compare blog entry's length now. Wahaha... all these studying have drive me nuts. So guys beware around me i tend to be more crazy than i ever have been. The symptons is already showing. I think Shariffah is getting the hang of it.

Talking of Shariffah this reminds me of yesterday when i went studying with Resh and Sharf. This happened at night. All the yucky slimy lizards started to appear. It so freaks me out. Alright i shall label lizrads as my second fearest animals on earth. Mice or mouse or whatever is stil the top of the list. Yucks and its so embarrassing that i have to shift my place here and there. What was most embarrassing was my my use to be 'never smile guy' walk pass me when i was freaking out because of those stupid lizards. Oh my god i was so paise and no words can describe how embarrassed i was. Ish... Sharifah thank god your father came at that time and so we went for dinner instead of sitting there becuase i can't continue studying as my eyes can't resisit looking at which direction the lizards is going. What fears me was if it drops. Pyak! on the table then die! Wahahaz... the attacks of the lizards!

And yesterday was such an irritating day. I didn't know guys can be such a parasite. One asking for my phone number, another wanting to 'kenal2' and haiya irriatating people on earth is them man. Hahaz... Ok azmi wants me to talk bout him but i' m sorry mi i don't know what to sweet talk with you here.... Wahahahahaz!! Ouh yah... Azmi u won the bon jovi CD... Hahahaz... Not fair not fair ....HAH!! Dush dush! Hahaz...

Ok i'm off! Either to sleep or chat with azmi for a while or start opening this friggin books about stupid science. Grr.... tats it! BYE!

*&^%$@&$%#$!*($&@(

Alright everything around sux so much right now. The Os, the people who are like hiding stuff behind me and just EVERYTHING!!!!!!! Suddenly i'm so sick and tired of my life. God!

And yesterday i told HIM that i don't want him to wait. I decided to tell him that. I don't want to be such a sellfish bitch to ask a guy to wait for you. Wait till when? I don't know! So i asked him not to wait. Well i still like him though but i shall not ask him to wait for me. I rether hurt him now rather than hurting him after he wait for me. We are not together yet i feel the loss! I never felt this way before in my entire 17 years of my life. Well maybe that's life. Full of ups and downs. We never know what is in store for us in future. I hope its something nicer than all this. All i hope is that he can find a better girl than me and being happy with her. But what i'm really worried right now is he's health. No words can describe how worried i am for his health. But who am i for him to listen to me and not start to smoke again. I'm just nobody to him. But i really hope he will not start smoking again.

In no mood for anything now! I wanna be alone! SCRAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's hard to say that i was wrong

it's hard to say i miss you
since you've been gone it's not the same

a few more for the struggle...

Maths was okay. It is my first that i am not rushing for maths and i still have time to do. I shall not say it was an easy or hard paper. It was average. Alright fullstop i don't wanna talk about exams. Once the results is out we'll all know how i fair in it. Anyways i want to say a special thank you to KAK SAL for helping me out with my maths and i don't know what's her friend's name i think kak mira or something... hahaz... sorry i totally forgot her name. Thanks the both of you for helpinh Shariffah and me with that idiotic maths. I totally enjoy the day with that stupid pictures we took kak sal... hahaz... alright just let the pictures do the talking...

http://examstrikes.MyPicGallery.com

I am really looking forwrd to 22nd November!!! Can't wait for this frustrating examinations to end! Studied maths with yisheng, faezah, ili, norhan, faizal, sydi and luqman too. Did i left out anyone?.... anyways thanks sydi for all the teachings and tolerating with my stupidity and blurness. ili also and faezah also... thanks! And faezah... that person is sooooooo 1000000000times funny man... terbayang aku that funny thing on his head. Just what was that man? Strange people do exist in public places. Wahaha!!

Happy advance birthday to my dearest friend PAM!!!! Finally your 7-teen! Hope you like the present i gave you. That's is all i afford to buy you. May all wishes come true and may COEXISTENCE makes your birthday even more merrier just nw! Sorry i can't stay... hahahaz!!

Once again HAPPY 7-teen BIRTHDAY PAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The End Of Me

Is it the end of me yet? Was so pissed when the first answer is already a confirm wrong. I did study like crazy for Chem yet i think i can't make it. Yep i can do it but not all of them. Its like i can even get a wrong for an easy question like question 1! How frustrating. I can forget about going poly. I have to be prepared to face everyone that i'm going to dissappoint.

Kill me, shoot me, bang me or just do whatever you want with me right now. I'm feel so lousy and useless. Just what's the point of studying. And Maths... i can do it but i have a very very very HUGE, as HUGE as this word's size, feeling that my carelessness is going to kill me. O level suck to the core man! Maths and science are like what, the most important subject to even enter ITE. And hell ya who knows i can't even get into ITE!!

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate this. Its ruining my life!! Totally!!!!

Goodbye poly! Goodbye early childhood!

That's it i've had enough!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!!

"Berlalulah sudah Ramadhan sebulan berpuasa. Kini Syawal kita rayakan dengan rasa gembira."

Yay!! Its Hari Raya. To all my muslin friend. Yus ingin menyusun 10 jari jemari momhon ampun dan maaf jika Yus pernah tersilap kata, kasar bahasa atau pernah menyinggung hati awak awak semua. Yus harap semua dapat menerima kemaafan yus sempena hari raya yang penuh keriangan ini. Hehez... i never blogged in malay... seems nice!

Alright... assalamualaikum... woo hoo!!

yey yey besok hari raya!

Yay! Besok Hari Raya! Besok raya!

Isn't it fast? I just feel like i only start fasting yesterday but actually its already a month that we fast. Ramadhan has come to and end and tommorrow we all will celebrate Hari Raya. Wow... fast fast. Heyy look at the time. Its the last sahur. Hahaz... just sahur just now and feel like blogging since its the last day of puase.

Its deepavali yesterday... to all my indian friends... happy belated deepavali to you. Wahaha!! And to all my muslin friends, Selamat hari Raya!! Maaf Zahir dan batin. Semoga raya awak awak semua nie still gerek though we are having our Os. Okay?!

I'm kindda sleepy. Slept late last night and have to wake up early later Nisha's coming for maths. I never in my life study on the eve of Hari Raya. I either clean the house, help my mum with the cooking or i'll do stupid stuff like disturbing my mum and dad who is busy with thier work. Hahaz... this yaer they don't see that of me because i'm too busy with that stupid maths. Grr... alright then last but not least before i go....

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR RONALD!!
FINALLY 16!! Hahaz....

Ehh dah imsak...hmm....forget to drink a bit of root beer just now...hmm....

when the going gets tough...

I SOOOOOOO Love Nisha & Ronald now!!

Hahaz... since Ronald is my hero now, Nisha is my heroine. Hahaz... because Nisha also saved me from all the confusion for maths just now. Thanks a lot Nisha. Love ya many many. Hahaz...

And i relised that its only 2 days more to HARI RAYA. I have always been very excited for it. Excited to clean house and especially my room but this year mood is totally zer0!! Hahaz.. yeah its the exam season and so to haa haa hee hee here and there is scary because who knows will end up crying or what. Anyways, some people understand but some people don't. Anyways 6 more days to Os... How How?!

Alright this will be the first year i'm celebrating hari raya without playing 'bunga api'!!Not fair...

Ultimate task to be completed before hari raya:
TRANSFORM ROOM FROM A PIG STY TO A PRINCESS DORM!!!!

Twees!!!

I SOOOO LUV RONALD!!!!!!!

Oi don't get the wrong idea la deyy!! To anyone who is having a crush on Ronald or whatever, don worry he's still yours but when it comes to maths, he's mine!! Wahahahaha!!! He's my hero now!! Hahaz... finally somebody teach me maths!! And that's why i luv Ronald now. Hahaz... you guys arh always jump to conclusion! Thanks so much man Ronald. You save me from being all confuse with all the maths questions. I appreaciate it a lot. Thanks buddy! Thanks for being soooo sooooo patient with me. I don't know how to thank you already. Hahaz... ok lets say if i at least got a B3 for maths i will treat you to lunch ok?! Set?! Hahahaz...

Alright maths is settle. Not really actually because i have a lot to practice though. Now i still have biology, chemistry, social studies, history and the subject that i'm slacking now.... ENGLISH!! I'm so dead. Ok peeps i'm off!!

**Thanks a bunch to my dear Ronald!! Twees**

*pulling hair*

AHH!!!!

I can see that people are all counting down to hari Raya. But for me i'm counting down to O Level!! Its like bloody 9 days more!! 9 DAYS!!!!! WTH!!!! Isn't that soooo damn bloody fast! I don't know why all of a sudden i feel so demoralized. Its like as though i can't do the papers on November later! Haiz... Com'on Yus you can do it!

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am in desperate need of someone to help me with MATHS!! Everybody is so busy and i just feel like bursting when i can't do all the maths questions! Maths is in another 9 more days and what the heck i can't do the questions?!... Am i nuts or what? How the fuck can i even make it for my Os. And english?! I think i'm slacking. No practice at all!

What am i suppose to do. I'm really going to let so many people down!!

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That really fears me upside down man! Mr Amran and my parents... i'm sorry i'm gonna let you down but i'm really trying my best now! Wish me luck...

happy times come and go...

I received a shocking news as soon as i reached school just now. The news of Mrs. Kong is leaving Hua Yi today. That makes her last day in Hua Yi. I'm so gonna miss her. Students never fail to hate their principal. But for me i love my principal because she's great. No doubt she can be naggy at times but well she cares. You wouldn't want a principal who wouldn't take things seriously and go haha hehe all the day right?... Hahahaz... Time really flies and it has already been 5 years i'm in Hua Yi and when i'm graduating our principal have to go. Then next year if we were to come back and visit Hua Yi, the new principal would be like... shoo shoo... then die! Hahaz... anyways i'm just gonna miss Mrs Kong la! The Ferraro Rocher that she always give me. The sweets and all! Looking at everyone just now, i don't think i'm the only one who will miss Mrs Kong. Hahaz... even Reshmel said she will miss Mrs Kong. Hahaz... indeed Mrs Kong is a great principal. Here's a picture taken during Prom Night 2004.



I love Mrs Kong!
I love Hua Yi!
I love Hua Yians!
I love 5N3!
I love my Coucillors!
I love my TEACHERS who taught me!
Going to MISS everyone!!!!!!!!

liar liar love's on fire!

Alright don jump to conclusion. I'm not in love or whatsoever. I am just obsessed with this bollywood movie, Maine Pyar Kyun Kiya! Hahaz... It is a nice movie. Some funny show i should say. And the girl in this movie is like wow!! Dead Gorgeous. Katrina Kaif, Salman Khan's girlfriend!! God, i so love her. Wish i could be as pretty as her. Look how gorgeous she is man!



The Miss Universe Sushmita Sen is pretty too but i love Katrina Kaif more!!



Maine Pyaar Kyun Kiya!!!



Hahaz... obsession kills!! One of the song is like so whoah!!! I likE!!!

Anyways moving on, got i have never been this busy before. Loads of studying and revising to be done. Loads of thinking have to be done. I'm so tired and exhausted. Moreover i think the bronchitis attack is coming back. Ahh... i have been coughing none stop lately. I don't see the need to even eat to breakfast because after eating i would just throw up. God! I hate it! I can't eat chicken and fruits again!! Ahhhhh!!!!!!

I so hate being sick!!! The feeling sux!!And my parents and bro have been bugging me to go doctor because i run out of medicine and my spray but NO!!!!!!!!! Going doctor is the last thing i would do. I don't want to put on that stupid gas. It sux!!

MEDICINE SUX TO BE EATEN!! I"M NOT GOING DOCTOR!!!

Alright i think i have to start doing history. Else tommorrow i will get present from Ms Lui and for some reason the present is not liked by any history students... sheeshh!!

why must all this have to happen?...

I'm not the type who will go obsess over a guy. To me its useless to because whenever you like that someone he will never like us in return. Eversince i gotta a blog. I have never blogged anything about guys. As in how cute a guy is, how i have a crush on this particular guy or how this guy wants me to be his girlfriend. To me it just a waste of time blogging about them. Not worth it. But today i don't know why i want to share a story and it got something to do with a guy.

There's this girl who once thinks that love is just so stupid. Love is nothing but something that really hurt most. She totally don't believe in love. Even now she still believe that true love does not exist. Maybe incidents happening around her make her believe that guys can only love a girl for only a short period of time and not forever while girls can only love only one person in her life. But she believe that not all guys are like that because if all guys are like that than her father will not exist. Her father is just way too good of a husband and father that she hopes somebody if someone were to show her what is love she would want a guy who is as good as her father.

Her family is everything to her. As she is the only daughter, she is pampered and showered with so much love from her parents and brother. Her parents have high hopes for her to enter to a poly at least and to become a teacher in future. She love her parents too much that she fears of dissappointing them. She is never good at lying and she can never lie to them. To her, she can never be blessed by lying to her own parents. Her parents forbid her to have any special relationship at her age now because it will only affect her studies. Her mum always remind her not to fall for a guy sweet words. She is always adviced to find a better half to be with. A responsible and honest one would make a good partner, said her mum.

In school she never dared to be in a relationship. Like her other friends who have boyfriends, she fear that by having one she might only break her parents trust for her. Therefore, how big a crush she had towards a guy, she never want it to be a serious one. One day she realised that she had a crush on this guy who was her classmate but then she realised that one of her best friend too had a crush on him. She remained silent untill after a few years that guy confessed to her his feelings for her for the past 4 years. She never thought it was true. It seems more of a joke to her but it was true. She then decided to confess to him her feelings towards him. Since this is the last year they will be in the same school. Like any other guy would do, he asked her to be his girlfriend but was rejected because she realised her situation she is in. She realised that she definately can't be in a relationship when she have to sit for her most important exam and most importantly she can't lie to her parents. Never would she have the heart to do it. Thus she explained to him how her situation is and so they guy respected and insist that she waits for her till she's ready.

As days goes by she realised that untill when would the guy wait for her. She realised that it will be so sellfish of her if she were to asked the guy to wait when he can go for any other girl. Hence, she was honest with the guy and told him to not wait and instead find someone else to like. She fears of huting him and so its better for her to tell him now than later. He insisted on waiting for her.

One night the guy asked her if she really want him to wait or not to wait for her. Again she explained to him of her situation and try to make him understand. To her it tough to let him go but its tougher to let him wait. It breaks her heart to break his. But she have to be honest that her priority now is studying to make her parents happy. She would sacrfice anything to make her parents happy. Thus its important for her not to be involve in a relationship yet. And she realised that she herself is not ready to be in a relationship and that she needs time. It definately breaks the guys heart to hear all this but she have no ther way. She does not want to give him more hope so she have to be honest and tell him not to wait for her as it will be a waste of time. As much as she likes him she have to say it though its hurting enough. No one can understand what is her situation is like. Not even him. The guy was terribly sad but she felt worst. She don't want other to say that she is only making use of him by asking him to wait. So she wants him to be just friends and not more than that.

She hopes that the he would find a better girl than her. She hopes that he is blessed with good health always. It hurts her to see him hurt and she hopes to see him happy always. All she hopes now is to make her parents proud. She does not know what is love. And if this is called love and that she have already fallen in love then they will surely meet and be together. Not now, not tommorrow but some other time when they know what is the true meaning of love and life. No one can understand how she feels right now. For now she is just concentrating on her studies and hope that future will awaits her with something better.

The end!

Hua Yi's 2005 Graduation Ceremony

Today was awesome. Had so much tear and laughter. I'm so gonna miss Hua Yi and my friends. It is sad to leve Hua Yi but i'm sure the sweet memories in Hua Yi will make me smile whenever i'm down. Especially to 5N3, i love you guys so much! To Mr. Lee and my dear councillors too. You rock! To my malay class, say sayang kamu! Hahahaz... Alright why not i let the pictures do the talking! Hahaz... there...

http://hyssgraduation.mypicgallery.com/?t=1

I'm a step ahead to being a young mature adult. Goodbye all childishness. (maybe a lil though!)... hahaz... haiz... i'm so gonna miss Hua Yi!! Sob sob... after school i stayed back with Sab, Azmi, Farhana, Diyana and Shriffah. And then after azmi left i went up to the library and there we did lotsa stupid things. Laughed so much that my stomach almost burst! Hahaz... my camera had to die that moment. Low batt so took pictures with my handphone. I so love my new phone. The pictures were all so clear and it turned out nice. There is this picture where me, sab, farhana, shariffah and diyana took it was soooo nice. I adjusted the effects to like the oldies sortta and it turned out fantastic! I LIKE!! Thanks to mdm Line who snap the photo for us. Hehez... Once my USB cable can be used i will upload it to my com. Hahaz... i took stupid pictures with Diyana and they bears in the library. Wahaha!! Couldn't stop laughing even by thinking about it.

Whoah it was just so fun! Its been a long time since we last stayed back in school and laughed so much. I missed all that. Thanks to Sab, Farhana, Diyana, Shariffah, ili (for shouting without signal...hahaz!!) and azmi for all the fun! I enjoyed myself so much. To think this will be the last it just brought me to tears... haish... gonna miss al these terribly! Love ya guys loads man! You guys made my day!!

Ok... last words for the day!

I LOVE HUA YI! I LOVE MRS KONG! I LOVE MY TEACHERS! AND THE MOST IMPORTANT IS I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!!!

Friggin Pissed!!

Everything sux this year!

Ok just two words to sum up my mood and to sum up how sux today is!!

!!!!PRACTICAL SUX!!!!

i'm off....

exploding any moment

Great...

Science practical tommorrow. I am so dead. I don't wanna break test tube! I'm so scared. I'm so nervous. I'm so scared. I'm so nervous. What should i do?! Oh god please help me!!

How How... i don't know shit for chemistry. And for biology. If it does not come out fruit then i'm dead for sure! Haish... exams are so much better without 'Practical'!!

Ahhh.... please let a miracle happened tommorrow. Please let me leave that laboratory with a wide smile. Please please please!! Arghh...

Ouhk i shall not say anything, else i'll get more and all tense.

So YUS all the best!!

Wishlist for tommorrow:
-Can light up bunsen Burner
- **!!Don't break any test tube for once!!**
- wish i can answer all the question.
- Chemistry will not come out anything on rate of reaction!!

BALANCE!!

Can you guys believe it?! I was actually doing POA and i balance evrything and i found the right net profit!! Woo hoo... so happy! I'm suppose to start on maths now but don feel like it lei! Haish... maths... for some reason every subject sucks now except for malay of course and POA. English, maths, social studies, history and the super ULTRA hatest subject for me, SCIENCE!! Argh... i can never score for them. So anyone out there care to share some of your knowledge with me?!

Alright, i got no idea what else to say. So i'm going to end here and force myself to bloody study for science practical now at least. Not in a mood to study maths. So peeps i'm off!!...

**i sooo love my SAMSUNG E730...lalalalala!!**

WeeEEEeeEEEee....

Samsung E730! Finally i decided not to use NOKIA anymore. The pattern was niceand the function are great! I LIKE!! Hahaz... but whatever it is, i still mis my beloved 7260. I love it so much. The 7260 box in my room will remain and i will never throw them away nomatter what. I so love that Nokia 7260. It means a lot to me and that arsehole have to take it away from me. Haish... you are so mean and cruel! Anyways, thanks so much to my bro. He's the one who bought me my new handphone. So basically this entry is goes out to my beloved bro who bought me that handphone!! I love you many many bro!! Muakez....

Complicated...

Feel so exhausted after all those mugging for the past 2 days. Never felt this complicated before. Question, questions and more questions keeps whirling my mind. Wish i could read people's heart. That would make things less complicated.

Ahhhhhhh................

Whatever... sometimes things are better off unsaid...

**The look tells it all**

Just finish studying bio but has yet to finish the whole chapters of course. Hahaz... but ouh well. Managed to do some POA, Maths and Bio today. Not forgetting i get some sleep. This will prevent me from having those ugly panda eyes. Else Hari Raya i will look more like a ghost.

Laugh so much today in school. Thanks to Stephen and farhan and Joline. Joline was so funny when she actually told us what she saw in the bus. She look so cute and adorable. Feel like pinching her cheeks. Hahaz... so nice to have such a cute girlfriend. Hahaz... people pls stop tat jealousy. Hahaz... Joline is mine. Opps... if my darling Jia Qi read this i'm dead. Hahahahaha... Anyways its nice today. Laugh around with Stephen and we broke the recored of not fighting with each other throughout the day. Hahahaz... maybe because of the 'Entry Proof'. Thanks for the advice Stephen about the 'pampered thingy'. Hahaz... so funny talking with you in that tone. Hahahaz... anws you rock my day la!! I played this stupid 'eye string' game with steve just now. As usual i can NEVER win because i'll end up laughing. Thanks Stephen. How the heck you can tahan not luaghing man looking at me or my eyes or whatever. Hahahaz...

POA was like kindda rush. I don't know why but i think i'm beginning to like. Errm... whats that word. Can't catch up?... Ahh... not now man! Not when its like only 27 days to Os!! I don't know how to start studying my chem! MR LEE and PAM!!! I need your help... DESPERATELY!!! Haish!! Who is so kind to like come to my rescue and coach me all the way man! Isn't it nice to have a genius in front of you and in a blink of an eye you will be a genius! WOW!!! Ouhk dream on Yus!!

Farhana is soooo kuku!! Hahahaz... you make me melt with all those so soothing and nice music. You know what i'm talking about. Hahaz... Twees! Alright i need to get some sleep else can't wake up for sahur in like another 5+ hours. So twees....

Too much on the list...

Never knew that wearing conatact lenses is this tough. My shaky hands adds on to the difficulty wearing those lenses. Ouh well! Spects broke and i need them for science practical later else the goggles can never stay in place. Thanks bro for the lenses. Had a sumptuos meal at Long John Silver! Hahaz... i break fast at Long John just now because i was looking at Faezah's pictures at her blog. She and the rest had Long John on Friday when they went to watch Stephen's gigg. It was a temptation looking at those fries. So told mama, papa and bro to have dinner at Long John Silver! And now i'm as bloated as a... alright i can't think of a nice word to match with that phrase. Hahahaz... ouh well!!

God! My worksheets are pilling real bad. So many things to finish up!! Don't believe me look at the list!!

English:

1. Comprehension

Mathematics:

1. Newtown Paper 2

2. Kranji Paper 2

3. Bukit Panjang Government high Paper 2

4. Nan Hua Paper 2
5. Cedar Girls Paper 1 & 2
6.Tanglin Paper 2

Biology:

1. Practical Paper
2.November Paper 2002

Chemistry:
1.Xin Min Paper

Principles of Accounts:
1. ACS Prelims Paper
2. Bartley Paper
3. Bedok Green
4. Bendemeer Paper
5. Bukit Panjang Government High Paper

6. Deyi Paper
7. St Anthony Paper
8. Serangoon Prelim Paper

History:
1. Prelim Paper Question 5 stryctured essay
2. Prelim Souce based
3. New notes (worksheet given)


AHHH!!!!!!! I'm sooo dead!!! And i have yet to finish up my revison in my ten years series. *faints* Im off peeps!!

Its hard to say...

Till now the culprit has yet to find out. I think we'll never going to know which coward has done something so stupid like that. Ouh well. Just my luck to have such friends. Anyways, this has already ruin my birthday this year but most importantly i don't want to ruin my O level just thinking about it. I had enough. No doubt i'm upset and all about this. Who wouldn't. But i'm going to face every of my friend bravely in school and continue to work hard for my upcoming Os. Its hard to say though. Sometimes i can't help from thinking about it. Especially when i'm alone and when the thought the person who stole your phone is actually right in front of you. Just one of them and the one i treasure as 'friends'.

Haish before i got all emotional about it i better stop. I got to concentrate on more other things in my life right now. But whatever it is i can never ever forget this very incident that happened to me on 1st October 2005. Moving on, i jst came home from school and i played frisbee just now. Hahahaz... i don't care how sleepy or thirsty i was but i played. Hahahaz.... it was fun but i played for like just a while. At first the guys makes me all scared to play but the temptation was s high that i decided to sub Gab. Hahaz... Well between guys there sure fights here and there. BUt not a major one. It normal in a game. Hahaz... I heard the next match was with 4E5. Hmm... not bad... looking forward for it. And yesterday played floorball with Ms Lui and Mrs Tan (Siew Ngo... hahaz!) and not forgetting the girls. It was fun but wow it was a hot day though. Then again the temptation was too high and so Shariffah and me played for like an hour or so and then went to buy food for our break fast and then continue studying during night studying. What a day though. I never fell asleep while doing my work. But for some reasons, i amazingly fell asleep just now while doing maths in the canteen. Oh God! It was a hot day and played soccer during PE so guess was very tired. Hahaz...

So yeah here i am at home. Blogging. I wasn't really in a mood to blog that past few days. Mood is totally zer0! Haish... Practical is just 2 weeks away. I'm so dead. So going to break test-tube. I so don't know shit about chemistry. Biology is understandable but chemistry... GOSH!! Anyways... Os is in like 32 more days and i still have loads to catch up. Worksheets are piling and revision has yet to finish. I'm like so very dead and so not in a mood for Hari Raya. Ouh well... Haish i really don't know how bad i'm going to perform for my Os. I can't imagine how many people i'm going to dissappoint. Haish!! Life is sooo much better without exams. Or better..s life is sooo much better if studying don't exist! Arggh....

Things had been really stressing me in school. And knowing me i don't really like to share all of my problems to people. So i think i really need to be strong to face all the problems in life. What if life without problems. Like Azmi always say, always look on the bright side of life. So yeah... my aim now is just to study and really do my best for the Os. That's it at the moment. I don't think i have time for anything else. I'm like watching Romance the Amour 3 at channel 8. Yeah a repeat. But who cares its a fantastic show. And so cute the guy actually gave the girl a ring and he said that its not an engagement ring, not a wedding ring but a promise ring. Awww.... so touching... so romantic right. Ish... anyways ouhk i don't want to be disturbed. Want to watch and imagine if i were to be that girl. Sure faint... hahahaz!!~

**It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone .....but it takes a LIFETIME to FORGET someone.**