Yada Yada! =P

Boo!! I'm going to make this a quick one because i'm kindda sleepy and i'm going teaching in a few hours time. Sleepy yet i'm up to do some updating because, i just feel like it. Haha... maybe pictures can do half of the upating today. Hee... so on Friday i went to watch MR BEAN THE HOLIDAY with nini and the boyfriend. The movie was okay! Mr Bean, ever so funny! Thanks to the boyfriend who brouht nini to play arcade and guess what people he lost playing the Mario go cart game. Hahaha... nevetherless he won daytona. Ahh... he won by luck i could have won. Give him chance only. Hahaha... Thanks sweetheart for the interesting day! Love ya so much!!

So on the 31st of March is Papa's birthday!! See the birthday boy is so overwhelmed when he gets fed by the lover! Hahaha.. Happy Birthday papa! I bought for papa a cake as a birthday present. As usual see, its CHOCOLATE CRAVINGS!! Yum yum!! Papa love it! And on this very day also the dearest cousin called HAIFA NOORIN turns a year OLDER!! Haha... gees! She have to slowly accept the fact that she's old. It's ok kak, we're here to help you with it. Haha... Happy Birthdy Kak!! So that's her!! Before we celebrated papa's birthday at home, i went to town to but some make up from Red Earth. Thanks to kak ida by the way! The things i bought!
Hee... Gees! Apology to the boyfriend becase i think he's all tired with me shopping. After all that walking around i still have yet to get myself a pair of shoes that i intend to get one on that day. Gees... Sorry sweetheart. Went to bring the hungry gost to have lunch at Swensen! Like amzingly se fnish up her fish and chips this time and i'm the one who didn't finish up my curry chicken baked rice. Gees... and guess who's the hungry ghost is. There, she's the one! Hahahaha...

And then we have ice cream!! Like yessa after so long of coughing i had ice-cream again! Haha... but i am still craving for tha Nestle Drumstick with Kit Kat! The avert is like cheating my feelings la. I can'ts seem to fnd it at any shops. Gees... =( I so wanna have it. But it's oka i already had it with the boyfriend some more! BONUS YUM! Hahaha... That's the after math of ICE-CREAM HUNRY GHOST! Hahaha...

Hopefully no cooughing or whatsoeve after this. Haha... Damn it la i'm attack by 3 ulcersin my mouth la! Ishk!! Super irritating can?! Urgh!!! I can't even eat properly now!! I want that KITKAT ice-cream! *sob sob*


And so went to meet Di at JP. My mum invited him for dinner at home. Haha... i think the family misses him already he's like 'SO' bsy now! Haha... so we had dinner at home!! Wait!! Papa gets a present from the boyfriend, di and mak cu! Both of them getfr him the same thing! A watch! Hahaha... what a co-incident. So papa have 2 new watches now!

And so mama cooked her ever so nice chicken rice!! Hahaha... Delicious right! Yum!!

So overall i wanna thank the boyfriend who took off to spendthe day with me. Thanks a bunch sweetheart! You really make my day! Thnks for everything! Muackz Muackz! Love ya loads!


And so after so long! Really, its really such long time i went to jmputan! It's a not so close relatives butya i know them and its abang imran's sister's wedding. So ya i went t 2 wddings today! I met the cousins afer so long. Miss them! Long time no get togther! I think i'll just let the pictures do the talking la ah! Lazy to type!

Actually there's more la but i'm just plain lazy to eit it and update it here. Hee... okay so ya i'm tired! Sorry for spelling mistaes or even if whatever is say is un-understandable. I guess i pretty much shutting me eyes already! Teaching the ever so ineteresting people on earth tommorrow! The primary ONEs!! Whoah! Hopefully the are well-behaved enough so that i dnt have to tal to much because ofmy ulcers Gees... And what the hell boyfriend's hndphone is giving him one heck of a problem! Attitude sia! I'm so going to mke one hell of a havoc if i can't get to message him the whole day tommorrow! Haha... BRAT!Anywyas i think i so have to leave now else i can't bloody wake up tommorrow! Have a nice day ahead beautiful people! <3

Bad day!

I've arrived to a conclusion that 25th March 2007 and 26th March 2007 is a very BAD day! It's the boyfriend's off but i guess it's not all worth it afterall. For some idiotic reasons which is so frustratng, irritatng and so ruining both our moods for the day. I feel so bad and guilty towards the boyfriend. I'm sorry sweetheart for how the day has turn out to be. I'm really sorry. Miss this boy so much la. But owh well, it was still nice because t's the first time we ever go for breakfast together. Hahaha.. Love you sweetheart! Muackz!!! And he sent me to school just now! Hee... gosh love him to bits. Taught primary one just now. Gloria's class and she keeps calling me 'Teacher Liza' but was scolded by one of the teacher because she have to start calling me Ms Liza. What to do she's no longer in childcare. And did i say Andre is in that school i will be taking his class next week. Can't imagine how's he's going to kiss my hand and hug me again and again like just now again. Sweet boy!!! Love those children! Enjoy teaching but not the day. Can't stop thinking of him. I miss him la! Okay no mood to blog more. Just replying your tags yah!

dear nish: Oops sorry Nish i couldn't make it to the gathering. Hee...

dear LiN: Aku lum kasi kau gambar eh? Oopsy...

dear Far'ain: See you in year 2 with more craps babes! Twees! =)

dear adam: Hallo! Teaching ok! But not if i have to take 2/6! Serious, KILLER seh! Hahaha...

dear ehhren: Hey ya!! Aiyo read my entry to know how it goes! Hahaha...

dear best fwen: Owh well, since way my hair is thick anyways. It always look bald! LOL!! And yesh you sure have to tell me babe! Haha... can't wait to hear them like how we used to do it in sec 3! LOL!! =)

dear sok leng: Haha... thanks girl! See ya soon!! Take care!

dear liyu: Huh?! Li yu i'm confused... Stanley? Which Stanley? Aand yes, that's Aaron Chan Jun Hon!! Hahaha...

dear naq: Hey girl! Long time no see you! Miss ya too babes!!! *hugs*

dear YvOnNe: You are the naughty one ok! Haha...

dear nas: Thanks ehh! Done your tag!

dear sky: Welcomes ehh!! Hahaha...

dear ads: Re-link done! Twees! =)

dear ika: Tu tanda nyer syg babe! Hahaha...

dear ...: Hey it would be nice if you put your name la since you are so concern. Should thank you for that right. And yah don't jump to conclusion. Haha... and no need the sorries! cheers!

dear su*: Haha... i'm doing fine too babes! Kesian tu wawan... faster faster help him heal la. With you around skali he can run already. Haha... take care sweety!!

So yes i have nothing to blog because my mood is super destroyed. Toodles people! =)

Another episode of FRUSTRATION!!!!

URGH!!!

I so miss my sweetheart!!!

So wanna meet him!!!

I'm like so freaking piss la!!!
And i don't need to tell my reason for feeling this way!!

And to that whoever you are who tagged my tagboard!!

Thanks for your advice but NO!!!

My previous post has nothing to do with my boyfriend!!

We are doing fine!!

I STILL LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!

Can't i have other problems beside relationship problems!!!

Don't just jump to conclusions man!!

GOODNESS!!!

And i'm as frustrated today also not because of my dearest boyfriend!!

He can never fail to make me smile!!

Don't have to worry about that!!

Goodness, it spoils my mood even more!!

IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And i miss my boyfriend to bits!!!

25th March is a BAD day! =(

Good Morning!

Good morning all you beautiful people. =)

I am really not in a mood actually. My brain is whirling like a spinning ball now. For some reasons i feel that i'm so useless. For some reasons i feel i don deserve YOU. For some reasons i feel that i'm really BAD, like REALLY! For some reasons, i feel i'm such a dissappointment. For some reasons i feel like i'm good for nothing. For some reasons, i feel i'm a failure. For some reasons, i feel i don't deserve your trust. For some reasons, i feel i don't deserve to be loved. For some reasons, i just feel this way.

Okay i just feel like venting all this at my blog. I'm so upset and disappointed at myself. For once i think i'm such a failure though i achieve whatever i work for. Suddenly i feel i don't deserve all this beautiful things given to me. Suddenly i'm scared of losing what i've got. Suddenly, i am a sad girl. I'm so upset with myself. I'm sorry. =(

Beautiful Exhaustion

Its been a nice 3 days teaching primary 1/6 at Boon Lay Garden Primary School. Those cute little people. Though they make me raise my voice to the maximum, though they tire me so bad, though they make me mad or whatever i still love teaching them. Seriously it's tough, at times i don't know how i handle it but i enjoy it too. Just this one primary 2 class really drive me nuts. My primary 1s are still the best!! Overall i love what i'm doing. =)

Well, i jus feel like updating about what i did last Sunday. Haha... yo know why because for the first time i played kite. Like wow! 18 years of life and this is my first time playing kite. It was ok la but i didn't really really really enjoy it. It was impressive how it can go so far and up high but after that it was just seeing and holding on to it. So i guess, it was kindda boring. Not my kindda thing till i will make it as a hobby. Haha... so once in a while maybe it's ok! Should try it with the boyfriend some day. And guess what i saw AFINI! Haha... been a long time since i saw that girl. We were like so shocked to see each other. She was there to try on her kite that cannot fly for some school project. Hahaha... Okay i shall let the pictures to do the talking. Hee...


So the family then decided to just sit down and relax at Marina Pier to watch the ships after flying the kites. Went up the roof garden and just watch the ship moves. I don't really quite enjoy it though. Like what the hell i think, i'm beginning to hate the ship and the sea a lot. They are like the culprit who will always separate my sweetheart and me. Hate it so much la!! Urgh! I don't wanna talk about it. I just feel like killing the creators of ships!!! URGH!!! So i was bored looking at that damn ships i begin to start the ball rolling by snapping snapping pictures. Haha...

So this brother of mine is sick. Get well soon bro. By the way he is the culprit who give the idea to go to that ship port. Urgh! But thanks for the bbq chicken wings at East Coast at night. I loike!! =)

So definately the one and only beloved parents!! Stupid wind mess up my hair when this picture is taken!! Grr...

Thanks a bunch to the boyfriend who came to fetch me home after that. Miss him so much and i got to see him again!! Yayness!!!! Thanks sweetheart for coming all the way plus after a long day at work somemore! Love you loads!! Muacckkss!!! Went to meet best friend just now also. Did some catching up. It's fun. It's been such a long time since we meet up and talk like that. Miss those times. Hope to do this often. Actually i am too tired to blog more. But i've been tagged by my dearest cousin so i guess i'll have to do it. So cousin here goes:

RULES: Each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of their own 6 idiosyncrasies as well as clearly state this rule. after you state your 6 weirdness you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their multiply id (ataupun yg sewaktu dgnnye) at the bottom of your blog. don’t forget to leave a comment that says "you’re tagged" in their comments and tell them to read your blog for information as to what it means..

1. I brought my handphone to the toilet if i have to just so i would't miss my boyfriend's break time when we are messaging. Since he have ONE hour break only.
2. At times when i'm frustrated over something i'll on fast music and dance like a crazy woman and i fall a lot of times during that process.
3. I never cut my fingernails! I BITE!! *winks*
4. When my mum scolded me for messing up my toys when i was around 4, she threathen me to throw my toys if i don clean it up and i really threw it down the bin and my poor papa have to go find it at the rubbish bin because that doll is expensive at that time. Hahaha!
5. I purposely turn on the voume to the loudest when i watched bollywood songs whenever my neighbour opens her door because he voice is just so loud. Louder than my stereo sound speaker! Haha... oopsy sorry ah! Pecah rahsia!
6. For some reasons i enjoy talking to my teddies whenever i feel so pissed over something. Maybe the boyfriend knows but not most of my friends. But hey, i'm not that insane ok. My brain is still working. I know bears are NON-LIVING things. Hee!

Okay okay,NOW its my turn to tag.

1. Best fren!
2. Far'ain
3. Kyn
4. Ika
5. Aaron
6. Elias

Okay i guess i have to reply to my taggers next entry because i think i need my beauty sleep alreay. The boyfriend has bee asking me to sleep early. My panda eyes is worsening. Gees!! Ok i'm out! Twees!!

Lovely Simple Day!

Surprise works!!! The plan is successful! Haha... nah it was just a simple surprise for the boyfriend. So the plan was, to cook for him his favourite food that is curry chicken. Hee.. so yeah i did! Hahaha... don't know if its nice or not but yah i cooked for him! *paise* And i did roti kirai for him also. Or others might recognise it as roti jala or roti renjis. Or whatever roti la but i made it with my own hands and hardwork! Haha... i'm like so proud of myself. And it came across me now that why didn't i snap the picture of the foods eh! Ishk!! I was too busy i guess that i forget too. After cooking rushed to tuition at 4 and then have to lied to sweetheart that i can't meet him to give him a surprise visit at his house. What was panicky was he was sleeping. Like would open his door. This means his darling grilfriend (his granny) have to open the door. Like gees... paise paise!! Hahaha.... but yah everything was settle and he is definately shock to see me at his house. Hahaha... his first words... "What the hell?!" Hahaha... he is sure shocked. Hahaha... Hopefully he like it.

Sorry sweetheart, it wasn't as wonderful as the day you plan for me a month ago. Where you go down on you knees and all! God, that was awesome! Can never forget that very moment! I had a great day just by meeting him. Haha... and his darling girlfriend is super nice to serve me nice food. Hee... his mum also! Gees... people at his house is just so wonderful! I loike i loike!! See!! How can i not love him so much right?! Ishk!! =)

By the way Hanafi was the first to taste my food and to hear the comments about the taste was super scary! The fear is like when you are waiting for your exam results. Ahh like that arh!! Hahahahaha.... but okay he says its ok! Thank God! Sweetheart says its ok also just a little masin! Hahaha... but its ok! Yah like he say, i can do better next time. Hahaha...so in all i had a lovely simple day!!! Thanks to you sweetheart! I am a happy girl on the 20th March 07 who loves hisham!!! Hee... So i'm off!! Toodles!

YOU & only YOU!

For he is the one who have won my heart.

For he is the one who never fail to make me smile.

For he is the one who adds fear and tears in my life in the best way ever.
For he is the one who never fails to be there for me in times of need and understand.
For he is the one who make my fairy tale love story comes to reality.

For he is the reason for me to open up my heart and love again.
For he is the one who i am madly, insanely & crazy about.
For he is my love, my only hope!
For I love you & only you Sweetheart!

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So yah, it's the 20th March. It marks exactly a month and i don't know why but i'm like just super happy as though i'm on cloud nine. Maybe because i have never been in love. So yah! Maybe you people might just say its like only one month, but well to me it does makes a different even if its only one minute with your love ones. Hee... and to spend this whole month with him is definately the best days of my life. I did fall for someone before him and that's when every complication begins. That's when everyone thinks that what happen was way to fast but nobody knows the real truth except us. Never thought anyone can open up the heart again but he's the one who manage to open up this heart again. Guess, the previous one wasn't love huh! But whatever it is, all i know now is i am crazy, so much so i'm falling deeper and deeper with this boy name HISHAM!!!

I don't know what is love but i am sure that i am falling all over heels for him!! Gees... to you boy, i am sorry for whatever happens so far and thank you so much for whatever you have done for me. I really really appreaciate it. If by any chance i ever hurt you without me realising it. I'm so sorry ya! Thanks for appearing in my life sweetheart. I thank God for that! I may not be the best girlfriend but i can definately be the best person to shower you with endless love. Hee... ahh! I'm bad at words la!! Just love you la sayang! Hahaha.... Thanks for that extremely great reward last saturday! Okay i am proudly making an anannouncement here that YUS have already watched MUSIC & LYRICS!! Hahaha... nice movie. Thanks to the boyfriend for the wonderful reward! Love it loads. And definately the day was awesome. Thanks so much love! And guess what we just discover one thing. Park Mall is sooo the no fun! Nothing except for furnitures. Like huh?! Hahaha... but it was nice walking aimlessly with him. Because it leads us to each others heart. Hee... It was such a beautiful day especially when i went to his place after that. His family is super nice. His parents is so super fun & awesome. Love his family. Love talking with them. Just don't wish to stop talking oce started. I just wanna sit down and talk and talk and talk with the mum and dad and not forgetting the siblings. Hahaha...Miss his mum! After so long i get to see her and talk and talk with her again. His girlfriend also! Ahhh... i so love his family la!!! The most beautiful and friendly people i've known!! Love them and love him loads!!!

I'm so crazy i think i'm going to take leave now before i turn wild! Haha... Ok last last, i so LOVE my Hisham!!! Hee... Muackz!!!

Blog blog blog...

Hello people! I think today is the right time to do proper blogging! =) A lot of things happened and thus there's a lot of sharing to do today. Hee... So i guess let's start.

Results

Results was okay actually. I thought i did worst than that because i think for this semester i don't do quite well for projects and exams. Exams because during second paper my uncle was warded so there was a little bit of problem with the time to study. Considering that my course needs to memorise a lot of theory and which i really sucks at memorising work, i guess okaylah. My results was just okay. Still bye bye to gpa 3.3 because i got 3.1. Haish, but actually i didn't expect that. Seriously i thought i'm going to get at least at 2.8 or something. So yah whatever it is i'm just happy i don't have to retake any module. But definately i hope to do better for year 2! Year 2?! I'm going to be in year 2 already?! Kindda fast. I feel it's just like yesterday i entered Ngee Ann. First time see Khai, Nad and Lin! Ishk! Time really flies man!

Gema Puisi Artistik'07

CONGRATULATIONS to NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC, SRI NADI!!!!

I am so proud of Sri Nadi! They came in champion for Gema Puisi Artistik 2007 that is held at Nanyang Junior College on Saturday, the 10th of March. Yeap Sydi's birthday! He went too so we went for some makan2 and some chilling out after that! Luqman is definately a joker. Never fail to make us laugh with his lame remarks.For example, we were in the lift and suddenly he said,"Eh korang, ader orang tengah tegok kiter!" And we were like huh? And he pointed tuu! And guess what! A DINOSAUR! Like wow!! It's an ORANG!!! Hahaha... and then we were walking and he was like, "Eh asap asap!!" And of course it didn't stop just there. His crap went on and on! Hahaha... he keep us entertain! BAIK MAN!!! Hahaha... "Baik baik sumer baik takder yang tak baik!" Hahaha... one of the audience who was sitting behind us said this. Hahaha... funny! Overall, GPA was fun! Interesting. And what more adding on to it my school won!! MCC won!! I'm so happy!! Congrats to the people involve!! Especially Sri Nadi!!! Congrats many many!!! All the best for upcoming events ya! And on this very day i am the happiest girl!! Hee... thanks to the boyfriend who takes off just for the day! Love you sweetheart! Thanks for the day, i definately enjoyed myself.

Sab's 19th Birthday Bash!

So on the 13th of March, i plan a tiny winy surprise party for the best friend. Thanks to CE who supported my plan and best friend's mum also! And so the surprise went smoothly. I neve did any surprise party or anything. So glad it was ok. Hahaha.. best friend totally had no idea about it. Hopefully she likes it. And we didn't hve time to go out and celebrate for our friendship day also so hopefully she like what i did for her and the presents. Hee...So long since i last meet CE and we get to meet again! What can be more wonderful than that!! Love ya girls!! Thanks for they day! Next coming up, movie marathon on Saturday! Looking forward for it. And i apologise to the boyfriend who was dragged by Sab to be there also. Ish, so sorry sweetheart. <3

So yes, basically that's the highlights of my days. Haha... and i'm still waiting for that beautiful reward from the boyfriend on Friday!! Hur hur!! So dying to meet him again and to watch Music and Lyrics!!! Hee... the best reward ever. Haha... and okay i am proud to say that i make EPOK2 yesterday! Hahaha... quite nice la how i shape it to look like epok2! Wahahaha... Ok ok my tagboard is full and i love it. So here's the replies:

dear Eileen: Haha... ya la eileen good girl, Von's definately NOT! Hee... and eileen, i will relink you soon yah! Twees!!

dear liyu: Thnks girl for the well wishes. I applied. =)

dear nish: Awwww.... nish!! So touching la!! Miss you many many!!

dear ika: Hey hey thanks for dropping by! Take care too pretty! =)

dear adam: And thanks ehh adam you got to give her my number when i am still in bed! Haha... sabar jer!! Haha...

dear YvOnNe: Hahaha... part and parcel of life babes! Hahaha... *winks* *high 5 Eileen!!*

dear LiN: Heyy ya ya!! Ngee Ann Won!!! Hahaha... thanks to you too beb!! I had loads of fun too!! Love ya girl! Eh eh...asap asap!! Hahahahahaha...

dear Far'ain: Hey thanks girl!! You too!! Hee...

dear kyn: Hey, dah pandai ah! Dah maju beb!! Thanks girl and sorry i didn't inform you. Hee.. thought you knew! Twees...

dear nas: Eh please eh, the presence of busuk will make him love me more! Wahahahahahahaha!! And com'on i'm only 8! No big deal! =)

So DONE!! Before i end my entry! A belated birtday wish to the other bestie. Mr Aaron Chan Jun Hon!!! Actually i wish him right on time la. 12 midnight wish already! Just wanna wish him here again! Hee... So yah!! God bless you boy!! =)

Okay, kindda long entry already huh! Then i shall take my leave! Beautiful day people! =)

Urgh!

BUMMER!!!!

RESULTS IS OUT IN FEW HOURS TIME!!!

I'M SO DEAD!

DEAD

DEAD

DEAD!!

GOODBYE GPA OF 3.3!

URGH! I'M SO SCREWED!!!

THIS SEMESTER SUCKS LA!!

I SO KNOW I AM NOT GOING TO DO WELL FOR THIS SEMESTER!=(

YA ALLAH PLEASE HELP THIS POOR SOUL!!

I AM SO FREAKING WORRIED LA!!!!

URGH!!!

=)

What can be more better than going out with family and the boyfriend to some air tahu and late night meal! Hahaha... I love the day! Thanks to the family and eshpecially to the boyfriend who came down after work! Love you sweeteart! Muackz! To kak nisa yang tak pakai make up muker steam tu also! Long time no see her! Hahaha... Love you people to the core la! *hugs and kisses*

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY RUSYDI!!!!!
May God bless you with great health always and may you succeed in whatever you do!
*Cheers~

sick =(

I shouldn't be here actually. I'm already so drowsy because of the medicine. But oh well, i can't get to sleep yet so might as well do some blogging. I hate to be at home doing nothing. A lot of things that i'm not suppose to think, i gave it a lot of thinking. Ish. Anyways, yesterday was such a _______ day! Okay, i just don't know how to describe yesterday. Let me summarise yesterday.

So at around 11 plus Boon Lay Garden Primary School called me to come teach. I was shock la, i mean i'm still in bed. How am i going to make it. But oh well, i rushed my way to school. A little late but not so late ar. This time i taught Primary One, english and maths. Much more easier. Taught 2 classes of Primary 3 music. Not that tough though as what i expected. Hahaha... The day of teaching was okay except that as the day goes by my running nose got worst. My cough got worst than as usual i find it dificult to breathe because i'm tired. Then adding on to it, it rains heavily. Goodness! Dah sakit sakit, it have to rain so so heavily. So i decided to take cab home. Luckily, its easy to get a cab there. I cross the road and there a cab available for me. Gees... so went home, bath and all still i think my condition is bad. My block nose adds on to the difficulty in breathing. So i decided to go see the doctor. As much as i hate to visit them i have to because i have no medicine. Can't eat panadol. Wait for papa to come back from work to send me to doctor but what a bummer. He left his car keys in his boss's car and so he have to wait till his boss come back which is so late already. Didn't want to ask mama to send me because nini was also sick. So thank god, the boyfriend is able to accompany me to the doctor. Thanks to the boyfriend's dad who fetched me from home than to the clinic. Then waited there for an hour thanks to the doctor who have a house call! Sabar jer. I so cannot tahan already man.

So at around 9:30 plus papa fetch us home. Like finally! So pitied the boyfriend. After work have totrouble himself send me go doctor somemore. Ishk, takper i already serve him his favourite dish curry chicken. My mum cook of course. Hahaha... So sorry and thanks to the boyfriend. Love yo so much sweetheart! Muackz!! Actually the real plan for the day was after school was to meet Di to get someone present. Then i had a miss call form di while flag lowering ceremony. Called Di to tell him i can't make it because of the running nose and all. Unfortunately, Di also can't make it because he's also sick. Hahaha... we are both sick people. So get well soon Di!! Haha... and so i was kindda sad because there goes the chance to meet the boyfriend. But in the end i still get to meet him! Hee... Miss you so much boy!

As usual, i hate medicines!! Thank god, the wheezing wasn't that bad. The doctor just asked me to use the ventolin. Thank god i don't have to use that bloody yucky machine. What is the called? Is it nebulizer? Ahh whatever! I hate the aftermath of it. YUCKS! Okay i have nothing else to blog so i guess i go reply my lovey taggers! =)

dear Eileen: Hahaha... oh that one. Actually at first i also don't know but i anyhow press press click click can already. Its not that nice also mine. Hee...

dear hi-far: Heyy since when you don't know i sooo love yellow! Nice ok! Hahaha... its ok la kak! Thanks to you also for having the faith in me to the assignments! Love ya babes!! =)

dear nas: If you do well for O's i shall give you a piece of my busuk! Okay tak?! Best dok!! Hahahaha...

dear YvOnNe: Hey girl! I never teach Eileen anything lor? Right eileen? Even if i did so what she deserve it lor! Hahahahaha.... bluek!!

dear nish: Hey i miss you more babes! =)

dear sHoRtEeLi: Okay, with pleasure you are re-linked! =)

dear ads: Haha... a great song like that sure have a lot of fans huh!! Hee... but that song means the world to me though. Hee...

dear saLL: Hey kak... thanks. Hahaha... thanks for dropping by! You take care ya!

I think i'm really drowsy already. Guess i need some sleep. The boyfriend message already! Yessa! And so let me say it again, I SO LOVE MY MR HISHAM! Hahaha... Okay toodles peeps! =)

Only Hope-Mandy Moore
A Walk to Remember

There's a song that inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again.
I'm awake inthe infinite cold,
but you sing to me over and over and over again.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're myonly hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far,
sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're myonly hope.
I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony.
Singing in all that I am.
At the top of my lungs,
I'm giving it back.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my only hope.
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This is the song that is being played when he wants me to be only his! And at that very moment, yes, i know now that he's my only hope! I so have fallen all over heels for him. Haha.. oh God i miss that moment! It was the best thing that had ever happen in my life. I miss that night on the 20th February! Urgh and now i miss him. But everyday i meet him is like the 2oth February! Owh well! Miss you sweetheart!

I was sitting down and looking through the secondary school yearbook when i realise i miss my secondary school life. I miss hua yi! I miss running in to school right on time when there's a school bell. Haha... i miss the friends who willingly crap with me. Who willingly shared my sorrows and joys. We fight and then we were friends again. To think of it again it waskindda silly but i guess that is the bets part of high school. Hahaha... i miss the Ms Pang biology period where i just can't stop asking 'WHY?!' I miss Mrs Kelly Tan POA period where i will concentrate on balancing and getting the right answer. That's the only period where i put my heart and soul in the subject. Hahaha... i miss calling Mrs Tan, Siew Ngo! Hahaha... I miss history period whereby we always get nag by Ms Lui because we are just super lazy to read that thick textbook. Hahaha... i miss malay lesson with Mr Amran. Aiya i miss HUA YI SECONDARY SCHOOL la! Hahahaha... to the Hua Yians who are reading this just wanna say i miss you people and take care in whatever you do yah. And to the teachers, whom i'm not sure who is going to read my blog, i really admire you teachers and hopefully i can be as good teacher as you are. I so know how patient you are now. Hahaha... Thanks for being such a great guidance in my life. I miss those days loads! =)

I'm kindda sick. Very bad sore throat and block nose. Urgh! Hate it so much! I still have to teach tommorrow tuition. Urgh! I think i'm better off to bed. Cheers! =)

The things that happen...

On the 3rd of March, i was invited to Di's chalet. Sort of celebrating his advance birthday also. So yeah, came down all the way from Vivo with the boyfriend because we went to watch Norbit first then all the way to Pasir Ris. Norbit was funny and touching also. Haha... worth it to go and watch. Had a really wonderful day with the boyfriend after so long of not meeting each other. Finally i get to see him. Hee... so happy! Really enjoyed every single moment with him! Love you Mr Hisham! =) And then meet the boyfriend's sister, best friend and best friend's boyfriend at Outram and headed down to Pasir Ris. Its been a long long long time too since i last met the best friend. Miss her loads too and finally we get to meet. And its the first time the best friend is meeting the boyfriend. Haha...

Okay so Di's chalet was okay. The most interesting part is when we played card games. And i proudly announced that i lost in the first UNO round and that's because Sab and Dan combine forces. They even shared thier cards. See how unfair it is. At least sham and me played fairly. Haha... So i lost because of poor discipline in the game. Hahahaha...

Okay i wanna apologise to Lin, for something that you should know why. We both know what happened and i truly am sorry. I'm so sorry ya girl. Hopefully it wouldn't affect us in any way though. We'll meet you next for GPA. =)

To Sydi!! Happy Advance Birthday and hopefully he likes the present shared by Fizah, Sham and Me. And i thank you fior the wonderful times we shared and i apologise for some things that happen fast that we ourselves don't expect to happen this fast. But both of us are happy people so hopefully we'll still remain this way. Thanks fo being such a great friend to me! Twees!

To the boyfriend! What more can i say! I just want to say that i love you and that i miss you already la my crazy one! Ishk! Thanks for the day and thanks for being so honest with me about you-know-what, that you said by the beach that day. Just put down the phone with this boyfriend of mine and rest assured everything will be fine and we both might not have to worry so much already. Hopefully its ME who don't have to worry so much soon! Hee... Muacks!

Lastly to the one and only best friend, Sabbie! Hopefully we'll have the time to meet each other one day to continue each of our brief story that we defnately have missed out within this long period of time. Whoah, we are such busy woman. Haha... ehem!! *winks*

So yah, i had whole loads of fun that day especially with the love ones around. The friends, the best friend and the boyfriend. It was an awesome day. Hope it will happen again. Ya, maybe like some sort of encore or something. Hahaha... So okay before i head down to lala land maybe i should reply to lovely taggers. Here goes:

dear LiN: Yeah, that's thing. It can't really be applied as relief teachers at least. Maybe to form teachers yah! Hahaha...

dear miera: Hey girl, yes i drew that but nah, i don't think so it was my best. It's after a long day at work and a sudden one. So the creative juice is not fully used up! Hahaha...

dear Candy: Hey hey such a pleasant surprise that is. Great to see you too girl! Miss you babe, and yah hopefully CE will meet up soon yah! Take care babes! =)

dear kak sharifah: Owh well, its okay just don't forget about me. It's ok if you wanna forget about Sham, he's not that important anyways. Haha... You take care kak and stay pretty! Twees!! =)

dear Eileen: Teach you? There's nothing to teach girl, it's just playing around woth the codings. Hahaha... Just take time to explore ya... Haha... But i'm all yours if you need any help with it ya. But hey, i'm just a beginner about all this, you should asked an expert for a more wonderful blog layout. Haha...

dear -fiddy-: Yes it's the school whre Adam teach also. B ut it's not Boon Lay Primary its Boon Lay Garden Primary School. Hahaha.. it's different. =)

dear nas: Yup i have boy!

dear YvOnNe: Haha.. ya you are definately a super good girl in your dreams! Haha... while mine is in reality. Haha...Bleak~

Okay all tags replied so i shall ge my beauty sleep now. Kindda sleepy already! Alvida! Hee... which means Bye! =)

Busy day!

First stop, to Boon Lay Garden Primary school. "Good afternoon Ms Yusliza!" Yes, i did relief teaching at that school. Goodness, suddenly i thank god that i am teaching the K2s and K1. I cannot say they are naughty. I don't like to label children who misbehave as naughty. They have a reason to be naughty.They are either bored or its just a way to express themselves. Like of the most talkative boy when they are supposed to draw a sun, this boy drew an angry sun because he said i was angry at that point time so the sun also angry. See how can they be naughty when they are so smart? Haha... The teachers there were very helpful. They were like, "So how's your class? What is your class?" And i replied, "Oh err, mine is 2/6." And the teacher's reaction was, "Oh my god, that rowdy class?! Sure challenging right?!" I bet it is! Goodness, i get the most super challenging class. Well, its really an experience though. Enjoyed myself screaming my lungs out. Yet at times, they don't bother. Hahaha... so the 4rs, discipline strategies i've learnt don't seems to be working. Hahaha... but overall i enjoyed myself.

I was bored in the office waiting for the next period. So i drew this...


I forgot that i actually have my mp4 that i can actually listen to the radio until i was on the phone with Haifa Noorin discussing about henna and she told me to listen to the radio. She loves the papa jahat song. It's tune is nice though but the lyrics don't really please me. Haha... So only when my class is about to start in half an hours time i started listening to the radio. I was rotting for the past 1 and half hour. Hahaha... nah i don't actually rot, the fact that i can't message sweety because he's working and when he's having he's break i'm teaching then i guess i was practically super bored, adding on to it i can't chat with him. So yah, it feels like shit! Urgh!! I so miss that boy la. Can't wait to meet him in a few hours time! Miss you loads sweetheart.

So it was raining heavily, brother pick me up from school because he wants to have his one hour dinner break at home. But pity him because have to send me to all the way to Marsiling to meet Haifa Noorin to wear henna for pengantin and he skip dinner. Gees, pity that Haifa Nooin also thoug, she so need my help because she's not feeling well. So yah! After school went to do some henna designing on the hands which i think i did my worst just now. Wasn't quite in a mood. See... even kakak's design ain't that nice but whatever design she did surely is BEAUTIFUL! So no regrets for the brides. Just not much effort is put in. Hee... still the bride look awesome with the mehndi on. =) That's 2 of my henna that i make for the brides relatives.


Then went for breakfast+lunch+dinner+supper at Lau Pa Sat with brother and the girlfriend. Papa fetcheed me from the bride's place. Goodness, i just realise i haven't had any ffod since morning. So yah, had my bbq honey chicken wings! Yay!! So i'm full now!

So long day yet interesting and fun! =) Okok let me reply to some tags yah! I so love my tagboard. It's flooded with lovely people. Love ya guys!

dear YvOnNe: What sia yvonne?! I'm the good girl in the story. You extra only! Hahaha....

dear eRyy: Aiya you slow la ery rosa indah!!! Hahaha... i did inform you ok! I put my link when i tag at your blog! Si chi ko pak ni! Hahahaha...

dear nas: Eyy boy! Ya la i think its time i do for u ur blog now. So not nice! mine way nicer!! Hahaha...

dear ads: Helo girl! I'm fine thank you! =) Hope you're fine too! Take care! =)

dear nadia: Hey miss you too girl! Lets wait for the movie marathin patietly huh... haha!

dear nish: Ish... do you even wanna flirt with him? Hahaha.... friendly?! Ritee... dangerous la your! Its ok... he's mine and only mine! Nothing to worry! Hahaha... and nish i already tell you what the malay word means! That boy is trying asking for a dush dush from me! Hahaha...

dear kak sharifah: Yes kak, he's the boyfriend. Hahaha... the crazy crazy hisham who i go crazy crazy for already now. Hahaha... the one whom you go to the prom with! Hahahaha...

dear nana: Huh?! Boleh tahan aper awak? Hahaha.. miss kiter ehh awak?! Long time no see you! Take care ya! =)

dear sham: Thanks sweetheart, you faster faster go and call the school la! Then i can call greet you Good morning Mr Hisham already! Haha... and thanks for checking out this blog!Love you many many! *hugs and kisses* And oii!!! Aper nak buat kiter kembang!Sabar jer! Hyak Dush!! And awak, nisha don't understand! She's not a malay! Hahaha... too bad!! Hahaha... but i still love you! Miss you loads sweety! Muacks!

dear li yu: Hey girl, holiday have been great! how's yours! Job? nah just some tuition that's all! Happy holiday-ing babe! Hee...

dear tino0ot: Alahai tinoot jangan la awak bersedih sesungguhnyer saya juga mengasihimu wahai dinda! Hahaha...

dear Eileen: Okay babe will check it out real soon! Thanks! Twees!! =)

Okay tags replied so i shall sleep now so that its a shorter wait to meet the boyfriend tommorrow! Can't wait to see that crazy man of mine! Hahaha... i miss his craziness! Ok toodles peeps! =)

NEW LAYOUT

I was bored. And so my itchy fingers tried to explore and then here's the result. Haha... just did a simple change that's all. Hopefully the bf likes it since his picture is there. Haha... So no more complain about that friend of mine already ok! Haha... you know who exactly i meant. Haha... So yes, hopeflly fter this i'm free enough to do CE's blog. Gees... i need to fnd time. I have 7 students for tutoring now. Hope to mange my time real well. So everybody don't lack my love. Haha...

Okay there was some uncivilised people who lves to tag my blog with rude remarks. I think that's very lame to that whoever you are. At least learn to have respect for yourselves if its not for others. Haha... ishk i don't understand this people. AT times we got to learn to accpet people's flaws you know. Haha... up to you la my tagboard is for anyone to tag yes but i don't welcome rude an ill-mannered people to post any tags. Sorry bout that ya, you have the right to tag and i have the right to click the delete button and report as and when its required. =)

Haha... anyways i am still deciding to put password to my blog or not. Seems kindda fun since Nisha gave me the script. Hees... Hmm... guess should consider it again. Hahaha... So its like 2:25 in the morning and i'm still wide awake. Haha... i... i don't know what else to say so i shall just reply to lovely taggers! See only to lovely people. Not rude beings! Hahaha... So here goes:

dear nish: Hey babes, yes it's him and he's malay la. Hahaha... and no okay you didn't send me any mails! Ishk! =( Btw don't worry about the remarks, it always happens in the world of blogging! Hahaha... yes nish you are so not emo!! I so believe you! Don't bother about them yah. I apologise on their behalf. Cheers babe! =)

dear miera: Hey! Thanks babe! Hope you have a wonderful holidays! =)

dear Sham: Ishk! Shut up! Hahaha... i miss you 2 3 4 5... 100!! Hahaha! Love you sweetheart! Thanks for tagging!

dear far'ain: Nono far far, the love bug have caught me! Hahaha...

dear LiN: Yah lin, i thought you forgot how to tag already! Hahaha... happy holidays babe! Movie marathon real soon ya?! *winks*

dear -fiddy-: Hmmm... i'm addicted to hindustan long ago already. How can you not know?! Hahaha... yes yes small small world of ours. Haha...thaks and take care babe! =)

So okay i guess i shall take leave! Daa...

Boo! Its already 2:06am in the morning and i am stil wide awake. Ishk! And oh yah just came back home from Al-azhar with family. Mama and me were famished since Pesta Perdana starts. Don't what to eat. Both the guys (papa and bro) is still working so we decided to tahan till one of them sound to go eat. Haha... bro's back and stupid he left his wallet at work. Papa called saying he wanna go back and so i said mama and me are hungry and papa straight away say, "Ok pergi siap, kita gi makan!" Woo hoo!! I so love my dad la!One whole day working yet he is still willing to entertain our nonsense! I so respect him! Hopefully sweety will be as wonderful as papa. Hahaha... So now i'm full! Syukur alhumdulilah!!

Pesta perdana was okay la. It was uber funny because of Suhaimi! He makes it alive! Besides him its just okay. Went to school just now for AGM. Congrats to the new main com! So glad Hakim is the head of cendekiawan. The day before today. Wait, today is sunday already. Which means on Friday! Hahaha... sweety and me went too watch epic movie! Hahaha... super funny and short movie. As usual, with sweety sham around is the happiest moment of my life. He never fail to make me go crazy! Hahaha... love you awak! In fact the most interesting and fun agenda in my life now is when i'm with him! Hahaha... Ishk! Miss him already!! Must wait another 6 days than i can meet him again! Urgh! Such a drag! Its ok sweety's bollywood songs can make me forget about the wait for a while. Hahaha... went to his house for a while that day to get the dvds! The songs are all super nice la! Love it! And his mum is super cute! His girlfriend at home is another super nice old lady! Hahaha... he have such wonderful family members. =) And he makes super super super sweet syrup till you can cut leg. Hahaha... godness! No wonder he's forever sweet. Ahh... love you la! Muackz!!!

So the rest of my holidays besides giving tuition, going out with family, friends and especially HIM, the most importan ting to do now is to watch more HINDUSTAN!! Haha... i'm like so outdated now la. Ishk! Must go find new movies. Hahaha... for now i am only stuck with sham's collection of songs. Hahaha... Okay i think i wanna go watch and listen to the songs again now! So toodles! Oh yes, i love my one and only sham so bloody much! Now... TOODLES!! =)

7th Years of Friendship!

She's the best friend who have always been there for me when i needed someone to cry on, to talk to and to confide to. She's the one whom never fails to suppoert me in whatever i love to do (which includes studying though she hates it). She's the one who never fail to stop making me laugh and at times making me cry. Regardless of her sweetness or advices. She's the one whom i started of as an enemy and then fate brought us great joy that we become the very best of friends. She's the one and only NUR SABRINA, my one and only best friend whom i love so so much! On this day, 23rd of February we realise how wonderful love blossom our friendship that we never did realised when we first saw each other. Back then there was full of hatred in us but now only LOVE and FRIDSHIP!!! Love you best friend. Though we don't get to see each other everyday now, though we don't get to talk so much on the phone now and though we don't get to sit in the class sharing our dreams together now, i still love you! I'm so happy that you are my best friend and thanks for being the greatest best friend ever. Lucky me! We are not going to have swensen today but its ok we know that our love for our friendship never stops even without swensen!! Hahaha!! Love you best friend!*hugs & kisses*

Okay, so Overseas Expedition stuff makes me go crazy just now. Gees, that i don't have the time to go AGM meeting just now. And what the hell, last episode of dalam hati ada cinta is really disappointing. How can it just end like that although there will be another season on all. Idiot! Ishk! And my sweety as usual is ever so sweet! I so love you hun! Ishk!! Can't wait to see you! Miss you loads! Hee...

Okay i think i should go get some sleep or something. Need to continue this OE thingy later and there's AGM meeting also. Gees... i'm still so busy. And i have tuition just now. It's tiring to find myself repeating the same thing over and over again! Now i know how much patience a teacher should have. Seriously! Actually i realised long ago when i step my centre and even start to the slightest thing that is story-telling! Gees... And suddenly i miss my K2s terribly! I miss that cute little triplets especially Gibson who is in nursery class! Ahhhh!!! I wanna go back there to tell stories and i wanna hear them calling me 'Teacher Liza' again!! Miss miss them so much! Hee... Miss my sweety more actually! Love you awak! Muackz! Okay till then! Twees!

*Love my Mr Sham! <3*

20th February 2007

From the 70th storey high restaurant, she look down with fear. In an instance, her fears diminished with his touch, his words and his cuddle. Nothing seems more wonderful than having to be held in his arms again. It's impressive how beautiful the view was. Just look at that. Singapore is such a beautiful place indeed. The lights adds on to the beauty of the city.

Isn't it lovely people? I never had such a perfect view ever. Thanks to the sweet boy of mine who bring me to such a lovely place. Swiss Hotel! Goodness, what a place. I began to appreaciate the beautiful sight of Singapore. I am so proud of my country. Seriously! Hahaha... lovely place for a romantic dinner with him and only him. I have always dreamt to have someone who wants me to be his princess. And i have always been reading fairytales and somehow wishing one day it will come true for me. I never thought the wish will ever come true. But his precense in my life just make everything happen. For real.

20th february 2007. The date i never will forget for the rest of my life. Its the day when he go down on his knees and says he loves me. The day when he kisses my hand, put a ring in that finger of mine and ask if i will only be his. I'm speechless. I just totally run out of words. But all that matters i am sure that an accomplished thief have already stole my heart. And that's definately him! I was too touched to say anything. Tears just started to roll down my cheeks as he says what he have to say with the song Only Hope by Mandy Moore at the background. Haha... how can i not cry?! Gees... And look i'm belonged to someone whom i first just knew as a friend. Who travels and leaves me. Whom i hate so much because he's just so evil and all he know is to kill me. Hahaha... God! I'm in love! Haha... i never am sure to be involve in any relationship and i am never this sure to say that for letter word to anyone. But i'm proudly saying it now that i am in LOVE!! Hahaha... and i am in love with MR HISHAM!! Gees... like he always say learn from the past. Yah, i guess the pass really teaches me to open my eyes wide and it really make me realised who deserve my love and who don't. I'm so glad that you appear in my life sweety! Thanks for everything on the 20th i sure not only love you but i so love eveything you prepare for me that day! Muackz...

I so think candles are the witness of our love! Haha.. so love them... from one candle i have lots of them... See...

And this is cute, saw the S something shape and Y? Hahaha... that something shape is meant to be a heart but it doesn't trun out to be a heart. Haha... anyways still thanks a bunch to that 2 person who help out my Mister in doing all this! Hahaha... He gave me a ring engraved with his name and mine! I love it to bits! Thanks awak! Gosh! I so love it! Actually i have loads to say but i can't find myself to be putting down my thoughts to words for the past 2 hours blogging. Gees... i sure do sucks at this man! Hahaha... so the pictures is enough la arh... someone told me pictures speaks a thousands words. So yah... thanks di! There... Hahaha!! To that special mister of mine, i just wanna say it again, thanks for the day, thanks for eveything and thanks for loving me. I love you too sweety! Muackz...


Yes yes!! On the 20th February is Mak Cu's birthday too! Happy birthday old woman! Hahahaha!! Though you are getting old you still look young la! So no worries! Baju tak muat give me! Thanks to Sydi who accompanied me to alter my dress and get mak cu's present! Thanks dude! Hahaha... went to lau pa sat to have dinner after vising my dear uncle who is admitted to hospital and then went to watch fireworks with family. And look its my beloved papa and mama! Aww... love them loads! Papa nak step fierce maner ajer! But he is fierce la but i still love him!Hahaha....

And to my beloved bapak! May you get well soon! Love you loads! Oops Haifa Noorin jangan jealous eh! Bapak sayang aku babe!! Hahaha... and salam takziah to Haifa Noorin's uncle. Gees my holiday, pegi balik hospital. Speedy recovery bapak!! Love you! Anyways Haifa! Stay strong ya! Everything will turn out A OK!! Love you too!!

Okay maybe some replies to dearest taggers... Hee... so here goes...

dear sulz: Yeah man!! Exams over! So over and done with! Thank God!! Hahaha...

dear far'ain: Happy holidays to you too girl!

dear nish: Anyhow only this one! Hahaha... its ok la not important for you at least! Hahaha.... and nisha yes its that cute fella! Gees... Hahaha... and kuku you change blog address never tell me! HYAK DUSH!!

dear YvOnNe: Okay girl don't need so happy because i'm definately more creative than you! *evil laugh*

dear nana: Oopsy...!! Pecah rahsia! Hahaha... no la you must have seen the wrong person! Ishk! Hahaha....

dear sHoRtEeLi: Hello ili giler! Woo hoo! Hahaha.... miss me?! Haha....

Okay la long entry already so i'm off! Toodles!!

*i'm yours and you're mine,
don't stop loving me bcuz i love you
till the end of time!*

Back backz!

Whoah its been a while since i update my blog man. Been really busy those past few weeks. Of course what else can i be busy of if its not school. Firstly pilling assignments are all submitted. Presentation oof our Production also done and Belinda said we did great. So yah hopefully we really do it just fine. Our production title is 'The Seven Deadly Scene'. My part i did a dance. So yeah i guess we did just fine arh. Yah then it was exam. Like goodness, i think this semester i can forget about a GPA more than 3 again. Goodbye to GPA 3.3! I think i can't even get a GPA of more than 2.5! This semester paper is super tough. Especially Child Development 1.3! Like what the hell, Moral Development is like 40 marks la. And i bloody don't know how to do it. I'm like so doomed. I don't wanna repeat any module man. So leceh! Urgh, but i guess if i have i have to la uh. Ish! But i tried my bet la. I did study but its just a tough paper. So WHATEVER!

A lot of things happen! Went on a date with sweets on the 1st of February after so long. Hahaha... He's so crazy because he bought e some things that definately cost him a bomb. Goodness, i just hope 20th February goes smoothly. Ishk! And i got to eat CORNETTO! I've been craving for Cornetto so much that i even browse thru Cornetto website that night i chatted with Di online. Hahaha... and as usual my sweety is being ever so sweet. I was busy mugging for Principles and practices of Classroom Management exam when suddenly he gave me a surprise. He appear at my house door and bought me 2 Cornettos and a box of rocher. I was so shocked and speechless la. Goodness! It was really sweet of him! Muackz! That's for you awak! =)

So on the 14th of February i receive a very special gift from someoneso special to me. Yes that is it! So cute la! The bear wear earrings somemore. Ate at secret recipe with him. Which i still can't figure out what so secretive bout the recipe. Hahaha... went to Esplanade and had a good talk with him. Gees... we are in the same boat. I guess, what happen in the past really bring so much impact to us. And the things that happen in the past also teaches us to be a more better person. I feel so much relieve after sharing and telling him everything from A-Z of what happen. And i'm glad he shares with me everything too. Its been really nice spending the day yesterday with someone special. It's my first time and i can proudly say i love it so much. Seeing you again is everthing that i want. Thanks Sweety for the day! Muackz!

My tagboard is flooded by beautiful ad wonderful people who is so nice to tag! Hee... i'm sorry i have not time to reply and update them. Sorry ya but i will now. So here goes people:

dear NANA: Hahaha... how can i forget Nana ECH kan! The one who sat beside me at SIM Grand HAll during Curriculum Studies Paper. Hee...

dear YvOnNe: Oii!! I where got so bad? A bit only what. What sia... attitude sia! But its ok attitude is creativity! Hahaha...

dear haq89: Sesungguhnyer Haq Miera was referring to me when she said hot! So boy JGN PRASAAN!!! Hahaha... ish!

dear umar: Gees... you didn't la! You find out! =)

dear miera: Hey girl, you yang cute tu not me! Hahaha... see Miera next time wanna puji me must put my name say YUSLIZA yang hot nanti ader orang macam haq prasaan! Susah! Hahaha...

dear hi-far: Hey babes! Ehh i send you secretly actually that night when bapak was admitted! Go check out! Anyways girl, be strong ya! I will always be with you no matter what! Love ya many many! Muackz!

dear far'ain: FAR FAR!!!!! I miss you la toot! Study OVER!!! Hahaha!!

dear kak sharifah: Hey girl! Long time no see! Hahahaha... glad you found my blog! Hee... Take care girl! =)

dear tino0ot: Hey thanks awak! Muackz muackz...

dear nish: Hey girl i'm fine thank you! How's you? Miss me not? And yes Happy Total Defence Day!! Si what is the 5 NE Messages ar? LOL!! :X

dear gab: Heyy gabbie! Thanks man! You too man!! All the best for results. Hee...

dear sulz: Hey you Sydi's friend right? Hee... sorry my memory very bad! Hahaha... glad you find my blog. YAY!!! See ya around girl! =)

dear ehhren: Heyy boy! Your love is hiding somewhere. Go find stop asking! Hahaha!!

dear Jayina: Hey jia ying! Long time no see you! =)

dear kahkian: Hey kuku! So happy to see you and gang at my school open house that day! MIss you people! *hugs*

dear sok leng: Ya man! Finally it's over and done with. Memorising work sucks to the core. Thank God it's finally over! Yay!! Hahaha...

dear edna: Whoah who are you?But anywys, wow online sopping. Never tried because i'm practically lazy but should go try sometime. Thanks!

Okay so every tags replied. Thanks for tagging people. Love you people. Okay then, MSN is going me one hell of a problem because there isn't any alert sounds which i don understand why! What the hell is wrong i don't know! Gees... I sooo miss COEXISTENCE! Miss my girls so much. HOpe to see them real soon! Especially BEST FRIEND!! Miss you Sabbie!!! Ok i'm off! Still a lot of things to do actually. Overseas Expedition is not over yet so i guess i will still be as busy bee. With tutions also... gees... Such a drag... I WANT GO MY CHILDCARE AND ENTERTAIN MY K2s!!! =)

Let's forget the past,
build a beautiful future just you and me,
and cuddle me tight and don't let ever let go! <3

CONFUSED!

I've turn to be a confused kid nowadays. I don't get it. Why must life be this complcated. I used to say life is so hard but Nad corrected and she say owh no, Only our course is hard. Gees! I think so man. That day Lin, Khai and me is going half insane doing our Music and Drama lesson plan. Goodness! While Nad and me were so freaking exhausted after 3 hours cracking our head to finish up our Social & Emotional Development report. I think we are all growing white hairs already. See, once i start blogging i'll start whining. Too bad la. I'm too stressed out right now. And like the best friend says the best thing for me now is STRESSED spelt backwards. That is DESSERTS!!! Hahaha... you are so right Best friend!

Been missing my best friend so much la! Haven't been meeting and talk for like hours and hours. Hope to see her soon. Exams coming, assignments not finished and presentation not presented. Kindda worried about our last presentation that is our production. Goodness! I have yet to stduy for exams la! Urghh!! I'm like so doomed man seriously! Last week, we presented our learning corners. We worked hard for it and yes, alhumdulilah i think we did ok. I did an impromptu presentation. I didn't know it was me who was suppose to present. But anyways i stood up and just say whatever i know and remember. I think i did fine because Komala was smiling all the way and ya she said it was good. Thumbs up to Constance and Cynthia who presented for our learning corners too! Our learning corner look superb la! Don't believe see the pictures! Hahaha... Congrats to my group who put thier hard work in it. From the one who design the backdrops, to the disco ball and to the everything else. To who did nothing, i don't know what to say because we are nice people in ECH who shares our marks! Wahahahaha.. okay that was lame. Hahaha!

The banner i did! Hee... Com'on Let's Rock & Roll!

The display of instruments! Heh... i like that rock and roll word! Thanks to Cynthia, Mel and Joycelyn.

The fierce side of LIN, YUS & KHAI! Nad was sick!! URGH! Incomplete!
ROCK & ROLL BABY!!!


The cute side of us! Look at me promoting my own made musical instrument for Curriculum Studies assignment last semester. I got and A for it ok! Hahaha...

And we have the whole group minus Nad who was sick, who make everything happen!
Love ya girls! Great effort girls! =)

So okay yah, life has really been hectic. I couldn't even find time for myself. Spent the weekend at home with dearest mama since the papa have to work and all. My panda eyes is so growing i need to so get rid of it man. Yucks! And it's been 22 days since you've been gone. Still have yet to receive that one new message. Like i have always been, i'll be right here waiting. Gees... miss you!! By the way, ya! I so believe in Karma. Once somone reminded me, what goes around comes around. Haha... yes, indeed what goes around comes around. Regardless of good or bad. Okay shall not crap more, i have no mood to blog either. So shall reply to taggers after such a long time. Sorry peeps, been really busy.

dear Tii: Hey awak, nice chatting with you too! And you're linked!! Really enjoy talking with you. HOpe to see ya around soon yah! Take care girl!

dear nana: Aww.... nana your as lovely as me laa! Muackz muackz!!! Hahahaha... thanks eh awak!

dear gab: Hmmm... gabbie you can always call them insane too. Hee...

dear tino0ot: Hahaha.... eh not promoting la, tu tgh marah tuu! Tak nampak ker?! Hahaha....

dear LiN: Relax sua saper tak layan saper ehh!! Wahahahaha... sumer dah diatur... haha...

dear kyn: Sorry babe i was so busy! But i tagged! Hee.. =)

dear YvOnNe: Walao wei, i always welcome anyone who loves me la! You only! Hah... =(

dear liyu: Hahaha... like me, people are busy ler! Haha...

Alright, i'm out! =)

-i want to be held tight again.

please com back soon.-

Blood Diamond

OMG love that picture though it's kindda dark. So yes i watch blood diamond yesterday! It was Di's treat and so thanks di!! Went with Dayah, Lin and Pet too. It was so fun talking with Dayah and Di at the rooftop at esplanade. Wait, is it called rooftop... i don't know. Pet yang bawak but that place is defiantely nice for couples la. Will go there one day once the sweets back. Hur hur. But i really enjoy myself. Expecially the part whereby Dayah and me acted. And you know what's the scence... Dayah stealing my boyfriend. Hahaha... lame! And Di was the audience. Hahaha... ok a few more pictures to display.

Guess where and when is this picture was? While we were queing up in the toilet. Super long queue when everyone of us is like high tide! What the hell! Hahaha... dah nak terkenching pun sempat amek gambar! Hahaha... And one more picture...

So this was taken by Di. I was so craving for Long John Silver's fries and so we ate there!! YUM YUM!! Dayah also wants to eat Long John. See how happy we are to savour such nice servings. *rings the bell for long john* Hahaha.... i can hear someone saying, "Thank You!" Hahaha... okay lame! So yah i discover a lot of things while eating. Thanks to Dayah. Which brings me great shock! Hahaha... anyways Dayah it was nice talking to you and all babes... let's ddo it again since we are sortta stuck with the same situation. Who will understand us more than we do right? Hee... so yah! yesterday was awesome. And i made a new friend. It's been nice chatting with him also. Okay actually i'm famished now and tired. I think i wanna jump to bed but not sleep! Too early. Hee...

14 days since you've been gone.

LONG long LONG entry!

Its been awhile since i update. Been really busy. What have been keeping me all busy? Owh well, what else if not for the beautiful assignments/projects. Haiz... there's never been a time whereby i will not whine about how exhausted i am with my school work. Gees... Early Childhood Education is definately not just about studying. Studying is nothing but completing your assignments/projects is the big killer. Ish, it just ponders you about how responsible you are. Okay whatever, this is what i want, my passion, teaching! So Yus you have to bear with it.

So yes, besides assignments/projects, i was sick. Haiz... what's new right. I fall sick easily. Not only you guys will feel irritated to hear that i'm sick, I am the ultimate person to be irritated once i fall sick. I freaking hell cannot get on to doing my work. I find it hard to continue doing my work when i feel so drowsy after eating my medicine. Gees, i have no time to sleep to finish my work, what more rest. The doctor ask me to rest? No way man. Gees, these package of running nose, block nose, cough, sore throat and chest tights is definately irritating. I have no time to fall sick as yet. Maybe this can wait till holiday or something. Then i will rest the whole time. Hahaha...

Open house have been fun.Took care of MCC booth and it was a blast. With so many interesting people how can it not be fun. Just sitting down and talking to them makes me happy. Laugh so much and met so many new friends. There was some time where Lin and me gets so bored but owh well, i think we handle the boredom well before we had fun again. Hahaha... i helped out with the decoration and i think our booth is nice. And yes!! I finally get to watch ADIRATNA perform. So proud of them. PADUKA did a great job too. Dancesports booth is just in front of MCC. Tempt me to dance jive and cha cha so much. Miss dancing. But i think i miss salsa more. Hahaha... I love MCC la. So very love this bunch of friendly people. I even talk to Aim. This guy whom i dare not talk with when i first saw him because his face just resemble someone. Haha... i swear i was speechless when i saw him the first time but ouh well, he's one chatty person la. Full of crap. Haha... one thing! He walk so fast!!! Wonder how his girl walk with him. Hahaha... Elias was being one toot to the Bussiness IT person. Macam paham jer considering the course. Hahaha... memperbodohkan orang jer tau! Hahahaha... i cannot tahan his nonsense i walk off and watch Adiratna perform. Hahaha... Naqiah is officially attached to me now. Sorry Far'ain. You just lost her the moment she say she wants me too!! Hahahaha... NAQ NAQ PRETTY PRETTY!!! Muackz!! Hahahaha... Dayah the Miss 'S' is joining us for movie tommorrow!! YAY!!! Can't wait for movie treat from Di tommorrow!!! YAY YAY!! Finally some stress relieve tommorrow!! Phew... better have a little little fun now before i mug for projects and exams after this.

Oh yes people, i think i find myself repeating this to so many people. PEOPLE, YUS IS STILL SINGLE!!! Yes... SINGLE!!! I'm NOT attached and was NEVER attached as yet. Goodness! Doesn't mean i am close with some guy he's my boyfriend right? Gees... stop assuming things. We are just close friends and yes i have a lot of boy friends but they all can't be my special one right? Ish... i will only have one SPECIAL someone so people please stop jumping to conclusion. It's not fair for that friend of mine. We are just friends and not more than that. It's been nice to have found a friend like him. Who cares, who understands, who help and definately who never fail to make me smile. The best thing about this friend from all other guy friend whom i have, he never expects anything from me than just being his closest girl friend. Really treasure our friendship boy. Hope it will last. Thanks for all the care and concern when i was sick the other day. I never thought someone would even bother to care about me that much. Thanks for all the trouble. I appreaciate it lots!! Don't know how else should i thank you so i hope you know ya how much i really treasure and appreaciate every little thing you' have done or me. Thanks buddy!! You should know who you are... hee!

Seriously people, you must not just jump to conclusion. Nothing is more beautiful than having a close friend who is just willing to see you everyday and listens to your crap. I don't know how he is able to stand my nonsense and I don't know how true when people say that a boy and girl can't be close friends because they will sure to fall in love. But i can confidently say that this is NOT true all the time. I still love him but as a friend whom i think not every guy will deserve my friendship. SERIOUSLY! So please please stop this nonsense, once again i say I AM STILL SINGLE!!!! I will announce to the whole world once i am in love ok? So the whole world knows that my heart is stolen by some beautiful soul. Hahaha... gees. Sorry la, i have to make this clear. I can stand it but its not fair to the other party who is being accused to be my boyfriend. Haha... pity him. Hahaha... god! We are so impossible as couple. Haahahaha... So yea, it's irritating how people just say i'm attached. Not that easy man. When so many people give up on me because i'm stubborn, sick, ugly and all. How can i be attached so fast right? Hahaha...

It's been so long and i think i seriously need to find my own happiness now. Since you already find yours. Owh well, we ever promised to move on no matter what happened. So yah, breaking promise is not my policy so yah i'll definately will move on. Time will tell it all. Sometimes i feel touched whenever someone began expressing something to me but than again i heard someone saying to my ears, "Don't be stupid Yus, don't be so gullible. All guys are the same. They use the same sweet lines to all other girls so wake up and walk away." Sometimes i get scared of my own feelings. I am afraid to be sure about how i feel. I am just so so afraid to be hurt again. As much as i want to be sure of my feelings i think its hard for me to trust again. I don't know why but everything is just so so so complicated. I hate all this. Urgh! Yah, like Lin, Nad, Khai and Alicia would say i'm a confuse kid. For sure i guess i am really a confuse kid for now. I really don't know what should i do now. I'm too scared to face the whole situation again. I'm too scared to express my feelings again. So i'm sorry for being such a confuse person and make you guys all complicated eh! Hahaha...

Wow long long long entry. Oh well, i'm just putting down my thoughts. I feel much better when i do that. Gees... i miss doing proper blogging actually. Okay la maybe i'll end the post by replying to my dear taggers. Hee...

dear faezah: Hahaha... so happy to see me and then now you whine when you see me too much! Aper nie! Macam maner mahu maju! Hahaha... soulmate? Ish!! SCARY! Hahaha... anyways yah was nice seeing you too la. Study hard ya!! =)

dear YvOnNe: Wahlau you love Lin never love me!! Hyak Dush!!!!

dear haq88: Ahh...gi la you alone Haq!! i know you would love to go there!! LOL!!

dear ads: Hey ads its funny the way you call me yusliza! Haha... take care girl...

dear gab: Hey ya long time no see the crazy Gab! Ehh gabbie you ar don go around saying people crazy at my tagboard ok! I hyak dush you than you know!! Hahahaha....

dear naq: Heyyy NAQ!!! I miss you still pretty(although we see each other at booth so many times)!! Hahaha.... you take care too babes... stay sweet!! =)

dear su*: Hey glad you are fine! Let's go!! Girls day out!! Hur hur! Too bad for wawan! Hahaha...

dear nish: Hey girl long time not tag... yah man! You are sure busy i guess! Hahaha... take care girl!! =)

-THE END-

i am still wondering,

will the heart break again?

exhausted

Phew, what an ehausting life i have now. Seriously, i am toooo SUPER busy with school work that i think i have no time for myself. Assignments piling. Exams nearing but i haven't even start studying. I seriously don't know how i am surviving. So today entry will not have too much words. Because if not i'll just whine my entry because of the excessive work load in school. So many thinks to think and finish up. I'm just so tired. All i need now is some rest and sleep. Gees... Anyways firstly i wanna say my sorry to this guy because i have kept two of his CD for God knows how long and it is still with me! Hahaha... sorry Wan!! Looking forward to go watch movie with ya and SU again ya! And heard that SU is sick so get well soon sweetie!! And Wan i heard about you being so suay in the bus that day with DI! Hahaha... what a luck. Sampai kene buang Jacket! Wonder if Su knows about this. Hahaha... poor thing!! Anyways thanks for lending me the CDs and i promise i will return you soon! I feel so guilty! Hahaha...

And see those sweet faces there... i think i miss them! I miss the Khatu rehearsel days! Though we were all exhausted i think it was great fun spending time together. Miss you people!! Although your picture is not here. MCC peeps i miss ya!

Save the best for the last!! COEXISTENCE!!! It was nice hanging out that day but sadly without PAM!! PAM!!! WE MISS YOU SO BLOODY MUCH!!! Was great if you were there too. Hope to see you girls again real soon. Everyone is just so busy. I'll just pray for you girls that you will stay happy and healthy always!! Miss you girls to bits!! Muacks Muacks Muacks!! Out of my busy busy life i still miss those days where we get to see each other everyday and just crap and laugh together. I realise i miss those days sooo bloody much!! But oh well everything is different now. Miss you loads girls!! MUACKS!!!! =)

I'm too tired to blog further because i still have tonnes of work to do after this! Shall not whine further. Ahhh... Yus is sooo doomed!! Gees~

I LOIKE I LOIKE LOIKE!!!

Don't dare ask why! Haha... because today is just a SUPER GREAT DAY!!

Ok this entry will be posted as monday 8th january beause its like well past midnight already.

But whatever it is i just love SUNDAY, 7 JANUARY 2007!!

Just can't stop smilling thinking of it.

I enjoy every single moment of it.

I was confused at first but then again i never regret anything after the day.

Maybe the past just show me th right path for me.
Indeed its true when one say your past is when you learn.
I just LOVE this day to bits!
Looking forward for this day to come again! =)

dear nish: Haha thanks for dropping by girl and ya man Gab is just too ego to admit she's jealous. Owh well!! Haha..

dear gab: Haha... see Gab don't be shy la... Nisha, Gab shy already! Hahaha...

dear hi_far: Heyy ur katl ader ciri2 zoo mah! Ok what that picture. With the stupid looks of us! =)

dear ayienz: Hey girl! Yea man i'm back long ago already girl! Hahaha... wah so coincident arh!! Who wouldn't watch it its a fantastic movie! Just love it. Right?!

dear Sallehan: Oops... tak prasan... thanks for pointing it out. Changed!! =p

Baabul is a superb movie!

Thanks awak! Hee...

!!2007!!

Goodbye 2006 and Hello 2007! Hopefully 2007 will bring each of us a wonderful year ahead. It was nice having peopl to countdown at my home and then chill for a while. Haha... thanks people. So people, wishing you a belated HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Finally 2006 ends, what a year for me. Gees...

To top up the fun, its HARI RAYA AIDILADHA! Haha... met up with cousins and a lot of camwhoring started! Haha... love them. Its hard to have such gatherings if not for such occassions! So it fun, fun , fun! There just one quarter ofthe pictures taken. Hahaha...

And hari raya gini, sempat si Haifa Noorin and me visit the zoo to see Haifa Noorin's friends like the Monkeys and Beruangs... Haha... But unfortunately we saw best friend mama.... the SNAKE!SEE!!

Haha... lame!! But cute! Haha... ok the family beside dad's coming. So yah i think i gotta end it here after replying to all tags.

dear nasiruddin: Haha... i have no present for ya nie jer la yg mampu. Sorry about it ya! =)

dear LiN: That friend of mine definately read this. And yes we sure are lucky to have a teacher like him. Hahaha... Thanks for the fun people! Love ya!

dear brenden: Hahaha... kuku you! How can you still remember that. It's like 9 years already sia! Haha... nice seeing you too man that day! Hope to see ya around soon ya! Twees!

dear YvOnNe: Actualy von what is that you give Lin huh? Hahaha...

dear nadia: Hey girl, happy new year to you too ya! See ya tommorrow! =)

dear haq89: Huh? Alih-alih tak mandi pagi... saper? you eh? Hahaha...

dear Sallehan: Haha... will link ya soon ya! And Happy new year to you too... =p

dear nisha: See nish i so good to you so keep tagging. Hahaha.... not like Gab!

dear gab: when it comes to Yusliza it is a biggie ok... hahaha... gab jealous la nisha!! Hahaha...

Okay then Wani come already!! Yay!! Going to play, play, play with this little girl already! Yay!! =)