Busy day!

First stop, to Boon Lay Garden Primary school. "Good afternoon Ms Yusliza!" Yes, i did relief teaching at that school. Goodness, suddenly i thank god that i am teaching the K2s and K1. I cannot say they are naughty. I don't like to label children who misbehave as naughty. They have a reason to be naughty.They are either bored or its just a way to express themselves. Like of the most talkative boy when they are supposed to draw a sun, this boy drew an angry sun because he said i was angry at that point time so the sun also angry. See how can they be naughty when they are so smart? Haha... The teachers there were very helpful. They were like, "So how's your class? What is your class?" And i replied, "Oh err, mine is 2/6." And the teacher's reaction was, "Oh my god, that rowdy class?! Sure challenging right?!" I bet it is! Goodness, i get the most super challenging class. Well, its really an experience though. Enjoyed myself screaming my lungs out. Yet at times, they don't bother. Hahaha... so the 4rs, discipline strategies i've learnt don't seems to be working. Hahaha... but overall i enjoyed myself.

I was bored in the office waiting for the next period. So i drew this...


I forgot that i actually have my mp4 that i can actually listen to the radio until i was on the phone with Haifa Noorin discussing about henna and she told me to listen to the radio. She loves the papa jahat song. It's tune is nice though but the lyrics don't really please me. Haha... So only when my class is about to start in half an hours time i started listening to the radio. I was rotting for the past 1 and half hour. Hahaha... nah i don't actually rot, the fact that i can't message sweety because he's working and when he's having he's break i'm teaching then i guess i was practically super bored, adding on to it i can't chat with him. So yah, it feels like shit! Urgh!! I so miss that boy la. Can't wait to meet him in a few hours time! Miss you loads sweetheart.

So it was raining heavily, brother pick me up from school because he wants to have his one hour dinner break at home. But pity him because have to send me to all the way to Marsiling to meet Haifa Noorin to wear henna for pengantin and he skip dinner. Gees, pity that Haifa Nooin also thoug, she so need my help because she's not feeling well. So yah! After school went to do some henna designing on the hands which i think i did my worst just now. Wasn't quite in a mood. See... even kakak's design ain't that nice but whatever design she did surely is BEAUTIFUL! So no regrets for the brides. Just not much effort is put in. Hee... still the bride look awesome with the mehndi on. =) That's 2 of my henna that i make for the brides relatives.


Then went for breakfast+lunch+dinner+supper at Lau Pa Sat with brother and the girlfriend. Papa fetcheed me from the bride's place. Goodness, i just realise i haven't had any ffod since morning. So yah, had my bbq honey chicken wings! Yay!! So i'm full now!

So long day yet interesting and fun! =) Okok let me reply to some tags yah! I so love my tagboard. It's flooded with lovely people. Love ya guys!

dear YvOnNe: What sia yvonne?! I'm the good girl in the story. You extra only! Hahaha....

dear eRyy: Aiya you slow la ery rosa indah!!! Hahaha... i did inform you ok! I put my link when i tag at your blog! Si chi ko pak ni! Hahahaha...

dear nas: Eyy boy! Ya la i think its time i do for u ur blog now. So not nice! mine way nicer!! Hahaha...

dear ads: Helo girl! I'm fine thank you! =) Hope you're fine too! Take care! =)

dear nadia: Hey miss you too girl! Lets wait for the movie marathin patietly huh... haha!

dear nish: Ish... do you even wanna flirt with him? Hahaha.... friendly?! Ritee... dangerous la your! Its ok... he's mine and only mine! Nothing to worry! Hahaha... and nish i already tell you what the malay word means! That boy is trying asking for a dush dush from me! Hahaha...

dear kak sharifah: Yes kak, he's the boyfriend. Hahaha... the crazy crazy hisham who i go crazy crazy for already now. Hahaha... the one whom you go to the prom with! Hahahaha...

dear nana: Huh?! Boleh tahan aper awak? Hahaha.. miss kiter ehh awak?! Long time no see you! Take care ya! =)

dear sham: Thanks sweetheart, you faster faster go and call the school la! Then i can call greet you Good morning Mr Hisham already! Haha... and thanks for checking out this blog!Love you many many! *hugs and kisses* And oii!!! Aper nak buat kiter kembang!Sabar jer! Hyak Dush!! And awak, nisha don't understand! She's not a malay! Hahaha... too bad!! Hahaha... but i still love you! Miss you loads sweety! Muacks!

dear li yu: Hey girl, holiday have been great! how's yours! Job? nah just some tuition that's all! Happy holiday-ing babe! Hee...

dear tino0ot: Alahai tinoot jangan la awak bersedih sesungguhnyer saya juga mengasihimu wahai dinda! Hahaha...

dear Eileen: Okay babe will check it out real soon! Thanks! Twees!! =)

Okay tags replied so i shall sleep now so that its a shorter wait to meet the boyfriend tommorrow! Can't wait to see that crazy man of mine! Hahaha... i miss his craziness! Ok toodles peeps! =)

NEW LAYOUT

I was bored. And so my itchy fingers tried to explore and then here's the result. Haha... just did a simple change that's all. Hopefully the bf likes it since his picture is there. Haha... So no more complain about that friend of mine already ok! Haha... you know who exactly i meant. Haha... So yes, hopeflly fter this i'm free enough to do CE's blog. Gees... i need to fnd time. I have 7 students for tutoring now. Hope to mange my time real well. So everybody don't lack my love. Haha...

Okay there was some uncivilised people who lves to tag my blog with rude remarks. I think that's very lame to that whoever you are. At least learn to have respect for yourselves if its not for others. Haha... ishk i don't understand this people. AT times we got to learn to accpet people's flaws you know. Haha... up to you la my tagboard is for anyone to tag yes but i don't welcome rude an ill-mannered people to post any tags. Sorry bout that ya, you have the right to tag and i have the right to click the delete button and report as and when its required. =)

Haha... anyways i am still deciding to put password to my blog or not. Seems kindda fun since Nisha gave me the script. Hees... Hmm... guess should consider it again. Hahaha... So its like 2:25 in the morning and i'm still wide awake. Haha... i... i don't know what else to say so i shall just reply to lovely taggers! See only to lovely people. Not rude beings! Hahaha... So here goes:

dear nish: Hey babes, yes it's him and he's malay la. Hahaha... and no okay you didn't send me any mails! Ishk! =( Btw don't worry about the remarks, it always happens in the world of blogging! Hahaha... yes nish you are so not emo!! I so believe you! Don't bother about them yah. I apologise on their behalf. Cheers babe! =)

dear miera: Hey! Thanks babe! Hope you have a wonderful holidays! =)

dear Sham: Ishk! Shut up! Hahaha... i miss you 2 3 4 5... 100!! Hahaha! Love you sweetheart! Thanks for tagging!

dear far'ain: Nono far far, the love bug have caught me! Hahaha...

dear LiN: Yah lin, i thought you forgot how to tag already! Hahaha... happy holidays babe! Movie marathon real soon ya?! *winks*

dear -fiddy-: Hmmm... i'm addicted to hindustan long ago already. How can you not know?! Hahaha... yes yes small small world of ours. Haha...thaks and take care babe! =)

So okay i guess i shall take leave! Daa...

Boo! Its already 2:06am in the morning and i am stil wide awake. Ishk! And oh yah just came back home from Al-azhar with family. Mama and me were famished since Pesta Perdana starts. Don't what to eat. Both the guys (papa and bro) is still working so we decided to tahan till one of them sound to go eat. Haha... bro's back and stupid he left his wallet at work. Papa called saying he wanna go back and so i said mama and me are hungry and papa straight away say, "Ok pergi siap, kita gi makan!" Woo hoo!! I so love my dad la!One whole day working yet he is still willing to entertain our nonsense! I so respect him! Hopefully sweety will be as wonderful as papa. Hahaha... So now i'm full! Syukur alhumdulilah!!

Pesta perdana was okay la. It was uber funny because of Suhaimi! He makes it alive! Besides him its just okay. Went to school just now for AGM. Congrats to the new main com! So glad Hakim is the head of cendekiawan. The day before today. Wait, today is sunday already. Which means on Friday! Hahaha... sweety and me went too watch epic movie! Hahaha... super funny and short movie. As usual, with sweety sham around is the happiest moment of my life. He never fail to make me go crazy! Hahaha... love you awak! In fact the most interesting and fun agenda in my life now is when i'm with him! Hahaha... Ishk! Miss him already!! Must wait another 6 days than i can meet him again! Urgh! Such a drag! Its ok sweety's bollywood songs can make me forget about the wait for a while. Hahaha... went to his house for a while that day to get the dvds! The songs are all super nice la! Love it! And his mum is super cute! His girlfriend at home is another super nice old lady! Hahaha... he have such wonderful family members. =) And he makes super super super sweet syrup till you can cut leg. Hahaha... godness! No wonder he's forever sweet. Ahh... love you la! Muackz!!!

So the rest of my holidays besides giving tuition, going out with family, friends and especially HIM, the most importan ting to do now is to watch more HINDUSTAN!! Haha... i'm like so outdated now la. Ishk! Must go find new movies. Hahaha... for now i am only stuck with sham's collection of songs. Hahaha... Okay i think i wanna go watch and listen to the songs again now! So toodles! Oh yes, i love my one and only sham so bloody much! Now... TOODLES!! =)

7th Years of Friendship!

She's the best friend who have always been there for me when i needed someone to cry on, to talk to and to confide to. She's the one whom never fails to suppoert me in whatever i love to do (which includes studying though she hates it). She's the one who never fail to stop making me laugh and at times making me cry. Regardless of her sweetness or advices. She's the one whom i started of as an enemy and then fate brought us great joy that we become the very best of friends. She's the one and only NUR SABRINA, my one and only best friend whom i love so so much! On this day, 23rd of February we realise how wonderful love blossom our friendship that we never did realised when we first saw each other. Back then there was full of hatred in us but now only LOVE and FRIDSHIP!!! Love you best friend. Though we don't get to see each other everyday now, though we don't get to talk so much on the phone now and though we don't get to sit in the class sharing our dreams together now, i still love you! I'm so happy that you are my best friend and thanks for being the greatest best friend ever. Lucky me! We are not going to have swensen today but its ok we know that our love for our friendship never stops even without swensen!! Hahaha!! Love you best friend!*hugs & kisses*

Okay, so Overseas Expedition stuff makes me go crazy just now. Gees, that i don't have the time to go AGM meeting just now. And what the hell, last episode of dalam hati ada cinta is really disappointing. How can it just end like that although there will be another season on all. Idiot! Ishk! And my sweety as usual is ever so sweet! I so love you hun! Ishk!! Can't wait to see you! Miss you loads! Hee...

Okay i think i should go get some sleep or something. Need to continue this OE thingy later and there's AGM meeting also. Gees... i'm still so busy. And i have tuition just now. It's tiring to find myself repeating the same thing over and over again! Now i know how much patience a teacher should have. Seriously! Actually i realised long ago when i step my centre and even start to the slightest thing that is story-telling! Gees... And suddenly i miss my K2s terribly! I miss that cute little triplets especially Gibson who is in nursery class! Ahhhh!!! I wanna go back there to tell stories and i wanna hear them calling me 'Teacher Liza' again!! Miss miss them so much! Hee... Miss my sweety more actually! Love you awak! Muackz! Okay till then! Twees!

*Love my Mr Sham! <3*

20th February 2007

From the 70th storey high restaurant, she look down with fear. In an instance, her fears diminished with his touch, his words and his cuddle. Nothing seems more wonderful than having to be held in his arms again. It's impressive how beautiful the view was. Just look at that. Singapore is such a beautiful place indeed. The lights adds on to the beauty of the city.

Isn't it lovely people? I never had such a perfect view ever. Thanks to the sweet boy of mine who bring me to such a lovely place. Swiss Hotel! Goodness, what a place. I began to appreaciate the beautiful sight of Singapore. I am so proud of my country. Seriously! Hahaha... lovely place for a romantic dinner with him and only him. I have always dreamt to have someone who wants me to be his princess. And i have always been reading fairytales and somehow wishing one day it will come true for me. I never thought the wish will ever come true. But his precense in my life just make everything happen. For real.

20th february 2007. The date i never will forget for the rest of my life. Its the day when he go down on his knees and says he loves me. The day when he kisses my hand, put a ring in that finger of mine and ask if i will only be his. I'm speechless. I just totally run out of words. But all that matters i am sure that an accomplished thief have already stole my heart. And that's definately him! I was too touched to say anything. Tears just started to roll down my cheeks as he says what he have to say with the song Only Hope by Mandy Moore at the background. Haha... how can i not cry?! Gees... And look i'm belonged to someone whom i first just knew as a friend. Who travels and leaves me. Whom i hate so much because he's just so evil and all he know is to kill me. Hahaha... God! I'm in love! Haha... i never am sure to be involve in any relationship and i am never this sure to say that for letter word to anyone. But i'm proudly saying it now that i am in LOVE!! Hahaha... and i am in love with MR HISHAM!! Gees... like he always say learn from the past. Yah, i guess the pass really teaches me to open my eyes wide and it really make me realised who deserve my love and who don't. I'm so glad that you appear in my life sweety! Thanks for everything on the 20th i sure not only love you but i so love eveything you prepare for me that day! Muackz...

I so think candles are the witness of our love! Haha.. so love them... from one candle i have lots of them... See...

And this is cute, saw the S something shape and Y? Hahaha... that something shape is meant to be a heart but it doesn't trun out to be a heart. Haha... anyways still thanks a bunch to that 2 person who help out my Mister in doing all this! Hahaha... He gave me a ring engraved with his name and mine! I love it to bits! Thanks awak! Gosh! I so love it! Actually i have loads to say but i can't find myself to be putting down my thoughts to words for the past 2 hours blogging. Gees... i sure do sucks at this man! Hahaha... so the pictures is enough la arh... someone told me pictures speaks a thousands words. So yah... thanks di! There... Hahaha!! To that special mister of mine, i just wanna say it again, thanks for the day, thanks for eveything and thanks for loving me. I love you too sweety! Muackz...


Yes yes!! On the 20th February is Mak Cu's birthday too! Happy birthday old woman! Hahahaha!! Though you are getting old you still look young la! So no worries! Baju tak muat give me! Thanks to Sydi who accompanied me to alter my dress and get mak cu's present! Thanks dude! Hahaha... went to lau pa sat to have dinner after vising my dear uncle who is admitted to hospital and then went to watch fireworks with family. And look its my beloved papa and mama! Aww... love them loads! Papa nak step fierce maner ajer! But he is fierce la but i still love him!Hahaha....

And to my beloved bapak! May you get well soon! Love you loads! Oops Haifa Noorin jangan jealous eh! Bapak sayang aku babe!! Hahaha... and salam takziah to Haifa Noorin's uncle. Gees my holiday, pegi balik hospital. Speedy recovery bapak!! Love you! Anyways Haifa! Stay strong ya! Everything will turn out A OK!! Love you too!!

Okay maybe some replies to dearest taggers... Hee... so here goes...

dear sulz: Yeah man!! Exams over! So over and done with! Thank God!! Hahaha...

dear far'ain: Happy holidays to you too girl!

dear nish: Anyhow only this one! Hahaha... its ok la not important for you at least! Hahaha.... and nisha yes its that cute fella! Gees... Hahaha... and kuku you change blog address never tell me! HYAK DUSH!!

dear YvOnNe: Okay girl don't need so happy because i'm definately more creative than you! *evil laugh*

dear nana: Oopsy...!! Pecah rahsia! Hahaha... no la you must have seen the wrong person! Ishk! Hahaha....

dear sHoRtEeLi: Hello ili giler! Woo hoo! Hahaha.... miss me?! Haha....

Okay la long entry already so i'm off! Toodles!!

*i'm yours and you're mine,
don't stop loving me bcuz i love you
till the end of time!*

Back backz!

Whoah its been a while since i update my blog man. Been really busy those past few weeks. Of course what else can i be busy of if its not school. Firstly pilling assignments are all submitted. Presentation oof our Production also done and Belinda said we did great. So yah hopefully we really do it just fine. Our production title is 'The Seven Deadly Scene'. My part i did a dance. So yeah i guess we did just fine arh. Yah then it was exam. Like goodness, i think this semester i can forget about a GPA more than 3 again. Goodbye to GPA 3.3! I think i can't even get a GPA of more than 2.5! This semester paper is super tough. Especially Child Development 1.3! Like what the hell, Moral Development is like 40 marks la. And i bloody don't know how to do it. I'm like so doomed. I don't wanna repeat any module man. So leceh! Urgh, but i guess if i have i have to la uh. Ish! But i tried my bet la. I did study but its just a tough paper. So WHATEVER!

A lot of things happen! Went on a date with sweets on the 1st of February after so long. Hahaha... He's so crazy because he bought e some things that definately cost him a bomb. Goodness, i just hope 20th February goes smoothly. Ishk! And i got to eat CORNETTO! I've been craving for Cornetto so much that i even browse thru Cornetto website that night i chatted with Di online. Hahaha... and as usual my sweety is being ever so sweet. I was busy mugging for Principles and practices of Classroom Management exam when suddenly he gave me a surprise. He appear at my house door and bought me 2 Cornettos and a box of rocher. I was so shocked and speechless la. Goodness! It was really sweet of him! Muackz! That's for you awak! =)

So on the 14th of February i receive a very special gift from someoneso special to me. Yes that is it! So cute la! The bear wear earrings somemore. Ate at secret recipe with him. Which i still can't figure out what so secretive bout the recipe. Hahaha... went to Esplanade and had a good talk with him. Gees... we are in the same boat. I guess, what happen in the past really bring so much impact to us. And the things that happen in the past also teaches us to be a more better person. I feel so much relieve after sharing and telling him everything from A-Z of what happen. And i'm glad he shares with me everything too. Its been really nice spending the day yesterday with someone special. It's my first time and i can proudly say i love it so much. Seeing you again is everthing that i want. Thanks Sweety for the day! Muackz!

My tagboard is flooded by beautiful ad wonderful people who is so nice to tag! Hee... i'm sorry i have not time to reply and update them. Sorry ya but i will now. So here goes people:

dear NANA: Hahaha... how can i forget Nana ECH kan! The one who sat beside me at SIM Grand HAll during Curriculum Studies Paper. Hee...

dear YvOnNe: Oii!! I where got so bad? A bit only what. What sia... attitude sia! But its ok attitude is creativity! Hahaha...

dear haq89: Sesungguhnyer Haq Miera was referring to me when she said hot! So boy JGN PRASAAN!!! Hahaha... ish!

dear umar: Gees... you didn't la! You find out! =)

dear miera: Hey girl, you yang cute tu not me! Hahaha... see Miera next time wanna puji me must put my name say YUSLIZA yang hot nanti ader orang macam haq prasaan! Susah! Hahaha...

dear hi-far: Hey babes! Ehh i send you secretly actually that night when bapak was admitted! Go check out! Anyways girl, be strong ya! I will always be with you no matter what! Love ya many many! Muackz!

dear far'ain: FAR FAR!!!!! I miss you la toot! Study OVER!!! Hahaha!!

dear kak sharifah: Hey girl! Long time no see! Hahahaha... glad you found my blog! Hee... Take care girl! =)

dear tino0ot: Hey thanks awak! Muackz muackz...

dear nish: Hey girl i'm fine thank you! How's you? Miss me not? And yes Happy Total Defence Day!! Si what is the 5 NE Messages ar? LOL!! :X

dear gab: Heyy gabbie! Thanks man! You too man!! All the best for results. Hee...

dear sulz: Hey you Sydi's friend right? Hee... sorry my memory very bad! Hahaha... glad you find my blog. YAY!!! See ya around girl! =)

dear ehhren: Heyy boy! Your love is hiding somewhere. Go find stop asking! Hahaha!!

dear Jayina: Hey jia ying! Long time no see you! =)

dear kahkian: Hey kuku! So happy to see you and gang at my school open house that day! MIss you people! *hugs*

dear sok leng: Ya man! Finally it's over and done with. Memorising work sucks to the core. Thank God it's finally over! Yay!! Hahaha...

dear edna: Whoah who are you?But anywys, wow online sopping. Never tried because i'm practically lazy but should go try sometime. Thanks!

Okay so every tags replied. Thanks for tagging people. Love you people. Okay then, MSN is going me one hell of a problem because there isn't any alert sounds which i don understand why! What the hell is wrong i don't know! Gees... I sooo miss COEXISTENCE! Miss my girls so much. HOpe to see them real soon! Especially BEST FRIEND!! Miss you Sabbie!!! Ok i'm off! Still a lot of things to do actually. Overseas Expedition is not over yet so i guess i will still be as busy bee. With tutions also... gees... Such a drag... I WANT GO MY CHILDCARE AND ENTERTAIN MY K2s!!! =)

Let's forget the past,
build a beautiful future just you and me,
and cuddle me tight and don't let ever let go! <3

CONFUSED!

I've turn to be a confused kid nowadays. I don't get it. Why must life be this complcated. I used to say life is so hard but Nad corrected and she say owh no, Only our course is hard. Gees! I think so man. That day Lin, Khai and me is going half insane doing our Music and Drama lesson plan. Goodness! While Nad and me were so freaking exhausted after 3 hours cracking our head to finish up our Social & Emotional Development report. I think we are all growing white hairs already. See, once i start blogging i'll start whining. Too bad la. I'm too stressed out right now. And like the best friend says the best thing for me now is STRESSED spelt backwards. That is DESSERTS!!! Hahaha... you are so right Best friend!

Been missing my best friend so much la! Haven't been meeting and talk for like hours and hours. Hope to see her soon. Exams coming, assignments not finished and presentation not presented. Kindda worried about our last presentation that is our production. Goodness! I have yet to stduy for exams la! Urghh!! I'm like so doomed man seriously! Last week, we presented our learning corners. We worked hard for it and yes, alhumdulilah i think we did ok. I did an impromptu presentation. I didn't know it was me who was suppose to present. But anyways i stood up and just say whatever i know and remember. I think i did fine because Komala was smiling all the way and ya she said it was good. Thumbs up to Constance and Cynthia who presented for our learning corners too! Our learning corner look superb la! Don't believe see the pictures! Hahaha... Congrats to my group who put thier hard work in it. From the one who design the backdrops, to the disco ball and to the everything else. To who did nothing, i don't know what to say because we are nice people in ECH who shares our marks! Wahahahaha.. okay that was lame. Hahaha!

The banner i did! Hee... Com'on Let's Rock & Roll!

The display of instruments! Heh... i like that rock and roll word! Thanks to Cynthia, Mel and Joycelyn.

The fierce side of LIN, YUS & KHAI! Nad was sick!! URGH! Incomplete!
ROCK & ROLL BABY!!!


The cute side of us! Look at me promoting my own made musical instrument for Curriculum Studies assignment last semester. I got and A for it ok! Hahaha...

And we have the whole group minus Nad who was sick, who make everything happen!
Love ya girls! Great effort girls! =)

So okay yah, life has really been hectic. I couldn't even find time for myself. Spent the weekend at home with dearest mama since the papa have to work and all. My panda eyes is so growing i need to so get rid of it man. Yucks! And it's been 22 days since you've been gone. Still have yet to receive that one new message. Like i have always been, i'll be right here waiting. Gees... miss you!! By the way, ya! I so believe in Karma. Once somone reminded me, what goes around comes around. Haha... yes, indeed what goes around comes around. Regardless of good or bad. Okay shall not crap more, i have no mood to blog either. So shall reply to taggers after such a long time. Sorry peeps, been really busy.

dear Tii: Hey awak, nice chatting with you too! And you're linked!! Really enjoy talking with you. HOpe to see ya around soon yah! Take care girl!

dear nana: Aww.... nana your as lovely as me laa! Muackz muackz!!! Hahahaha... thanks eh awak!

dear gab: Hmmm... gabbie you can always call them insane too. Hee...

dear tino0ot: Hahaha.... eh not promoting la, tu tgh marah tuu! Tak nampak ker?! Hahaha....

dear LiN: Relax sua saper tak layan saper ehh!! Wahahahaha... sumer dah diatur... haha...

dear kyn: Sorry babe i was so busy! But i tagged! Hee.. =)

dear YvOnNe: Walao wei, i always welcome anyone who loves me la! You only! Hah... =(

dear liyu: Hahaha... like me, people are busy ler! Haha...

Alright, i'm out! =)

-i want to be held tight again.

please com back soon.-

Blood Diamond

OMG love that picture though it's kindda dark. So yes i watch blood diamond yesterday! It was Di's treat and so thanks di!! Went with Dayah, Lin and Pet too. It was so fun talking with Dayah and Di at the rooftop at esplanade. Wait, is it called rooftop... i don't know. Pet yang bawak but that place is defiantely nice for couples la. Will go there one day once the sweets back. Hur hur. But i really enjoy myself. Expecially the part whereby Dayah and me acted. And you know what's the scence... Dayah stealing my boyfriend. Hahaha... lame! And Di was the audience. Hahaha... ok a few more pictures to display.

Guess where and when is this picture was? While we were queing up in the toilet. Super long queue when everyone of us is like high tide! What the hell! Hahaha... dah nak terkenching pun sempat amek gambar! Hahaha... And one more picture...

So this was taken by Di. I was so craving for Long John Silver's fries and so we ate there!! YUM YUM!! Dayah also wants to eat Long John. See how happy we are to savour such nice servings. *rings the bell for long john* Hahaha.... i can hear someone saying, "Thank You!" Hahaha... okay lame! So yah i discover a lot of things while eating. Thanks to Dayah. Which brings me great shock! Hahaha... anyways Dayah it was nice talking to you and all babes... let's ddo it again since we are sortta stuck with the same situation. Who will understand us more than we do right? Hee... so yah! yesterday was awesome. And i made a new friend. It's been nice chatting with him also. Okay actually i'm famished now and tired. I think i wanna jump to bed but not sleep! Too early. Hee...

14 days since you've been gone.

LONG long LONG entry!

Its been awhile since i update. Been really busy. What have been keeping me all busy? Owh well, what else if not for the beautiful assignments/projects. Haiz... there's never been a time whereby i will not whine about how exhausted i am with my school work. Gees... Early Childhood Education is definately not just about studying. Studying is nothing but completing your assignments/projects is the big killer. Ish, it just ponders you about how responsible you are. Okay whatever, this is what i want, my passion, teaching! So Yus you have to bear with it.

So yes, besides assignments/projects, i was sick. Haiz... what's new right. I fall sick easily. Not only you guys will feel irritated to hear that i'm sick, I am the ultimate person to be irritated once i fall sick. I freaking hell cannot get on to doing my work. I find it hard to continue doing my work when i feel so drowsy after eating my medicine. Gees, i have no time to sleep to finish my work, what more rest. The doctor ask me to rest? No way man. Gees, these package of running nose, block nose, cough, sore throat and chest tights is definately irritating. I have no time to fall sick as yet. Maybe this can wait till holiday or something. Then i will rest the whole time. Hahaha...

Open house have been fun.Took care of MCC booth and it was a blast. With so many interesting people how can it not be fun. Just sitting down and talking to them makes me happy. Laugh so much and met so many new friends. There was some time where Lin and me gets so bored but owh well, i think we handle the boredom well before we had fun again. Hahaha... i helped out with the decoration and i think our booth is nice. And yes!! I finally get to watch ADIRATNA perform. So proud of them. PADUKA did a great job too. Dancesports booth is just in front of MCC. Tempt me to dance jive and cha cha so much. Miss dancing. But i think i miss salsa more. Hahaha... I love MCC la. So very love this bunch of friendly people. I even talk to Aim. This guy whom i dare not talk with when i first saw him because his face just resemble someone. Haha... i swear i was speechless when i saw him the first time but ouh well, he's one chatty person la. Full of crap. Haha... one thing! He walk so fast!!! Wonder how his girl walk with him. Hahaha... Elias was being one toot to the Bussiness IT person. Macam paham jer considering the course. Hahaha... memperbodohkan orang jer tau! Hahahaha... i cannot tahan his nonsense i walk off and watch Adiratna perform. Hahaha... Naqiah is officially attached to me now. Sorry Far'ain. You just lost her the moment she say she wants me too!! Hahahaha... NAQ NAQ PRETTY PRETTY!!! Muackz!! Hahahaha... Dayah the Miss 'S' is joining us for movie tommorrow!! YAY!!! Can't wait for movie treat from Di tommorrow!!! YAY YAY!! Finally some stress relieve tommorrow!! Phew... better have a little little fun now before i mug for projects and exams after this.

Oh yes people, i think i find myself repeating this to so many people. PEOPLE, YUS IS STILL SINGLE!!! Yes... SINGLE!!! I'm NOT attached and was NEVER attached as yet. Goodness! Doesn't mean i am close with some guy he's my boyfriend right? Gees... stop assuming things. We are just close friends and yes i have a lot of boy friends but they all can't be my special one right? Ish... i will only have one SPECIAL someone so people please stop jumping to conclusion. It's not fair for that friend of mine. We are just friends and not more than that. It's been nice to have found a friend like him. Who cares, who understands, who help and definately who never fail to make me smile. The best thing about this friend from all other guy friend whom i have, he never expects anything from me than just being his closest girl friend. Really treasure our friendship boy. Hope it will last. Thanks for all the care and concern when i was sick the other day. I never thought someone would even bother to care about me that much. Thanks for all the trouble. I appreaciate it lots!! Don't know how else should i thank you so i hope you know ya how much i really treasure and appreaciate every little thing you' have done or me. Thanks buddy!! You should know who you are... hee!

Seriously people, you must not just jump to conclusion. Nothing is more beautiful than having a close friend who is just willing to see you everyday and listens to your crap. I don't know how he is able to stand my nonsense and I don't know how true when people say that a boy and girl can't be close friends because they will sure to fall in love. But i can confidently say that this is NOT true all the time. I still love him but as a friend whom i think not every guy will deserve my friendship. SERIOUSLY! So please please stop this nonsense, once again i say I AM STILL SINGLE!!!! I will announce to the whole world once i am in love ok? So the whole world knows that my heart is stolen by some beautiful soul. Hahaha... gees. Sorry la, i have to make this clear. I can stand it but its not fair to the other party who is being accused to be my boyfriend. Haha... pity him. Hahaha... god! We are so impossible as couple. Haahahaha... So yea, it's irritating how people just say i'm attached. Not that easy man. When so many people give up on me because i'm stubborn, sick, ugly and all. How can i be attached so fast right? Hahaha...

It's been so long and i think i seriously need to find my own happiness now. Since you already find yours. Owh well, we ever promised to move on no matter what happened. So yah, breaking promise is not my policy so yah i'll definately will move on. Time will tell it all. Sometimes i feel touched whenever someone began expressing something to me but than again i heard someone saying to my ears, "Don't be stupid Yus, don't be so gullible. All guys are the same. They use the same sweet lines to all other girls so wake up and walk away." Sometimes i get scared of my own feelings. I am afraid to be sure about how i feel. I am just so so afraid to be hurt again. As much as i want to be sure of my feelings i think its hard for me to trust again. I don't know why but everything is just so so so complicated. I hate all this. Urgh! Yah, like Lin, Nad, Khai and Alicia would say i'm a confuse kid. For sure i guess i am really a confuse kid for now. I really don't know what should i do now. I'm too scared to face the whole situation again. I'm too scared to express my feelings again. So i'm sorry for being such a confuse person and make you guys all complicated eh! Hahaha...

Wow long long long entry. Oh well, i'm just putting down my thoughts. I feel much better when i do that. Gees... i miss doing proper blogging actually. Okay la maybe i'll end the post by replying to my dear taggers. Hee...

dear faezah: Hahaha... so happy to see me and then now you whine when you see me too much! Aper nie! Macam maner mahu maju! Hahaha... soulmate? Ish!! SCARY! Hahaha... anyways yah was nice seeing you too la. Study hard ya!! =)

dear YvOnNe: Wahlau you love Lin never love me!! Hyak Dush!!!!

dear haq88: Ahh...gi la you alone Haq!! i know you would love to go there!! LOL!!

dear ads: Hey ads its funny the way you call me yusliza! Haha... take care girl...

dear gab: Hey ya long time no see the crazy Gab! Ehh gabbie you ar don go around saying people crazy at my tagboard ok! I hyak dush you than you know!! Hahahaha....

dear naq: Heyyy NAQ!!! I miss you still pretty(although we see each other at booth so many times)!! Hahaha.... you take care too babes... stay sweet!! =)

dear su*: Hey glad you are fine! Let's go!! Girls day out!! Hur hur! Too bad for wawan! Hahaha...

dear nish: Hey girl long time not tag... yah man! You are sure busy i guess! Hahaha... take care girl!! =)

-THE END-

i am still wondering,

will the heart break again?

exhausted

Phew, what an ehausting life i have now. Seriously, i am toooo SUPER busy with school work that i think i have no time for myself. Assignments piling. Exams nearing but i haven't even start studying. I seriously don't know how i am surviving. So today entry will not have too much words. Because if not i'll just whine my entry because of the excessive work load in school. So many thinks to think and finish up. I'm just so tired. All i need now is some rest and sleep. Gees... Anyways firstly i wanna say my sorry to this guy because i have kept two of his CD for God knows how long and it is still with me! Hahaha... sorry Wan!! Looking forward to go watch movie with ya and SU again ya! And heard that SU is sick so get well soon sweetie!! And Wan i heard about you being so suay in the bus that day with DI! Hahaha... what a luck. Sampai kene buang Jacket! Wonder if Su knows about this. Hahaha... poor thing!! Anyways thanks for lending me the CDs and i promise i will return you soon! I feel so guilty! Hahaha...

And see those sweet faces there... i think i miss them! I miss the Khatu rehearsel days! Though we were all exhausted i think it was great fun spending time together. Miss you people!! Although your picture is not here. MCC peeps i miss ya!

Save the best for the last!! COEXISTENCE!!! It was nice hanging out that day but sadly without PAM!! PAM!!! WE MISS YOU SO BLOODY MUCH!!! Was great if you were there too. Hope to see you girls again real soon. Everyone is just so busy. I'll just pray for you girls that you will stay happy and healthy always!! Miss you girls to bits!! Muacks Muacks Muacks!! Out of my busy busy life i still miss those days where we get to see each other everyday and just crap and laugh together. I realise i miss those days sooo bloody much!! But oh well everything is different now. Miss you loads girls!! MUACKS!!!! =)

I'm too tired to blog further because i still have tonnes of work to do after this! Shall not whine further. Ahhh... Yus is sooo doomed!! Gees~

I LOIKE I LOIKE LOIKE!!!

Don't dare ask why! Haha... because today is just a SUPER GREAT DAY!!

Ok this entry will be posted as monday 8th january beause its like well past midnight already.

But whatever it is i just love SUNDAY, 7 JANUARY 2007!!

Just can't stop smilling thinking of it.

I enjoy every single moment of it.

I was confused at first but then again i never regret anything after the day.

Maybe the past just show me th right path for me.
Indeed its true when one say your past is when you learn.
I just LOVE this day to bits!
Looking forward for this day to come again! =)

dear nish: Haha thanks for dropping by girl and ya man Gab is just too ego to admit she's jealous. Owh well!! Haha..

dear gab: Haha... see Gab don't be shy la... Nisha, Gab shy already! Hahaha...

dear hi_far: Heyy ur katl ader ciri2 zoo mah! Ok what that picture. With the stupid looks of us! =)

dear ayienz: Hey girl! Yea man i'm back long ago already girl! Hahaha... wah so coincident arh!! Who wouldn't watch it its a fantastic movie! Just love it. Right?!

dear Sallehan: Oops... tak prasan... thanks for pointing it out. Changed!! =p

Baabul is a superb movie!

Thanks awak! Hee...

!!2007!!

Goodbye 2006 and Hello 2007! Hopefully 2007 will bring each of us a wonderful year ahead. It was nice having peopl to countdown at my home and then chill for a while. Haha... thanks people. So people, wishing you a belated HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Finally 2006 ends, what a year for me. Gees...

To top up the fun, its HARI RAYA AIDILADHA! Haha... met up with cousins and a lot of camwhoring started! Haha... love them. Its hard to have such gatherings if not for such occassions! So it fun, fun , fun! There just one quarter ofthe pictures taken. Hahaha...

And hari raya gini, sempat si Haifa Noorin and me visit the zoo to see Haifa Noorin's friends like the Monkeys and Beruangs... Haha... But unfortunately we saw best friend mama.... the SNAKE!SEE!!

Haha... lame!! But cute! Haha... ok the family beside dad's coming. So yah i think i gotta end it here after replying to all tags.

dear nasiruddin: Haha... i have no present for ya nie jer la yg mampu. Sorry about it ya! =)

dear LiN: That friend of mine definately read this. And yes we sure are lucky to have a teacher like him. Hahaha... Thanks for the fun people! Love ya!

dear brenden: Hahaha... kuku you! How can you still remember that. It's like 9 years already sia! Haha... nice seeing you too man that day! Hope to see ya around soon ya! Twees!

dear YvOnNe: Actualy von what is that you give Lin huh? Hahaha...

dear nadia: Hey girl, happy new year to you too ya! See ya tommorrow! =)

dear haq89: Huh? Alih-alih tak mandi pagi... saper? you eh? Hahaha...

dear Sallehan: Haha... will link ya soon ya! And Happy new year to you too... =p

dear nisha: See nish i so good to you so keep tagging. Hahaha.... not like Gab!

dear gab: when it comes to Yusliza it is a biggie ok... hahaha... gab jealous la nisha!! Hahaha...

Okay then Wani come already!! Yay!! Going to play, play, play with this little girl already! Yay!! =)

I finally watch The Holiday with that friend of mine, Wan hensem and his girl on the 25th December. That is Christman! Haha... and goodness Su is dinky's best friend. What small world! Haha... Holiday was super nice. Super romantic and funny comedy i must say! It was worth watching. Jude Law is soo cute. Ahhh!! Best la! And Su posted our pictures that day so big sia pictures so big sia at her blog. I'm like so honoured. So i don't care Su, i'm going to post it at my blog too! Hahaha... So taadaa!

Another worth it movie i watched yesterday with this friend of mine like AGAIN and Nini! Hahaha...just love hanging out with this friend la. Such a great accompanyment you are. Thanks for all treats by the way. You have really been a great friend. So glad that we actually spend some time together. Hahaha... really enjoy being around with ya. Never expect it though. Hope you enjoy your time with me to ya. Not only me but also with my fam. Hopefully ou friendship will blossom in the years to come. Insya'allah! High 5!! Hahaha... you should know who you are right. Hahaha... ya so back to topic. The another worth it movie i watched. Night at the Musuem!! Oh my god!!! Super hilarious la. Ben Stiller was awesome! Hahaha... i feel like watching it again! Gosh!

Went to play pool with the friend and Lin just now. Hahaha... it was soo funny how Lin and me suck at it. Gees. It's going to be ok with much guidance by our teacher we sure oing to be able to buck up! Hahaha... and in the bus was the bursting of the stomach moment. Hahaha... So funny. Gosh, really enjoy myself. But well, there were moments where suddenly i got so freaking pissed with some stuff. But owh well, in life it happens la. Haish... hopefully things will get better for me as 2006 is ending and a new year is waiting. 2006 brings me the most memorable days of my life. In fact this is the year whereby it brought great impact in my life. Not only did i thought i lost my heart but i think i found precious things that i think i never wanna loose it ever. There's just so many mistakes done. There's just so many complicated things left unanswered. Well, some things are better left unsaid i guess. So ya. Hopefully 2007 will be a better year for me. Insya'allah.

Happy Birthday to you!

Happy Birthday to you!

Happy brithday to NASIRUDDIN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

Haha... so yah boy, i have no present for you. Jus a simple wish for you. Mayy all wishes come true ya. May god bles you with good health always. Wishing you great success in yur future endeavours. Nice knowing you. =) Nice working with ya too in OE! Twees...

Okay some replies to dear taggies:

dear far'ain: Haha... thanks girl for being there. Love ya! All congrats to Khatu Committee members. They sure have been working hard. Hahaha...

dear JV: Hey babes. Miss ya too!! Hopefully we'll get to meet on friday for bowling ya. After so long! Hahaha... miss ya looooootssss!!! =)

dear hakimberg: Hahaha... thank boy. You take care ya. Thanks for all your support! Twees!

dear YvOnNe: Hey i saw you just now!! Give Lin only never give me! Wah lao!! Hahaha... Merry Christmas to you girl!!

dear miera: Haha... thanks awak! You look hotter!! Hahaha... DASHING HOT! Hahaha... =)

dear sok leng: Hey girl Merry Christmas to you! :-)

dear nana: Hahaha... ish thanks awak but takder lah jambu maner jer dengan make up tebal setebal tepung tu! Hahaha... alamak nana panas kener masukkan dalam fridge!! Hahaha...

dear kyn: Awww... thanks maduku for the support!! Love ya many many!! =)

dear Ika: Hey i know you were there, my brother told me. Hopefully you enjoy yourself!Hahaha..and ish No la!! He was there to watch with Sabbie and his bro only. Asal boleh tau Ika!! Dush baru tahu!! Hahaha...

dear ads: Hey girl hello! Miss me?! Hahaha..

dear gab: Halo gabbie gab! Twees!

dear nish: Hahaha... you know why deleting is made possible and available? Its for people who do this kindda lame things. It'sbest not to be bothered! Haha... I thought only uncivilised people do such a thing ehh?... Haha... its ok continue crapping girl! Don't be discouraged by unimportant people! Hahaha... crapping needs no distractions! Hahaha...thanks girl for always tagging! Love ya! =)

dear su*: Hey hey will linky you don worry! Hahaha... tengah kelam kabut nie yus dibuatnyer! Sabar jer!! Hahaha...

Ok all tags replied and so i shall think of some designs to be drawn for my publication work or OE! Ahh...assignments due soon and its piling. GOODNESS!! I so need longer holiday!! =(

The Big Day!

It's over and done with. Alhumdulilah, Piala Khatulistiwa 2006 organised by Ngee Ann Polytechnic Malay Cultural CLub is a success. It's finally over. Congratulations to Singapore Polytechnic, Susunan Putera Adiwangsa for being the champion! It's been a pleasure being the Master of Ceremony for this big event although its very stressful and scary. It's my ever first big event and i thought i might screw up but unfortunately i didn't. Thanks to all motivation especially from Hakim! Thanks boy for your guidance. I hope all the Cendekiawans are motivated for more upcoming events in store for us. HIDUP CENDEKIAWANS!!We can do it!! Hahaha... And to Lin!! We did it. Gees, the hardwork pays off. From doing the script after our busy day doing projects to getting stressed out practising to say the correct lines, WE DID IT! Haha... at least we didn't cork up the whole event. Thanks Lin for the help too and the motivation. Then to both WanS! Haha... Wan deris the backstage guy. Hahaha... its been fun working with ya. Then to Wan Hensem, gees you are the best motivator man! You calm me down so well. Thanks man! And owh yes! I got a double choc from Wan just now! Sweet!! Thanks dude!! Then to Hafiz, my bodyguard for the day. Hahaha... thanks boy. Then to... there's just too many people to thanks. Everybody involve in Khatu its been nice working with ya guys!! Ahh... LOVE MCC!! MCC peeps you've done great. Of course to the main comm all hardwork paid off. To people like Ayie, Yaty, idris, Su, iqbal and all... you have been great! So so nice working with ya people and thanks for ahving faith in Lin and me to host the event. Gees, i feel so relieved after the event. Thanks to everyone who come down to give thier support. Love ya people. =)

See how i miss my best friend. A precious muackss for her!! MUACKZZ!!!! Hahaha... After Khatu went to Bugis with the brother and his girl, Di and his bro. Haha... it was uber fun i tell you. In the care was super havoc. Goodness! It's So fun! And then the best friend and the boyfriend came down to join us again. Hahaha... had dinner at Al-Majlis and then sat down for some slacking moments of shee-sha-ing and then talking crap and laugh laugh! Hahaha... gawd it was such an awesome day. I sooo miss the best friend. Having the time to hang out with her again even for just few hours was such a joy. Thank you best friend for coming down to support me. Though i know how we both hated dikir. Hahaha... Thanks once again. Gees... a bloody wonderul day indeed. And Kak Nisa's craps were fantastic. I love her. Okay i thought of posting the guys pictures but i'm too lazy to do it. So lets just see the ladies for the day because they stand out the most of course! Hahahaha... there....

Overall it was a nice weekend. Enjoyed myself after so long. This is just for a short while before i get stressed up again with school projects and next overseas expedition and hua yi camp. Ish... alright. It's quite late already. I guess i better get to sleep and anyways before that Merry Christmas to all who's celebrating it. Twees!! =)

Piala Khatulistiwa 2006

BOO! Been busy with khatu rehearsels. Ish! So scary. Hopefully Lin and me have some chemistry together. Then we can be as crazy on stage like in real life. Haha... Okay so all the best to us as the Master of Ceremony this Saturday for this big event by MCC! Gees... Whoever who's free do come down and give us your supoort ya. Love ya guys! =)

2 weeks from now!

18th December that is. It's a sad yet a happy day for me. Thanks Lin for the accompanyment. And for that person, you know who you are, thanks for the fun that day to and to that sweetie person thanks a bunch for the chocs! Love them and you too of course. Thanks awak! For that 9 months, as usual i have been waiting for the one new message patiently and i will still do the same. Hee... The two weeks have been the most sweetest and and happiest one for me. Gees, hope to see this friend of mine real soon. Take care dear. =)

Went centre for attachment just now. It was normal. Huggings, playings, teachings and kisses everywhere. Love them. The most beautiful people on earth! What else can i ask for right? I already have a wonderful job! Being an Early Childhood Advocates is FANTASTIC experience! Hahaha... then went to make my passport for Vietnam trip next year. Then went to meet Bro and Sis. Sis went to get new phone then off to Bugis with that forever funny person. Mama and papa went home. So yah, we had a crazy day just now. With that cousin of mine also. Gees... was laughing non-stop till my stomach almost burst just now. When my brother, cousin and me combine forces there we have the CRAPTACULAR. The most best part today is the treat from Sis Nisa. Thanks for the BajuS and the belt babes. Love ya many many! Slalu slalu la dapat bonus ehh! Woo hoo!!! Shopping spree after a long time! Hahaha...

Okay so i'm tired. I need a rest. Gosh, this few days have really been an eye opener to me. Who is your true friends, love and who really cares and concern about you. I think i neglect this people and from now on i shall stay healthy and be happy for them for they have brought endless happiness and strengths for me to face whatever problems i've experienced. It's all part and parcel of life. I will not let this tiny things ruin my life. I will move on and always look on the brighter side of life. That always have better things in store for me. I suck at words so i hope whatever i feel is somehow expressed here. Gees!! OK i love my family and my friends! Awwww!!! PON PON!!! Hahaha... To my enemy still i love you for hating me! Hahaha... CRAP! Ok bed's calling! WHOISH!~

there it goes again...

Okay some sweetie told me this...

Every storm brings with i hope that somehow by morning,
everything will be made clean again.
And even the most troubling stains will have disappeared.
Like the doubts of his innocence or the consequence of a mistake.
Like scars of a betrayal or the memory of a kiss.
So we wait for the storm to pass hoping for the best
even though we know in our hearts some stains are indelible,
nothing can wash them away.

Been reading it over and over again and somehow i think its meaning is really something. Pandai-pandai jer la awak! Ish!! Time flies really fast when we are together but to meet again is like waiting a hundred years. Hahaha! With a friend like this, patience is all i need. Hahaha... sabar jer. Okay i will be as lonely as ever again after today! Arggh!! It's ok we'll leave each other from the messaging moments but not our thoughts. Hahaha...

"Just like the wind, you can't see it but you can feel it."

A walk to remember is uber touching. Shane West is super cute. Ish! And to know you watched it too. Now... how touching! Hahaha... alright till we meet again. Take care! =)

-DEJAVU-

Like finally i watched dejavu. It's a super nice movie. Danzel Washington is so cute in this movie. The way he is, he's so funny and the movie was indeed superb. Love it. Super thrilling. Watched at the new Cathay. Okay its called Cathay Cineplex. Or was it Cathay the Cathay Cineplex? Ok la whatever la. It's just that place. Haha... Enjoy the trip there with Lin and alicia and that forever funny friend of mine. Hahaha... sorry for the sudden battalion. Hope you enjoy the company ya? Then Pet join and so ya, the more the merrier. Love ya guys. Had a fun day talking and crapping. Especially the part whereby the 3 of us were crapping at Starbucks. Alicia you toot you, cannot trust you already. Muahahaha! To sum up i enjoyed myself. After like don't know how many months, i watched movie again. Still in need for more movie therapy man.

Been trying to forget the past la come'on. I thought filling up my thoughts and time with assignments, school and all is a good thing. Been busy still makes everything worst. Physically and emotionally. It's okay, let's think positive and let time heal all wounds. Yessa!

Now there's Khatu to concentrate on. Gees... so stressful! The thought of destroying the whole show is so freaking scary. Oh my! Life is so hard and stressful. LAECY lesson plan presenatation done like finally. Haha... my group member are like so fun human beings la. Especially Bridge the farty. Goodness, how do you do that man? 24/7 fart only! Hahaha... and Hannah darling thanks so much for the Christmas gift. Love ya babes. She said I'm a special friend ok people! Bluek Bridget your's is just wonderful! Hahaha!! Okay i'm craving for some retail therapy soon. Hmm... ok here's reply to my dearest taggers. AHHH!! Love ya people. Muackz... haha...

dear nisha: Haha... nisha you are starting to crap a lot nowadays. Are your poly friends as crappy as me too that you have becoming like me now? Hahaha... it's okay girl crapping is good. Continue doing it.

dear best fwen: Hey, don't bother already best fwen. Haha.. he's just a little lame to do all this. I thought he's mature enough. Anyways, its not about being nice to only a friend but to even someone who hates us because by being nice, haters will start to love themselves before others. So chill girl. Why bother about stuff that only brings more salt to the wound. So let's go for some dinner soon! I miss you like mad already!! Muacks muacks! Hahaha... =)

dear YvOnNe: Haha... and girl me being normal is normal too! LOL!

dear damn danny: Aww... i'm missed. So touching. Hey i miss you people too. See ya soon ya?!

dear ehhren: Ok, what's with love? SUX?!

dear nadia: Ish understandable! You want to kiss me again?! Hee... Awww.... =)

dear miera: Ehh best nyer. No need so many people la. Mira loves Yus can already! Woo hoo!! Yus loves Mira too and wah so happy seeing you just now at the lift and you screaming my name so loud. Hahahaha!! Love ya babes!

dear eileen- ech: Anyhow only eileen. Okay what's mine? Maybe Kaka is mine? Okay or not? Haha...

dear hi_far: Oi saper yang feeling dengar lagu aper jer tu. Tak dengar before arh and i don't download songs. Be original! Muahahahaha! Emosi sak dengar lagu sampai leh perasaan and maybe fantasizing. Hahaha... ish ish kak kak...

Oh ya by the way there was a lost child at Plaza Singapura (stupid place, hate it!). So poor thing. I couldn't imgaine myself losing my praents last time when i was young man. She's so cute. Manage to find out her name. Persuade to tell us her age and manage to console her to stop crying. Hahaha... not bad, she's lost and she met the right people. The ineteligent early childhood advocates. Hahaha... ok lame! Hopefully her mum found her. Which is like DUH la right. Then in the process i made friends with one boy aged 7 and his sister 5. Whoah intelligent people. I'm impressed just by the way they communicate with me! Hahaha... ok had long tiring yet fun day. It's been a long time seriously i am not all so stress out afterall. Gees... holidays here i come just to get rid of those panda eyes! Twees...

I enjoy my day so much just now. Or should i say yesterday? Haha... big shout out to my beloved girls, Khai, Alicia and Lin! AWWWWWWWWW... PON PON!! Haha... Sorry Alicia you were snapping this picture just now so no your face. Picture taken during Curriculum Studies 1.2 and lecture was about teaching Maths. But don't worry Alicia, I STILL LOVE YOU GIRL!! Hahaha!! This alicia girl makes me pissed so much yet she makes me love her more la!! You rock my world girl!! Thanks for always being there for me and making all laugh like mad woman. And stop saying the 'slenge bacin' so loudly can. I know la that's me but shhh... malu ok! Hahaha... POMPAN GILER!! I officially declare i love the pompan giler, mak cik KPO, pompan mentel and giler babi!! Hahahaha!! Giler babi?! Wth!! Hahahaha!!! We should have more of this again man. We should dine once in a while at least to release some stress.

Gosh! Hectic life it is. Can already hear the Early Childhood Advocates sighing a sigh of relieve after the electronic book assignments are over and done with. One more music and drama presentation, Principles and practices of classroom management test and we are done. Then i have Khatu to worry before handing up 3 assignments next year. Oh no, khatu is less than 2 weeks. Time to panic Yus and Lin! Wait cannot panic else it turn out worst. Its ok no matter what i have Lin and Lin you have me! AWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!! PON PON!!! Hahahaha... freaking hell that pon pon is like a definate word now after that long AWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!! Hahaha... two presentations just now. I think i suck at it. Firstly presenting our Maths activity then our CHN toy safety presenation. Don't know if i was good but Komala seems to be smiling away and oops i said 'PYAK'. Oopsy! Not purposely got sound effect. I'm praying hard that my report was relevant or something. Because among all my other group member mine seems the most nonsense one. Gees! At least a pass will do ar. Shucks!

It was so fun in school just now. Love my ECHians. Was crapping away with Miera and the gang also. Hahaha... i feel so blessed to be around wonderful advocates. I LOVE ECH!! Woo hoo!! Salsa cancel because of common test! Arghh!! Sabar jer. It's ok i had a great time just now with my girls. AWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!! PON PON!! Hahaha... love you girls la.

Ok going centre tommorrow. Need to have an early night. Hopefully that is, if i can go get some sleep. *sigh* Oh yes befpre i leave to all my friends who are having thier common test fever, ALL THE BEST YA! Twees!! =)

Bluek!

Lin is beside me and she makes me laugh till my stomach hurts and my eyes tear. And Nad is kpo-ing beside me and reading this entry aloud. NAD SEBOK yet I LOVE YOU!!! AWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!Okay a few more hours and i have to present CHN project. Done with submitting Curriculum Studies Electronic book. God i'm sleepy. Seriously sleepy. And i don't know why i just can't stop eating chocolates!! Whoah! Super nice! Haha... Okay i think my tagboard is flooding and something is happening there so i guess i better reply to them.

dear YvOnNe: Haha... you crazy toot la you! HYAK DUSH!! :-)

dear fanana: Hey thanks man. WOW! Talking about khatu just make me all pressurize. I'm sure Lin too! But i know ur there.... so we won't be as nervous...AWWW!!!

dear nisha: Liar liar pants on fire. Nisha i think you need a lie detectotr or something so people know you're lying. HAHA!!

dear eileen-ech: What's with the hoho and koko? KOKO CRUNCH?! Hahaha...

dear karma: Hey there, in life karma happens. It happens to everyone including you and me but anyways thanks for reminding me I appreciate your thoughts. If this is karma, i think its a good one because it has taught me that there are different kinds of people who exist in this world. I'm always open to learn from mistakes. Ya i sure do have to be careful with people around me now. I'm only human and human makes mistakes. Once again thanks for the advice. You make it so obvious though but since you are not putting your name, i respect it. =)

dear LiN: Haha... ya man who ehh? Its okay! I don't wanna know because i have you!! AWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!! PON PON!! =)

dear Just one BIG ASS *****: Haha... you people are so funny. Never mind lets have tagboard etiqutte here. HAHAHA! Nice nickname man!

dear Just one small ass *****: Haha this one another one. HYAK DUSH!! Thanks man! I love you not your small ass! Hahaha... dirty sia! DUSH!! Hahaha... =)

dear ika: IKA!! I'll try to pass it to you as and when i'm free ya. Twees!! =)

Hahaha... my dearest classmates are one hell of a clown. Never fail to make me laugh! Haha... love ya girls!! Okay people, i am too lazy to blog more. So i'm off.

Yikes!

Yikes! Everything is like so in a mess now. I shall not talk about school, quizzes and assignments because one word TIRED! I just can't wait for next week. can go relax for a while and watch some movies. After so long, i think i need some peace of mind and find some joy back again. Had enough and all i want is to live life to the fullest. No more tears just laughter again. I tried. It's hard but i have to. I remember i make a promise and so i would not break any. I will erase everything and leave it all as just beautiful memories. It may seem easy how i can carry on life but no one understands. It was never easy! NEVER. Sometimes i just feel like living in my past because i was much happier back then. Gees, knowing for the fact that i can't so i'm locking everything, throw away the keys and leave it far far away.

It feels so good talking with best friend on the phone again just now! Gosh! Its been really a long time since we last talk. Goodness, we have been such busy woman now. Don't even have time to meet. But its ok we still love each other the same! Right best friend?! Hahaha... Ahh!! Love ya la best friend. And today i ate roti prata with my family. My papa is super sweet la. Despite of his tiring day after work he brought mama and me for some prata late at night! Hahaha... been craving for it man! Yum yum!! Superbly nice! Haha! Besides prata i'm craving for MOVIES. I feel so outdated man. Haha.. MY polar bear wants to bring me to one soon. Looking forward for it ok my dear polar bear. Hahaha... gosh UBER TIRED la! Well okay enough, i wanna reply to my taggers already. I don't know what else to blog. Life's a bore. Gees...

dear polar bear: Hey, don't be moody already la dear. You moody how to make me laugh laugh and paise so much in the bus? Haha.. cheer up ya. Don' t worry my tiredness will tone down abit after next week when all assignments are done. Thanks for your concern ya! =)

dear hakim: Hahahahaha... umrah?! Haji tak leh ker? Hahaha! Owh hakim berg ehh. Kiter banyak hakim la awak. Confusing jugak nie. Haha... Tak la awak tak luper cumer forget jap jer. LOL! =p

dear LIN: Heyy thanks man girl. NADIA AND YUS surely love you guys to bits man!! Who else if not you, khai and alicia that have been there for us! Ahhh!!! Love you people la... MUACKZzzZZzz!!!! Lin thanks for the eyes whenever that person is detected though you shouldn't have take the trouble to do it! Hahaha!!!

dear nadia: Oi NAD! Love Lin only?! Susah i put something for you here you love her only! Hyak Dush! Hahaha! =)

dear tino0ot: Haha.. permission eh? Sila la! Kiter tak cerewet. Haha... Jangan malu2 ehh. Later kiter drop by awak nyer blog pulak yer. Twees! =)

dear eileen- ech: Hahaha... ya our masks are. It is so funny la how we mime it. Hahaha! Owh no dear Lin and Nad are two lazy toots no blog one. Dush them! Hahaha!

dear nisha: Oh my god nish! Liar liar pants on fire! Hahaha!!

dear gab: Oii what i nuts! Who's nuts here at my tagboard?! Nisha say you not nice already then shhh ok... right nisha... aww nish i love you! Lets not love Gab! Muackz! Hahahaha... LOL!! :-)

Ok i think i want to sleep. Can i say i had so much fun just now. Gosh you drive me crazy boy. Hahaha... Gees! =p

Assignments a killer!

Panda eyes worsening. Seriously! I will look my worst these few days. Assignments are stopping me from having my beauty sleep, wonderful shoppings or movies and more leisures. Piala Khatulistiwa is coming and wow i have yet to start anything about it. Seriously i have no bloody time for anything just because of assignments and presentations. I'm like frombeing sick to recovered and then falling sick again and then recovered and then fall sick again and now i lost my voice. That's scary because i bloody need my voice! Ish!! God! Now is Child's, health and nutrition presentation's stress. Hope we girls can manage it well and A's it ya?! Wah seriously stress out man. I wonder i handle it but thank god, Big book, Music and drama, transitions, SCV and Child development 1.2. Curriculum studies electronic book is going to be due soon and its half way done. So ya. I just wanna get over and done with every assignments. Oh yes, how wonderful can it be when there's still assingments not done and we have 3 other new assignments! GREAT! Gosh!! *pulls hair! This is so driving me insane. Seriously! I just can't stop whining because of all the work load. That makes me feel a little less better. WHINE! Hahaha... Lin and me have been whining and i believe its not only us. GRRRR!!!!!!

Ok enough la. So sick of assignments. Well, some people cheer me up a lot this few days. Sham's back. Haha... after 7 months and he drop by school for lunch again. Hahaha... so sweet to take all the trouble and especially when he miss one stop after the school bus stop! Hahahaha... that's so funny. He forgot to get down because he was talking with me on the phone. Haha!! Had fun talking with him as usual and i find out something shocking upon his return. Haha... which is so cool! And he's staying for more days this time. *evil laugh* Classmates are one bunch of lovelies!! Love them to bits. Lin have been crazy as usual. She just know how to make me laugh lik crazy after i cry. Far'ain have been a good mother who yelled at me when i get an sms! Hahaha... Khai and Alicia are good people to talk secrets!! Haha.. Nad? She's been busy over something. Guess we are both emotionally disturbed at the moment. Don't worry ya girl. we'll pull through and remember you always have US!! Awww...!! Haha, this one person also. Who have been a great company. You know who you are. Thanks for the accompanyment in everything. It's nice talking and sharing stuff with ya. Haha... you've been a good friend! Remember keep mum about the stuff at the MRT ya! DUSH!Hahaha! After a long rough and tough days, all you need is just a friend whom you can crap, share and laugh with! Love you people!

Oh yes! Did i say Salsa was wonderful, fantastic, fun, terricfic and hell I LOVE SALSA! Everyone there are just too friendly people. Love them! Gees! Looking forward for more salsa on Mondays! Woo Hoo!!! Okok, i lazy to update more so reply tags!! Haha.. .love my tagboard. It's so alive! Keep on tagging people. Love ya! =)

dear Hi_Far: Oh my glad i did ok! Thanks for your guidance though. Blanje jer... dah kejer kan buat hal dah keje! Haha... looking forward for next appointment babes. Twees!

dear ally: Thanks for tagging! =)

dear far'ain: Actually its not that long dear girl, its just that i'm replying the tags at my entry ya so it looks long. Hahaha...

dear eileen- ech: Hey, its ok everyone is managing it. Keep it up! hahaha... all the best for your presentations all ya. Btw i love ur SCV presentation! Hahaha!

dear YvOnNe: Hahaha! You TOOT kir! Touch my body that day! Funny ahh! DUSH! Hahaha!

dear faezah: Hahaha! Miss me ah! come come kiss me! Meh meh! Hahaha... See ya around soon ya! Twees!

dear nisha & gab: Okay girl don't fight! Hahaha... lets all love each other. I love you, you love me! We are happy family! With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you! Wouldn't you say you love me too?! Hahahah!! =)

dear hakim: Haha... hakim maner nie ehh? Haha... anyways thanks! :-)

dear kyn: A'ah thanks KYN!! Jangan kembang babe! Wahahah!

dear nana: Haha... nice to see you guys just now! Haha... eh ok what buat merepek is creativity! (step phillip koh!) Hahaha...

dear nadia: Hey girl! Cheers! We are always here for you! Love ya many many! =)

dear ozal: Haha! Hey read read! Please do if you don't find it a bore! Haha... =)

Alright so i think i need some rest now. Off to bed.. whoah!! I miss my bed so much la! Gosh! I wanna give her a big hug now... *Yus jumps to bed.. WOO HOO*

WEE!!!

Wow! After 7 months and we see each other again. Yup! He's back. Haha! Glad to meet him again with his battalion. Haha! Been mugging the whole weekend with Lin doing the big book. Aluhumdulilah its done now. The report eveything. Untill i realised i have yet to finish up my transitions assignment. Just one part of it which is the suggestions for improvement. I thought i'm like done with it. Damn! Need to find time to finish it up. Tommorrow's fisrt lesson at salsa which means ends late. Ahh!! Panic panic Yus! Haha! Wah super tired la today but owh wells had fun. With Lin as staying over and all. Ahhh! Love ya many many Lin! Thanks ya for staying over. Hopefully we will Ace the big book! If not!! You should know what i'm going to do with that pair of big round eyes of hers! Haha!

Oh yes. Had an embarrassing moment all because of him! Gosh! Paise paise and i got a new sandals! Hahahahaha!!! Okay, this part some people understand some people don't. Haha! Ahhh... love today la. I'm tired of crying. I need more laughters. Okay short entry for now. I still have some touch up to do on the big book. Just at the time man! Ok before i go. Just a few replies for my taggers! Muackz muackz! =)

dear YvOnNe: Heyy! You lazy bum! Ask me run and then you wait at the ending point only. Not kick, no challenge one you! Hahaha... How to developed you gross motor skills?! Hahaha!

dear eileen- ech: Haha!Because you pretty what! I'm right. Ehh ya lor so stress! Now have to worry about CHN la! Gosh!! Going insane with all this assignments. Oh yes i am not done with CS electronic also. ISH!

dear nisha: Halo nisha! Hey i'm fine babe! Hows you?! =)

dear Ika: Evil sia ika laugh until like that! Hahaha! Yes i'm back... suker tak suker tak? Hee...

dear bEst fWen: Eyy... too bad la best fren! Andre loves me too much taht he proposed me. Haha! Maybe more than how Dan loves you! Muahahahahahaha! You take care too la ehh! :-)

dear nasri: Nopez, with the help of a dear friend and yes i got adobe. Why?!

dear LiN: Lin, you sound so wrong! Hahaha! No people we didn't do anything!!! Hahahaha! Lin later got somebody jealous tau you keep hugging me! Hahahaha!!

dear miera: MIERA MIERA MIERA MIERA!! Rindu banget deh sama lo!! Hahaha!! Hows big book girl! Heh heh! Hey ya man miss chatting with ya too. Don't worry i'll crap with you so much that i'll start to irritate you more now. Okay babes?! Hahaha! Looking good? Me?! Not me its you!! Can i date you?! *evil laugh*

Ok people, i'm dead beat! See ya!

Exhausted!

Oh my. These few weeks have really been a hectic one. Assingments killing and now i just got back from henna appointment with Haifa Noorin. It's been a while since i last touch henna and doing it on someone. And suddenly to a bride. Wow! It's really something scary. Scared that the bride won't like it or not satisfying or anything. Wow! Really scary but oh well i think i did fine. Right Sis?! It's the first time i did the feet. So i think i did pretty ok la for a first timer. Scary and tiring because i was sneezing all the time when i was doing it. How frustrating. I was recovering untill the people there have to smoke in the house. Makes my condition all worst again! Can hardly breath when doing my job. Goodness! One hell of a time man.

Went to school just now for group discussion for Principles and practices of classroom management assignments. Done with it. Now big book! Gosh tmr and the day after next will be another one hell of a time. Lin's staying have to stay over my house to complete the big book. Tuesday is the dateline and we have yet to do half of the big. God this is so rushing. a big ahout out to Lin's mum for allowing her to stay over at my house. I know she's not reading it so Lin your job to tell your mum that i'm telling the whole world that, 'I LOVE YOU CIK!!' Haha... Lin's mum is so sweet la. She cook for me so much nugget when i was at her house doing big book last week. Hahaha... Thanks cik! Love you many many! So Yus will be super busy this weekend. Weekend is so burn with assignments. Even next week i guess. We haven't even start thinking about our Child's, health and nutrition presentation. GREAT!

So many things to do yet so little time. God! I need some movies or shopping or something. Somebody already book me for some movie at Vivo City where the both of us never been there before. Haha... don't forget ok! If you forget... DUSH!!! I need some fresh air to at least rush some air to breath. Too tight already. So tired. Gees. And my polar bear is uber upset and angry today. Hope i can chher you up here ya. To my polar bear... here... *hugs and kisses* Haha... CHEERS! =)

Maybe everything happens for a reason. After everything, it just proves to me who you really are and that you ain't the one. I don't know what stops myself from moving on after everything. Gosh you really are something. I don't know if i should thank you or not for entering my life. Best wishes to you and may you not break anymore hearts, ever. I know you wouldn't because it's only my heart that deserve to break and shatter to pieces. NOw it's shattered i will slowly try to find the peces bit by bit to form the shape again.

Okay so lets REPLY TAGGIES!! I loike!! Hahaha...

dear kyn: Alah if i tell you straight no fun ah babe. Haha... so dah ffind out so... CHEERS! Haha... =) Kyn kyn... kau rindu aku tak?!! *blink eyes*

dear blink2: Haha... insya'allah. Kyn told me who you already! Suelastri kan? Haha... but actually i don't know who are you so looking forward to see you one day ya. Hee...

dear YvOnNe: Haha... won't de la! You come after me i run and then you tired you stop! Hahaha!! Yvonne siao! =)

dear eileen- ech: Wah elieen so pretty!! Haha... thanks gerl! =)

dear gab: Gabbie, your more than welcome to flood my tagboard becuase there's always a delete button for me to click. It's either i'm not lazy enough to all that. Else i'll leave it and laugh at it! Hahahaha...

Okay i'm tired i need some rest before mugging the whole day tommorrow with Lin. So i'm off people. See ya!

Busy Bee!

I can't believe it i'm updating my blog in school. I'm at alumni now. We are having our BreakLunNerPer. Which means, breakfast + Lunch + Dinner + Supper before we continue to discuss our group assignments. Usually i will only update my blog at home. Nowadays when i reach home, i don't even have time to eat. Down with so many assignments. And so many things to finish up. Especially big book. Lin and me have so so so many drawings and colourings to finish up. Hopefuly we can finish it up. SCV presentation is done and it was said to be a very well done. Our miiming was good. Like its quite shocking to hear that. We hardly have the time to practise. But owh well. Its well done. So cheers to Alicia,Li Yu, Lin, Khai, Nad and Yus. Doing the props was a little hard though but it pays off!! Yay!!

I'm falling sick again!! Oh my god. I don't understand why, i'm falling sick so easily nowadays. I'm sneezing and sneezing. Coughing and coughing. Panda eyes appearing. Gees, everything about me is worsening now. Seriously. What's wrong with me?! I couldn't even get to sleep early nowadays. Ok that explains the panda eyes. I'm forcing myself to sleep now because i need some rest and i can't aford to be sick. Lin needs me for big book, Sis Haifa needs me for inai appointment with pengantin and a lot more other work to settle. Gees! No Yus, you have to pick yourselve up and don't fall sick! Forget about everything. Clear your mind and freaking hell get some sleep. Someone told me i've change. I'm faking more smiles nowadays. I was never like this. Well, yeah. I'm sorry for who i become now. Its the first time i'm feeling this way. Its easy to forgive but never easy to forget. What's left are memories. Yes they hurt yet its the only thing that kept me going till now. Don't worry Yus will not change so much. She'll laugh so much and irritate you again.

Hopefully going to get an early sleep tonight. This hard to breathe thingy is getting on my nerves! Arggh!! Hate being sick la. Like i told Lin just now. Everything around me sucks so bad now. Nothing interesting. God! If not assignments, its that crap that bothers me. Hell it sucks!

Okay this is to whoever it may concern. I'm sorry if i can't reciprocate how you feel towards me. Yus have become so so stone hearted now. She suddenly hates to open her heart to anyone at the moment. She opened it once and somehow someone have to shut it off tight. So hopefully it will try to open up again. But well, its just not that fast ya. The sweet words are not working anymore. Prove it. So ya. I'm sorry about that. I'll always treasure the friendship comes what may! =)

You know what people, you know what i love most about my blog? Its the tagboard. Love your taggies people. Now let me reply your taggies here ya!

dear best fwen: Hey, you mean Andre?! Haha! Sweet boy he is. He's ythe first to propose to me don't ya think so? Haha...

dear tino0ot: Hey thanks for reading my dear. Come by often ya. =)

dear far'ain: What?! I thought you said you always feel old? Haha, but it's ok what! You are always young at heart and he always going to like you! Hahaha...you know who's the HE! Hahaha... you pretty lady!!!

dear gab: Haha... thanks gab. Do come by and read it i you wanna ya. Warn you, it will never be as interesting! Hahaha... love u babe!

dear zakiah: Hey girl! You ar elinked too! =)

dear blink2: Helo awak. Awak saper awak?! Namer awak yang sedap tu saper?! Hahaha, looking forward for it to. Hopefully i will make a good emcee ya. Cheers!=)

dear YvOnne: Hey! Sorry just now spell your name wrongly at our props! Twees! :-)

So okay everybody's tags replied. Its so good to know that thereare still people who are interested aboutmy life now. And its nice to know are happy that i'm back blogginh. THanks ya people.You rock my world! Love ya!! Ok i shall tke leave now. See ya!

I'm back!

WARNING! A LONG ENTRY! SCRAM TO THOSE WHO ARE NOT INTERESTED!

Wow people, i'm back from a long hiatus. Its been one month and 11 days since i last blogged and a lot of my dear friends out there have been yelling at me to be back and blog fast. So people i'm back. Firstly a shout out to KYN dear for the wonderful layout of my choice and of course your creativity. Since i've been on hiatus for so long i think its only right to have a new skin so to blog on a new atmosphere. Since my life's changing why not the layout. Basically, my life wasn't interesting at all these past few weeks and months. It has been the lowest point of my life. Rought time for me. Seriously it has that i think if i blog, my whole post will be a dull, sad and boring one which most of you will not bother to even come to my blog. So i decided not to blog and get some peace of mined. Unfortunately, it doesn't help a single bit.

Yup, i'm not ok. I was utterly upset and mostly disappointed. After so long and now i got to know all truths. I was patient in findg in out and i think it paid off. Truth hurts ya but its better for me to know the truths rather than knowing all the lies. Yes it hurts. It hurts so bad but i got to live with it now. Knowing the truth, i felt as though i was being fooled. I felt so dumb and stupid to fall for it. I don't know why i allow myself to fall so deep. Maybe i dream too much, maybe we planned too much and maybe i hope too much. Now that it all shattered, my heart breaks and there's no more turning back. When its break it breaks and there's no such thing as mending it again because i don't believe in falling for the second time. I never felt like this before. That's why i felt like shit. I felt uber sad. I tear so much. I pretend to laugh so much. I fake to smile so much. Owh well, there's no point dwelling over it i know but i think this is the best way to let go of my feelings. I can keep it to myself which i already did but i feel a little better this way. I felt alone. I never thought i can be this alone, disappointed, sad and stupid! I'm like seriously dumb and stupid to fall for the sweet words. Goodness but i'm sure its not a mistake for me to have fall but that person mistake to make me fall. Owh well, no one to blame but me. So forget it. That person move on so what keeps me from moving on. So YUS freaking move on and forget everything.

Sometimes its easier said than done but nomatter what i have to forget about everything. The sweet and the sour. Wow, sounds more like a dish! Haha... *sigh* Life's so complicated, when we want it turn out to be on the left it goes to the right. When we want it to the right it goes to the left. What the hell! So frustrating, yet its all for me to learn in life. Sometimes i ca't help to not accept what happened bacuase i just hate failures but gradually i learn to accept and change or improve on it. I have to apologise to certain people for my change these days. I've turn into a more daydreaming kindda person i don't know why. Been a bit of a bad tempered to brother. Sorry bro! And Qingling dear, thanks for your concern dear. I'm perfectly fine. =) Its touching that you notice my change and was being so concern. Thanks babe. You missed the old Yus you know while Yus misses the times we had together when we were going dance. Aww... haha!! Love ya girl!

Yus will be back. She will. She will laugh again and be as cheerful again. No doubt about that ya. Like the saying goes, time heal all wounds. Haha! Throughout my rough days there's people who simply brightens my day again. I don't know how else to thank you people but i hope you understands that i appreciate you guys so much! You've been a great help, listener and of course a dear friend! Firstly to my closes t people in ECH! Nad, Khai, Alicia and of course LIN!!!! Thanks girl for always being there for me. Thanks for understanding. To Lin, you should know i don't know how else to thank you! Love ya lots babes. Without you i think my poly life will be as boring as ever. I'm glad you found your special someone and i hope it will last ya girl. Just don't forget me. Hahaha... Muackies girls!! Then there's this boy. I shall not reveal the name. You should know who you are. Thanks for being such a great friend. Seriously! You are the only guy whom i think don't expect anything in return while we are messaging. I don't know how to explain this but i just thank god i have a great friend like you. Hope our friendship will be as beautiful as days goes by ya. We shall both find our right one and laugh at each other! Hahahaha!! Lame us! But seriously, i hope you will be brave enough to tell her how serious you are with her ya. I'm sure you will find your courage soon. Its just not the right time. Don't ever give up ya. Don't rush things else you start to woo the girl and only breaks her hurt after that.

Then of course save the best for the last. The best friend! God knows how much i miss her. We hardly have time for each other but yes we are always near at heart! Love ya best friend. Thanks for being there for me all these while. Thanks for tolerating my life's shit. I'm sorry if i have not been the best friend you always knew. Suddenly i'm all weak inside. YOu should know better why is it so right. We'll meet up for a great dinner and sharing session again ya best friend!! Love ya to bits!!*hugs*

Life been so hectic. Disturbing me emotionally and i fall sick easily nowadays and i think i am falling sick again. Owh please don't i have too many assignments to even have time to be sick and get some rest. 7 modules. 7 Assignments or projects. Physical and Cognitive Development assignment down. I still have Language arts big book with Lin, Curriculum Studies Electronic story and portfolio, Child, Health Nutrition presentation, Music and Drama musical assignments, Principles and practices of classroom managemnet anecdotal record on transitions and SCV presentation. Till now i don't know what SCV unless i refer to my module outline. Hahaha!! Super tiring. I don't even have time for my family or my own leisure because of assignments. I swear! I just finish my Music and Drama assignment and that's why i'm blogging.

Hari raya over and its not a good raya for me. Its just a so-so. Wasn't in a mood at all but of course i still celebrate it. LIKE DUH! Haha... how can i not. Gosh i'm so exhausted. So many things to think of. I didn't even get enough sleep. Panda eyes showing. Goodness! So stressed out la. I need some movies or pool or ice-cream or some shopping!! So tired of assignments and problems. Someone save me!!! BRING ME OUT PLEASE!!! Its already so upsetting that i did not spend my special day with anyone because i was stupidly waiting for that someone to ask me out so PEOPLE DATE ME!! Regardless if you are female or male. But female better so we can gossip maybe! Hahahaha... but not now man now i'm too stuck with assignments. Gosh!! When is this ending?

Ok maybe i'll end here for now. Long enough! Kyn happy tak?! Hahaha... will update again as and when i'm free. Going centre tommorrow and going to see Andre who never stop kissing me all over. Hahaha.. He still wants to marry me. How sweet! Hahaha... and my polar bear i wonder why his been poking and poking. But i enjoy the embarrassign part whenever we are on the bus talking about stupid stuff together. Been a long time since i laugh like that you know. Thanks for that. Muacks!! Hahaha... your kiss that i owe as what you always say! Hahaha...

OK i'm tired and i'm off!

Now i understand why people say

'when you love sombody you

just want to see them happy'

I just want to see you happy

& that's all that matter to me!