Okay first day of semester two. Today's a weird day. I hate it yet i love it. A sad one yet a happy one. I tear yet i laugh. Weird isn't it? These mixture of feelings can make me go nuts man. CRAP! Okay whatever. I shall not dwell over it. Like anyone even understands.

So yah, Juliana is still teaching me for Child Development 1.3 and Komala is still teaching me Child health & nutrition. And i have a male lecturer! Haha... Phillip!!! He teaches me Curriculum studies 1.2. Creatvivity, art, math, science and more. I forgot what else. Too many. *blur* Phillip was so funny and i enjoy his lecture. Hahaha... Looking forward for more. But not the assignments part of course. Goodness! Tonnes and tonnes of assignments are lined up for me! And i DO mean it when i say A LOT!!!! Ahhh.... okay Yus don't panic yus! Slowly bloody finish it up.

My happy parts of the day is all thanks to LIN and only LIN is responsible to be loved by me today. Ceh ceh... macam paham! Haha... she bloody cheer up my day and she is such a dear la. Lin you should know why i bloody LOVE you la! Thanks for the wonderful dinner though it was a rush and undecided place to break our fast. Haha.. i truly enjoyed myself. Thanks for being really really such a dear. Hahaha... so fun la! Love ya babes! I don't how to describe the fun part already. And what the hell there was these two banglas wearing green staring at lin and me while eating. Then after eating they went out to sit outside to smoke and Lin couldn't stop rolling her eyes to those freaks because they were basically giving stupid stare. Wasn't aware of them until Lin told me and Lin realises that they were actually waiting for us to leave. So we decided to stay longer. Then Lin saw one of them nodding and talking away and then they look at us and then go off after such a looong time! Like thank God! Was thinking how to go home when they are there. Skali they follow DIE! Hahaha... And i met a new friend. REBECCA! She's a fun girl. And yes she's Alicia's friend! Haha... cool babe who looks like malay! Hahaha... owh ya and dennis. If this is how it is spelt. Boy i will call you without your number. Hahaha... that's like so lame! Haha...

The Males: Hafiz S(Logistics), Elias(Chariman), Azhar(Programmer),
HakimBesi(Programmer), WanHensem(Logistics).
The Females: Farhana(Advisers), Amalina(Advisers), Fattanah(V.Chairman),
Kyn(Publications), Aida(Publications), Azlina(F&B), Tini(F&B),
Fidah(Treasurer), Yus(Secretary)

Okay owh wells, Elias was right i will be updating about MCC iftar first before i set to hiatus which i am thinking twice about it. Because hiatus means i have to bloody change layout! And which i am sooooo lazy to do it. Hahaha... alah see la how... depends! Anyways, MCC iftar was a success. There was some unforseen mistakes here and there but overall it was all A-OK! Congratulations to Elias and Haq and also to the committee members. Thanks to those who come and make it all a fun and succeful event. Not going to update all the pictures because i'm plain lazy. So for the pictures please visit:

http://cendekiawan.multiply.com

Alright i will wanna wish an advance birthday to ADAM and ELIAS. Happy 18th birthday boys. May all wishes come true and may God bless you with good health always. ADAM!!! Sorry i didn't sing for you a birthday song like hoe you sing to me because i think i'm sleeping already. School beb besok! Hahaha... and ELIAS sorry tak leh bukak convo for you like what you did for me. Hahaha... same reason! So a shout out here will do la ehh! Hahaha...

Okay before i go here are replies to beloved taggers:-

dear sky: Okay you are right. Dah update pun! Hahaha...

dear kyn: Alamak Kyn... hang tak habak! Cek tak tahu noh! Hahaha...

dear hi_far: Amboi dtg rumah kau? Drngar dengar aku tak yah buat kuih sendiri kat rumah. Kuih aku sape rnak tolong. Anyways my kuih more sedap than yours! For sure. Confirm chop chop! I have magic fingers unlike yours! Hahaha...

dear NUR FATTANAH: Dah pun and your turn la. Blog mendaks sehh kakaku! Hahaha...

dear nasri: NVM! I give you time relax for a bit. Next time i tell you what is the stuff! Good boy! =)

dear gab: Hmm good question gab! I love dance i love floorball. But i think i love dance more. So not sure, can't make up my mind as yet. So i'll think about it again. But i am itching to run about and whack that ball with a stick like those Hua Yi days!!! Hahaha...

dear hakim: Haha... a'ahh jugak la kim! lIke bacer puisi but the lyrics is still nice la deyy!! Hahaha... =)

AND I WANT TO SAY I LOVE MY BEST FRIEND, SABRINA SO BLOODY MUCH AND I BLOODY MISS HER! =)

the end.

**goodness it hurt so bad still.
i miss you so bad still.
i am falling for you still.
my heart lost to you and wow you don't care.**

Nirina - Hari ini, esok dan seterusnya

Dan seterusnya rasa ini terjadi
Dan tak pernah berkurang
Hatiku hanya untuk dirimu
Aku bahagia hanya bila kamu bahagia

Currently addicted to this song by Nirina. One of the actress in the movie HEART. At first i thought the song was irritating. If Wan and Elias who was watching the movie with me could remember, i said this song suddenly sound like a dikir song. Haha! But nah, it sounded nice actually when i i hear the full song. So anyone have the MP3 version send me please. Wait for Wan too long, can die of addiction. Hahaha... i think the lyrics is nice. Like something i wish to say but i can't say. This song lyrics is kindda meaningful though.

Okay, that man i got his age wrongly has left for his work. And he didn't get to see the previous entry because he claims that he thought chittagong computer lags but he's com lags more. Hahaha.. in the end i have to sms him those re-wish! Haha... DUSH!

I think i'm setting my blog mode to hiatus. Nothing interesting is happening in my life now. So might as well close it or something. So yea i guess i edit some stuff first then i shall close the blog or rather set the blog to 'HIATUS'.

Okay i got to reply to my beloved taggers:

dear -fidah-: Okay dear, actually i wanted to pass to you tommorrow but since you are not ponteng-ing your work and join us, i'll give you on Saturday instead! Bluek! Haha...

dear ads: Getting chubby? I thought i was already chubby long time ago?! Haha... since when i wasn't chubby! Haha... and cute... haha... =)

dear sky: Owh because i just pick any random picture. Didn't intend to upload all of the photos. AND menyampah se eur face act cute only. Hahaha... ni mesti case takder cermin kat rumah kan?! Haha...

dear hi_far: Your share? Still dare ask me your share? Dah buat banyak tu diam2. Aku baru start buat 2 macam cik kak oi! Haha... ader share gue? Haha... and dengar dengar aku hari hari gi geylang aper steam? Ngarut sak! Wouldn't go if its not because of my baju babes. Sorry ah that time can't go the cousins the other side serang and haze babe! Aku saket saper susah? Aku kan bukan kau! Hahaha... and wish you birthday for what. Your birthday dah basi! Hahaha...

dear gab: Okay what Gab! Why cannot say here? Hmm... =)

dear [[EiLeeN]]: Eyy chio bu! Will link you up! yessa i miss you! Muackz muackz... can't wait to see you guys on Monday! Muackz... haha...

dear bez fwen: Okay ah set! Love you too ah! GILER! =)

dear nasri: Okay i finished that long ago boy. Jangan bangga! Haha... ahh good now i can torment you with some stuff! Hur hur! =)

dear hisham: Ish sorry la wei! Sabar jer... U yg cakap you are 19 last time. Hahaha... blur sikit la deyy. Haha.. ok re-wished and now you are gone again! Gees... Haha...

dear hakim: Kim Kim... you got my sotong disease i guess... dengar dengar MR HISHAM is a girl? Hahaha... sabar jer... LOL!!!

Okay i don't know what else to blog. So i guess i shall take leave. See told ya nothing great happening in my life now. All boring! BYE!

*you are the first and the last.*

APOLOGIES TO HISHAM!

Okay this is embarrassing! Hahaha... silly mistake there YUS! Before this boy called Hisham leave again for his work. I better make a public apology here. At 1150 pm on 1st of October i make a birthday wish for this person called Hisham who is celebrating his birthday in another few more minutes, and i foolishly and confidently thought that he turn 19! Haha... but actually he's 20!!!! Haha... So... let me re-wish him again!! So its not belated okay! I'm still the first to wish you. Am i? Haha... ok whatever. There...

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY MR. HISHAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MAY ALL WISHES COME TRUE AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU WITH GOOD HEALTH ALWAYS!

AND.... MAY YOUR SHIP DELAY AGAIN!

*EVIL LAUGH* =)

*wearing white and the smile makes my day.*

crazy people on the move.

Firstly decided not to set my blog in HIATUS because i am too lazy to change layout to hiatus mode. Hahaha... plain lazy la this Yus. So might as well update those nice pictures taken by lovely people around me. Heh heh! Yessa! This are the crazy people yesterday in the bus. Elias, Kyn, Lin, Haq, Fidah and ME! haha... Fidah took this so that's why she's not inside. But there she is! Because Elias turn who snap this. Haha... at the MRT station now.

And now Haq is missing! Haha.. because he snap this. And Mr Elias its not my camera that's blur, its Haq's hands that is shaking when he's snapping like almost all the pictures okay!Hahaha...look at Kyn and Elias. Just cannot give a proper smile man. Hahaha... Elias la yesterday he was super hyper with making stupid faces. DUSH!! Want to act cute only!

Many things happen in the train of course. Camwhoring starts, like OF COURSE also. But i just select some pictures to be published here because i'm just plain lazy to upload like SOOO many of those here. Hahaha... And here are my Madus...

And now this is the proud secretary and the treasurer of MCC iftar EXCO. Hahaha... Semangat sak exxagerate. Ok i forgot how that word is spelt. Haha... Ok whatever. Not bad ah in the end Fidah decided to follow us. Haha... despite of her laziness. And amongst us she have the low battery level for the eyes. The eyes can shut off any moment yesterday. Hur hur...

And what the hell la! Firstly Elias for once i love you for taking this two bloody nice, fantastic and i don't know what word to describe already!! Hahaha... Super nice man this picture. Its like the best picture amongst all pictures taken la!! Super pretty besides the fact that we girls are already so pretty la of course! Hahahaha.... See see... with that sephia mode. Sephia ehh? OK whatever mode. But its just super nice! I Loike!

And this is the another taken by Mr Elias also Haha... super candid and super nice again! I loike i loike. And i remember we were all busy looking at the pictures taken in my handphone. Hahaha... and look at Kyn... the 'tak kuaser look lendet kat Lin!' Hahaha... and fidah kpo kpo! Nak tengok je. Hahaha... and Lin, got no idea what's she's thinking. Maybe she's thinking about HIM! Hahahaha... DUSH!

Okay what was heart aching was we went to Geylang to take my Baju Raya! But what the hell!!! NOT READY FOR COLLECTION!! And kak aidah confident cakap Monday can take the other day but she apologises because she forgot to give me a call. Ish... Sabar jer. Takper takpe... bulan puaser. So sabar jer! Sorry ah ias, lin, haq, kyn and fidah! Hahaha... sorry sorry! And then i bought my kropok lekor!! Wee... and we ate it at the stairs at TKC! And also to wait for brother. All tired already after the nonsense we talk about and stuff while walking at the bazaar. Look look, all no mood to smile. except for lin and kyn maybe. Haha... sumer muker penat. Haha... Elias snap this.

Before iftar meeting yesterday, Lin and Me meet early to do something nice!!! Take neoprints!!! Hahaha... We loike sia taking pictures!! Nice pictures that is not stupid crappy one. Hahahaha... and we discover we look good in Neoprints rather than in normal pictures. See the magic of neoprints. Hahaha... One word NICE but the decoration, thanks to Lin's creativity it didn't really turn out nice because the BOTH of us just couldn't understand what the hell the screen were saying in japanese or whatever language. And so we didn't know where is erase or delete button. So that's the aftermath! Hahaha...

After the neoprints shoots Lin and Me still think that we didn't have enough. So we snap snap again using our camera now! Heh heh!! I loike i loike! See... but don't know why our face yesterday are like sooo not nice laa... ISH!! Don't know what's wrong. Haha... will upload those funny pictures soon when i get it from Kyn. Because thanks to her she edited for me. Told ya i'm lazy especially these kindda things! Gees... haha... Thanks dearie Kyn! Muacks muacks... Haha...

Ok now to some serious stuff. To whom this may concern. (dah mcm MC letter sak! LOL!) Can you guys bloody start calling me by my name!! WTH!! I have a name ok! And that is if you don't know what's my name. I'm called YusLiza. Call me by this name and not HIS name. Goodness! Let me make this clear! Since so many are like asking me. I WAS NEVER ATTACHED and I AM SINGLE THEN AND STILL SINGLE NOW!! So jolly well stop this shit and call me by MY name! Thank you very much. Gees... i may not mind but HE hates it so much and never liked it one bit. So respect the hell out of it ok? Thank you very much.

Reply to taggers:

dear Lin: AWWWW!!!!!!! Lin... i love to the most too!!! So touching... Haha... I love you and i love the pictures!!! Muacks Muacks.

dear kyn: Alah... that shades doesn't make you look ugly at all la girl. Maybe its the shades yang tak cantek kot. Oops... who's shades ahh?! Haha... expect more about you girl! Hahaha... tu pasal ah! Degil sak ini LIN!! HYAK DUSH!

dear hi_far: Prata sak?! Well ok la! Aku nie tak la cerewet macam LO! Haha... prata pun prata ah. And by the way i'm not sad la because i know there's people like you who will give me duit rayer. Berlebih2 la sikit ehh. Budak kecik tak leh simpan duit byk2 but budak besar macam gue boleh! Hahaha...

And wow!!! Suddenly i admit Elias is sweet because he freaking give me HEART vcd just now. Ahhh... sweet la. I didn't thought he'd get it done so soon for me but he said it was actually my birthday present. So baikk ah elias! Buat buat selalu ahh!! Haha... anyways thanks again. Wan's heart dvd is so freaking frustrating as i can't burn. Sabar jer. So yessa!! Woo hoo!! I love that movie so bloody much laa!! Yessa yessa yessa!!! So Fidah i'll pass you Wan's dvd as soon as i meet you ya! Twees!!

Whoah! Okay. I wanna buat kuih now. Maybe cornflakes first, then my very own chocolate cookie then maybe kuih tart! AHHHH! relieve stress sikit. Haha... lalala... so ok! I'm off! Twees!!

Expect the Unexpected.

Okay this will be the last entry before i go on a hiatus. HIATUS! Hmm, no entries but i maybe posting photos only. Depends. Maybe its better for pictures to do the talking. I'm too exhausted to blog anymore. Nothing exciting is happening. My blog is too drained with too much dissappointed and sad words. I had enough. So no more upsetting events here. Only joy. I realised we can hide sadness but you can never hide happiness as it will ruin life more and it sucks, leaving you with no sense of belonging and depressed. I don't want that to happen to me. I want to always be happy despite all problems in life. =)

So i will no longer blog about anything that will bring my mood or even myself down. No use dwelling. Each day everybody wants to be better person so ya, everything happens too for a reason. Learn from the past and live for the future.

Ok whatever. I'm never good at words man, SERIOUSLY. I totally suck at putting down my thoughts. So ya, whatever. Whatever is a nice word for what's happening in my life right now. Nice word.. Whatever! Hahaha... So yah had iftar meeting on Friday and went down to Geylang with those lovely people that is LIN, KYN, HAQ & WAN! If you guys realise, all of our names can easily be called by 3 alphabets. Haha...

We took this while waiting for train of course and right before this we break fast at Macdonald. Haq's idea. Grr... and WAN!! Wan has a unique way of saying mayonaise. Goodness!! Haha... was waiting for the order with Wan when Wan said, "Yus nanti mintak mayoNAISE ehh!" Freaking can't be understand in a blog. Haha... but kyn, haq and lin should know what i'm talking about. Kuku Wan but its cute how you said it though. Hahaha...

That picture just now was without Lin and now she's in. I LOVE NUR AZLINA la. She's like the BEST! Don't ask me why but she's simply the best!! Lin you should know what you did for me is unthankable. If there's such a word. Haha... being there for me all along, i hope i would do the same thing to you when you need me ya! I love you to bits!

That's my 'MADUS'. Kyn i know it was a hard day but i hope you will always put that freaking sweet and cute smile always ya! Then i don't feel awkward having a dimple because you have too. Hahaha... Love ya Kyn!! Stay cheerful ya. I guess the both of us are going through almost the same thing. Everything sucks to the core now huh?... Hmm... Haha!!

This is Wan and i think this is the best picture we took so far. MANGKOK!! And people, he's the vice-president of my sotong club. Hahaha... and what the hell, i bite his finger unintentionally while some conversation was going on. Without realising. It was such a freaking funny incident! LAME yet funny! Hahaha... this guy calls KYN as not KYN but K.Y.N! Haha.. and we were all the way spelling things. Like when he saw food at the stairs, Wan said eh yus, M.A.K.A.N! Hahah... okay Wan wants to improve his spelling skills! And he suggested my name to be spelt as y.u.S.o.t.o.n.g! Thanks ehh W.A.N! LOL! =)

My hakim besi! And Wan is such a toot. Cannot is it if never enter frame? Hahaha... the one finger is so ugly la. And i proudly say its WAN's!!! Hahaha... MANGKOK! Haha! I don't know what's with Wan and that word la. Haha...

And yessa i have Wan's HEART! Oii... don't anyhow interpret ah. What i meant was, I have Wan's DVD with me and its called the lovely 'HEART'!!! Love the show. Hee.. thanks Wan. Maybe you should just give me la since you watched it in theatres some more. Haha... freaking touching show la. But hey i didn't cry. Told ya i only cried watching horror movie. Haha.. So ya!

Btw, want to say a huge thanks to brother who bought me an MP4 and gave me 15 minutes before my birthday ends. That's the one.

Thanks Bro, i thought there wasn't any more present because he already bought me my Kebayer, shoe and all. Gees! Thanks man!! Love it. Then Hairon Najib came just now to give me his gift. Since i can't go out because the Gramps sick and the haze is killing me. So ya that's his give for me. A Baby G Watch. Love it man!!! Yay! New toy, new watch. Thanks brothers! You guys are the best people on earth la. I'm pampered so much that sometimes i wish i don't want you guys to have girlfriends at all!!! Wahahahah!!! =)

Okay wanna make a public apology to HAKIM BESI because his name wasn't at the list of my thanks yous who wished me happy birthday. THANKS HAQ!!! For putting a special entry for me in CENDEKIAWAN's BLOG!! Sabar jer... padahal dah tarok Cendekiawan blog. Haha...

And another apology to best friend because today's outing have to be cancel. Granps sick ah girl, aunties came and the haze is really darah naik. Can't go out. You should understand it can kill me man. ASS!! Sorry yah..

And thanks to the lin, kyn, wan and haq for cheering me up that friday when i was practically freaking down. With you guys around i forget the pains and i started to laugh again. Thanks people love ya guys!! Esp Lin thanks!!

And the last And for the day. Hahaha.. thanks to SAB and DAN!!! You guys have been great! Thanks for being with me all this while!! I love you guys man!! But dan, i love Sab MORE ahh.. hee.. sorry about that! Don't worry people i'm going to be fine. Of course! With so many fun and interesting people around me, how can i not be fine!! =)

Okay, that's it for now! Love ya people!!

Happy Birthday To Me!

So yah its my birthday. Like every year until i R.I.P, 4th October is my birthday. Haha... okay it wasn't a great one though. I am just thankful that i am alive for 18 years and may Allah bless me with good health to live on for the years to come. This birthday thingy, it sort of fears me already. Like for 2 years already i tear so bad during my birthday. Like really... SO BAD!! Gees! What a birthday when you tear so much right?! And i didn't sleep for the whole night yesterday. Haha... couldn't get to sleep after the ever-so-fun conversation at MSN last night. Thanks to Elias who open the conversation for me. Haha... sahur and then i discover i can't go back to sleep. Anyways of course there are just too many people who cheer up my day and their wishes left me with a wide smile. Thank you people. From no particular order. I wanna thank all these people for remembering my birthday and giving me your best wishes. yus want you to know that she really really appreaciate it. Thanks so much people. I love ya to bits. Though i stayed home the whole day, i am still happy because of all the wishes.

The first ever to wish me is of course HISHAM. Haha.. because he's already away now.

And then through the calls. Thanks to: My ever-the-greatest best friend ever, SABRINA!!!! Haha... love ya babes. Then ADAM!! Goodness, you are so sweet la boy. Didn't expect you to even remember and adding on, girls who is eyeing on Adam don't be jealous because he sang me a birthday song over the phone! Hahaha... Thanks Adam, really didn't expect it. I was like speechless. Thanks so much. Appreaciate it loads! Then, Farhan and then My good boy Malik. Boy, i thought you forgot. Gees...

Not forgetting the lovely SMSes i received. Thanks to: Idzahar. Azlina. Khairiah. Nurul. Best friend's boyfriend, Danny. Ozal! Kyn. Abang Hairon. Saerah. Haifa Noorin. My busted 2, Shariffah! Farhana. Mak ijah! Nisha. Pammie Pam. Faizal afro. Kakak Erni. And of course Best friend again, SABBIE!! Hahaha... save the best for the last! Hahaha...

Then the nocturnals in MSN!!! Thanks to: Azlina (again, i love her!). Riduwan (wanderis). Ridhwan (wanhensem). Ahmad. Elias. Hakim Berg. Tinatinoot. Dilachombi. Aida. Shazzman. Seri. Norhan. Ads. Fidah. Sydi. Miera. Topet. Chee Yon. Rizal. Hairon Najib (again!). Okay i think they are more. Sorry if i miss out any of your names who wished me.

The sweetest wishes from my tagboard and from thier blogs! Big thank you to: Azlina (again, WEE!). Seri. Ads. Nadia (which nadia eh SQPS ker ECH eh? Anyways thanks!). Miza. Nana. Miera. Kyn. HakimBerg. Elias. Cendekiawan Blog!

Okay so ya thanks peeps. Really appreaciate it alot. To those whom i missed out your names. So sorry ya but you should know i love it and i appreaciate it so much. Wasn't in a good mood last night. Mood level is like 0.0000001%. Was quite dissappointed about some stuff. Was truly dissappointed that is. Really sad to happened on the 4th of October. Gees. Oh ya special thanks to Mamang Awi, nini's dad for buying me my all-time-favourite cake from primadeli, CHOCOLATE CRAVINGS!! Goodness!! I loike laa!! See... delicious!!! That's my birthday cake.

This is for Elias! Its not my fault la, its haq's fault. Your matair ah! Shouldn't have make the meeting that day. Else we should have gone to watch the movie already. And bridal boutique doesn't only sells baju pengantin dengs!! They sell baju kebayer and baju kurung for non pengantins also. That's why it is called a boutique. Slenge!! Haha... don't worry i wanna marry you are invited. Confirm. Haha.. but not now! Hahaha... sabar je ehh! Haha... and adam is sweeter than you ias! Bluek! Hahaha...

Okay so nothing much left to say. Told ya nothing special. So yah i shall take leave to do ifatr minutes else Elias will scream at me. Haha... freaking lazy man! Ish!! DUSH DUSH!!!! Cool, i enjoy DUSH DUSH-ing Wan Hensem yesterday at MSN!! Hmm... and he likes to kick me after he was DUSH-ed! HYAK DUSH!!!!

ok, bye.

*never thought the day was spend alone without you,

the special one.*

A Huge Shout Out to

MIERA
who turns 17!

&

SAERAH
who turns 18!

To you girls, may you have a wonderful birthday and may all wishes come true! =)

Was kindda in a dilemma. Didn't know which to choose from. The kebaya from Begum Boutique or Aidah Bridal and Boutique?! Ahh... CRAP! Both look fantastic. Same price. Crap crap!!! Now i gotta choose one. For the first time i tried a pink baju kurung yesterday from RH Bridal and what the hell papa actually thinks i look good in pink? Hahaha... how could that happen? Yessa i tried the yucky pink just for the size. But i don't really like the designs in RH so i moved on to other boutiques. Wasn't in a mood for any baju raya search actually. But eventually i have to get one so yah for once i stop being lazy and went to find for it. Haha... i shall be lenient this year with brother and not demand a more than 490 bucks kebayer like last year because he already bought me a GUESS shoe. Hahaha... so relax bro because all the 490s didn't caught my eyes yesterday at RH. Hmm...

Simply not in a mood for Hari Raya Shopping man. I'm the last this year to shop. Mama, papa and bro already did theirs. Grr... okay so the day is tommorrow and how pathethic i'm going to stuck at home. Hahaha... everybody's busy. The brother's working. The papa's working. The best friend's working. The boyfriend's... ok wait! There' isn't any boyfriend! Hahaha... Okay ya so basically everybody's busy. So yah, birthdays a phobia thing now because of what happened last year durin g my birthday bash. The Hua Yians should know right. Some crappy people actually stole my handphone on my birthday. How pathethic! Ok i don't wanna be reminded. So yah this year is no big deal for me.

Suddenly i have a HUGE craving for AYAM PERCIK! Haha... anyone wants to shop for ayam percik with me. Geylang maybe or kampung glam? Haha... its been such a long time since i go out with my friends. Haha... actually family too. Ayam percik... goodness... simply mouth watering la. Sesungguhnyer aku sedang berpuaser! Hahaha...

And the best friend was such a dear! Thanks best friend for always being there for me. Sucky month that is for me but still i love you!! Haha... and best friend, she's just makan gaji buter like Haifa Noorin! At work also can talk on the phone. Hahaha...!!! Okay i miss this SABRINA girl la!! Hope to see her soon.

Okay leaving for tuition later. Ahh, all of them having exams and i can feel the pressure. Ish!!

the end.

*why do i feel some people are bringing us down?

Separating our beutiful memories together.*

September Ends.

**People beware because its going to be a SUPER long entry. Not interested recommended to leave like NOW!!!**

Whoah! Finally September ends. Gees, September was definately a rough month for me. A whole load of things happen. Both bad and happy moments. Guess past is past. Lets not dwell over it. Its first October people. So HAPPY CHILDREN"S DAY!!! Hahaz... i would have give a little somthing for my K2s if there's still attachment now. I miss my small friends. I miss Kenji, Rohit, Andre, Gloria, Jian Xiang, Rykiel, Lovina and more. Miss my K2 Class so much!! can't wait for next semester and then attatchment starts again. Actually for the first time in my life i think i'm hating holidays. It's so freaking bored. I rather go back school. Open some books and start studying a bit. I'm getting so bored nowadays. By the way, it was a shocking pleasure to have someone calling me 'Teacher Liza' So oloudly when i was outside the other day. Hahaha.. mama was shocked and we were like wondering was that referring to me or something. Because my name does have a LIZA in it. To think of it again, only my dear K2s called me 'Teacher LIZA' besides Ozal also. Hahaha... then came Wen Yi pulling my hand. Haha... she's cute la. So hyper and talkative and i LOIKE!!! Haha... Miss this children so bloody much and Wen Yi was asking when will i be teaching again? And i was like... soon okay? Then i play buttons with you again. She's so sweet la! Love her...

Went to MSS majlis iftar that Friday on the 29th September after MCC iftar meeting. It was fun. Sorry iqbal we came down late. Its Elias fault, he don't want to go down. Make new friends. And i love my group. Haha.. we did a meaningless yet interesting masterpiece. Hahaha... It was fun and here are the pictures taken from Haq's camera.

Me and Lin. And that is Haq's finger pointing to my 'padang golf'.

Sebok jer!!Takder makner betul!

My dear Kyn and Me!!

Wan 'hensem' and Me! not a day to take pictures for us! See not nice! So blur and all. Sabar jer!!

The cendekiawans + Kyn adiratna. Haha!

The another Wan who never fails to crap with me @ MSN!

Mr Elias who went home with me! And we didn't get to watch HEART! =(

That's Iqbal and me! And he have a beautiful sister! I loike!! =)

My 'MADUS'!

My grp members and our meaningless masterpiece. Haha!!

The MCC iftar committee members.

The boys for the day!

The ladies for the day!

Actually the plan for the day was suppose to leave after breaking fast. I'm not allowed to go home late because my dad and bro is unable to fetch me. Which means i'm going home by myself and that means mama wants me home early since i'm going home alone. She never like me going home alone la at night. Actually i was never alone when going anywhere especially at night. I'm always with someone or some friends. So yeah maybe that's why she's worried. Can't blame her for asking me to be home early. But thanks to Kyn and Lin, i stayed after the whole thing which ends at around 9 going 10. I'm like super late la. Was so scared to tell my mum i'm going late. Thank God, there wasn't any scoldings. Haha... thanks eh Kyn and Lin! First time tu! Hahaha... Told mama was going home with my friends so guess she wasn't that worried. So yeah i went home with Elias. Was so afraid he would play soccer or what after the whole thing. Okay he didn't. That's cool. So ya i went home with him. Left school with Kyn and Fidah! And Kyn... so many things to share ehh? Hur hur... Sayang my madu so much la. Kyn make sure next time you go watch hindustan with me ehh! Hahahaha... and Fidah can hardly open her eyes. Almost shutting off throughtout the whole journey home. Hahaha... Okay and i swear for more than like 5 years or so i know Elias this is the first time we ever have such a conversation. Hahaha...ISH! And its Elias fault, Heartt is no longer showing anymore! ARGHH!! Heart pain. See la ias now cannot watch already. Cheat my feelings. Hahahah! Its ok make sure this mister elias here buy the VCD and so we can all watch! Thanks ehh Ias! Hahaha... Was suppose to watch some movie today la with Elias, Haq and i don't know who else. But cancel because i got no mood. No Heart! No nice movies that i'm like practically dying to watch. So yah. Rather stay at home.

The cousins and aunties break fast at my house yesterday. Was fun. Makan kat dulang lagi! And NAsi Briyani again. My aunt cook. Haha... 2 days staright Nasi Briyani because MSS iftar also serves Nasi Briyani. But i loike!!! Hur hur. And HAIFA NOORIN! Though you put my name wrongly in my name card, i still love you! Because your boyfriend is so sweet to buy for me roti prata in the middle of the night!!!! Hur hur! Been craving for it! Hee! Love him! Oops... don't jealous ah.I love abg hyrul for that la! Wahaha!! Alah relax don't need jealous you'll never know i may have a better boyrfriend than yours! Hahahaha!! Ahh that's something you have to be jealous about! LOL! Ok whatever HAIFA love you to bits!

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY HISHAM!!!

May all wishes come true and may God bless you with good health always.

Looking forward for one new message soon! Haha! =)

Haha... actually Hisham is the first to wish me a happy birthday also. An advance wish. Haha... he gave me the birthday wish before he left Singapore that day. Haha.. and i hope i'm the first to wish him also that last last Wednesday. Hahaha...

Okay i warned you its going to be a long long long entry. Don't tell me i didn't warn you ah! Hahaha... Ok before i end this long long entry let me reply to my beloved taggers:

dear naq: Hey girl, actually i was wondering who you are. Like do you know me? Because i sortt not know who you are untill i asked Elias. Haha... so you are in adiratna? Haha... and you know me? Hahaha... cool cool! And sob sob... i'm crying already because cannot watch Heart! Sabar je... not showing anymore. =(

dear Shazz: Yes, indeed it is. Enjoy! =)

dear LiN: Its okay Lin, sometimes it happens and now you know right?! Hahaha...

dear azri: Hey, i don't know what you are feeling. If its the same or not, i'm not sure but cheer up ya. I did that. Just smile your day and everything will be fine. Especially with so many friends around you. =)

dear hi_far: Kau nie tak habes2 henna. i got many other duties, roles and jobs ok. Hahaha... dah la put my name wrongly at my namecard. Haha.. btw i love your shrek like SUDDENLY! Hahaha...

dear nasri: You should because it like frigging nice song. Right right?

dear boy: Hey i really hope so. Yeah i guess, i have to do that. Trust you. Hahaha... =)

dear kyn: Ashikin? Kyn? Whatever all i know is you are my lovely madu! *covers face* Hee...

dear adam: Haha... eyy!! How to update when you never tell me you change blog ehh? Haha... ok you take care too and ya lah take picture with you always not nice tau! I wonder why! Hahaha... next time we see each other we take again! Hahaha... and MR ADAM! Since when my name have a 'H' at the back? Yuslizah? Hahaha...

dear miera: Hey hey. There's always a first time babe. Haha... kindda cool being emo for a while. A while only. Hahaha... Oii... never miss me ah? I miss chatting with you la girl. Awww... hahaha... =)

dear sHoRtEeLi: It new la dengs. And of course its nice. Go buy the VCD and watch!

dear tino0ot: Hehe... dah tak sad sad lagik dah! Dah ketawer ajer nie? Sampai sumer tak leh tahan! too irritating. Hahaha... twees! =)

dear ads: The movie no more showing already la girl. =( Must go grab the VCD and watch. Its and indonesia movie. Try to watch it don't ask me because i haven't watch. So don't know good or not. Should be good i predict. Hur hur. Twees. =)

Alright, the end. FINALLY! =)

My Heart - Acha Septriasa & Irwansyah

Suddenly i love this song. Idris was the one who introduce me to this movie. I didn't even know the existence of this movie and he said the movie is highly recommended. It's a sad story and he says i will definately cry. Hahaz... ok. One problem with me. I don't really cry watching sad story but instead i cry watching HORROR movie. OKay, Nurul and Candy if you are reading this. Shhh... don't need to tell what happened when we went to watched 'CREEP'. Crap! LOL! So okay... its been a long time since i watched movies. Or rather, its been a long time since i went out of the house to some window shopping or whatever. I haven't even stepped the Bazaar Ramadhan. Gees... don't really have the mood to go out either. So been home for quite some time already. So i like read at somebody's blog ehh that he want to watch My Heart!! His name is like ELIAS like that. Or rather, Sky/Langit? Hahaz... And also Kyn. Her name also like Ashikin like that. Hahahahaz... Come humans! Let's go watch then see if i cry or not after the movie. Hahaz...

Not going to blog much today just that i need to say something today. Yes, here in my blog. Okay, i never did such a thing in my blog before but owh well, i'm going to do it here.

To a special someone, a friend and you know who you are.

Phew, took me lots of courage to do this.
I'm not really used to saying all this.
So well, just shut up and listen up.
I have so many things to say to you.
But i shall just keep it short and sweet!

Okay, so i have been doing a lot of thinking this few days.
Only to come to a conclusion that, i'm not being understanding at all and that, i'm kindda sellfish..
I'm sorry for being harsh to you that night in MSN.
I'm sorry to have not at least try to understand how you actually feel.

I know you are going through hard times now, and that only God knows how you feel.
I'm sorry that i flare at you when you were actually just sharing with me what you are actually feeling.
Seriously, i've been doing a lot of thinking, a lot, and that i'm beginning to feel guilty.
Guilty because i can't bring myself to tell you that firstly, i miss you and that i want you to be strong and take care of yourself everyday and always.

I don't know why i can't bring myself to tell you this:
Although we don't get to see each other everyday,
Although we don't get to talk to each other everyday,
Although we don't get to msg each other everyday,
i just want you to know that,
My feelings for you remain and that even if i'm not special to you,
you are still my special friend whom i will miss and care for every single minute, hour, day and ALWAYS.

I get so frustrated at times thinking about everything.
But deep down in my heart i want you to be at peace,
i want you to be happy and most importantly i want you to have no worries despite of all problems that you are facing.
Though it seems impossible, i still pray for the impossible to happen.

How i wish every single minute when you are down i'm there with you.
I know you have the most important priorities now.
I'm sorry i'm not useful enough because i couldn't do much to help you.
I'm so sorry about that.

But one thing i'm very sure.
I'll always be there for you whenever you need me.
I will always give you my support.
AlWAYS!
You gotta trust me on that because from chapter one, i'm beginning to trust you all over again.

Lastly, i'll pray that everything will be fine.
Will be back to normal and that i will get to see you smile again.
Have faith and you will see the rough edges of live getting smoother as days passed.
You should know i am never good at words and expressing my thoughts.
So i'm trying my best now to say what i'm actually feeling.
I'm sorry if you hate it.
I'm sorry if you dislike it.
Whatever it is, i miss you.

OK! Phew, done. I hope the person whom i'm referring now understands how i feel and accept my apology. I just miss this friend a lot a lot a lot. I don't know how else to tell this person so i hope that person will read my blgo and yea of course read that part. Don't ask me who because heh heh, like i will say who. Ish, only God knows la how i miss this person! DUSH!
So enough already. Hahaz... alhumdulilah its already the third day of the beuatiful month of Ramadhan. Hope i will be as strong and healthy to complete it and then meet the month of Syawal. Insya'allah. OMG! Its my first time watching Maggi and Me! Hahaz... its kindda funny actually and Fiona Xie is definately a babe. Love her! Pretty and cute! Ok, replies to taggies:

dear miera: Ya lah ya lah, not me and my sour pimple right? *sobx* Hahaz... takper2 i majok with you at MSN already! =)

dear ads: You too ads! :-)

dear rinny: Hey thanks for visiting!

dear nana: Hahaz... ish mau sih diajarin. Kamu mau saya ajarin boyan egak? Wahahahahaha!!! =)

dear EHHREN: Eyy hugs you best friend!! Twees! =)

dear faezah: HEY!! Haloo girl!! Long time no hear from you! Twees!

dear nasri: Oii, i know how to take care of myself ok. See now ok already what! DUSH! Anyhow say only. Hahaz.. ya lah you never visit me, you visitiing my neighbour for the BEREKAI kan? Pongkai!! Hahahaz!!! All the best for exams!

dear LiN: Eyy Lin! Ya lah our HADY won!! We love him soooo blooody much!! Hur hur. =)

Hahahaz.... was like screaming with best friend and Lin after Gurmit says HADY MIRZA yesterday! Hahahaz... super happy la Hady won!! Woo hoo!!! I LOVE HADY!!! =)

the end.

Selamat Berpuaser buat semua umat islam di dunia ini.

Alhumdulilah, i'm still alive to do what i am suppose to do as a muslim. Though i'm like practically sick, i don't find it hard to fast at all. So i'm fasting! Woo hoo. Okay so i'm still sick. My voice still sound so bad. To people who called me like HakimBesi, Haifa Noorin, Lin and more. They will know how bad my voice sounds. Well i thought it was okay to not see the doctor that Thursday because i thought my cough will stop after some rest but it got worst at night and so before all clinics closed my brother rushed me to the nearest clinic becuase my private clinic was already closed by then.

Well Friday was hell a fun day. Minus the coughing of course. I couldn't get to sleep the whole of Thursday night because i was coughing non-stop. Cough so badly that i couldn't even breathe properly. Wake mama up and she gave me some medicine and i only get to sleep at around 5 and at 7 i have to wake up for HI Club Instructor course. I was so exhausted and sleepy that i don't feel like going. But Lin and Khai were already getting ready to go to school so i felt bad not going. Dragged myself to bath and get ready to school. And yea it was some sort fun + broing ah the course that we decided to just leave. So we left to Far East to have lunch at Sakura. Heh heh... thanks to my lovely driver that day. Who else if its not my lovely BROTHER. He practically take us from Ngee Ann then to Far East and then to Marina... Hahaz... and we slacked at esplanade. Took some pictures and i HATE the picture of me so bad because of that one STUPID pimple!!! So freaking big la! Its like the biggest in my 18 years of life!

Okay saw the awful pimple. I couldn't care less about my face that day because i was already sick and so ya i already like a sick person. Lazy to wear make-up and all. So can't be bothered la. At least i got to crap so much with Lin. This is the best part!! Hahaz... So Khai have to leave home early and so left me and Lin. So a mixture of Lin and Me can cause a bomb. We actually went to the Specialist Shopping Centre John Little to find Arif but i think we forgot to look for him because we saw TOYS!! Hahaz... so Lin and me was being super crazy! Lin played with the Superman head and seriously it was embarrasing because there were this old couple who basically look and gave us a stare. Hahahaz... And we played robbery with a colour pencil set. How lame can we be. Goodness! and its only the TWO of us. Just LIN AND ME! Hahaz... okok.. here's the best part. We were too carried away with hearing impaired club that we decided to not talk from level 4 of john little to the exit and istead communicate using sign language. Hahahahahaz... and guess what people actually look at us like as though we are really impaired. There's this indian fella who were actually staring at us signing. Hahahaz... at the escalator too. Hahahahaz... once we reached the entrance we couldn't stand it but break to laughter. Hahahaz... how can people even believe us. But seriously i think its rude to look like that. Poor thing for those who can't talk or hear, and people have to give them those stares. Even we felt uneasy when people look at us like that. Gees...

So then went to Cineleisure to have Burger King and did some serious talking. Hahaz... for some reasons the serious talking was fun. Super fun. Should have more of that la Lin. Hahaz... we talk about that issue. And till now we wonder who's wrong and who's right. And that what's her motive actually. Hmmm... owh well. Only time will tell right Lin? Okay so headed home.

Then that night went to the doctor because i just cannot tahan alaready. There's this big ulcer in my throat. And now my throat is BENGKAK. Super pain. There's like this sharp pain whenever it swollow anything. And doctor Khairul (haifa norrin don't jealous i saw him! LOL) says it will be there for 2-3 days. And now i have ulcers at my toungue too. Around 3 of them. Imagine how hard is it for me to eat. Gees... super painful! Plus my cough was another heartache. When there's cough there's running nose. Owh well it always comes in a package. So gees... i can hardly sleep that night la. The next day had fever. Super cold and feverish. Ahh.. i hate the feeling. Now my throat still hurt badly but its ok la, i'm fasting so i'm not eating anything. Just swollowing saliva. Hahaz... eh it still hurts ok.

Was suppose to go to Kampung Glam with Lin and Khai that Saturday. But i was still sick so couldn't make it. Sorry girls. For now i just ended chatting with dear girl MIERA. Super nice girl la she. Hahaz... thanks girl for everything. For listening and advicing. Just love chatting with her man. Ok can't wait for singapore Idol tonight. I love both. Johnathan and Hady. OS may the best man wins! Woo hoo! Ok... befor i leave heres replies to my dearest taggers:

dear miera: No girl, i got no frendster and you shud know why by now. Nice chatting with you. Must do it more ok hun?! Hahaz... =)

dear -fiddy-: Hey its also a perkara kecik jer tu. Hahaz.. no problems!! Next time if my driver can fetch you again i calling calling eh? Hahaz... twees!!

dear hi_far: Owh yah, since i sick you come over visit me and shave for me ahh!! Hur hur... and if the tics on you i don't mind at all ma sis!!! Twees...

dear gab: The month? Did i say that? Hahaz... its rather the month which causes my mood to be like 0 but yea the doctor also says the haze and all is the causes. Alah like ili love to say i have low immune system. Hah!! At least you don't say that Gab! I love you many many. Hahahaz...

dear ayienz: Yea man nurses rocks my stockings! Hahaz... only one of the nurse and that is you AYIEN!!! Wahaha!! =)

dear nana: Hahaz... thanks nana. Don't worry yus will still be as crazy! Twees! =)

dear Lin: Eyy dah gi doctor okay! Dush! And yes hun we'll break fast together one day ya. Love ya too! Muacks... *hugs*

dear yanti: Okay i know her confrim chop chop. Add me at MSN and i'll get back to you. My e-mail address is princess_yusliza@hotmail.com . OK?

dear ads: Hahaz... but still love YELLOW the most! So i'm not colour blind when it comes to YELLOW only! TWees! =)

dear haq89: Hey... my precense is not hat important compared to you who take so much effort in it. Taking your precious time during holidays to meet Ayie, Khaira and all. What i contribute is nothing. You rock la Haq!! Selamat berpuaser to you too!! Cheers! =)

dear saL: Heyy kak!! Selamat berpuaser to you too!! TWees! =)

dear hakim: Same to you too dearie!! Senyum2 slalu! Hahaz... =)

dear wan: Heyy yus pun nak ucapkan Selamat Berpuaser kat Wan and yus dah lamer tak DUSH wan. So nanti jumper online yus HYAK DUSH wan ok?! Twees!! :-)

dear tino0ot: Hey... you too slamat berbuker. Jaga scooter tersayangku baik-baik tau! Suruh dier puaser! Twees! =)

dear sky: Same same. Slm ramadhan to you too! Twees! =)

So till here for now. Its a long entry anyways. So enough.

the end.

when memories become my partner.

There goes another attack.

I hate to repeat this again but owh well, i wanna shout it out so bloody loud la. September is just sooo not my month and i HATE Septmber! Ahhh! Shucks all ah! *relieved* And what the heck i'm sick. Ahh... been coughing none stop. Even during the iftar meeting. I hate it la! Ahh... and as soon as i came back home from tuition just now i reach for the toilet because i threw up!! Gees, thank god i reach the toilet on time. Else, mama have to do mopping here and there. Hahaz... Its tiring to cough so much la. Especially when you cough and you have to talk so much. Like hey, i gotta teach man can yus's throat please stop the coughing at once. ISH!!! Sucks la. I'm like grasping so much for air already man. Gees... as usual mama will always go, "nak gi doctor?' Like NOOOOO!!!!! DUH!!!!! Strict NO NO man... eww! Medicines. Yucks! Yucks yucks, just yucks!! So yeah since i can bear with it no use going doctor la. I hate doctors but i love nurses! Wahahahaz.... they are like the only nice people to me when i was admitted that chinese new year's eve in SGH! Hahaz... ok enough.

i'm already done with the tests papers. Wow, now i know how hard is it to set an exam paper. Ok no test paper. Hahahaz... In less than 2 weeks they are sitting for thier final exams and i was impressed to see how panic there were just now. They were like asking me questions and lots of questions and that's precisely i can't be sick or even loose my voice because i need to help them. I'm so impressed with Shane who basically wants my e-mail address so that he can send me topics that he ain't sure of. Wow, so unlike me when i was in Sec 1! Hahaz...

Having Hi Club instructor course tommorrow and if its going to be boring, i'm not coming on friday. Confirm chop chop. LOL! Ok well here's some reply:

dear sky: I told you i'm a good girl unlike you! Which part of the sentence you don't understand? Hahaz..

dear RacHeL: Yeah man, i miss those HYPB days and i miss ya too girl! Muackz... hee... and no i'm not pretty! Its you, cute as ever. Twees! =)

dear nana: Hahaz... its ok la nana! kiter action angry jer. Hehe... twees! =)

dear saL: Hahaz... ish! Takut nyer sampai jadi kero! Ok ok, i shall tell myself not to stare so much! Thanks for reminding ya sis! Wahaha... =)

I've been crapping a lot with some people in MSN nowadays and its really fun. One who keeps saying 'I love you' to me and want to kiss me in public. Hahaz... who else if its not my chinese boyfriend Mr Yong. Then my dear chatting partner Seri who come out with this word, 'CRAPTACULAR'! Hahaz.. Yessa, as night draws near, yuSeri becomes more craptacular. Simply love that word already! Hahaz... thanks for the crazy word my dear Seri! Hahahaz... and there's this Mr Nice called Wan! Hahaz... he's the nice boy who chats crap yet sometimes we talk serious. But 95% of it was crap! Yet, i'm loving it! Hahahaz... then there's Arif also. Wahaha... alah so many interesting people la who simply cheer up my boring and bad month, September. Thanks man people. Even the dumbest question can cheer me up so see me in MSN nudge me and disturb me more alright peeps. Hahaz...

Ok cool, i don't know what else to say so i end here. Wanna chat with my crazy cousin HAIRON NAJIB which is the brother of irritating HAIFA NOORIN! But i love them the same!! Hahaz... especially when Hairon keeps buying me stuff i loike!! Wahaha... i don't love Haifa anymore now because she don't seem to bring me anymore to her dates with shrek like she used to when i was young. =( Hahaz... now i cannot ketuk her boyfriend! Wahahaz... and wanna crap with Wan also now. So bye peeps!

he's back yet you are still the one i'm missing so much.

Kini baru kusadari

selama ini kau kusayangi

andai bukan itu hakikatnya

mengapa rindu yang kurasa

mungkin tiada kufahami

tidak dapat kunafikan lagi

beban rahsia kian membakar diri

This is a verse from DIDICAZLI song DAMBAAN. And i have been staring at the lyrics for like don't-know-how-long. Scanning through it. Trying to read between the lines. I listen to the song over and over again. Yet i don't know how to express it in my own words how meaningful the lyrics is. How it brings a 1000 meanings in my life. Gees... Hahaz... goodness i just think that its a bloody nice song laa! Super nice! Thanks Kyn for sending me.

Went dancesports just now. Completed set A, B and C of Rumba just now. And they are deciding on the routine for the Malaysian Competition. Hell i can't go bcecause its the 5th day of Hari Raya and my dear granny will be at home so nah... i wouldn't even have time to practice during the fasting month. Guess i'll just prepare myself for the next NAtionals competition in Singapore. I don't really like Waltz though. But my dancepartner, Jason is so obsess with it already. Hahaz... i prefer JIVE!! Can't wait for Jive lesson. Jason will be out of town for 2 weeks i think which means i have NO partner for next dance lesson. Ah.. shucks!!! Alone alone!!! WTH?! Sabar jer...

Papa picked me up just now and then have to rush to his workplace for a while. And so i'm sorry Fiddy can't wait for you. And guess what i decided to cancel one of my tuition tommorrow to attend iftar meeting. I think its still better to go la if not i'll have to trouble Fidah with the minutes. Trouble Ias also. So ya then will leave early so that i could make it for next tuition at 4:30 which i really i can't cancel for this one. Yea anyways brother's not working tommorrow, so he's sending! Yessa!!!

Okay before i crap further i shall reply tags! Woo hoo...

dear -fiddy-: Hahaz... see at least got your pic!! Bukan macam kamu sih!! Ehh? Best kan? Then aper lagi dah tak reti2 nak visit and read and tag?! Hahahaz... Babes sorry bout just now. can't wait find where were you having training also. Ader aku ingat korang but netballers. Sabar jer... Hahaz...

dear seri: Alah seri, gimme chance ah sikit nak kembang. Once in a lifetime babe! Who else will want to praise me like that if not you?! Wahahahaz!!! Anyways, you're sweety la darl! Twees... =)

dear ads: Eyy not really laa... my favourit colour is still YELLOW... no change but now your blog colour green tau!! Or is it me colour blind?! Hahahahaz...

dear miera: Ahh... miera! It would be a perfect idea if you are a guy!! Who leads!! Wahaha... one two three a four three a four!! ceh bahh!! Wahaha... i miss dancesports sports and wellness every friday!! Do you?! Hahaha...

dear wan: Amboi!! Boleh boleh tolong!! But wait what do i get after doing all this?! Or rather Yus can give Wan this afterdoing this---> HYAK DUSH!! Hahahaz...

dear Ika: Hey hey!! KUCING in the house!!! Wahaha... no probz babes. Sorry ah itupun belated. And yah man miss those sec 1 days when we first met! And wth you thought i was Maisarah's twin?! Like huh! Hahahaz...

dear gab: Thanks ehh Gab, than father fetch! Hahaz... but actually my dad fetch me also ahh! Twees! Hahahaz... next time we can go back together gether ehh... with Fidah and LiYu!! Hee... =)

dear kyn: Ehh fatser faster ahh make the gathering! I'm sure it would be fun! Hees... can see my madu lagi! Hahahaz... Owh... my birthday. All the while i thought you were talking about yours! Sabar jer... hahaz... But i don't remember telling you, you know! Even i forgot my birthday is near. Hahahaz... how you know?! Sorry MAHA slow babe!!

Okay so people all tags replied. Thanks a bunch people i love you many many. And yes, Wan says that the place is at 73-03-18, have terawih and ends before 10!! Hahaz.. pm that is. LIKE DUH YUS!! Hahaz...

So okay i don't know what else to crap actually. I'm just dead bored. I hate holidays!! I wanna go back to school. At least i can go to bed early and yah there's just something to do laa! Hahaz... ok then since there's nothing to say i sahll take leave. The end.

Shhh...

People! i'm going to share something today. Yessa! This very day! I karaoke after so don't know how many years. Hahaz... I don't really like karaoke-ing actually. I don't know why today i saw my brother sang because i think he's kindda relieving his stress, he asked me to duet with him, i said OK! Hahaz... i think its really a good way to relieve stress ah actually. Hahaz... Shhh... don't tell people outside internet ehh i karaoke at home. Hahahaz... Okay enough!! Shhh...

So yea i just felt bored and so i decided to blog. And yes Wan needs my help and that is to make an announcement. So the only way i can help this boy is to make the announcement here. Hahaz... Ok so here's the pengumuman:

MSS is organizing Majlis Iftar on the 29th September.

All Ngee Ann Muslim Students are invited.
Starts at 4:30
End i don't know because i forget to ask Wan! Hahaz...
Maybe there's solat terawih.

So yeah! And ouh yes! Another thing i forget to ask Wan! Where is it held? Hahahaz... definately in Ngee Ann but where is it held ask him yourself la! Hahahaz...

Okay this whole week i'm like super busy. I'm only available today. Having dancesports tommorrow. Wednesday- Tuition the whole day that i can't even attend iftar meeting. Gees... now gotta trouble Fidah to the minutes! Sorry girl! Thursday to Saturday, there's HI Club instructor course from 9 am to 5pm! Whoah! That's long ins't it. Gees... Then by Sunday my one and only granny will be at my house. Yay! See... i'm such a busy woman. Hahaz...

One thing that's worrying me now. Tommorrow! Dancesports! Shit la! I'm going home alone. Have to bloody cross the dark bridge. Ahhh... bro doing his reservist so i doubt he can fetch me. Papa also have to like work late at night because of i don't know what ah. Ahhhh!!! I hate to cross over alone la. So dark! Ish!! Shit shit shit!! How how how!! Shit ass la!! Grrr!!! And i think i'm in desperate need of dance partner again!! Because my dear dance partner Jason is going back to China. And so he will miss Jive lesson and thus i have no partner for Jive lesson. Grr... so another announcement here ehh besides Wan announcement. Hahaz...

Yus needs a dancepartner for JIVE!
Anyone interested PM me in MSN or SMS me or Call me!
In anyway possible la ahh!!

Okay i'm so lame. Super lame that is. Hahaz... ahh days have been boring la!!! I wanna go back to school!! BORED BORED BORED!!! Gees... thank god there's MCC irc at MSN... Hahaz... Okay shall reply to dearest taggers now:

dear miera: Hey miera! Thanks girl for the compliment. You look good in black too! Hahaz... Lilac?What's lilac? Hahaz... ok la light purple that is. You like purple? Cool! Hahaz...

dear boy: Hey... glad you dropped by even for donno how many seconds. Hope everything doing fine at home. I will, you take care of youself too. And i'm guessing your handphone is a gone case again? Hahaz...

dear saL: Hey sis!! I miss you too dear sis!! =) Long time no see!! Lets try to meet up with Sabbie yea! Twees!!

dear LiN: Rabakz sak Lin! I say i love you means i love you la! Sabar jer! Hahaz... thanks to you too girl! Twees! =)

dear hakim: Hahaz... a'ah la kim monyet yang tu tu ahh!! Hahaz... monyet yang BERG tu! Hahaz... tak sedih la! Kalau Yus sedih kim Happy-kan jer ahh! Songe lak! Hahaz...

dear sky: Alamak ni langit sabar jer tau!! Sotong lak! Hahaz... Nie stotong cute tau! Don't play play! LOL! Huh ias, actually kan aku tak paham. Asal aku hate September because i can't wait for October?! Asal aper kener ngan October? Hmmm...

dear ozal: Hahaz... Liza nyer pimple is playing hide and seek with Ozal! So pandai pandai ah tangkap! Hahaz... Wow you tagged! Tag more la yer! Twees! =)

dear hi_far: Hahaz... go buy ah! =)

dear kyn: Eh tak oii!! Yellow is a nice colour! Super nice! Wahaha!!! Way better than pink! Yucks!! Eww... hahahaz... its ok kyn the next time we can camwhore till will drop ehh! Dgr2 ader gemelapan nyer gathering biler tu yer awak?! Hahaz... eyy your birthday coming? When? nak mintak hadiah ehh?! Hahaz...

Ok best! All tags replied. Thanks people. Appreaciate all the tags! Woo hoo! Ok i shall, i shall what ah? Hmm... i shall rot now! See you in a hundred years! LOL! =)

i HATE september!

Yessa! My title said it all. 9th September and 12th September especially. 9th September was hell! Brought me to tears and i thought that was all then 12th September was another day whereby frustration, tears and more happened. Seriously, it was really a rough and tough moment of my life ah. And even till now my mind is still whirling, headaches, worried and more. i can break down anytime i swear. I 'm beginning to miss the times whereby i can laugh at anything! Just anything. Now i tend to be more quiet. I laugh only when there's something to laugh which is BORING! I don't know if people notice but some people does. Someone close to me. I don't know what's happening to me. Honestly i have been doing a lot of thinking these few days but i am still the same Yus. Really! Gees... but these few days was really really a bad one that i don't wish to talk bout why is it so, why i felt horrible or whatever. I just can't put my feelings to words. Like as usual, since when was i ever good with words anyway?

Ok enough, lets move on. At least something cheers me up ah. My results! Okay i didn't expected that i will score. Especially for Child Development 1.2 Module. Was kindda happy with it though. But still my gpa isn't good enough though i never though i could hit 3. Must do better next time Yus. Didn't really pay attention this semester for like almost every module. Gees... must buck up next semester.

Okay so, Gemerlapan Finals. It was ok. Photo taking session goes on well! My chatting partner came. Hahaz.. with Hafizah, Ady and Fizah's brother. What the hell, i just couldn't take a proper picture with Ady! But there's this one picture which i think with fiddy then Seri, my dearest chatting partner. I like! And another with Lin... and another with topet!! I like i like. Hahahaz... Warning... i have a pimple outbreak so... I LOOK HORRIBLE IN EVERY PICTURE!! Kinder Bueno's fault. Hee... =)

Fiddy and me

Lin and Me

Topet and Me

My chatting partner, Seri Atikah and Me!!

So congrats to the winners. Congrats to HAKIM!!! Woo hoo!! And to those who didn't make it actually you guys were super power also la. People like MIN esp, ikhwan, Azam, hizamy, tina and everybody laa!! POWER habes! Hahaz... So Gemerlapan over now iftar. Hmm... i just love the MCC people la. Hahaz... firendly people that is. Can't wait for fasting month actually. Been sleeping late lately because was busy chatting with interesting people on MSN. Hahaz... definately the MCC peeps that is. Hahaz... i loike la! People like, Lin (like of course la this girl, like hakim besi said, when there's yus online there's lin. Hahaz..), Hakim besi, Hakim Berg, Ias, kyn maduku, Wan (yg saw kat bus! LOL!), Zamy and more ah! Hahaz... Funny and these people have loads of crazy things to share. I LOIKE I LOIKE! Hahaz... During Gemerlapan that day, i saw a lot of things that can just bring me to tears. A lot of people asked yet its unanswered. Whatever la, i just miss those good old times together. How i wish i can hit the rewind button and pause it at that very moment where i felt i was on cloud nine. Hahaz.. owh well, that was all the past and that it always remain as memories. Ok wow, BUMMER!

Hahaz... seriously ah i suck at words man. Just can't put down my feelings in words. Hahahaz... Having a very busy week next week. Tuition and HI Club instructor course for 3 days. Gees! BTW.. a very HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO MISS SITI KHAIRIAH!!!Happy Belated birthday to people celebrating thier birthday this month too that is, my dear girl NISHA, NUR FARAHANA and NUR ILI! May God bless you with good health always and may all wishes come true girls. Hahaz... actually i wanna put more pictures but i don't know why, i can't. Something is wrong with blogger i guess. Or maybe its just my computer. I don't know la. So ya, anyways i repeat i HATE September. Not in the right state of mind nowadays. Hahaz... or maybe i'm really going insane or something. Wahaha... i found someone who share the same life experience as me yesterday. Who else if its not WAN! Hahaz... Hmm... Interesting! Now its a routine for Wan to disturb Yus and Yus to disturb Wan! Wahaha!! Not bad!! And Lin, its a routine to crap in MSN without fail. Wahaha... we can really crap from 10 pm to 4 am man! Wahahahaz... i love you la lin! Thanks for every help and all the listening! Muackz...

Okay i don't know what else to blog so i shall reply my TAGGERS. I love ya guys! Tag more yea! Ok here goes nothing:

dear LiN: Eyy shuttup ehh! You taller yet i'm older than you! Suspect siket ehh!! Don't play play! Hahaz... And NOO!! Pink sux sux sux sux!! Yucks... ewww!! =) But i love AZLINA! Sheehsh...

dear Pam: Pammie,our date went well!! Hee... looking forward for more ya! Twees...

dear EHHREN: Okay hopefully you are! *hugs and kisses* =)

dear hakimBERG: A'ah la! Cantik kan? Admit la awak jgn malu-malu cat! Wahaha!!!

dear miera: Hey pretty girl, thanks i'm always cheery la! Can't you see that! The irritaiting Yus!! Hahaz... nasib tak kacau biler tengah pakaikan diyanah make up! Hahahaz... kalau tak dah macam clown diyanah... hahaz...

dear hi_far: I want my name card. Please don't be a lazy bum and not sent to my house! aper guna ader BOIFREN?! And excuse me asyik gue jer ehh tido rumah lu!! Dengar2 takder saturday sundays keper for you to slee at my house?! Hahahaz... Mau yakin jer kak!!! Wahaha!!! And i got one big problem!! I have been doing a lot of my menhdi on hand. Kaki ader sikit nyer kekok. How?.... nanti sumo oijak aku! Hahaz... nasib pengantin yang September 8 tu tak jadi. Hahaz... =)

dear tino0ot: Hahaz... tak yah eye test la! Instance sesaper visit my blog the eyesight will be perfect! Confirm chop chop nyer!! Wahaha!! Anyways you rock in gemelapan!! I loike!!! Hahaz... =)

dear boy: Hey i miss you 2 3 4!!! Ben and Jerry ajer? You don't have time for me nowadays so i demand for more!!! Like maybe fish and co!!! Hahahahaz... ok miss you la.. DUSH!!!

dear kyn: Wahai maduku!!! Kiter tak amek gamabar banyak-banyak. Sedih gue! =( Hahaz... anyways ehh i HATE pink la. It hurts my eyes a lot. I hate i hate i hate!! Hahaz... sorry ah no offence who like. Hahaz... and yessa red is not a nice colour because YELLOW is!!! Wahahaha!!! I loike!!! LOL!! =)

dear ads: Ads, sesungguhnyer my madus loves pinks and i don't! Hahaz... but i still love my madus. Lin and Kyn.. gue kangen banget same lo!! Nanti kener chat chat again ya! Twees!!! Ads, long time no hear from you! How you? Twees! =)

Okay cool, all tags replied. So keep on atgging ok people! Love you guys many many! Alright long one already. So i sahll take leave. Bye peeps! Twees! :-)

the end & i miss you.

After a few miserable days. I then decided to update my beloved blog today. Suddenly, i try not to be such a lazy bum and then type all these. Hahaz. Well okay firstly wow man, just by the previous entries, i knew that actually that they are people who were concern about me. Thanks people, i will reply to your taggies soon. Well, those few days had been hard for me. Like Aaron Chan Jun Hon my best friend would say,"LIKE TOTALLY!". Hahaz... ok crap, i miss this chap alright. He's too busy with his La'Salle stuff and wooing girls that we never have the time to meet up. KUKU nut you! Hahaz... and ok yus stop side tracking. As i was saying, those few days was the worst days of my life. It took me a whole load of courage to make wise decisions. And definately TRUST is the keyword to whatever that had happened.

I was put in such a situation whereby i felt so deeply hurt. Gees, i don't know how to say. I was never good with words. But whatever it is, i pulled myself through, be strong and try my very best to solve everything. The best friend told me, "Big girls don't cry." Yup, you are so true best friend. Thanks for being there for me all this while. I can't imagine my life without you. Thanks girl. Love ya loads. And to the best friend's boyfriend too. Danny, you've been a great help! Thanks boy.

Heartiest thanks to a dear friend called, Azlina also. Lin, yea like i say, eventually i'll get hurt and break down so no use not telling me. But whatever it is, i love you the same even if you were to tell me that night or not girl. Just thank you very much. I know you care, and thanks. Not forgetting Mr. Hakim! Thanks boy for being such a good adviser to me. I'm so glad to have met both of you in such a big school with different kinds of people. Love the both of you many many la.

It is said that in situation like this do we know who really care and concern about you. Who's really a friend and who's not. Btw to Pam too. Girl thanks for your concern. Lokking forward to meet you today and looking forward for dance today. Hur hur. After so long i'm dancing again! Woo hoo!! Okay i had enough about that i shall not talk about it anymore.

Well, i was suppose to post an entry about Gemerlapan. Hahaz... about how i make a good host! Hahaz... not really la. I suck at it still. I have no script and like Lin said don't know why i was super hyper when i interact with the audience. Hahaz... But i enjoyed myself though. I LOVE GEMERLAPAN SEMI FINALS. Congrats to the conestants who make it to the finals. DO your best ya! While those who can't, don't be dissappointed there's always next year. And you'll never know i might be the host again and then we can meet! Hahaz... ok crap! No la if you love singing and drama your journey should not end here alright? And the fact that you make it to the semis means you have the talent! =) Cheers! Don't worry Hakim Tappered, i am still a fan of 'Mengintai di tirai Kamar'. Hahahahaz... love that song laa!! POWER! And now Kyn send me this song by i forgot who's the singer but the title is dambaan. Super nice song. Thanks Kyn!! Sayang banget maduku itu! Hahahaz... alamak Chombi sorry ah kiter share eh? Ok tak awak? Hahaz... There some piccies. Aiya, we just can't take a proper picture la! Hahahaz...

There the CENDEKIAWAN cum the host minus Hakim! BEcause he's acting. And Aida Just cannot take a decent picture! I don't get her. I think pretty people are like that la! Hahaz...

I make a lot of friends in MCC!! Friendly people of course so how can i not LOVE Ngee Ann Malay Cultural Club ehh!! I loike la!! Done with doing the layout for LAYAR CENDEKIAWAN. Do visit our blog ya people.

www.cendekiawan-np.blogspot.com

And ouh yah that very day i didn't feel so short. You know why because Aida is shorter than me. Like woo hoo!! See good boy, i have someone shorter than me dearie! Hahaz... and the best part is i am taller than Azam! Hahaz.. ok fine like he say i'm with the heels. Alahh... make me feel good for a while ok per Azam! Congrats to Min and Hakim gigi besi! Hahaz... You guys rawk man! Min slapped haq!! Best sehh!! Woo hoo!!! Taufiq was so an actor la... he's so cool! Hahaz... with the fake breast. SEXY! Hahaz... Okay la overall everybody POWER la. Including the host! Hahaz... Aida and Lin was great too. Not sure if i'm going for the finals or not. Hmmm... tickets at 3 bucks people. Come down, you sure will enjoy yourself. Hahaz...

Results on friday too! Wth!!! Some scary shit la. I have the feeling i'll have to retake Child Development 1.2 so bad la. Ahhh... CRAP! The aftermath of not paying attention during lectures la. But ehh i tried la but just can't. Haish. Ok whatever. I shall not dwell over it. I rather dwell on why didn't i eat the Kinder Bueno chocolate yesterday. And now its gone. Don't know who ate it. Grr...

Okay so here's the replies to all my dearest taggers. thanks people for dropping by and tagging. Appreaciate it loads. Thanks ya!! Muacks muacks...

dear ads: You see ehh ads... Too bad you not there. Cannot take picture with shortie me. Hahahaz... no la just kidding. Its ok la we will meet up again soon ah. Twees! Don't jealousjealous la no good! Hahahaz... =)

dear fana MCC: Hey! Thanks man! Urs too! :-)

dear boy: Yea, it sure do a hectic one. For me and for you. I'm sorry for whatever have happened ya. I miss you 2 3 4! *hugs*

dear gab: Gabbie nugde me in MSN if you want pics kay.

dear miera: Hey girl thanks man! Saw the gorgeous you at Geme8! Hahaz... thanks for coming down to support Diyanah and min and me also right? Right right right? Hahahaz... Twees!

dear hasni: Linked you too girl! Thanks! :)

dear EHHREN: Ehh i just realise that you have a nice nickname. EHH REN! But you know what i still prefer your nick to be KUKU NUT! Hahaz... sooooo YOU! LIKE TOTALLY! =)

dear lyd: Huh?! Really ahh? NOt my group ker? Ouh mine is the blue one. Woo hoo!! Hahaz... ok you ar ein the prefectorial board ahh? Hmm... short term memory... Hahaha...

dear yanti: Girl, there's a lot of teacher's in Hua Yi. So what's the name girl? Hahaz... and you sure she teach in Hua Yi after New Town? Wah wedding... invite me la! Hahahaz... nah just kidding just tell me the name and i'll try to get back to you ya if i know or not. =)

dear LiNa: Hey girl thanks for being there for me girl. I should be fine by now. Thanks so much babe. Love ya many many! *Muacks*

dear seri: Hah!!! My chatting partner!!! Hahaz... miss you babe!! Biler nak merepek lagik pat MSN nie?! Hahaz... Okay see ya around alright girl. Tak care too. :-)

dear nadia: Hey Naddie!!Long time no see. Got miss me not? Hahaz... Nah just so lame things happen. Will talk about it when we see each other yea. Maybe during khai's birthday bash ok? Hur Hur... miss ya babe!

dear Pam: Awwww Pam!! I'm so touched. Love you dozens and dozens la girl. I know you guys would always be with me. Thanks girls! Love you guys la. Goodness i'm so toughed! *hugs* And will hug you more when i meet you later! DUSH! Hahahahaz!!! Miss ya!!!

dear hi_far: Thanks so much man sista! Gees... sedih gue. Hahaz... i bring my own tissue then i cry on you la. DOn't have to waste my money! Dengs. LOVE YOU kak!! CAYANG Banget deh same lo!! Oii... tido rumah aku la!! Then i do inai at ur feet. Cantek nyer. OK ok ok ok ok? =)

dear nana: Hey thanks man! You sang great too man. Hahahaz.. wish i can sing like you! Hahaz... all the best for finals yea! Twees! =)

Okay MSN was having such an irritating problem last night. I couldn't sign from like what 8pm. I got so frustrated and got to know Lin also can't log in. Which means we chatted crap on the phone till 1am last night. Because at 1am then we are able to log in to MSN. Goodness, Life's boring without MSN man. SO chatted with Kyn, Haq, Lin, Hakim tappered and i forgot who else. Owh yesh, my good boy also! Hahaz... MSN is getting fun-ner now. Ok is there even such a word. Okay whatever. With those conversation with various MCC people. Hahaz... I LOIKE!!! And i love my madu la. KYN DAN LINA!! Sayang banget deh samer LO!! Nanti we chat chat again kays! Sheeshh

Okay okay, going for dance later and most importantly meeting DEAREST PAMMIE PAM later!!! After so long! Miss her la!! We shall have a long talk later alright girl! Okay that's it for today! Cya! =)