Smiles.

Dates with love, nomatter what we do or not do are always awesome. Including today. It was rough when the wallet goes missing yet, we stayed calm and pull through it together.

Having each other is enough to cheer up our day and have loads of fun together. No topic to talk, so what? It can be a huge load of thing to talk about eventually.

I am so lucky to have you. What makes me even more lucky is that you picked me to love. I am bless for that. Thanks Allah!

& &, at long last! Sephora brush set is love. Get me simply ANYTHING from Sephora, i will love it much! Hee... Today is so funnnnnnn!!! Can time stop when we're having fun? Pweetty pleasseee!!!

Being pampered

He's the only one who do not like to do anything or go anywhere without me. Sucha sweetheart. :)

For the feeling of being loved by a special somone, someone besides ur family that is, is the best feeling anyone can ever had. Felt this only after 24 years being alive. It's too slow isn't it? Well, that's love and life for you...

Look how fast a year have past? It has been good thus far. All thanks to Allah s.w.t for all the blessing and guidance. Shukran!

Being Happy

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Love.

I have never felt so love. Suddenly loving someone bring so so so much joy!

It's amazing how you bright up my life and bring to me only happiness.

I'm sorry I was actually blinded by love 7 years ago. Indeed, we are just meant for each other. I hope we will last forever sweetheart. Insyaallah.

Yep!

Fateful November.

Everything is fake. Your feelings, your words, your promises. Not even a year. Here comes November again. I hope this November will only bring me joys with just so much love. Like how 2012 have been sooo great thus far.

Feeling so blessed that God is showing me the truth and showing me to the right person. Hearts my Mr Lover. Yea, it should has always been you even seven years ago. Well God wants me to be fooled first i guess, cuz sometimes two people have to fall apart to realise how much they need to fall back together.

My dreams, my life, my hope.

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The laugh.

I have been laughing a lot now.
I have never laughed this much before.
I have been eating a lot now too.
I am just so happy now that it scares me.

I began to questioned myself, "Why are you so happy Yusliza? Do you deserve to be happy? You weren't this happy before?

Then I panicked and became very afraid. Nevertheless I still thank Allah for all the happiness he have given me. I can't stop thanking him. Syukur Alhumdulilah.

Misses.

Dear Mamang,

Last night when i dreamt of you, it makes me realise how much i truly miss you and your endless jokes and nonsense.

You were one who jokes yet gave me good advices. You shared with me joy when you were representing me for my engagement that did not last 2 years ago and you were also the one who shared tears with me when it all ended.

How could I forget those words of encouragement asking me to move on and always be ok with people who hurt you as long you aint't the one doing the hurting.

We may not live under one roof yet, being you niece is enough to make me miss you so much, my dearest uncle. May you rest in peace there in jannah. We all miss you! Al-fateha!

Yes! I really hope i will find someone like that for me.

Love Story.

The feeling of being love is so great. I feel so bless. Alhumdulilah.

Loving my lover boy more and more each passing day. He sucha sweetheart. May what we plan for flows smoothly. Thanks for loving me and I am so proud to say that i love you as much too lover. <3

The best!

Thanks to you lover for all the presents and the day well spent together. The feeling of being loved is so great that nothing can push away all smiles that belong only for you. :)

HAPPY

He loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not, HE LOVES ME!!!

Everyone had a fair share. He was waiting for his love while I was longing to be loved. & so we both fall in love. I'm a happy girl! Thanks Allah for lighting up my life all over again. Alhumdulilah! :)

My blog used to have this anonymous person reading it. Wonder if she/he is still reading. Hmmm...

Thanks.

Definitely a sigh of relief for you that i am so outta your life.

On a brighter note, HE who is always there for me, to support me even if it hurts him so much that the past is still haunting me.

HE who will listen to me and absorb whatever I say about you. Not enjoying it yet always there to assure me that the future will be better for us. Alhumdulilah, thanks for coming to life.

Thanks Allah for bringing him back to my life. Thanks for making me fall all over again. Yep, Everything happens for a reason.

To God, thanks!

Some may agree to disagree. That's life.

Afraid & fear.

Why am i so afraid?
Why do i fear so much that i will be hurt again?
Why am i so scared of believing on something positively?

I want to be who i am all over agaib. Noone can seem to understand me except YOU.
So pls, give me the strentgh to start believing again.

It's been so long since i last spend my nights tearing buckets.

Thoughts

When the past keeps haunting back and when one don't realise that her fear actually can hurt an innocent someone.

I'm sorry.