down, down and away...

Yeah, i had been feeling down lately. So down. A lot of things to be upsetting and worried about. I get so frustrated when i can't confide to anyone. What's worst i don't know what isrestrictin me lt it out to anyone. I know bottling up my feeling ain't a good habit, but i just don't understand myself. I just find it so hard to open up and share it with someone. Even to someone important and close to me. At times i get so frustrated and even disappinted with myself. It's so hard to grow up, i don't want to grow up at all.

Ahh enough said about being all sad la. I've had enough. No use explaining things here, i rather i look for some entertainment and entertain myself now. So exactly, i am loading the movie Naqaab from you tube. And heck i have been loading it since 12 am just now its still not done. Super slow man. I so wanna watch the movie man. The girl is so pretty. A new actress so i guess its her debut film. Bu the actor spoil, Akshay Khanna. So already. Thinking of which i never watched a hindi movie in cinemas. Haha... wanna try it out some day with someone of course. Did talk about it with the boyfriend bt we just don't have the time and if we do we ain't sure which cinemas has it. Hahaha! I'm so crazy. But seriously watching bollywood movie is the only thing that can help me forget all my problems. Usually i will just sleep it off but i can't sleep now.
I so love the Naqaab song, ek din teri rahoon! Super nice! The girl and Akshay dance was awesome. Love it man. Been repeating and repeating the song. If only the boyfriend is here to watch it with me. Then he would have make me dance with him also. Hahaha... crazy fella! I don't know what else to blog actually but i just wanna blog.

Btw i was attached to Carpe Diem Kidsworld Pte Ltd and the experiences there was awesome! Wendy, my mentor was simply superb! She gave me a beautiful gift made up of different kind of beautiful phrases. So motivating. She's the best mentor ever! & good news i'm attached to the same centre again next semester! Thank god!! I miss my toddlers! I enjoy teaching toddlers so much! Especially doing art & craft with those smart little cute people. Miss them loads!

Oh yah, boyfriend called and good news!! He may be booking out on friday morning an then book in again on Mondy night!! Woo hoo!! Long break for him!! Yeayness!! Okay then i'm going to stop here to watch a little of Naqaab! Good night people!

I'M SO BACK!

Wow, i miss blogging. After sucha long time, i'm back to the blogging world. And taa daa.... new layout. Wasn't putting much effort in it though. Just doing a quick simple one. Guess will do a much better one next time. Not in the best mood nowadays. Don't kow hy, nowadays i've been having this fetish for the colour red and someo other bright colours. Maybe it stimulates my brain. Haha... hmm....

Finally exams over. Semester 1 done. Phew! Tiring year 2 indeed. And will be expecting more work to come next semester. Was told that we are suppose to do a Math learning centre next semester and its not going to be our mentor or supervisor who will be assessing us but our school lecturers! I'm like so dead. If i get Sukuna, i can kiss my 'Pass' grade! Haish, its next semester but i'm starting o panic and worry already. Stop it sia Yus. Now enjoy first. Child Development 2.1, Infant & toddler behaviour & development was another one heart ache paper. Studied like crazy fot it, memories like mad yet i don't think i can make it for that paper. Haish, and i tought Designing learning Environment was worst! Gees... well, here goes my GPA that i've always been getting 3 and above. This semester for sure its going to be less that that. What a heart ache! But one good news for me, Financial Management that i was so confident to fail, i actually PASS!! Haha.. was so happy when Khai say Mrs Loke told Yvonne everyone pass! If she bluff memang ah, saket hatiku! Cheat my feelings only. Hahaha...

So the boyfriend's serving te nation and i'm definately lying if i were to say i don't miss him at all. Yesterday was the twentieth and its our 6th months which is half a year & counting! Owh i must say this, i so must say this! I watched LOVE IS CINTA already and it was so heart aching! Goodness, saket hati jer tgk citer tu! Ish, Watched with the Boyfriend, the brother and his girlfriend! And the VCD was thanks to Hanafi. It's his! I think... ehh? Entah all i know i get to watch it. And recently i watch this scary movie called terowong casablanka or something. Criter tak paham sangat but itwas freaking scary. Watch it at the boyfriend's house while waiting to send him off to camp. & there's this one part where the boyfriend wants to go pray then suddenly Hanafi also hilang masok bilik or donno where, i get so freaking scared and panic man being left alone! I was ALONEwatching it. Maner boleh jadi kan?! Sabar jer!! Nice movie but i will never watch it at home alone. NEVER! Haha...

Erm... a lot of things happen but i just don't know where to start. To many things happen. News that are shocking, experiences that are scary, get to meet my late grandfather's brother from boyan (& i got hug like a teddy bear by him, kalah my hisham hug me, punyer kuat!) then many many things la. Haish, i'm so so so busy lately that i can''t find time for myself also. Ish!

Since i don't know where to start and what to say, i shall end here then! Owh, anyone can be so so so so kind to lend me new Bollywood movies. I'm so outdated la. Eversince the boyfriend stop going sailing, my supply of hindustan movie also cease. I wanna watch Tararumpum, Naqaab, Partner, Salameishq & many many more la! Whoever is sooo sooo nice can lend me those movies must tell me tau, you will get excessive love from Yus! (thought it will never be as much as i love Mr.Boyfriend, Hee!) I miss NUR SABRINA BTE RASID la, hope to meet her real soon. And for some reason i miss CANDY ONG MEI XIN also, i dreamt bout her last night. Hahaha...

So okay people. Till the next update then! Twees! =))

Some people just can't give up!

When explaination & reasons have been laid out they just insist in accepting it!
Com'on, leave me alone!

Urgh!

P/S: I love my family, my friends, myself....

&.... MY BOYFRIEND!!!!

SCRAM YOU!!

DISAPPOINTED.

That's how i am feeling now.

& maybe upset too.

I have always been bad at words.

How i feel and what i wanna say always is not sent across.

So might as well i shut up!

when the truth is not appreciated

i can't be bothered to explain anymore.

i'm too drained out.

so hectic

Exhaustion to the max already.

Been mugging & chiong-ing with assignments & projects like a mad woman.

Been missing him like a psycho freak.

Am so deadly fazed!

God, please give me some air to breath!

I am feling so suffocated.
Oh yar i created some test out of tiredness.

Just thought i need some lame & fun entertainment for a while!

So try it if you wana! =)

*Where are you ppl

when i need you the most?*

upset & tired.

I don't quite understand the meaning of 'HOLIDAY' now.

Holiday means completing dued assignments and projects.
A meaingful day suddenly seem so quiet and i'm all alone.

I HATE this feeling of tiredness, exhuastion & being lonely.

p/s: Happy 4th monthsary sweetheart. <33

head bursting

I have no idea how i'm going to do my Music & Movement lesson plan.

Cracked brain for ideas but i simply have none.

Damn! How?! How?!

Art & craft is way easier. Implementing it is not a big problem also.

Music & Movement is so difficult. Gees!!

Sleeping is still the best for now.

Shucks, i have no idea for SAM also! I'm so doomed!

Note to self: Buy yan yan chocolate for ideas*

Someone close told me that Sham & me being far apart for a long time is our source of love. Hmm... thanks for the wonderous comment bro! Haha... =)

p/s: assignments & projects not pregressing @ all!

brain not functioning!! =(

& he left.

"Just like the wind, we can't see them but we can definately feel them."

P/S: I'm missing him so bad.
I don't care what you guys going to say,
but i know i can't live even for a sec not thinking of him!

Period.

I will miss you! =(

Okay what's that?! That's LJS chilli sauce and my dear little devil form shape of a 'S LOVE Y' which practically means Sham love Yus. Haha... and he just can't stop bragging about how artisic he is in shaping a perfect heart shape. Haha... since it look nice i shal give him some credit and compiment! Well done sweetheart. Haha... brought Nini to play arcade. That's what boyfriend wants to do before going NS. Furthermore, she is having a holiday and she's not going anywhere. Pity her, compared to her other friends who go overseas for holiday & she have so brought home so many things man. Played arcade and the boyfriend have initially collected a lot of tickets and adding to today they collected a total of 250. Adding on to i we played again at night while waiting for abang to knock off from work. She gets more stuff again! Gees... I didn't get anything! But its ok as long as i can see him i am most satisfy! =)

I wanna apologies to the boyfriend about how i behave just now & i have reasons for it. You should know why by now. I'm sorry still. I really didn't mean to but i swear i was holding back my tears so bad sayang. I'm sorry! A few hours later he will lave for tekong and i will be as lonely again like how he left me for sailing. Owh well, i guess hopefully my patience will be paid off in the end. I apologise again because i can't send you off and again you should know why. I still feel uilty for that though. In fact i am very upset and frustrated about it. I swear. I'm sorry sweetheart. Guess, i have so many things to be sorry about. =(

I'm so going to miss this devil of mine real bad. But no matter what i will always pray for your good health and hopefull you can just be back in a blink of an eye. Hee... To sum it up i have a whole loads of fun today! That more than 10 times kiss from nini and more than maybe 20 kiss from him was superb. Hahaha... who will kiss me that much in a day right? I am so thankful to be loved. Love this wonderful people as much too. My brother have been very very super ultimately nice lately! I appreciate the hell out of it man. I so love my brother! To Lin, don't even think of exchanging brother! My brother is the best and he is my HERO! Kay maybe after Hisham. Haha... alright guess i end with some reply from the taggers. Toodles! =)

dear sham: I'm going to miss you more sayang! Love you!!! Muackz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dear pinkphreak: Hehe, touching ker? *covers face*

dear ads: Hee... ye ker?! *shy*

dear nish: Hey thanks babe! *shy again* thanks for dropping by after such a looooong time!

dear LiN: Heeee.... skali skaler babe! =p

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THE END.

p/s: i love mr hisham who is still

playing game now to the max!!!!
Love you sweetheart!!!
So gonna miss you!!

-!MUACKZ!-

M.I.A DELETED!

Hello beautiful people. I'm back. Not from a holiday or anyting but just decided to not blog for a while because life have been superbly, umtimately totally hectic. I became so exhausted and tired of life suddenly that i just don't have the mood to blog. See the picture above? Because of him i have the mood to blog now, so let's not waste it. So i decided to not waste my time talking about the problems or any negative incidents that happened to me. Particularly because i just don't want my blog to fill with anymore upsetting events. Enough knowing for the fact that i have only 1 day left with the boyfriend before he left for army. I just have something to just shout out the the world about this little devil of mine and i thought i could just do those shout out here, at my very own blog! Hee...

And so i decided to just talk and talk about the boyfriend in today's entry as he will be leaving me for three months and i can't imagine that he's going to leave me again after two years serving the nation to sail again! URGH!!! So for those who don't wish to go on reading today's entry you may wanna click that 'X' shape thingy at the top right hand corner of your screen ok?But before i continue with the lovey dovey part. I just want to congratulate CENDEKIAWAN for achieving victory against Republic Polytechnic in Bahas 4PM, an annual malay debate competition. CONGRATULATIONS again to Hakim who won the best speaker for the match. Unfortunately, we are unable to proceed to the next round because our team who represented Ngee Ann is unable to be one of the top 8 schools. However, i must say that we have put in a lot of hard work and it's definately a job well done for us as a first timer. First competition for us Cende and thus there's always room for improvement!! Love ya people. And then thanks to the boyfriend who came down to giv support! Appreaciate that! Thanks sweetheart =)

Okay back to this boy called Hisham. So yah, I love him! Haha... okay besides that i just wanna proudly make an anouncement that... I LOVE HIM AGAIN!! Ok enough! I do't know when was the lst time i am being this mushy man! Hahaha... And so i promise this boy i will make a long story for him to read here. So here i try ya? Hee! And ya so i continue the story. Since i was selected to be representing Ngee Ann in the debate team, this sweet boyfriend of mine gave me a very cute and lovely surprise. After debate practice, he came to pick me up and then he surprise me with a wonderful gift! See...

Wanna know what's inside the box? Hur hur... ok ready?! Jeng jeng jeng!! Hahaha....

It's a Hamtaro!!! Super cute right? Have sound somemore! Hahaha... Thanks so much sweetheart! I super duper love it too bits! What's more the card is as lovely as you yoo sayang! And so he deserve a *MUACKZ*!! Then there were some problems here and there which makes me realised that i can d things that i want to do for him. Nevertheless i did nt give up and still try ways to make this loverboy happy. And so i bake a brownie for him & thank god he love it. Haha... i even decorated it with MnMs but i was overly excited to give him i forgot to take picture of it. Hee... but see! Delicious ok!! Aren't you jealous already that he gets to taste it and not you?! It's Hersheys by the way! Hahaha... YUM YUM!!! =P

The month wasn't as good for us. But our love remain strong. Regardless of what happens, we manage to solve the tiniest to the biggest problem. And can you believe it he's going to leave me for army today. What makes it worst is i am unable to send him to tekong because of some reasons whichi just don't wish to talk about. It just aches the heart even more. And anothe surprise by these little devil of mine. He made a nice and unique photo album which i so so love it to the core! Hahaha... and can't help it to blog it here and show it to everyone! I'm so proud to be the owner of this...

It is decorated with some sand and i'm sure its really hard to make. I really appreaciate it sweetheart. Thanks for taking the trouble to do this for me. I so love you. But actualy i recieve the album in this format...
I shall not disclose where this devil get the cloth from. Hahaha... but whatever it is, its nice and match everything!! Hee... and then look at the first page. I so love this!! It's a fact file!!! Hahaha...So there some facts thatyou should know or not know about 'YUSHAM'! Hahaha.... And then the next page!

He claims that i'm his only hope! AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha.... and here's the back page which is amulti-purpose thing because it can also act as a photo frame! Hahaha... i so love love love it and i so love my dear little devil!!!

Lovely isn't it?! Aren't you jealous or something?! Hahahaha.... just wanna say my thanks to this little devil of mine. How deviish he can be, how hyper he can be, how he can outtalk me, how he childish he can be, how lame he can be... I STILL LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!! Thanks sweetheart for everything. I may not be the best girlfriend but just so you know noone can ever love yu like i do! Hahaha... omg... so malu! Never say this in public before! Heee... but owh well!! I jushave to say this. I am just so proud of my love! Lov you sweet heart. Alright its like already 3 am and i think i need to end thestory soon and head of to dreamland and meet my devil. So let's end the story by reminiscing the most happiest momet of my life which is on 11th June 2007, Tuesday! I had the most enjoyable day of my life. Though i was very pressurized and stress out with m poects and assignments, this boy just know how to cheer me up. In fact his presence cheers me up like crazy already!

For my little devil, Hisham, i've said this but i'm goingto say this again. How far apart we are. How long we will not see each other. How frustrating life is. I will still be only yours and i will still lvoe you and only you.hat i say on the night of 20th February 2007 will not have any expiry date because YUSLIZA jut LOVE HISHAM to bits!! Like you always say to me hen you went sailing, our love is just like the wind, we cannot see them but we can definately feel them. I'll live life with that beautiful phrase of yours in your absence. Hopefully you'll not stop mising and loving me like how i will always contiue to do so & hopefully this story flow well enough. What can i say its lte at nigt the brain might juststop functioning. Hahaha! I love you sayang! Muackz!!

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THE END!

happy me. =)

I'm a happy girl today because i met him and i get to eat.................................................

CORNETTO ROYALE,

THE ONE WITH KIT KAT IN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All thanks to the boyfriend!!
I so love you sweetheart!!

And, picture of the day.
When Lin & Yus just run out of idea of what to eat!
So there, the work of art!

Backs backs

Wow! After like which seems aeons since i last update, i'm finally back for some update. A lot have been screaming at me asking me to update. Sorry people. Was very busy those few weeks that i hardly have the time to update. Seriously. Been very packed lately that i even find it hard to have time for my one and only sweetheart. Gees, he's definately all frustrated with the fact that i'm always busy. Okay anyways i'm back so i guess let's do some updates.

So first stop, i bought a new handphone after the beloved 6280 died on me. I bought a bronze Nokia 7390 a day before schools starts on the 16h of April & i love it to bits (di is definately jealous of me cuz its brown! Haha!) and ya as usual school is normal. A mixture of fun, boring, interesting, tiring and everything associable. Haha! But overall, i'm happy to be back in school as a proud year 2 student in Ngee Ann Polytechnic. Haha! As an Early Childhood Advocates! Whoah! But i'm sure year 2 is tough. I am going to assessed on my teaching this semester for Art & Craft and Music & Movement activity. Gees! Tough job especially when i am assigned to TODDLERS class! *faints* I am so used to K1s and K2s and nursery and then when i was put to toddlers i go all speechless and nervous. But first day juts now wasn't that bad la. At least they don't ask question like, "Teacher why you so small can become teacher one?" So ya, not so bad la ah! It was tough job but still those toddlers are super duper ultimate CUTE!! The most cutest people on earth. My Frankie Muniz cuteness pun kalah! Hahaha... Oh yah and during the process of getting my phone the boyfriend have been a great help! Thanks sweetheart! appreaciate whatever you have done for me and so you deserve a kiss kiss! Muackz!!! =)

On the 20th of April marks our 2 months together. And i can remember clearly that on that day 20th April 206, he left me for work and then everything changes. But then againwe are now together and hopefully, insya'allah we will remain this way forever. Love this boy to bits!! I'm sorry sweetheart the day doesn't go the way you plan it. But whatever happen our relationship still remain strong as ever. That's the most important to me. Love you sweetheart!! Muackz muackz!!

Okay moving on, on the 23rd of April, i perm my hair! So it's curl now! Haha... i refuse to just post my picture here because i just don't want too. I think i don't look good with it. So find me and judge me in person. Not picture. Hahaha! Ahh... ok ok no biggie. I think i seriously don't look good with it and so again MOVING ON!!!

Hahaha, so on the 24th April i got something from someone for the first time after 18 years of my life. Hahaha!! An i'm happy. Okay forget it you people won't understand. So again, MOVING ON!!!

Okay so i am too lazy la to put down one by one what happen to me because mostly a lot of nice nd interesting happens. Especially when i'm with my sweetheart. Right dear? But shhh, it's just for us to know and for you guys to NEVER find out! Hahaha! So on the 29th April was MCC drama production, SALAMMALAS!! Haha! So i did the deco and all with fellow cende. Ushering and like omg i have to wear jubah. I look super super super ultimate ugly on it. =( But it was a nice experience looking ugly with Lin, Dayah, Azli, Hakim and how unfair Aida didn;t have to wear! Hyak Dush!! It's been nice working with you people! And btw Azli is Syaf friend who don't wish to join cende because he claims he wants to tone his body! Waahahahaa! So forget about that! Haha... So just wanna Congratulate Sri Nadi, Adiratna, Paduka & Sri Mandling (or is it another name now? Oppsy i don't know) for the wonderful performances!! A lot of hard work is put in and it is finally paid off! Well done guys!! So Salammalas was a success!! YESSA!!!

Then on the 30th April is Abg Omar wedding Was invited by Ika to the girl's side while invited by abg omar to the guys's side. So followed the parents and bro to the Abg Omar's place first. There seems to be more deisgns that turn up that day compared to Abg Jai's wedding. Like again they stop the car like the road bapak dorang punyer! Hahaha!! Kalau kene saman must ask the chip Abg faizlin go bayar! Haha!! But overall the iring was nice. Especially having Lan horning and horning that horn thingy all the time! Hahaha... irritating yet funny! Haha... Went with sweetheart also. Thanks for being there with me dear. Then went to sweetheart place after and then cook cook nugget!! Yessa! I so love his mum! Or rather his family. Then Hanafi have to bring home popcorn chicken. So aper lagi fry fry again and eat eat again!! Haha!! I so enjoy my day at the boyrfriend's place. And it's abg apit's birthday today or rather yesterday since it's the 1st May already! So happy... hmm... i think 24th birthday. Hee! Eh its Labour day already!! But what the hell, my boyfriend still have to work! Urghh!! How frustrating to miss him!!!

Actually i have so many things to say but i'm plain lazy so i guess i will end off today's entry with replies to my dearest tagboard:

dear aFRo: Hey hello boy! Long time no tag!! Twees! =)

dear -fiddy-: Hey girl can can! Next time if you wanna wear tellme ok i wear for you! Then can treat me to some calamari ehh?! Haha... and yer yer dah update nie! Haha!! :-)

dear faezah: Haha... ish!! Wah faezah dah besar! LOL!!

dear Hi_far: Haha... thanks babe if i free i go upload at our website. And please eh since when i do anything for you? Hahahaha....

dear roxanne: Hey long time you no tag. My long hair no more already i perm already! =(

dear YvOnNe: Girl don cry cry la, later we go eat ice-cream during lecture ok?! I know you love me! Haha!!

dear liyu: Oh yes Li yu i know that councillor stanleyhe's in Ngee Ann!

dear ads: Aper la ini anak! See wrongly! Hahaha!! And you're linked.

dear ika: IKA kuching cute ku!! I get to see you on the 30th!!! Hahaha... WEE!!!!!!!

dear elias: You are linked! -)

dear kyn: Sesungguhnyer kyn gue busy dehh!! Okay dah update dah! Hee... bacer jangan tak bacer!!

dear ayienz: Haha... those were the days!! Haha... ya sometimes i can't imgine it myself. Haha... and it's also all thanks to Mrs Lingam! Ya girl haven't hear from you for so long. Do tag ya!! Miss ya babes!

Ok i'm exhausically drained. But one thing good i have my voice back! Hee... i can sing again!! Hahaha!! Ok i'm off! Toodles!~

=(

My beloved 6280 bloody died on me

since 7th April at 5:38pm just now!

URGH!!!

I'm so pissed with EVERYTHING!!!

That's it i'm gone!

=)

Nothing much to blog besides just wishing boyfriend's Dad a very Happy Birthday! Went over to his place yesterday to celebrate his dad birthday. So yah i think i ate a lot of things that i should not have eaten. Haha... i ate ICE-CREAM!!! YUM YUM!!! And longan! Haha... fruits! I can't bloody eat fruits. Ahh... its ok la ah. Not everyday. Most importantly i get to see the boyfriend. Thanks boy for the day. Haha... Guess what, I am blogging at Boon Lay Garden Primary School now. I brought my laptop because i have a lot of free period today. But unfortunately i cannot get the network connection here. So yah, i just type whatever i wanna say here at a notepad and then transfer them to blogger wheni get home where there's an internet connection. Haha... lame right. But oh well i was bored. Done with markings. Actually not so done. I have maths workbook to mark but i'm just a little lazy to do so. Hee... Okay since i don't know what else to blog i guess i shall just reply to my taggers:

dear nisha: Toothpaste? Hmm... but i think the main cause of it is because of what you know. I bite on it. Hee...

dear YvOnNe: Hey don't so stubborn la. Naughty only you! Haha...

dear adam: Alamak adam, you lambat setapak la! I'm already tagged and i did it already! Haha... twees! =p

dear faezah: Hey! Hello hello hello hello!! LOL! =)

dear kyn: Aku ader family stuff la! Ader orang kahwin babe and it was my dad's birthday!!!!

dear ads: I'll try if i'm free ya. You can ask from me at MSN if you see me ok! Just nudge me.

dear ika: Uh uh la! Been too busy to even shop! Wth, so busy busy bee... Haha...

dear LiN: Owh please Lin i would consider stealing it if yours is still in a good condition but

yours?! Ish! Pakai pun kener use brush! Hahaha...

dear Hi_far: Ok ok just so you feel good you're DEFINATELY not old ok kakak! Hahaha... ya insya'allah i will be there yea!

dear liyu: I don't know the surname la. Is it councillor the Stanley?

Ok done! I have been doing a lot of mehndi on many fleshes these few days. So i guess i will leave you with some pictures of it. Toodles.

Yada Yada! =P

Boo!! I'm going to make this a quick one because i'm kindda sleepy and i'm going teaching in a few hours time. Sleepy yet i'm up to do some updating because, i just feel like it. Haha... maybe pictures can do half of the upating today. Hee... so on Friday i went to watch MR BEAN THE HOLIDAY with nini and the boyfriend. The movie was okay! Mr Bean, ever so funny! Thanks to the boyfriend who brouht nini to play arcade and guess what people he lost playing the Mario go cart game. Hahaha... nevetherless he won daytona. Ahh... he won by luck i could have won. Give him chance only. Hahaha... Thanks sweetheart for the interesting day! Love ya so much!!

So on the 31st of March is Papa's birthday!! See the birthday boy is so overwhelmed when he gets fed by the lover! Hahaha.. Happy Birthday papa! I bought for papa a cake as a birthday present. As usual see, its CHOCOLATE CRAVINGS!! Yum yum!! Papa love it! And on this very day also the dearest cousin called HAIFA NOORIN turns a year OLDER!! Haha... gees! She have to slowly accept the fact that she's old. It's ok kak, we're here to help you with it. Haha... Happy Birthdy Kak!! So that's her!! Before we celebrated papa's birthday at home, i went to town to but some make up from Red Earth. Thanks to kak ida by the way! The things i bought!
Hee... Gees! Apology to the boyfriend becase i think he's all tired with me shopping. After all that walking around i still have yet to get myself a pair of shoes that i intend to get one on that day. Gees... Sorry sweetheart. Went to bring the hungry gost to have lunch at Swensen! Like amzingly se fnish up her fish and chips this time and i'm the one who didn't finish up my curry chicken baked rice. Gees... and guess who's the hungry ghost is. There, she's the one! Hahahaha...

And then we have ice cream!! Like yessa after so long of coughing i had ice-cream again! Haha... but i am still craving for tha Nestle Drumstick with Kit Kat! The avert is like cheating my feelings la. I can'ts seem to fnd it at any shops. Gees... =( I so wanna have it. But it's oka i already had it with the boyfriend some more! BONUS YUM! Hahaha... That's the after math of ICE-CREAM HUNRY GHOST! Hahaha...

Hopefully no cooughing or whatsoeve after this. Haha... Damn it la i'm attack by 3 ulcersin my mouth la! Ishk!! Super irritating can?! Urgh!!! I can't even eat properly now!! I want that KITKAT ice-cream! *sob sob*


And so went to meet Di at JP. My mum invited him for dinner at home. Haha... i think the family misses him already he's like 'SO' bsy now! Haha... so we had dinner at home!! Wait!! Papa gets a present from the boyfriend, di and mak cu! Both of them getfr him the same thing! A watch! Hahaha... what a co-incident. So papa have 2 new watches now!

And so mama cooked her ever so nice chicken rice!! Hahaha... Delicious right! Yum!!

So overall i wanna thank the boyfriend who took off to spendthe day with me. Thanks a bunch sweetheart! You really make my day! Thnks for everything! Muackz Muackz! Love ya loads!


And so after so long! Really, its really such long time i went to jmputan! It's a not so close relatives butya i know them and its abang imran's sister's wedding. So ya i went t 2 wddings today! I met the cousins afer so long. Miss them! Long time no get togther! I think i'll just let the pictures do the talking la ah! Lazy to type!

Actually there's more la but i'm just plain lazy to eit it and update it here. Hee... okay so ya i'm tired! Sorry for spelling mistaes or even if whatever is say is un-understandable. I guess i pretty much shutting me eyes already! Teaching the ever so ineteresting people on earth tommorrow! The primary ONEs!! Whoah! Hopefully the are well-behaved enough so that i dnt have to tal to much because ofmy ulcers Gees... And what the hell boyfriend's hndphone is giving him one heck of a problem! Attitude sia! I'm so going to mke one hell of a havoc if i can't get to message him the whole day tommorrow! Haha... BRAT!Anywyas i think i so have to leave now else i can't bloody wake up tommorrow! Have a nice day ahead beautiful people! <3

Bad day!

I've arrived to a conclusion that 25th March 2007 and 26th March 2007 is a very BAD day! It's the boyfriend's off but i guess it's not all worth it afterall. For some idiotic reasons which is so frustratng, irritatng and so ruining both our moods for the day. I feel so bad and guilty towards the boyfriend. I'm sorry sweetheart for how the day has turn out to be. I'm really sorry. Miss this boy so much la. But owh well, it was still nice because t's the first time we ever go for breakfast together. Hahaha.. Love you sweetheart! Muackz!!! And he sent me to school just now! Hee... gosh love him to bits. Taught primary one just now. Gloria's class and she keeps calling me 'Teacher Liza' but was scolded by one of the teacher because she have to start calling me Ms Liza. What to do she's no longer in childcare. And did i say Andre is in that school i will be taking his class next week. Can't imagine how's he's going to kiss my hand and hug me again and again like just now again. Sweet boy!!! Love those children! Enjoy teaching but not the day. Can't stop thinking of him. I miss him la! Okay no mood to blog more. Just replying your tags yah!

dear nish: Oops sorry Nish i couldn't make it to the gathering. Hee...

dear LiN: Aku lum kasi kau gambar eh? Oopsy...

dear Far'ain: See you in year 2 with more craps babes! Twees! =)

dear adam: Hallo! Teaching ok! But not if i have to take 2/6! Serious, KILLER seh! Hahaha...

dear ehhren: Hey ya!! Aiyo read my entry to know how it goes! Hahaha...

dear best fwen: Owh well, since way my hair is thick anyways. It always look bald! LOL!! And yesh you sure have to tell me babe! Haha... can't wait to hear them like how we used to do it in sec 3! LOL!! =)

dear sok leng: Haha... thanks girl! See ya soon!! Take care!

dear liyu: Huh?! Li yu i'm confused... Stanley? Which Stanley? Aand yes, that's Aaron Chan Jun Hon!! Hahaha...

dear naq: Hey girl! Long time no see you! Miss ya too babes!!! *hugs*

dear YvOnNe: You are the naughty one ok! Haha...

dear nas: Thanks ehh! Done your tag!

dear sky: Welcomes ehh!! Hahaha...

dear ads: Re-link done! Twees! =)

dear ika: Tu tanda nyer syg babe! Hahaha...

dear ...: Hey it would be nice if you put your name la since you are so concern. Should thank you for that right. And yah don't jump to conclusion. Haha... and no need the sorries! cheers!

dear su*: Haha... i'm doing fine too babes! Kesian tu wawan... faster faster help him heal la. With you around skali he can run already. Haha... take care sweety!!

So yes i have nothing to blog because my mood is super destroyed. Toodles people! =)

Another episode of FRUSTRATION!!!!

URGH!!!

I so miss my sweetheart!!!

So wanna meet him!!!

I'm like so freaking piss la!!!
And i don't need to tell my reason for feeling this way!!

And to that whoever you are who tagged my tagboard!!

Thanks for your advice but NO!!!

My previous post has nothing to do with my boyfriend!!

We are doing fine!!

I STILL LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!

Can't i have other problems beside relationship problems!!!

Don't just jump to conclusions man!!

GOODNESS!!!

And i'm as frustrated today also not because of my dearest boyfriend!!

He can never fail to make me smile!!

Don't have to worry about that!!

Goodness, it spoils my mood even more!!

IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And i miss my boyfriend to bits!!!

25th March is a BAD day! =(

Good Morning!

Good morning all you beautiful people. =)

I am really not in a mood actually. My brain is whirling like a spinning ball now. For some reasons i feel that i'm so useless. For some reasons i feel i don deserve YOU. For some reasons i feel that i'm really BAD, like REALLY! For some reasons, i feel i'm such a dissappointment. For some reasons i feel like i'm good for nothing. For some reasons, i feel i'm a failure. For some reasons, i feel i don't deserve your trust. For some reasons, i feel i don't deserve to be loved. For some reasons, i just feel this way.

Okay i just feel like venting all this at my blog. I'm so upset and disappointed at myself. For once i think i'm such a failure though i achieve whatever i work for. Suddenly i feel i don't deserve all this beautiful things given to me. Suddenly i'm scared of losing what i've got. Suddenly, i am a sad girl. I'm so upset with myself. I'm sorry. =(

Beautiful Exhaustion

Its been a nice 3 days teaching primary 1/6 at Boon Lay Garden Primary School. Those cute little people. Though they make me raise my voice to the maximum, though they tire me so bad, though they make me mad or whatever i still love teaching them. Seriously it's tough, at times i don't know how i handle it but i enjoy it too. Just this one primary 2 class really drive me nuts. My primary 1s are still the best!! Overall i love what i'm doing. =)

Well, i jus feel like updating about what i did last Sunday. Haha... yo know why because for the first time i played kite. Like wow! 18 years of life and this is my first time playing kite. It was ok la but i didn't really really really enjoy it. It was impressive how it can go so far and up high but after that it was just seeing and holding on to it. So i guess, it was kindda boring. Not my kindda thing till i will make it as a hobby. Haha... so once in a while maybe it's ok! Should try it with the boyfriend some day. And guess what i saw AFINI! Haha... been a long time since i saw that girl. We were like so shocked to see each other. She was there to try on her kite that cannot fly for some school project. Hahaha... Okay i shall let the pictures to do the talking. Hee...


So the family then decided to just sit down and relax at Marina Pier to watch the ships after flying the kites. Went up the roof garden and just watch the ship moves. I don't really quite enjoy it though. Like what the hell i think, i'm beginning to hate the ship and the sea a lot. They are like the culprit who will always separate my sweetheart and me. Hate it so much la!! Urgh! I don't wanna talk about it. I just feel like killing the creators of ships!!! URGH!!! So i was bored looking at that damn ships i begin to start the ball rolling by snapping snapping pictures. Haha...

So this brother of mine is sick. Get well soon bro. By the way he is the culprit who give the idea to go to that ship port. Urgh! But thanks for the bbq chicken wings at East Coast at night. I loike!! =)

So definately the one and only beloved parents!! Stupid wind mess up my hair when this picture is taken!! Grr...

Thanks a bunch to the boyfriend who came to fetch me home after that. Miss him so much and i got to see him again!! Yayness!!!! Thanks sweetheart for coming all the way plus after a long day at work somemore! Love you loads!! Muacckkss!!! Went to meet best friend just now also. Did some catching up. It's fun. It's been such a long time since we meet up and talk like that. Miss those times. Hope to do this often. Actually i am too tired to blog more. But i've been tagged by my dearest cousin so i guess i'll have to do it. So cousin here goes:

RULES: Each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of their own 6 idiosyncrasies as well as clearly state this rule. after you state your 6 weirdness you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their multiply id (ataupun yg sewaktu dgnnye) at the bottom of your blog. don’t forget to leave a comment that says "you’re tagged" in their comments and tell them to read your blog for information as to what it means..

1. I brought my handphone to the toilet if i have to just so i would't miss my boyfriend's break time when we are messaging. Since he have ONE hour break only.
2. At times when i'm frustrated over something i'll on fast music and dance like a crazy woman and i fall a lot of times during that process.
3. I never cut my fingernails! I BITE!! *winks*
4. When my mum scolded me for messing up my toys when i was around 4, she threathen me to throw my toys if i don clean it up and i really threw it down the bin and my poor papa have to go find it at the rubbish bin because that doll is expensive at that time. Hahaha!
5. I purposely turn on the voume to the loudest when i watched bollywood songs whenever my neighbour opens her door because he voice is just so loud. Louder than my stereo sound speaker! Haha... oopsy sorry ah! Pecah rahsia!
6. For some reasons i enjoy talking to my teddies whenever i feel so pissed over something. Maybe the boyfriend knows but not most of my friends. But hey, i'm not that insane ok. My brain is still working. I know bears are NON-LIVING things. Hee!

Okay okay,NOW its my turn to tag.

1. Best fren!
2. Far'ain
3. Kyn
4. Ika
5. Aaron
6. Elias

Okay i guess i have to reply to my taggers next entry because i think i need my beauty sleep alreay. The boyfriend has bee asking me to sleep early. My panda eyes is worsening. Gees!! Ok i'm out! Twees!!

Lovely Simple Day!

Surprise works!!! The plan is successful! Haha... nah it was just a simple surprise for the boyfriend. So the plan was, to cook for him his favourite food that is curry chicken. Hee.. so yeah i did! Hahaha... don't know if its nice or not but yah i cooked for him! *paise* And i did roti kirai for him also. Or others might recognise it as roti jala or roti renjis. Or whatever roti la but i made it with my own hands and hardwork! Haha... i'm like so proud of myself. And it came across me now that why didn't i snap the picture of the foods eh! Ishk!! I was too busy i guess that i forget too. After cooking rushed to tuition at 4 and then have to lied to sweetheart that i can't meet him to give him a surprise visit at his house. What was panicky was he was sleeping. Like would open his door. This means his darling grilfriend (his granny) have to open the door. Like gees... paise paise!! Hahaha.... but yah everything was settle and he is definately shock to see me at his house. Hahaha... his first words... "What the hell?!" Hahaha... he is sure shocked. Hahaha... Hopefully he like it.

Sorry sweetheart, it wasn't as wonderful as the day you plan for me a month ago. Where you go down on you knees and all! God, that was awesome! Can never forget that very moment! I had a great day just by meeting him. Haha... and his darling girlfriend is super nice to serve me nice food. Hee... his mum also! Gees... people at his house is just so wonderful! I loike i loike!! See!! How can i not love him so much right?! Ishk!! =)

By the way Hanafi was the first to taste my food and to hear the comments about the taste was super scary! The fear is like when you are waiting for your exam results. Ahh like that arh!! Hahahahaha.... but okay he says its ok! Thank God! Sweetheart says its ok also just a little masin! Hahaha... but its ok! Yah like he say, i can do better next time. Hahaha...so in all i had a lovely simple day!!! Thanks to you sweetheart! I am a happy girl on the 20th March 07 who loves hisham!!! Hee... So i'm off!! Toodles!

YOU & only YOU!

For he is the one who have won my heart.

For he is the one who never fail to make me smile.

For he is the one who adds fear and tears in my life in the best way ever.
For he is the one who never fails to be there for me in times of need and understand.
For he is the one who make my fairy tale love story comes to reality.

For he is the reason for me to open up my heart and love again.
For he is the one who i am madly, insanely & crazy about.
For he is my love, my only hope!
For I love you & only you Sweetheart!

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So yah, it's the 20th March. It marks exactly a month and i don't know why but i'm like just super happy as though i'm on cloud nine. Maybe because i have never been in love. So yah! Maybe you people might just say its like only one month, but well to me it does makes a different even if its only one minute with your love ones. Hee... and to spend this whole month with him is definately the best days of my life. I did fall for someone before him and that's when every complication begins. That's when everyone thinks that what happen was way to fast but nobody knows the real truth except us. Never thought anyone can open up the heart again but he's the one who manage to open up this heart again. Guess, the previous one wasn't love huh! But whatever it is, all i know now is i am crazy, so much so i'm falling deeper and deeper with this boy name HISHAM!!!

I don't know what is love but i am sure that i am falling all over heels for him!! Gees... to you boy, i am sorry for whatever happens so far and thank you so much for whatever you have done for me. I really really appreaciate it. If by any chance i ever hurt you without me realising it. I'm so sorry ya! Thanks for appearing in my life sweetheart. I thank God for that! I may not be the best girlfriend but i can definately be the best person to shower you with endless love. Hee... ahh! I'm bad at words la!! Just love you la sayang! Hahaha.... Thanks for that extremely great reward last saturday! Okay i am proudly making an anannouncement here that YUS have already watched MUSIC & LYRICS!! Hahaha... nice movie. Thanks to the boyfriend for the wonderful reward! Love it loads. And definately the day was awesome. Thanks so much love! And guess what we just discover one thing. Park Mall is sooo the no fun! Nothing except for furnitures. Like huh?! Hahaha... but it was nice walking aimlessly with him. Because it leads us to each others heart. Hee... It was such a beautiful day especially when i went to his place after that. His family is super nice. His parents is so super fun & awesome. Love his family. Love talking with them. Just don't wish to stop talking oce started. I just wanna sit down and talk and talk and talk with the mum and dad and not forgetting the siblings. Hahaha...Miss his mum! After so long i get to see her and talk and talk with her again. His girlfriend also! Ahhh... i so love his family la!!! The most beautiful and friendly people i've known!! Love them and love him loads!!!

I'm so crazy i think i'm going to take leave now before i turn wild! Haha... Ok last last, i so LOVE my Hisham!!! Hee... Muackz!!!

Blog blog blog...

Hello people! I think today is the right time to do proper blogging! =) A lot of things happened and thus there's a lot of sharing to do today. Hee... So i guess let's start.

Results

Results was okay actually. I thought i did worst than that because i think for this semester i don't do quite well for projects and exams. Exams because during second paper my uncle was warded so there was a little bit of problem with the time to study. Considering that my course needs to memorise a lot of theory and which i really sucks at memorising work, i guess okaylah. My results was just okay. Still bye bye to gpa 3.3 because i got 3.1. Haish, but actually i didn't expect that. Seriously i thought i'm going to get at least at 2.8 or something. So yah whatever it is i'm just happy i don't have to retake any module. But definately i hope to do better for year 2! Year 2?! I'm going to be in year 2 already?! Kindda fast. I feel it's just like yesterday i entered Ngee Ann. First time see Khai, Nad and Lin! Ishk! Time really flies man!

Gema Puisi Artistik'07

CONGRATULATIONS to NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC, SRI NADI!!!!

I am so proud of Sri Nadi! They came in champion for Gema Puisi Artistik 2007 that is held at Nanyang Junior College on Saturday, the 10th of March. Yeap Sydi's birthday! He went too so we went for some makan2 and some chilling out after that! Luqman is definately a joker. Never fail to make us laugh with his lame remarks.For example, we were in the lift and suddenly he said,"Eh korang, ader orang tengah tegok kiter!" And we were like huh? And he pointed tuu! And guess what! A DINOSAUR! Like wow!! It's an ORANG!!! Hahaha... and then we were walking and he was like, "Eh asap asap!!" And of course it didn't stop just there. His crap went on and on! Hahaha... he keep us entertain! BAIK MAN!!! Hahaha... "Baik baik sumer baik takder yang tak baik!" Hahaha... one of the audience who was sitting behind us said this. Hahaha... funny! Overall, GPA was fun! Interesting. And what more adding on to it my school won!! MCC won!! I'm so happy!! Congrats to the people involve!! Especially Sri Nadi!!! Congrats many many!!! All the best for upcoming events ya! And on this very day i am the happiest girl!! Hee... thanks to the boyfriend who takes off just for the day! Love you sweetheart! Thanks for the day, i definately enjoyed myself.

Sab's 19th Birthday Bash!

So on the 13th of March, i plan a tiny winy surprise party for the best friend. Thanks to CE who supported my plan and best friend's mum also! And so the surprise went smoothly. I neve did any surprise party or anything. So glad it was ok. Hahaha.. best friend totally had no idea about it. Hopefully she likes it. And we didn't hve time to go out and celebrate for our friendship day also so hopefully she like what i did for her and the presents. Hee...So long since i last meet CE and we get to meet again! What can be more wonderful than that!! Love ya girls!! Thanks for they day! Next coming up, movie marathon on Saturday! Looking forward for it. And i apologise to the boyfriend who was dragged by Sab to be there also. Ish, so sorry sweetheart. <3

So yes, basically that's the highlights of my days. Haha... and i'm still waiting for that beautiful reward from the boyfriend on Friday!! Hur hur!! So dying to meet him again and to watch Music and Lyrics!!! Hee... the best reward ever. Haha... and okay i am proud to say that i make EPOK2 yesterday! Hahaha... quite nice la how i shape it to look like epok2! Wahahaha... Ok ok my tagboard is full and i love it. So here's the replies:

dear Eileen: Haha... ya la eileen good girl, Von's definately NOT! Hee... and eileen, i will relink you soon yah! Twees!!

dear liyu: Thnks girl for the well wishes. I applied. =)

dear nish: Awwww.... nish!! So touching la!! Miss you many many!!

dear ika: Hey hey thanks for dropping by! Take care too pretty! =)

dear adam: And thanks ehh adam you got to give her my number when i am still in bed! Haha... sabar jer!! Haha...

dear YvOnNe: Hahaha... part and parcel of life babes! Hahaha... *winks* *high 5 Eileen!!*

dear LiN: Heyy ya ya!! Ngee Ann Won!!! Hahaha... thanks to you too beb!! I had loads of fun too!! Love ya girl! Eh eh...asap asap!! Hahahahahaha...

dear Far'ain: Hey thanks girl!! You too!! Hee...

dear kyn: Hey, dah pandai ah! Dah maju beb!! Thanks girl and sorry i didn't inform you. Hee.. thought you knew! Twees...

dear nas: Eh please eh, the presence of busuk will make him love me more! Wahahahahahahaha!! And com'on i'm only 8! No big deal! =)

So DONE!! Before i end my entry! A belated birtday wish to the other bestie. Mr Aaron Chan Jun Hon!!! Actually i wish him right on time la. 12 midnight wish already! Just wanna wish him here again! Hee... So yah!! God bless you boy!! =)

Okay, kindda long entry already huh! Then i shall take my leave! Beautiful day people! =)

Urgh!

BUMMER!!!!

RESULTS IS OUT IN FEW HOURS TIME!!!

I'M SO DEAD!

DEAD

DEAD

DEAD!!

GOODBYE GPA OF 3.3!

URGH! I'M SO SCREWED!!!

THIS SEMESTER SUCKS LA!!

I SO KNOW I AM NOT GOING TO DO WELL FOR THIS SEMESTER!=(

YA ALLAH PLEASE HELP THIS POOR SOUL!!

I AM SO FREAKING WORRIED LA!!!!

URGH!!!

=)

What can be more better than going out with family and the boyfriend to some air tahu and late night meal! Hahaha... I love the day! Thanks to the family and eshpecially to the boyfriend who came down after work! Love you sweeteart! Muackz! To kak nisa yang tak pakai make up muker steam tu also! Long time no see her! Hahaha... Love you people to the core la! *hugs and kisses*

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY RUSYDI!!!!!
May God bless you with great health always and may you succeed in whatever you do!
*Cheers~

sick =(

I shouldn't be here actually. I'm already so drowsy because of the medicine. But oh well, i can't get to sleep yet so might as well do some blogging. I hate to be at home doing nothing. A lot of things that i'm not suppose to think, i gave it a lot of thinking. Ish. Anyways, yesterday was such a _______ day! Okay, i just don't know how to describe yesterday. Let me summarise yesterday.

So at around 11 plus Boon Lay Garden Primary School called me to come teach. I was shock la, i mean i'm still in bed. How am i going to make it. But oh well, i rushed my way to school. A little late but not so late ar. This time i taught Primary One, english and maths. Much more easier. Taught 2 classes of Primary 3 music. Not that tough though as what i expected. Hahaha... The day of teaching was okay except that as the day goes by my running nose got worst. My cough got worst than as usual i find it dificult to breathe because i'm tired. Then adding on to it, it rains heavily. Goodness! Dah sakit sakit, it have to rain so so heavily. So i decided to take cab home. Luckily, its easy to get a cab there. I cross the road and there a cab available for me. Gees... so went home, bath and all still i think my condition is bad. My block nose adds on to the difficulty in breathing. So i decided to go see the doctor. As much as i hate to visit them i have to because i have no medicine. Can't eat panadol. Wait for papa to come back from work to send me to doctor but what a bummer. He left his car keys in his boss's car and so he have to wait till his boss come back which is so late already. Didn't want to ask mama to send me because nini was also sick. So thank god, the boyfriend is able to accompany me to the doctor. Thanks to the boyfriend's dad who fetched me from home than to the clinic. Then waited there for an hour thanks to the doctor who have a house call! Sabar jer. I so cannot tahan already man.

So at around 9:30 plus papa fetch us home. Like finally! So pitied the boyfriend. After work have totrouble himself send me go doctor somemore. Ishk, takper i already serve him his favourite dish curry chicken. My mum cook of course. Hahaha... So sorry and thanks to the boyfriend. Love yo so much sweetheart! Muackz!! Actually the real plan for the day was after school was to meet Di to get someone present. Then i had a miss call form di while flag lowering ceremony. Called Di to tell him i can't make it because of the running nose and all. Unfortunately, Di also can't make it because he's also sick. Hahaha... we are both sick people. So get well soon Di!! Haha... and so i was kindda sad because there goes the chance to meet the boyfriend. But in the end i still get to meet him! Hee... Miss you so much boy!

As usual, i hate medicines!! Thank god, the wheezing wasn't that bad. The doctor just asked me to use the ventolin. Thank god i don't have to use that bloody yucky machine. What is the called? Is it nebulizer? Ahh whatever! I hate the aftermath of it. YUCKS! Okay i have nothing else to blog so i guess i go reply my lovey taggers! =)

dear Eileen: Hahaha... oh that one. Actually at first i also don't know but i anyhow press press click click can already. Its not that nice also mine. Hee...

dear hi-far: Heyy since when you don't know i sooo love yellow! Nice ok! Hahaha... its ok la kak! Thanks to you also for having the faith in me to the assignments! Love ya babes!! =)

dear nas: If you do well for O's i shall give you a piece of my busuk! Okay tak?! Best dok!! Hahahaha...

dear YvOnNe: Hey girl! I never teach Eileen anything lor? Right eileen? Even if i did so what she deserve it lor! Hahahahaha.... bluek!!

dear nish: Hey i miss you more babes! =)

dear sHoRtEeLi: Okay, with pleasure you are re-linked! =)

dear ads: Haha... a great song like that sure have a lot of fans huh!! Hee... but that song means the world to me though. Hee...

dear saLL: Hey kak... thanks. Hahaha... thanks for dropping by! You take care ya!

I think i'm really drowsy already. Guess i need some sleep. The boyfriend message already! Yessa! And so let me say it again, I SO LOVE MY MR HISHAM! Hahaha... Okay toodles peeps! =)

Only Hope-Mandy Moore
A Walk to Remember

There's a song that inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again.
I'm awake inthe infinite cold,
but you sing to me over and over and over again.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're myonly hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far,
sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're myonly hope.
I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony.
Singing in all that I am.
At the top of my lungs,
I'm giving it back.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my only hope.
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This is the song that is being played when he wants me to be only his! And at that very moment, yes, i know now that he's my only hope! I so have fallen all over heels for him. Haha.. oh God i miss that moment! It was the best thing that had ever happen in my life. I miss that night on the 20th February! Urgh and now i miss him. But everyday i meet him is like the 2oth February! Owh well! Miss you sweetheart!

I was sitting down and looking through the secondary school yearbook when i realise i miss my secondary school life. I miss hua yi! I miss running in to school right on time when there's a school bell. Haha... i miss the friends who willingly crap with me. Who willingly shared my sorrows and joys. We fight and then we were friends again. To think of it again it waskindda silly but i guess that is the bets part of high school. Hahaha... i miss the Ms Pang biology period where i just can't stop asking 'WHY?!' I miss Mrs Kelly Tan POA period where i will concentrate on balancing and getting the right answer. That's the only period where i put my heart and soul in the subject. Hahaha... i miss calling Mrs Tan, Siew Ngo! Hahaha... I miss history period whereby we always get nag by Ms Lui because we are just super lazy to read that thick textbook. Hahaha... i miss malay lesson with Mr Amran. Aiya i miss HUA YI SECONDARY SCHOOL la! Hahahaha... to the Hua Yians who are reading this just wanna say i miss you people and take care in whatever you do yah. And to the teachers, whom i'm not sure who is going to read my blog, i really admire you teachers and hopefully i can be as good teacher as you are. I so know how patient you are now. Hahaha... Thanks for being such a great guidance in my life. I miss those days loads! =)

I'm kindda sick. Very bad sore throat and block nose. Urgh! Hate it so much! I still have to teach tommorrow tuition. Urgh! I think i'm better off to bed. Cheers! =)

The things that happen...

On the 3rd of March, i was invited to Di's chalet. Sort of celebrating his advance birthday also. So yeah, came down all the way from Vivo with the boyfriend because we went to watch Norbit first then all the way to Pasir Ris. Norbit was funny and touching also. Haha... worth it to go and watch. Had a really wonderful day with the boyfriend after so long of not meeting each other. Finally i get to see him. Hee... so happy! Really enjoyed every single moment with him! Love you Mr Hisham! =) And then meet the boyfriend's sister, best friend and best friend's boyfriend at Outram and headed down to Pasir Ris. Its been a long long long time too since i last met the best friend. Miss her loads too and finally we get to meet. And its the first time the best friend is meeting the boyfriend. Haha...

Okay so Di's chalet was okay. The most interesting part is when we played card games. And i proudly announced that i lost in the first UNO round and that's because Sab and Dan combine forces. They even shared thier cards. See how unfair it is. At least sham and me played fairly. Haha... So i lost because of poor discipline in the game. Hahahaha...

Okay i wanna apologise to Lin, for something that you should know why. We both know what happened and i truly am sorry. I'm so sorry ya girl. Hopefully it wouldn't affect us in any way though. We'll meet you next for GPA. =)

To Sydi!! Happy Advance Birthday and hopefully he likes the present shared by Fizah, Sham and Me. And i thank you fior the wonderful times we shared and i apologise for some things that happen fast that we ourselves don't expect to happen this fast. But both of us are happy people so hopefully we'll still remain this way. Thanks fo being such a great friend to me! Twees!

To the boyfriend! What more can i say! I just want to say that i love you and that i miss you already la my crazy one! Ishk! Thanks for the day and thanks for being so honest with me about you-know-what, that you said by the beach that day. Just put down the phone with this boyfriend of mine and rest assured everything will be fine and we both might not have to worry so much already. Hopefully its ME who don't have to worry so much soon! Hee... Muacks!

Lastly to the one and only best friend, Sabbie! Hopefully we'll have the time to meet each other one day to continue each of our brief story that we defnately have missed out within this long period of time. Whoah, we are such busy woman. Haha... ehem!! *winks*

So yah, i had whole loads of fun that day especially with the love ones around. The friends, the best friend and the boyfriend. It was an awesome day. Hope it will happen again. Ya, maybe like some sort of encore or something. Hahaha... So okay before i head down to lala land maybe i should reply to lovely taggers. Here goes:

dear LiN: Yeah, that's thing. It can't really be applied as relief teachers at least. Maybe to form teachers yah! Hahaha...

dear miera: Hey girl, yes i drew that but nah, i don't think so it was my best. It's after a long day at work and a sudden one. So the creative juice is not fully used up! Hahaha...

dear Candy: Hey hey such a pleasant surprise that is. Great to see you too girl! Miss you babe, and yah hopefully CE will meet up soon yah! Take care babes! =)

dear kak sharifah: Owh well, its okay just don't forget about me. It's ok if you wanna forget about Sham, he's not that important anyways. Haha... You take care kak and stay pretty! Twees!! =)

dear Eileen: Teach you? There's nothing to teach girl, it's just playing around woth the codings. Hahaha... Just take time to explore ya... Haha... But i'm all yours if you need any help with it ya. But hey, i'm just a beginner about all this, you should asked an expert for a more wonderful blog layout. Haha...

dear -fiddy-: Yes it's the school whre Adam teach also. B ut it's not Boon Lay Primary its Boon Lay Garden Primary School. Hahaha.. it's different. =)

dear nas: Yup i have boy!

dear YvOnNe: Haha.. ya you are definately a super good girl in your dreams! Haha... while mine is in reality. Haha...Bleak~

Okay all tags replied so i shall ge my beauty sleep now. Kindda sleepy already! Alvida! Hee... which means Bye! =)

Busy day!

First stop, to Boon Lay Garden Primary school. "Good afternoon Ms Yusliza!" Yes, i did relief teaching at that school. Goodness, suddenly i thank god that i am teaching the K2s and K1. I cannot say they are naughty. I don't like to label children who misbehave as naughty. They have a reason to be naughty.They are either bored or its just a way to express themselves. Like of the most talkative boy when they are supposed to draw a sun, this boy drew an angry sun because he said i was angry at that point time so the sun also angry. See how can they be naughty when they are so smart? Haha... The teachers there were very helpful. They were like, "So how's your class? What is your class?" And i replied, "Oh err, mine is 2/6." And the teacher's reaction was, "Oh my god, that rowdy class?! Sure challenging right?!" I bet it is! Goodness, i get the most super challenging class. Well, its really an experience though. Enjoyed myself screaming my lungs out. Yet at times, they don't bother. Hahaha... so the 4rs, discipline strategies i've learnt don't seems to be working. Hahaha... but overall i enjoyed myself.

I was bored in the office waiting for the next period. So i drew this...


I forgot that i actually have my mp4 that i can actually listen to the radio until i was on the phone with Haifa Noorin discussing about henna and she told me to listen to the radio. She loves the papa jahat song. It's tune is nice though but the lyrics don't really please me. Haha... So only when my class is about to start in half an hours time i started listening to the radio. I was rotting for the past 1 and half hour. Hahaha... nah i don't actually rot, the fact that i can't message sweety because he's working and when he's having he's break i'm teaching then i guess i was practically super bored, adding on to it i can't chat with him. So yah, it feels like shit! Urgh!! I so miss that boy la. Can't wait to meet him in a few hours time! Miss you loads sweetheart.

So it was raining heavily, brother pick me up from school because he wants to have his one hour dinner break at home. But pity him because have to send me to all the way to Marsiling to meet Haifa Noorin to wear henna for pengantin and he skip dinner. Gees, pity that Haifa Nooin also thoug, she so need my help because she's not feeling well. So yah! After school went to do some henna designing on the hands which i think i did my worst just now. Wasn't quite in a mood. See... even kakak's design ain't that nice but whatever design she did surely is BEAUTIFUL! So no regrets for the brides. Just not much effort is put in. Hee... still the bride look awesome with the mehndi on. =) That's 2 of my henna that i make for the brides relatives.


Then went for breakfast+lunch+dinner+supper at Lau Pa Sat with brother and the girlfriend. Papa fetcheed me from the bride's place. Goodness, i just realise i haven't had any ffod since morning. So yah, had my bbq honey chicken wings! Yay!! So i'm full now!

So long day yet interesting and fun! =) Okok let me reply to some tags yah! I so love my tagboard. It's flooded with lovely people. Love ya guys!

dear YvOnNe: What sia yvonne?! I'm the good girl in the story. You extra only! Hahaha....

dear eRyy: Aiya you slow la ery rosa indah!!! Hahaha... i did inform you ok! I put my link when i tag at your blog! Si chi ko pak ni! Hahahaha...

dear nas: Eyy boy! Ya la i think its time i do for u ur blog now. So not nice! mine way nicer!! Hahaha...

dear ads: Helo girl! I'm fine thank you! =) Hope you're fine too! Take care! =)

dear nadia: Hey miss you too girl! Lets wait for the movie marathin patietly huh... haha!

dear nish: Ish... do you even wanna flirt with him? Hahaha.... friendly?! Ritee... dangerous la your! Its ok... he's mine and only mine! Nothing to worry! Hahaha... and nish i already tell you what the malay word means! That boy is trying asking for a dush dush from me! Hahaha...

dear kak sharifah: Yes kak, he's the boyfriend. Hahaha... the crazy crazy hisham who i go crazy crazy for already now. Hahaha... the one whom you go to the prom with! Hahahaha...

dear nana: Huh?! Boleh tahan aper awak? Hahaha.. miss kiter ehh awak?! Long time no see you! Take care ya! =)

dear sham: Thanks sweetheart, you faster faster go and call the school la! Then i can call greet you Good morning Mr Hisham already! Haha... and thanks for checking out this blog!Love you many many! *hugs and kisses* And oii!!! Aper nak buat kiter kembang!Sabar jer! Hyak Dush!! And awak, nisha don't understand! She's not a malay! Hahaha... too bad!! Hahaha... but i still love you! Miss you loads sweety! Muacks!

dear li yu: Hey girl, holiday have been great! how's yours! Job? nah just some tuition that's all! Happy holiday-ing babe! Hee...

dear tino0ot: Alahai tinoot jangan la awak bersedih sesungguhnyer saya juga mengasihimu wahai dinda! Hahaha...

dear Eileen: Okay babe will check it out real soon! Thanks! Twees!! =)

Okay tags replied so i shall sleep now so that its a shorter wait to meet the boyfriend tommorrow! Can't wait to see that crazy man of mine! Hahaha... i miss his craziness! Ok toodles peeps! =)