too tired...

Okay people i'm sick, very sick! I will NEVER go hospital so don't ever talk to me about that topic. Sorry wouldn't be updating much. Too frustrated here. Being breathless is NEVER fun!! That's it FULLSTOP. Bye.

Weeee....

Alright went shopping with my dear Pam just now! Thanks Pam for being a nice shopping partner. Bought mama a brooch and myself a top. But the most favourite part of mine is eating at Fish and Co!! Yay!!! Hahaz... Pam and I just couldn't decide on what to eat. After much consideration we decided on Fish and Chips with rice for me and Black Pepper Stingray with rice for Pam. Hahaz... both with rice no chips! Hahahaz... and yay!! I got to eat CALAMRI!!! Nyum nyum!! Hah... tak guner nyer Stephen Kwek Xiu Wen!! Promise to treat me Calamari from before the Os until Want to get result already still haven't treat me. Hah!!! And then we were bloated.

I hate it when the sales person have to give us that look when we say we will come back later and like sortta force us to buy it. Pam and me encountered it just now!! Hah!! What the hell. Learn to be a nice sales girl like me people. When people don't want to buy after trying like 4-5 clothes, i would just give them a smile and say 'thank you'. When they go already then make the face. Hah!! Gong gong! That kind of people is so not fit to be with customer relations! Dumbos!!Hahahaz... oopss i apologize to whoever who teraser. Hehehez...

Anyways wanna say thanks to my dear Pam for the fun we had today. Love ya girl. Hope to have more of this shopping fever. Hahaz!! Off again tommorrow so going to have a lot of rest because after tommorrow i have no more off and i have to work till chinese New Year. Gosh it will sure be tiring man. 12 hours a day everyday. AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Busy busy bee...

Phew! Life has been very hectic. Been very busy with work. 12 hours everyday at Jurong Point makes me feel that there's NO WAY i'm going shopping on my off day at Jurong Point. Gosh!! So sick of it. Anyways firstly wishing Miss Dalina a very happr married life! Congratulations on your wedding. Selamat Pengatin Baru. Though she's not going to read this but who knows she too bloghop! Hahaz!! Saw Miss Dalina just now! Hehez... so got to say sorry because cannot come her wedding because i couldn't take leave. There's not been a day since i work i didn't see anyone i know. Hahahaz... there's always people to salam, smile and talk!! Hahaz... and oh my god those people who wants my number, the way they say it, its so funny! Hahahaz... but of course i'll not give my number. There's one handsome malay guy though but ouh well, not my prinsip to give my number and to get to know through sms. I think it don't work! Hahahaz...

Work is getting funner and funner each day. Funner? Hmm... new work in YusliZa's dictionary. Hahahaz... with Jason, Angeline and Wei Wei around i can never get bored. Hahahaz... And guess what? I proudly say that i'm not the shprtest at MAN MASTER because Angeline is!! Hahaz... Don't believe come man master and see the height chart. You don't see my name in the most bottom. Hahahaz... Ok i have an important announcement to make...

I NEED A SHOPPING PARTNER BADLY!!

Hahaz... i have two days off and i really feel like shopping. But what is weird is feel like shopping for someone more and not myself. I feel like shopping for someone badly. Hahahahaz!! Who is so free to go with me? Erm... i prefer a guy! Hahahaz... this is because can help me carry my shopping bag. Hahaha... nah just kidding. So anyone available please give me a call. Twees!!

Here are the replies to my beloved taggers!!

Dear Vanessa: Yeah of course! Thanks for your concern hun! Aaron too!! Thanks for always being there for me. It was really hard at first to keep smilling but to think again no use being all grumpy and let people know all your stupid problems! Hahahaz...

Dear Nisha: Hey girl. Thanks for your concern and advice. I'm so blessed to have friends like you! Thanks a bunch girl. I know i can always count on my friends. Love ya!

Dear Dinky: Hahaz... yeah always see you there but tegur me once only! Dush dush!! Hahahaz... blaja la orang air ker, ice-cream ker... Hahahahaz!!

Dear *sal*: Hey kak!! Miss ya too! Hahahaz... don't worry i still remember...swensen ice-cream!! But i dubt so you'll get it!! Hahahaz...

Dear Seri: My dear chatting partner, i'm catching the mishness from you and posting my hugs to you!! Hahaz.... miss ya girl!! Maklum jer la kiter orang nie busy woman la ehh skarang!! Hahahaz...

Dear Pam: Hey PAM!!! Miss you so much girl!! Miss you loads and loads, cartens and cartens!! Hahahahaz.... yeah man been really busy. Well, better be busy working now then later busy schooling right?... Hahaz... so must make use of the time earning some cash. Hehez... hope to see you soon girl. Muackz!!

Dear afro: Hey HELLO!!!! Anyways relax yeah, everything will be fine soon!! If you want a late dinner again call me up!! Hahaz...twees!!

I'm very exausted now. Getting some rest and sleep before i start work again in 10 hours time. Grr... So long everyone!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

With such crazy, fun and lovable cousins around me how can i not forget aboout all my sadness or problems for a while. Love you guys. Selamat hari raya aidiladha to all my family and friends. Maaf zahir dan batin. Semoga semua jemaah haji yang kini di Mecca sihat wal'afiat! Well only Hairon Najib (who is working) and Haifa Noorin (who is at her home waiting for us) is not in that picture. Miss you guys. Hope all this bunch of camwhores will remain crazy in the next hari raya to come so that we will all collapse the building with our nonsense and laughter. Hahahahaz....

Anyways here are all the replies to the taggies:

Dear yingxuann: Yeah i will look on the bright side because i'm scared of the dark! Hahahaz....

Dear afro: Hahaz...ouh! If i free i msg you arh but you know i wouldn't msg first because like scared i might disturb you ah! So you message me la!! Kuku! Hahaz... anyways you never fail to cheer me up ... thanks! :-)

Dear nisha: Love ya too my dear nisha. Thanks for the advice. Yeah you are right but in some ways i find it difficult to let it out to people around me because i think they would not understand me so its best i wrote it out like that in a blog... but don't worry i'm ok... hehez... twees!! :-)

Dear JV: hey! I'd love that but one problem. I don't know when is my next off day. I don't think i have off now because want to Chinese New Year already so got a lot of people cannot off. Off not fixed. So i'm sorry if i can't join you guys. You guys shall go ahead without me so it wouldn't create any inconvenience. Ok?! I'll try my best to find free time though!

Dear seri: Hey my dear chatting partner. Selamat hari raya to you too! Miss you la girl! Yelah mentang mentang budak dah start work jugak. Hehez... busy people la we all now! Hahaz... hope to chat with ya soon. Twees!!

Dear vanessa: Hey.. no need worry about me la. How many problems i have also i can still laugh and be crazy. Don't believe u ask aaron. Hahahaz... he will know. Anyways thanks for your concern girl!! Twees!

Ok dah lah. THE END.

Just what do i need?

Sometimes you feel confuse.
Sometimes youo feel lost.

Sometimes you feel puzzle.

Sometime you don't seem to know anything that's going on around you.

Sometimes you feel sad.
Sometimes you feel like crying.
Sometimes you feel like shouting.
Sometimes you feel like hugging that very someone and hoped to be consoled.

Sometimes you feel angry.
Sometimes you feel jealous.
Sometimes you feel mad.
Sometimes you feel like ltting it out from your chest.

Sometimes the feeling inside is unknown.
Sometimes you'll get frustrated.
Sometimes you just don't know how you feel!

And sometimes you get SICK and TIRED of it!!

JUST HOW AM I FEELING AND WHAT DO I WANT?!
SHUT UP!!!!!
GET REAL!!! ARGH!!!!

I hate smiling just to pretend i'm not hurt.

I hate to giggle to show i'll be okay.

I hate to laugh after I cry.

the end.

Regretting is not an issue but more to realising a mistake. Now i learnt that i should not confess my feelings to anyone if i'm not ready for it. It just makes things worst.


I used to pretend I didn't care jus so I wouldn't get hurt,

& I never realized how much I hurt others

until you pretended not to care back.

I MISS SCHOOL!

I WANNA GO BACK SCHOOL LIKE HOW I USED TO 11 YEARS AGO. I MISS SCHOOL AND FRIENDS BADLY. SUDDENLY I DON'T MIND THE NAGGING FROM MY TEACHERS BUT I STILL HATE THE ASSIGNMENTS THOUGH. FINALLY I DON'T HAVE TO FRET OVER UNFINISHED HOLIDAY ASSIGNMENT ON A NEW YEAR! HAHAHAZ.....!!!!!!!!!!!

MISSING SCHOOL BADLY LAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First Day At Work

Kakak Ida's birthday! Haifa Noorin! I want pics else i publish your dash picture at my blog!! Hahahaz....Alright this time i think i'm going to love my work. Not like that time where i work at the bazaar because that was a bit boring but this time not so. Okay my boss is friendly and funny and my other two colleague is also fun. Catherine or Cat. My miss mei ni. She's so patient with me. Thanks Cat. And the other girl i always forgot her name. Hahaz... and since i'm at home now blogging and Cat is not with me i can't go ask Cat like how i always do "Cat what's her name again". Hahahaz... and ah bee (my boss), he's just so funny. Hahahaz... but have to admit it is a tiring job but working at bazaar is worst last year while fasting and NO AIR CON!! Imagine how thirsty i can be? Gosh! But this time i'm only tired of standing but ah bee says i'll get used to it. Hope so!! Hahaz... but anyways this is just the first day. Let's see the upcoming days. And i guess i am good at sweet talking people to buy the clothes because i sold quite a few. *evil laugh* Okay i'm tired. I need to 'BAM' at my bed now! ZZZzzzzZZZZzzzZZZZzzzz.....

When something seems wrong...

Ok this entry is going to be short because there's something in my com that needs fixing so i am not in a mood to blog. Just that tommorrow is first day of work. Feeling kindda nervous and at the same time excited and also not forgetting scared. I hope the one i'm working with is friendly or something if not... haish! BORING!!! Okay happy new year people. Hope 2006 will bring us happiness, wealth and good health always. Take care peeps!!