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A2. That's my result for my Malay O level paper. I sortta not expected it because i totally screwed up for my paper 1. Paper 1 was bloody tough and i think i can bloody get a A1 if the paper 1 hadn't been that tough. Arsehole. But thank god i got at least an A1. But i was not happy at all. Because i bloody got a merit for my oral. This sux! My cert will not look nice at all. Imagine, your N level cert having DISTICNTION for malay oral and compared to O level cert you deproved (is there such a word) to merit. This is so bloody embarrassing man. Haiz... i think malay is not the only subject that will embarrassed me further when compared to N level results. My other subjects too. Especially POA and Maths and Combine Humanities and Combine Science. Science?! I'm totally going to screwed up for my practical. Haiz... always break test tube. Haiz... looks like i have to really work bloody hard to get to Poly at least. Haiz...

Yesterday my cousin boyfriend ask me what course i want to go in Poly. And i was like confidently say "Bussiness Admin" in Singapore Poly. Then he asked your second choice? And i was like Erm.... erm... erm... erm... erm... erm... I don't know. I want nursing, its quite interesting i like but i think i'm more into teaching and my mum too hopes that i'll be a teacher so it don't think nursing will be one of my choice. I rememebered i was interested in this course the early childhood one. Not that bad also. Hmm... what do you guys think of that?! And he was like saying you have to know where you wanna go and you have to aim for it. YOu must know the cut off point and all. And all those things he said make me realised that i don't know shit about all those cut uff oints and all. Do you guys even know? Does it even matter? Gosh. Then the thought came. Can i even go poly. What if i land to ITE?! *bitting nails*

Haiz... lets not talk about this la! The thought terribly sux! Busy week this week with all the kenduri (ritual as what faezah said) going on. Have to do Maths a while and then go for the kenduri. Oh my god i'm so lazy to even dress myself with the baju kurung!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!