After a few miserable days. I then decided to update my beloved blog today. Suddenly, i try not to be such a lazy bum and then type all these. Hahaz. Well okay firstly wow man, just by the previous entries, i knew that actually that they are people who were concern about me. Thanks people, i will reply to your taggies soon. Well, those few days had been hard for me. Like Aaron Chan Jun Hon my best friend would say,"LIKE TOTALLY!". Hahaz... ok crap, i miss this chap alright. He's too busy with his La'Salle stuff and wooing girls that we never have the time to meet up. KUKU nut you! Hahaz... and ok yus stop side tracking. As i was saying, those few days was the worst days of my life. It took me a whole load of courage to make wise decisions. And definately TRUST is the keyword to whatever that had happened.

I was put in such a situation whereby i felt so deeply hurt. Gees, i don't know how to say. I was never good with words. But whatever it is, i pulled myself through, be strong and try my very best to solve everything. The best friend told me, "Big girls don't cry." Yup, you are so true best friend. Thanks for being there for me all this while. I can't imagine my life without you. Thanks girl. Love ya loads. And to the best friend's boyfriend too. Danny, you've been a great help! Thanks boy.

Heartiest thanks to a dear friend called, Azlina also. Lin, yea like i say, eventually i'll get hurt and break down so no use not telling me. But whatever it is, i love you the same even if you were to tell me that night or not girl. Just thank you very much. I know you care, and thanks. Not forgetting Mr. Hakim! Thanks boy for being such a good adviser to me. I'm so glad to have met both of you in such a big school with different kinds of people. Love the both of you many many la.

It is said that in situation like this do we know who really care and concern about you. Who's really a friend and who's not. Btw to Pam too. Girl thanks for your concern. Lokking forward to meet you today and looking forward for dance today. Hur hur. After so long i'm dancing again! Woo hoo!! Okay i had enough about that i shall not talk about it anymore.

Well, i was suppose to post an entry about Gemerlapan. Hahaz... about how i make a good host! Hahaz... not really la. I suck at it still. I have no script and like Lin said don't know why i was super hyper when i interact with the audience. Hahaz... But i enjoyed myself though. I LOVE GEMERLAPAN SEMI FINALS. Congrats to the conestants who make it to the finals. DO your best ya! While those who can't, don't be dissappointed there's always next year. And you'll never know i might be the host again and then we can meet! Hahaz... ok crap! No la if you love singing and drama your journey should not end here alright? And the fact that you make it to the semis means you have the talent! =) Cheers! Don't worry Hakim Tappered, i am still a fan of 'Mengintai di tirai Kamar'. Hahahahaz... love that song laa!! POWER! And now Kyn send me this song by i forgot who's the singer but the title is dambaan. Super nice song. Thanks Kyn!! Sayang banget maduku itu! Hahahaz... alamak Chombi sorry ah kiter share eh? Ok tak awak? Hahaz... There some piccies. Aiya, we just can't take a proper picture la! Hahahaz...

There the CENDEKIAWAN cum the host minus Hakim! BEcause he's acting. And Aida Just cannot take a decent picture! I don't get her. I think pretty people are like that la! Hahaz...

I make a lot of friends in MCC!! Friendly people of course so how can i not LOVE Ngee Ann Malay Cultural Club ehh!! I loike la!! Done with doing the layout for LAYAR CENDEKIAWAN. Do visit our blog ya people.

www.cendekiawan-np.blogspot.com

And ouh yah that very day i didn't feel so short. You know why because Aida is shorter than me. Like woo hoo!! See good boy, i have someone shorter than me dearie! Hahaz... and the best part is i am taller than Azam! Hahaz.. ok fine like he say i'm with the heels. Alahh... make me feel good for a while ok per Azam! Congrats to Min and Hakim gigi besi! Hahaz... You guys rawk man! Min slapped haq!! Best sehh!! Woo hoo!!! Taufiq was so an actor la... he's so cool! Hahaz... with the fake breast. SEXY! Hahaz... Okay la overall everybody POWER la. Including the host! Hahaz... Aida and Lin was great too. Not sure if i'm going for the finals or not. Hmmm... tickets at 3 bucks people. Come down, you sure will enjoy yourself. Hahaz...

Results on friday too! Wth!!! Some scary shit la. I have the feeling i'll have to retake Child Development 1.2 so bad la. Ahhh... CRAP! The aftermath of not paying attention during lectures la. But ehh i tried la but just can't. Haish. Ok whatever. I shall not dwell over it. I rather dwell on why didn't i eat the Kinder Bueno chocolate yesterday. And now its gone. Don't know who ate it. Grr...

Okay so here's the replies to all my dearest taggers. thanks people for dropping by and tagging. Appreaciate it loads. Thanks ya!! Muacks muacks...

dear ads: You see ehh ads... Too bad you not there. Cannot take picture with shortie me. Hahahaz... no la just kidding. Its ok la we will meet up again soon ah. Twees! Don't jealousjealous la no good! Hahahaz... =)

dear fana MCC: Hey! Thanks man! Urs too! :-)

dear boy: Yea, it sure do a hectic one. For me and for you. I'm sorry for whatever have happened ya. I miss you 2 3 4! *hugs*

dear gab: Gabbie nugde me in MSN if you want pics kay.

dear miera: Hey girl thanks man! Saw the gorgeous you at Geme8! Hahaz... thanks for coming down to support Diyanah and min and me also right? Right right right? Hahahaz... Twees!

dear hasni: Linked you too girl! Thanks! :)

dear EHHREN: Ehh i just realise that you have a nice nickname. EHH REN! But you know what i still prefer your nick to be KUKU NUT! Hahaz... sooooo YOU! LIKE TOTALLY! =)

dear lyd: Huh?! Really ahh? NOt my group ker? Ouh mine is the blue one. Woo hoo!! Hahaz... ok you ar ein the prefectorial board ahh? Hmm... short term memory... Hahaha...

dear yanti: Girl, there's a lot of teacher's in Hua Yi. So what's the name girl? Hahaz... and you sure she teach in Hua Yi after New Town? Wah wedding... invite me la! Hahahaz... nah just kidding just tell me the name and i'll try to get back to you ya if i know or not. =)

dear LiNa: Hey girl thanks for being there for me girl. I should be fine by now. Thanks so much babe. Love ya many many! *Muacks*

dear seri: Hah!!! My chatting partner!!! Hahaz... miss you babe!! Biler nak merepek lagik pat MSN nie?! Hahaz... Okay see ya around alright girl. Tak care too. :-)

dear nadia: Hey Naddie!!Long time no see. Got miss me not? Hahaz... Nah just so lame things happen. Will talk about it when we see each other yea. Maybe during khai's birthday bash ok? Hur Hur... miss ya babe!

dear Pam: Awwww Pam!! I'm so touched. Love you dozens and dozens la girl. I know you guys would always be with me. Thanks girls! Love you guys la. Goodness i'm so toughed! *hugs* And will hug you more when i meet you later! DUSH! Hahahahaz!!! Miss ya!!!

dear hi_far: Thanks so much man sista! Gees... sedih gue. Hahaz... i bring my own tissue then i cry on you la. DOn't have to waste my money! Dengs. LOVE YOU kak!! CAYANG Banget deh same lo!! Oii... tido rumah aku la!! Then i do inai at ur feet. Cantek nyer. OK ok ok ok ok? =)

dear nana: Hey thanks man! You sang great too man. Hahahaz.. wish i can sing like you! Hahaz... all the best for finals yea! Twees! =)

Okay MSN was having such an irritating problem last night. I couldn't sign from like what 8pm. I got so frustrated and got to know Lin also can't log in. Which means we chatted crap on the phone till 1am last night. Because at 1am then we are able to log in to MSN. Goodness, Life's boring without MSN man. SO chatted with Kyn, Haq, Lin, Hakim tappered and i forgot who else. Owh yesh, my good boy also! Hahaz... MSN is getting fun-ner now. Ok is there even such a word. Okay whatever. With those conversation with various MCC people. Hahaz... I LOIKE!!! And i love my madu la. KYN DAN LINA!! Sayang banget deh samer LO!! Nanti we chat chat again kays! Sheeshh

Okay okay, going for dance later and most importantly meeting DEAREST PAMMIE PAM later!!! After so long! Miss her la!! We shall have a long talk later alright girl! Okay that's it for today! Cya! =)

Alhumdulilah, Gemerlapam was a success. I wish to talk more about it but my my mood level is totally 0%. I never felt hurt like this before.

I was just beginning to trust and then you break it.

I thought i knew you.

I thought you are the one.

Yet it was all a lie.

I didn't know who to trust.

Or who to believe anymore.

I felt alone, like i was being discriminated by everyone.

I lost you because you were never mine.

Always i am waiting for you to come online and say the slightest 'HI'.

Always i am waiting for your call.

Always i am waiting to see you again.

but everything was such a waste.

I fall.

I fall again.

Yet everything was a mistake.

It hurt me so bad again like it did before.
It hurt, so deep but yet it doesn't bleeds.

Everything sucks as for now. I wouldn't say anything more. I wouldn't think anymore now. So save all questions for some other useful people and time. This Yus have become so weak. So she's off. CRAP!

*you are the first and the last.*

so lost.

SICK. LOST. CONFUSED. WORRIED. SCARED. IRRITATED.

Okay so that's exactly how i'm feeling right now. There's reasons for the respective words up there. What the hell. I hate to be in this situation.

I HATE HATE HATE HATE!!!

I'm so pissed right now for don't-know-what-reason yet i somehow know what is the reason. What the hell. I'm crapping. Whatever. I love Ms Azlina and Ms Aida! At least you rock my day girls. Muackz. Bye.

:-), :-p, :-(

Okay, so people has been asking me to update. But as usual when laziness strikes nothing will happened. Bees quite busy lately. Been up with a lot of shopping, movies and more. Hahaz... how busy can i be eh? Hahaz... okay first stop, Teacher's Day 2006! Woo hoo...

Wow! Went back HUA YI SECONDARY SCHOOL early in the morning after so long. Feels great to meet my dear councillors and fellow teachers. Though i got to drag myself early in the morning and went straight to shower. Hahaz... Reached school and the concert started. It was so early la. They skip the ACES thingy because it was raining. Wth. Aik Song told me it starts at 8:30 but once i reached there its finishing. Hahaz... and DEAREST AIK SONG!!! You are the one with the masterplan ehh. To drag me up on stage. Gees... Hahahaz... but sweet of you la. Thanks. Although it was embarrassing though. Hee... i can't dance. =)

Met the teachers and how surprising Mrs Wing... oops i meant Mrs Wong my lovely english teacher and Mr Amran, the teacher i admire most actually wished me happy teacher's day too. Although i'm not yet official. Hahaha... SWEET! And my dearest SIEW NGO still rememeber her lizard! Hahaz... So proud of you. Took a picture with her and we found out a funny way to send via bluetooth. We learnt that we should not stand close to each other when sending because the bluetooth cannot detect each other's device. Hahaz... only after Mrs Tan go further i saw a 'KELLY' appearl. After confirming that the 'KELLY' is my siew ngo that picture is sent! Hahahaz... Btw that is our lovely picture!

The Mrs Kelly Tan (Siew Ngo) and YusLizard! Hahahaz...

Miss doing POA and having her lessons. Hahahaz... i so LOVE POA! Ouh yes!! Miss Mrs Ang also! Beloved POA teacher. Hahaz... okay next i went pooling with shariffah and more. Hahaz... nice to see these people after so long. Hahahaz... miss them! *hugs* There wasn't lot of people who came back this year compared to the previous years. So this are some of the 5N3 peeps who came and a picture taken with them.

Went to the councillor room, and something caught my eyes which can really bring me to tears just thinking about the memories we had a view years back. The thing is this:

Goodness!! HYPB!! My beloved Prefectorial board. I miss those times. The hard and the good times when we have to stay up all night during the intensive to finish up our task by Suneeta! Miss those times when i have to fight with VINCENT!!! The toot whom i never fails to quarell with 24/7 those days. Hahahaz... yet we still hug and shed tears on the last day of our intensive. I still miss him though now. Toots!! I love HYPB!! We took hours to finish that masterpiece okay. I wish i could bring the canvas home and display it in my room. Hahahaz....!!! <3

CONGRATULATIONS to dear ADIRATNA for coming in second in Piala Tun Perak! And also attaining another two awards which i can't remember what it is. But congrats to Dila for the award she got. Err... what was it ehh? Something something harapan right? Hahahaz.... maybe Dila have been blessed after drinking too much of Fana's EXPIRED root beer. Hahahahaz.... I love MCC la!! Friendly people and i loike!

Okay i have yet to memorise my script for tommorrow's Gemerlapan rehearsel. Kindda lazy actually. Ish! Lazy Yus!!! My boring nights have been abolished thanks to people like LIN, dear CHEE YON, Norhan, Sydi, Luqman and most important people, my dearest chatting partner; SERI ATIKAH!!! Hahaz.... Love you many many girl!! Hahaz... thanks peeps for crapping with me in the middle of the night!

Alright long entry. Enough already here are the replies to dearest taggers:

dear Pam: Hey girl! Yes yes you are so right. Great to see ya again that Thursday back to Hua Yi after so long! Muackez!! *hugs* =)

dear Ika: Oii ika jgn la caplock caplock. Bocor rahsia. Haha.... but styl;e kan birthday party kiter? Hahaz.. nie la buda2 giler ECH. Hahaz...

dear jeewangz: Hee... thanks dude! =)

dear boy: i know and i miss you! =(

dear LiNa: Yes yes!! Dah update! Hees...

dear nadia: Heyy Nad!! Ya lah! You!! Busy with ODIP only don want go out with us! Hahaz... miss you too babes! *hugs* Cya around soon yea!

dear ads: No problem. A sudden conflict in your tagboard. That's scary but hahaz... who don't know everythings a joke. So twees!!! =)

dear danny: DAN!!! How many times must i correct you? Its Malik not Malek!!!! Hahahaz... when he's free we'll go out ok? Okay FINE just the 4 of us! OKAY?!!! And excuse me ehh... who you are talking to your girl's best friend here okay. Do you even think i will not take care of her? LOL!!! =)

Okay all tags replied. And so i'm off. Not been in the right state of mind these few days. Been doing a lot of thinking and the moods swings have been atrocious! Goodness! Okay whatever i can't be bothered.

*... the eye fall in love but the heart that does the sufferings. Yet this life is just for you, have at least some concern. His return scares me as though it drifts us apart... i miss you...*

Pammie Pam Pam (LOL!)

I love MCC la! Hahaz.. enjoyed myself just now. Although the hosting part sucks. Hahaz... i can't host in malay la. English maybe. Or rather just Pam's MC is okay! Hahaz... love being her MC during Teacher's Day concert 2003. Actually today's entry is dedicated to MISS PIRAMILA!! Hahaz.. okay wait will get back to that part later. Well back to the auditions. Well i woke up late as usual. Then Indra have to be so early. Goodness, so i was so panic that something happened to me. Ok i don't wanna talk about it. It's frustrating. Because of that Mr. Indra have to wait for me like half an hour! Sorry man dude!! So so so so bloody sorry! Then Lin also have to wait. Ahhh... so sorry LIN!!! I am such an evil manipulative toot laa!! Sorry guys! So sorry!! Hahaz... i'm loving my language club people already!! Wahahahaz... I can't think of what to say during the auditions. Because Rizal is in front of me. He is one scary toot la! Makes me all nervous and speechless. Arggh!! *strangle him* Hahahaz... I don't wanna join anything that requires Rizal to do the judging again. Hahaz... some scary shit.

So that's my lovely language people!! Ahhh... hearts you guys!! <3>

The person who waited for me for half an hour. Sincere apology dude!


The beautiful chick who also waited for me. Sincere apology too girl! Muackz! LOL!

Went to watch Click after everything with Lin. She was bored because her cousin cancel her birthday celebration just now. So yeah.. one funny and nice movie!! I loike!! Right Lin! Thanks Lin for the fun and everything. Okay now i'm uber bored. Don't know what else to do. And gees, i forget to eat just now. Was oo busy with many things. Too many things to settle with. So chatted with Pam and i felt bored so i decided to dedicate thins entry to dearest PIRAMILA KUPPUSAMY!! Yes, that's her. Love this girl to bits la. Let me say something about dearest Pammie.

Actually we started as enemies in secondary one. When we first met we didn't leave a good impression about each other. Hahaz... we were freaking childish during secondary one that i don't seem to remember why we were so cold towards each other. Hahaz... se 2 we were not in the same class. As usual this chick is a clever one. DUH! Hahaz... sec 3, 4 and 5 too. But, we were in the prefectorial board and the intensive camps we had has bonded as badly. We then became so close and we understand each other's strengths and weaknesses. We learnt to care for each other. Most importantly, we lerant to love the friendship we build over time. Pam has helped me a lot during times when i really need someone to talk to or a shoulder to cry on. A2 in POA is all thanks to her. With her help and guidance i have better understanding and succeeded towards victory. I still remember those days when we mugging for the O levels. Though we were busy studying, we still had lots of lame jokes and excessive laughter that can never stop. Taking funny pictures that never ends. One followed after another.

She is one strong, sensitive yet caring and the most understanding friend anyone can ever had. She reasoned out everything postively and analyse situation in a proffessional way. I have always admire the way she juggles her time between friends, families and school work. Just like me, she too have restricted freedom. Pam, i'm not good at words. You should know that after so many years. Hahahaz... but i just want you to know that its a pleasure knowing you. its an honour having a friend like you and you are someone whom i don't get to see everyday but someone who is closed to my heart always and forever. The memories and the friendship will remain and i'll pray you will always succeed in everything that you do. A picture of us with our proud wonderful blazers! Look how loyal we are to our dearest school as a prefect and then a student councillor! Hahaz... Pam and Yus (the worst hair i ever had! gees!).

One message to a dear friend:
"If by mistake i have make a mistake, then please consider it a mistake and please forget it. But only forget the mistake, even by mistake don't ever forget me!"

With love, Yusliza

So yeah! Its NUR AZLINA BTE SUBARI 17th Birthday. Fnally she's 17! Babes today's entry is dedicated to you. Hahaz... sorry babes i got to lie a bit just now. I guess i'm such a bad liar la actually. Hahaz... let me share it here. This is my conversation with the birthday girl:

lin: Yus where are you?
yus: Ouh i am still in the train (when i'm in PS already!).
lin: Okay from i reach already. From which part of the train are you coming from?

Bearing in mind that i don't sound like i'm in the train. And i am too panic to answer her anything... i answered:

yus: Huh Lin? What? Ehh, i can't hear you la. No reception later when i reach i call you (my voice is like so don't know how to fake!)
lin: (innocent voice) Ouh ok then.

Then i put down the phone with a sigh of relieve with Khai. NUR AZLINA do you know how hard is it to get away from you from dhouby ghout. Just so you wouldn't see us off to PS first! Wahaha... some scary shit for me and Khai! LOL!!! Khai and me were so scared that Lin may just appear at the control station. Hahaz.. but with our intelligence we managed to reached starbucks to meet Alicia to do some surprise thingy! And Lina's birthday card was super big that Alicia have to come with a cab! Hahahaz.... The worst part was after buying the cake and rushing to dhouby ghout, not only the birthday girl reached already but we have no LIGHTER!! Wth... none of us smoke like duh! So we can't blow the candles. Hahaz... so sorry Lin! No blowing of candles.

Yeap so that's our present to Lin. Oh we forget to snapped the picture of the UBER HUGE card. BUMMER! Hahaz... i loike! Guys my birthday don't need that big la ah. I appreaciate even the smallest thing on earth. LOL!!

There's the cake. And guess where we have the cake. Let me share the secret with the world wide web that we ate it in the cinema. Shhhh.... HAHAHA!!!! How unique isn't it. The wonderful idea of Khai and maybe ME! Wahaha... and gees thanks my pants have the cake stained because i'm the one cutting and distributing it. Hahahaz... girls! Thank me!! LOL! i swear that's the first time i did such a thing. We gotta resolve to this because of the movie time. We have not much time for the movie. Super hurrying. Hahaz... But it was ultimate fun la! Watch American Haunting. I will rate that show 3 out 5. Then we have to bully Lin to carry everything!! and we mean it EVERYTHING like that...

Untill after the show Nad was being all sweet to carry some stuff for her. Hahaz.. she's like our maid man. Carrying ALL the stuffs. Hahahahahahaz!!!!! I loike! after the movie, we went to grab some food at Long John Silver. And there Lin opened up her pressies! Firstly Khai's present. Taa daa...

Then she posed with my hand make present. Of course the pencil with Lin's duplicate on it was bought! I ca't possibly make it. Hahahahaz... Taa daa...

Then Alicia's shoe! Which she asked me the day before and i totally gave wrong information, i said she is size 6! Wahahaha....

Then Nad's!! nad's another present is censcored and parental guidance is advise so not going to be displayed here! Twees! Just this maybe! Hahahaz...

After the food went towning for awhile before Lin have to go for dinner with her family. So off we went to take NEOPRINTS!!! and taadaa... introducing the killing beauty stuff... WOO HOO!!!

Beautiful isn't it. Hahaz... So overall we enjoyed ourselves. Haish all this just reminds me of my dear COEXISTENCE. It's been such a long time since we go out together. Hope to go out with them soon. Miss you girls: PAM, CANDY, NURUL and of course SAB!!! Alright yeah enjoyed my day. Hope the birthday girl enjoyed herself too. And Lin, though my present don't cost a bomb or anything. And it sucks or whatever i hope you love it. It took me more than 4 eyes to find the small words you know. Hahaz... so yeah hope you like it! Love ya babes!

Okay replies to my taggers:

dear sHoRtEeLi: I'm a good girl early to visit your blog. Unlike you, evil creature. Hahahahaha!! Hope to see ya too. Twees!! =)

dear -fiddy-: Heyy, ya man! We have the same thinking!! Hahahaz... so you must help me tell my boyfriend that i like guys kissing girl's forehead and vice versa. So your boyfriend will kiss your forehead. Hahahaz... Okay lame. CRAP Yus!! =)

dear jeewangz: I so know you are crapping... pegi carik chickies la. Or join chicky club! Hahaz... see ya tommorrow dude!

dear LiNa: No prob babe i had fun too! Hope you love the day. Twees! =)

Okay. The End!

Alrights! Exams over. But what the hell. I think i screwed up my Child Development 1.2 which is like the last paperreal bad. That's like the paper which ihave least confidence in. Gees! The thought of having to retake the module again sucks man. But haizz... just sux la!I don't wanna talk about it no more. Okay wow, i just realised that its been so long since i last update. I don't know why i'm just so bloody lazy to update this blog of mine. Good boy have been pestering me to update also but hees... i'm too lazy my dear. Hahahaz...

A lot of things happened. I don't know where to begin. I'll just recap whatever i remember and feel like discussing. Well firstly, its the end of semester one. And it has been awesome!! Love 1B01 too bits. Its been a fun journey with you girls. Hope we'll all make it for the exams and see ya girls again in semester two. Love you peeps!

Went to Samantha's house after last paper on Tuesday. Ate so much that i was bloated and i cannot eat anymore when i join bro and Kit to have supper. Hahaz... Its been awhile since i go out with Kit. Ouh btw she's my bro's workmate when he was working in Singapore Discovery Centre a few years back. We always shop together in those days when i was like in primary school. And like Kit say i grow already! Hahahaz...

And the whole week i was down with a cold. Gees! When there's sore throat, running nose srikes. Well, understandable. It all come in a package. So yea i was down with flu during holidays. What the hell. And hell ya it was really boring. Goodness!! Noone in MSN to chat with. I mean, when i was busy studying everyone wants to chat and there's always something to chat about. Now that i'm free, i felt so alone. Gees!! Ahh, so i watch bollywood!!! Hahahahaz... Filled my time watching Fanaa (courtesy of Farhana who borrowed me), Krrish and 36 Chinatown. Been missing out quite a ew latest movie because of exams and school. Goodness, Fanaa is so touching while Krrish, ahh... i'm melting. Hrithik Roshan is such a hunk and Priyanka Chopra is such a babe!! The scene in Singapore look so lovely! I love my country!! Wahahaha... wahh so patriotic. Whatever Yus! 36 Chinatown... hmm... Hisham was right when he say he love the song. Nice songs!

Went to do some shopping with bro on Friday. In fact, he was the one shopping and even if i bought anything its his money not mine. We shop and eat at Fish and Co till we drop. Hahahahaz... bought so many things. And brother was sooo nice to buy me something worth 150 bucks from Guess! Well lets just keep it a secret. Hahahaz... Only good boy knows so far. So my dear boy... shhhhh!!!!!

Then Haifa Noorin came on Saturday to teach me Henna design!! Gees, i really don't have the mood that day but yeah i manage to force myself to some learning. Well, Haifa, what can i say! I'm a fast learner. Wahaha... all brides will love me because of my design!! Wahahahaha!!! So yeah and Haifa was so nice to do a one side hand mehndi bride design for me. It feels so good to have people doing it for me instead of always me doing it for myself. Hahahaz!! So that's the outcome. So people anyone wants a mehndi design on your lovely hands ring me or mail me ya. princess_yusliza@hotmail.com that's my e-mail! Or mail to haifa noorin at haifa_halipin@hotmail.com. De J'jari Designz is pleased to serve you! =)

Then despite being sick, brother and Sis Nana dragged me to Tiong Bahru Plaza to catch a midnight movie. Hahahaz... i love being dragged though! Hahahaz... ok so we watch ghost game. It was scary YES but everybody died in the movie. Lehh!! No hero no heroine man! Hahahaz... Then reached home at around 230 plus in the morning. Was on the phone with him then i'm off to sleep at around 345 plus. Goodness, i can never sleep early anymore. Poor him can't sleep and what the hell i didn't realise his message this morning and then he's off to JB! He says he'll message once his back but no message till now. So wonder when is he back. Hmm... faster come back leh i'm bored!!! Uber bored!!!

Went shopping like again just now. Hahaz... to Bugis!! And brother was super nice again because he bought me a shoe! Wee... i loike!! Then bought for Papa a shirt and bro bought a shirt like AGAIN and i don't know know what else we bought. But i rememeber vividly we bought CHOCOLATE!!! Haha... then we don't know where to go we headed to Changi Airport to have dinner there. The Islamic food there was superb. They serve nice Mee Goreng. I loike!! Then went to shop again there. I can't remember if brother finally bought the perfume or not. He's like so spendthrift la goodness. Whatever his money not mine! Hahahaz... Then here i am blogging.

Wanna wish Ms Nur Azlina Bte Subari a very Happy Birthday!! Finally you are 7-teen!! Hahaz... May all wishes come true girl and may God blessed you with good health! =) Going for movie tommorrow to celebrate this girl birthday tommorrow. So see ya girl!

I saw this sweet Eurasian couple at the airport just now. And i learnt that went the girl stare at the guy, it resulted to a kissing scene! Hahaz... then the sweetest part was, the girl went on talking then the guy just put his fingers on her lips and kiss her forehead! Hahahaz... it was funyn to see such romantic reality scene. SWEET la! I like guys kissing girls forehead. I just find it SWEET. I loike!!

Okay i don't know what else to blog so i shall reply to my dear taggers.

dear Pam: Ahhhh!!! PAMMIE PAM!!!! I miss you too my dear. Its been nice talking to you that day on the bus. Hope to see ya around soon girl!! Muack muacks! Now that's some internet romance. Hahahahaz!!!

dear boy: Hahaz... i thought that was enough. I didn't know that they have to bring my lecturer to identify me also.Gees...

dear faezah: Hey thanks girl but i found it already. Like thank god. Save my 20 bucks for Ben and Jerry or something. Hahaz.. and hmm, i didn't know you lost your card too! Now you saw my pathethic face on my student card! Toots!! Thank God its not SSIC who gets my card. If not tayang la muker ku at the atrium! Hahahaz...

dear gab: Excuse me ehhh GAB! What do you mean by neat freak ehh?! No ah this one i dropped it so not can be categorised as 'not my fault' i guess! LOL! =)

dear danny: Alright you are linked!

dear ads: Okay ads! Updated so you better read! Wahaha... see i good girl! I update! :-]

dear brenden: Oh my god MR BRENDEN CHIA!!! You still remembered?! Toot you!! DUSH!!! Hahahaz....

dear haq89: Hey boy!! I'm fine! See la when i'm with you always wanna kutuk me right now miss me! Hah!!! Padan muker!! Wahahahahaha!!! Ouh wait Hakim miss E****!! Hahahaha!!! Paham paham jer la haq!! =) LOL!!

dear best fwen: Wait best fren! What rahsia? Hahahaz... quite blur here ehh!!

dear LiNa: Okay birthday girl updated! so you better read also! DUSH!!!

dear ayienz: Psst psst... ouh ok set go! Wahahaha!!

Ouh yes i almost forget. When i was at Bugis just now, i came across astroboy's shop. Hahaz... and guess what dear boy, i think your friends who called you astro boy was right! Hahaz... when i look at it, it does reminds me of you. Hahahaz... Wahaha!! Some resemblance that i said to my brother, "Bang he does look like Malik a bit lei!" Wahahaha!!! Oh my god!! that's some funny shit. Cute la the astro boy. Goodness! I'm crapping! See cute right? Picture is shaking because mama's rushing me to go! Hahaz...

Well okay then its kindda late i guess i wanna go jump to my bed now. So long and good night people! =)

One paper down and 2 more to go.
Gees what a thing to happened on the first day of paper and the first time i had my exams without uniform in NGEE ANN POLY!!
I frigging lost my student card! What the hell!!!
Argghh... if not found have to friggin replace it. There goes my 20 bucks.

Which i can like buy 2 Ben and Jerry's ice cream that i'm craving since don't know when!

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SUX SUX SUX SUX!!!!!!!

I've yet to be stress about whether i can make it for exams or not and another thing have to make my blood boil!

HOW SICKENING!!!

Gees, i'm so pissed. first paper was not easy yet can be done. So yeah i don't know if i can make it still though. And what the hell i have yet to start studying child development 1.2!!!
I can't concentrate on studying.

Too distracted with the stupid student card. Toot la!
How can i be so careless?!
AHHHH!!!!! CRAP!!!!!!!

dear Pam: OMG Pam! My handwriting rox?? Gees... i didn't know that my terrible handwritting can rox you!! Hahahaz... you neat handwritting rox me though! Wahahaha!! Ouhh Pam... got internet romance never tell me ah!! I want to join la!! You toot!! Wahahahahaz....

dear LiNa: Owhhh LIN!!! Dalam diam diam!!! Kesian gempal! Wahahahahaz..... ok fine the next time you see me you DUSH me! Twees! Crap! =)

dear gab: Huh? What planning gabbie? Kindda blur. *scratch head*

dear boy: No problem boy. And i lost my student card! =( *sobx sobx sobx*

THE END.

Gees, i can't believe that i'm done with studying Curriculum Studies module.After a long mugging i did this lame yet funny test! Wahahahaz... Super funny and lame i must say. Okay have a good laugh people! I had mine already right after i got the results... LOL!!! =)

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Malik is your soulmate.

You truly love Aaron.

You consider Farhana your true friend.

You know that Diyana is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Sabrina for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Shariffah is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Nurul is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Lina is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Lina changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Pam is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Pam has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

My previous entry was such a bore. But after posting the entry, i had the best and wonderful night of my life. Wahahaz... all big shout out of thanks from me to them for cheering my life that very night. Goodness! Look... the magic of MSN can brings us joy and happiness by just typing crap with people like, MR YONG CHEE YON, MISS PIRAMILA, MISS CANDY ONG and MR SHAZZMAN BIN SHERSHA!!! Wahaha... i miss these people man! I miss those days when i asked Mr Shazzman so many question when we were studying for O levels. I miss studying POA with Ms Piramila, miss Ms Candy Ong scarsicm and lastly i miss Mr YONG CHEE YON horny crap! Wahaha... he's forever full of crapzs. And i really have to apologise to this mister over here because i can't go home with him that friday because of my MCC Club meeting. Sorry mister!

Oh my god i'm like the secretary for this sub committee thingy in MCC. Gees... can't believe it i'm doing that job. I have always hated this post! Treasurer also! Gees... i suck at this post so much man. That's exactly why i was never in any secretariat or treausrer's post in prefect or councillor. I guess Pam knows this. Right Pam?! Especially when i have a bad handwriting. And another year of doing proposals. Gees... wth... i just hope that my blurness wouldn't distrupt my job later. Ish! =)

So last friday was also the last day of school and dancesports for Sports and Wellness module. Ahh... I'm so going to miss those people. I feel so bonded just on the few weeks of dancesports. How sad! but most improtantly i'm so going to miss dancing with SITI KHAIRIAH!!! Khai you have been a great partner!! Its a pleasure to dance with you! Love dancing with you girl! Twees! Okay 3 weeks no dancesports CCA also. Wth!! So bored. No rumba!!!

And that's Melvin, my dancesports instructor. And Lin and Me sure do love him because he thought us a the basic for salsa and a bit of the kukaracha and i forget what is the other movement. Lin and me so love Melvin for that. Right Lin? Thanks Melvin! I sooo love dancesports. I don't get it why people don't like salsa! Its like the best amongst all dance la! Gees... STUPID!

I went to watch 'api keje' (direct translation by my good boy) Hahaha... fireworks i mean... this time with my family and its like awesome la because i got to see the lower part also. But no doubt la watching with good boy and the rest was fun also! Super awesome man the fireworks. Super nice!! It was so crowded like as though there's a human war or something. Gees... i didn't wanna go like again if not for my poor cousin who wants to watch la. Gees... i still have loads of studyin gto do man. A few more days to exams. So i've been mugging since 2 o'clock just now till around 8. Gees... there's so much to memorise and nothing seems to ge in and stay in my head man. How interesting isn't it. God! I just don't want to be reminded that exams is in another 4 more days. Aahh... i'm screwed. I still have the brain part to cover for child development 1.1 module. And i haven't start on anything for curriculum studies. Gees... PANIC PANIC! Ok so tommorrow's another day of mugging at home. Gees!

Okay before i end just a few replies to my taggers:

dear ayienz: Yes yes i went!! Did you go and watch too? I'm sweet? I thought i'm suppose to be cute? Wahaha... ok ok prasan! LOL!!! i'm jealous with you and your boy la girl. So lovey dovey! Wahahaha!!!

dear boy: Hee.. its okay dear! I completely understand! Wahaha... don't worry about it! Twees!

dear ads & gab: Yes whatever ads say is true. I don't her to win SI or anything but its just that she don't deserve to be out as yet because someone else truely DESERVES to be out long ago is still in the competition. She can sing! How unfair. Oh wells, I wonder how singaporean vote laa. CRAP! Btw ads i miss working @ Man Master also... sheeshh! =)

Ok bye.

~FRUSTRATION STRIKES~

Oh my god! What a day. Spent like i think almost 2 hours on one pathethic test. Crap! I shudn't spent too long on one pathethic paper. I'll screw up my Child Development 1.1 Exam if this carries on. This only goes out to show how unprepared i am for exams. Gees... i started mugging but it seems like nothing is going in the head. How nice! I think my memorising skills lost halfway through studying. Wonder which dendrites or neurons it went to. Or is my neurotransmitter even working? LOL. CRAP!

I'm so frustrated now over i-don't-know-what-reason. I'm so frigging bored la. So tired of reading all the theories. All the according to Piaget, Vygotsky and all. Like nothing gets in the head. All the sociocultural theory, psychoanalytic thoery etc. Gees, who dare said that Early Childhood Education course is a easy course where you just takes care of children and clean their nappies. I'll kill them alive. My goodness! All these emotional, cognitive, social and physical development are driving me insane. Ouh yes i still have music and movement, story telling, poetry, language arts, play and the list goes on. OMG!!! Heartache la!

I was too bored studying that i decided to watch Singapore Idol which is like another heart ache. I wonder why Joaquim is not the one. Gees.. whatever! can't be bothered. Then watched this chinese drama and then i realised i was SUPER bored. SUPER ULTIMATE bored. Goodness. I have never been this bored. Suddenly i don't mind going home late from school. Else i'll be this bored. Worst scenario is tommorrow last day of school. What the hell. Then exams. I'll be busy with a exams for a bit then i will be so free untill October. Gees, i wanna work la else i'll be rotting at home. Like just now. Gosh! My handphone is also SUPER quiet today. No calls from good boy or anyone. Ouh yes just from Hakim! Informing i'm selected for something and i have to come down for MCC meeting tommorrow. Besides that nothing. No nice TV shows to watch and worst thing that bollywood radio channel in Malaysia is somehow spoilt. What the hell. I'm so dead bored la! AHHHH! CRAP!

Ahh... fine whatever... i have nothing to blog also. So bye. CRAP!

Happy Birthday Singapore la yer! =)

Yup yups! Fireworks! It was awesome la! And of all years i've watched, this year was the bets because nobody is blocking me and i can see it clearly! Ahhh, i like!! Had fun today with Sabbie, danny, Hakim, Lin, Khai, Alicia and Malik! We lost Lin, Khai and Alicia half way watching the fireworks. The fireworks was NICE la! Just the sound, i don't really like that part. Always giving me a shock. The rest was fantastic. I love the last part the most. I'm still waiting for Mister Hakim to give me nice pictures he took using his camera. The fireworks is just tooo nice la! It would be nicer if it spelt out my name. Hahahaz..... Okay dream on Yus!

Okay like finally no more assignments. NO MORE!!!!! Finally! Just mock exam on MEL tommorrow from 9 to 12. I hope i'm able to wake up by then. Gees. So after a whole loads of fun today, i have to be stuck at home mugging for exams. Gees, another hassle. My life is like incomplete without EXAMS la. Hahaz... haiz! Ouh wells, that's life for me.

I wonder why nowadays, i'm just sooo lazy to update my blog. Just plain lazy. Gees, and i'm so worn out. Go home late from school like almost everyday. Its either group discussion for assignments or staying back in school to study with Lin. Haiz.. so many to study! I don't know how to start and memorizing those theories and all in my head. Ok enough, nothing fun happens. So i'm moving on to reply to my dear taggers.

dear lyd: Ahh!! Ini sumer tak adil! Wahaha... life's unfair. Its okay Lyd, your time will come! Just wait babe!*evil laugh*

dear faezah: Asal tak leh gi? Man tak kasik keper?! Wahahaz...

dear ads: Alamak! Sabar je nie pompan! You also, same as Lyd! Just wait, your time will comes! Sometimes life is fair! Wahahahahahahaz!!

dear boy: Yea... betul tu awak! See see, a year 2 talking ok ppl! Wahahahahaz!! =)

dear ika: Ahh.. link pun. Berjanggut aku tunggu tau! But no la i no goatie. Wahahaz...

dear -fiddy: Heyy... thanks! Fid! I wonder how you know my name btw. Hahaz.. shocking that you tegur and know my name. Hee... anyways nice knowing you girl! Twees! =)

dear best fwen: That's Hakim my dear girl, and you just saw him just now. Wahahaz... no ah, because of me Malik will never jealous one. Wahahaz... maybe other people yes ah. Hahaz... oopsy! Wahaha... miss ya best friend!

dear Pam: Hey miss ya too babes. Nice talking with you too that day on the bus. After so long i miss your crapping girl. Hahaz... okay take care girl and all the best for you exams too! Love ya!

dear gab: Ouh ok... cool cool! What a small world! :-)

Well alright... i love this picture... We were at the convention centre after child development 1.1 lecture on Monday. We were too bored that this was the outcome:

Wahaha!! Say no evil, hear no evil, see no evil! Wahaha!!

Ok the end.

Awallah Dondang

Awallah Dondang was great! Just reached home half an hour ago. There were so many funny things that happened. My dimple feel so strained because of excessive laughter. Hahaha! To MCC Sri Nadi. You guys were great! Fantastic! Congrats for the wonderful show! Haha... it was a very interesting first time to MCC performance for me. Met new friends from language club. Gees... interesting people. I loike! Most od the pictures are with Hakim and i am so going to HYAK DUSH this boy if he never give me the pictures. Anyways i just can't wait to upload this picture and show it to you people. Hahaz... its the very first picture me and Lin took in my dad's car. Its like the nicest among all! We look so fresh! Wahaha... okaylah mayb Lin look a little bit exhausted and perspiring but whatever la Lin you still look as pretty and gorgeous like always! There... see see...


Okay Lin i know you win the bet! Stupid la that ***** never ask your number! See la now i lost the bet! When i got the cash i will treat you la girl! DUSH!!! =) Then a picture with my language club dude HAKIM. There...


Then this picture is taken in the Kreta Ayer Theatre. Nice right?! Wahahaz... Ok crap!


Actually went there with Hamizah and Amirah and her boyfriend also but i don't have a proper picture with them. Its in Hakim's camera. So i can't upload. =( So anyways went to Newton to eat after that. We were all like hungry ghost after the whole thing. And we couldn't decide on where to eat. At last NEWTON! Like again!! I just went day like 2 days ago with my family. And i'm there again.

Hahaz... so much laughter with Lin just now. Ngarut sehh but i enjoy myself la. With Hakim, Hamizah, Amirah and her boyfriend. Thanks people. Especially Lin for the laughter and all. Even when we reach the car we were still laughing. LOL!! Crazy!! Okay good boy in KL i'm bored so i guess i'm going to sleep. Surprisingly he messaged just now. Hee! =) So, good night world!!

Okay i don't know why but i'm just plain lazy to blog nowadays! Gees... But somebody told me there's people who wants to know what has been going on inmy life. So i'm suppose to update. I wonder who will even bother to read! Gees... firstly i'm like blogging in the dark for the first time. For the first time i don't care if my my eyes going to be blind or whatever. Hahaz... just today la. Seriously school has been very hectic. With new assignments after assignments. I get so frustrated. Its like when on earth can i start studying for exams with so much assignments. Seriously la exams is just 4-5 weeks i think. Or was it less than tat? Goodness! Its like so driving me nuts la!

Nini's birthday party at Aloha Loyang Chalet was fantastic. I thought of posting some funny and pretty pictures but i'm just oo lazy la! Seriously, LAZY PIG, that's what i am for now. Wahaha!! So don't need la! Coussies want pictures ask from me yourself. But one thing, Haifa Noorin! You boyfriend slow la like you! Can heart attack already still wait can look at me somemore. By the time tatak ida heart attack already! Wahaha... and Haifa Noorin your boyfriend is sooo responsible for the game he bought for nini present. Ended up si tue tue main! Wahaha... Quite fun la! Especially having Wadihana's boyfriend to cheat and crap! Wahahaz... its been a long time since my family had such gathering. Miss it so much! And i enjoyed myself. Love you dearest cousins!!!

I shall not talk about Monday! As usual! One boring day of LECTURES!! OMG! Monday Blues la! But went dinner with my good boy and his soccer friends. Then my family join later. Good boy is in pain because his leg... err... i don't know how to explain but it just hurts la! Hahaz... get well soon ok dear boy! And sorry my toot brother got to trouble you with the controller. Sheeshh! He's just so busy with his soccer. Wonder when he's leg going to get well or something! Gees... Then Tuesday was great because there's DANCESPORTS!! OMGi love dancing with Jason man! And i just knew he's no a local! He's from China! Gees... whatever it is he's a great dance partner. I"m so sorry i always have to step on his feet when i'm doing the kukaracha turn. Is that how you even spelt it? But anyways! I LOVE RUMBA!! I can't stop dancing! I wanna dance!!! With JASON!! It's so nice can?! So wednesday, as usual drag! ITA practical was kindda fun for the first time. Then did CD 1.2 assignment and managed to study like only two term! WTH! Then go back home with good boy! Then i'm blogging! I don't really feel like blogging! Too many things inside my head! just waiting to explode only i guess!

Then i save that draft and continued blogging today which is Friday! Goodness, i'm like so so so so so lazy to update man! Just came back home from school. had S&W just now! Dance again! But this time is with a dance shoe okay!!! YES YES!!! I bought my dance shoe. I finally bought them. Finally there's my size! So its like the smallest size as usual! I don't get it man! totally not! Is my feet that small or what! Ridiculous! Maybe its just the shoes! All are just too big! Ouh well! So that's like the best part today! I loike!! Can't wait to dance RUMBA on Tuesday with dancepartner! Ahhhh i love dance la!!! There's a competition at JB on the 29th October. i don't know if i should join or not! I want to, Jason also depends on my decision but it like the 5th day of Hari Raya! I wonder if my mum allow or not! Hmm... still need to consider. Then there's language club meeting with Ayie. Ahh need to discuss so many things. At it was just soo crazy at clubhouse! With Hakim and Lin! My stomach can burst because of excessive laughter. Goodness! Okay so there's Gemerlapan to think of. Being a host! Gees... Then after so much crap but still we finish our agenda okay! Met good boy. He's like always with he's soccer. what else. Hahaz... yeah he just finish soccer then went to eat. I'm super hungry can? Gees... haven't eaten a proper meal since morning. Went dinner with Elias and Irwan also and i don't know what's his name. Hahaz... Elias and Erwan or Irwan? I donno la how it is spelt. Gees... Elias and Erwan sehh!! Elias whom i never ever talk with for 4 years in Hua Yi. Same like Erwan. Ouhk whatever i'm spelling his name tat way. Hahaz... He looks so scary and i remember i never dare talk with Erwan before. He looks so fierce. Only today i saw his funny side. Hahaz... but still i dare not talk to him. I only dared talking with Elias. Gees... Malik friends are scary. They look so serious. No smile. Hahahaz... to see their funny side is so much a relieved. Hahahaz... but anyways nice dinner with them.

Okay going to Awallah Dondang tommorrow at Kreta Ayer Theatre or something which i have no idea where. Ayie and Ias say drop at Outram and walk. So yea! Before that we'll be heading to town first! Go TAKA see toys though i already bought YASMIN (BRATZ) the hollywood one and the BRATZ Big Babyz!! Yasmin also!! Ahhhh i love BRATZ la!!! Sab don't jealous! LIN don't jealous! Wahahahahaz.... Good boy going KL tommorrow. Ahh... sian! Faster come back else i DUSH you! Okay wanna reply to my beloved taggers now. Here goes:

dear ehh.ren: Hey kuku nut! Ya lah funny la! Then the prom is so pathetic somemore. But i still enjoy the time after the prom at my house. You and Sab were being all lame!! Watch Bollywood! LOL!! Miss ya too dude! =)

dear farah: Hey.. hahaz... i'm not gorgoeus. You are girl. Getting prettier each day! Twees! Thanks for tagging btw! =]

dear hi_far: No it was pocahantos with abg wan two three ok! Then Casper when i brought my pacifier and busuk ok! Alamak! So ea no secrets! Its out! LOL! Btw girl thanks i bought my dance shoe already! Tunggu kau kak tak lah harap betul! LOL!

dear boy: Ehh i don't want a toy one okay!! I want a real moving one! Pandai pandai ah! Wahahaz... DUSH! Don't talk much! Make sur eyou come back one piece ASAP! DUSH!

dear dan: You ask the Mr. Malik. Not only i busy okay he's also busy with he's soccer and all. But don't worry, settle with Sabbie already! We'll meet up soon ok best friend's boyfriend! Relax! I know you and Sab miss me already! Aww...so sweet... LOL!! =)

dear ayienz: Well girl, my feet is tahat's small. I guess terkenan ngan dwarf ah! Malu kan!! Haiz... just my luck! =(

Okay people i'm tired i wanna chat with this boy who listens to jazz already! Hahaz... Bye! =)

I've been tagged!

Yeah look at the title. I've been tagged by Farah! Gees... and farah you one lucky girl because i'm going to do it though i find it kindda lame and you are the first person who tagged and i did it. Sorry to those whom tagged me but hee i didn't do it! Hee... plain laziness strikes and i can't help it. This is so because i'm just too stressed up with my singging and story-telling test tommorrow. I need something to relieve it. I guess this one will be good! Hahaz... so i'm lazy to blab any further so i'll just get started.

Rules:
#1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
#2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
#3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
#4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!"then do this.

So, I'll start with: I HAVE BEEN TAGGED!!

10 Favourites

Favorite Color: YELLOW of course! Green, Red, Black & Purple too!
Favorite Food: Definately my Mama's cooking! What else can be better man! Gees...
Favorite Song: The ABC song!! (LOL!!! I donno man! No particular favourites i listen to all!)
Favorite Movie: Dirt Dancing!!
Favorite Sport: Dancesports, Netball, Captain's ball & Floorball.
Favorite Season: Err... seriously i don't know. I'm okay with the weather in Singapore! LOL! =)
Favourite Day Of the Week: Saturday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: CHOCOLATE and nothing ELSE!!

Current

Current Mood: Stress out for test tommorrow! =O
Current Taste: Huh?! Taste? *blur*

Current Desktop:My sweet face... Hahahahaz....
Current Toenail Color: Gees i don't have nice long nails or rather a well cut one! So i prefer it like that! No colour! Natural!
Current Time:10.48 pm
Current Surroundings: My room. Peaceful, just the radio and my parents talking outside.
Current Annoyance(s): Some uninvited people PM-ing in MSN.
Current Thought: How the hell do i tune myself to sing do re mi fa so tommorrow?! Goodness! So goona fail! I'm tone deaf!

Firsts

First Best Friend: Nur Sabrina who is Daniel's girlfriend now which makes up he's my best friend's boyfriend! WAHAHAHAHA!!!
First Crush: Oh my god, its suppose to be a secret but ouh well let's just be honest. Ben Effleck!! LOL!
First Movie: That has to be POCAHANTOS man! Haifa Noorin so know this.
First Piercing: Ear piercing when i cry only when the leaft ear is being pierced. LOL!
First Lie: Ok wait, i don't think i lie and even if i do i don't tend to remember them Hahahaz...
First Music: Popeye the sailorman... toot toot!
First Car: Hyundai Getz! Not mine of course, my brother's! but for me i want a RX8 la! Someone have to get it for me! He know who he is! LOL!!

Lasts

Last Drink: Plain Water like as always!
Last Crush: OMG! What a silly question! But it would be my future husband of course!
Last Phone Call: I don't know, i don't keep track! I practically forgot.
Last CD Played: Its been ages since i played any CDs. Gees...

Have You Evers

Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: Okay is a prom date a date? If its a yes then ya!! AARON CHAN JUN HON! Wahahaz... i don't know why he's ask me that! Toot him!
Have You Ever Broken the Law: no!

Have You Ever Been Arrested: no of course, i'm always a good girl!
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: no.
Have You Ever Been on TV: Nah...
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: Yes... i don't know her but my mum knows her. She kiss me and said, "Eh Ma(that's my mum initials) anak kau dah besar! Cantek! Muacks." And there goes the kissing scene! Ewww... LOL!!

5 things you're wearing.

1. Hua Yi's Pe Shirt
2. Umbro track pants
3. Zip Earrings
4. Hairband
5. And undergarments la of course! Gees....

4 things you've done today.

1. Eat chicken curry puff
2. Practice story-telling and singing
3. Watch Malik fight with this soccer player. Gees... BOYS! Hahaz...
4. Laugh and crap with Lin during ITA Practical! Lame ass toots!

3 things you can hear right now.

1. My Radio
2. My handphone's message tone because Mr Malik is messaging with me.
3. The keyboard sound when i'm typing.

2 things you can't live without.

1. Handphone
2. Lipgloss

1 thing you do when you're bored.

1. Suddenly i bite my nails! *grins*

And for the 5 people...

1. Best Fwen- SABBIE
2. Kuku Nut- AARON CHAN JUN HON!
3. PAMMIE
4. BRIDGET KANG
5. Haifa Noorin

YOU'VE BEEN TAGGED, PEOPLE!!!

HaPpY BiRtHdAy HaNnAh!!!

So Hannah turn 18 today. Gees... had a surprise birthday cake for her today. Hope she likes it. And like FINALLY!!! 1B01 took a class photo! Ish!! So happy, so nice! I loike! Presenting ECH 2006 1B01...


I so love my class. Its a nice feeling to have all girls in a class. I felt as though i'm in a girl's school! Wahaha... Especially with interpersonal and crazy girls around me. Howcan i not enjoy school! But nowadays school is a bore because of the module. No not module its some other reason. Can't say it here. Not a good idea. But we were still as crazy though.

Ok i'm super tired an exhausted. Yesterday slept so late to finish up school and language club stuff. And today also! Goodness i felt as though i'm like a busy woman already. I'm not out there stepping the working life but i feel like as though i'm in it already. Gees... Assignments after assignments man. Singing test on Thursday!! Ahhh... so worried i might sing out of tune man! Ish!! Upon receiving new assignments just now, i never stop wondering like when the hell should i start study for my big day!! Exams is like in August! A few more weeks! Gees... this is crazy man!

Whatever it is dancesports was fabulous! This is because... I HAVE A DANCE PARTNER!!!!!!!! Ish! It feels great dancing with a GUY!!! Someone to lead the dance. Hahaz... Jason from ECE! He's like a good dancer. I swear he is and i suck! Goodness. So malu!! But whatever i love dancing with him though he's like way taller than me. So i have a dance partner now... lalalalalalalala!!!! And RUMBA is fantastic man! I just need to practice moving my bloody hips! Its like so freaking stiff la! Butt just insist to move sway nicely. LOL!!!! Ok whatever! I love dancing. I can't stop dancing! Friday jive and Tuesday rumba! WHOAH!!! I LIKE!! And i so need a dance shoe!! Who's going to be my angel to get it for me?! Its so frustrating when you are ready to buy and the was told, "Oh we have no smaller size already!" WTH!!! I'm like size 2 or something. Smallest size. How small can my feet be man! Com'on la! Argghhh... Dancesports on thursday again! Yea!!!! =)

Ok, due to my plain laziness i shall not blog any further. Till then! Cheers! =)

Monday Monday...Whatever!

Like as usual Monday was a drag! Lecture was a bore. I only love the part where watch video. And oh my God! The children were so adorable and cute! Caucasion children though. Super cute la!! Love them. Feel like going through the screen and stealing them from thier parents. There was this lady who just gave birth and right after giving birth, i think she didn't bothered about her pain because she was too excited to carry her child. Like... awww... so sweet isn't it. The joy of having a baby makes her forget about her pain. Even the husband were super happy! Wahahaz... to see a guy so happy to have a baby is just so sweet la! Gees... babies does makes miracle in one's life! Hee...

Okay had language club meeting just now. Oh my God! Laugh so much man! Stomach felt like bursting. Cheekbone felt like tearing! And my dimple felt like its stuck there or something! Super tired of laughing man! Hakim and Lina are sooo super crazy can?! Goodness! Crazy toots! And what the hell just put down the phone with Lina. She's another one 'aci'! Make me laugh like siow only! Not enough in school at home also still can be that crazy! Sabar je LIN!! Mengutuk jer ngan aku tahu ehh! Tak takut eh?! Wahahaz... to sum up it is an exhausting day. Worst i have to represent my group to saying a speech! Goodness! Been ages man since i talk to a crowd! But i survived!! =)

Ok lazy to blog any further because i have some language club stuff to do! Goodness one whole week, i'm like fully book! Like cinema tickets like that!! Gees... Before i go i shall reply to m taggers. Here goes nothing!

dear ting: Ya la! So selfish ehh!! Btw girl! That was a good speech just now! =)

dear boy: Goodness boy! You bothered to see my errors! Gees... DUSH! Budak business!! Bluek!!

dear faezah: Ouh so many competitions and performance. Pening aku! Wahaha... why are you not in?

dear hi-far: Ouhh... how i know sehh you tagging from work. I thought your workplace will be such a useless place again. Can't tag! Asal boleh boyfren ah girl! Aku nie cantek sangat sampai takder orang nak! Sudah la, you got shrek i have my monster inc gang ah! Don't need a boyfriend can?! Or the least you could do for your cousin is find a Hrithik Roshan for her la! LOL!! Kau kakak paling baik dalam dunia kak! But to think again, takper la your taste is scary... SHREK?! Gees... LOL!!!

dear ehh.ren: Heyy KUKU- NUT!! I miss you too you toot! Miss me right? I know!!!! Wahahaz... miss la dude! Hope to see ya around soon. For some movie or something! Or treat me to some ice-cream la! Work so happily already forget you best friend la! DUSH!!!!

Ok so long and good night! =)

Okay fine i have not been updating. I'm updating now can? Hahaz... Wow! What a day today is! Hahaz... ok let me talk about today because it was indeed an interesting day though it was a long wait for my good boy! Hahaz... Ok firstly i woke up late as usual. I mean com'on who would wanna wake so early during the weekends man? The only days when you can wake up late and NO school! Hahaz... then the plans for today isactually to go town catch Pirates of the Caribbean or Scary Movie 4. But dearest good boy have soccer match from morning to unfortunately evening. Ish! Sabar jer awak!!! Hahaz... so movie cancel so went to ever-so-boring -shopping-centre JP to get Nini's birthday present. But it was that of a boring shopping centre afterall la. Its easy to get Nini's stuff there. Don't think i would get anything if i were to go to West Mall (other boring place) or something. Then just shopping but nothing just caught my eyes. Thought of getting myself a top but nah... none seems nice at all. So yeah basically bought nothing la! Just enjoy my time with dearest good boy. He's jokes and all. DUSH! Then we just couldn't decide where to eat. Sabar jerr!!! Wahaha... ask brother where to eat. He give us this NTI food place which after like i think we were considering to go or not to for like half an hour la. Went in KFC also then in the end I decided to just go Mr Teh Tarik!! Hahaz... poor good boy was already famished. Since morning never eat. Sorry eh awak!

So had late dinner with good boy, then brother join then papa and mama join! Hahaz... so family day!!! Wahahaha... as usual brother was so freaking irritating. Sorry good boy! He's forever like that, don't mind him! But to sum up. I enjoy it! It was a great dinner. I love it!! I ate roti prata. Hahaz... like good boy says "pagi prata malam prata biler nak makan chapati ker aper ker..." Hahahaz.... its so funny when he says that! But whatever it is, thanks good boy for all the fun!! Love it though movie is potspone!! =) My Ben and Jerry also i haven't get!! When when?!

Okay goodness, today is just so great! Its nice to have such things when you already have a stressful and tiring week! Anecdotal is done! Now i'm left with Curriculum Studies module assignment and singing and story-telling test then i'm done. Ouh no wait! I have Child development 1.2 module assignment also!! Arggh... all due next week. Cramp Cramp! Stress Stress!!! have to be at home the whole day at home to do a bit of studying. If i can! Hahaz... its been a long time since i study. Its like i'm so filled with assignments that i forgot how and when to study! Gees...

By the way people forget about my previous entry. Its nothing. Sometime people just have this time when you feel like shit and all down. So yea that's for me. So i was just putting my thoughts. I'm not dead yet. I'm still alive. Still so happy and crazy. Feeling all shitty and crappy comes and go. Especially when you realised that you can't have things the way you wanted it to be. I was very furious and frustrated with this human being on earth. Goodness so mad with this person till i feel like DUSH DUSH DUSH-ing this person!!! Really man. Suddenly i see that my privacy is and all is being disturbed or something. Haiz... i seriously don't know what this person wants from me. Com'on just leave me alone and live your life. I'll live mine too alright! Okay whatever the thought of it makes my blood boils!!

Dancing Jive was fantastic man!! I have no time to buy my dance shoe. Dance with Qing Ling's shoe that day. Goodness the feeling was great man! Dancing cha cha and jive with this super high heels. It was tough but it was super fun!!! I love it. I wanna JIVE more. Can't wait for rumba on Tuesday! What the hell! Rumba lesson is starting and i still haven't get myself a DANCE PARTNER!!! Ehh com'on la! What happen to guys hese days. Are all the guys interested in dance all have a partner! Cannot be what!! So let me announce this

"ANY GUY FROM NGEE ANN WHO IS INTERESTED IN LEARINING HOW TO DANCE LATIN BALLROOM DANCING AND IN SEARCH OF A PARTNER PLEASE TAG ME!! ITS URGENT! THANK YOU MANY MANY!"

Haish... its so tough to not have a guy leading me okay! The feeling sucks. You feel so lost. Goodness! Okay so i'll just wait for a miracle to happen and taht someone will tag me and say will you be my dance partner. Grrr... Alright for now i wanna reply to my dearest taggers.

dear ting: Hey girl, why you delete your blog? Anyways thanks for letting me know... =)

dear saL: Hey kak! Yeah kak i'm perfectly fine. You should see how crazy i am! Wahaha... =) thanks for our concern kak! Love you many many!

dear nasri: If you think its a poem then it is! Wow i make a nice poem. Not bad Yus!! LOL! =]

dear JV: Tak yah pakai terus pun bole! (",)

dear Sheyl: Girl, Lina knows you! You guys are primary school mate! Gees... what a small world!

dear best fwen: Hey best fren! Nothing to worry about babes. I'm alright. I will definately tell about whatever happens. Who else would i tell man! Love ya girl!!

dear idzahar: ehh hi idzahar! =)

dear +a frenz+: Thanks whoever you are for the advice!

dear hi_far: Ehh girl you can actually tag from your new work place is it?!

dear ads: Okay ads update already? Hahaz... i think only you read my blog though its boring. Thanks girl! Hahaz...

dear gab: What do you mean by thank god ehh Gab! I know la you don't want see me right! Hah! Kuku nut!! LOL!!

dear faezah: Ouh NO! I will never join DK! I'm in MCC LANGUAGE CLUB hun! So we'll never meet unless you join my language club which i confirm you wouldn't! Haha! So are you busy with the next adiratna's performance at Kampung Ubi CC or something right? I forgot!!

okay all tags replied so i shall take leave and have my beauty sleep. Good boys sas no late night for me today. Tommorrow must study! Ahhhh!! What a drag la! I never enjoy studying studying! I just love going to school!!! LOL!!! Can go crazy with LIna, Nad and Khai!! Wahaha... ok so long and good night! =)

Breaking Down!

I was happy a few hours ago, truely happy.
I felt i was on cloud nine.

That was the sweetest thing ever.
Then it struck me to say or rather to tell.

The outcome was upsetting and dissappointing.
I felt terrible, i broke down.
I lost even before i have.

I don't want it this way, seriously!

Then again, i thought.
It was never meant to be harsh or horrible.
Its just a matter of time.

I HATE this.
I LOVE it.
Maybe someone is right.
having whatever, whoever i want is imppossible.

I don't wanna care anymore.
I'm already breaking down!

A LONG ONE!!!

Phew what a week. A hectic week i must say. Really hectic. So people i'm so sorry that's the reason why i have not been updating my blog. And anyways guys, my life is not all exciting as yours you know. So i don't know what to blog. Hahaz... didn't know people actually read my blog untill people like ads, jv, lin etc ask me update faster. Hahahaz... ok peeps get ready to read a long long long long entry! Hahaz... Ok well to start of i'll prove to you what i meant by i am really busy the whole week...

Monday: Okay so Monday was hell of a day! Monday blues! Whole day of lecture is just so freaking exhausting. Out of the 3 lecutures, i only enjoy Speech and training Basic Module. That's like the only module which cheers me up. Child Development was such a bore man! Gees... Then went to have lunch at SIM. People have been saying to me that its super expensive there but hey i think its reasonable man. Its totally reasonable. It feels so good eating Western for breaks. Hahaz... i wonder why school canteen always don't certified HALAL for the western food. Gees... Before lecture sat in the library and hell it was freaking boring there la! So what else me and lin decided to snap snap snap! Hahaz... then Khai and Nad join us... Let the pictures do the talking man... LOL!! There's more but i'm too lazy to upload more! So this one enough la!

Then there's sign language class (HI Club). Its our last lesson. Then we will be practising for our graduation day. Then its up to me to continue the intermediate instructor course. Hmm... can'r make up my mind. I'm always so busy. Can't make up my mind yet. Then went home with my good boy. Sorry to let you wait dear boy. Gees... i felt so guilty that i accompanied him for dinner since he's starving already. I'm so evil right! Gees... hahaz... sorry boy! Then reached home at ard 10 plus going 11. Gees never been that late from school man. Hahaz... so i was tired. Hahaz...

Tuesday: Firstly went to my childcare centre. See my lovely children. Then Belinda's lecture was cancel so i extended my hours there. But i still went back to school to finish up my anecdotal assignment but i can't finish it up. Lin and me tried to do IT but don't know how to do. Khai came for nothing. Hahaz... then she went home eager to watch her korean show! Hahaz... wth khai! DUSH! Hahahaz... Then i skipped dance practice becuase i'm too stressed up with all the frigging assignments. So stayed up and watch movie at lappie with Lin and goofd boy! Then went home and so i was tired! Hahaz...

Wednesday: Another one long freaking day in school. Start school at 9! Lecture then It practical! It practical was supposedly boring but with the presence of LIN and YUS it can never be boring ever! Hahahaz... while Mrs Cheong was teaching Lin and me were busy snapping away using my lappie webcam! Wahaha... we are such crazy girl on earth la. Again i shall let the retards picture tdo the talking. Goodness Lin you drive me insane you know that! But i LOVE it babes!! Wahaha!!! And then Mrs Cheong also join us sanpping away. See!!


Then there's meeting with MCC committee members. Wow it was great man! Hahaz... Finally, the new LAGUAGE CLUB is officially part of Ngee Ann Malay Cultural Club! Hakim, Lin and me were so happy and thankful for the warm welcome from MCC committee members. We were xtremely happy that they are supporting us and they were enthusiastic about the whole thing! Hahaz... kak yati from adiratna was so funny. She wanted to drag us! The drama club also. Hahaz... cute girls there. Kaka Tina also! Hahaz... Funny people! Sooo like Lin and Me! And ouh yes i forget my dear Hakim! Hahaz... before the meeting we went to submit the propasal to the admin and then we were bored we snap snap snap and tadah... Hahaz...


Hahaz... there were alot of performance to watch man. The dikir boys is going for this international something something. I forgot what ayie repeatedly told me. Hahaz... then adiratna also... then drama club also! And of course BAHAS 4PM!!! Woo hoo!! And Hakim is so crazy to go go each and everything performance. Hahaz... but whatever it is i'm going to BAHAS 4PM nomater what!! Yay!!! Then finish around 8 plus then went home. And something bad happen to me that night. I did my SS assignment wrongly. Which is due the next day at 5pm! Wth right! Of course i panic! I am too lazy to re-do the whole thing. I have no idea if the book i did my down syndrome research is an edited book or not. Ish but my lecturer was nice to give me time to wait for the book to be available at the school's library for me to photocopy the content page. So in conclusion i was freaking panic just because of a stupid content page WTH!!! Ok whatever. It over and done with. I slept at 2am that day. So i was frigging tired. Hahaz...

Thursday: Ok one heck of a day that is i must say! Okay short day in school though but very busy because of the assignments. Gees... i was so blur the whole day. And on the way school with my good boy i was very very worried about my assignment. Hahaz... but my good boy is so sweet to calm me down. Thanks boy. In fact he was the one who hear my craps the previous night about my freaking assignment. Sorry hun! Hahahaz... and thanks! And thanks to my lovely Lina also! For helping me out! Thanks dear girl. Love you many many! Then went rushing to teach tuition. Then i rushed again for henna appointment at Yishun! which means i skpip dancesport practice like AGAIN! Haiz...Goodness i hate that place man. I wonder why people love staying there. Tell me so mayb i love staying there also! Hahaz... i don't see why the like it there. Its like so quiet and so so super dark at night. Usually its not like that in Jurong. And Haifa Noorin and me were freaking scared to even find our way out to the main road. So far, goodness. So quiet and eerie! Gees... But whatever it is we survived. Its Singapore afterall! Wahaha... And goodness i break my record. So many hands to wear henna on! Goodness! But i must say i enjoyed myself. Its just that my butts, hands and everywhere else are yelling for me to STOP! Hahahaz... Haifa Noorin and me were like so tired already man. Reach and start around 6 going 7 and ends at 11 plus. Alomost 4 hours. Goodness! So imagine how can we not be tired right?! Gees... and its great that the pengantin wants a simple design if not Haifa is so dead!! Hahaaz... right kak?! But however tired we are we will produce a standard piece of art okay?! Right kak?! See if you don't believe! Okay we forgot to take off the tissue when we were snapping the picture at the feet! Sorry about that! Hahaz... Then reached home ard 12 going 1... So i was tired! Hahaz...

Friday: Lecture starts at 1. So yeah wake up a bit late. Reach school also late! Wahaha... but the most interesting part of the day is DANCESPORTS!!!!!!! We learn JIVE!!!!! Like oh my god!!! I so love JIVE man!!! I just can't stop dancing. And Khai was so stress because she couldn't get the steps and she keep turning me even before i have to turn. Hahaz....relax girl don't stress. Practice makes perfect! LOL! Then went to the library to readon the kids book, rainbow fish and more. Nah just being prepared for story telling during language arts with Belinda! Ok i swear at the library with Nad and Lin was fun! girls we should do it more often man! With Khai also the next time! Hahaz... then rush my way to kenduri at Haifa Noorin's house. Her face lagi! Hahaz... Then as usual my cousins are forever crazy. That's why i'm 100% crazy also! Hahaz... So went home around 1 i think. Not sure. Yeah so i was tired. Hahaz...

Saturday: Nothing special happened that day. Just finish up all assignments. My musical instrument, anecdotal everything!! Hahaz.. FINALLY!! I'm so done!!! So practically finish off my assignments at home, watch tv and yeah on the phone with my good boy from 11 pm to 3 am till he watch his soccer match! Hahaz... it was always fun chatting with someone as crazy as him. SAB!!! See his not as weird afterall! He's still as crazy! Hahaz... Then Sab join our conversation at around one. So sad Dan can't join our conference because he was tired. But Sab tak guner so earlyy sleep already! Wahahaz...

And today!!! FInally Sunday! The last day of the week!! Out of all places, i went to Geylang to accompany mom and aunt. My aunt wanna buy a top! Gees... i hate going there man! Grr... Then went eating and all then i'm home! So here i am blogging because i shoo my good boy to sleep since he;s tired after his soccer and i'm going to be his alram at 12 for 3 am match later. Gees... while his awake i'm asleep! Wth!! Hahaz... you one crazy toot! Hyak DUSH!!!!! So yeah busy week for me isn't it. Gees... well that's life! Hahaz... Okay for now i shall reply to my dear taggers!

Dear yingxuann: Okay girl will link you up soon yea! =)

Dear best fwen: No problem babes!! I'm glad you cheer up at leasyt. Don't worry yea! Twees! Love ya!!

Dear faezah, ads & JV: Hahaz... alamak people i change the yellow layout everybody don't like the yellow then now this also not nice. Sabar jer!! Wahahahaz.... its ok la next time i free i make new one. Now too lazy! Busy remember?!! Hahahaz... busy maner jer sak!!! Wahaha... And ads and JV i updated! Amek kau! One freaking long entry! Wahaha... and faezah happy belated birthday girl!! Twees girls! =)

Dear jeewangz: Eh hi!! Because its from my previous layout and i lazy to change! Hahaz...

Dear nisha: Okay my dear Nisha! There you have it! So don come visit and tag more ok! Hahahaz... miss ya girl!! =]

Dear ayienz: Fresh look?! What you mean ehh?! Whatever it means? If it is soemthing good then how could you only realised it now ehh!! DUSH!! Wahahaz... anyways ayien nice to here from you girl! Cya around yea!!

Dear boy: My dear you are so mean!! Wahahahaz... DUSH DUSH!!!! =)

Ok la enough already i'm so tired. So long already! So good night people!

FREAKING PISSED!

Ok i'm very pissed with so many things today! Especially with my Musical Instrument assignment! Freaking piss can?! I'm so not satisfied with my work. So no double standard! Yuck! Puke! And then there's just some thing i am worried of. Then there's so many datelines too meet. Oh my god!! I'm on the verge of breaking down!! gees! Whatever can't be bothered to blog about the things i'm pissed of.

I'm experiencing a very serious emotioal attack at home during the match of England Vs Portugal! OMG!!! My brother and father are enough to make so much noise! And then there's this good boy of mine also emotional on the phone! Ehh dear boy your Portugal no good la! wahahahaz... whatever la ok! I support winning team! Hahaz... this happen during World Cup Season! Sabar jer!

AND AWAK ENGLAND GOAL LA AWAK!!!!! BLUEK!!!!!!!!!!

Alamak whatever PORTUGAL menang! Whatever!! LOL!!

Haiz... and i decided to change back to this layout. I don't know why! So yeah! Okay so i'm in low spirit to blog today! Mood switch off! before i go LIN... i saw MY Hady!!! Hahaz... Ok... so long!

I LOVE MY BEST FRIEND, SAB!

Wahaha!! Yay! I love my best friend so much can? Yes she's sleeping over today at my house! Hahaz... we are so not going to stop talking and crapping till 4am today! Wee!! Had a great time in school just now as usual with LIN, NAD, KHAI, HAKIM & ALICIA & many more! Hahaz... as usual lecture was a drag! Especially when we have to do the citation and references! The APA style whatever crap! Whatever i was half dead just now! Goodness! And i'm suppose to go Vietnam in September! But its fasting month and 3 weeks! That's long la! I will cry for my mama and bed! Wahahahahaz!!!! Home sick babe! So whatever!

Watched DANCE WITH ME with Lin just now at the library! The show is super nice la! OMG! How i wished i can dance that nice man! I sooo wanna buy the dance heels! After the movie Lin and Me were itching to move our hips and dance! Itch to dance la! Sports and wellness and dancesports not enough la! LOVE DANCESPORTS! SABRINA and MALIK!!! Thanks for the craps! Love ya guys!!! And Sab see, Malik is not that weird after all! Hahahaz...

Then now i'm blogging at my lappie while Sab blogging at my desktop! Hahaz... And guess what! We are like wearing HUA YI PE shorts to sleep!! Wahahaz... Sab, HIGH 5!! Crazy toots! Okay now i'm too lazy to crap more becuase i think i crap too much today! Sorry to people whom i might irritate the whole of today! People like, LIN, NAD, KHAI, ALICIA, HAKIM, ANISAH, QING LING, MALIK (esp in the bus... haha!) and save the best for the last babe, SABRINA the best friend! Hahahaz.... ok i'm gone now! Twees! =)