BAD BAD BAD!!!!

I HAD A BAD BAD DAY!

JUST BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD!!!!

& NOBODY CAN IMAGINE HOW BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD IT GOES!!!!!

I HAD ENOUGH OF WAITING!

I'M TIRED!

THAT'S IT!

BYE!

My head hurts!

I'm so furious with my connection! Stupid! So don't know what's wrong with it. Anyways, i had a bad bad headache the whole day! Goodness! I seriously don't know why. The boyfriend message me at 6:52 am in the morning just now then he woke me up again with his call at around 10! Haha.... so sweet! I so love the disturbance though i had a nice sleep with the weather oh-so-beautiful this morning. Seriously, the weather is just so awesome for me to pull my blanket and just snore in bed. Haha... after putting down the phone with my sweetheart i continue sleeping till 12! Haha... yaya i know, ANAK DARA APER NI... blah blah blah! The boyfriend said the exact same word but alah, its been sucha long time since i had such beauty sleep. Its either i don't get enough sleep or i have no time to sleep this well because i'm just so busy. Haha!

I don't know why i fell asleep again at around 3 just now! Goodness, i seriously don't know why i was so sleepy the whole day. And actually, i'm stil sleepy now. Haha... So basically i just slept the whole day and then watch tv and then eat and then blog. Nothing much! My head hurts the whole day also. But yah, to think again, actually, there's a reason to it though and i decided to just not state the reason here because i don't want the whole world to know the reason why. Haha...

Boyfriend will be booking out tommorrow morning! Yayness! He called just now and he sound so shag. It was a tiring day for him because they ha this thing called 'road or route (i don't know) march' today. Cian my swetheart, he is so tired. Hopefully he'll get enough rest when he's back. Will try my best not to disturb him. Hee..

I so need some DVDs or VCDs to watch. I'm so bored everynight. Haish, i so need some bollyhood or hollywood or whatever! I love this slacking period but its beginning to be a little too boring. So yah, a movie marathon alone would be nice. Ok la i don't know what else to blog abut besides i can't wait to see the boyfriend! Haha....

I tried this and just see la ah! Haha... let the boyfriend judge my seduction style and see what he have to say when he comes back to see this. Haha... and our love profile! We are both LIBRAS!!! Haha!!! Ye ker best day to date is wednesday? Hmmm.... But the part where it says difficult to decide where to hve dinner, what movie to watch is soooo soooo true about us! Hahaha!!!

Your Seduction Style: The Coquette

You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get. Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you. Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte. And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you.

Libra - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type" ... successfully! You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out. You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person. Your negative traits: You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it. You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date... You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself. Your ideal partner: A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to. Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner. Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense. Your dating style: Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars. Your seduction style: Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as important as your own. Soft and sensual - you don't like anything to be rough. Extravagant ... your fantasy involves staying at a five star hotel with your love. Tips for the future: Don't be so quick to compromise in relationships - and you'll get taken advantage of yes. Try being single for a while. Seems impossible, but you'll learn so much about yourself from doing so. Make some decisions about your romantic life, right now. You'll be happy that you did. Best color to attract mate: Green Best day for a date: Wednesday

May allah always blessed our family.
Insya'allah!~

"i don't friend him, he hit me!"

Kids this days are just too clever. They absorbed things faster than any other people living on this earth. Not to mention, they are all so daring also. I walked pass this group of malay children, girls and boys, and can you actually believe what they say? This is what they say:

"Eh, awak tengok cikgu tu, badan dier kecik eh? Macam budak kecik!"

Like oh my god, do you even dare say that when you were young? Seriously, I don't know about you people but i know i don't! When the teacher is like ten metres away than maybe i dare say that. Gees... but i was there! Maybe 3 steps away! Like i cannot hear like that! Goodness, and they are just so daring to raise up thier hand in class cand voice out any issue. I clearly remember that i'm not even as daring to raise up my hand to say i need to pee urgently! Hahaha... Not only me, i don't remember my other friends raising up thier hands just to complain. Children nowadays are just so different. If i were to do any research or thesis again, this is a soo a good topic man! Haha...

So taught primary 2/6 today. Ish, this class ah! But i think this class is improving since i last took them. I remember i relieve this class on my first day ever of relieve teaching.This time round they were better. Way better but still hard to handle. During music, we played some games and a lot of injury happens. Firstly this boy name 'A' drop his teeth (& amazingly we can't find his teeth!). Haha, it was already shaky just waiting for the right time to drop and it have to drop during the game. So he cried scolding that friend of his that unintentionally hit him during the game. But i managed to cool him down. Then boy 'B' got hit by the stuff used during the game but he's a strong boy, didn't cry. Then a girl cry because the boy 'C' who borrowed his stuff to us to be used during the play got spoilt when the girl touch it. Then again i managed to cool the situation. Haha... was so proud of myself! *ehem* Haha... what only Yus! But really, it was really good to teach the children to say sorry and forgive one another and accidents are bound to happen. Then they were all friends again and they kept saying 'we must care for everyone'. Haha... impressive bunch of kids!

Taught class 3/4 social studies for one period. Then i recieve this from 2 lovely girls.



I don't know why the thank you for so i opened, and it looks like this:


& for a clearer view, it states...


So that's from Xue Ting & Adriana. Haha... adorable right this girls? Love them. Such good flatterer man this people. They just know how cheer up my day. Haha... In all i just totally love what i'm doing right now. Hopefully my dream of becoming a full fledge teacher will fullfilled one day. Insya'allah. Teaching is so my profession and will be working hard to achieve towards it. Gees, makes me miss my toddlers so much!

Alright besides talking about how my work went i don't know what to talk about. like some of you may say i got no life. Yea! Guess this is all i do everyday. If i'm not working i have to be home. So nothing much actually. So yah, miss my toddlers and those nursery children at Carpe Diem. Though lesson plans can be such a hassle, working with them bring so much joy to me!

I'm currently addicted to this indonesian drama called 'Mimipi manis' & 'Anakku bukan anakku'. It's showed at the new malay channel 'Sensasi'. Macam bagus pulak but super menyakitkan hati. Sabar jer! Dah macam Hikmah, but i still have the urge to watch it. If you don't like long draggy drama don't watch. Once you watch you'll get addicted and you can't stop. Ahh... that's where the heart ache appears. Haha...

Okay enough! I'm outta here! See ya! =))

Teacher Liza & Miss Liza not same ah?

Look a the title, that's what one of the girl ask me. Haha... Ineresting! Called up for relief teaching today at Boon Lay Garden Primary. Miss doing relief teaching. Thanks to Fauziah for the call and so i'm back to teaching those cutie percutie primary ones! For some reasons, i guess i enjoy teaching primary ones more than any other level. After trying to teach the other levels. primary ones are the best level to teach! Hahaha... maybe they are still in the stage of Early Childhood stage that's why. Hahaha...

Today was the most relax day in school. From 12 noon to 4pm i had free period. I just have to mark attendance at 1:30pm then collect exam paper at 3pm then i'm stuck in the office reading Alicia's book that i have yet to return because i have yet to complete reading it, 'Why men marry bitches' while listening to my mp4. Interesting book. Oh yah after so long, i get to crap again with my Busted 2, Shariffah! Haha... she so need my help on something! *ehem ehem* Haha... met up with her last last week and she still look the same. Skinny, irritating & mepek Shariffah! Haha... we went to visit Farhana that day. Poor her. her leg's injured. Hopefully she's fine now. She can hardly walk the other day. Anyways thanks eh Shariffah, ader pon aku kawan dalam maser-maser aku memerlukan sesorang untuk merepek! Hahaha.... she's a damn good company i tell you! Haha... and surprisingly, she book me in advance on the 4th to break fast together as its my birthday. Haha... super cool la. She actually remember my birthday. Haha... who else wanna book me? Quick, while stock lasts! Hahaha... love this mepeks busted 2 la! Looking forward to more mepeks yah?!

That's the aftermath of spending 4 hours in the office doing basically something so NOTHING! And yah the staff access card to the office change and for some reason its labelling is super big that noone will ask me anymore if i am relieving. Haha... Look ah! Haha... should have brought my laptop then can watch movie or something. But owh well, i'm just plain lazy to carry it. I did not teach much today because they were having thier mother tongue exam. So i just invigilate and then left one period, i just did spelling game with them. Goodness, what i learn is so true. Children definately have short attention span. I am so used to be in an examination hall so silent, so quiet then i have class who's having exam and it's just so noisy with the sound of the stationery and the children displaying solitary play. They arrange thier pencils, earsers and whatever they can find in their pencils box and create an aeroplane or car & amazingly not only the boys were doing it. The girls too. Haha... that's why they are so labelled as the CUTEST beings in this world. Haha!

Oh yah last night, or rather morning, i managed to watched Naqaab the full movie! Yayness!! Haha!! An interesting and thrilling movie indeed. Quite unique. Having real life movie. So impossible but owh well, nice one. Urvashi Sharma is just so dead gorgeous, i love the ending of the movie.

So, i kindda not feeling good about something. Kindda worried about it though. Haiz... Anyways will end here for now. So long and good night. =))

down, down and away...

Yeah, i had been feeling down lately. So down. A lot of things to be upsetting and worried about. I get so frustrated when i can't confide to anyone. What's worst i don't know what isrestrictin me lt it out to anyone. I know bottling up my feeling ain't a good habit, but i just don't understand myself. I just find it so hard to open up and share it with someone. Even to someone important and close to me. At times i get so frustrated and even disappinted with myself. It's so hard to grow up, i don't want to grow up at all.

Ahh enough said about being all sad la. I've had enough. No use explaining things here, i rather i look for some entertainment and entertain myself now. So exactly, i am loading the movie Naqaab from you tube. And heck i have been loading it since 12 am just now its still not done. Super slow man. I so wanna watch the movie man. The girl is so pretty. A new actress so i guess its her debut film. Bu the actor spoil, Akshay Khanna. So already. Thinking of which i never watched a hindi movie in cinemas. Haha... wanna try it out some day with someone of course. Did talk about it with the boyfriend bt we just don't have the time and if we do we ain't sure which cinemas has it. Hahaha! I'm so crazy. But seriously watching bollywood movie is the only thing that can help me forget all my problems. Usually i will just sleep it off but i can't sleep now.
I so love the Naqaab song, ek din teri rahoon! Super nice! The girl and Akshay dance was awesome. Love it man. Been repeating and repeating the song. If only the boyfriend is here to watch it with me. Then he would have make me dance with him also. Hahaha... crazy fella! I don't know what else to blog actually but i just wanna blog.

Btw i was attached to Carpe Diem Kidsworld Pte Ltd and the experiences there was awesome! Wendy, my mentor was simply superb! She gave me a beautiful gift made up of different kind of beautiful phrases. So motivating. She's the best mentor ever! & good news i'm attached to the same centre again next semester! Thank god!! I miss my toddlers! I enjoy teaching toddlers so much! Especially doing art & craft with those smart little cute people. Miss them loads!

Oh yah, boyfriend called and good news!! He may be booking out on friday morning an then book in again on Mondy night!! Woo hoo!! Long break for him!! Yeayness!! Okay then i'm going to stop here to watch a little of Naqaab! Good night people!

I'M SO BACK!

Wow, i miss blogging. After sucha long time, i'm back to the blogging world. And taa daa.... new layout. Wasn't putting much effort in it though. Just doing a quick simple one. Guess will do a much better one next time. Not in the best mood nowadays. Don't kow hy, nowadays i've been having this fetish for the colour red and someo other bright colours. Maybe it stimulates my brain. Haha... hmm....

Finally exams over. Semester 1 done. Phew! Tiring year 2 indeed. And will be expecting more work to come next semester. Was told that we are suppose to do a Math learning centre next semester and its not going to be our mentor or supervisor who will be assessing us but our school lecturers! I'm like so dead. If i get Sukuna, i can kiss my 'Pass' grade! Haish, its next semester but i'm starting o panic and worry already. Stop it sia Yus. Now enjoy first. Child Development 2.1, Infant & toddler behaviour & development was another one heart ache paper. Studied like crazy fot it, memories like mad yet i don't think i can make it for that paper. Haish, and i tought Designing learning Environment was worst! Gees... well, here goes my GPA that i've always been getting 3 and above. This semester for sure its going to be less that that. What a heart ache! But one good news for me, Financial Management that i was so confident to fail, i actually PASS!! Haha.. was so happy when Khai say Mrs Loke told Yvonne everyone pass! If she bluff memang ah, saket hatiku! Cheat my feelings only. Hahaha...

So the boyfriend's serving te nation and i'm definately lying if i were to say i don't miss him at all. Yesterday was the twentieth and its our 6th months which is half a year & counting! Owh i must say this, i so must say this! I watched LOVE IS CINTA already and it was so heart aching! Goodness, saket hati jer tgk citer tu! Ish, Watched with the Boyfriend, the brother and his girlfriend! And the VCD was thanks to Hanafi. It's his! I think... ehh? Entah all i know i get to watch it. And recently i watch this scary movie called terowong casablanka or something. Criter tak paham sangat but itwas freaking scary. Watch it at the boyfriend's house while waiting to send him off to camp. & there's this one part where the boyfriend wants to go pray then suddenly Hanafi also hilang masok bilik or donno where, i get so freaking scared and panic man being left alone! I was ALONEwatching it. Maner boleh jadi kan?! Sabar jer!! Nice movie but i will never watch it at home alone. NEVER! Haha...

Erm... a lot of things happen but i just don't know where to start. To many things happen. News that are shocking, experiences that are scary, get to meet my late grandfather's brother from boyan (& i got hug like a teddy bear by him, kalah my hisham hug me, punyer kuat!) then many many things la. Haish, i'm so so so busy lately that i can''t find time for myself also. Ish!

Since i don't know where to start and what to say, i shall end here then! Owh, anyone can be so so so so kind to lend me new Bollywood movies. I'm so outdated la. Eversince the boyfriend stop going sailing, my supply of hindustan movie also cease. I wanna watch Tararumpum, Naqaab, Partner, Salameishq & many many more la! Whoever is sooo sooo nice can lend me those movies must tell me tau, you will get excessive love from Yus! (thought it will never be as much as i love Mr.Boyfriend, Hee!) I miss NUR SABRINA BTE RASID la, hope to meet her real soon. And for some reason i miss CANDY ONG MEI XIN also, i dreamt bout her last night. Hahaha...

So okay people. Till the next update then! Twees! =))

Some people just can't give up!

When explaination & reasons have been laid out they just insist in accepting it!
Com'on, leave me alone!

Urgh!

P/S: I love my family, my friends, myself....

&.... MY BOYFRIEND!!!!

SCRAM YOU!!

DISAPPOINTED.

That's how i am feeling now.

& maybe upset too.

I have always been bad at words.

How i feel and what i wanna say always is not sent across.

So might as well i shut up!

when the truth is not appreciated

i can't be bothered to explain anymore.

i'm too drained out.

so hectic

Exhaustion to the max already.

Been mugging & chiong-ing with assignments & projects like a mad woman.

Been missing him like a psycho freak.

Am so deadly fazed!

God, please give me some air to breath!

I am feling so suffocated.
Oh yar i created some test out of tiredness.

Just thought i need some lame & fun entertainment for a while!

So try it if you wana! =)

*Where are you ppl

when i need you the most?*

upset & tired.

I don't quite understand the meaning of 'HOLIDAY' now.

Holiday means completing dued assignments and projects.
A meaingful day suddenly seem so quiet and i'm all alone.

I HATE this feeling of tiredness, exhuastion & being lonely.

p/s: Happy 4th monthsary sweetheart. <33

head bursting

I have no idea how i'm going to do my Music & Movement lesson plan.

Cracked brain for ideas but i simply have none.

Damn! How?! How?!

Art & craft is way easier. Implementing it is not a big problem also.

Music & Movement is so difficult. Gees!!

Sleeping is still the best for now.

Shucks, i have no idea for SAM also! I'm so doomed!

Note to self: Buy yan yan chocolate for ideas*

Someone close told me that Sham & me being far apart for a long time is our source of love. Hmm... thanks for the wonderous comment bro! Haha... =)

p/s: assignments & projects not pregressing @ all!

brain not functioning!! =(

& he left.

"Just like the wind, we can't see them but we can definately feel them."

P/S: I'm missing him so bad.
I don't care what you guys going to say,
but i know i can't live even for a sec not thinking of him!

Period.

I will miss you! =(

Okay what's that?! That's LJS chilli sauce and my dear little devil form shape of a 'S LOVE Y' which practically means Sham love Yus. Haha... and he just can't stop bragging about how artisic he is in shaping a perfect heart shape. Haha... since it look nice i shal give him some credit and compiment! Well done sweetheart. Haha... brought Nini to play arcade. That's what boyfriend wants to do before going NS. Furthermore, she is having a holiday and she's not going anywhere. Pity her, compared to her other friends who go overseas for holiday & she have so brought home so many things man. Played arcade and the boyfriend have initially collected a lot of tickets and adding to today they collected a total of 250. Adding on to i we played again at night while waiting for abang to knock off from work. She gets more stuff again! Gees... I didn't get anything! But its ok as long as i can see him i am most satisfy! =)

I wanna apologies to the boyfriend about how i behave just now & i have reasons for it. You should know why by now. I'm sorry still. I really didn't mean to but i swear i was holding back my tears so bad sayang. I'm sorry! A few hours later he will lave for tekong and i will be as lonely again like how he left me for sailing. Owh well, i guess hopefully my patience will be paid off in the end. I apologise again because i can't send you off and again you should know why. I still feel uilty for that though. In fact i am very upset and frustrated about it. I swear. I'm sorry sweetheart. Guess, i have so many things to be sorry about. =(

I'm so going to miss this devil of mine real bad. But no matter what i will always pray for your good health and hopefull you can just be back in a blink of an eye. Hee... To sum it up i have a whole loads of fun today! That more than 10 times kiss from nini and more than maybe 20 kiss from him was superb. Hahaha... who will kiss me that much in a day right? I am so thankful to be loved. Love this wonderful people as much too. My brother have been very very super ultimately nice lately! I appreciate the hell out of it man. I so love my brother! To Lin, don't even think of exchanging brother! My brother is the best and he is my HERO! Kay maybe after Hisham. Haha... alright guess i end with some reply from the taggers. Toodles! =)

dear sham: I'm going to miss you more sayang! Love you!!! Muackz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dear pinkphreak: Hehe, touching ker? *covers face*

dear ads: Hee... ye ker?! *shy*

dear nish: Hey thanks babe! *shy again* thanks for dropping by after such a looooong time!

dear LiN: Heeee.... skali skaler babe! =p

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p/s: i love mr hisham who is still

playing game now to the max!!!!
Love you sweetheart!!!
So gonna miss you!!

-!MUACKZ!-

M.I.A DELETED!

Hello beautiful people. I'm back. Not from a holiday or anyting but just decided to not blog for a while because life have been superbly, umtimately totally hectic. I became so exhausted and tired of life suddenly that i just don't have the mood to blog. See the picture above? Because of him i have the mood to blog now, so let's not waste it. So i decided to not waste my time talking about the problems or any negative incidents that happened to me. Particularly because i just don't want my blog to fill with anymore upsetting events. Enough knowing for the fact that i have only 1 day left with the boyfriend before he left for army. I just have something to just shout out the the world about this little devil of mine and i thought i could just do those shout out here, at my very own blog! Hee...

And so i decided to just talk and talk about the boyfriend in today's entry as he will be leaving me for three months and i can't imagine that he's going to leave me again after two years serving the nation to sail again! URGH!!! So for those who don't wish to go on reading today's entry you may wanna click that 'X' shape thingy at the top right hand corner of your screen ok?But before i continue with the lovey dovey part. I just want to congratulate CENDEKIAWAN for achieving victory against Republic Polytechnic in Bahas 4PM, an annual malay debate competition. CONGRATULATIONS again to Hakim who won the best speaker for the match. Unfortunately, we are unable to proceed to the next round because our team who represented Ngee Ann is unable to be one of the top 8 schools. However, i must say that we have put in a lot of hard work and it's definately a job well done for us as a first timer. First competition for us Cende and thus there's always room for improvement!! Love ya people. And then thanks to the boyfriend who came down to giv support! Appreaciate that! Thanks sweetheart =)

Okay back to this boy called Hisham. So yah, I love him! Haha... okay besides that i just wanna proudly make an anouncement that... I LOVE HIM AGAIN!! Ok enough! I do't know when was the lst time i am being this mushy man! Hahaha... And so i promise this boy i will make a long story for him to read here. So here i try ya? Hee! And ya so i continue the story. Since i was selected to be representing Ngee Ann in the debate team, this sweet boyfriend of mine gave me a very cute and lovely surprise. After debate practice, he came to pick me up and then he surprise me with a wonderful gift! See...

Wanna know what's inside the box? Hur hur... ok ready?! Jeng jeng jeng!! Hahaha....

It's a Hamtaro!!! Super cute right? Have sound somemore! Hahaha... Thanks so much sweetheart! I super duper love it too bits! What's more the card is as lovely as you yoo sayang! And so he deserve a *MUACKZ*!! Then there were some problems here and there which makes me realised that i can d things that i want to do for him. Nevertheless i did nt give up and still try ways to make this loverboy happy. And so i bake a brownie for him & thank god he love it. Haha... i even decorated it with MnMs but i was overly excited to give him i forgot to take picture of it. Hee... but see! Delicious ok!! Aren't you jealous already that he gets to taste it and not you?! It's Hersheys by the way! Hahaha... YUM YUM!!! =P

The month wasn't as good for us. But our love remain strong. Regardless of what happens, we manage to solve the tiniest to the biggest problem. And can you believe it he's going to leave me for army today. What makes it worst is i am unable to send him to tekong because of some reasons whichi just don't wish to talk about. It just aches the heart even more. And anothe surprise by these little devil of mine. He made a nice and unique photo album which i so so love it to the core! Hahaha... and can't help it to blog it here and show it to everyone! I'm so proud to be the owner of this...

It is decorated with some sand and i'm sure its really hard to make. I really appreaciate it sweetheart. Thanks for taking the trouble to do this for me. I so love you. But actualy i recieve the album in this format...
I shall not disclose where this devil get the cloth from. Hahaha... but whatever it is, its nice and match everything!! Hee... and then look at the first page. I so love this!! It's a fact file!!! Hahaha...So there some facts thatyou should know or not know about 'YUSHAM'! Hahaha.... And then the next page!

He claims that i'm his only hope! AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha.... and here's the back page which is amulti-purpose thing because it can also act as a photo frame! Hahaha... i so love love love it and i so love my dear little devil!!!

Lovely isn't it?! Aren't you jealous or something?! Hahahaha.... just wanna say my thanks to this little devil of mine. How deviish he can be, how hyper he can be, how he can outtalk me, how he childish he can be, how lame he can be... I STILL LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!! Thanks sweetheart for everything. I may not be the best girlfriend but just so you know noone can ever love yu like i do! Hahaha... omg... so malu! Never say this in public before! Heee... but owh well!! I jushave to say this. I am just so proud of my love! Lov you sweet heart. Alright its like already 3 am and i think i need to end thestory soon and head of to dreamland and meet my devil. So let's end the story by reminiscing the most happiest momet of my life which is on 11th June 2007, Tuesday! I had the most enjoyable day of my life. Though i was very pressurized and stress out with m poects and assignments, this boy just know how to cheer me up. In fact his presence cheers me up like crazy already!

For my little devil, Hisham, i've said this but i'm goingto say this again. How far apart we are. How long we will not see each other. How frustrating life is. I will still be only yours and i will still lvoe you and only you.hat i say on the night of 20th February 2007 will not have any expiry date because YUSLIZA jut LOVE HISHAM to bits!! Like you always say to me hen you went sailing, our love is just like the wind, we cannot see them but we can definately feel them. I'll live life with that beautiful phrase of yours in your absence. Hopefully you'll not stop mising and loving me like how i will always contiue to do so & hopefully this story flow well enough. What can i say its lte at nigt the brain might juststop functioning. Hahaha! I love you sayang! Muackz!!

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happy me. =)

I'm a happy girl today because i met him and i get to eat.................................................

CORNETTO ROYALE,

THE ONE WITH KIT KAT IN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All thanks to the boyfriend!!
I so love you sweetheart!!

And, picture of the day.
When Lin & Yus just run out of idea of what to eat!
So there, the work of art!

Backs backs

Wow! After like which seems aeons since i last update, i'm finally back for some update. A lot have been screaming at me asking me to update. Sorry people. Was very busy those few weeks that i hardly have the time to update. Seriously. Been very packed lately that i even find it hard to have time for my one and only sweetheart. Gees, he's definately all frustrated with the fact that i'm always busy. Okay anyways i'm back so i guess let's do some updates.

So first stop, i bought a new handphone after the beloved 6280 died on me. I bought a bronze Nokia 7390 a day before schools starts on the 16h of April & i love it to bits (di is definately jealous of me cuz its brown! Haha!) and ya as usual school is normal. A mixture of fun, boring, interesting, tiring and everything associable. Haha! But overall, i'm happy to be back in school as a proud year 2 student in Ngee Ann Polytechnic. Haha! As an Early Childhood Advocates! Whoah! But i'm sure year 2 is tough. I am going to assessed on my teaching this semester for Art & Craft and Music & Movement activity. Gees! Tough job especially when i am assigned to TODDLERS class! *faints* I am so used to K1s and K2s and nursery and then when i was put to toddlers i go all speechless and nervous. But first day juts now wasn't that bad la. At least they don't ask question like, "Teacher why you so small can become teacher one?" So ya, not so bad la ah! It was tough job but still those toddlers are super duper ultimate CUTE!! The most cutest people on earth. My Frankie Muniz cuteness pun kalah! Hahaha... Oh yah and during the process of getting my phone the boyfriend have been a great help! Thanks sweetheart! appreaciate whatever you have done for me and so you deserve a kiss kiss! Muackz!!! =)

On the 20th of April marks our 2 months together. And i can remember clearly that on that day 20th April 206, he left me for work and then everything changes. But then againwe are now together and hopefully, insya'allah we will remain this way forever. Love this boy to bits!! I'm sorry sweetheart the day doesn't go the way you plan it. But whatever happen our relationship still remain strong as ever. That's the most important to me. Love you sweetheart!! Muackz muackz!!

Okay moving on, on the 23rd of April, i perm my hair! So it's curl now! Haha... i refuse to just post my picture here because i just don't want too. I think i don't look good with it. So find me and judge me in person. Not picture. Hahaha! Ahh... ok ok no biggie. I think i seriously don't look good with it and so again MOVING ON!!!

Hahaha, so on the 24th April i got something from someone for the first time after 18 years of my life. Hahaha!! An i'm happy. Okay forget it you people won't understand. So again, MOVING ON!!!

Okay so i am too lazy la to put down one by one what happen to me because mostly a lot of nice nd interesting happens. Especially when i'm with my sweetheart. Right dear? But shhh, it's just for us to know and for you guys to NEVER find out! Hahaha! So on the 29th April was MCC drama production, SALAMMALAS!! Haha! So i did the deco and all with fellow cende. Ushering and like omg i have to wear jubah. I look super super super ultimate ugly on it. =( But it was a nice experience looking ugly with Lin, Dayah, Azli, Hakim and how unfair Aida didn;t have to wear! Hyak Dush!! It's been nice working with you people! And btw Azli is Syaf friend who don't wish to join cende because he claims he wants to tone his body! Waahahahaa! So forget about that! Haha... So just wanna Congratulate Sri Nadi, Adiratna, Paduka & Sri Mandling (or is it another name now? Oppsy i don't know) for the wonderful performances!! A lot of hard work is put in and it is finally paid off! Well done guys!! So Salammalas was a success!! YESSA!!!

Then on the 30th April is Abg Omar wedding Was invited by Ika to the girl's side while invited by abg omar to the guys's side. So followed the parents and bro to the Abg Omar's place first. There seems to be more deisgns that turn up that day compared to Abg Jai's wedding. Like again they stop the car like the road bapak dorang punyer! Hahaha!! Kalau kene saman must ask the chip Abg faizlin go bayar! Haha!! But overall the iring was nice. Especially having Lan horning and horning that horn thingy all the time! Hahaha... irritating yet funny! Haha... Went with sweetheart also. Thanks for being there with me dear. Then went to sweetheart place after and then cook cook nugget!! Yessa! I so love his mum! Or rather his family. Then Hanafi have to bring home popcorn chicken. So aper lagi fry fry again and eat eat again!! Haha!! I so enjoy my day at the boyrfriend's place. And it's abg apit's birthday today or rather yesterday since it's the 1st May already! So happy... hmm... i think 24th birthday. Hee! Eh its Labour day already!! But what the hell, my boyfriend still have to work! Urghh!! How frustrating to miss him!!!

Actually i have so many things to say but i'm plain lazy so i guess i will end off today's entry with replies to my dearest tagboard:

dear aFRo: Hey hello boy! Long time no tag!! Twees! =)

dear -fiddy-: Hey girl can can! Next time if you wanna wear tellme ok i wear for you! Then can treat me to some calamari ehh?! Haha... and yer yer dah update nie! Haha!! :-)

dear faezah: Haha... ish!! Wah faezah dah besar! LOL!!

dear Hi_far: Haha... thanks babe if i free i go upload at our website. And please eh since when i do anything for you? Hahahaha....

dear roxanne: Hey long time you no tag. My long hair no more already i perm already! =(

dear YvOnNe: Girl don cry cry la, later we go eat ice-cream during lecture ok?! I know you love me! Haha!!

dear liyu: Oh yes Li yu i know that councillor stanleyhe's in Ngee Ann!

dear ads: Aper la ini anak! See wrongly! Hahaha!! And you're linked.

dear ika: IKA kuching cute ku!! I get to see you on the 30th!!! Hahaha... WEE!!!!!!!

dear elias: You are linked! -)

dear kyn: Sesungguhnyer kyn gue busy dehh!! Okay dah update dah! Hee... bacer jangan tak bacer!!

dear ayienz: Haha... those were the days!! Haha... ya sometimes i can't imgine it myself. Haha... and it's also all thanks to Mrs Lingam! Ya girl haven't hear from you for so long. Do tag ya!! Miss ya babes!

Ok i'm exhausically drained. But one thing good i have my voice back! Hee... i can sing again!! Hahaha!! Ok i'm off! Toodles!~

=(

My beloved 6280 bloody died on me

since 7th April at 5:38pm just now!

URGH!!!

I'm so pissed with EVERYTHING!!!

That's it i'm gone!

=)

Nothing much to blog besides just wishing boyfriend's Dad a very Happy Birthday! Went over to his place yesterday to celebrate his dad birthday. So yah i think i ate a lot of things that i should not have eaten. Haha... i ate ICE-CREAM!!! YUM YUM!!! And longan! Haha... fruits! I can't bloody eat fruits. Ahh... its ok la ah. Not everyday. Most importantly i get to see the boyfriend. Thanks boy for the day. Haha... Guess what, I am blogging at Boon Lay Garden Primary School now. I brought my laptop because i have a lot of free period today. But unfortunately i cannot get the network connection here. So yah, i just type whatever i wanna say here at a notepad and then transfer them to blogger wheni get home where there's an internet connection. Haha... lame right. But oh well i was bored. Done with markings. Actually not so done. I have maths workbook to mark but i'm just a little lazy to do so. Hee... Okay since i don't know what else to blog i guess i shall just reply to my taggers:

dear nisha: Toothpaste? Hmm... but i think the main cause of it is because of what you know. I bite on it. Hee...

dear YvOnNe: Hey don't so stubborn la. Naughty only you! Haha...

dear adam: Alamak adam, you lambat setapak la! I'm already tagged and i did it already! Haha... twees! =p

dear faezah: Hey! Hello hello hello hello!! LOL! =)

dear kyn: Aku ader family stuff la! Ader orang kahwin babe and it was my dad's birthday!!!!

dear ads: I'll try if i'm free ya. You can ask from me at MSN if you see me ok! Just nudge me.

dear ika: Uh uh la! Been too busy to even shop! Wth, so busy busy bee... Haha...

dear LiN: Owh please Lin i would consider stealing it if yours is still in a good condition but

yours?! Ish! Pakai pun kener use brush! Hahaha...

dear Hi_far: Ok ok just so you feel good you're DEFINATELY not old ok kakak! Hahaha... ya insya'allah i will be there yea!

dear liyu: I don't know the surname la. Is it councillor the Stanley?

Ok done! I have been doing a lot of mehndi on many fleshes these few days. So i guess i will leave you with some pictures of it. Toodles.

Yada Yada! =P

Boo!! I'm going to make this a quick one because i'm kindda sleepy and i'm going teaching in a few hours time. Sleepy yet i'm up to do some updating because, i just feel like it. Haha... maybe pictures can do half of the upating today. Hee... so on Friday i went to watch MR BEAN THE HOLIDAY with nini and the boyfriend. The movie was okay! Mr Bean, ever so funny! Thanks to the boyfriend who brouht nini to play arcade and guess what people he lost playing the Mario go cart game. Hahaha... nevetherless he won daytona. Ahh... he won by luck i could have won. Give him chance only. Hahaha... Thanks sweetheart for the interesting day! Love ya so much!!

So on the 31st of March is Papa's birthday!! See the birthday boy is so overwhelmed when he gets fed by the lover! Hahaha.. Happy Birthday papa! I bought for papa a cake as a birthday present. As usual see, its CHOCOLATE CRAVINGS!! Yum yum!! Papa love it! And on this very day also the dearest cousin called HAIFA NOORIN turns a year OLDER!! Haha... gees! She have to slowly accept the fact that she's old. It's ok kak, we're here to help you with it. Haha... Happy Birthdy Kak!! So that's her!! Before we celebrated papa's birthday at home, i went to town to but some make up from Red Earth. Thanks to kak ida by the way! The things i bought!
Hee... Gees! Apology to the boyfriend becase i think he's all tired with me shopping. After all that walking around i still have yet to get myself a pair of shoes that i intend to get one on that day. Gees... Sorry sweetheart. Went to bring the hungry gost to have lunch at Swensen! Like amzingly se fnish up her fish and chips this time and i'm the one who didn't finish up my curry chicken baked rice. Gees... and guess who's the hungry ghost is. There, she's the one! Hahahaha...

And then we have ice cream!! Like yessa after so long of coughing i had ice-cream again! Haha... but i am still craving for tha Nestle Drumstick with Kit Kat! The avert is like cheating my feelings la. I can'ts seem to fnd it at any shops. Gees... =( I so wanna have it. But it's oka i already had it with the boyfriend some more! BONUS YUM! Hahaha... That's the after math of ICE-CREAM HUNRY GHOST! Hahaha...

Hopefully no cooughing or whatsoeve after this. Haha... Damn it la i'm attack by 3 ulcersin my mouth la! Ishk!! Super irritating can?! Urgh!!! I can't even eat properly now!! I want that KITKAT ice-cream! *sob sob*


And so went to meet Di at JP. My mum invited him for dinner at home. Haha... i think the family misses him already he's like 'SO' bsy now! Haha... so we had dinner at home!! Wait!! Papa gets a present from the boyfriend, di and mak cu! Both of them getfr him the same thing! A watch! Hahaha... what a co-incident. So papa have 2 new watches now!

And so mama cooked her ever so nice chicken rice!! Hahaha... Delicious right! Yum!!

So overall i wanna thank the boyfriend who took off to spendthe day with me. Thanks a bunch sweetheart! You really make my day! Thnks for everything! Muackz Muackz! Love ya loads!


And so after so long! Really, its really such long time i went to jmputan! It's a not so close relatives butya i know them and its abang imran's sister's wedding. So ya i went t 2 wddings today! I met the cousins afer so long. Miss them! Long time no get togther! I think i'll just let the pictures do the talking la ah! Lazy to type!

Actually there's more la but i'm just plain lazy to eit it and update it here. Hee... okay so ya i'm tired! Sorry for spelling mistaes or even if whatever is say is un-understandable. I guess i pretty much shutting me eyes already! Teaching the ever so ineteresting people on earth tommorrow! The primary ONEs!! Whoah! Hopefully the are well-behaved enough so that i dnt have to tal to much because ofmy ulcers Gees... And what the hell boyfriend's hndphone is giving him one heck of a problem! Attitude sia! I'm so going to mke one hell of a havoc if i can't get to message him the whole day tommorrow! Haha... BRAT!Anywyas i think i so have to leave now else i can't bloody wake up tommorrow! Have a nice day ahead beautiful people! <3