Huggles.

I miss getting surprises. Last night was amazing.

Thanks 2012!

You are right when uou said one day i will thank you if you step out of my life. For that, i thank you once again. He is fair, if gives me so much happiness after going through so much pain. Alhumdulilah! I feel so blessed. Thanks Allah, thanks to the people who cares and love me.

Especially to my parents, i have hurt them badly with what had happened. I know i am responsible for it. For having to go through all the shame and hurt. Yet they stood by me and picked me up after every fall i faced. And shower me with so much love and motivation to move on with life.

Looking at how my better half treated my parents like his own, just assures me that he is one i can look up to, to lead me, my children in life, till jannah. Insyaallah. May what we plan for in the near future happen with so much blessing by the people who have never fail to pray the best for us. Amin ya allah.

Seeing double.

You know when you're loved when only he bothers to put your photo as his lock screen wallpaper every single time. I love my brown-eyed-boyfriend to bits. He's definitely the first to love me this much. Thanks lover!

Psst psst...

Every seconds with you is so beautiful. Never felt this happy till you came back to my life again. Never seen my family so happy too. Thanks Allah, thanks my Mr-Brown-Eyed boyfriend.

Patience.

I hope it pays off. From the last, I gain nothing. Simply nothing but just pure hurt and broken promises.

Smiles.

Dates with love, nomatter what we do or not do are always awesome. Including today. It was rough when the wallet goes missing yet, we stayed calm and pull through it together.

Having each other is enough to cheer up our day and have loads of fun together. No topic to talk, so what? It can be a huge load of thing to talk about eventually.

I am so lucky to have you. What makes me even more lucky is that you picked me to love. I am bless for that. Thanks Allah!

& &, at long last! Sephora brush set is love. Get me simply ANYTHING from Sephora, i will love it much! Hee... Today is so funnnnnnn!!! Can time stop when we're having fun? Pweetty pleasseee!!!

Being pampered

He's the only one who do not like to do anything or go anywhere without me. Sucha sweetheart. :)

For the feeling of being loved by a special somone, someone besides ur family that is, is the best feeling anyone can ever had. Felt this only after 24 years being alive. It's too slow isn't it? Well, that's love and life for you...

Look how fast a year have past? It has been good thus far. All thanks to Allah s.w.t for all the blessing and guidance. Shukran!

Being Happy

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Love.

I have never felt so love. Suddenly loving someone bring so so so much joy!

It's amazing how you bright up my life and bring to me only happiness.

I'm sorry I was actually blinded by love 7 years ago. Indeed, we are just meant for each other. I hope we will last forever sweetheart. Insyaallah.

Yep!

Fateful November.

Everything is fake. Your feelings, your words, your promises. Not even a year. Here comes November again. I hope this November will only bring me joys with just so much love. Like how 2012 have been sooo great thus far.

Feeling so blessed that God is showing me the truth and showing me to the right person. Hearts my Mr Lover. Yea, it should has always been you even seven years ago. Well God wants me to be fooled first i guess, cuz sometimes two people have to fall apart to realise how much they need to fall back together.

My dreams, my life, my hope.

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The laugh.

I have been laughing a lot now.
I have never laughed this much before.
I have been eating a lot now too.
I am just so happy now that it scares me.

I began to questioned myself, "Why are you so happy Yusliza? Do you deserve to be happy? You weren't this happy before?

Then I panicked and became very afraid. Nevertheless I still thank Allah for all the happiness he have given me. I can't stop thanking him. Syukur Alhumdulilah.

Misses.

Dear Mamang,

Last night when i dreamt of you, it makes me realise how much i truly miss you and your endless jokes and nonsense.

You were one who jokes yet gave me good advices. You shared with me joy when you were representing me for my engagement that did not last 2 years ago and you were also the one who shared tears with me when it all ended.

How could I forget those words of encouragement asking me to move on and always be ok with people who hurt you as long you aint't the one doing the hurting.

We may not live under one roof yet, being you niece is enough to make me miss you so much, my dearest uncle. May you rest in peace there in jannah. We all miss you! Al-fateha!

Yes! I really hope i will find someone like that for me.

Love Story.

The feeling of being love is so great. I feel so bless. Alhumdulilah.

Loving my lover boy more and more each passing day. He sucha sweetheart. May what we plan for flows smoothly. Thanks for loving me and I am so proud to say that i love you as much too lover. <3

The best!

Thanks to you lover for all the presents and the day well spent together. The feeling of being loved is so great that nothing can push away all smiles that belong only for you. :)

HAPPY

He loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not, HE LOVES ME!!!

Everyone had a fair share. He was waiting for his love while I was longing to be loved. & so we both fall in love. I'm a happy girl! Thanks Allah for lighting up my life all over again. Alhumdulilah! :)

My blog used to have this anonymous person reading it. Wonder if she/he is still reading. Hmmm...

Thanks.

Definitely a sigh of relief for you that i am so outta your life.

On a brighter note, HE who is always there for me, to support me even if it hurts him so much that the past is still haunting me.

HE who will listen to me and absorb whatever I say about you. Not enjoying it yet always there to assure me that the future will be better for us. Alhumdulilah, thanks for coming to life.

Thanks Allah for bringing him back to my life. Thanks for making me fall all over again. Yep, Everything happens for a reason.

To God, thanks!

Some may agree to disagree. That's life.

Afraid & fear.

Why am i so afraid?
Why do i fear so much that i will be hurt again?
Why am i so scared of believing on something positively?

I want to be who i am all over agaib. Noone can seem to understand me except YOU.
So pls, give me the strentgh to start believing again.

It's been so long since i last spend my nights tearing buckets.

Thoughts

When the past keeps haunting back and when one don't realise that her fear actually can hurt an innocent someone.

I'm sorry.

How do you feel about it? Different? Not?

Why?

Because perhaps work have been busily stressful. :/

Alhumdulilah.

Thanks Allah. Thanks for loving me and showing me the right way. Shukran!

Norm.

In the beginning its from A to Z.

Later it becomes, let's figure which letter in the alphabet.

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

First ramadhan with you & without you. Semoga Allah menerima ramadhanku dan semoga aku diberikan kesihatan dan keimanan untuk menjalani ibadah puasa ini. Amin.

Oh i see...

Got it?

Yea oh well...

What life?

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My Foot!

I want to be back on my feet again.
I want to run and loose some fats.
This pain is driving me crazy.
Please dear foot, i hate being stuck, immobolised! :(

Face it.

Life will be more beautiful when we think positive. One of the best days thus far.

That day.

The random thought in regards to a certain conversation makes me derive to just one thing, anda teramatlah kejam. Kejam sekali.

Infidelity

I've seen this movie for countless times already. Yet, I still feel the frustration, anger and sadness each time I watched it, till now. This movie really shows how heartless men can be. My heart was once broken, perhaps that's why it took effect on me so much each time I watched this movie. Well, God is fair. But my heart goes out to all the single mothers. I salute each and everyone of you for the courage, the strength, and the will to raise a child.

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The Story.

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Cutesy!

'When you live a day expect to get tired by the end of it or else you're just as good as dead.'
Had a great Sunday the 20th! How was yours?

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Yessa!

Finally at long last!!!!!!
Sucha blessed Friday for you and for me.
Alhumdulilah! Thanks Allah for answering my prayers.

=)

Cool.

A nice song...

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Agreed!

Thanks to YOU!

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Dear Allah,

Please save me from this mess. I'm becoming really exhausted. Amin.

Regards,
The-not-so-strong-girl.

Same & Similar

When I thought everything could change. It just won't.

Nothing can ever change? Am I that problematic to everyone? Am I really a burden for whoever that decides to be with me? I'm nothing but a parasite. .

The Sunflower

You definitely can't stand the existing old flower. Thanks for the new. Love it. :)

Are all you guys really the same? I am just so afraid. I swear.

Thoughts.

It's going to be tough. Yet, I will wait for you, come what may. For a moment, I was lost again. If you know what I mean...

-_-

One can forgive but will never forget.

Dear God

Please let today's surgery be a success. May the process goes smoothly. Amin.

See you.

Everything is crushed. Badly. Yet February had been great and it will still be the best month for me. Thank you.

Last.

& with the last, I teared so badly again.

Empty

I have never felt this sad and empty before. When my pillar of support is giving up on me, I am truly left with nothing else to say and do. I never want to cry this much ever again, but today I just did it again. It's not easy for me I swear. It's very much tough to be forced to be strong overnight. I am given with no choice but to move on. What other options do I have anyway? It wasn't easy. Indeed it was tough, but I wish to stay strong.

Now all that is left is just prayers, for you to be happy and safe always. & for me, to stay strong come what may. But nobody understands. Not even the closest one. I lost someone so dear, now I lost the trust of my closest people in my life as well. What am I left with seriously?

In the midst of that arguement in the car just now, I really felt like jumping out of the door while the car was moving really fast. At least I can run away from all the mess in life, particularly my life. Life is nothing but a pain. Every single moment is very much depressing. Amazing how that suicidal thought just rang through my mind. God is great. Just by closing my eyes, HIS name was all I see and instantlly HE stop me from doing what was whirling in my mind. Syukur alhumdulilah.

But truly, I have been through enough. The support and trust of my family is all I need. I don't need this anymore. I am tired. I am truly tired to face my own life. I know what I'm doing, please trust me on this and give me your fullest support. I am doing all this for you. Why is it so hard for you guys to understand?

Since everyone is giving up on me, one day I should just give up on life. Noone will have to worry or sympathize me anymore. One can't truly love me, seriously. They just sympathizes me all the time. Or rather worry about me. How weak was I? I will not be anymore, please stop it already. I don't need you people to be worry, I just need care. I don't need sympathy, I just need love. A sincere one.

Dear God, I lost my love, I don't want to lose my family's love too. Else, I am left with nothing and I will be weakened again. I cannot live with all that. Please God, have mercy. Amin.

Tears, tears & more tears

It's February and i'm very much weak.

Just why?

Why must you be so ego?
Why must you be so afraid to show the world you inner true feelings?

W. H. Y?

Defeat.

I tried to erase all memories with you.
I tried to erase all the love i had for you.
All efforts to erase you from my life failed every single time.
I give up. Goodbye life.

It's so easy for you. You take your leave and ran away so far. How i wish it could be that easy for me too. I wanna go somewhere far away. Where there are no memories of us.

Life is always unfair. I have to be stuck here all alone with all the memories that almost kill me every single day. I really have to thank you for that.

Weakened.

I'm not in favour to face upcoming 20ths. Especially next month's 20th. Pls God, give me strength.

Quiche

It's not for you anymore.

Last goodbye.

& I still have the urge to say goodbye. To kiss your hand and you kissing my forehead. How can that even happen?

Only to realise that separation comes without warning. Too sudden that you will miss the absence terribly and makes you go totally insane.

Mess.

New year, new life? How can that happen when I am still looking back, missing old memories. I want my smile back. The smile I used to have in the past. Everything is such a mess. I'm such a mess.

Still living in denial because you still visit me in my dreams and traces of you are almost everywhere. Still can't believe it i'm embracing a new year without love. Shattered, that I am, but definitely not you. Thanks for everything.

Goodbye hope.

Last day of 2011. A year full of beautiful memories.

& I shall end it with this song in which the song accompanied you nearly 5 years ago, to go down on your knees for me.
How I miss it.

But memories remains as memories forever.

As a matter of fact, true enuf, I was always alone on new year's eve but this time is different, it's without your love.

& this will be the last and final time I'm listening to this.
Goodbye 2011, goodbye hope, goodbye love.

How?

Sometimes I just want to know, how are you without me?
How did you manage to forget all memories?

How did you manage to move on?

How did you manage to forget love?

Or there wasn't any love to start with?

A month after.
But I'm still keeping it.
Still hanging on to memories.

Because I have nothing left, not to love, not for anything.
I am just empty.

I had enough of being the goody to shoes.
It doesn't pay to be nice.
It's time to show the world how dangerous I can be this time.

The thought of leaving this world always occur to me.
One day, I might just really take my leave.
For good because its easier said than done.

Tears again...

I teared looking at these.
Indeed, I'll miss these people.
But I got to be strong and move on from the life I have in my past.

I still can't believe it that this is happening to me.
It seems just yesterday, I was in your arms and you held me tight.

=(

No more 20th!

Indeed, 20th has ended with so much pain.
Goodbye world.

Lost.

Tapi kini kau pergi
Membawa mimpi ku
Meragut cinta ku
Merobek angan ku
Sirna segalanya
Musnah semuanya
Ku hanyut di kesepian

You used to say, "To love someone does not mean you will have them." So now you can really see how much I truly love you. Thanks for everything, indeed, I was just the 'Only Hope' you used to say. What we hope for, we don't always get them. A lesson learnt for me, one should not hope so much. It leaves you with just hurt, hurt and many more hurt.

Amidst all...

Despite the dump, hurt, taken for granted and disappointment, i am still missing, missing, missing, missing, missing, missing, missing, missing, missing you like crazy.

Who'd save me from all this pain? Apparently, noone understands. I'm too weak already. Really.

Little Joys

Sleepless nights are waived by little joys by little ones. The ones you hated cheered this crushed heart.

Memories

I wish it can vanish that easily but memories are too strong to be erased and forgotten. Memories torment me every single day.

It weakens me so bad. I'm so ruin.

Forgotten?

My eyes are wet as rain with the sorrow of the pain.

I've nothing left in this deserted path.

Save me. How strong can I be?

Please...

Love continues cz...

Few years ago, in November, i lost someone so dear forever.

This November, you left me forever.

Next November, i guess i'm going to leave this world forever.

Again.

Single.

Some happiness left as yet...

Didn't know there's still people who reads this blog. Hmm...

Anyways, I was so afraid that my darling baby Nadia will be withdrawing as well with my dear Hesper.
Each time she is not in school, I get so anxious.
Hesper is leaving, one source of happiness is leaving me.
Don't want Nadia to leave me as well.

Besides these children, I don't see the reason to smile every single day.

I find this really meaningful:

"You don't love her. You just didn't want to be alone. Or maybe, she was just good for your ego. Or, maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn't love her. Because you don't destroy people you love."

Still, it is definitely not wrong for her to fall so deeply in love.

What the heart says...

The only mistake I made was to fell in love with you.

Secretly, I cried because you gave me so much sorrow.

You ignorant, wicked one who inflict every tyranny on me.

My love for you will never lessen.

& I swear it on the tears I shed for you.

For I have truly loved you.

& will always continue to love only you.

Too numb.

I think I should be there.

Yusliza, wake up!
He's just not that into you.
Disappointments after disappointments.
& that's when tears dried up on its own.
Still hanging on strongly though to hope and faith.

Those words.

Yes, i sleep like a pig just so i wouldn't trouble you with my never ending problems.

Yes, i sleep like a pig just so i get back the peace of my heart.

Yes, i sleep like a pig to get rid of the loneliness i feel with or without you.

Yes, i have to sleep like a pig because i choose to keep on loving you come what may and through my dreams, i see our beautiful future.

If i don't even have the right to do this, i shall take my leave just so you will stay happy forever and always because it matters to me.

It doesn't make any difference as i will keep on loving with or without you.

The only difference is, i'm not fortunate to have you as my own and for you to own me as a part of you.

These words comes from the heart and it has not been quoted by any hindi movies that i simply love to watch all the time.

Yesterday was neither a threat nor a test. It was actually a heavy decision which I should have made long ago but i was just too weak back then. I still am now but i told myself to stay strong for you, you and only you. For your happiness which you can never get from me.

I still prefer to blog even now because I am sure noone listens. Even if they do, they just wouldn't understand. I thank god, i still have this means to run away from being too depressed with reality for a while.

I'm just so shattered.

At long last.

A great weekend.

:)

Zilch

These few days hasn't been good. Don't know if I was PMS-ing though. If it is, it sure do affect me badly. If affected the way I usually control my emotions. Gosh!

For now, I just hope I'm going to have a happy, birthday this year. Seriously not expecting or asking for much. I just want a happy 4th October for once! That's all.

I'm so sick and tired of being left.
Even when I have anyone around, i'm always treated as though I have no freaking emotions and feelings!
I'm not a freaking robot/ doll/ toys whatever!!!
Urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Run away... RUN!!!!!!

Let's run, run from all the mess in life! Life has been all about work work and more work. Nevertheless, I thank Allah for giving me another chance to celebrate Eid with my beloved family and my one and only. Another year of red and hope to have many many more to come.

There's so many differences in perceptions between us thus far. Yet, it's amazing how we can still be together tolerating each other till now. I hope we'll continue to overcome all odds and obstacles in future. Patience is the virtue to all success. Dear God, please bless us with more more love, wealth and health in these many many years to come. Amin.

Work have been hectic. What more when I am still unable to possess driver's license. Annoying! I'm always rushing here and there. I'm practically so exhausted nowadays. Goodness. Birthday is coming. Don't know if I should be excited or happy about it. It's just another year to be old. Grrr... I don't believe in wish list but don't miracle happen? Like seriously. I just wish I could get these things which I long been wanting, no needing actually. But ouh well...

1. Laptop (Not a netbook. It's so hard to do my work with a netbook. Gees...)
2. Digital Camera (Any kind would do as again it's hard to snap pictures of my kids during events and all. Currently using my ipohone to do the job. Takes up space, godness!)
3. External hardisk (500GB is enough)

Okay but well, girls too usually, no mostly, have their wants too. So basically these are the actual wants:

1. Kate Spade purse
2. Marc by Marc Jacob's handbag
3. Pant suit (Preferably the ones in Cotton On)
4. Wedge (okay is that how it's spelt? If there's my size that is.)
5. Forever 21 shoe. (The old school kindda design.)
6. Corset (The one in Far East, the one with leopard prints.)

& the weird weird wants cum wish... I don't know how it can be fullfilled though:

1. Go USS to take pictures of cute cute characters there and some rides (Because technically, I'm totally afraid of those high, fast roller coaster rides but this is not that weird though.)
2. Go Skypark and have someone taking pretty2 pictures of Sham and me. (Preferably jumps shots)
3. Have some professionals teaching me salsa all over again.
4. Go for free hair thickening treatment.

Hahaha.... nonsense! So much for wishlist! Sungguh tak bermakne. Ahh... crap. Bye world.

Perhaps I will only be yours when I'm less of a problem for you. & who said patience is a virtue? Patience are just tormenting.

The blessings of our twentieth.
Alhumdulilah!

Memories

Look! It's my old scandal, Samsung F480 (now with a rubberband). The phone whins in my relationship. Reading through old messages from Sham makes me giggles so much too. Hee...

Actually I miss blogging over littlest things. Or rather I miss posting pictures and blog about it like this. But truth is, I am just so tired each day after tuition and work that I can't seem to find luxury time to blog like I used to again.

When everything is so modernised now, I am still waiting for one apps that is blogger's app. Where I can post pictures and blog at the same time. So I don't have to use safari instead. Haha... Easier this way. If not, what the use of smartphone anyway. =)

Nevertheless, I'm not switching to tumblr or whatsnot because blogger is more like a diary to me and its been over 5 years now that I'm blogging. At timees, I still fiind myself browsing thorugh past years entries and smile over them. Then I began to realise memories stays as memories. =(

Not again, after bronchitis its...

So, been lying on the bed for 3 days straight. The only time I'm up was when i'm visiting the toilet, to eat and to go see doctor. 3 days not going to work is crazy. Can't wait to go back to work tommorrow.

This had been the worst fever I ever had! 39.5 was really crazy temperature I must say. & the second visit to see Dr Khairul then I got to know that the fever was caused by tonsilitis. It's a lump at the throat. If the pain persist, I may need to undergo operation. Scary shit. No no!!! I know that 'Doctor' look on Dr Khairul's face when he say the operation is not painful. Dengz!!

Now when I'm suppose to eat ice-cream I don't feel like having it. Since when did I say 'no' to ice-cream. Gees!!

Finally...

So finally graduated. Yesterday was commencement and it went perfectly well. Alhumdulilah. 2 years of mugging & sleepless nights finally paid off. Not as excited for it actually. Maybe because the most important person to me think its no biggie too. Well, perhaps. So whatever. It's just a pece of paper which determines our numbers. But well, this time i'm in the papers. Jeng jeng jeng... Nevertheless, Happy graduation to me! =)

Pathetic

It's pathethic to look through your contacts one by one hoping that one is free enough to go out with you during the weekends.
& when there is someone to go out with, I am just not allowed to be out with that person.
Fantastic, awesome, great!
This is how sad my life can be.

Just because i'm the more sensible one I don't get that much attention.
What I always hope and wish for will never happen.
That's why I prefer to do things on my own.

FML!

I hate being alone!!!!

I hate i hate i hate!!!!

I said it 3 times means i really mean it!

Usuals

It's either i'm alone as always and the scary thoughts began to whirl or friends prefer to just walk away.
What right do I have anymore against love?

Although it was only 3 short hours, it was indeed a great one.
He was crazily missed by yours truly.
Brought home quite a few things for me.
Belgium shirt, Egypt ship and most importantly him.
Now, that I like the most.

He brought with him movies like I hate love story and Anjaana Anjaani.
Intend to watch with him when he's back but looks like he's kindda bored at work.
Can't wait to talk about the movie with him when he's back.
To know which one he likes and all.
Oh man I sure as hell miss terribly him already now.

The littlest things that he talk about during that 3 hours we had yesterday was really an unforgettable one.
When he asked about the confirm date, him talking leave from Arpil to October next year for our wedding preparations, our ideal honeymoon and then our baby names.
He can be super random and cute at times.
No wonder I am sooo in love.

Urgh!
I officially hate him for making fall so deep.
I miss crapping with my hunneyboo!
Gees!

p/s: Finally, love like something I bought for him: The Arnold Palmer shirt. Fits him just right. My hunk!

Yet again...

Gosh I miss blogging so much.
After so long, believe it or not, I have already forgotten my password to get access to this blog.
Gees, been sooooo busy lately with new work.
Nevertheless, work have been going on fine.
Life as a principal sure do is hectic.
Thrice harder than the role of a teacher.
Still the challenge for me to take up this role has been encouraging me to constantly progress in my profession.

Love my career, love my colleagues that I'm working with and most importantly, love my children.
The cutest beings exist as for now.
Can't wait to have my own.
Preferably a boy will be good! Hahaha....

Lately, I have been watching hindustan a lot.
Of course, I've been so outdated ever since school.
So now since school is sooo over, I'm trying to catch up.

Till then, I realised, all these new movies actually,
they have crappy kindda storyline. Wth!
& I find myself watching old movies with all those nice songs again and again.
Like these ones...

Yea, miss the significant other.
No doubt.
Need him badly but manage to drown and indulge myself to other matters to get him outta my mind for maybe a few seconds.
Hahaha...

Haish.. life has been so exhaustingly draining.
Welcome Yus to the real word.

Life's a routine.

Self-entertainment is good but too much of it is suffocating and tiring.
Aftermath is just pure boredom.

This is what happen when you don't have someone you called a best friend anymore.
This is what happened when boyfriend is so far away.
Everything spells L.O.N.E.L.Y.

& when someone I long for is coming back soon, I still have butterfly in my stomach.
Can't help it because the past still haunt so badly.
Nightmare fills my night & it was worst than the past that had happened.
God, I hate I. :(

Lonely.

Life is so strange. Each time I try to be happy every single minute, every single hour or even every single day, I am so close to realizing the fact that I am ever so lonely. That's when I realise that I can't live in denial all the time. As much as I try to live each day to the fullest, I felt helpless because I am only pretending to be happy.

Not having that special someone to talk to everyday. Not having to talk with that special someone about how fun or how annoying your day is. Not having that special someone messaging you to even tell you he had just woke up from beauty sleep. All you get is watching your friend intensely messaging and talking to their special someone instead. Witnessing how they make plans to meet up for their dates instead. Well all this truly hurts but I know I can't run away form it. This is life. Suddenly, all that makes me happy ceased for a long time and it looks like I yearn for it so bad. This feelings is sucha pain. I hate it. Badly. Happiness visits me really short and sadness visits more long enough that I just wish I could vanish this instant.


This article makes me thinking for a while. It's rather bothering. Everybody will be telling me, "You have your family, your friends." But it's never the same. As much as I want to be independent, I want to be pampered too. To be loved, to be needed to be cared for. I hate to feel this way. I want to be stronger. I know I can but I really detest the fact that I've already fallen. So deep. All these makes me not want to be a girl anymore.

How I wish you are able to see through my silence that actually speaks a thousand words, my smile explaining the loneliness in my heart and my whirling thoughts that describe how I yearn to have the same old you.

I'm appalled still at myself for being able to make it through each day despite all the strange things happening around me.

When Bestie gets older...

Bestie's 23 now. Old old old...
Muahahaha!!
Happy birthday best friend.
May God bless you with great wealth and health always.
Will always pray for your happiness because you deserve every inch of it.

Not quite sure if he'll read this but ouh well, its from the bottom of my heart.
That picture was like 4 years ago I guess.
My orbit look explains, it's sucha a looong ago photo. Hahas.
It was his birthday too.
A surprise for him from Man and Me.

Thought of doing something for him again this year.
Planned for quite a while lately but did not carry on due to some factors.
Best friend and me were having quite some rough moments lately.
But nevetheless, we are still the best of friends and will always hope for the best for each other.

Still, miss those days back then.
When we both meet like almost everyday!
Tak reti penat!! LOL!!

Ok lah, akhir kate.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHAMMAD RUSYDI a.k.a YUS'S BEST FRIEND.
=)

Randomness prevails

I am so hardworking nowadays to update the bloggie.
I think blog have been my best friend nowadays.
I'm like blogging at this hour with my iphone 4, while lying on the bed listening to Bruno Mars, Marry you.


Race was like a 2008 movie but I only managed to like watch it just now.
Gees, shows how school have taken much of my time.
Action research is crazy.
Reminded me of the good old days of IEP with Lin and Khai.
It was indeed tiring but it was all worthwhile.
Miss those days.


Work, school and tuition tommorrow.
I truly love to tire myself out.
Joy! ;)

Wishful thinking

With so much hope I wish you'd say this:

"Ku berikan cintaku juga sayangku
Percaya padaku ku ‘kan menjagamu
Hingga akhir waktu menjemputku
Saat ku tahu kau akan pergi jauh"