CONFUSED!

I've turn to be a confused kid nowadays. I don't get it. Why must life be this complcated. I used to say life is so hard but Nad corrected and she say owh no, Only our course is hard. Gees! I think so man. That day Lin, Khai and me is going half insane doing our Music and Drama lesson plan. Goodness! While Nad and me were so freaking exhausted after 3 hours cracking our head to finish up our Social & Emotional Development report. I think we are all growing white hairs already. See, once i start blogging i'll start whining. Too bad la. I'm too stressed out right now. And like the best friend says the best thing for me now is STRESSED spelt backwards. That is DESSERTS!!! Hahaha... you are so right Best friend!

Been missing my best friend so much la! Haven't been meeting and talk for like hours and hours. Hope to see her soon. Exams coming, assignments not finished and presentation not presented. Kindda worried about our last presentation that is our production. Goodness! I have yet to stduy for exams la! Urghh!! I'm like so doomed man seriously! Last week, we presented our learning corners. We worked hard for it and yes, alhumdulilah i think we did ok. I did an impromptu presentation. I didn't know it was me who was suppose to present. But anyways i stood up and just say whatever i know and remember. I think i did fine because Komala was smiling all the way and ya she said it was good. Thumbs up to Constance and Cynthia who presented for our learning corners too! Our learning corner look superb la! Don't believe see the pictures! Hahaha... Congrats to my group who put thier hard work in it. From the one who design the backdrops, to the disco ball and to the everything else. To who did nothing, i don't know what to say because we are nice people in ECH who shares our marks! Wahahahaha.. okay that was lame. Hahaha!

The banner i did! Hee... Com'on Let's Rock & Roll!

The display of instruments! Heh... i like that rock and roll word! Thanks to Cynthia, Mel and Joycelyn.

The fierce side of LIN, YUS & KHAI! Nad was sick!! URGH! Incomplete!
ROCK & ROLL BABY!!!


The cute side of us! Look at me promoting my own made musical instrument for Curriculum Studies assignment last semester. I got and A for it ok! Hahaha...

And we have the whole group minus Nad who was sick, who make everything happen!
Love ya girls! Great effort girls! =)

So okay yah, life has really been hectic. I couldn't even find time for myself. Spent the weekend at home with dearest mama since the papa have to work and all. My panda eyes is so growing i need to so get rid of it man. Yucks! And it's been 22 days since you've been gone. Still have yet to receive that one new message. Like i have always been, i'll be right here waiting. Gees... miss you!! By the way, ya! I so believe in Karma. Once somone reminded me, what goes around comes around. Haha... yes, indeed what goes around comes around. Regardless of good or bad. Okay shall not crap more, i have no mood to blog either. So shall reply to taggers after such a long time. Sorry peeps, been really busy.

dear Tii: Hey awak, nice chatting with you too! And you're linked!! Really enjoy talking with you. HOpe to see ya around soon yah! Take care girl!

dear nana: Aww.... nana your as lovely as me laa! Muackz muackz!!! Hahahaha... thanks eh awak!

dear gab: Hmmm... gabbie you can always call them insane too. Hee...

dear tino0ot: Hahaha.... eh not promoting la, tu tgh marah tuu! Tak nampak ker?! Hahaha....

dear LiN: Relax sua saper tak layan saper ehh!! Wahahahaha... sumer dah diatur... haha...

dear kyn: Sorry babe i was so busy! But i tagged! Hee.. =)

dear YvOnNe: Walao wei, i always welcome anyone who loves me la! You only! Hah... =(

dear liyu: Hahaha... like me, people are busy ler! Haha...

Alright, i'm out! =)

-i want to be held tight again.

please com back soon.-

Blood Diamond

OMG love that picture though it's kindda dark. So yes i watch blood diamond yesterday! It was Di's treat and so thanks di!! Went with Dayah, Lin and Pet too. It was so fun talking with Dayah and Di at the rooftop at esplanade. Wait, is it called rooftop... i don't know. Pet yang bawak but that place is defiantely nice for couples la. Will go there one day once the sweets back. Hur hur. But i really enjoy myself. Expecially the part whereby Dayah and me acted. And you know what's the scence... Dayah stealing my boyfriend. Hahaha... lame! And Di was the audience. Hahaha... ok a few more pictures to display.

Guess where and when is this picture was? While we were queing up in the toilet. Super long queue when everyone of us is like high tide! What the hell! Hahaha... dah nak terkenching pun sempat amek gambar! Hahaha... And one more picture...

So this was taken by Di. I was so craving for Long John Silver's fries and so we ate there!! YUM YUM!! Dayah also wants to eat Long John. See how happy we are to savour such nice servings. *rings the bell for long john* Hahaha.... i can hear someone saying, "Thank You!" Hahaha... okay lame! So yah i discover a lot of things while eating. Thanks to Dayah. Which brings me great shock! Hahaha... anyways Dayah it was nice talking to you and all babes... let's ddo it again since we are sortta stuck with the same situation. Who will understand us more than we do right? Hee... so yah! yesterday was awesome. And i made a new friend. It's been nice chatting with him also. Okay actually i'm famished now and tired. I think i wanna jump to bed but not sleep! Too early. Hee...

14 days since you've been gone.

LONG long LONG entry!

Its been awhile since i update. Been really busy. What have been keeping me all busy? Owh well, what else if not for the beautiful assignments/projects. Haiz... there's never been a time whereby i will not whine about how exhausted i am with my school work. Gees... Early Childhood Education is definately not just about studying. Studying is nothing but completing your assignments/projects is the big killer. Ish, it just ponders you about how responsible you are. Okay whatever, this is what i want, my passion, teaching! So Yus you have to bear with it.

So yes, besides assignments/projects, i was sick. Haiz... what's new right. I fall sick easily. Not only you guys will feel irritated to hear that i'm sick, I am the ultimate person to be irritated once i fall sick. I freaking hell cannot get on to doing my work. I find it hard to continue doing my work when i feel so drowsy after eating my medicine. Gees, i have no time to sleep to finish my work, what more rest. The doctor ask me to rest? No way man. Gees, these package of running nose, block nose, cough, sore throat and chest tights is definately irritating. I have no time to fall sick as yet. Maybe this can wait till holiday or something. Then i will rest the whole time. Hahaha...

Open house have been fun.Took care of MCC booth and it was a blast. With so many interesting people how can it not be fun. Just sitting down and talking to them makes me happy. Laugh so much and met so many new friends. There was some time where Lin and me gets so bored but owh well, i think we handle the boredom well before we had fun again. Hahaha... i helped out with the decoration and i think our booth is nice. And yes!! I finally get to watch ADIRATNA perform. So proud of them. PADUKA did a great job too. Dancesports booth is just in front of MCC. Tempt me to dance jive and cha cha so much. Miss dancing. But i think i miss salsa more. Hahaha... I love MCC la. So very love this bunch of friendly people. I even talk to Aim. This guy whom i dare not talk with when i first saw him because his face just resemble someone. Haha... i swear i was speechless when i saw him the first time but ouh well, he's one chatty person la. Full of crap. Haha... one thing! He walk so fast!!! Wonder how his girl walk with him. Hahaha... Elias was being one toot to the Bussiness IT person. Macam paham jer considering the course. Hahaha... memperbodohkan orang jer tau! Hahahaha... i cannot tahan his nonsense i walk off and watch Adiratna perform. Hahaha... Naqiah is officially attached to me now. Sorry Far'ain. You just lost her the moment she say she wants me too!! Hahahaha... NAQ NAQ PRETTY PRETTY!!! Muackz!! Hahahaha... Dayah the Miss 'S' is joining us for movie tommorrow!! YAY!!! Can't wait for movie treat from Di tommorrow!!! YAY YAY!! Finally some stress relieve tommorrow!! Phew... better have a little little fun now before i mug for projects and exams after this.

Oh yes people, i think i find myself repeating this to so many people. PEOPLE, YUS IS STILL SINGLE!!! Yes... SINGLE!!! I'm NOT attached and was NEVER attached as yet. Goodness! Doesn't mean i am close with some guy he's my boyfriend right? Gees... stop assuming things. We are just close friends and yes i have a lot of boy friends but they all can't be my special one right? Ish... i will only have one SPECIAL someone so people please stop jumping to conclusion. It's not fair for that friend of mine. We are just friends and not more than that. It's been nice to have found a friend like him. Who cares, who understands, who help and definately who never fail to make me smile. The best thing about this friend from all other guy friend whom i have, he never expects anything from me than just being his closest girl friend. Really treasure our friendship boy. Hope it will last. Thanks for all the care and concern when i was sick the other day. I never thought someone would even bother to care about me that much. Thanks for all the trouble. I appreaciate it lots!! Don't know how else should i thank you so i hope you know ya how much i really treasure and appreaciate every little thing you' have done or me. Thanks buddy!! You should know who you are... hee!

Seriously people, you must not just jump to conclusion. Nothing is more beautiful than having a close friend who is just willing to see you everyday and listens to your crap. I don't know how he is able to stand my nonsense and I don't know how true when people say that a boy and girl can't be close friends because they will sure to fall in love. But i can confidently say that this is NOT true all the time. I still love him but as a friend whom i think not every guy will deserve my friendship. SERIOUSLY! So please please stop this nonsense, once again i say I AM STILL SINGLE!!!! I will announce to the whole world once i am in love ok? So the whole world knows that my heart is stolen by some beautiful soul. Hahaha... gees. Sorry la, i have to make this clear. I can stand it but its not fair to the other party who is being accused to be my boyfriend. Haha... pity him. Hahaha... god! We are so impossible as couple. Haahahaha... So yea, it's irritating how people just say i'm attached. Not that easy man. When so many people give up on me because i'm stubborn, sick, ugly and all. How can i be attached so fast right? Hahaha...

It's been so long and i think i seriously need to find my own happiness now. Since you already find yours. Owh well, we ever promised to move on no matter what happened. So yah, breaking promise is not my policy so yah i'll definately will move on. Time will tell it all. Sometimes i feel touched whenever someone began expressing something to me but than again i heard someone saying to my ears, "Don't be stupid Yus, don't be so gullible. All guys are the same. They use the same sweet lines to all other girls so wake up and walk away." Sometimes i get scared of my own feelings. I am afraid to be sure about how i feel. I am just so so afraid to be hurt again. As much as i want to be sure of my feelings i think its hard for me to trust again. I don't know why but everything is just so so so complicated. I hate all this. Urgh! Yah, like Lin, Nad, Khai and Alicia would say i'm a confuse kid. For sure i guess i am really a confuse kid for now. I really don't know what should i do now. I'm too scared to face the whole situation again. I'm too scared to express my feelings again. So i'm sorry for being such a confuse person and make you guys all complicated eh! Hahaha...

Wow long long long entry. Oh well, i'm just putting down my thoughts. I feel much better when i do that. Gees... i miss doing proper blogging actually. Okay la maybe i'll end the post by replying to my dear taggers. Hee...

dear faezah: Hahaha... so happy to see me and then now you whine when you see me too much! Aper nie! Macam maner mahu maju! Hahaha... soulmate? Ish!! SCARY! Hahaha... anyways yah was nice seeing you too la. Study hard ya!! =)

dear YvOnNe: Wahlau you love Lin never love me!! Hyak Dush!!!!

dear haq88: Ahh...gi la you alone Haq!! i know you would love to go there!! LOL!!

dear ads: Hey ads its funny the way you call me yusliza! Haha... take care girl...

dear gab: Hey ya long time no see the crazy Gab! Ehh gabbie you ar don go around saying people crazy at my tagboard ok! I hyak dush you than you know!! Hahahaha....

dear naq: Heyyy NAQ!!! I miss you still pretty(although we see each other at booth so many times)!! Hahaha.... you take care too babes... stay sweet!! =)

dear su*: Hey glad you are fine! Let's go!! Girls day out!! Hur hur! Too bad for wawan! Hahaha...

dear nish: Hey girl long time not tag... yah man! You are sure busy i guess! Hahaha... take care girl!! =)

-THE END-

i am still wondering,

will the heart break again?

exhausted

Phew, what an ehausting life i have now. Seriously, i am toooo SUPER busy with school work that i think i have no time for myself. Assignments piling. Exams nearing but i haven't even start studying. I seriously don't know how i am surviving. So today entry will not have too much words. Because if not i'll just whine my entry because of the excessive work load in school. So many thinks to think and finish up. I'm just so tired. All i need now is some rest and sleep. Gees... Anyways firstly i wanna say my sorry to this guy because i have kept two of his CD for God knows how long and it is still with me! Hahaha... sorry Wan!! Looking forward to go watch movie with ya and SU again ya! And heard that SU is sick so get well soon sweetie!! And Wan i heard about you being so suay in the bus that day with DI! Hahaha... what a luck. Sampai kene buang Jacket! Wonder if Su knows about this. Hahaha... poor thing!! Anyways thanks for lending me the CDs and i promise i will return you soon! I feel so guilty! Hahaha...

And see those sweet faces there... i think i miss them! I miss the Khatu rehearsel days! Though we were all exhausted i think it was great fun spending time together. Miss you people!! Although your picture is not here. MCC peeps i miss ya!

Save the best for the last!! COEXISTENCE!!! It was nice hanging out that day but sadly without PAM!! PAM!!! WE MISS YOU SO BLOODY MUCH!!! Was great if you were there too. Hope to see you girls again real soon. Everyone is just so busy. I'll just pray for you girls that you will stay happy and healthy always!! Miss you girls to bits!! Muacks Muacks Muacks!! Out of my busy busy life i still miss those days where we get to see each other everyday and just crap and laugh together. I realise i miss those days sooo bloody much!! But oh well everything is different now. Miss you loads girls!! MUACKS!!!! =)

I'm too tired to blog further because i still have tonnes of work to do after this! Shall not whine further. Ahhh... Yus is sooo doomed!! Gees~

I LOIKE I LOIKE LOIKE!!!

Don't dare ask why! Haha... because today is just a SUPER GREAT DAY!!

Ok this entry will be posted as monday 8th january beause its like well past midnight already.

But whatever it is i just love SUNDAY, 7 JANUARY 2007!!

Just can't stop smilling thinking of it.

I enjoy every single moment of it.

I was confused at first but then again i never regret anything after the day.

Maybe the past just show me th right path for me.
Indeed its true when one say your past is when you learn.
I just LOVE this day to bits!
Looking forward for this day to come again! =)

dear nish: Haha thanks for dropping by girl and ya man Gab is just too ego to admit she's jealous. Owh well!! Haha..

dear gab: Haha... see Gab don't be shy la... Nisha, Gab shy already! Hahaha...

dear hi_far: Heyy ur katl ader ciri2 zoo mah! Ok what that picture. With the stupid looks of us! =)

dear ayienz: Hey girl! Yea man i'm back long ago already girl! Hahaha... wah so coincident arh!! Who wouldn't watch it its a fantastic movie! Just love it. Right?!

dear Sallehan: Oops... tak prasan... thanks for pointing it out. Changed!! =p

Baabul is a superb movie!

Thanks awak! Hee...

!!2007!!

Goodbye 2006 and Hello 2007! Hopefully 2007 will bring each of us a wonderful year ahead. It was nice having peopl to countdown at my home and then chill for a while. Haha... thanks people. So people, wishing you a belated HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Finally 2006 ends, what a year for me. Gees...

To top up the fun, its HARI RAYA AIDILADHA! Haha... met up with cousins and a lot of camwhoring started! Haha... love them. Its hard to have such gatherings if not for such occassions! So it fun, fun , fun! There just one quarter ofthe pictures taken. Hahaha...

And hari raya gini, sempat si Haifa Noorin and me visit the zoo to see Haifa Noorin's friends like the Monkeys and Beruangs... Haha... But unfortunately we saw best friend mama.... the SNAKE!SEE!!

Haha... lame!! But cute! Haha... ok the family beside dad's coming. So yah i think i gotta end it here after replying to all tags.

dear nasiruddin: Haha... i have no present for ya nie jer la yg mampu. Sorry about it ya! =)

dear LiN: That friend of mine definately read this. And yes we sure are lucky to have a teacher like him. Hahaha... Thanks for the fun people! Love ya!

dear brenden: Hahaha... kuku you! How can you still remember that. It's like 9 years already sia! Haha... nice seeing you too man that day! Hope to see ya around soon ya! Twees!

dear YvOnNe: Actualy von what is that you give Lin huh? Hahaha...

dear nadia: Hey girl, happy new year to you too ya! See ya tommorrow! =)

dear haq89: Huh? Alih-alih tak mandi pagi... saper? you eh? Hahaha...

dear Sallehan: Haha... will link ya soon ya! And Happy new year to you too... =p

dear nisha: See nish i so good to you so keep tagging. Hahaha.... not like Gab!

dear gab: when it comes to Yusliza it is a biggie ok... hahaha... gab jealous la nisha!! Hahaha...

Okay then Wani come already!! Yay!! Going to play, play, play with this little girl already! Yay!! =)