Loverboy.

Very very near already.. Super loved and excited! :) i love him!

Ada hikmah disebaliknya...

Janganlah mengata buruk tentang orang untuk menutup malu diri sendiri. Lambat laun, kebenaran akan mengadili segalanya. Sesungguhnya, berani kerana benar, takut kerana salah.

Perbuatan yang amat mengecewakan sehinggakan orang yang paling rapat pun sudah hilang percayaan dan tidak mahu lagi menyorok tingkah laku buruk anda itu. Astaghfirullahal azim.

Syukur alhumdulilah, ku dah terkeluar dari semua itu. Tuhan masih berpihak dan menyayangi aku. Amin!

Random.

Suddenly I remembered that there was this someone I knew, but didn't want to disclose her name in my blog, trying to warn me earlier. She said she didn't want me to get hurt further. Babe, i don't anymore. I feel so blessed that Allah is still there for me. To show more signs and eventually bring us both apart cuz if we don't I wouldn't have ever met such happiness in life. I'm so much happier now. Alhumdulilah.

If I were to ever see or hear from that someone who call herself as 'peaches' here again, just want to tell her, its over and i thank Allah for showing me the way. Shukran shukran... Amin!

Sweet.

We sure will find interesting stuffs each time we go out for a date! Exactly why we won't get bored of each other even if we were to go on dates everyday. There's just something that will make our day wonderful.

Counting down to the day already begins... butterflies in my stomach already yet i'm super excited!!!!!!! Hope everything will go as plan. Insyaallah!

Sayanggg nyeee!!!

Lover has always made me do things that i never do before. What amaze me is that I am willing to try and change it. & eventually i turn to love it a lot a lot!!!

He make me eat pizza and now I am soooo in love with it. Love pizza as much as I love him.

Gosh, life has been so wonderful eversince lover came back into my life. Alhumudulilah. Spent new year with love and it was indeed the most amazing thing that had happened to me for 24 years of my life. The feeling of having to spend a brand new year with someone you truly love means so much. I will definitely treasure those moments forever. 2013 will be as awesome as 2012 insyaallah!

He is one who truly takes my breathe away and complete me. Can't wait for that plan we have for us. We will make it the best moments for us to remember for the rest of our lives. Because it means sooo much for us. God, I am so in love and i truly feel soooo loved! The feeling to be loved back in return is sooo special and amazing. Thanks Allah!

It kills slowly.

How much I try to get away, today is still affecting me real bad. YOU have totally ruin it. My dreams, hopes, everything! Someone, please understand me and please take me away. :(

Huggles.

I miss getting surprises. Last night was amazing.

Thanks 2012!

You are right when uou said one day i will thank you if you step out of my life. For that, i thank you once again. He is fair, if gives me so much happiness after going through so much pain. Alhumdulilah! I feel so blessed. Thanks Allah, thanks to the people who cares and love me.

Especially to my parents, i have hurt them badly with what had happened. I know i am responsible for it. For having to go through all the shame and hurt. Yet they stood by me and picked me up after every fall i faced. And shower me with so much love and motivation to move on with life.

Looking at how my better half treated my parents like his own, just assures me that he is one i can look up to, to lead me, my children in life, till jannah. Insyaallah. May what we plan for in the near future happen with so much blessing by the people who have never fail to pray the best for us. Amin ya allah.

Seeing double.

You know when you're loved when only he bothers to put your photo as his lock screen wallpaper every single time. I love my brown-eyed-boyfriend to bits. He's definitely the first to love me this much. Thanks lover!

Psst psst...

Every seconds with you is so beautiful. Never felt this happy till you came back to my life again. Never seen my family so happy too. Thanks Allah, thanks my Mr-Brown-Eyed boyfriend.

Patience.

I hope it pays off. From the last, I gain nothing. Simply nothing but just pure hurt and broken promises.

Smiles.

Dates with love, nomatter what we do or not do are always awesome. Including today. It was rough when the wallet goes missing yet, we stayed calm and pull through it together.

Having each other is enough to cheer up our day and have loads of fun together. No topic to talk, so what? It can be a huge load of thing to talk about eventually.

I am so lucky to have you. What makes me even more lucky is that you picked me to love. I am bless for that. Thanks Allah!

& &, at long last! Sephora brush set is love. Get me simply ANYTHING from Sephora, i will love it much! Hee... Today is so funnnnnnn!!! Can time stop when we're having fun? Pweetty pleasseee!!!

Being pampered

He's the only one who do not like to do anything or go anywhere without me. Sucha sweetheart. :)

For the feeling of being loved by a special somone, someone besides ur family that is, is the best feeling anyone can ever had. Felt this only after 24 years being alive. It's too slow isn't it? Well, that's love and life for you...

Look how fast a year have past? It has been good thus far. All thanks to Allah s.w.t for all the blessing and guidance. Shukran!

Being Happy

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Love.

I have never felt so love. Suddenly loving someone bring so so so much joy!

It's amazing how you bright up my life and bring to me only happiness.

I'm sorry I was actually blinded by love 7 years ago. Indeed, we are just meant for each other. I hope we will last forever sweetheart. Insyaallah.

Yep!

Fateful November.

Everything is fake. Your feelings, your words, your promises. Not even a year. Here comes November again. I hope this November will only bring me joys with just so much love. Like how 2012 have been sooo great thus far.

Feeling so blessed that God is showing me the truth and showing me to the right person. Hearts my Mr Lover. Yea, it should has always been you even seven years ago. Well God wants me to be fooled first i guess, cuz sometimes two people have to fall apart to realise how much they need to fall back together.

My dreams, my life, my hope.

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The laugh.

I have been laughing a lot now.
I have never laughed this much before.
I have been eating a lot now too.
I am just so happy now that it scares me.

I began to questioned myself, "Why are you so happy Yusliza? Do you deserve to be happy? You weren't this happy before?

Then I panicked and became very afraid. Nevertheless I still thank Allah for all the happiness he have given me. I can't stop thanking him. Syukur Alhumdulilah.