Am currently stuck with summary assignment for chapter 3.
Taking a break for a while and so here i am blogging.
You know what makes me to have the motivation to go school every wednesday?
Although it's just 2 hours of tutorial.
It has to be my lovely 2B01 lunch outing. Haha!
First place was cupphage to al-azhar to mad jack.
& not so sure where are we going tommorrow.
Seow Wei just sent me pictures, so here are the ladies who brighten up my Wednesdays!

Seow Wei & Me. Thanks for the pictures dearie.

That's Nadie, Seow Wei & Bridget Kang! ;P

Me, Shu Ling, Nadie, Linnie.

Qing Ling, the camera's owner & constance.

Me, Cindy, Bi Zhen, Azlina (sengajer spell full name! lol.) Shu Ling & Ah Kang!

Chan Li Yu & Me @ Island Creamery.

Linnie lin lin & Me posing with ice-cream.

& yours truly, courtesy of Seow Wei to lend her cap for me to pose!

The only person who went but not in picture, Khai khai! Hur hur!
After which we all headed for projects, assignments and anything & whatever!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hectic days yet smilling.
Because by smilling we'll go through all obstacles with so much ease.
Get well soon to dearest uncle who is admitted in the hospital.
A loving man & a man of few words.

Speedy recovery to him.
Insya'allah.

&& my spectacles broke into pieces just now in the school's toilet.
It drop and 3 books hit on top of it.
How NICE!!
Urgh!!

6 more days till the boyfriend's back.
Can't wait for Sunday to come.
I soo miss that boo of mine.
He called just now and got cut halfway.
How irritating.
Miss him to bits.

2 assignments (summary) down & more lesson plans to go!
Grrr......
Oh yes...

To hidayah: Miss miss you too babe! Yesh yesh will hang out real soon yea? Nanti Man bawak Calamari matair dier. OK? Haha!!

To faezah: Haha... thks so much. Destress teros when i see you nanti. Bagus ah, ur like a stress reliever. Next time can introduce to people, Faezah the stress reliever. Buy 1 get 1 free. Got commission or not if i do that? Hahaha!! j/k!! You take care ya? =)

To -fiddy-: Heyloo dearie, thanks for dropping by ya? You take care too yea? *hugs*

Goodbye World!

In need of Sham Love!

Nothing much to say after doing this endless summary.
I'm so dead tired & exhausted!

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I MISS MY HISHAM BOY!!!!

I was doing my assignments with Lin when the Windows Media Player randomly played songs.
&& it played Only Hope sung by non other than Mandy Moore.
The same song when he confess his love for me.
When he went down on his knees to express his love for me
When he took my hand and put on a ring on my finger.
& said i'm his Only Hope!!

AHHHH!!!!!!!!!
How i miss that boy!! =(

Frustrating warm day it is.

It's sucha warm warm warm day.
It's so hot here, i wonder what's the weather like in Thailand now.
Hope the boyfriend is doing ok there.
With the killing weather. Gees...
Missing him like crazy.
& the assignments are not helping at all.
Summaries, summaries & more summaries.
So dead tired.
Labour day is so not a public holiday but "an adding on to assignment' day.
Got a new assignment today to make up for Labour Day holiday.
ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!
All the best Yus!

Warmth.

It is sucha warm day today.
It was a super hot day that after lunch,
Lin, Khai, Nad & Me bought a tub of ice-cream & ate it at Khai's place.
After which we rushed back to school to have DAC with Corina.
This hot weather just makes me restless that i can't stop disturbing Lin in class.
Ouh wells!

After a long long long time, i am suppose to write a Summary again.
The last time i did a summary was during O level English Paper 2 man.
Now that's my assignment now.
Reading a freaking long article and chapters and then 3 summaries in all.
I realised now why Ms Dalina always emphasize on our summary writting.
How important is it for us.
I've always hated English and so i sucked at writting.

I'm so in need of Ms Dalina now.
Or maybe Mrs Wong Guan Khor.
How i wish they were reading this! Grrr....
I so need to go back Hua Yi for an hour of English remedial.
Else i'll just flunk this assignment of mine!
Urgh, i hate english writting or whatever crap this assignment can relate to!
URGH!!!

These days.

It's going to be the end of weekends.
It's not that i don't like it.
As much as i really hope that the day will pass quickly & that 11th May will come fast,
because that's when Sham will be back.
I don't want the days to pass quickly.
Contradicting?
Okay mainly because there's assignment due on the 2nd, 5th & 9th May.
& till now i haven't start anything, not even the readings.
How interesting is that.
Ok let's just pass on this for awhile.

Basically last Thursday, i was suppose to send papa for his check up at SGH.
Unfortunately, the eyes was giving me a hard time that day.
I went to school with the most selekehness, anyone can i ever imagine Yus can be.
With the swollen & red eye, i took the bus with everyne staring at me.
Yes, the tembel strikes back.
&& NO eh i never mengintai orang tengah bogel or anything!
Gees!!
I woke up having difficulty opening my eyes & it was super duper painful & itchy!
I decided not to wait for 2 weeks like last time to see Dr Khairul & got operated,
so i went to clinic that day itself .
Dr Khairul was so proud of me because i went to see him immediately & not wait like the last time.

No operation or anything this time like THANK GOD!!!
I hate that operation, i am so super serik that i swear i never want an operation ever.
It was so painful and i swear i cried like a baby when Dr Khairul was doing the op for me.
Yikes, don't wanna talk about it. Such a trauma!

Was really looking forward to shop with Lin & meet up with Man, Dayah & bro on Friday.
So i never skipped the medicine and the cream for my eyes so that it would be A-OK by Friday.
Since the eye was getting better & i promised them to be there on Friday,
So yes, went shopping with Lin, Khai & Li Yu after school first,
Got some tops for bf & myself.
After getting all tired with the shooping craze, went to al-majlis.
While we waited for Dayah & Man, Lin & Me get super bored.
So here goes nothing...

Then, we decided to snap each other's picture using our handphones.
That's my shiok sendiri pictures. Lin's pictures are in her phone.
So too bad i can't post it here. LOL!

Went to have late dinner with Lin, Man, Dayah & Bro at Simpang Bedok.
& the best part was Lin slept over my house.
Haha... thanks to her parents for allowing her to stay over my house.
So i'm not alone that night. LOL!
In all last Friday was superb!
Dayah was crazy as ever, ader ker dier cakap matair si Man namernyer calamari?
This was the conversation:

Me: Kau ni Man, dari kerje bukan nak bawak Calamari datang sini.
Man: Tak cakap maner aku tahu.
Dayah: Huh? Kau tak bawak matair kau? Namer matair kau Calamari?
Lin: Mampos, dayah!! LOL!!!!!

Hahaha! A lot of laughter, singing, screaming and surprises that day.
Especially in the car when Lin shouted a name!
Haha... you know i know la yer Dayah & Lin!
We went to drive around a place which really shows me the reality of life. Gees!

& after food, everyone was so dead while i was too hyper.
Noone actually layan me after food.
Like what the hell.
Abg and Man nak kencing.
Lin nak muntah!!
After the toilet session at caltex after sending dayah home, everyone was back to normal.
Man was like drifting all the way while driving.
The song was "Fast & furious, drift drift drift."
His was "Tokyo Tokyo!!!"
Mampos!!! Joker sak ini mamat!
My stomach can explode anytime due to excessive laughter. Haha!
Thanks people for the wonderful night!
After this no more hanging out for the time being,
because i got no choice but not to be lazy anymore and start with the piling assignments.
I'm sure Lin will go, HAIZ!!!!! MALAS LA SAK!!!!!!!!! Haha!

&& boyfriend have been calling me everyday.
At least lepas sikit rindu dapat dengar suara my Hisham. Hehe!
Unlike Taiwan last time, he can only call me like once in 3 weeks.
Rindu banget dehh sama ini syg sorang. Grr...
He come back first thing nak gigit dier ah! Geram ah! Hahahahaha!!
& i can't wait to watch Made of Honour when he's back.

Okay, eyes is giving me a really really hard time now.
Itchy la, pain la. Wanna do readings also no mood.
How to start assignment?!
For now, i just feel like screaming...
Don't mind ehh...
NAK SHAM NAK SHAM NAK SHAM NAK SHAM,
NAK SHAM JUGAK!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

Last Monday, while i was hanging out with Lin & Man at Island Creamary,
my boyfriend called me to ask for my address.
He said it was for some lucky draw thingy.
Never did i expected that it was actually for something so so sweet.
Not some lucky draw but a lovely surprise gift for me.



It was our 14th Monthsary & that's so my gift.
Ain't he sweet or what?
How can i not love my boyfriend like so bloody much right?
Thanks syg, i simply love it & appreciate it so much.
You shouldn't have trouble yourself Syg,
because even w/o gifts i will still love you like tonnes & tonnes.
I love you sweetheart!



Ytd when i sent him off at the airport, i so didn't wanna let go of him!
Urgh, these army thang is really getting on my nerves!
Even w/o his presence he can make me smile so wide.
Indeed, i smile the widest today upon receiving that gift & not only that,
Tears almost roll down my cheeks when i read those words written on the card he gave me.
It was the most beautiful card anyone had ever gave to me.





Ok yes, i cried upon reading this. Here's a closer one.



The words were so meaningful. Thanks love!
Though you're far from me but you're always close to my heart.
May we continue to love & may we last forever.
I love you & missing you badly here syg! Muackz!

School starts at 9am tommorrow & thus i should be asleep by now.
But no, i'm stubborn enough to tell myself to wait for his msg.
There was no msg or call from him the whole day.
& i just know that how late he is, how busy he is he'll still msg me.
& my wait was eventually rewarded with his msg at 12:46am.
I know he's dead beat & i'm so worried about him.
God, pls take care of him for me,
Cause he may not be as strong as he is when he often make that remark;
"It's okay, i'm strong."
Though he's the hero in this story, i guess he still need to be taken care of by the only, ME!
So, pls give him all the energy to face through these hard times.
Insya'allah, our distant will only bring us closer because,
sometimes the greatest journey is between the distance between two people.
I love him.

Because...

Why does my love for you swell so up & high?
What more can i give you except for my life.
My life is for you,
have at least some concern.

You are my breathe, my heartbeat,
& the cause of my infactuation
The creator made me so infactuated only about you.
Have at least some concern.

Rough Vs Tough

This few weeks have been rather a rough & tough week
I'm glad that school have already started.
Else, i'll be at home rotting after work while the bf will be away to Thailand.
Yeah, like again.
After Taiwan, Thailand pulak!
Crap to the core.

& you know i've been trying really hard to get over it.
To get over the fact that i'm facing another 3 weeks of hell w/o my love again.
At times i really hope he knows how much i really misses him.
At times i'm mad, i just feel like meeting him every single day now even if I could only kiss his hand & him kissing my forehead like each time he will want to leave me.
I can't thank God enough if that would happen.
But i know its impossible.
He will be super tired by then.
With his work at camp and all.

As much as how people say all those like even if we meet for a while can 'menghilangkan rindu',
i guess i really need to work hard and accept the fact that he's going away again now and soon, in the future. So avoid meeting often.
Honestly i tried to remain calm and take it cool that he's always away but deep inside,
I'm really broken, i feel so lost, and all i want to do is to cry like how babies would do, when they are hungry for milk.
That's exactly how i am, the thirst for Sham, Sham, Sham!

To admit this is really embarrassing, oh goodness.
But i just need to say it.
I can't afford to bottle up everything.
Just hope he would not be reading this post.
Yikes, malu malu!
It's really embarrassing like toot if he knows.

Haish, & when the most important thing to do now is to tell him how much i miss him.
I simply can't.
Why?!
I got no idea.
I called him to say i miss him, but i just couldn't bring myself to say it.
To say it in my best & proper way.
I just can't!!!
But when i said i miss you, i don't think it's the right way to express how i really really feel right now. Because simply, no words can describe how much i miss, love & long for his presence all the time.

I may hurt him so much but deep down, i really don't have the intention to.
I swear.
Guess, now, i need to keep my cool.
Don't get so emotional & got to remove the urge of wanting to meet him all the time.
Yes yes, i'm trying real hard.
Dear God, please give me the strength to face all these obstacles.

Amidst all these, i thank God i have crazy friends who never fails to show me their care and concern.
To Lin, Shariffah, Sydi and Man...
Thanks guys.
& hanging out with Lin & Man with tasty ice-cream at island creamery was absolutely stress relieving.
I can't thank God enough for this lovely gifts of His.
To present me these beautiful people in my life.
& of course saving the best for the last,
Thanks God, for bringing Sham to my life.
He show me the best part of life that is being in love.

Till then good morning world.

a lot like crap.

A lot of shits happened these few days.
No doubt a lot of fun happened too.
But at times i just feel that it's hard to pretend
what more bottling things up.
I miss those days.
& i wish i could turn back time.

One more thing i'm closing my blog.
Real soon.
Goodbye world.

Stages completed!

Here i am early in the morning, sitting on this cold place called,
Teacher's common room, at my desk blogging.
My lesson was supposed to be at 11am.
But Fauziah read my time-table wrongly,
& here i am rotting since 7:15am just now.

-Boredness-

Yesterday was arcade session with the Busted 2.
The beginning part of the meeting was preposterous because
Sharifah left her purse at her work place and we were both kan chiong.
But then with the help of her kind friend,
we got the money through the magic of POSB money transfer. lol.

We headed straight for arcade as soon as we got the money.
&& we cleared all stages of that hitting game.
What an achievement!
Haha... like finally we played all the stages.
It was super fun, fun, fun & the best form of stress reliever.
Just keep on hitting & hitting!
Phew, i loike!

After which we headed for some serious talking business.

And yess eh, the 'Busteds' really did some serious sharing moments.
No laughing laughing business or further distruptions.
Just a little sidetracks here and there. Haha...

But was glad Sharifah shared her problems and let it all out.
& as for me i'm glad i did that too.
Thanks Sharifah for listening.
It was really an enjoyable day for me although it was just a few hours.
I still enjoy myself.
The best part about meeting Sharifah is i wouldn't go home alone after meeting her.
Haha... cause our house is near, it's so much convenient.

Hopefully everything will be ok for Sharifah.
Relax and don't stress2 already ok?
Know that i'm will always be here for you!
Next up gaming session at my house again ok babe?

Yr 3 going to start real soon.
As much as i wanna quickly get my diploma,
I'm still in a dilemma on which path i'm going after poly.
Wheelock college or NIE?
It's just so hard when i'm interested in both.

Hopefully i'll come to a decision real soon.
For now concentrate about completing yr 3 first.
Gosh i still have like an hour more to rot!
Urgh, thank God Boon Lay Garden don't serve
delicious food. Else my name will have the words 'boncit giler'
at the front of my name. Gees!

Don't know la when i'm thinking too much,
nothing can make me feel better than just eat, eat and eat!
OKay i got nothing else to whine, to complain, to mengadu
so i shall take my leave.

With love.

Falling in love is easy, but being in love,
now that's the tough part.
But no mater how much we argued and quarrel,
our love remain strong.
Thanks for the love sweetheart.
I'm sorry for the rough day we had.
I'm sure YuShaM have the toughest day today.
Sorry syg. Nothing much to say now besides ily!

This song is so for you sweetheart.
It's by Romance, Kuingin Kamu
I so like this part of the song:

"Kuingin engkau menjadi milikku

aku akan mencintaimu

menjagamu selama hidupku

dan aku kan berjanji

hanya kaulah yang kusayangi

ku akan setia disini

Menemani..."

Thanks to Lin who pass me this song
which i actually have it because
my brother was also currently obsessed with this song. =)
Oh yes, if i were to describe my bf by using just one word,
i would say he's rather HARDWORKING.
See how can i not love this darlingness?!
grr... geram saya!

New New!

Room looks new.
Blog looks new.
Hope the 'new 'list goes on.
I miss my love. =(

Dear God,

Today is a busy day.
If i forget you,
Please don't forget me!

-Me

lost

Just when i thought i nearly lost
someone dear to me,
a sister,
a brother,
a best friend,
& the best buddy,
I just thank God, i have him.
My words of thanks & sorries goes out to him & only him.
If you know what i mean.

Condolences to Sab for the death of her dearest grandfather.
Be strong girl, our prayers will always be with him.
Al-Fateha.

It's the TWENTIETH!

Firstly, Happy thirteenth 13th Monthsary Syg!
I say whatever i have to say to him through sms just now.
Was suppose to give him this today when we watch Step Up 2.
But oh well, he have night training, so everything was cancel.
Hopefully we'll get to spend Friday together ok love?
So just thought of posting it here, just so when he comes back he's able to see it.
Hee, i'm crazy. Ya, crazily in love with my Sham boy!
Anyways, didn't get him anything, just a card with the saying...

& those words are so true! Thanks for the love Syg!
Then i think that piece of sentence ain't enough.
So at the back of the card i said this...

&& i really mean what i said here too.
& no words can describe how much i love this boy.
So hun, ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily!

Went to have dinner with my CE girls!
Finally all 5 of us met up.
Even CANDY ONG MEI XIN! lol.
Miss these babes loads!

Okay since watching Step Up 2 the Streets was cancel today.
Met up with Sharifah & she's free after work today.
It was so last minute. Didn't know what to do at first.
Then we decided to play arcade.
& we were so going mad playing this game at the above picture.
It was super FUN FUN FUN times 100 000 000 la!
The one that we need to hit & hit till our palm were all red! Haha...
But we enjoyed ourselves though despite the pain.
Next, BUSTED's aim: To reach stage 26!
LOL!! Thanks for the day busted!!

Sharifah bought this handphone chain or something.
Whatever it is called.
It's nice though, and one of the chain have the numbers '143'
which basically means 'i love you' isn't it?
Then we had this joyful conversation:

Me: Eh abeh yang the other chain why got number 502 ah? Stand for aper lak?
Sharifah: Chain nie ader kunci, so 143 is key to love.
So 502 is the bus to love instead of go Orchard!

Nonsense to the max sak this girl! Hahaha...
Once a joker, forever a joker! lol.

My Marriage.

I was very much tired and sleepy.
So thought of just doing some bloghopping before i'm off to lala land.
Then i came across this marriage quiz from Eileen's blog.
So yah this is the result, just something to laugh about. =)

How will you choose your Mr Right?

You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.

Who will be your future Mr Right?

Your future hubby will be lovely and sweet, but a little immature - possibly even a spoilt brat! This guy will trigger your maternal instinct. You'll always be willing to watch his back and clean up his mess. He might be the same age as you are or even younger.

When will you get married?

You will be very determined and thorough in choosing a spouse. You'll study every detail about your man before saying yes to a life of love. You will eventually make a good choice, but you'd better be sure that he's willing to wait that long.

What sort of wife will you be?

If your hubby is crazy enough to ask you to do silly things, you may as well have fun with him. You'll make a fun-loving wife.

Will you and your husband have a good time together?

You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.

What will your children be like?

Your kids will be very naughty. They will often get into trouble but you will have a great time bringing these fun-loving kids up. They are lively and smart.

How loyal are you?

You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.

The love needs to see this! lol.

Jive all the way!

Today's tiring yet fun fun fun! Haha... actually today's plan was to accompany papa to somewhere but he have to work, then Pam called yesterday saying we will meet up for dinner but also cancel and then after Pam called syg called. Will be having dinner with CE on Monday instead. Looking forward for it. Miss my girls. So syg asked me if I wanna join him and his madrasah friends for lunch tommorrow. So after he went to his camp just now to complete some project thingy (ns pun nak project project!) i met him and his friends. Went to Bugis & ate at Victory, which his friends said, 'Victoria'. Hahaha... terperanjat seketika when they say that. Hahaha... & it was Rizal's treat. I totally forgot to thank him after that! Goodness, Yus is so mean! Just so if Rizal's reading, thanks dude for the treat! Thanks so much.

Then headed to Bugis junction, thought of watching movie but then we decided to just go to chevrons to bowl since Rizal have to report to work. I decided not to play because i'm having blister and i'm too lazy to even stand on my feet. Haha... Talk & talk with Mykah or how to spell her name ehh? Maikah? Anyways, she's Sham's friend also. She's so fun to talk to. Love talking with her. After which we headed to arcade. Played a few games wit Maikah. Haha... we played that game where we have to press and hentam-hentam the buttons repeatedly. Hahaha... saket sehh tangan, but fun ah! Then we ate again at LJS! We were all like hungry ghost lagi. Hahaha.... & oh yah! The love & me ate ice-cream after arcading. Haha... SUPER DUPER nice la, the one at level two besides De Royals shop at Jurong Enetertainment. I don't know what's the name of the shop but the ferraro rocher ice-cream is extremely finger lickin! The waffle is fantastic. Hot & soft. We feel like having another round but too bad i can't have to much ice-cream, if not habis la Yus! Feel like eating them again tommorrow! Nak tak syg, it's just nearby... Hahaha....

I enjoyed myself today after being sooo emotional yesterday. Yesterday was just so frustrating and i just felt so exhausted. But oh well, i don't feel like elaborating it further. So yea... & i offically declare myself broke at the moment. Pay's not in yet. Goodness!! Urgh... so the heart pain. Besides the point of being so frustrated for being cashless at the moment, nasib can meet the love today, been missing him like crazy lah this few days. & like the title for today's entry, JIVE! We jive the night! Hahaha... i taught syg how to dance jive and the basics of salsa, and cha cha. Hahaha... & i found out that Sham's not that bad at dancing but not 'latin ballroom dancing' but some dance i'm not sure what is it call. We were like the movie Dirty Dancing, the girl dance the ballroom dance while the guy dance yang sexy sexy, yang no routine punyer! Hahaha... but I enjoy teaching my syg how to dance & though we dance merepek-meprepek, it was still enjoyable. Treasure those moments, thanks syg for the fabulous day spent with you & your friends. Thanks for including & introducing me to those lovely people. Appreciate it loads. =) This is to the love:

I didn't know how you manage to make me smile each times after i broke down.
I didn't know how you manage to be patient & hug me when i'm angry.
I didn't know how you manage to love me despite of my imperfection.
I didn't know how you unlocked the keys to my heart.
All i know is you're just the one to love me and for me to love all my life.
& so that's why you are just Yusliza's hero, all rights reserved. Haha!
ily hun! Muackz! <33

Results Out

So i'm in school now. Nothing gotta do with results. In school now waiting for Lin to reformat our dearest laptop. We got like dozens of viruses in our laptop recently and it's still alive right now maybe because of some anti-virus thingy but the virus is still there in our laptop. Kire macam orang masih hidup sebab dengan pertolongan alat pernafasan, ahh gini lah laptop kiter masih boleh bertahan. So since its holiday no assignments & projects & all we decided to reformat our dearest today.

Okay so at 8:03am this morning i recieve an sms from Ngee Ann poly regarding my results. & alhumdulilah i pass all module. Which means there will be no repeating of any module. Honestly i feel that this semester is a tough one for me & i think i really didn't do that well but not bad i manage to get 2 As. So yeah, AD is way back then in Yr 1. To expect that in my Yr 2 i guess it's really impossible. Haha. So yea and i managed to get a GPA of 3.3 which is like amazingly unexpected. I thought i couldn't even reach 2.5 like seriously. Syukur alhumdulilah, all that studying and mugging of assignments and projects really paid off. Especially the lesson plans and learning corners that i put so much effort in. So in all, results fine but i believe i could do better next time. Year 3 gonna be tougher but i will definately put in my best to achieve good grades in my poly life.

& after all this results thingy this morning, i could not go back to sleep so i woke up and told mama i wanna cook lempeng and maybe nasi lemak. Just in the mood, don't ask why. So yeah! Haha... dah cook straight away siap to meet Lin. Can't wait to eat it with Lin later. Yum yum! Okay Lin dah call. Ini minah sudah suruh wait at zebra crossing. So goodbye world.

Itsy Bitsy Bored.

Results gonna be out tommorrow.
Not excited or looking forward for it or anything.
I'm just gonna pray hard & keep my fingers crossed for now,
hopefully, i don't have to repeat any module all over again. =(

Photobucket have this new feature that is to edit pictures.
So my itchy fingers tried editing some pictures & i discover that it's actually fun, fun, fun!
So these are the aftermath:

Who needs photoshop now? LOL.
*macam paham*

March Babies.

It's both the best friends egg crack this month.
12th March is Sabbie's big day.
Happy 20th birthday bebsie.
Sorry i have nothing for you girl, but my blessings with always be with you.
May all wishes & dreams come true.
May you 'Live life to the fullest',
like how this favourite tagline of yours always says. =)

Sorry gotta steal your picture from your friendster. Hee...

Then 10th of March was Sydi's.
Oh di, you're as old as Sab now.
I still have my 'teen'. lol!
So Man & me did a simple belated birthday surprise for him yesterday.
Due to our busy schedule, we actually forgot to wish him on his birthday.
*chey chey busy keper?lol*
Sorry eh Di, truly sorry!

& Di, just wanna say thanks for being there for me all this while,
listening to my crap & nonsense, problems and for all the great help you've done for me.
I have nothing else to say but just words of thanks.
May you find your other half this year, like how you always say you will have a gf when you're in 3rd year. Haha... May God bless you with great health & wealth always. =)
So here's some pictures of yesterday. Hur hur...

Arcade madness

Today is arcade session with syg & nini.
I told syg i miss him & he brought up a fantastic suggestion.
& so off we went for some gaming date with nini.
We collected so many tickets thanks to my syg's intelligence who always got jackpot in that particular game which i don't know what it's called. =)
Will be redeeming those tickets next time at JE because the prizes there seems to be better.
Can't wait to have a new pencil case by my syg again. Hee... =P
I love my boy!
Sham is love! <33

Selekehness-

Last Saturday was YuShaM's cycling day. Thanks syg for the day despite of the terrible headache that he had, he still cycle that 2 hours with me. It's been like tyrex years since i last cycled. It's so nice to get to cycle again. Relieve all stress. After which my bro bought durians and again after the bronchitis tragedy, Yus was banned of eating durians, grapes & oranges. But after like maybe 4 years, i ate durians again. Can't resist the temptation. Those durians were so finger lickin good. Poor Syg, he have to tolerate the smell as we were buying it. Then had supper with the family & him at simpang Bedok. && i had ROTI PRATA PLASTER!! Shiok shiok!! Hee...

Lately i went to my third aunt's house & everytime i will get lost to her house. I got confuse which staircase leads me to her house but with the help of this wonderful sign, i found my way. Hahahaha....

Before i end my entry, i just wanna post a picture just for NUR AZLINA SUBARI. My mum cook this & too bad she's not at my house this time to savour it. Hahaha... sedap maut Lin!!! *evil laugh*

Ok goodbye world!

Malay Language Alert!

Hari ini adalah hari sesangat la penat. Okay mengapakah saya blog dalam bahasa melayu. Tidak pasti pulak. Tiba-tiba ingin berbahasa melayu. Bangga la sak, bahasa ibunda ku! Hahaha.... Sesungguhnya, hari ini sangat memenatkan. Sebenar-benarnya, saya cuma ada 4... err period dalam bahasa melayu aper ehh? Ahh... lantak la! 4 period tapi kene ambil alih cigku lain yang tidak hadir kerana harus pergi ke kursus-kursus tertentu. Tersangatlah letih, lesu badanku ini kerana bebudak hari ini banyak cekik darah. Sabar jer Cikgu Liza.

Saya: Kalau awak perlukan apa-apa tidak perlu membuat bising, angkat tangan dan saya akan datang ke tempat awak.
Murid: Cikgu Liza, kater cikgu kita kalau tak ada kerja suruh angkat tangan.
Saya: Huh? Kenaper ehh?
Murid: Tak tahu tapi cikgu kita cakap kalau tak ada apa-apa nak buat angkat tangan.

Sungguh tidak difahami. Tetapi walaubagainmana pun, si kecil-kecil cili padi ini amat menarik sekali dimataku! Aww.... Alamak penat pulak berbahasa melayu pasar nie. Dah lah sudah kesian pulak readers chinese kiter. Tui bu chi ah peng you. Now i talk mix mix ok?! Hahaha....

Was in class when my syg message to say he can go back. Yang menyakitkan hati ku ini sehinggah remok ialah firstly budak tuition tak datang after i kelam kabut balek dari kerje, secondly apabila syg & saya hendak pergi makan, syg memberitahu bahawa, dia akan ke Thailand bulan April nanti. Remok sungguh hati ini akan mendengar kata-kata itu. =( Sedih banget dehh!! 3 minggu lagi berjauhan dengan kekasihku. Benci ahh.... suker kan kerajaan menguji cinta kita?! Hah... ok Yus macam paham!!

Sudahlah jangan cakap lagi. Nanti saya cry cry susah, syg ku tak boleh pujuk sebab, kerana, oleh itu, because, matairku itu sebok main game!! 24 jam game! Nasib sayang, kalau tak sayang memang kene DUSH habis habisan!!! Kami makan macam 'hungry ghost' tadi. Syg order chicken chop (tak habes2) & burger! While i order nasi goreng sambal ayam and roti prata plaster satu! Ahhh kau... amek kau makan dengan gelojohnyer! Haha.. eh tak eh kiter gagah tak gelojoh!! Haha... sedap oii the teh tarik baru. Those who don't know where, it's opposite Hua Yi's backgate. Beside temple. Lestari lamer situ. Ok dah, i lagi feel so bloated ni, don't wanna talk about food no more.

Then jeng jeng hari jatuh jatuh! Firstly syg saya nak terjatuh or rather dia hanya 'tersandung' sahaja. Then sway sway saya pulak jatuh macam nangka busuk. Dolat, ketawer kan matair tersandung now diri sendiri kene ketawer la sehh! Sabar jer. Jatuh serious macacm nangka busuk lak tu. What a laughing session kiter dua ader hari ini by Cikgu Liza! Hahaha... warna seluar pun bertukar ke warna cantek sekali dalam dunia. From light blue to black! Fuhh... power gedegak! Kaki bengkak sebab termasok longkak kecik. Yus yus, as clumsy as can be. Depan matair lak tuu... punyer malu diriku ini!! Ish!!

Okay that day when i update i forget to reply to my taggers so today i will do just that. Before that i also baru teringat that i owe this laydee an entry because she was being sucha darling to scan for me notes about how to handle children with separation anxiety. She's the only one who replied to my entry, besides Haq who also terkial-kial carik that notes. Though it doesn't help me much but i sure do terharu and appreciate her effort to scan for me the notes from her book and mail it to me. Sorry for the trouble & thanks Far far for the great help!! Sayang kamu laa!! *hugs*!

Sorry ah gambar mepek, that's the only picture of us i had yang acceptable. Lain sumer muker macam songsang gitu! Dengan pipi tembamku. AHH! Takper la ehh malas lak nak edit2! Haha... natural beauty babe!! Haha... nak copy from your blog tak boleh lak. Haha... anyways to whoever who is still blur, refer to Tuesday, February 12's entry. Ok to reply taggers:

Sok leng: Hey babe, you're re-linked girl. =p
LiN: Welcums Lin sebab aku tarok muker bacin 'KITER!' lol. & thanks so much for the wish! But tak yah byk2 kali ah tag. Flood tagboard ku! Haha...
haq89: HAQ!!! all thanks to this crazy girl far'ain for the notes. & thanks sesungguhnyer baju itu memang cantek, yang pakai lagi cun melecun! Haha!
kyn: Haish kyn aku fikir kau amat memahami kami tapi tidak. Kau tak reti2 ker aku ngan si Lin ni dah memang tembam bam, boncet pulak tuu! Haha... all thanks to junks and the not so nice and malay food sold in school that we always result to JUNKS! Haha...
Mr BamMel Boncet: Mail!!! Itu mamat sudah hilang your phone number, if you're reading this go call him or something. Haha... tak sorok, dier sebok ngan gf dier lagi satu, game!! Sampai nak lepak ngan gf ni pun susah. Haha...
YH (yihuey): No problem at all girl! Thanks for your help too. =)
CT: Hey thanks kerana sudi drop by this blog of mine. Hehe... thks for the compliment too. My cousin say sorry because she can't really remember who you are because your blog nyer photo tak clear but anyways she say waalaikumsalam. Take care girl! =)

Ok dah... i just feel like posting this picture...

Alahai cute kan my syg! Thanks for meeting me up today hun!
Haha... Sham, Yus sayang kamu byk byk byk byk byk!!!!!
Muackz!! ilu hun! ♥

post #289

Hello world! It's been a while since i update.
Honestly, i was toooooo super ultra lazy to even face the laptop anymore since after all this exam, projects and assignments are all over.
Yus is just plain lazy!!
Exams a disaster, CD 2.2 was a killer and results going to be out real soon!
Ok that's it i don't wanna talk about it.
I'll be so glad if i can even hit a GPA of 2.5! =(

Alright a lot of things had been happening.
Ups & downs, interesting places and encounters.
So yeah, briefly, these happened:

20th February 2008

Last paper end that particular day. A day which i did not sleep the whole day. Why? I don't know why. I'm even frustrated that this eyes was not shutting till 7 am in the morning. Gees! Then after paper, went to buy Mak Cu's birthday cake & then she treated us to dinner at the ever delicious Rasa Istimewa at CCK! Awesome!! The cake also nice, of course, i bought it.

22nd February 2008
Night Safari

Went to Night Safari with the family which includes, DI & LIN! Another amazing day. The animals were so close. Like super cool and nice la. But one thing spoils everything. I saw a MOUSE!!! Disgusting ah, spoils the whole mood to watch the animal show. Urgh! Nevertheless, the trip was great! Then Lin stayed over. Unfortunately we were unable to have late night talks because i was down with flu that particular night. So after eating my medicine, i'm off to a difficult sleep because of the block nose. So sorry Lin! I gotta wake up early the next morning also because it was suppose to be a special day & i had to prepare a lot of things. For Di & Lin, click on the 'Night Safari' to get the pictures ok? So easy don't have to sen dyou through ZIP. =)

23rd February 2008

So i had planned something for the bf long ago for our 1st year. But everything was ruin when the government have to let him off at 6pm that day! How frustrating. All preparation done but he's not back. So gotta reshedule plan with my 'Wedding Planners'! Thanks ya'all for all the hassle and trouble! Appreciateit loads. Don't worry, i'm saving up to treat you guys real soon ok lovely people?! Hahaha... Besides that whole point, i had a wonderful candleight dinner with bf. It was awesome, talking and discussing a lot of stuffs. Though he's tired, he still make an effort to be with me. Thanks syg! I'm so in love with you. Just hope you love it hun! You wipe that tears and bring back the smile to my face. You're the only one that is capable of doing that syg. Thanks hun! May our love blossoms through the years k syg?! Insya'allah! Muackz!

25th February 2008

It was YUSAB'S 8th year of friendship on that 23rd too. So we went to have some picnic at west coast park and had a long catching up. It's been like dinasaurs years since i last talked that long with the best friend! Gees... We had fun, laughing, talking and eating. Sab sure do enjoy my mum's jemput-jemput pisang. Haha... guess we forgot to take pictures that day amidst all those chattings.

26th February 2008

It's the bf's POP from SISPEC. Like finally its over. But he will still be going to same place, Pasir Labar Camp because he's posted there. So he's officially Sgt Muhammad Hisham Bin Amir a.k.a Hisham Ciner by his friend's there. Haha... we lost him when wanna put his rank for him on the parade sqaure because basically all of them looks the same with the uniforms on. I can't even recognise my own bf (how embarrassing yus!) & so without hesitation i seek for help. & so that person ask me which Hisham. Nur or Ciner?! Haha... i should have just said, YUS'S HISHAM! CAN?! Thanks to my syg who straightaway sent to me the pictures when i ask him to though he was relaxing watching soccer that moment. Sorry for the trouble dear! Thanks... so love you!!

So yeah, that happened. =)
The bf & I also went to watch The Eye & Leap Years.
Things hadn't been good for me & the bf but we managed to talk things out.
I'm glad everything's fine now.
Those uncertainties and weird feeling i had, i guess it's all answered.
& i promised you i'll worked hard to be a better daughter, sister, teacher and lover!
I'm sorry & thanks for everything syg!
I'm so so so in love with you hun.
I cannot imagine being in love with anyone else but you!
Ilu syg! Muackz!!

Been watching Why why love like finally!
Haha... so over with it. Finally FINISHED watching it!
It's a super nice drama series! It's a MUST WATCH!
Especially when the cast are all from my favourite Devil beside you.
Mike is super hot and Rainie is extremely cute. Haha!
Khai is so going to be jealous becuase i finish watching it first!
Next one, Princess Hours. Actually i am not really into it just killing time so i watch.
I prefer Romantic Princess, Jin is super cute.
But owh well, my Sham's cuter! =)

Will relieving at Boon Lay Garden as usual in a few hours time.
After a long time, taking a new batch of primary ones.
Just hope the Miss 'Pizza' don't exist again tommorrow!
Call me Teacher Yus, Teacher Liza, Miss Liza but not that children!!
Get that?! Gees...

The love of my life!

When i first saw you, i was tongued tied, i was afraid to talk to you.
When i first talk to you, i was afraid to kiss you.
When i first kiss you, i was afraid to love you.

Now that i love you, i'm afraid of losing you!

Thanks syg for always being there for me, tolerating my flaws and showers me loads of love.
Thanks for all the sacrifices and everything that you've done just to make me smile.
When you went down on your knees a year ago to present your love for me,
I was speechless,
thinking what have i done in life that God gave me such a wonderful gift.
Indeed you stole my heart in your own special way.

I love you syg, my heart just says so!
My heart tells me you're just the one for me.
I don't know what is love.
I never thought of falling in love or even wonder what's love.

Maybe love is a special thing that always give us butterflies.
Whatever it is, if what we are going through now is love,
i'm here to say:
Thanks Sham syg for teaching me how to love.
To be in love with you, the feelings is just awesome,
that i don't want anyone else but you, to spent my life with.

We are always far from each other but
nevetheless, our heart ramains togther because:
Our love is like the wind, we cannot see them but we can definately feel them.
I love you Hisham, i really do! Muackz! <3-

I'm so exhausted & shagged with all this studying.
End soon please.

HELP!

ECHians ALERT!!
Anyone, anybody knows where to find the notes or anything bout:
Developing Parent Involvement Programme
Topic about Working with children with separation anxiety,
Do ring me, sms me, nudge me at MSN, tag me or anywhere that you can possibly reach me.
Okay peeps. Love ya guys!
Thanks world!

holidays ending. =(

The CNY holidays ending.
Which means its time to mug mug and mug for exams.
Urgh, so not in the mood to study now. How?
Okay forget about that for awhile.
Let me just do some updates on what have been happening during this festive season.
Let's skip on the 6th because i've updated & basically i had a beautiful date with bf after that Taiwan trip he had.

7th February 08, Thursday

It's my dearest cousin, Farah Wahidah's engagement. Finally an engagement after such a long time from the maternal family. Congrats to you kakak. You're finally engaged and soon you will be someone's wife. Dah besar kakakku sorang ni. Haha... So after so long, we had such kenduri kendara again. It was fun. We took a lot of stupid, crazy, beautiful, fantastic and horrible pictures that day. It was super fun to have such family gathering for a wonderful event again. Made a slideshow. But you guys can still view the whole picture in my photo album. =)

8th February 08, Friday

Basically i'm home after a tiring day the day before. Was trying hard to study but nah, it didn't happen. Guess the mood wasn't there. No motivation at all. Ring Lin up to ask if she's studying but she's not either because she's sick. So all the more the 'niat' to study just vanished on the spot.

& the most interesting part of the day was, I watched P/S: I LOVE YOU!!! Haha!!! Lin, i've watched! When are you watching ni? Hahaha... It was such a superb movie. I proudly announce this is the first movie that make me teared. Usually i will only cry when watching a ghost story but not some romantic movie. I read the book the day before till 3am in the morning. I was only at chapter 5 and i started to have tears rolling down my cheeks. It's really a 'must-see-movie for those who haven't watch it. (Like Lin) Haha... how i ended up watching it?

Well, Abg Ayie and his gf came to my house. & then Kak Fiza & I was like super excited to watch already. Called up Bf and then off we went. Before watching the movie we went to bring Nini and adek Ayu to watch fireworks at esplanade. The fireworks was awesome. I was never so near such beautiful and loud fireworks. Wish i could put the video here but the size is too big! Finally gotta watch fireworks with my dearest Hisham! *loves* Again i made a slideshow but feel free to see the other pictures in the album. =)

9th February 08, Saturday

I proudly make another announcement that i failed my BTT! Haha.... Actually the plan for Saturday was to accompany bf to Beach Road to get his stuff but i totally forgot i that i have to sit for my basic test till my dad reminded me. I think i got 45 over 50 yet fail. Gees... anyways, will be retaking them and its on the 29th April. Wish me luck! Haha.... then went to my Uncle Philip, my dad's best friend's house. He invited us for Chinese New Year. Met my childhood mate Jonathan and Kimberly. Kim was out when we take picture. So took with Jon only! He's like taller than me though i'm much older. Gees!! Nothing new Yus! =(

10th February 08, Sunday

Went to walk around at Changi airport with the family. Went to look around at Terminal 3. Saw kak Ana. What a co-incidence, we reached and her flight just landed. She's in her uniform so she can't join us. So we walked & walked & then camwhored. Hee...

So yah, will be going to accompany Shariffah to see the Doctor then off to studying with Lin in a few hours time. Before i end today's entry, wanna say something to the bf. Though he's only going to read this when he comes back during the weekends, i will still be saying it now.

Dear Bf,
It have been rough for us those few days.
I apologise for all the trouble i create.
I really am sorry for all that seem to be a hassle & trouble for you.
I apologise again that you have to be the one loving me.
Hopefully my flaws and imperfection will not be the barrier to our love story.
It's going to be a year now, I appreciate you for still holding on & always being patient with me.
I'm sorry that my flaws and imperfection can cause a lot of misunderstandings between us but no matter what happens, my feelings for you have always been true and that i truly love you hun. Just don't give up on me k syg because you're my only hope. ilu!

A Beautiful Date.

6th February 2008
It was really a day i will treasure & not ever forget.
It was the best date ever.
We don't need to have everything to have a perfect date.
Being with each other, talking under the beautiful stars was just PERFECT.

Dear BF,

Walking on a path of air

Seeing your faces everywhere

As you melt this heart of stone,

you take my hand to guide me home and now, I'm in love.

Holding your hand

I won't fear tomorrow.

Here were we stand, we'll never be alone.

I'm sorry i'm ain't perfect for you.
As much as i tried i know i can't.
But i thank god, you're still by myside till now.

& hun, i realised now that
Love does not consist in gazing at each other,
but in looking outward in the same direction.
Indeed YOU've become the meaning of my life! <3

I Love Bf!

Finally, today's the last day of semester 2, Year 2!
Yet, assignments still not done yet.
Guess this is a self-declared holiday kot?
Sebab lagi ader exam
How nice!

Today was supposedly a happy happy happy day for Yus!
Why?!!
Because my syg called me the moment i manage to change the movie maker to WMV format!!

Like finally, after trying it so hard the whole day just now & the whole night yesterday.
I didn't know what i click then it was ok!
The feeling of achieving it was superb man.
Relieve stress & frustration.
& to share all this with Lin, was great great great.

(Gambar muker basi taken during while doing ITA ytd!)

Dear Lin,
Again Lin, thanks for being sucha fantastic partner in assignments/projects!
You're great.
We went through a lot to complete our assignment but i hope you not serik to do those assignment with me.
It's a joy & blessing to have you sharing ideas & knowledge for projects & assignments for these 2 years.
Hopefully year 3 will be a better year for us ok babe? Love you la!!!
**Hugs**

& back to the bf.
Yups yups yups!!
He finally CALLED me!
Tears of joy actually rolled down my cheecks as soon as i put down the phone with my game boy!
Gosh i super miss him la!
Can't wait for his return on Sunday.
Unfortunately i can't be fetching him from the airport because he need to help out at his camp.
So he will be going to his camp right after. =(
How unlucky to have your camp near your house!
URGH!!!!

& to the BF,

dear Syg,
come back soon and put me in your arms again k hun?
I miss you tonnes!
You are the reason that i can smile!
I love you!

& i'm left with CD 2.2,
Psychology for Exceptional Children storybook!
Btw, Shariffah, sorry tadi tgh stress ehh ngan IT projekku!
Cannot join you guys!
Next time tau ok?! =))