Huge Updates

Phew, it seems like dinosaur years since I last blog. Haha... ok that is so exaggerated. As usual, busy busy me. Haish, feel so lethargic and exhausted. However, interesting things do happen along the way. Haha... so decided to blog today since the important assignments for this week are all done. So here goes the highlights of the few weeks back.

First and foremost, 28th August 2009. Lin's birthday la sehh!! Haha... The day started off with me sabo-ing Lin. I proudly asked Kak Fiza O to sabo Lin in 'Birthday RadiO'. We were suppose to have Environmental Impact meeting on that day but it was cancel. So while she was sleeping, jeng jeng jeng. Kak Fiza call. Maka seluruh Singapura telah mendengar suara Lin yang basi itu. Haha... anyone heard her on air? Haha... we were so freaking excited la. It was definitely a good start of the day for Lin. First surprise accomplish. After which we carried on with our plan that is to break fast together. And so I'll let the picture do the talking...

Told her that I have no present for her... so gave her a small birthday card only first during dinner. Hee... After dinner, second surprise. Khai!! She meet us after dinner straight. & definitely Lin was shock and H.A.P.P.Y!! It's been so long since the three musketeers meet each other. Haha... the gossiping and catching up session was super duper nice!! Then here I gave her a third surprise. My birthday present for her. Hahaha... & the picture talks again...

So plan's a great success. Surprises went on plan and that Friday was a blast!! Btw, Abg Fir join us too. Went Shee-shaing at Al-majlis. & of course its been dinosaur years too since we hang out there. Seriously, a looooong time since we've been there. Hahaha... & then on Thursday, 3rd September, the three musketeers plus Abg Fir had iftar at my place. Big feast la sehh. Aper tak, my beloved mama cooked so many nice foods!! Nasi ayam, mee soto and I can't remember what else. But i know everyone was so full and bloated. Sampaikan Abg Fir tdo la sehh lepas makan. Hahaha... Aiyo... I had tuition while they watch some movie with my parents. & after tuition guess what we do?... Jeng jeng jeng...

Bunga api!! Deprive of the childhood years. Wahahaha!!! Best la sehh... kan lin, kan kan kan? Kan Khai, kan kan kan? Don play play!! We only can play!! Woo hooo.... ohh... we went to Sungei Buloh too last last last week. Can't be bothered to recall what day and date it was. Haha... dah malam brain not functioning well. So there, some of the pictures who wants to talk... haha...

Oh that's Preety my professor for Environmental Impact module. She's responsible for this trip. & joining us were David & Susan Fedo. Wheelock College Director. I swear I was interrupting thier conversation when I asked for permission to snap that picture. Haha... & then we went to Jacob Ballas children's garden at Botanical Garden. Again for Environmental Impact module. It's my second visit there and both my visit there was like raining cats and dogs. The first was with my Boon Lay Garden Primary fours. Here's some displayable pictures. The other pictures if i were to display it, I'll either get killed by Lin or she'll throw away my busuk when she comes my houseto do project on Saturday. Hahaha....

Ok ni anti-climax macam paham nyer gambar. Model maner je sesat!! But nice kan effect?! Hahaa... I exaggerate lagi eh, this is at Jocob Ballas Children's Garden. Naseb nak masok kene ader budak if I'll have my wedding outdoor shoot here. Hahaha....

Haha... and then 6th September, Sunday was papa and mama's 29th anniversary. Not forgetting Abg's 28th birthday too. Was suppose to do child portfolio with Lin. But last last child portfolio buat kiter. Sunday la sehh!! Weekends tau do assignments. Sucha dread! Cannot la, it's too beautiful a day to stress ourself with assignments as yet. So we are going to mug this saturday!! Hur hur...

We went Geylang after dinner to take my baju raye. && I'm excited to say... this loverboy came back last Saturday, on the 5th! It was really a wonderful night spent with him. Though it was just a few hours again, I definitely enjoyed myself. With syg with me, what else can I ask for. Thanks Allah for sending him back to again. Though it was a short while. Went sahur with syg's and my brother. Syg treat to Mcdonald. I ate so much. Nugget and McWings. Ish!! Aper tak gemok Yus!! Had a splendid time talking and talking away. & it was so nice to see my loverboy planning for the future. Seeing him like that makes me wanna marry him tomorrow can?!! Hee... gatal kan Yus?! But anyways, that date spent with syg was really awesome. If I could turn back time, I want 5th September again. Now I'm missing him all over again. =( He kept saying he can't wait for January. His leave. Yes, yang, I can't wait for it too. I nak my sham. *sob* Will wait for your return patietly again hun. Meanwhile take care of yourself hun hun! Cyg awak.

Ok enough the mushyness. Makes me miss him even more. Lately, I've been watching so much Upin & Ipin. Hahaha... Malam2 dah penat pun tengok Upin & Ipin dengan Lin! Haha... with such good company to watch an interesting show, I'm not even bothered to sleep. Haha... was sharing it with Sham when he say:

Sham: Ader anak twin cute.
Me: Uh uh, I nak anak twin macam Upin dan Ipin.
Sham: Ish tak nak la. I tak nak anak I botak. Abeh ader rambut satu je ternaik. Buruk ah!

Hahaha... cute per boyfriend aku ni. Hee... Oh no, macam nak Sham jer nie. Dah ah tak nak talk about him. I'm sooooooo missing him. Kesian Lin nanti kene dengar whining aku. Hahahah... Ok so dah la. This entry is long enough. Don't mind the spelling mistakes. I can't be bothered to check for spelling errors already. Da penat. But I like. This entry brings to me a lot of wonderful memories with my love ones. Ok besok lecture pagi. Nak tdo ah, nak mimpi Sham! Ya huuu!!!

Little Updates..

Lin's twentieth was awesome!
Was glad that she's a happy girl on her birthday and the best part is I PLAN THE WHOLE SURPRISE THING WELL!! Hahaha...
Will update more about the 28th August real soon when i'm free.

Today is visiting the uncles day.
& alhumdulilah both obek and uncle Phillip my god-dad is getting better.
Was glad to see uncle Phillip cracking jokes again.
Speedy recovery to him.
& that picture is so incomplete without my loverboy. =(
Uncle Phillip's 'ah chong'. Haha...

syg is so missed.
=(

A man of few words he is yet loving.

Dearest Uncle, Allahyarhan Wahib B. Warren left us but he will stay in our heart forever.
Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.
Al-fateha.

I thought that would be all.
After this heart-breaking news, my only uncle beside the paternal side was warded due to a heart attack.
& today he went through a major operation and he is still unconscious.
Don't worry obek, our prayers will always be with you.
Be strong and you'll definitely pull through and in no time you will start teasing and disturbing me again.

When I see how fragile life is, I began to realise that our parents, aunties and uncles and even us are getting older day by day.
We should always treasure every one's presence now when you can still see them.
Death is a promise to all human created by God.
We all have to face it no matter what.

"Boy you know I miss you.
I just wanna kiss you.
But I can't right now so baby kiss me through the phone."

A short date yet BEST!

Dapat jumper sham!!
Yay yay!!

Sayang Hisham!!

Cinta Hisham!!
Rindu Hisham!!

& also...
Sayang Azlina!!!

Missed~

Finally I decided to continue my driving. Haha...
After so long, I renew my membership at BBDC.
Let''s just see if I'm able to make it this time.
Ouh well, hopefully commitment is there this time round Yus.

Met my Busted 2!!! Haha...
Maner ader Shariffah disitu lah aku ketawe terbahak-bahak!!
Like Sharifah say, although its short, we sure do enjoy ourselves.
So excited for our date this weekend yaw!

& schools begins today.
New module: Environmental Impacts
Geography! Like wth!! I took History and I know nuts about environment.
I never pass geography, I wonder how I'm going to make it for this module.
But not bad, assignments for 'drama for children' and 'teaching and learning through arts' module, I As it. Hee... HAPPY!!!

Da lah dah penat ketawe, now Iwanna sleep.
No no, watch hindustan, school at 2 tomorrow ya'all! Yahuu!!

Before that, speedy recovery to my dearest God-father, Uncle Phillip.
Stay strong Kim darling and Jon.

Separated we're not!

Yes hun, if only I'm a princess or the daughter of a pop legend, you wouldn't have to work like this anymore. =(
10 days not seeing you is like 10 years.
& so I gotta force myself to bear this pain of not meeting you for another 10-20 more days.
Arghh...

Well it's ok hun, we can never be separated.
Because our hearts will forever be as one.
Ilmyvvm sygku.

I was looking through my blog history,
when I read the entry I posted about this girl.

I remembered I told Sham about how cute this girl is and I really wished our daughter can be as cute as that.
& he was like, " Eee, tak nak eh muker anak I macam monster. Mata besar!"
& I cannot help it but to burst out laughing.
Muahaha...

Ok, how random can I be.
Missing you loads hunneyboo.
Terlepas rindu sikit when my love... hee...
Go figure...
Toodles.

Farewell to the lovely professors.
Dr. Susan Kosoff who taught me the module on Drama for children & Learning and taching through Arts.
& Dr. Felicity Crawford who taught me Designing Curriculum and Impact of Special needs.
I guess Susan's drama was really exciting and Felicity's knowing more about chidlren with special needs was really engaging.
It was a really a blast of 6 weeks.
Can't believe intensive 6 weeks had past.
See you in Boston next year Susan and Felicity. =)

Thanks to Anisah who drove us to the airport to send Felicity off.
These are the ladies (oops, Ayura is not in the picture) who stayed till almost 3am at my house before the big presentation on Thursday.
Finally its over babes!!
Time to catch up on our beauty sleep.

I'm so enjoying my 1 week break, sleeping, lazing, eating and sleeping lazing and eating.
Hahaha... I am so gaining weight with all the junks during the stressful times in school and now, the piggy attitude at home. Gees...

Nevertheless, I am so so missing my loverboy truckloads. =(
Am still waiting for your return hun.

I want your laugh!

Inilah Sri Mersing terkini dari Wheelock College.
Haha, some underground secret. =)
I promise Lin to do something to this picture?
So Lin, how?
Work wonders tak skill aku?
Muker kau panjang, muker ku lebar.
Kwang kwang kwang

Special thanks to Lin & Family for the extemely fillinf and delicious dinner on Sunday! =P

When sometimes, the hardest thing now is to smile and laugh again.

3 weeks more

I shall fill my upcoming 3 weeks with the memory of today.
Take care my love, ilmyssm! <3

Annoyed!!

Am just feeling agitated with life.
I'm never ready to go through all this alone.

Hectic

Blogging during class because I cannot find any day or time to do any blogging for a while. School has been sucha killer. I'm lucky my love is as busy as me, far away, else I'll feel guilty that I will not have the time for him.

Since Nisha tagged to say she's unable to understandable my previous post. I shall translate it here. See Nisha, I'm sweet, am I?

"Yusliza wanna share that...
She is really missing and love Muhammad Hisham.
Yus want Sham!!!!!!"

Nobody can make me feel like I'm on cloud nine. Hearing the voice on a special day makes me go, awwwww, its our 29th 20th, and of course more more more coming up. <3

Nak Sham!

Yusliza hendak mengadu bahawa...

dia tersangatlah rindu akan sayang dia, Muhammad Hisham.

Yus Nak Sham!!!!!!!!!!! =(

he's gone

I'm looking forward for 16th for the Inclusion Symposium.
Not untill he told me he have to go for sailing on the same day.
Today turn out to be the saddest day ever.
Goodbye!

I hate marine life!

I hate good news.
I hate bad news.
I hate today.
I love him.

It's about ME!

I keep telling myself that i'm on my own now.
But I guess the mind is not ready for this huge change as yet.
It's like, i'm being someone whom i'm not.

The more I try not to trouble anyone, the more I feel i'm harrassing them.
Especially the close ones around me.
& the more I try to put down my thoughts to words, the crappier I get.
So till then.

Busy Bee

After so long, i'm here again.
At syg's place now because the poor boy is down with fever. =(
Assignments & projects piling as usual.
So will see less of me here.
Toodles!!

Backs!

Been inactive for a while and now I'm back. What can I say... first day of school was hell. Lin & me know nothing about assignment due on the second day of school. So what happened? Slogged through the nights doing readings. Thanks a bunch to Fareeza whom susah payah pinjam kan buku for Lin & me. Went to school with the lethargic face, and thanks ehh... my professor just have to say this...

"Welcome to the Bachelor degree program guys. It's all about reading..."

What the hell!! I soo hate readings! & now it seems more like my hobby. Ewww... So annoying. Ok so hello panda eyes, goodbye beauty sleep.

On a brighter note on the first day of school, my dearest Hyundai Getz.... FOUND!!!. Yayness!! & that is like right after abg's face terpampang besar kat newpaper. Haha... Thanks to the boyfriend who called the newpaper though. Haha...

Okay this part is totally random but anyways, Sharifah Badriah aku miss kau la!! Haish, biler nak buatkan essay aku lagi ni?! Hur hur...

Days have been tough and I've been missing my boy so much these past few days. He have been working so hard these past few days and still waiting to start his sailing. Seeing him slogged like this, working day and night, I rather he go sailing fast. I'm sure it fits his qualification as an engineer better compare to these tiring part-time job his juggling with now. Pains me to see him all tired. Nevertheless, I'm lucky to have a boyfriend so hardworking. Thanks love, sayang awak banyak banyak sekali. Muakz!

He's mine.<3

June.NO.June

Looks like June haven't been nice to me at all.
I'm still missing my car so much. =(
To this idiotic fella who stole my car: DAMN YOU!
I shall refrain myself from cursing him more. No good.

There's just so much to think now.
I'm lucky I still have Hisham, the love of my life beside me.
Going through the thick and thins with me.
Like he always say, "Takpe syg, bersusah-susah dulu, senang-senang kemudian."

Tell me how can I not love this man to bits.
In a few minutes time we'll turn 28th months.
Ilmy sygku!

Missing my car

Whoah, after felt like so long, I'm blogging again. A lot of things had happened within this particular week and the previous weeks. One of the saddest thing that happen to me and my family was we've lost our dearest Hyundai Getz. Someone stole it. How it happen? Well, abang wanted to help a drunken man. He claimed he left his i/c somewhere, abang went to help take it but when he came back the car was gone. His mistake though because he left his key in the car. So much for being nice. Haish... 5 days since I've seen my beloved car. So people, for those who know my car, please call the police right away. It's Hyundai Getz yellow in colour with the prominent LRS logo design on it. It's my brother's bike's team. Plate number, SFH 4099B. So yea, do help me get my darling ok? That picture was without the LRS logo as yet when this picture was taken.

Been meeting y babylove for 5 days straight. How I love it. Am spending more time with him now as much as possible before he set sail. Sham and me had been so nice to accompany Nur and Abg go swimming lately. A good way to relieve stress and rindu for my car. =( My love has been extremely patient and nice with me.

Writing clinic was so over. A nice ending having Sham to cook for me lunch yesterday. Thanks syg. Love it!! & sorry love for the mood swing. PMS do happens you see, what more I'm a normal girl. =) Thanks for being so patient with me syg. & of course a million thanks for making me smile. Syg Hisham saya.

& so I miss my car. =(

Worrying.

Went down to RH with love yesterday and i's finally settled.
More to come but taking things slow.
Writing clinic was.... sucha dread
Goodbye.

Bump bump bump...

First day of school today. & on the very first day of writing clinic, I had to do an essay! Right! Like Sham said, dah katernyer writing, so essay la. But aiyo, my brain rusty already man, dah basi, full of mushrooms inside. Haish, sembarang ah. All the best to my lecturer marking my essay ah. Topic was about should preschool education be made compulsory so that children does not lack the foundation knowledge as they enter primary one. So the lazy me was forced to elaborate and put my thoughts to words on an innocent piece of fullscap paper. Bluek...

Went for a really tiny shopping with Lin after school, and guess who I bumped to today. I use to love calling her full name during her school name. & she is V. NISHANTINI. Till now, I still feel her name's unique. Haha... I was on the train messaging Sham. He messaged to say he ended work and on the way back home. While Yusham were happily messaging, comes a another message. So the name, NISHA appears on my hand phone screen. She claims that maybe she saw my boyfriend. Haha, and she was so excited to confirm that it was Sham, real life! Hahaha... so she purposely, sweetly, awesomely, miss the bus to wait for me. Oh yes, Sham too. Hahaha... So the 3 of us took the same bus. Nisha went home, while Sham and me went to KFC. Haha, been so long since I that friend of mine. It was fun having to talk crap again. Wahaha...

& of course Nisha, I wouldn't forget to blog about this, Nisha wants a kiss and I kiss her at her cheeks. Hahahaha!!!!! Sweet right... aww... Nisha will sure to miss me so much from now on. Hahaha... & she has put me in charge for her upcoming birthday party invitation list. Die ah, put me in charge, the whole of zoo and night safari will come. Wahaha, no la I think you just invite me la Nish, and maybe Sham. But to think again, no need la Sham, he'll finish all your foods for sure. So just me ok?! Hur hur...

Anyhoos, thanks Nur Azlina Subari for the day. First day of school was ok, but it would have been better without having to write essay and if Nur Azlina were to be in the same class as me. Can't wait for actual class to start because finally Lin & Yus will be back for lectures together again. So, looking forward for 22nd June when actual lessons begins. Yessa!!

On a random note, someone close used to tell me that I give in too often and I apologised without showing any justice. When I thought by doing that will make everything fine again it took me a long time to realise that she was right. I cared too much about others that I never even gave a thought about my own feelings. Most of the time one can feel how hurt they are but they fail to see how they've hurt others. So, it's not about running away, but I just don't think I deserve this. I promised myself now that I will never ponder much about it anymore and I will not react to it anymore. My explaination never matters in anyway so it's better to just keep it to myself because somethings are better left unsaid. That's why memories exist, hence, I'll live with those memories. Thank you and all the best, I'm sorry a happy post have to end this way. Goodbye beautiful people. =)

weds + date

Congratulations to Abg Faizlin & Kak Yanti.
Like Abg Faizlin say, at last he's married. Haha!
& so LRS had a new head.
Dah gi tgk orang kahwin kahwin, me and Sham went for our date pulak. =)

Craved for fish and chips today.
So went down to Suntec and had Fish & Co.
I had fish with rice while sham had err... what's the name crayfish...
Something something, tak ingat.
It's new in the menu.

Went down to esplanade right after to just lepak.
Ader pulak a performance by the bay.
Tengok kejap dah habis.
Cis!! Kurang manis betol!!

So writing clinic begins tomorrow.
Which means, school starts tomorrow.
Dread to wake up early.
Excited to start my journey to get a degree.
Tak semangat because tak sama class ngan Lin for this writing clinic. =(

Okay la nak sleeping beauty.
It was a nice day with love just now.
Like I've said before, sometimes I hate him to the max, but most of the time I love him the core. =) Syg awak.

Saw this at esplanade.
Go figure what's that arabic word. ;p
Good night!

Recap

Last Thursday went to watch Blood The Last Vampire with love and bro.
Alright, maybe a 7 out of 10.
A Little like blade.
Story line was just OOOKAAYY.
But effect was awesome.
Okay that sounds like terminator.

Totally mood less today.
Can't be bothered with anything today.
Not even the weddings.

Can't wait to just chill and have a good rest with love tomorrow.
Haish...

Liz Creations again

Another work of art today.
Abg Faizlin is finally getting married this Sunday.
So went to the wife-to-be house to wear for her henna as usual.
& Yus Yus... tak sexy ehh amek gambar kaki kak Yanti tak kluarkan itu tissue.
Haha... and amek gambar lambat sikit ah, so can see all the inai dah terkluar.
Haha... nevertheless, ok la boleh dilihat dan direnung. Hehe...

Will update more if I'm taking pictures for kak yaya's wedding tommorrow.
& Abg Faizlin wedding on Sunday.
Because eversince this outbreak of annoying pimple, my interest in taking pictures had gone down to ZERO!
Benci, benci, BENCI!!!!

Sempat aku blog sambil tunggu Sham send good night msg.
So Sham dah msg.
Nak tdo!!
Good morning world!

Shopping again

Went out shopping with mama, the aunt and the cousin today. Ok initially it was just accompanying the aunt to shop for some baju. Didn't wanna shop for anything at first as I guess I got everything from last Sunday's shopping spree with sayang but that shoe just caught my eye. What more the price was crazily awesome. So asked for the smallest size, tried and grabbed it.

Gonna wait for the pay to come in and I'm going for a small tiny shopping spree again with Lin on Monday after writing clinic. Well this time round my shopping shouldn't cost a bomb because everywhere is having sale sale sale. Especially cotton on, wait for me!! Hee...

Was nearly about to book with Bibiq at RH but kindda think twice due to the tight consumption of finance this week. A lot of weddings this week and the week after next. So again gotta wait a few more days. Haish, really hope our date is still available.

Tuitions increasing and it's like everyday. I don't know how I would manage it while schooling next month. Hope everything will go on smoothly. On a brighter note, I'm glad that one of my secondary tuition kid top his class for his maths. Besides the other kid who always top his school, he was always one of my weaker kid, but now he improved tremendously. Why am I saying kid kid all the time eh? He's no a kid anymore. Gees! Ok, student can? Was really really happy for him. At least all the teachings and heartaches to make him understand do pay off. Haha! =)

Yesterday, out of all movie, I watched Monster Incorporated. Boo!! Cute kan ini budak? I want my anak to be as cute as her can?! Wahahaha!! Boyfriend's gaming. Ok, so what should I do?Maybe today back to more hindustan. So goodbye world.

With love

I realised that I've been watching a lot of movies lately. & the best thing is that its FREE!! Haha!! But the best out of the best would be, those days was with my HISHAM boy. How can I not say the week was awesome right? But at the end of the day, I can't help but to have this feeling of guilt. Mainly because of me he is all tired. What more, he's working the next day. =( Sorry hun hun but hope you enjoyed the days with me. Love you dear.

Yup, watched Terminator Salvation. Well, a 7 out of 10 maybe. I would have fallen asleep if not for the action. The story line was like, O-KAYYYY!! =)

& today watched Monster Vs. Alien. We brought Nini along since its the holiday. But the most annoying thing was it's not 3D!! Macam F!!! & we don't realise it. Naseb citer gerek & belo! Hahaha... I shall give it an 8.5 out of 10! =)

Boyfriend and I went shopping today. Bought tops for him at G2000 and Domanchi. While mine was at Yin & Yang and Cotton On. Sham saw a really nice skirt at Cotton On and though I was kindda over budget, I couldn't help but to grab it. Hahahaha!! & now I cannot wait to wear them. Looking forward for a double date with Kim darling, the childhood friend.

The thought of boyfriend ORD-ing soon makes me smile from cheek to cheek. But the thought of him going off sailing brings butterflies to my stomach. How am I going to go through each days knowing that I don't know when exactly will he be back? How am I going to go through my days not knowing what is he doing, when will I get to talk with him again? All these thoughts are really beginning to haunt me most of the time now. Haish, I can do nothing, for now. I just wish to spend more time with him. Treasure these moments when we still can meet each other almost everyday before that time comes. I don't how crazy I would be but waiting for his return is a definite thing for me. Guess I'll just let nature takes it course.

Last day at BLGPS was last Friday. Parent teachers' meeting went on smoothly. Just some angry parents who were not happy with me going away to further my study. Gonna miss the fun and the colleagues there. But on a brighter note, I'm in the same class with Lin in Wheelock!! Seronok keper?! & Wheelock's timetable is out. No lectures on Fridays! Yayness! & tuition students is increasing. Hmm... tough job but will definitely try to help these children excel in their studies. Insya'allah. No work tomorrow because its holiday!! Happy holidays kids!! Hip hip, HOORAY!!!