confusion

I can only envy girls with that kindda hair.
It's not like I can't have it, but I just don't look good with it because my hair's thin.
I even think I'm balding! Gee, goodness!

I know its not good to not look forward for raya.
But oh well, a lot of things happened lately that I don't really have the mood for raya.
But gees gees, I am still happy raya datang lagi!
But ramadhan's gonna leave soon. =(

As much as I am not so into raya this year, I still wanna look presentable.
& the condition of my hair now is so not helping.
I don't wanna rebond, neither do I wanna go to the salon to curl.
Natural hair too may not be a good idea as for now.
Ahhh..... how how?
Should I just get the hair curler and start curling it myself? (though I don't really know how it works)
Straigth hair with hair straightener? (like usual!) :
Haish...

On a brighter note, Sham love message me this morning to say he misses me.
*smiles*