i HATE september!

Yessa! My title said it all. 9th September and 12th September especially. 9th September was hell! Brought me to tears and i thought that was all then 12th September was another day whereby frustration, tears and more happened. Seriously, it was really a rough and tough moment of my life ah. And even till now my mind is still whirling, headaches, worried and more. i can break down anytime i swear. I 'm beginning to miss the times whereby i can laugh at anything! Just anything. Now i tend to be more quiet. I laugh only when there's something to laugh which is BORING! I don't know if people notice but some people does. Someone close to me. I don't know what's happening to me. Honestly i have been doing a lot of thinking these few days but i am still the same Yus. Really! Gees... but these few days was really really a bad one that i don't wish to talk bout why is it so, why i felt horrible or whatever. I just can't put my feelings to words. Like as usual, since when was i ever good with words anyway?

Ok enough, lets move on. At least something cheers me up ah. My results! Okay i didn't expected that i will score. Especially for Child Development 1.2 Module. Was kindda happy with it though. But still my gpa isn't good enough though i never though i could hit 3. Must do better next time Yus. Didn't really pay attention this semester for like almost every module. Gees... must buck up next semester.

Okay so, Gemerlapan Finals. It was ok. Photo taking session goes on well! My chatting partner came. Hahaz.. with Hafizah, Ady and Fizah's brother. What the hell, i just couldn't take a proper picture with Ady! But there's this one picture which i think with fiddy then Seri, my dearest chatting partner. I like! And another with Lin... and another with topet!! I like i like. Hahahaz... Warning... i have a pimple outbreak so... I LOOK HORRIBLE IN EVERY PICTURE!! Kinder Bueno's fault. Hee... =)

Fiddy and me

Lin and Me

Topet and Me

My chatting partner, Seri Atikah and Me!!

So congrats to the winners. Congrats to HAKIM!!! Woo hoo!! And to those who didn't make it actually you guys were super power also la. People like MIN esp, ikhwan, Azam, hizamy, tina and everybody laa!! POWER habes! Hahaz... So Gemerlapan over now iftar. Hmm... i just love the MCC people la. Hahaz... firendly people that is. Can't wait for fasting month actually. Been sleeping late lately because was busy chatting with interesting people on MSN. Hahaz... definately the MCC peeps that is. Hahaz... i loike la! People like, Lin (like of course la this girl, like hakim besi said, when there's yus online there's lin. Hahaz..), Hakim besi, Hakim Berg, Ias, kyn maduku, Wan (yg saw kat bus! LOL!), Zamy and more ah! Hahaz... Funny and these people have loads of crazy things to share. I LOIKE I LOIKE! Hahaz... During Gemerlapan that day, i saw a lot of things that can just bring me to tears. A lot of people asked yet its unanswered. Whatever la, i just miss those good old times together. How i wish i can hit the rewind button and pause it at that very moment where i felt i was on cloud nine. Hahaz.. owh well, that was all the past and that it always remain as memories. Ok wow, BUMMER!

Hahaz... seriously ah i suck at words man. Just can't put down my feelings in words. Hahahaz... Having a very busy week next week. Tuition and HI Club instructor course for 3 days. Gees! BTW.. a very HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO MISS SITI KHAIRIAH!!!Happy Belated birthday to people celebrating thier birthday this month too that is, my dear girl NISHA, NUR FARAHANA and NUR ILI! May God bless you with good health always and may all wishes come true girls. Hahaz... actually i wanna put more pictures but i don't know why, i can't. Something is wrong with blogger i guess. Or maybe its just my computer. I don't know la. So ya, anyways i repeat i HATE September. Not in the right state of mind nowadays. Hahaz... or maybe i'm really going insane or something. Wahaha... i found someone who share the same life experience as me yesterday. Who else if its not WAN! Hahaz... Hmm... Interesting! Now its a routine for Wan to disturb Yus and Yus to disturb Wan! Wahaha!! Not bad!! And Lin, its a routine to crap in MSN without fail. Wahaha... we can really crap from 10 pm to 4 am man! Wahahahaz... i love you la lin! Thanks for every help and all the listening! Muackz...

Okay i don't know what else to blog so i shall reply my TAGGERS. I love ya guys! Tag more yea! Ok here goes nothing:

dear LiN: Eyy shuttup ehh! You taller yet i'm older than you! Suspect siket ehh!! Don't play play! Hahaz... And NOO!! Pink sux sux sux sux!! Yucks... ewww!! =) But i love AZLINA! Sheehsh...

dear Pam: Pammie,our date went well!! Hee... looking forward for more ya! Twees...

dear EHHREN: Okay hopefully you are! *hugs and kisses* =)

dear hakimBERG: A'ah la! Cantik kan? Admit la awak jgn malu-malu cat! Wahaha!!!

dear miera: Hey pretty girl, thanks i'm always cheery la! Can't you see that! The irritaiting Yus!! Hahaz... nasib tak kacau biler tengah pakaikan diyanah make up! Hahahaz... kalau tak dah macam clown diyanah... hahaz...

dear hi_far: I want my name card. Please don't be a lazy bum and not sent to my house! aper guna ader BOIFREN?! And excuse me asyik gue jer ehh tido rumah lu!! Dengar2 takder saturday sundays keper for you to slee at my house?! Hahahaz... Mau yakin jer kak!!! Wahaha!!! And i got one big problem!! I have been doing a lot of my menhdi on hand. Kaki ader sikit nyer kekok. How?.... nanti sumo oijak aku! Hahaz... nasib pengantin yang September 8 tu tak jadi. Hahaz... =)

dear tino0ot: Hahaz... tak yah eye test la! Instance sesaper visit my blog the eyesight will be perfect! Confirm chop chop nyer!! Wahaha!! Anyways you rock in gemelapan!! I loike!!! Hahaz... =)

dear boy: Hey i miss you 2 3 4!!! Ben and Jerry ajer? You don't have time for me nowadays so i demand for more!!! Like maybe fish and co!!! Hahahahaz... ok miss you la.. DUSH!!!

dear kyn: Wahai maduku!!! Kiter tak amek gamabar banyak-banyak. Sedih gue! =( Hahaz... anyways ehh i HATE pink la. It hurts my eyes a lot. I hate i hate i hate!! Hahaz... sorry ah no offence who like. Hahaz... and yessa red is not a nice colour because YELLOW is!!! Wahahaha!!! I loike!!! LOL!! =)

dear ads: Ads, sesungguhnyer my madus loves pinks and i don't! Hahaz... but i still love my madus. Lin and Kyn.. gue kangen banget same lo!! Nanti kener chat chat again ya! Twees!!! Ads, long time no hear from you! How you? Twees! =)

Okay cool, all tags replied. So keep on atgging ok people! Love you guys many many! Alright long one already. So i sahll take leave. Bye peeps! Twees! :-)

the end & i miss you.