Saturday, January 28, 2006
too tired...
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Weeee....
I hate it when the sales person have to give us that look when we say we will come back later and like sortta force us to buy it. Pam and me encountered it just now!! Hah!! What the hell. Learn to be a nice sales girl like me people. When people don't want to buy after trying like 4-5 clothes, i would just give them a smile and say 'thank you'. When they go already then make the face. Hah!! Gong gong! That kind of people is so not fit to be with customer relations! Dumbos!!Hahahaz... oopss i apologize to whoever who teraser. Hehehez...
Anyways wanna say thanks to my dear Pam for the fun we had today. Love ya girl. Hope to have more of this shopping fever. Hahaz!! Off again tommorrow so going to have a lot of rest because after tommorrow i have no more off and i have to work till chinese New Year. Gosh it will sure be tiring man. 12 hours a day everyday. AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, January 16, 2006
Busy busy bee...
Work is getting funner and funner each day. Funner? Hmm... new work in YusliZa's dictionary. Hahahaz... with Jason, Angeline and Wei Wei around i can never get bored. Hahahaz... And guess what? I proudly say that i'm not the shprtest at MAN MASTER because Angeline is!! Hahaz... Don't believe come man master and see the height chart. You don't see my name in the most bottom. Hahahaz... Ok i have an important announcement to make...
Hahaz... i have two days off and i really feel like shopping. But what is weird is feel like shopping for someone more and not myself. I feel like shopping for someone badly. Hahahahaz!! Who is so free to go with me? Erm... i prefer a guy! Hahahaz... this is because can help me carry my shopping bag. Hahaha... nah just kidding. So anyone available please give me a call. Twees!!
Here are the replies to my beloved taggers!!
Dear Vanessa: Yeah of course! Thanks for your concern hun! Aaron too!! Thanks for always being there for me. It was really hard at first to keep smilling but to think again no use being all grumpy and let people know all your stupid problems! Hahahaz...
Dear Nisha: Hey girl. Thanks for your concern and advice. I'm so blessed to have friends like you! Thanks a bunch girl. I know i can always count on my friends. Love ya!
Dear Dinky: Hahaz... yeah always see you there but tegur me once only! Dush dush!! Hahahaz... blaja la orang air ker, ice-cream ker... Hahahahaz!!
Dear *sal*: Hey kak!! Miss ya too! Hahahaz... don't worry i still remember...swensen ice-cream!! But i dubt so you'll get it!! Hahahaz...
Dear Seri: My dear chatting partner, i'm catching the mishness from you and posting my hugs to you!! Hahaz.... miss ya girl!! Maklum jer la kiter orang nie busy woman la ehh skarang!! Hahahaz...
Dear Pam: Hey PAM!!! Miss you so much girl!! Miss you loads and loads, cartens and cartens!! Hahahahaz.... yeah man been really busy. Well, better be busy working now then later busy schooling right?... Hahaz... so must make use of the time earning some cash. Hehez... hope to see you soon girl. Muackz!!
Dear afro: Hey HELLO!!!! Anyways relax yeah, everything will be fine soon!! If you want a late dinner again call me up!! Hahaz...twees!!
I'm very exausted now. Getting some rest and sleep before i start work again in 10 hours time. Grr... So long everyone!
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha
With such crazy, fun and lovable cousins around me how can i not forget aboout all my sadness or problems for a while. Love you guys. Selamat hari raya aidiladha to all my family and friends. Maaf zahir dan batin. Semoga semua jemaah haji yang kini di Mecca sihat wal'afiat! Well only Hairon Najib (who is working) and Haifa Noorin (who is at her home waiting for us) is not in that picture. Miss you guys. Hope all this bunch of camwhores will remain crazy in the next hari raya to come so that we will all collapse the building with our nonsense and laughter. Hahahahaz....
Anyways here are all the replies to the taggies:
Dear afro: Hahaz...ouh! If i free i msg you arh but you know i wouldn't msg first because like scared i might disturb you ah! So you message me la!! Kuku! Hahaz... anyways you never fail to cheer me up ... thanks! :-)
Dear nisha: Love ya too my dear nisha. Thanks for the advice. Yeah you are right but in some ways i find it difficult to let it out to people around me because i think they would not understand me so its best i wrote it out like that in a blog... but don't worry i'm ok... hehez... twees!! :-)
Dear JV: hey! I'd love that but one problem. I don't know when is my next off day. I don't think i have off now because want to Chinese New Year already so got a lot of people cannot off. Off not fixed. So i'm sorry if i can't join you guys. You guys shall go ahead without me so it wouldn't create any inconvenience. Ok?! I'll try my best to find free time though!
Dear seri: Hey my dear chatting partner. Selamat hari raya to you too! Miss you la girl! Yelah mentang mentang budak dah start work jugak. Hehez... busy people la we all now! Hahaz... hope to chat with ya soon. Twees!!
Dear vanessa: Hey.. no need worry about me la. How many problems i have also i can still laugh and be crazy. Don't believe u ask aaron. Hahahaz... he will know. Anyways thanks for your concern girl!! Twees!
Monday, January 09, 2006
Just what do i need?
Sometimes youo feel lost.
Sometimes you feel sad.
Sometimes you feel like crying.
Sometimes you feel like shouting.
Sometimes you feel like hugging that very someone and hoped to be consoled.
Sometimes you feel angry.
Sometimes you feel jealous.
Sometimes you feel mad.
Sometimes you feel like ltting it out from your chest.
Sometimes the feeling inside is unknown.
Sometimes you'll get frustrated.
Sometimes you just don't know how you feel!
JUST HOW AM I FEELING AND WHAT DO I WANT?!
SHUT UP!!!!!
GET REAL!!! ARGH!!!!
I hate smiling just to pretend i'm not hurt.
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
the end.
I used to pretend I didn't care jus so I wouldn't get hurt,
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
I MISS SCHOOL!
MISSING SCHOOL BADLY LAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, January 02, 2006
First Day At Work

Sunday, January 01, 2006
When something seems wrong...
Friday, December 30, 2005
Shopping Spree!!

Okay that's like my new shoe. Hehez... yesh! Went shopping again. Oh my god! I think i really spend alot this month. Hey don't blame me! Blame the sales everywhere!! The sales are driving me nuts. December is the 'shopping fever' month. Anyone agrees with me? Christmas sales and New Year's sales. How can i resist it. And the best part is most of the items bought i didn't ask for it. My brother too can't resist it. He will be like "Dek cheap la buy arh" and the best part is your money u offer so OK!! Hahaz... better make him bankrupt now first because when i start work i'll start paying it myself and i don't like that idea. Hahahaz!!
Guess what! I have always hated handbags. I hate bringing handbags to whereever i go. But i think i really it now. There's just too much things to bring when you are out. Hahaz... i just realised it. I'm still very lazy to carry handbags with me but ouh well i got no choice. So i got no handbags so my mum bought me one just now. Ok lah nice. No choice got to use them. Haish! So ma fan!! And guess what again! I had Ben and Jerry Chocolate ice-cream just now!! Nyum nyum. People like me don't get to eat ice-cream too much else the doctor will get sick and tired of my face! Hahahaz.... and that had dinner at 'The Rice Table'.
I just remembered i bought female january issue yesterday. I've yet to read them! Okay that's it i'm going to start planning what to shop for next month!! The dress in the magazine looks nice! HAIFA NOORIN buy for me!!!!!
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
The Chornicles of Narnia

Yes yes!! I watch The chronicles of Narnia. The Lion The Witch The Wardrobe. It was a nice movie. I just love that Lucy. Hahaz... grow up sure very gorgeous and dead beautiful. Hahaz... love her. Edmund is another one cute guy. Actually peter too. Hahaz... Nadd is so right!! Hahaz... Interesting movie indeed. Enjoyed myself watching.
Pam came to my house just now. Just to chat and to show me her New Zealand pictures. Indeed it was nice. Beautiful. I'm so falling in love. Falling in love with New Zealand. Look... isn't it beautiful.

Gosh how nice if i can go there for my honeymoon. Aww.... hahaz!! Romantic mah!! Hahaz... something is toubling me. But i just don't know what it is. I just feel that someone close to me is keeping something from me. Don't know what it is and who is it. I hate this feeling. It making me all worried and trouble. And especially for nothing. Just hope that anything will be okay soon. Haish... i 3rd January! I really wish to go back Hua Yi Secondary School. Meet all my friends. Become crazy and never study! Hahaz... sleep in class and always disturb Mrs Wong lesson!! Hahaz... and maybe Mr. Ting too. I miss malay class and i miss everything that is related to Hua Yi Secondary School now. Councillors and Red Cross drills and everything now!! Haish... how i wish i could turn back time! But i WISH!
A few more days and we are saying good bye to 2005 and a warm welcome to 2006. I have to admit that there were fun moments of 2005 but i think 2005 had been the toughest year for me. There were a lot of obstacles that i faced. The Os, the lost of my handphone, not having my best friend with me in school like the previous year and lots more. And 2006 will be an even tougher year i think where i should work and i don't think i have a lot of time for my own leisure and friends but i hope 2006 will still bring me loads of happiness and joys.
Haish... a few more days to enjoy the last few moments of 2005. Hahaz... well ok i shall not talk more else i start crying. I don't know why i just feel like bursting all of a sudden. Suddenly i missed someone so much today. I missed that someone whom i spent my time 24/7 with everyday in school. The one whom i sahred every single bit of my secrets with. The one whom i started of as an enemy and then a best friend i ever had. Hahaz... Okok... i said i wanna stop before i burst right?! Hahaz...
YES yes YES yes!!!
What a weather. Its been raining heavily. And its soooo cold!! I loike!! Hahaz... Oh my, i so love this girl... PRIYANKA CHOPRA!! Look she's wearing a crown!! I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Escape Themepark

Yup viking! I sat at the second last seat as the last seat was taken. You know last seat is always the best because you can feel more but ouh well! Hahaz... it was fun and scary too la. Tears did roll down my cheeks. Hahahaz... can't help it la. But i enjoy it though. It was high!! And for someone who is afraid of heights it was rather and achievement la to sit on that viking. And after the viking me and my brother's girlfriend can't give a proper smile and position to pose. Unbalanced twees!!Mabok Mabok after the ride!! Hahahaz... See...
Played a lot and i'm just too lazy to list. Overall it was fun and boring too. Because some of the games can't be played because its either under maintenance (its always the nice nice games) or the queue is just way too long. Then went to Far East for dinner. Ate at this Thai Restaurant. Hahaz... Thank God i asked my food to not have the veges else i'll feel like a rabbit because the rice is not full of rice but the greens. Ewww!! I hate the greens!!! Hahahaz... but the food was delicious. Of course having my favourite dish LEMON CHICKEN is WOW!!! Hahahaz!!
Okay here's something to be proud for YusLiza. Hahahaz... i am awarded 'Good Progress Award' from CDC/CCC. Hahahaz... at least something right? At least my effort and studying and all did paid off though Os result s is not out yet. Yay!! Will pick up the money from school maybe on Tuesday. I remember the last time i got that was like when i was Primary 4 when i got first in class. Hahahaz... i can't remember other years i got some award too but don't know from where. Hahaz!! But my biggest award is of course if i get to go to where i want after getting the results later. But ouh well, though i don't get to my Early CHildhood its confirm that i will sure continue to study. I don't care if its ITE or whatever!! What can i do besides studying man. Hahaz!! Ahh... i shall not worry myself and talk about it. The best thing to do now at this hour is to..... SLEEP!!! So peeps, i'm off!!
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Nisha's Christmas Party
Before going to Nisha's house went out with my family. And went to eat LONG JOHN SILVER!! Nyum nyum!! Been craving for it and i was already drooling when azmi told me he ate it yesterday. And today I got to have them! YAY!!! Bluek Azmi!! You never have it today!! Hahahaz... Went to Lo 1 to do window shopping. Saw and tried on a nice dress but decided not to buy them because i think i bought too much clothes this month. Cannot be so spendthrift right! My shopaholic attitude have to control also right?! Hahaz... I saw Adilah at the Lot 1 toilet!! Wahaha!! Adilah, her siblings and her mum!! When i reached NIsha's house, Nisha said that adilah is still at Lot 1. Oh my god adilah how long did u spend there man. Don't ya get bored or something girl? Hahaz... i was there for nearly and hour and i'm bored and sick of that place. While you spend like what more than 3 hours?! Gosh!! Hahahaz...!! Wow you survived indeed!! Hahaz...
Anyways something strange is happening. I feel that i gained weight. But the weird thing is that when i read YiSheng's tagged this morning, i went to check my weight. But i did not gain or lose. Still 44kg!! and i'm still short!!! While people gets taller and taller each day. I feel that i get shorter and shorter each day!! Hahaz... maybe when i start to gain some weight the asthma and fever attack make me lose weight again. WTH!! Anyways, i think i better gain some weight else people will say like you look fat its impossible your 44kg!! Ish!! Hahaz... How i wish i could entend my leg, my body and not bloody have flabby hands or do we call it arms? Hahahaz...!! I don't mind getting fat as long as i can grow taller by 5 cm man!! Hahahaz... Haiz why must my parents be that short. Ish, i'm so bad!! Wahaha!! Should accept whatever God gave us!! I should not curse my flabby hands anymore. I should thank God for not having any disabilities. Hahaz... But ouh well i'm still fat! Hahaz...

My beloved 2 cars! One papa's and bro's and yus's coming out soon. Ahem!! A volkswagen will be a fantastic one!! Hahaz... Or maybe Tuscani. Nah Mr. Lee have it already!! I know i know!! Lexus!! Ok first and foremost get a lisence first YUS!!!
And this is my beloved mama!! WE lok alike or not? Nah.... i'm prettier!! Hahaz... No la!! My mum is the prettiest mum on earth ok?! Hahaz... love her. Though she nags more than 24 hours a day i still love her so much. I love her the most than anything else in this earth. She deserves no comparison because she is the BEST mum anyone can ever have!! Love you mama!!! Twees!!
Thursday, December 22, 2005
the advantages and disadvantages
And NADIA EDDY RAZALI!!! Wah full name sehh!! She also. My long lost best friend when i was in shuqun primary school. I found here through blogging. Hahaz... yeah same story, she found my blog. And now at least we can like say "heyy, hi, how are you doing now?!" Hahahaz... Nadia, i so miss you! Miss the chats and nonsense we always talk about at the back of the class during malay class. And during choir!! Just lurve you la girl!! Hahaz...
NURUL AIN!! She also!! My dearest primary schoolmate, tuition mate and religious classmate!!! Hahaz... and again we lost contact we when we entered secondary school. She found my blog too. Hahahaz...
And i realise one thing maybe i need to do more bloghopping. Maybe i'll find more people. Hahahaz... don't be so lazy YUS!! And Azizah, another of my bloghopper. If you happened to be Norhan's girlfriend Sabrina the friend whom studied maths at the library then oh my god what a co-incident. Hahahaz!!
And i'm too lazy to talk about the disadvantages. You guys would basically know anyways!!
What a small world!! Hahaz... how i wished if FRANKIE MUNIZ happens to hop by my blog and compliment it!! Hahahaz.... dream on YUS!!! I want that HUGE Winnie The Pooh at minitoons!! If there still is. Hahaz... by the way i change layout. I think i still prefer the previous skin. Way nicer. But nah, change it because i'm sick of it. Will change to nicer one once i'm not lazy enough to do it! Hahahaz... i'm such a lazy pig. A few more days and then start work. Thinking of it kindda scared to start work. My boss seems like a nice person but like a bit fierce also. Scary. And will i make nice friends? And what if i don't know how to operate the nets machine thingy? Haiz... kindda nervous though. Oh God!! Please save me! I wanna enjoy working like everyone else. Though working can be tiring but the collegue we have will make our day. So i really hope that some of the workers there are sortta friendly. Hahaz... you know me. I can't stand quietness basically because i'm just too irritating of a person and that i am so full of crap and jokes. Hahahahaz.... haiz... lets just wait and see la arh!! Hmmm.....
homey homey....
Was at home the whole day and i enjoyed it. Now i know why my mum can't be a teacher. She was just so impatient when teaching me. Hahahaz... and i realised something also i prefer to like cook and stir anything with my left hand than right hand. When i told my mum she said. Oh no, 'KIDAL!!'. I was like, 'yeah right'. Kidal?! And i write with right hand?! Hahahaz...
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
zig zaggy...
Went window shopping till my leg achieve a blister. Hahahaz... its all the new shoe's fault! Hahahaz... Okay here are the replies to all my beloved taggers...
Dear ika: YES IKA!!!!! I bought YASMIN!! BRATZ!! Of course BRATZ is cool. And anyways Jade wasn't available there. Maybe she no more passion for fashion already. Hahahaz... ok la jgn jealous ehh... hahaz!!
Dear afro: Huh?! What i same as you sis? I don't get it!... hmm....
Dear Pam: PAM!! I got something to tell you. Msg me when you are on online. And anyways nah we don't have much cash to buy you anything yet. Hahahaz... But once your home go online and if you find me online then you will recieve the small gift... hahahaz!! Ok set?!
Dear passerby: Hey i was rather in Jurong Point one of the days last week. Maybe its me. Anyways you are? Care to intro? Skali i saw you too. Hahahaz....
Alrights all tags replied. Tag more yeah people. I love it. I so miss school. I wanna go back to school. I miss sleeping during Mr Ting's lesson. Oops... should not say that in public. Hahaz... miss PE lesson!! Miss the interclass games. Miss FLOORBALL!!! Miss POA lesson with my dearest Siew Ngo. MIss coucillor duty with kuku Mr Lee. Miss everything laa!!
I WANNA GO BACK SCHOOL!!!!
Sunday, December 18, 2005
something is happening... hmmm...

Hahahaz... i'm mad. Aww!! My Yasmin is so pretty!! Hahahaz... i wanna be as fashionable as her. Hahaha... Actually this year lights at own is kindda plain. But ouh well its like the same every year. But i still enjoy looking at it. Wahaha!! Saw kuku aaron and Vann. Hahaz... I'm so dumb i saw Vannesa from afar but aaron who was in front of me i didn't see. Hahahaz..
Alright bery tired after all the shopping so now getting some rest and who knows a kind soul will bring me shopping again tommorrow. My treat but his/her money!! Hahahahaz....
Saturday, December 17, 2005
I LOVE COEXISTENCE!
There the girls of my life!! COEXISTENCE!!! Miss ya guys. Thanks for the great outing. Thanks for being such great friends to me and always being there for me. I remember when we first form Coexistence, i heard from many people that this kinda group wouldn't last and that they will break up one day. Buy hey look at us!! Its been 3 years. Coexistence, a year is going to end and again this year we achieve in upholding our motto that is peaceful and tolerance. There were no fights! How can there be any misunderstandings when we so love each other so much don't we? NO time for fights just love. And we believe that though we don't see each other or talk to each other everyday, we know that deep down in our hearts that we have such special friendship that we will treasure for the rest of our lives! Right girls? Hahahaz... thanks girls. You guys are like my heroine! No words can describe how i love u guys. Hope such outings will cheer us up with all the stressful life in future. You know the work and school and all. Our jokes, laughter and even the serious talks like in the train is interesting. Hahaha... all that can put a smile and all the stress will dissolve. Who needs boyfriends with such fabtastic friends around. Hahaz...ceh bah! Girls... you are the best love ya!!
CE outing has always been great. This is the second outing since we like are not like seeing each other everyday like in school. As usual the outing just now wa sawesome. Hahahaz... with all the laughter. And with my dear Candy's jokes, i can never fail to get bored. Hahaz... bro bought me a top again and his girlfriend too bought me a shirt. The came down to Plaza Singapura to get me the top. The shirt my bro's girlfriend bought for me, i got no idea where she get it. And its mickey mouse! MOUSE?! Grr... but its ok la... people buy already i'm very grateful for it. The chat at starbucks was awesome and the most best part of the day. Especially when i took picture with Sab. Something funny happens!! Hahahaz... i still laughing about it untill now!! Hahaz... you guys should know what i'm talking about. Hahahaz... Gawd it was so funny that i laughed till i tear! God i so enjoyed myself. Hahaz... Nurul bought a top from future state too. I went in that shop 4 times. Gees... malu malu! Hahahaz.... We took lots of stupid pictures just now such as this...


And the last one is the sweet COEXISTENCE and we were actually hugging each other ( cannot be seen). We love each other and COEXITENCE ROCKS!!! Rude beings don't be so jealous alright! Hahaz... aren't we sweet?...
Everything seems great but just one thing is missing. PAM!! We were all missing PAM that Pam if you happened to read this and if you see me online please msg me because COEXISTENCE have something specially for you. We missed you so much and really wished you were there. Hahaz... we can't wait for your souvenirs from new zealand and can't wait to give you OUR present to you. Heh heh...
And that's my dearest bestest best friend Sabbie! Sab.. i so missed you so much. Yeah we should do like what we do just now again next time when we go out. Hahaz... hope you'll get a job soon so we can go shopping again... hahaz!! You shouldknow that though we don't talk or see each other like how we used to, you will always be my bestest best friend no matter what! Noone can just replace you la girl!! Love ya loads!! I so love that pic!! Nice!! Hahahaz...
Ouhk... i kindda feel sleepy... want to go get some sleep soon. Hey look what time i blogged okayz!! And Candy wake me up so early just now!! Hahahahaz.... she'll scream at me once she read this, CONFIRM! Hahahaz....
am i lost?
Went shopping just now. Bought a shirt and some essentials. And i love my brother for buying loads and loads of chocolates! Wee... MERCI and FERRARO ROCHER here i come and pimples and fats please leave me alone!!! INteresting day but tiring and one meal makes me so full today that i can't seem to eat more. But all the food seems nice and its like telling me "yus come... take me to your world of digestion!! Nyum Nyum!!" But cannot too full and bloated already. Hahahaz....
The rainbow connection ending was indeed touching. I came home right on time for it. I'm so gonna kill myself if i missed it. But i didn't so i'm still alive! Wee... hahaz!! Jian Yu is so friggin.... arghh!! Wth!! The way yoyo cried makes my heart aww and i feel like screaming... GUYS YOU SUX!! Gees.... hahaz... all they do is HURT girls. Ish... but nah i believe not all guys is the same though.
And now come the most HOT news of the day....
a bloody, disgusting, f**king, irritating, yucky and all sorts of words which can describe hatred attacked me just now and makes me cry!! Its the bloody... err i really don't want the say that name....
Same species lah!!! It was at my house carpark. I was like opeing the car bonnet to take out the things when the rat actually pass me and hit my leg. And what else, of course i scream and ran far far away!!! Stupid animal which makes me cried and shiver for the past 1 hour. Watch rainbow connection also no peace. Oh my god can you imagine, your most scariest animal is showed itself right in front of your eyes. And guess what i saw the long tails!!
YUCK YUCK YUCK YUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Last last YUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gees.... i'm not talking about it no more!! It just makes me burst again! Ewww..... yuck!! I'm so going to have nightmare tonight!! Ish...

