Shopping Spree!!

Okay that's like my new shoe. Hehez... yesh! Went shopping again. Oh my god! I think i really spend alot this month. Hey don't blame me! Blame the sales everywhere!! The sales are driving me nuts. December is the 'shopping fever' month. Anyone agrees with me? Christmas sales and New Year's sales. How can i resist it. And the best part is most of the items bought i didn't ask for it. My brother too can't resist it. He will be like "Dek cheap la buy arh" and the best part is your money u offer so OK!! Hahaz... better make him bankrupt now first because when i start work i'll start paying it myself and i don't like that idea. Hahahaz!!

Guess what! I have always hated handbags. I hate bringing handbags to whereever i go. But i think i really it now. There's just too much things to bring when you are out. Hahaz... i just realised it. I'm still very lazy to carry handbags with me but ouh well i got no choice. So i got no handbags so my mum bought me one just now. Ok lah nice. No choice got to use them. Haish! So ma fan!! And guess what again! I had Ben and Jerry Chocolate ice-cream just now!! Nyum nyum. People like me don't get to eat ice-cream too much else the doctor will get sick and tired of my face! Hahahaz.... and that had dinner at 'The Rice Table'.

I just remembered i bought female january issue yesterday. I've yet to read them! Okay that's it i'm going to start planning what to shop for next month!! The dress in the magazine looks nice! HAIFA NOORIN buy for me!!!!!

The Chornicles of Narnia

Yes yes!! I watch The chronicles of Narnia. The Lion The Witch The Wardrobe. It was a nice movie. I just love that Lucy. Hahaz... grow up sure very gorgeous and dead beautiful. Hahaz... love her. Edmund is another one cute guy. Actually peter too. Hahaz... Nadd is so right!! Hahaz... Interesting movie indeed. Enjoyed myself watching.

Pam came to my house just now. Just to chat and to show me her New Zealand pictures. Indeed it was nice. Beautiful. I'm so falling in love. Falling in love with New Zealand. Look... isn't it beautiful.


Gosh how nice if i can go there for my honeymoon. Aww.... hahaz!! Romantic mah!! Hahaz... something is toubling me. But i just don't know what it is. I just feel that someone close to me is keeping something from me. Don't know what it is and who is it. I hate this feeling. It making me all worried and trouble. And especially for nothing. Just hope that anything will be okay soon. Haish... i 3rd January! I really wish to go back Hua Yi Secondary School. Meet all my friends. Become crazy and never study! Hahaz... sleep in class and always disturb Mrs Wong lesson!! Hahaz... and maybe Mr. Ting too. I miss malay class and i miss everything that is related to Hua Yi Secondary School now. Councillors and Red Cross drills and everything now!! Haish... how i wish i could turn back time! But i WISH!

A few more days and we are saying good bye to 2005 and a warm welcome to 2006. I have to admit that there were fun moments of 2005 but i think 2005 had been the toughest year for me. There were a lot of obstacles that i faced. The Os, the lost of my handphone, not having my best friend with me in school like the previous year and lots more. And 2006 will be an even tougher year i think where i should work and i don't think i have a lot of time for my own leisure and friends but i hope 2006 will still bring me loads of happiness and joys.

Haish... a few more days to enjoy the last few moments of 2005. Hahaz... well ok i shall not talk more else i start crying. I don't know why i just feel like bursting all of a sudden. Suddenly i missed someone so much today. I missed that someone whom i spent my time 24/7 with everyday in school. The one whom i sahred every single bit of my secrets with. The one whom i started of as an enemy and then a best friend i ever had. Hahaz... Okok... i said i wanna stop before i burst right?! Hahaz...

YES yes YES yes!!!

Oh my God!! i bought BARSAAT and KYON KI!!! And i've watched it!! Not bad la the movie. I don't really like Bobby Deol's character in Barsaat and Kyon Ki i think there's too much talking in the movie but it was rather touching la. But whatever it is BARSAAT songs are awesome. Love them! Hahaz... I'm so like obsessed with the song now. Prinyanka Chopra is dead gorgeous man. Ish!! No wonder she's Miss World! Hahaz...

What a weather. Its been raining heavily. And its soooo cold!! I loike!! Hahaz... Oh my, i so love this girl... PRIYANKA CHOPRA!! Look she's wearing a crown!! I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Escape Themepark

Merry Christmas everyone. I don't celebrate it though but ouh well to those who does... Merry Christmas. Went to Escape Themepark just now. It was rather a hot day. Gosh! I'm black!! Sunburnt. First stop was that haunted house thingy. My brother, his girslfriend and my cousin went in first and then papa, mama and me went in. Just a few steps mama don't wanna continue and decided to pull papa and me out. Hahahaz...!! I was indeed scary. Got POCHONG!! Ish!! Then second was this...

Yup viking! I sat at the second last seat as the last seat was taken. You know last seat is always the best because you can feel more but ouh well! Hahaz... it was fun and scary too la. Tears did roll down my cheeks. Hahahaz... can't help it la. But i enjoy it though. It was high!! And for someone who is afraid of heights it was rather and achievement la to sit on that viking. And after the viking me and my brother's girlfriend can't give a proper smile and position to pose. Unbalanced twees!!Mabok Mabok after the ride!! Hahahaz... See...


Played a lot and i'm just too lazy to list. Overall it was fun and boring too. Because some of the games can't be played because its either under maintenance (its always the nice nice games) or the queue is just way too long. Then went to Far East for dinner. Ate at this Thai Restaurant. Hahaz... Thank God i asked my food to not have the veges else i'll feel like a rabbit because the rice is not full of rice but the greens. Ewww!! I hate the greens!!! Hahahaz... but the food was delicious. Of course having my favourite dish LEMON CHICKEN is WOW!!! Hahahaz!!

Okay here's something to be proud for YusLiza. Hahahaz... i am awarded 'Good Progress Award' from CDC/CCC. Hahahaz... at least something right? At least my effort and studying and all did paid off though Os result s is not out yet. Yay!! Will pick up the money from school maybe on Tuesday. I remember the last time i got that was like when i was Primary 4 when i got first in class. Hahahaz... i can't remember other years i got some award too but don't know from where. Hahaz!! But my biggest award is of course if i get to go to where i want after getting the results later. But ouh well, though i don't get to my Early CHildhood its confirm that i will sure continue to study. I don't care if its ITE or whatever!! What can i do besides studying man. Hahaz!! Ahh... i shall not worry myself and talk about it. The best thing to do now at this hour is to..... SLEEP!!! So peeps, i'm off!!

Nisha's Christmas Party

Wow! Nisha's Cristmas party was fantastic. Hahaz... Thanks Nisha and family for the nice food. Its sad that i cannot eat much because my stupid ulcer is killing me. Yep!! Its attacking again!! DAmn bloody pain. Anyways it was fun getting to see you guys. And of course get to see COEXISTENCE again!! It was great to talk to people like Li Yu and the rest too again. Thanks Nisha for having this great party. Miss you people man! Wish many were there. The more the merrier you see. Happy Belated Birthday to Yisheng and Happy Advanced Birthday Adilah!! Hahaz... May all wishes come true! Of course CC took a lot of weird nice photos but Nurul haven't uploaded from her phone to pass it to me so cannot see for now. I have to like rely on Nurul now because the cable for my phone is not working. Bro and i just have no time to get it send back to Samsung since i have a year warranty.

Before going to Nisha's house went out with my family. And went to eat LONG JOHN SILVER!! Nyum nyum!! Been craving for it and i was already drooling when azmi told me he ate it yesterday. And today I got to have them! YAY!!! Bluek Azmi!! You never have it today!! Hahahaz... Went to Lo 1 to do window shopping. Saw and tried on a nice dress but decided not to buy them because i think i bought too much clothes this month. Cannot be so spendthrift right! My shopaholic attitude have to control also right?! Hahaz... I saw Adilah at the Lot 1 toilet!! Wahaha!! Adilah, her siblings and her mum!! When i reached NIsha's house, Nisha said that adilah is still at Lot 1. Oh my god adilah how long did u spend there man. Don't ya get bored or something girl? Hahaz... i was there for nearly and hour and i'm bored and sick of that place. While you spend like what more than 3 hours?! Gosh!! Hahahaz...!! Wow you survived indeed!! Hahaz...

Anyways something strange is happening. I feel that i gained weight. But the weird thing is that when i read YiSheng's tagged this morning, i went to check my weight. But i did not gain or lose. Still 44kg!! and i'm still short!!! While people gets taller and taller each day. I feel that i get shorter and shorter each day!! Hahaz... maybe when i start to gain some weight the asthma and fever attack make me lose weight again. WTH!! Anyways, i think i better gain some weight else people will say like you look fat its impossible your 44kg!! Ish!! Hahaz... How i wish i could entend my leg, my body and not bloody have flabby hands or do we call it arms? Hahahaz...!! I don't mind getting fat as long as i can grow taller by 5 cm man!! Hahahaz... Haiz why must my parents be that short. Ish, i'm so bad!! Wahaha!! Should accept whatever God gave us!! I should not curse my flabby hands anymore. I should thank God for not having any disabilities. Hahaz... But ouh well i'm still fat! Hahaz...

My beloved 2 cars! One papa's and bro's and yus's coming out soon. Ahem!! A volkswagen will be a fantastic one!! Hahaz... Or maybe Tuscani. Nah Mr. Lee have it already!! I know i know!! Lexus!! Ok first and foremost get a lisence first YUS!!!


And this is my beloved mama!! WE lok alike or not? Nah.... i'm prettier!! Hahaz... No la!! My mum is the prettiest mum on earth ok?! Hahaz... love her. Though she nags more than 24 hours a day i still love her so much. I love her the most than anything else in this earth. She deserves no comparison because she is the BEST mum anyone can ever have!! Love you mama!!! Twees!!

the advantages and disadvantages

Blogging have the advantages and disadvantages. To me the advantges are such that i met my long lost schoolmate such as Atiqah. We used to be close friends back then in primary school. Untill primary 5 she was transferred to another primary school. But for a year we still each other because we studied in the same religious class. When we entered secondary school life. We lost contact. And we stop writting letters to each other. Hahaz... and now she found my blog and we are in contact again. Hahahaz... how i miss her!!

And NADIA EDDY RAZALI!!! Wah full name sehh!! She also. My long lost best friend when i was in shuqun primary school. I found here through blogging. Hahaz... yeah same story, she found my blog. And now at least we can like say "heyy, hi, how are you doing now?!" Hahahaz... Nadia, i so miss you! Miss the chats and nonsense we always talk about at the back of the class during malay class. And during choir!! Just lurve you la girl!! Hahaz...

NURUL AIN!! She also!! My dearest primary schoolmate, tuition mate and religious classmate!!! Hahaz... and again we lost contact we when we entered secondary school. She found my blog too. Hahahaz...

And i realise one thing maybe i need to do more bloghopping. Maybe i'll find more people. Hahahaz... don't be so lazy YUS!! And Azizah, another of my bloghopper. If you happened to be Norhan's girlfriend Sabrina the friend whom studied maths at the library then oh my god what a co-incident. Hahahaz!!

And i'm too lazy to talk about the disadvantages. You guys would basically know anyways!!

What a small world!! Hahaz... how i wished if FRANKIE MUNIZ happens to hop by my blog and compliment it!! Hahahaz.... dream on YUS!!! I want that HUGE Winnie The Pooh at minitoons!! If there still is. Hahaz... by the way i change layout. I think i still prefer the previous skin. Way nicer. But nah, change it because i'm sick of it. Will change to nicer one once i'm not lazy enough to do it! Hahahaz... i'm such a lazy pig. A few more days and then start work. Thinking of it kindda scared to start work. My boss seems like a nice person but like a bit fierce also. Scary. And will i make nice friends? And what if i don't know how to operate the nets machine thingy? Haiz... kindda nervous though. Oh God!! Please save me! I wanna enjoy working like everyone else. Though working can be tiring but the collegue we have will make our day. So i really hope that some of the workers there are sortta friendly. Hahaz... you know me. I can't stand quietness basically because i'm just too irritating of a person and that i am so full of crap and jokes. Hahahahaz.... haiz... lets just wait and see la arh!! Hmmm.....

homey homey....

Guess what i did the whole day today? Woke up. As usual vacuum house. Tidy up my room. Polish all the frames, television and mirrors. And wow... i made EPOK EPOK!!! Or curry puff. I made it with my hands for the first time. At first the curl was a bit of a problem and then i'm expert already. I learn fast you know. I used to do it last time but its like a few years back then. Now forget already. But anyways, i manage to do it. And its fried and its ready to eat. Nyum Nyum!! Hahaz!! What i hate about doing it is to kopek the kentang and cut it. Hahahaz... after that i truly enjoyed it. Hahahaz...

Was at home the whole day and i enjoyed it. Now i know why my mum can't be a teacher. She was just so impatient when teaching me. Hahahaz... and i realised something also i prefer to like cook and stir anything with my left hand than right hand. When i told my mum she said. Oh no, 'KIDAL!!'. I was like, 'yeah right'. Kidal?! And i write with right hand?! Hahahaz...

Suddenly i miss my councillors most today!! Maybe after the chat with Mr Lee!! Kuku you!!

zig zaggy...

Went Suntec yesterday. And oh my god! Did i say i LOVE my brother so much!! Hahahaz.... He bought me BRATZ again!! The first one i bought was my money but yesterday was HIS!!! That was the best part. Bought Yasmin AGAIN but the fashion is sports. Hehehe.... i am so happy!! And i still have the Fashion Fever doll that Sab gave me for my birthday. Kayla! Hahahaz... Love it!!

Went window shopping till my leg achieve a blister. Hahahaz... its all the new shoe's fault! Hahahaz... Okay here are the replies to all my beloved taggers...

Dear ika: YES IKA!!!!! I bought YASMIN!! BRATZ!! Of course BRATZ is cool. And anyways Jade wasn't available there. Maybe she no more passion for fashion already. Hahahaz... ok la jgn jealous ehh... hahaz!!

Dear JV: Love ya too girl!! Always also!! Hehehez...

Dear afro: Huh?! What i same as you sis? I don't get it!... hmm....

Dear Pam: PAM!! I got something to tell you. Msg me when you are on online. And anyways nah we don't have much cash to buy you anything yet. Hahahaz... But once your home go online and if you find me online then you will recieve the small gift... hahahaz!! Ok set?!

Dear passerby: Hey i was rather in Jurong Point one of the days last week. Maybe its me. Anyways you are? Care to intro? Skali i saw you too. Hahahaz....

Alrights all tags replied. Tag more yeah people. I love it. I so miss school. I wanna go back to school. I miss sleeping during Mr Ting's lesson. Oops... should not say that in public. Hahaz... miss PE lesson!! Miss the interclass games. Miss FLOORBALL!!! Miss POA lesson with my dearest Siew Ngo. MIss coucillor duty with kuku Mr Lee. Miss everything laa!!

I WANNA GO BACK SCHOOL!!!!

something is happening... hmmm...

Hey i miss the first part of kuch kuch hota hai because i was at town just now. Damn it. Yup shop again!! Whoah i'm really a shopaholic man. I bet i will never have a boyfriend. No one will wanna have a girlfriend like me who shops so much!! Hahaz... well i only shop if i have the money. If my bro's paying, i have to wait for his pay. Hehehez.... But this time besides buying shoe from isetan guess what i bought. I shop for BRATZ!! YEah the doll BRATZ!! I finall bought Yasmin. It was cheap because of christmas sale so what am i waiting for i bought it. I tell you if i have the cash when i start working i'm definately going to have a full set of BRATZ. Yasmin is my favourite so its a confirm going to have in my room. The next one on the list to buy is Meygan, Phoebe, Chloe and Nevra. And the bike and the car. And the guys!! Whoah. Love BRATZ. Their fashion and everything is just so NICE!! I like!!



Hahahaz... i'm mad. Aww!! My Yasmin is so pretty!! Hahahaz... i wanna be as fashionable as her. Hahaha... Actually this year lights at own is kindda plain. But ouh well its like the same every year. But i still enjoy looking at it. Wahaha!! Saw kuku aaron and Vann. Hahaz... I'm so dumb i saw Vannesa from afar but aaron who was in front of me i didn't see. Hahahaz..

Alright bery tired after all the shopping so now getting some rest and who knows a kind soul will bring me shopping again tommorrow. My treat but his/her money!! Hahahahaz....

I LOVE COEXISTENCE!

There the girls of my life!! COEXISTENCE!!! Miss ya guys. Thanks for the great outing. Thanks for being such great friends to me and always being there for me. I remember when we first form Coexistence, i heard from many people that this kinda group wouldn't last and that they will break up one day. Buy hey look at us!! Its been 3 years. Coexistence, a year is going to end and again this year we achieve in upholding our motto that is peaceful and tolerance. There were no fights! How can there be any misunderstandings when we so love each other so much don't we? NO time for fights just love. And we believe that though we don't see each other or talk to each other everyday, we know that deep down in our hearts that we have such special friendship that we will treasure for the rest of our lives! Right girls? Hahahaz... thanks girls. You guys are like my heroine! No words can describe how i love u guys. Hope such outings will cheer us up with all the stressful life in future. You know the work and school and all. Our jokes, laughter and even the serious talks like in the train is interesting. Hahaha... all that can put a smile and all the stress will dissolve. Who needs boyfriends with such fabtastic friends around. Hahaz...ceh bah! Girls... you are the best love ya!!

CE outing has always been great. This is the second outing since we like are not like seeing each other everyday like in school. As usual the outing just now wa sawesome. Hahahaz... with all the laughter. And with my dear Candy's jokes, i can never fail to get bored. Hahaz... bro bought me a top again and his girlfriend too bought me a shirt. The came down to Plaza Singapura to get me the top. The shirt my bro's girlfriend bought for me, i got no idea where she get it. And its mickey mouse! MOUSE?! Grr... but its ok la... people buy already i'm very grateful for it. The chat at starbucks was awesome and the most best part of the day. Especially when i took picture with Sab. Something funny happens!! Hahahaz... i still laughing about it untill now!! Hahaz... you guys should know what i'm talking about. Hahahaz... Gawd it was so funny that i laughed till i tear! God i so enjoyed myself. Hahaz... Nurul bought a top from future state too. I went in that shop 4 times. Gees... malu malu! Hahahaz.... We took lots of stupid pictures just now such as this...

And the last one is the sweet COEXISTENCE and we were actually hugging each other ( cannot be seen). We love each other and COEXITENCE ROCKS!!! Rude beings don't be so jealous alright! Hahaz... aren't we sweet?...

Everything seems great but just one thing is missing. PAM!! We were all missing PAM that Pam if you happened to read this and if you see me online please msg me because COEXISTENCE have something specially for you. We missed you so much and really wished you were there. Hahaz... we can't wait for your souvenirs from new zealand and can't wait to give you OUR present to you. Heh heh...

And that's my dearest bestest best friend Sabbie! Sab.. i so missed you so much. Yeah we should do like what we do just now again next time when we go out. Hahaz... hope you'll get a job soon so we can go shopping again... hahaz!! You shouldknow that though we don't talk or see each other like how we used to, you will always be my bestest best friend no matter what! Noone can just replace you la girl!! Love ya loads!! I so love that pic!! Nice!! Hahahaz...

Ouhk... i kindda feel sleepy... want to go get some sleep soon. Hey look what time i blogged okayz!! And Candy wake me up so early just now!! Hahahahaz.... she'll scream at me once she read this, CONFIRM! Hahahaz....

am i lost?

Heyy!! I realised something today. Snoopy is CUTE! Hehe... Gosh! Brought my cousin to watch Snoopy at Jurong Point just now. Hahaz... it was so cute. I remembered how i used to draw Snoopy on my art file during my primary school days. Hahahaz... what a childhood memories! I envy those kids who can go up the stage and hug and took picture with them. Gees... There were no such thing when we were young don't you guys think so? Hahahaz...

Went shopping just now. Bought a shirt and some essentials. And i love my brother for buying loads and loads of chocolates! Wee... MERCI and FERRARO ROCHER here i come and pimples and fats please leave me alone!!! INteresting day but tiring and one meal makes me so full today that i can't seem to eat more. But all the food seems nice and its like telling me "yus come... take me to your world of digestion!! Nyum Nyum!!" But cannot too full and bloated already. Hahahaz....

The rainbow connection ending was indeed touching. I came home right on time for it. I'm so gonna kill myself if i missed it. But i didn't so i'm still alive! Wee... hahaz!! Jian Yu is so friggin.... arghh!! Wth!! The way yoyo cried makes my heart aww and i feel like screaming... GUYS YOU SUX!! Gees.... hahaz... all they do is HURT girls. Ish... but nah i believe not all guys is the same though.

And now come the most HOT news of the day....

a bloody, disgusting, f**king, irritating, yucky and all sorts of words which can describe hatred attacked me just now and makes me cry!! Its the bloody... err i really don't want the say that name....

RAT! YUCKS! OR WAS IT A MOUSE!! WHATEVER!!

Same species lah!!! It was at my house carpark. I was like opeing the car bonnet to take out the things when the rat actually pass me and hit my leg. And what else, of course i scream and ran far far away!!! Stupid animal which makes me cried and shiver for the past 1 hour. Watch rainbow connection also no peace. Oh my god can you imagine, your most scariest animal is showed itself right in front of your eyes. And guess what i saw the long tails!!

YUCK YUCK YUCK YUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Last last YUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gees.... i'm not talking about it no more!! It just makes me burst again! Ewww..... yuck!! I'm so going to have nightmare tonight!! Ish...

I'm back...

Yo everyone!! I'm back!!! I miss blogging so much. Hahaz... A week at my aunt's place and all i did was watch tv!! And of course, non stop hits, bollywood. Hahahaz... gees i can be a great DJ! Every bollywood lovers will love my song. I think i getting very fat soon. With all the foods. Ish! Help her unpack the stuff and i think that's all i did. And guess what this will be very interesting fo Muhd Nasri!! See this...

Wahaha... i saw this while i do some unpacking with Mak Mon! We look so stupid. I was crying and Nas intention was to stop me from crying but at last he himself end up crying. What only!! That's what my aunt said la!! Hahaz... Ouh yah he won't get to see this because his com spoil. Hahaz... i remembered the stupid games we played when we were young. We spent the whole day together only because our other cousins as much more older than us. The age gap is huge. So he's my only friend and cousin who tolerated my nonsense. Hahaz... sometimes we will even end up fighting...gees! But very soon we will be back playing again! And another picture during don't know which year's hari raya. And i look so selenger!! Hahahaz....



Hahaz... And guess who's that?! Its me? Again i look so stupid...gosh!



Gees i'm starting work on the 1st of January. Yay! Haiz life has been very hectic for me. Though i'm bored at home. Some stuff have really been keeping me all worried and busy. And all this is thanks to one bloody human, or can i say she's an animal rather than human. Arggh... anyways no point talking about it here. Guess i should enjoy life first before i start working. Hehe...

I'm missing school and HIM so much! I miss the lessons and the nonsense we had in school. I wanna go back school badly!!! Haiz... how i really wish we could turn back time but ouh well... Ouhk here goes a reply to all my beloved taggers!!

Dear Vanessa: hahaz... Vann actually he gave us the consent to flood his tagboard. But even if he don't give we would still have flood hor?... Hahaz... That kuku aaron is quitting his job... anws are you working? Or schooling?

Dear Heal-Miez: Hey thanks for dropping by and thks for the compliment for my blog.

Dear Yingxuann: Yup i have a very close relationship with my aunt. Especially one of them whom got no children and she took care of me when i was born when my mum had a chicken pox right after giving birth to me. Wahaha!! And now i'm back my dear girl then i can update. Hahaz...

Dear Hi_far: Ey ey tak yah report report aku dah pulang dengan selamatnyer. Ouh kau jealous ehh aku tak tido rumah kau?... Wahaha... kak tak baik jealous jealous...dosa!! Wahahahahaha!!! Oi your demam dah baik belom arh?!

Dear Ronny: Lerr... adeq dier lak! Oi kau ni tak habes habes ngan new toy kau. Don't need buy for yourself already la, buy me one new toy also. Hehehehe!! Datang rumah aku dah lar tido!! Tak guner!! Wahahaha!!

Dear Faezah: Huh rileks sua?... Asal faezah nak join group motor abang aku ker...namer dier Lu Rilek Sua!! Hahahahahaz.... ouh about aku ngan azmi ehh?... ouh not about mr man ehh? OOOIIICCC!! Wahaha... Oi kau kerjer maner arh?!!

Dear Mick: Thanks for the information you give to them.

Ouhk all tags replied. Thanks for tagging ya guys. Appreaciate it loads... Ouhk will end here for now!

On Hiatus!!

Whoah... i'm like updating my blog at like 2am in the morning. What the hell. Hahahaz... i still cound't get some sleep. Alrights will not be able to update my blog for some time because will be staying over at aunts place. So people don't miss me yea! Hahaz... feel free to msg me if anything the matter. I'll definately entertain you guys. Hahahaz...

Ish now i'm updating and now i feel like sleeping... so peeps... going to dreamland now. Have t wake up early tommorrow. Wanna go jln2 with shariffah and farhana!! Hahaz... hope so if there are still going. So cya!! Will miss you guys!! Hahaz... So i'll set my blog as...

ON HIATUS!!!

what if there's no tommorrow?

Kal ho naa ho. Gees... so excited man. Its kal ho naa ho on tv! Love that movie. It is just so touching. Hahaz... i remember Shazz bought me the soundtrack from that movie. Love it man! Thanks Shazz!!! The movie is awesome. Heyy Shazz looking forward for more soundtracks from you ah... Hahahaz...

Okay just get back from my aunty's new house again. Hahaz... its my third aunt's birthday so celebrated it there. With my cousins and aunties around of course the house was like collapsing. Hahaz... laughter here and there. Hahaz... love them! And with camera's nothing is bored. So took pictures. So coussies just click to my msn space at my profile for the pictures.

Haish, i'm so bored. Its either i'm at home or my second home which is at my aunt's place. Wth... i want to go out. Catch a movie or something. Sab's not free. Besides her i don't know who to go with already. Everybody is busy. Grr....anyone wanna go out with me. But at the mean time i prefer girls to go out with me. Girls who is like having a craving to watch movie... hahaz... crazy to go shopping and eat lots and lots of food untill become fat like me. Gees... hahahaz.... just msg or give me a call to date me alright girls. Wahaha!!

Alright the next thing i will do now is to reply all the taggies at my tagboards. I love doing this. Thanks guys again for tagging.

Dear Vanessa: Heyy sweety. Thanks for being so sweet... love you many many. Hahaz... heyy if i'm not the first to know, i'll dush dush you! Hahaz... Eyy guess aaron already finds out about the flood at his tagboard. But ouh well at least its not a drought or famine!! Wahaha... ok yus is sooo lame!

Dear Naszri: Heyy i don't even know what's my problem. Haish... anyways thanks for always listening to my shit. Hahaz... i know you enjoy it... admit it.... hahaz... oi confirm with me again about friday. Ok?!... and btw this song is by trademark you dumb! Its nice i like can already! Hahaz...

Dear Yingxuann: Heyy girl...thanks... i'm trying my best to take things easy?... you take care yeah!

Dear Faezah: Faezah you really need a dush dush from me right?... how assure are you that i wouldn't regret. And who say azmi like me? Who say i like him? How come i donno ehh?... hmm... pe jer faezah... hahaz... i know you miss your mr man but don need hayal untill like this... Wahahaz... anws thanks for your concern... Twees!!

Dear ShorteeLi: Heyy long time never hear your suare sex on the phone girl...hahahahaaz.... and then you will go kau diam!! Hahaz... Oi pompan aku nak manicure!!! You take care too girl...

Alright... i feel like watching mohabbatein now in the middle of the night! Hahahaz... can't wait for next week sunday at 9. Hahaz... so i'm off... I hate it when i have to swollow those bloody small pills every morning. The thing that i hate is that tak padan kecik, pahit nak mampos. So damn bloody yuckz! gees...

the attack of a....

Asthma! Yeah that's the word. I'm suffering from it now. Wth, i don't get how body functions though i'm studying biology which involve how our body and heart works. I was super normal and perfect in the morning and i was attack with asthma at around 11 plus at night. Bloody hell i have to go to the doctor to get my inhaler because i run out of it. And like as usual, there were too many phlegm. Yikes. That's exactly why i can't breathe properly. and also throat infection. Wth... now my throat is so bloody pain. Body aching everytwhere. And the medicine i was given makes me so drowsy. Arghh... hate the feeling. I so don't wanna be sick. HATE MEDICINES AND HATE DOCTORS!!!! Eww...

Okay too lazy to update much so i'm off...

everything means nothing

This is going to be short! Because i'm so not in mood to update and that is because my life truly sux now!

God, please bring me back to the yesteryears where there were full of laughter and joys!

I hate my life now! Everything is getting on my nerves. The people around me is not making me feel any better. This mixture of feelings never feels any better. Frustrated, fear, hurt, lonely, bored, pissed, sick, anger and many more negative feelings is attacking me. Myabe 2005 is just not my year. School was horrible, face many problems woth friendships and studies, birthday was hell and i got nothing else to say because it will makes me feel even more worst than i already feel.

Felt kindda lost, lonely and like really nobody to turn to now to talk and laugh with. Everything about how i feel is bottling up in my heart. I don't know untill when it can withstand but i hope it stays strong always because the person i am who don't often tell people my problem, i sure do need a strong heart to bottle the feelings within me.

Enough said. Fullstop.