New New!

Room looks new.
Blog looks new.
Hope the 'new 'list goes on.
I miss my love. =(

Dear God,

Today is a busy day.
If i forget you,
Please don't forget me!

-Me

lost

Just when i thought i nearly lost
someone dear to me,
a sister,
a brother,
a best friend,
& the best buddy,
I just thank God, i have him.
My words of thanks & sorries goes out to him & only him.
If you know what i mean.

Condolences to Sab for the death of her dearest grandfather.
Be strong girl, our prayers will always be with him.
Al-Fateha.

It's the TWENTIETH!

Firstly, Happy thirteenth 13th Monthsary Syg!
I say whatever i have to say to him through sms just now.
Was suppose to give him this today when we watch Step Up 2.
But oh well, he have night training, so everything was cancel.
Hopefully we'll get to spend Friday together ok love?
So just thought of posting it here, just so when he comes back he's able to see it.
Hee, i'm crazy. Ya, crazily in love with my Sham boy!
Anyways, didn't get him anything, just a card with the saying...

& those words are so true! Thanks for the love Syg!
Then i think that piece of sentence ain't enough.
So at the back of the card i said this...

&& i really mean what i said here too.
& no words can describe how much i love this boy.
So hun, ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily!

Went to have dinner with my CE girls!
Finally all 5 of us met up.
Even CANDY ONG MEI XIN! lol.
Miss these babes loads!

Okay since watching Step Up 2 the Streets was cancel today.
Met up with Sharifah & she's free after work today.
It was so last minute. Didn't know what to do at first.
Then we decided to play arcade.
& we were so going mad playing this game at the above picture.
It was super FUN FUN FUN times 100 000 000 la!
The one that we need to hit & hit till our palm were all red! Haha...
But we enjoyed ourselves though despite the pain.
Next, BUSTED's aim: To reach stage 26!
LOL!! Thanks for the day busted!!

Sharifah bought this handphone chain or something.
Whatever it is called.
It's nice though, and one of the chain have the numbers '143'
which basically means 'i love you' isn't it?
Then we had this joyful conversation:

Me: Eh abeh yang the other chain why got number 502 ah? Stand for aper lak?
Sharifah: Chain nie ader kunci, so 143 is key to love.
So 502 is the bus to love instead of go Orchard!

Nonsense to the max sak this girl! Hahaha...
Once a joker, forever a joker! lol.

My Marriage.

I was very much tired and sleepy.
So thought of just doing some bloghopping before i'm off to lala land.
Then i came across this marriage quiz from Eileen's blog.
So yah this is the result, just something to laugh about. =)

How will you choose your Mr Right?

You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.

Who will be your future Mr Right?

Your future hubby will be lovely and sweet, but a little immature - possibly even a spoilt brat! This guy will trigger your maternal instinct. You'll always be willing to watch his back and clean up his mess. He might be the same age as you are or even younger.

When will you get married?

You will be very determined and thorough in choosing a spouse. You'll study every detail about your man before saying yes to a life of love. You will eventually make a good choice, but you'd better be sure that he's willing to wait that long.

What sort of wife will you be?

If your hubby is crazy enough to ask you to do silly things, you may as well have fun with him. You'll make a fun-loving wife.

Will you and your husband have a good time together?

You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.

What will your children be like?

Your kids will be very naughty. They will often get into trouble but you will have a great time bringing these fun-loving kids up. They are lively and smart.

How loyal are you?

You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.

The love needs to see this! lol.

Jive all the way!

Today's tiring yet fun fun fun! Haha... actually today's plan was to accompany papa to somewhere but he have to work, then Pam called yesterday saying we will meet up for dinner but also cancel and then after Pam called syg called. Will be having dinner with CE on Monday instead. Looking forward for it. Miss my girls. So syg asked me if I wanna join him and his madrasah friends for lunch tommorrow. So after he went to his camp just now to complete some project thingy (ns pun nak project project!) i met him and his friends. Went to Bugis & ate at Victory, which his friends said, 'Victoria'. Hahaha... terperanjat seketika when they say that. Hahaha... & it was Rizal's treat. I totally forgot to thank him after that! Goodness, Yus is so mean! Just so if Rizal's reading, thanks dude for the treat! Thanks so much.

Then headed to Bugis junction, thought of watching movie but then we decided to just go to chevrons to bowl since Rizal have to report to work. I decided not to play because i'm having blister and i'm too lazy to even stand on my feet. Haha... Talk & talk with Mykah or how to spell her name ehh? Maikah? Anyways, she's Sham's friend also. She's so fun to talk to. Love talking with her. After which we headed to arcade. Played a few games wit Maikah. Haha... we played that game where we have to press and hentam-hentam the buttons repeatedly. Hahaha... saket sehh tangan, but fun ah! Then we ate again at LJS! We were all like hungry ghost lagi. Hahaha.... & oh yah! The love & me ate ice-cream after arcading. Haha... SUPER DUPER nice la, the one at level two besides De Royals shop at Jurong Enetertainment. I don't know what's the name of the shop but the ferraro rocher ice-cream is extremely finger lickin! The waffle is fantastic. Hot & soft. We feel like having another round but too bad i can't have to much ice-cream, if not habis la Yus! Feel like eating them again tommorrow! Nak tak syg, it's just nearby... Hahaha....

I enjoyed myself today after being sooo emotional yesterday. Yesterday was just so frustrating and i just felt so exhausted. But oh well, i don't feel like elaborating it further. So yea... & i offically declare myself broke at the moment. Pay's not in yet. Goodness!! Urgh... so the heart pain. Besides the point of being so frustrated for being cashless at the moment, nasib can meet the love today, been missing him like crazy lah this few days. & like the title for today's entry, JIVE! We jive the night! Hahaha... i taught syg how to dance jive and the basics of salsa, and cha cha. Hahaha... & i found out that Sham's not that bad at dancing but not 'latin ballroom dancing' but some dance i'm not sure what is it call. We were like the movie Dirty Dancing, the girl dance the ballroom dance while the guy dance yang sexy sexy, yang no routine punyer! Hahaha... but I enjoy teaching my syg how to dance & though we dance merepek-meprepek, it was still enjoyable. Treasure those moments, thanks syg for the fabulous day spent with you & your friends. Thanks for including & introducing me to those lovely people. Appreciate it loads. =) This is to the love:

I didn't know how you manage to make me smile each times after i broke down.
I didn't know how you manage to be patient & hug me when i'm angry.
I didn't know how you manage to love me despite of my imperfection.
I didn't know how you unlocked the keys to my heart.
All i know is you're just the one to love me and for me to love all my life.
& so that's why you are just Yusliza's hero, all rights reserved. Haha!
ily hun! Muackz! <33

Results Out

So i'm in school now. Nothing gotta do with results. In school now waiting for Lin to reformat our dearest laptop. We got like dozens of viruses in our laptop recently and it's still alive right now maybe because of some anti-virus thingy but the virus is still there in our laptop. Kire macam orang masih hidup sebab dengan pertolongan alat pernafasan, ahh gini lah laptop kiter masih boleh bertahan. So since its holiday no assignments & projects & all we decided to reformat our dearest today.

Okay so at 8:03am this morning i recieve an sms from Ngee Ann poly regarding my results. & alhumdulilah i pass all module. Which means there will be no repeating of any module. Honestly i feel that this semester is a tough one for me & i think i really didn't do that well but not bad i manage to get 2 As. So yeah, AD is way back then in Yr 1. To expect that in my Yr 2 i guess it's really impossible. Haha. So yea and i managed to get a GPA of 3.3 which is like amazingly unexpected. I thought i couldn't even reach 2.5 like seriously. Syukur alhumdulilah, all that studying and mugging of assignments and projects really paid off. Especially the lesson plans and learning corners that i put so much effort in. So in all, results fine but i believe i could do better next time. Year 3 gonna be tougher but i will definately put in my best to achieve good grades in my poly life.

& after all this results thingy this morning, i could not go back to sleep so i woke up and told mama i wanna cook lempeng and maybe nasi lemak. Just in the mood, don't ask why. So yeah! Haha... dah cook straight away siap to meet Lin. Can't wait to eat it with Lin later. Yum yum! Okay Lin dah call. Ini minah sudah suruh wait at zebra crossing. So goodbye world.

Itsy Bitsy Bored.

Results gonna be out tommorrow.
Not excited or looking forward for it or anything.
I'm just gonna pray hard & keep my fingers crossed for now,
hopefully, i don't have to repeat any module all over again. =(

Photobucket have this new feature that is to edit pictures.
So my itchy fingers tried editing some pictures & i discover that it's actually fun, fun, fun!
So these are the aftermath:

Who needs photoshop now? LOL.
*macam paham*

March Babies.

It's both the best friends egg crack this month.
12th March is Sabbie's big day.
Happy 20th birthday bebsie.
Sorry i have nothing for you girl, but my blessings with always be with you.
May all wishes & dreams come true.
May you 'Live life to the fullest',
like how this favourite tagline of yours always says. =)

Sorry gotta steal your picture from your friendster. Hee...

Then 10th of March was Sydi's.
Oh di, you're as old as Sab now.
I still have my 'teen'. lol!
So Man & me did a simple belated birthday surprise for him yesterday.
Due to our busy schedule, we actually forgot to wish him on his birthday.
*chey chey busy keper?lol*
Sorry eh Di, truly sorry!

& Di, just wanna say thanks for being there for me all this while,
listening to my crap & nonsense, problems and for all the great help you've done for me.
I have nothing else to say but just words of thanks.
May you find your other half this year, like how you always say you will have a gf when you're in 3rd year. Haha... May God bless you with great health & wealth always. =)
So here's some pictures of yesterday. Hur hur...

Arcade madness

Today is arcade session with syg & nini.
I told syg i miss him & he brought up a fantastic suggestion.
& so off we went for some gaming date with nini.
We collected so many tickets thanks to my syg's intelligence who always got jackpot in that particular game which i don't know what it's called. =)
Will be redeeming those tickets next time at JE because the prizes there seems to be better.
Can't wait to have a new pencil case by my syg again. Hee... =P
I love my boy!
Sham is love! <33

Selekehness-

Last Saturday was YuShaM's cycling day. Thanks syg for the day despite of the terrible headache that he had, he still cycle that 2 hours with me. It's been like tyrex years since i last cycled. It's so nice to get to cycle again. Relieve all stress. After which my bro bought durians and again after the bronchitis tragedy, Yus was banned of eating durians, grapes & oranges. But after like maybe 4 years, i ate durians again. Can't resist the temptation. Those durians were so finger lickin good. Poor Syg, he have to tolerate the smell as we were buying it. Then had supper with the family & him at simpang Bedok. && i had ROTI PRATA PLASTER!! Shiok shiok!! Hee...

Lately i went to my third aunt's house & everytime i will get lost to her house. I got confuse which staircase leads me to her house but with the help of this wonderful sign, i found my way. Hahahaha....

Before i end my entry, i just wanna post a picture just for NUR AZLINA SUBARI. My mum cook this & too bad she's not at my house this time to savour it. Hahaha... sedap maut Lin!!! *evil laugh*

Ok goodbye world!

Malay Language Alert!

Hari ini adalah hari sesangat la penat. Okay mengapakah saya blog dalam bahasa melayu. Tidak pasti pulak. Tiba-tiba ingin berbahasa melayu. Bangga la sak, bahasa ibunda ku! Hahaha.... Sesungguhnya, hari ini sangat memenatkan. Sebenar-benarnya, saya cuma ada 4... err period dalam bahasa melayu aper ehh? Ahh... lantak la! 4 period tapi kene ambil alih cigku lain yang tidak hadir kerana harus pergi ke kursus-kursus tertentu. Tersangatlah letih, lesu badanku ini kerana bebudak hari ini banyak cekik darah. Sabar jer Cikgu Liza.

Saya: Kalau awak perlukan apa-apa tidak perlu membuat bising, angkat tangan dan saya akan datang ke tempat awak.
Murid: Cikgu Liza, kater cikgu kita kalau tak ada kerja suruh angkat tangan.
Saya: Huh? Kenaper ehh?
Murid: Tak tahu tapi cikgu kita cakap kalau tak ada apa-apa nak buat angkat tangan.

Sungguh tidak difahami. Tetapi walaubagainmana pun, si kecil-kecil cili padi ini amat menarik sekali dimataku! Aww.... Alamak penat pulak berbahasa melayu pasar nie. Dah lah sudah kesian pulak readers chinese kiter. Tui bu chi ah peng you. Now i talk mix mix ok?! Hahaha....

Was in class when my syg message to say he can go back. Yang menyakitkan hati ku ini sehinggah remok ialah firstly budak tuition tak datang after i kelam kabut balek dari kerje, secondly apabila syg & saya hendak pergi makan, syg memberitahu bahawa, dia akan ke Thailand bulan April nanti. Remok sungguh hati ini akan mendengar kata-kata itu. =( Sedih banget dehh!! 3 minggu lagi berjauhan dengan kekasihku. Benci ahh.... suker kan kerajaan menguji cinta kita?! Hah... ok Yus macam paham!!

Sudahlah jangan cakap lagi. Nanti saya cry cry susah, syg ku tak boleh pujuk sebab, kerana, oleh itu, because, matairku itu sebok main game!! 24 jam game! Nasib sayang, kalau tak sayang memang kene DUSH habis habisan!!! Kami makan macam 'hungry ghost' tadi. Syg order chicken chop (tak habes2) & burger! While i order nasi goreng sambal ayam and roti prata plaster satu! Ahhh kau... amek kau makan dengan gelojohnyer! Haha.. eh tak eh kiter gagah tak gelojoh!! Haha... sedap oii the teh tarik baru. Those who don't know where, it's opposite Hua Yi's backgate. Beside temple. Lestari lamer situ. Ok dah, i lagi feel so bloated ni, don't wanna talk about food no more.

Then jeng jeng hari jatuh jatuh! Firstly syg saya nak terjatuh or rather dia hanya 'tersandung' sahaja. Then sway sway saya pulak jatuh macam nangka busuk. Dolat, ketawer kan matair tersandung now diri sendiri kene ketawer la sehh! Sabar jer. Jatuh serious macacm nangka busuk lak tu. What a laughing session kiter dua ader hari ini by Cikgu Liza! Hahaha... warna seluar pun bertukar ke warna cantek sekali dalam dunia. From light blue to black! Fuhh... power gedegak! Kaki bengkak sebab termasok longkak kecik. Yus yus, as clumsy as can be. Depan matair lak tuu... punyer malu diriku ini!! Ish!!

Okay that day when i update i forget to reply to my taggers so today i will do just that. Before that i also baru teringat that i owe this laydee an entry because she was being sucha darling to scan for me notes about how to handle children with separation anxiety. She's the only one who replied to my entry, besides Haq who also terkial-kial carik that notes. Though it doesn't help me much but i sure do terharu and appreciate her effort to scan for me the notes from her book and mail it to me. Sorry for the trouble & thanks Far far for the great help!! Sayang kamu laa!! *hugs*!

Sorry ah gambar mepek, that's the only picture of us i had yang acceptable. Lain sumer muker macam songsang gitu! Dengan pipi tembamku. AHH! Takper la ehh malas lak nak edit2! Haha... natural beauty babe!! Haha... nak copy from your blog tak boleh lak. Haha... anyways to whoever who is still blur, refer to Tuesday, February 12's entry. Ok to reply taggers:

Sok leng: Hey babe, you're re-linked girl. =p
LiN: Welcums Lin sebab aku tarok muker bacin 'KITER!' lol. & thanks so much for the wish! But tak yah byk2 kali ah tag. Flood tagboard ku! Haha...
haq89: HAQ!!! all thanks to this crazy girl far'ain for the notes. & thanks sesungguhnyer baju itu memang cantek, yang pakai lagi cun melecun! Haha!
kyn: Haish kyn aku fikir kau amat memahami kami tapi tidak. Kau tak reti2 ker aku ngan si Lin ni dah memang tembam bam, boncet pulak tuu! Haha... all thanks to junks and the not so nice and malay food sold in school that we always result to JUNKS! Haha...
Mr BamMel Boncet: Mail!!! Itu mamat sudah hilang your phone number, if you're reading this go call him or something. Haha... tak sorok, dier sebok ngan gf dier lagi satu, game!! Sampai nak lepak ngan gf ni pun susah. Haha...
YH (yihuey): No problem at all girl! Thanks for your help too. =)
CT: Hey thanks kerana sudi drop by this blog of mine. Hehe... thks for the compliment too. My cousin say sorry because she can't really remember who you are because your blog nyer photo tak clear but anyways she say waalaikumsalam. Take care girl! =)

Ok dah... i just feel like posting this picture...

Alahai cute kan my syg! Thanks for meeting me up today hun!
Haha... Sham, Yus sayang kamu byk byk byk byk byk!!!!!
Muackz!! ilu hun! ♥

post #289

Hello world! It's been a while since i update.
Honestly, i was toooooo super ultra lazy to even face the laptop anymore since after all this exam, projects and assignments are all over.
Yus is just plain lazy!!
Exams a disaster, CD 2.2 was a killer and results going to be out real soon!
Ok that's it i don't wanna talk about it.
I'll be so glad if i can even hit a GPA of 2.5! =(

Alright a lot of things had been happening.
Ups & downs, interesting places and encounters.
So yeah, briefly, these happened:

20th February 2008

Last paper end that particular day. A day which i did not sleep the whole day. Why? I don't know why. I'm even frustrated that this eyes was not shutting till 7 am in the morning. Gees! Then after paper, went to buy Mak Cu's birthday cake & then she treated us to dinner at the ever delicious Rasa Istimewa at CCK! Awesome!! The cake also nice, of course, i bought it.

22nd February 2008
Night Safari

Went to Night Safari with the family which includes, DI & LIN! Another amazing day. The animals were so close. Like super cool and nice la. But one thing spoils everything. I saw a MOUSE!!! Disgusting ah, spoils the whole mood to watch the animal show. Urgh! Nevertheless, the trip was great! Then Lin stayed over. Unfortunately we were unable to have late night talks because i was down with flu that particular night. So after eating my medicine, i'm off to a difficult sleep because of the block nose. So sorry Lin! I gotta wake up early the next morning also because it was suppose to be a special day & i had to prepare a lot of things. For Di & Lin, click on the 'Night Safari' to get the pictures ok? So easy don't have to sen dyou through ZIP. =)

23rd February 2008

So i had planned something for the bf long ago for our 1st year. But everything was ruin when the government have to let him off at 6pm that day! How frustrating. All preparation done but he's not back. So gotta reshedule plan with my 'Wedding Planners'! Thanks ya'all for all the hassle and trouble! Appreciateit loads. Don't worry, i'm saving up to treat you guys real soon ok lovely people?! Hahaha... Besides that whole point, i had a wonderful candleight dinner with bf. It was awesome, talking and discussing a lot of stuffs. Though he's tired, he still make an effort to be with me. Thanks syg! I'm so in love with you. Just hope you love it hun! You wipe that tears and bring back the smile to my face. You're the only one that is capable of doing that syg. Thanks hun! May our love blossoms through the years k syg?! Insya'allah! Muackz!

25th February 2008

It was YUSAB'S 8th year of friendship on that 23rd too. So we went to have some picnic at west coast park and had a long catching up. It's been like dinasaurs years since i last talked that long with the best friend! Gees... We had fun, laughing, talking and eating. Sab sure do enjoy my mum's jemput-jemput pisang. Haha... guess we forgot to take pictures that day amidst all those chattings.

26th February 2008

It's the bf's POP from SISPEC. Like finally its over. But he will still be going to same place, Pasir Labar Camp because he's posted there. So he's officially Sgt Muhammad Hisham Bin Amir a.k.a Hisham Ciner by his friend's there. Haha... we lost him when wanna put his rank for him on the parade sqaure because basically all of them looks the same with the uniforms on. I can't even recognise my own bf (how embarrassing yus!) & so without hesitation i seek for help. & so that person ask me which Hisham. Nur or Ciner?! Haha... i should have just said, YUS'S HISHAM! CAN?! Thanks to my syg who straightaway sent to me the pictures when i ask him to though he was relaxing watching soccer that moment. Sorry for the trouble dear! Thanks... so love you!!

So yeah, that happened. =)
The bf & I also went to watch The Eye & Leap Years.
Things hadn't been good for me & the bf but we managed to talk things out.
I'm glad everything's fine now.
Those uncertainties and weird feeling i had, i guess it's all answered.
& i promised you i'll worked hard to be a better daughter, sister, teacher and lover!
I'm sorry & thanks for everything syg!
I'm so so so in love with you hun.
I cannot imagine being in love with anyone else but you!
Ilu syg! Muackz!!

Been watching Why why love like finally!
Haha... so over with it. Finally FINISHED watching it!
It's a super nice drama series! It's a MUST WATCH!
Especially when the cast are all from my favourite Devil beside you.
Mike is super hot and Rainie is extremely cute. Haha!
Khai is so going to be jealous becuase i finish watching it first!
Next one, Princess Hours. Actually i am not really into it just killing time so i watch.
I prefer Romantic Princess, Jin is super cute.
But owh well, my Sham's cuter! =)

Will relieving at Boon Lay Garden as usual in a few hours time.
After a long time, taking a new batch of primary ones.
Just hope the Miss 'Pizza' don't exist again tommorrow!
Call me Teacher Yus, Teacher Liza, Miss Liza but not that children!!
Get that?! Gees...

The love of my life!

When i first saw you, i was tongued tied, i was afraid to talk to you.
When i first talk to you, i was afraid to kiss you.
When i first kiss you, i was afraid to love you.

Now that i love you, i'm afraid of losing you!

Thanks syg for always being there for me, tolerating my flaws and showers me loads of love.
Thanks for all the sacrifices and everything that you've done just to make me smile.
When you went down on your knees a year ago to present your love for me,
I was speechless,
thinking what have i done in life that God gave me such a wonderful gift.
Indeed you stole my heart in your own special way.

I love you syg, my heart just says so!
My heart tells me you're just the one for me.
I don't know what is love.
I never thought of falling in love or even wonder what's love.

Maybe love is a special thing that always give us butterflies.
Whatever it is, if what we are going through now is love,
i'm here to say:
Thanks Sham syg for teaching me how to love.
To be in love with you, the feelings is just awesome,
that i don't want anyone else but you, to spent my life with.

We are always far from each other but
nevetheless, our heart ramains togther because:
Our love is like the wind, we cannot see them but we can definately feel them.
I love you Hisham, i really do! Muackz! <3-

I'm so exhausted & shagged with all this studying.
End soon please.

HELP!

ECHians ALERT!!
Anyone, anybody knows where to find the notes or anything bout:
Developing Parent Involvement Programme
Topic about Working with children with separation anxiety,
Do ring me, sms me, nudge me at MSN, tag me or anywhere that you can possibly reach me.
Okay peeps. Love ya guys!
Thanks world!

holidays ending. =(

The CNY holidays ending.
Which means its time to mug mug and mug for exams.
Urgh, so not in the mood to study now. How?
Okay forget about that for awhile.
Let me just do some updates on what have been happening during this festive season.
Let's skip on the 6th because i've updated & basically i had a beautiful date with bf after that Taiwan trip he had.

7th February 08, Thursday

It's my dearest cousin, Farah Wahidah's engagement. Finally an engagement after such a long time from the maternal family. Congrats to you kakak. You're finally engaged and soon you will be someone's wife. Dah besar kakakku sorang ni. Haha... So after so long, we had such kenduri kendara again. It was fun. We took a lot of stupid, crazy, beautiful, fantastic and horrible pictures that day. It was super fun to have such family gathering for a wonderful event again. Made a slideshow. But you guys can still view the whole picture in my photo album. =)

8th February 08, Friday

Basically i'm home after a tiring day the day before. Was trying hard to study but nah, it didn't happen. Guess the mood wasn't there. No motivation at all. Ring Lin up to ask if she's studying but she's not either because she's sick. So all the more the 'niat' to study just vanished on the spot.

& the most interesting part of the day was, I watched P/S: I LOVE YOU!!! Haha!!! Lin, i've watched! When are you watching ni? Hahaha... It was such a superb movie. I proudly announce this is the first movie that make me teared. Usually i will only cry when watching a ghost story but not some romantic movie. I read the book the day before till 3am in the morning. I was only at chapter 5 and i started to have tears rolling down my cheeks. It's really a 'must-see-movie for those who haven't watch it. (Like Lin) Haha... how i ended up watching it?

Well, Abg Ayie and his gf came to my house. & then Kak Fiza & I was like super excited to watch already. Called up Bf and then off we went. Before watching the movie we went to bring Nini and adek Ayu to watch fireworks at esplanade. The fireworks was awesome. I was never so near such beautiful and loud fireworks. Wish i could put the video here but the size is too big! Finally gotta watch fireworks with my dearest Hisham! *loves* Again i made a slideshow but feel free to see the other pictures in the album. =)

9th February 08, Saturday

I proudly make another announcement that i failed my BTT! Haha.... Actually the plan for Saturday was to accompany bf to Beach Road to get his stuff but i totally forgot i that i have to sit for my basic test till my dad reminded me. I think i got 45 over 50 yet fail. Gees... anyways, will be retaking them and its on the 29th April. Wish me luck! Haha.... then went to my Uncle Philip, my dad's best friend's house. He invited us for Chinese New Year. Met my childhood mate Jonathan and Kimberly. Kim was out when we take picture. So took with Jon only! He's like taller than me though i'm much older. Gees!! Nothing new Yus! =(

10th February 08, Sunday

Went to walk around at Changi airport with the family. Went to look around at Terminal 3. Saw kak Ana. What a co-incidence, we reached and her flight just landed. She's in her uniform so she can't join us. So we walked & walked & then camwhored. Hee...

So yah, will be going to accompany Shariffah to see the Doctor then off to studying with Lin in a few hours time. Before i end today's entry, wanna say something to the bf. Though he's only going to read this when he comes back during the weekends, i will still be saying it now.

Dear Bf,
It have been rough for us those few days.
I apologise for all the trouble i create.
I really am sorry for all that seem to be a hassle & trouble for you.
I apologise again that you have to be the one loving me.
Hopefully my flaws and imperfection will not be the barrier to our love story.
It's going to be a year now, I appreciate you for still holding on & always being patient with me.
I'm sorry that my flaws and imperfection can cause a lot of misunderstandings between us but no matter what happens, my feelings for you have always been true and that i truly love you hun. Just don't give up on me k syg because you're my only hope. ilu!

A Beautiful Date.

6th February 2008
It was really a day i will treasure & not ever forget.
It was the best date ever.
We don't need to have everything to have a perfect date.
Being with each other, talking under the beautiful stars was just PERFECT.

Dear BF,

Walking on a path of air

Seeing your faces everywhere

As you melt this heart of stone,

you take my hand to guide me home and now, I'm in love.

Holding your hand

I won't fear tomorrow.

Here were we stand, we'll never be alone.

I'm sorry i'm ain't perfect for you.
As much as i tried i know i can't.
But i thank god, you're still by myside till now.

& hun, i realised now that
Love does not consist in gazing at each other,
but in looking outward in the same direction.
Indeed YOU've become the meaning of my life! <3

I Love Bf!

Finally, today's the last day of semester 2, Year 2!
Yet, assignments still not done yet.
Guess this is a self-declared holiday kot?
Sebab lagi ader exam
How nice!

Today was supposedly a happy happy happy day for Yus!
Why?!!
Because my syg called me the moment i manage to change the movie maker to WMV format!!

Like finally, after trying it so hard the whole day just now & the whole night yesterday.
I didn't know what i click then it was ok!
The feeling of achieving it was superb man.
Relieve stress & frustration.
& to share all this with Lin, was great great great.

(Gambar muker basi taken during while doing ITA ytd!)

Dear Lin,
Again Lin, thanks for being sucha fantastic partner in assignments/projects!
You're great.
We went through a lot to complete our assignment but i hope you not serik to do those assignment with me.
It's a joy & blessing to have you sharing ideas & knowledge for projects & assignments for these 2 years.
Hopefully year 3 will be a better year for us ok babe? Love you la!!!
**Hugs**

& back to the bf.
Yups yups yups!!
He finally CALLED me!
Tears of joy actually rolled down my cheecks as soon as i put down the phone with my game boy!
Gosh i super miss him la!
Can't wait for his return on Sunday.
Unfortunately i can't be fetching him from the airport because he need to help out at his camp.
So he will be going to his camp right after. =(
How unlucky to have your camp near your house!
URGH!!!!

& to the BF,

dear Syg,
come back soon and put me in your arms again k hun?
I miss you tonnes!
You are the reason that i can smile!
I love you!

& i'm left with CD 2.2,
Psychology for Exceptional Children storybook!
Btw, Shariffah, sorry tadi tgh stress ehh ngan IT projekku!
Cannot join you guys!
Next time tau ok?! =))

Yesterday was sucha hectic day.
I'm so drained out of energy till today.
Did SF individual critical analysis today and i really cracked my brain.

Yesterday was hell.
Firstly, my dearest laptop is crashed with some irritating, idiotic and frustrating virus!!
The virus was so bad that it was so hard to clean it off till the Cal 2 person gave up.
He said it's time, it's time for what?
To reformat my whole laptop!
I was freaking out already.
I mean com'on, its the most busiest moment.
Assignments due and i so need my laptop.
Goodness, i almost cried when they reformatted my (D:)
Now everything there is lost.

The virus was so strong that it actually crashed my Norton, Symantec Antivirus.
That's why it couldn't detect.
The person downloaded for me the new AVG and then it could detect and heal it.
Gosh, so troublesome. So meanwhile, my laptop can still be used.
But after all assignments done i sure gotta reformat.

What's worst, not only my laptop but even Lin's and Nad's!
Now Nad's laptop is the worst.
I think Khai's getting it also because we all shared our thumbdrive.
& so that's how it get affected.. Goodness!
&& my desktop is also down with virusES!

That's it la Yus, ur doomed!!
FP assignments down, left SF, SYC, CD 2,2 & idiotic ITA.
We gotta do movie maker this time.
URGH!!!
& ytd i went home from school at 10 to complete our SF and SYC that is both due this Friday!
Was super super tired.
Till now. In a while more going on skype with Lin to discuss about ITA!
Goodness, when is all this ending?!!!

Oh btw, met the busted 2 on Monday after school for dinner.
We ate at west coast. We were like hungry ghost!
But the mee goreng so pedas, so nice! & the rojak was superb.
Still we couldn't finish the rojak! Haha...
The hungry ghost too full already.
It was sucha long time since we met & it's nice to do some catching up though its only for a while.
Thanks for the day babe! Hope you have a nice date just now! Haha!!
Diyana was suppose to join us but Fikri gotta rush.
& Sab called & say maybe she's joining but she didn't.
So after dinner went home to continue with my SYC booklet.
Gees it was so confusing to do. Thanks Khai for the help.

Monday was also my last attachment. =(
Gonna miss my toddlers, N1s and K2s.
Though i'm sure i'm not coming back to carpe diem next semester, i still hope i will be back there for my practicum in year 3.
Love the people there. Carpe Diem Rocks.
Thanks to Teacher Wendy, Teacher Yani, Teacher Rani & Teacher Corinne for all your help and guidance throughout my practicum at carpe diem.
I had a long hug and goddbyes with my K2s.
Li shi snap for me a video whereby the K2s said 'i love you teacher Yus'.
Look at the video, there's this girl, she was so sad that she couldn't hug me, so she stand aside with a sulky face.
Haha... so cute la this clever children! Love them.
Will drop by there when i'm free.

What's the sweestest was this boy.
At first when i came in the centre he said, i don want love you.
You very naughty.
I was like blank.
When i'm leaving, i told him i'm not coming back.
He pull me and whisper to me," Teacher Yus, i love you already you don't go ok?!"
How cute was that man! Goodness, iwas so emotional.
Felt like crying and not want to leave them.
I feel so attached with Carpe Diem already. =(