I cook a simple fried rice for boyfriend while waiting for him to end his guard duty this morning. Glad that he likes it though its plain. I tried something new today. Thanks to the boyfriend. Believe it or not I went to play LAN game with the boyfriend just now. He taught me how to play the easier game. If i'm not wrong it's called Left 4 dead or something. At frist I was lost and I was still lost halfway through the game. How embarrassing! Aiya, I can be good at doing big book whatsoever but when it comes to GAME i'm sucha loser. Really! Susah betol nak masok otak. Senang cakap, bebal!! Haha!! But I enjoyed the game though. But yang paling seronok was I get to spend the day with my love of course. Been missing him so terribly much!

I had appointment for manicuring at 6. So I left boyfriend for a while and headed to beatify and pamper my nails. So yup, that's the outcome. I did French. I loike!! The stylist taught I was only 16 years old. She said I should take transparent so I wouldn't be scolded in school. I was like, Err I'm not scholing anymore. Ish! Malu sungguh! But hey, not bad, which means I still look young. Like I told Lin, Old at age, young at heart. Haha... alah twenty where got old? Tul tak kawan-kawan yang sekaum twenty nie?! Anyways I so don't know how to take pictures of my own finger la. My finger crooked not nice. Takper la, Syukur tak secacat maner! I can't believe I forgot to wear the ring Sham put on for me 2 years ago today. I never leave home or anywhere without it. Gosh, I'm so angry with myself. I felt so naked without the ring just now. & when Sham held my hands just now he also felt different. Ish, look how important a ring is for me. Yikes!

Then headed back to the Game shop and waited for boyfriend to finish his Dota game with his friends. Waduhh, itu game aku sungguh tak faham dot com. Monster ker weapon ker sungguh confusing. I only manage to understand how Sham's hand moved the mouse and his eyes on the computer screen. Abeh tau tau kawan dier pekik eh I die! Eh who controlling? Sumpah Yus tak faham! Sham ever taught me how to play that game but like I say BEBAL! Killing zombies was way easier. Haha!! Then went to have dinner at Long John Silver's. Sham look so exhausted due to his guard duty the previous night. Thanks so much love for the day. I know you're so dead tired already, yet you still fetch and send me home and all. I appreciate it so much love. Sayang awak banyak-banyak to the extreme tau. Gotta wait till Saturday to get to see him again. Itu pun balek malam lagi. Ni lah bebudak macam LUQMAN HAKIM nie nak kene POP la aper la! Sungguh Leceh! Hahahaha....

Oh yes, met with Di like finally yesterday. And Man also. And Faezah tag along also. Banyak AND tu! It was a short one but I had fun catching up with Di after what it seems like I think dinosaurs years la sehh! Haha...

And last Friday I went to Shi Yuan's farewell party at Downtown East Coasta Sand Resort. That's her. It's really sweet of Seow Wei and Xin Li to plan all this for Shi Yuan. So touching. All I can say is FUN FUN FUN!!! To Shi Yuan, if you're reading this, just wanna say take care girl. Been nice knowing you and having you as my classmate for this 3 years. Hope you will have a blessing and blissful life with your love one in Japan! Love you sexy!! Haha... so these are the crazy things Me, Lin, Khai, Li Yu and Thia did there! Haha...

The first picture was Khai's idea, tak faham why but still cantek la jugak muker kiter. Haha! The jumping session was my idea. And everybody was obsessed with it after that. Of course, especially Lin. Now this was with Thia and Li Yu joining us!

It was superbly fun man! Happy nak mampos kanak-kanak ni! Nie la bebudak Early Childhood. These are teachers or the children? CONFUSE!! Hahaha!

Some of the 3B01 who was there! Thanks to sexy Thia for snapping this lovely photo for us! Love you babe!

Ni la tour guide kiter for the day! Nur Azlina Bte Subari! Hahaha! Seriously aku tak tahu aper nie anak tengah amek! Rembat la Lin! Okay dah la. If I upload all the pictures here its going to be like never ending! So dah ngantok nie. Macam Sham, last night I also guard duty. Penat man. *mcm paham* So gd night world. Twees! <3

The Thursday

Spend the day today making epok-epok with mama. Looking forward for the chalet tommorrow. Chilling with the girls after days of mugging with porjects and assignments. Yesterday, the year 3 ECHians have officially ended all assignments! Yayness!!

To YOU: Stop blaming others, reflect back on yourself, then you'll realise what it has lead to all these while.

The same question still lingers, am I still alone?

Interested Readers Only!

It's going to be a looong post with sooo many pictures. So those uninterested, feel free to click on that beautiful cross on the right hand corner of your screen. Deal? Ok best, let's move on. So it's the 2nd of February, which supposedly marks the end of assignment. But Mrs Tian have to postpone OB-HRM assignment to th 4th. So there goes freedom starts from 4th Feb 2009! However, one burden off the shoulder. IEP that is Independent Education Project is soooo Over!!!! Congratulations AKNY! You did it! Everything's over. Go enjoy yourself already, I will not call you up for any meetings anymore! Yam Seng!!! Hahaha... Here my beautiful researchers...

Independent Education Project 09
The 'Teaching Spelling' Team
-"Employing creative activties to facilitate children's spelling skills"-

Congrats too to a fellow IEP leader, Yi Huey. It's over girl, don't be so stress out already ok? I can never forget that shagged look of her during those weeks of hell with IEP. She look so exhausted. Goodness, so girl, it's time to let down your hair and give yourself sometime to enjoy so much till you drop! Ok?! Hahaha... i'm sure everyone would agree you've done well in leading your research team! Cheers!!

These are my market research group members. As much as I thought Yi huey and Xue Ying is the most quietest in class, gosh, they are so NOT! Ok maybe Yi Huey yes but this Xue Ying ah! She turn out to be super fun crapper la! Haha... enjoy those days of muggin girls. Gonna miss all that!!

AKNY with our ASLEC lecturer.

AKNY with CHAN LI YU!! Hahah... Lin and me love your name girl! =p

So yeap, a continuation of yesterday's entry. Our First Feb date was to Sentosa. I have always love flowers. So the bf was so smart to bring me there yesterday. I think I get this fetish for flowers from my mum. She love flowers and expert at arranging it beautifully. Ok but I know nuts to beautify them in a vase. I just love them. Especially rose, sunflower and orchids. Lovely! OK well, I guess I'll let the pictures do the talking.

The lovely swing! I loike!!

My super duper comel to the max bf just realised it is the year of the ox. That's why so many of them there. Haha... Cute keper...

Pretty Lilies!

This is my favourite! Orange Orchids!
ARGGH!!! Geram, can I have them in my room?!

Alahai heroku!! Cantek kereta kiter!

The most hearthrobing moments for the day. Phyton la sehh! Sungguhtakut.com! I called mama who was in Johor right after and knowing her, she was like,"Eh jangan pandai2 pinggang. Balik cuci rambut badan sumer!" Hahaha... it was 5 bucks to hold the snake. But it was so worth it because the lady we ask to help us snap the pictures actually snap aorund 5 consecutive pictures. Not just 1 la seh! So that includes candid pictures. Sham love the first picture the most. Yea definitely becuase of my looks of course! Haha!

The flower said hello to me! Haha...



Girlfriend baru eh syg? Tak perlu ehh!!! Dush!!

He's mine! =)

& I bumped into these two babes. Chombi with her fiancee and Tinoot with Idris! Hmmm... Hur hur! Oh yes, I bump into Nurazri also. The secondary schoolmate. Its been so long since I last see her. Oh yes yes, bump into Zaimy also. Like again. The last time i saw him was at Abg Hashim's wedding. =)

Sham actually carried that heavy thing. The lady who tok our picture also can't help it but to laugh. Haha... & then I have the cravings to eat mee kuah, mee goreng everything! So off we go to West Coast to fill our tummy!! Yum yum!!

Syg, if you are reading this, thank you so much for the day hun. It was indeed a wonderful date to start off a beautiful month filled with love. I simply love February. It's the month that unites two hearts. Yus and Sham. It's been so long since we have fun like that. Enjoy the day so much dear. Looking forward for more to come. I appreciate everything you've done for us. You are the greatest gift God could ever give me. You will be in my heart always and forever, no doubt on that. You are the first and the last guy who is able to steal my heart away. Times will not always be good. Neither will it be always be bad. But no matterwhat, always know that we will always pull through as YushaM's love will always be as one. Insya'allah! You have been my only hope and will always will. Ily hun!

This picture was taken on our first date 2 years back on the 1st of February 2007. I could still remember vividly how we were enjoying ourselves laughing and talking about us, us and only us at the rooftop of Esplanade. Days have been rough for my beloved due to his work and all. I'm sorry if I've add on to the burden you're shouldering. But always know I miss you more than you miss me!! Fullstop! No liquid paper allowed! Hahaha... Gosh, I'm so in love with this devil and i miss being all mushy like this when blogging. Owh well, time constraint you see. So ok, a bit too long an entry. I'll end here. Bye world!

Memoirs of Feb

Our first February date.
Will update further some other time.
The bed's kindda awaiting for dreamland.

Good night world!

After Monday, I'm so free like a bird. So anyone who wants to date me, you better start booking me in advance. Haha... macam paham Yus! So 2 more to go and yep I'm so so free! IEP Poster presentation was a success. My research team has been great and our hard work really did paid off! Congrats girls! Being a leader for this action research study was really draining me but with people like Lin and Khai, I'm a happy leader! A proud and contented leader of a action research study! Hahaha... Thanks once again for all sacrifices made throughout IEP Lin and Khai! =)

I've been so busy lately with this diploma study and before I start my degree, I so have to find $$$!! I wanna shop. It's been some time since I last shop! Like seriously. Last weekend I went to Melacca. Nothing much there to shop. Didn't even get to eat A&W. =( Defeat my whole purpose of going JB then to Melacca. Knowing me who just hate to travel, place as near as Johor can be such a pain for me at times. Hahaha... what more when I go there and i don't get my stuff. I will just go... URGHH!!!

I just did some cleaning up at my dearest laptop. Will be sending it for treatment once assignments all done so that it will be as healthy as ever when i start my degree. Haha... now so full of viruses. Actually I have loads of things to say. Like how Lin snore when she sleeps beside me these few days. Hahaha... she is so going to kill me for this. Guess yesterday will not be the last sleep over at my house for Lin. Since we are still stuck in Ngee Ann for another 2 years. Haha...

Ish, I so can't put my thoughts to words now. Brain dead after one whole day of IEP report writing just now. So fine, I'll update when i feel like it next time. Now Lin and me is so stuck with this lyrics in our head:

"Woh Lamhe,

woh baatein,
koi na jaane,

thi kaisi raatein,

oh, barsaatein,
woh bheegi bheegi yaadein,
woh bheegi bheegi yaadein."

This is random. Suddenly, I miss the feeling of having surprises.

Surprises such as the bouquet of flowers that bf sent to me on our 14th.

When bf surprise me in front of my doorstop on his first book out day.

&& aiya... I just miss suprises! =(

20th twentieth

Lecture's about Financial Management all over again.
*bored*

Anyhoos, Happy 23rd 20th to us!
Bye world!

bleah...

I'm at the atrium in school with the loud blasting noise from radio heatwave. Lucky I've done ASLEC during the weekends elso I so wouldn't be able to concentrate doing it here at the atrium. Poor Lin, Nad and Khai have to stuff their ears with something in order to fully concentrate with ASLEC reflection.

I've done a good deed by helping Lin key in her interview answers and next I don't know what to do. Kindda free at the moment. So here I am blogging!

Anyways, pompan gile ni namer dier ERY ROSA INDAH. I went to visit Obek Aini last Friday at CGH. Knowing me, I don't really go to places that far alone before. So pompan gile ni punya abang was warded and so she went to CGH with me!! Haha... tanks for the company babe! Walaupun kau gila aku tetap sayang kau! Hahaha.... While walking eating Hershey's Cookies and Chocolat, si pompan gile ni tibe tibe held this guys hand. There were 2 guys there and they were as stunned as me.

And guess what, it's her brother. Seriously I was so shocked, at the back of my mind was like, saper sak ppompan gile nie pegang! Gile keper! Skali abang dierla sehh! Haha.. his brother's name is Malik. Ish! & the next day I went again with the parents. This time round, si pompan gile nie pon did a huge favour for me. She went to East Point to get her dinner and so I kirim her Old Chang Kee for my mama and Long John Silver's fries for myself. Alahai baik betol lah ni minah! How can I not love her! Hahaha... Thanks Ery Rosa Indah!!! Hur hur...

Wanna make a birthday shout out to this boy who have just turn 19!! Happy Birthday Cousin! Thanks for being the most craptacular cousin ever since we know how to talk! May all dreams come true and may God bless you with great health always! Will meet up soon ok? My treat! Insya'allah! If you're wondering, that picture was taken at Kak Ida's house on her engagement day! Snap chop twees! =)

Sungguh bosan dunia ini. Sudah lah nak beli curry puff ah! Mkn mkn mkn biar gemok lagi Yus!! Hah!

Hypocrite? NOT!

I was so annoyingly irritated by this particular someone the whole day today. Seriously, irritated to the MAX!! Goodness gracious, what an exhausting day indeed. Assignments and presentation have been really crazy. IEP poster presentation coming up. *bites fingernail*

For the second time in a week, I had a bad dream about my little devil and me. I woke up having tears rolling down my cheeks. This is crazy, no no, this is so making my heart go crazy. He's still so busy in the jungle trying to save the earth. Eh, no no training up to serve the nation I mean. Haiya, so missing him like mad. Not able to have a date on Sunday and watch Chandi Chowk to China together due to IEP Poster Presentation discussion. *sob sob* To him: imy hun!

We weighed our weight, height, body mass, fats everything just now at Khai's house using her so cool digital weighing machine!!! & my BMI is 20.9%. We checked and it states that my BMI is acceptable yaw!! Haha... coolness! Some outdated pictures of my trip to Science Centre with Lin, Mama & Nini on the 4th of January. Ok chiaos!!

A Perfect Saturday?

A very well-spent Saturday I guess... Hur hur.
Did some house cleaning once I'm awake.
Watch Chori Chori Chupke Chupke.
Went dinner with love and family.
Watch Scream 2 with love snoring away on my lap.
(i so enjoy watching him sleep. heh. =) bleah.)
Had a splendid night walk with love.
Then bed sweet bed.
Good night world.

Patience kills

"Waiting because you're worth it."

Good Morning!

Good morning world!!
Look at the time now everyone...
It's 4am plus plus in the morning!!
Ho Ho Ho... merry merry...
But Lin & me are still busy doing ASSIGN to the MENT!!

Ish... but went to watch Bedtime Stories just now.
F-R-E-E!!!!!!!
& yes, I went to watch it like AGAIN!
But takper, I loike.
Bedtime stories is a damn nice movie to watch anyways.

Actually i'm done for my part now.
Waiting for Lin to finish hers and so we can sleep together gether.
Romantic keper Yus?! Lin kalau tak appreciate keromantikkan ku tak tahulah apernak cakap!
Ish ish ish...
Dah lah i'll blog again next time about last Saturday to Sham love cousin's place.
Super wonderful. I like...

My eyes is too small to update now.
I so hate assignments but i love my boyfriend.
Dah la, slmt mlm/pagi semua!

Hello 2009, Bye 2008

I've never been this sad to welcome a new year.
Been through a lot throughout 2008.
Good and bad.
I teared so much at the last minutes of 2008 reminiscing the past.
Nevertheless, I'm going to start afresh and welcome 2009 with open arms.
New year, more like a new beginning and the next chapter of my life.
Hello once again 2009.

I don't know why I'm thinking about him a lot today.
Fact is, I do miss him.
My blessings are always with him no matter what.
Happy new year everyone. =)

Bye 2008!