Nobody wants this...

Alright... 3 worst things had ever happened to me on my birthday!!!
1. I lost my hp! Yes my beloved 7260!!
2. I found out that its one of my friend who came for my party!!
3. I have the worst birthday ever!!

Whoever you are. I really don't know whats your motive. So much for the trust and friendship for 5 years. I made a big mistake by trusting you seriously. I thought its ok to trust someone we call 'friend'. I'm sorry guys if i'm starting to not trust anyone now. I learnt my lesson and i don't wanna repeat my mistake ever! Thanks for coming to my house guys on saturday and to that person thanks for ruining my birthday and the party. To have the heart to do that to a friend, i'm sorry to say i don't know why you deserve such nice friends like the i have. I am so bloody dissappointed. I love the phone so much and you got ta snatch it anway from me. I hope you wouldn't snatch anyone else happiness in future because it will not be nice. I am full of dissappointment. FULL!! That i think i don have anymore space for it. Nobody ever make me so much on my birthday but you do! What else do you want to do to this friend of yours. If you even consider me as one. But i know i do! Thanks for everything and making my life hell now. Thanks so much. Just a curious question to you who took my phone INTENTIONALY if you happened to have internet and read my blog.... what if this happen to you? Can you tell me how you would feel and how you would react?

I already had the worst birthday ever. I don't wish to talk about it. It hurts me more. I never blogged with so much tears. Haiz... thanks people for all the presents. I love them. To people who have always been there for me! Because of you , i can laugh and smile in school just now. People like Azmi, Stephen, Nick, Farhan, Yi Sheng, Norhan, Nurul, Shariffah, Reshmel, Pam, Mr Lee and more and more and more and the list keeps going. Sorry to people whom i didn't mention your name. You know who you are. I really thank you! You guys make my day! Thanks too. Sorry pam to trouble you with all the messages to the kuku-bird. And to you kuku bird thanks a lot. I really really really appreaciate everything that you have done for me that i don't know how more to thank you! I so love you man... thanks once again for troubling you. You are just the best! Special special thanks to you, Mr Lee! I'm off enjoying a few more moments of my worst birthday, 4th October 2005!

the misture of feelings

I am so exhausted. I feel so tired. I feel so happy. I feel so worried. I feel so sad. I feel so blessed. I feel s guilty. I feel like screaming. I feel like crying. I feel like laughing. That the mixture of feelings i have right now. Don't ask me why because i don't know! Well, just finished watching my all time favourite malay love story, Suara Kekasih. Oh my god! Its a damn bloody touching movie. I so love this love story man! But for some reasons i think no guy would love the girl like this guy in the movie. Crazy in love. Hahahaz! But ouh well, nobody knows. I am so in love with each and every song from the movie. The lyrics are so nice. Alright O level is in like less than 37 days so yeah no time to really update this blog. The books need me or rather i need the books. So i have to really start mugging. Alright this ulcer on my tongue and lips are really killing me. I can hardly eat... Damn!

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Senandung Duka

Kala kita bersama

Dunia berseri

Manis ooo manisnya

Cinta didada bersemi

Hari yang ku lalui

Indah penuh makna

Hati ini bernyanyi

Lagu tentang cinta

( korus )

Tapi kini kau pergi

Membawa mimpi ku

Meragut cinta ku
Merobek angan kuSirna segalanya

Musnah semuanya

Ku hanyut di kesepian

Hari berganti hariKu tetap sendiri

Namun dihati ini

Cinta mu tetap bersemi ( 2X )

( ulang korus )

Hidup ku terasa sepi

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Kisah Cinta

Ini sebuah kisah cinta

Dari sekuntum bunga sekeping hati

Dua jiwa dalam hayalan

Berat rasa untuk berpisah

Dua dunia satu mimpi

Satu cita dalam satu hati

Terjerat dalam permainan hidup

Terkandas dalam cinta terhalang

Mengapa dunia

Kejam pada mereka yang bercinta

Mengapa bercinta

Harus ada saja perpisahan

Kisah cinta berakhir

Dengan penuhharapan

Kisah cinta berakhir

Dengan penuh ratapan

Kisah cinta...

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I'll be just fine!

Results had always been atrocious! Sux man! Was indeed shocked to even get third for english! Amazing to beat some other clever people in 5N3. Haiya... nonsense la! Its like when i studied like mad, an example, mid year. I did so badly for like all paper. Now that i don really study much for prelims i get all that. Isn't that crappy enough?! Gosh... Whatever. But i was kind of dissappointed with my biology marks. I studied so hard for it but i still can't make it. I even went studying with Shariffah and we really do studied like crazy people. But ouh well just look at the marks. Whatever man... so sick of it! Arggh!! But i was proud of my History, not only cuz i top the class but i think my hard work in it really paid off. I spent a lot of time for history. Studied like mad and have to see ms lui everyday after school. Thanks Ms Lui for all your help and spending your busy time to sit down and teach me the chapters taht i totally have no idea at. Your the best teacher man!!

Well, all this does not matter actually. Because all these marks are not even counted for O level. The most is important thing is if i can still improve and get good grades for the real upcoming Os! Haish... its so tough man. I doubt i can even make it to ITE. Mr. Amran talked to me just now and he said something that i really felt like crying. He said that if he will be the first person to be dissapointed if i cannot get into a poly because he believe that my place is not in ITE but a higher institutes. Oh my god, i was so touched that he actually have faith in me and also i fear that i would really dissappoint him. Whta if i do dissappoint the people around me. My parents, bro and Mr. Amran! Ahhh... how can i face them?... I am so scared!!! There's a lot of " What ifs"!! Haish... oh GOD pleaseeee help me!!!

Ouh well no use dwelling over it. All i can do now is really put my butts down an start studying. Nothing else to do and there's no time to lose! It s like only 40 days to O level YUS! Wake up!!! alright people i'm off. Not in a mood to blog more...

Fate changes everything

My commie is still in ICU. Not back yet. But i'm blogging with the help of my cousins laptop. Its more like mine now because she don't know shit about it. Hahahaz! But i still miss my commie. My hindi songs especially. Sorry Aaron, my com have to crash after you downloaded for me all those songs. Sorry sorry sorry.

Ouh Well. One whole. I did not lay a finger at any of my books. I'm so relax like as if there's no O level happening or something. Yus Yus. You are so dead. But i don't kknow what happened to me that Friday. I studied Social Studies. Merger and separation. It is an easy chapter for you guys out there but ouh well. I know nothing about me. Trust me. But i managed to understand now. Haiz... i am so dead. Gonna really study starting from 3rd October. Hahahaz. Next week still not in a mood yet. Twees!

I went Wild Wild Wet that last Saturday when my com crash. Took pictures. Will upload the pics as soon as my com is well. I did not swim because it will so boring swimming with only my dad and nini. Moreover i'm scared of sunburn. The weather was so hot and warm. It was seriously hot. Noone could imagine how bored i was the whole week. Without my com and when this laptop is not with me yet. Haiz... and i am really turning crazy this whole week. Not only because of the com but my own emotions. My emotions had really drive me nuts. I don't know what is up with. Totally! Never had this kind of feeling. NEVER! So far I shared it with Sab, Aaron, Shariffah and Farhana. Guys i'm so sorry to pollute your ears with whatever i said. But i really feel like sharing with you guys because who lknows you guys might have experience it before. And i really anna thanks PAM!!! You make my day girl! Thanks for listening to me and my crap. Thanks for all the advices. ANd most importantly thanks for being such a great friend that sometimes i think you don't deserve me as your friend. I'm just so not a good friend! Thanks Pam for hearing me out that night. We sure share the same feeling, don't ya think? Once again thanks PAM!! I love you!!!

Alright last night its my brother's girlfriend birthday and so she treat us to dinner. Had a sumptous dinner. I was bloated. Hahahaz... went window shopping at TAKASHIMAYA and all. And finally when we had enough of walking we decided to play bowling. So went to play owling and that's where i saw Ridzuwan! Yeah the last year sec 5 wan. He works there. And thanks ehh wan can't remember me. Hahaz... and i strike twice. ONLY! But at least i strike right. Hahaz!! And then played pool. Okay i sure sux at it! Seriously! Somebody, anyone, whoever have to bloody teach me how to play pool. Got a few times i jump ball! Hahahaz... so funny and paise man! Ouh well...

And today here i am blogging after having lunch + breakfast with my parents and my brother. And bro bought me a dress! So nice! I like!! Its $69.90. Not that ex so must ask him for more since he just got his pay. Hehehe... naughty me!! And since he bought a diomand donno earring or wat donno for his girfriend for her birthday!! I'm so jealous!! Hah!! Hahahaz...

Okay now i don't what more to say so i will end here.


On every branch of the tree,

Flowers do not necessarily bloom.

Everyone does not always get the love they want,

In solitude and music.

Amongst your own in shadows,

It will survive even in thorny paths.

When everything goes berserk!

I've been through a lot of shit this few days. Don't ask me what has happened. Don't wish to talk about it... It just SUX SUX SUX!! Com is sick and so am i. So yeah people i can't update much. Will blog more as soon as i get my com back. Ahhh.... my songs are all gone. Thanks a lot man!!

Sixsational

Firstly went to library just now with Farhana and Shariffah, Diyana could not make it. Ouh well. So we didn't go arcade. Without Diyana going arcade is soooo boring. So as usual with Shariffah of course there will be sooo much laughter. And next destination was to IMM. Hahahaz... again so much laughter. Then ate at Burger King. I don eat burger so i ended up eating the chicken tender. And without me realising its actually a kids meal. Look at the pictures. Hahahaz... Farhana and me were like already laughing man. Wth i eat kids meal then got toy somemore. Hahahaz... Ouh well. Big deal. People will always mistake me as a rimary school kid also. That is sooo not something to be proud of. Heloo.... i'm sec 5 okay!!



Again my mood is TOTALLY switched off today. So damn bloody bored also. Haiz... ouh well. Thanks Aaron for like at least chat with me and have to entertain my crap. I'm just sooo bloody bored. And no one else even wants to chat with me. I'm too bored for them. Hahahaz.... so sorry that you have to put up with it. Fuck fuck fuck. I don't know why i feel like saying that. So DAMN BORED la people. Haish... Ahh... i'm going to read my Princess Diaries that i borrowed from the library just now. I'm off.

when ur presence seems nothing at all...

Haiz! Alright a sigh in a start of an entry would tell you guys how i'm feeling right now. Feeling rather bored, pissed, lonely, frustrated and BORED! God! So many feelings at one go arh. Ouh well. that's really how i felt. Ouh yah one more feeling not stated. Fucked up feeling!! Wtf!! Don't ask me why. Maybe Farhana knows. In a few hours time we'll be hanging out with Farhana and Diyana. Looking forward for it because its been a long time since we last went out together. Haiz... Shariffah is too lazy to go. So ouh well. I really missed going out with the group of my girlfriends. Time flies and everything seems to be different. Everyone is busy with thier stuff. Ouh well. Hahaz... time really flies sooo fast. When i feel like going out. Away from my books at the moment. None of my girlfriends is available. Hahaz... ouh well!

Went to study Chem with Azmi just now. And wow didn't know that you are an expert in chem Mi!! Hahaz... good good can teach me. Hahahaz! Haiz... lonely~ reminds me of the song which Nurul likes to sing. 'I'm all alooooone' Hahahaz....

I am so dying to watch this movie!! Salaam Namaste!! And Priety Zinta is soooo Gorgeous!!




Alright my mood is totally switched off now!! TOTALLY!!!! So don't feel like blogging more! SO yeah... I feel like saying this: SCRAM!!!!!!!!!!!!

=[[i hate smilling just to pretend i'm not hurt.i hate to giggle to show i'll be ok. i hate to laugh after i cry]]=

What a dream!

Ouhk you guys wouldn't believe it. Last night i dreamt about Casper!! Hahaz... wth right! Ouh well. Casper has always been the scariest ghost on earth! Hahahaz... no arh Casper is a friendly ghost ok. I don't mind having such nice ghost with me. Only Casper mind you. No other! Hahaz!! Alright movinh on. I'm done with English and Maths paper 2! English?! Haizz... don't need say anything. I'm confident to fail. Maths too! I can do maths though. BUt i have a big feeling that i can't make it. I thought that maths paper 2 gonna be tough since paper 1 was easy but it was okay though. I can do it but i need MORE time! Arggh!! 3 hours is not bad. Maybe i could finish the paper. Damn it man! When Mr. Su said 20 more minutes i still have another 2 more long question. Wtf man!! Haiz... ouh well. That always happen for maths. Whats new?!

Hahahaz... ouhk enough about maths. After exam just now sab, shariffah, diyana, farhana, reshmel, yi sheng and me went to have lunch at JP. Bump into Ronald quite a few times. Hahahaz!! U kuku bird never go study for exam arh. Hahahaz!! Anyways its big Ronald. Met small Ronald at the bus-stop only. Hahaz... and big Ronald i know your secret already arh!! Hahahaz!! Anws nice chatting with ya dude! So after lunch we went walk walk. As usual just window shopping. Went in toys'r us and jennyfer. And we took such a long time inside. Hahahaz... and poor Yi Sheng have to put up with our crap. Well Yi sheng that's us. But how lame or like harsh our jokes are we know that we don't mean it. Right Shariffah and Reshmel? Hahahaz! Yeah Reshmel what you said just now on the bus is sooo touching. Hope we'll not loose contact when we leave school next year yea guys! Really love ya guys man...

And this part goes out to Reshmel. Special thanks to her for always being there for me. Eversince Sab ha s left Hua Yi. You have always been there for me. Hearing to my problems and always there to cheer me up. Hahaz... i feel comfortable telling it to you though. Thanks girl. Love ya loads. And just now outside 'MJ' was a nice one. We should do it more often. Hahahaz... it nice talking with you. And especially when you are very understanding. Hahahaz... So love ya gurl! Friends Forever!

Had a nice day just now. Laughing and lauging away with my laughing partner. Hahaz... i read Candy's entry. And she is facing the same problem as me man. Hahahaz... that weird feeling. That is exactly how i felt Canz. That weird feeling whereby you get worried, uneasy but you simply don't know what is that thing you are worrying or feeling uneasy about. Yeah i also have that feeling like something bad will happened (i hope not though). Maybe one reason is my preposterous exam results that will be out soon. Or is it just other things in my life. I don't know!!! I feel like screaming. Just what is it?! I can't sleep well too this few days. Slept at around 3 am that day too! Haiz I really don't like this feeling. I have this fear in me. Fear of letting down 2 humans on this earth. My mum and dad. So i think i''m very worried about that. Maybe i'm just thinking too much but i hate to let them down. So i really hope i'll never ever gonna let them down. Love them too much. Haiz... Ouh well like you said Canz i can only hope for the best. I thought i'm the only one having this kindda feeling. Its been bugging me too man. Haiz... ouh well...

Alright Americans next top model had ended and i think its time to end my post for today too. Before i go peeps check out my biodata under 'More About Me'. I did some test. It was interesting and its like a bit true the results compare to me. Hahahaz... check it out yeah! So... yeah... tats it...

A lot like love

HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY TO NISHA!!!
Alright its a boring weekend! Stayed home because parents went to sent granny to her sister house because she is sick. Stayed home the whole with intention to study maths. BUt when i sat down. I realised i don't know what to study for tommorrow's paper. So after some hours of pure boredom. Watched a lot like love. My brother rented it because when i asked him to rent it the other day he can't. He's so sweet. So watched that sooo funny and romantic movie all by myself. Pathetic isn't it. How i wished my someone special would be sitting beside me to watched that movie also. It was an indeed humorous movie. I laughed so much to myself. Hahahaz!! And Ashton Kutcher is soooooooooo cute. He is sooooo handsome when he's hair was cut in the movie. But don't you guys think he does lok a bit like Josh Harnett when he's hair is like that!! Ah.... cutie pie alert girls!! Look at the pictures!



OMG!! His hair is soo cute. Smart isn't it Ashton?! Hahahaz! Amanda Peet too look gorgeous. I went to search for the pictures. Amazingly there were no pictures where they both kissed. Usually it will be easily found right? Hahahaz... ouh well! Not important. Just that the kissing part was very touching. Hahahaz!! And the picture at the top left hand corner, where Ashton had a guitar with him. That was another touching scene. Hahahaz... he actually sang for Amanda Peet when he like wanna tell her he likes her. And Amanda Peet was already engaged. Hahahaz... it sound ridiculous that how can this people fall in love over and over again after so many years. Hahahahaz!! As they search for love that doesn't end in disaster, they keep finding each other. And while the chemistry that first brought them togther keeps generating heat, the timing is always wrong. Hahahahaz... interesting! I like! Wonder how the feeling is like being in love. Amanda Peet was over the moon though!! Hahahaz....

Alright Yus enough enough!! Hahahaz!! Hey tommorrow is maths and english paper 2. Ouh well. I really don't have the mood to study after that sooo nice movie i watched. But too bad i got to dragged myself to hit those books. So studied. I studied the formulas and did some revision la. For me it makes no difference. I study or i don't i can never pass maths with flying colours. NO matter how much effort i put in. Ouh Well. That's me! Yus the slow poke!! Hahahaz... adding on to my 'exam problem'. Hahahaz... Mr Amran will be familiar with that phrase. Hahahz... ouh well! So too bad i studied alone since no one would want to go study with such a stups me in maths. Hahahaz! Well my winnie the pooh learn something from me though. I studied with him. Ask him anything he'll know. Cosine, Sine rule? Anything. He'll know!! Hahahahaz... lame Yus lame! My ulcer on my tongue is driving me nuts. I can hardly eat or talk. Damn! Alrite got to get back to those crazy formulas which i have to memorise.

*Thanks Zal for the advice just now. Appreaciate it! All the best for your paper tommorrow dude!!

Last of illusion...

Hectic day indeed. Early in the morning had tuition and it was soooo frustrating that he did not do the worksheet i gave him that day. He is so weak yet he's not doing anything. Not knowing that angle in a straight line is 180 degrees is really suicidal for someone to take 'N' level. God! Anyways, i'm nobody to say anything. Ouh well! Just hope he'll do well for his N!! Alright to after tuition off for henna appointment with my cousin. My brother was so sweet to send me there knowing that i'll go alone. And guess what! He just bought a new bike. I remembered what was the name just though CARI... Something something. Can't remember! Hahahaz... its RED! And nice!! The sound was great. It feels more comfortable then the current bike he have. It have been a long time since i rode on a bike. It feels sooo good! Or rather GREAT!! I wished i could wear the 'LRS' helmet. The design is soooo bloody nice. The combination colour of red and yellow is sooo nice when the helmet itself is black. I likE!! I feel like sitting on a bike again. Enjoying the air. Hahaz... at night will be better. But i don wanna hug my brother. Yikes! But i have to because quite scary la he ride the bike. So laju and like i can go fly man! Hahahaz... and my mama will be like "Bawak baik baik. Abang bawak org sekeping jugak ni!" Its like hellooo... i'm fat okay! I wouldn't fly off that easily. Maybe just the helmet because my head was too small for it. And the helmet is sortta big!

So as soon as i reached my cousin place. I start doing my job. For hours wearing henna for people was really torturing for my hand! Hahahaz... but i enjoy it! Hahaz... sorry Mi that you have to wait for me when you messaged me. Was really busy. But enjoy tallking with you on the phone just now watching the last episode of Baby Blues!! Hahaz... so many babies man! I likE! Hahaz... i so love Shanhu! She is sooo pretty! And Harada is sooo romantic to give jingsaw puzzle to that girl. Forget her name laa. Whatever her name is. And he the way he said will you marry me. AHHHHHH!!!!!!! Hahahaz... Azmi i heard you say that but ouh well... not yet the right time! Hahahahahahaz.... at least i don't go run like that girl just to wear the gown!! Hahahaz... NUTS!

I want more famous amos lei! Bro bought just now then finish already. *sob sob* Was talking with mama just now when she suddenly talk about me finding a good boyfriend! And i try to change the topic but then she start it all. Haiz... so the least i would do is listen and say "Yeah... ok!" She said stuff like Find someone that is sincere about you. If he don't wanna show you to his parents means he have something that he keep from you. And if he don't want to send your house door he's definately don't want to face your parents and is not serious about you. Find someone who knows about religion not a lot a bit also can. Someone who have a stable job. FInd someone who confirm no wife or girlfriend. And lots more. If i list down not enough! Hahahaz... well what my mum say are all true. Sometimes i feel that finding your someone for you to be with, sharing your happiness and sorrow are really not easy. You have to really find the right one. One thing that i will never forget. My mum always say that Men are very good at words. Don't be influenced by thier sweet words. Hahahaz... maybe that's why i'm this stubborn. Just not convince. Ouh well!! Hahahaz... i think its true though. Sometimes thier words are just to make you impressed. And when you are already impressed everything will be a different story.

Haiz... whatever man. Maybe all this is not for me now. So i'll just wait for someone who is like what my mum say. All those sincerity and all. I don't even think love exist so why must all these guys even exist right. Ouh well. Maybe time will prove me wrong or maybe not. Ouh well. I just love saying that. Ouh well! Hahahaz... especially from my daily live! I think love is really not there. They just don't exist. Look at everyone who used to say the 'love' me. Look how crappy it can be. They say the meant it but after a while when i say i don't like them they will have a new someone to say that too. Hahahaz... Yah people do move on. But i wonder if its that easy to really forget someone to like another person. That exactly make me confuse how does this love shit happens. Hahahaz...

So much about love... moving on. Its like already 10 minutes to 1am and i am still awake. Hahaz.. i don't know why i can't sleep well these few days. And last night i think i slept at around 3. I can't bloody sleep. Just what happened to me i don't know. Ouh well! There i go again. Ouh well! Hahaz... i'm obsessed with this mala song but i don't know what is the title because its sort of an old song. Hahaz.. legend. So i'm off to search the title of the song in yahoo to ask husain ('my best cousin'...heh heh!!) to download. Husain you are sooo nice. Ouh yah Aaron also!! Hahahaz...

Wee...

Happy 17th Birthday Farhana!!!

Alright yesterday was one of the best day of my life where i spent the day with Coexistence!! Especially with CANDY!! I miss her man. And Candy you look great man now! ya lah ya lah your hair the colour can be seen. Hahahaz... nice man! Watched red eye and the story was superb. I don't know why my brother say its boring. Its very thrilling. For some reasons Rachel McAdams look like Preity Zinta. Just that Priety have a dimple but she don't. But her lips so like Priety Zinta. Pretty chicks. Grr... And Coexistence took neoprints. Its awesome. Hahahaz... Look...

The first one... but this one we were like "Where is Sab?! Sab Sab Sab??!!" And there no Sab! Hahaz...



Coexistence the fast and the furrious! Don't play play!!



We look sweet aren't we?!



Ouh please people don't be jealous! Hahaz...



Heyy CE just wanna say that you rock my life girls! Thanks for being such a great friend! You guys sure don't deserve me as a good friend. I'm sorry about that but i love ya guys man! May our friendship last forever and ever!! Cheers!! COEXISTENCE IS IN THE HOUSE yesterday in town!! Hahahaz....Candy i want the pics we took desperately...Hahaz!!

Alright been out for these past 5 days. And still i have yet to start studying. So gotta slog through the whole day today studying maths i think. So yeah... dragging myself to all those frigging irritating books!

wishes, wishes and more wishes...

On this 6th September, i would like to wish a very...

HaPpY 24th BiRtHdAy To My BrOtHeR, Sahfizad!!!!

may God Bless with good health always!!

HaPpY 25th AnNiVeRsArY to My MaMa AnD PaPa!!!
HaPpY bELaTeD 17th bIrtHdAy To FaRhAn!!!

Wow... so many greeting isn't it. Ouh well told ya there's a lot of people whom i know have to be born this month. Hahahaz... i'm sorry people! There's just too many of you that i can't buy each and everyone of you a gift. There's still Farhana, ili, Li yu, Nisha, my brother's girlriend and my anuty! Phew... what a month!! Hahaz... so sorry yah if i got nothing for you for your birthday! But i will always pray for you that you guys born this September will be blessed with good health and may all of you pass your 'O' level with flying colours. And that to those not taking Os... hahaz... may you succeed in life and achieve your goals! So there... hahahaz!! Woke up quite early today although been on the ohone with Azmi yesterday for like hours and late at night. Hahaz... laugh so much on the phone with Mi last night. Hahahaz... could not stand the 'Ali Setan' thingy! Azmi you are nuts! Crazy fellar! Alright i have yet to start studying. I got bloody no mood to start revising my work. Ouh well... when laziness strikes...

Happy Together!

Yay! Mama and papa have come back home safely! I'm so happy to see my mama again! That tonight i'm going to sleep with her. Hahahaz! Shuttup people! Its not funny sleeping with your mum ok. Hahahaz! Anyways parents came back and then staright away went to my cousin house for a house woman. And then went home again because my dad was soo tired and he need some nap. So while he was sleeping, my mum and me watched 'Naina'. It an hindi version of 'The Eye'. Yes 'The Eye' the chinese ghost story. Its exactly the same just that the actress is Urmila Mathondkar and its in Hindi! One typical hindi movie without songs! Hahahaz... and then went out to causeway point. Did some shopping. Bro bought this stupid hover disc that he ever bought and spoilt it and then he bought again just now. My dad and i was like where the hell are you going to play that thingy man! Waste money only. I went to this Maui and Son shop and he T-Shirt are all so nice. Quite ex though. So thought of just looking around when my bro say faster take, i want to pay already! So ape lagi... hahahaz! I took one and bro choose for me another one. So in the end bought two!! Hahahaz... thanks bro! Love you many many!! Damn it mann! Bro wanted to buy for me perfume. I only like Issey Miyake and thanks ehh. They don't have Issey Miyake. So bye bye! Hahahaz! Anyways perfume is not important i don't really like wearing them because too much of it will make me go, 'Ahhhh Chewwww'!! Hahahaz... and then went to have late dinner. My brother and i was like already starving because i only ordered Macdonals for my lunch + breakfast while my brother went to his friend's wedding. So went to have Seafood!! Hahaz... as usual my favourite 'lemon chicken'. My brother suggested to eat at 'Siam Kitchen' (is that even the name) or 'Sanur' (an Indonesian cuisine) but my mum and me were like 'huh... don't want la'!! So went to this place where the foods were superb! Hahaz... it was our first try at that place but we will sure come again back again because it was delicious and phew simply superb!! Hahaz.. and i am eventually bloated. I loved my family sooo bloody much!! Hahaz... ouh well wanna go hug my mama... again... since already 3 days never hug her!! Hahahahaz!!!

Boredom kills

Oh my god 2 days being stuck at home is really killing me! Especially when my mama nad papa is so far from me! I missed them sooooooooo bloody much! Can't wait for them to come back. I want MAMA and PAPA badly!! Sab already went to work and she can't stay at my place tonight. So if my brother is not going to be home early tonight i will be ALONE!! Ahhhhhhh..... hate it!!! And i really don't feel like studying at all. I don't know why i have been feeling uneasy about something. It is really bothering and worrying me. For some reasons i then be so disturbed and scared about it. Alright peeps don't ask me what is it because i prefer to keep it to myself. Haiz...
I want to go out of this house but this uneasiness just stops me. AHHHH!!!! Wtf...

Watched midnight movie yesterday. HERBIE!! Hahaz, it was fun. Herbie is so cute. Especially when he falls in love with the yellow volkswagen!! My future car!! Hahahaz... and Lindsay Lohan is Soooooooo damn beautiful. Irresistable beauty. Then brother ordered Macdonalds at like 3am in he morning. Oh my god! Don't blame me if i'm fat man! My best friend and my borther is torturing me with all those nice food. Sab is like way thinner than me but her appetite damn big man! Hahahahaz... Well Sab i hope you enjoyed the meal! Then spent the night talking and talking away. I'm still sleepy hope Sab is still as strong at work now. Hahahaz! But we do get some sleep la!

And here i am today. Bored don't know what to do at home so i change my skin! Sab choose this skin last night. So if she likes it then i likes it too. Sometimes we do have the same taste. Hahaz... but as long as we don't fall for the same guy can already! Which is like IMPOSSIBLE. Hahahaz.... right Sab? No mood to blog anything this weekend so guess i'll end here. **BORED...SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!!**

**Special thanks to my dearest grandmother who have been very concern bout me being alone at hoome that she calls me like so many times! Hahaz... appreciate it! Love u granny!!**

Flop flop flop...

Ouh well though me and Shariffah went studying just now i think i'm still going to flop my Science paper! Don't know why but just have that feeling. Ahh, don't wish to talk about it! anyways Shariffah thanks for studying with me and your memory is super good man! I wish i could be as clever as you! There was this man in Macdonald just now sitting beside me and Shariffah was like already laughing at his funny face and he was basically looking at me. Worst! I can't stop laughing of course. But i was scared all of a sudden when he kept looking at me. And i was like telling Shariffah "Ehh i think he know arh we laughing at him! Stop laughing la Shariffah"! And the more i say that the more Shariffah laugh! Thanks ehh shariffah! Aku yang kener!! That man was just staring at me! Eeee... seram! And worst still there was a lizard under my seat! So of course i freak out!!! Like DUH!! Who won't! The guy beside me can still happy happy say "erm... under your seat got lizard!!!" God!!! And PAM!! Guess who i saw! The one whom i always fought with 24/7 when we are in HYPB!! VINCENT!!!! Yes VINCENT!! I thought he didn't realised i was there but he said "Yes Yusliza" Hahahaz... and i was like "heloo!" Saw Johnathan too. Vincent was with this ex Hua Yi guy! Erm... jjust couldn't remember his name. Like his name got my something not zaimy... maybe Raimy arh... Not sure la! We never once talk also for the 4 years in Hua Yi! Hahahaz... just now also just smile only! Okay la Sab is on the line so got to go talk with her.

EXAMS SUX FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

busy like a bee

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!Firstly wishing every teachers on earth a very happy teacher's day! Especially to my teachers such as Mr Amran, thanks for teaching me till i got a distinction for malay. Sorry my present sux. But ouh well! I always sux at buying present for guys! Hahahaz! Then Mrs Wong, Ms Pang, Ms Lui, Mrs Tan, Mrs Cheong, Mr Chua, Ms Chai and erm... who else did i miss for my subject teacher's? Ouh yah! Mr Koh Hoe Yap! Hahahaz.... and MrTing! And thats all! Special thanks to Mr. Lee Han Hwa!! You are a great teacher noone could ever had. Kukubird!! Hahahaz... and basicall all teachers who had ever tought me in my entire life laa! Kindergarten teachers also can! Hahahaz! And yeah there's Teacher's Day celebration today in school. As usual of course organized by my dearest Student Councillors! Was not really involved this year because busy with prelims and all so my duty was like every other year give oresent to teachers! Hahahaz... well to my beloved Councillors! You guys have done great!! Well done!!

As usual i brought my camera and of course TAKE PICTURE!!! Hahahaz... ok i'm mad! So here are the photos.

We look yellow...hahaz...but NICE... taken after doing suryvey! Hehehz... where everyone did not have a pencil!!



We'll miss everyone here... lovely malay class!



Mr. Amran playing Azmi's guitar...



Adam came back...See Adam i never act err... whats the word you use...hahaz...i sill ask you take picture!



Faezah, we never took pictures together for like 3 years already becuase of the big war we had. But i'm glad that we are friends again and that i'll leave this school without any enemies. Twees! This picture seems nice though... hahahaz!



Saw Ms lui so decided to wish her a happy teacher's day with Sharifah and ended up she ask us to make her a teacher;s day handmade card and its like by 5N3! She say every class got give her except for our class! Hahahaz.... ouh well sorry Ms Lui. Having students like us are like such a pain in the ass! Hahahaz....sorry to always trouble ya and thanks for your patience! If by luck she's reading this! Hahahaz.... here's a picture with my dearest history teacher, Ms Lui who will comit blood soon after marking my History exam paper! Hahahaz!!



And Faezah and me stand on the canteen benched and shouted "Ms Pang" because the ex-students were basically covering her and we have to shout for her so that she will appear and we can take picture with her! Hahahaz... and look!



Hehehez... so sweet. Never see Mrs Tan if not can take picture! The only teacher who repeatedkly will call me 'Lizard'. Grr... hahahaz... never mind i can call her siew ngo!! Hahahaz... twees!! Hahahaz! It is my last year. And its my first and last time in my entire life in Hua Yi doing Aces Day. And i terribly enjoy it. Thanks to Farhan, Shariffah, Reshmel and all who made me laughed so much! I enjoyed myself. If only Sab was there and Yay Sab came school!! With another Sab, Sabariah!! Then after that had lunch with Sab, Diyana (the one and only mad girl who wil leave me with bruises when sit beside her in class... Hahaha!), farhana, shariffah, Nurul and Farhan!! I wanted to eat Long JOhn because i just feel like eating the chicken instead of the fish! Believe it or not! Chicken!! I ate the Chicken which i always hate!! So me and shariffah ate Long John while the others went Banquet!! Of course like as usual my hobby with Shariffah! What else if not laughing! We will laugh at the slightest thing that people will NEVER think its funny! Hahahaz... ouh well that's us! Hahahaz... then thought of going home to study biology but Shariffah asked to watch movie with her and the rest. at first i didn't want to follow because i firstly i was not invited by the others. BUt shariffah just 'pujuk' me to go and Diyana too and Sab too so asked my brother if he can give me money to watch movie and FINALLY i watched 'The Maid'! Oh my god!! It was damn bloody scary man!! Wtf... i was basically pinching Shariffah throughout the movie. Sorry Shariffah! Thank God my nails not long right?! Hahahaz... i don't wanna talk about it else i can't sleep tonight!! Hahahaz.... Then met my mum and brother who was there to shop. And my mum got a 219 buck bonia bag from my brother while i only got a skirt from Jennyfer!! Grrr!! Not fair!! But ouh well my brother is such a sweetheart! Love ya! Thank God i'm your only sister!! Hahahaz.... stupid man when i wanna buy none of the Esprit shirts are like nice and neither do Jenneyfer. It seems like no new arrival so thought of just buying a skirt so next time then ask bro buy for me top! Hehehez! And i have a new Bonia wallet too! Its big and looks like for classy young adults and i don really like it but ouh well... its like my mum bought the bag so i got it! Hahaz... finally got a new wallet since the wallet i had was all torn and tattered! Hahahaz!! But my dad had the most! My brother bought him 2 shirts and 2 collar T...Hahahahaz! And my house got a new cordless phone! Hahahaz... what else?! I think that's it that we shop. My brother and i puposely carried the paper bag one by one so that we can action that we shop. I carried my bonia and jennyfer while my brother carried a harvey norman (where the cordless phone was born...hahahaz!)... erm... some moreon behalf of my dad... John little and Giordano paper bag! And my mum the most expensive... Bonia handbag!! Hahahaz.... not fair!! My brother intended to buy a bracelet for him, me and his girlfriend at CITIGEMS!!!! Its citigems we are talking about here!! Sab!! So ours...!! Joanne Peh and Fiona Xie!! Hahahaz... So yeah shopping spree today! And i was out the whole day like there was not prelims going on like that!!! Hahahaz... but i am sooo happy that the skirt i bought match well with my new black top that i just bought weeks ago and i only wear it once!! Hahahaz... so who wanna date me! I'm free because i have new clothes to wear!! Hahahaz!! Kak Sal you right want to date me?! Hahahaz!!

So like tiring and fun day like that! Ouh yah MI you arh never failed to make me laugh during the concert. You kukunut!! Hahahaz... thanks!! And Nip tuck start already so bye!! Its midnight that i post this entry! Sharp... wow!!! Hahahahaz.... Crazy!!!

The story begins

Sometimes i wonder if my hard work will ever paid off. I work so hard for my exams and i'm still wondering why my results is still as horrible as ever. Wtf right. Ouh Well. Don't wanna dwell over it. When you're stupid, you're studpid. Can't change that fact. Hmm, have been mugging the whole week studying. So didn't do much interesting stuff. Can't wait for this weekend that's all. Going to watch midnight movie with my dearest best friend. Sorry Sab i have always been busy with my school i hope i'll get more fresh air this weekend and we'll turn my house upside down ok?! Hahahaz... weekend weekend...Hmmm....

Mama and papa will be having their second honeymoon this weekend because its their 25th anniversary. Hahaz... i'm totally doomed and bankrupt this month. Parents anniversary, brother's birthday, brother's girlfriend birthday, my dearest anuty birthday, Farhan, ili and liyu's birthday and TEACHER"S day!! Oh my God! Why do you guys have to be born in this month? So chun one arh, all at one go! Hahahaz.... Ouh well, got to save up! And most importantly i'm trying my best to save up to buy the PRINCESS DIARIES book. I WANT it soooo much!!! I hate reading though but PRINCESS DIARIES simply rocks! I don't mind being stuck at home all day reading that book! Hahaha... i have been reading Pam's book but now i want my own!! Being a princess is soooo bloody interesting and nice!! I WANT!!! Princess Mia is lucky. Hahahaz... i wished to lived in a nice palace in beautiful Genovia, wear a gorgeous crown and dress and lastly to meet my Prince Charming. Hahahaz.... OK Yus dream on....

Fine people i stop. Well the feeling to not being rushed to update your blog is so NICE. Hahaz... for th epast few days i rushed myself to update because have lots more to study. But now i just have biology and chemistry to study. A bit relax. I repeat, i said A BIT! Hahahaz... so get set for a long lon long entry. If your bored reading it GET YOUR ASS OUTTA HERE! Hahahaz... Basically i just came home from school. Had my POA exam just now. I did not balace though but i hope i'll get some marks and mange to at least get a pass. Please... Like maths, POA is another subject that no matter how hard i studied, i can NEVER pass with flying colours. Haiz... what a luck to be ME! Just now when i go school reminded of a sweet incident that happened to me when i was going to school for POA mid year exam. Hahahaz... Faizal was sooo sweet to come all the way to my house to just send me to school. Its like i was really burning the midnight oil the previous day studying POA so i think he scared i will collapse and will not reach school or something. Hahahaz... Really arh Zal? Hahahaz... but he really shouldn't have to actually because i am perfectly fine. Worst i just remembered that he don't have to come to school because he's taking DnT. God, you don't know how guilty i felt. Zal, zal, you should have just enjoy your beauty sleep. Hahahaz... anyways if i have not said this i shall say it here, thanks Zal i appreciate it. Its very sweet of ya. You are such a great friend. See i still remember you know unlike you what i do sur forget want. Hahahaz....Will miss ya next year. In fact will miss everyone next year when we are all going our own separate ways. Hahahaz... love ya guys especially Coexistence and my dearest best friend, Sab and Aaron!!

Hahahaz.... last Saturday, as usual went to Pam's house to study POA. Actually we were so restless that day. Hahahaz.... we even feel like not studying. An dwe were sure guilty about it. Right Pam. But yeah we did study POA like mad. And thanks Pam for forcing me to at least study Ratio Analysis that really sucks to the core. And actually right Pam, whatever we studied did came out its just that we know how to do or not. Hahahaz... look at Pam and me study table.



Hahaz...look at the mess! Ouh well, we were STUDYING man. What do you think?! Hahahaz... Sunday was another boring weekend spend studying POA at home. I was supposed to study maths for Maths paper but instead i studied POA. Hahaz... then went dinner at Swensen with my family. Brother's treat for my parents anniversary. Actually i wanted fish N co. but my dad allergy to seafood so went to Swensen. Its not that bad afterall because get to eat my favourite ice-cream from Swensen. CHOCOLATE CRUNCH!! Hahahaz... while i was eating my fish and chip Azmi called to tell about some news. Well MI glad that its over and your not much in pain. Take care of yourself yeah. Btw 4 days already never laugh at your jokes!! Hahahaz.... And then while i was having my wonderful ice-cream, Sab called to say how sscared she was for her first time ever job. Hahahaz... well i'm glad that you emjoy your job though. Don't worry this Friday and Saturday arh!! Hahahaz.... i was too engrossed laughing with Sab on the phone talking about "...and she got STUCK..." hahahaz.... that i didn't realise that my ice-cream like finish already like that. So i did snap my lovely fish and chip but not my lovely chocolate crunch. Only the aftermath. Look... :(



And everbody have to like snap the pictures will i was muching my food and look all those pictures my cheeks was like full of food and i can hardly smile. And that studpid dimples of mine can be seen. So horrible...Hahahaz...



Brother said in the heart," Eat so much ice-cream and i have to pay!!" Hehehehez....



The lovely love birds



Don't know why my parents are SO extra lovey dovey nowadays. Hahahaz... but i love it! Who wants quarrelsome parents. I sooo LOVE my Mama and Papa! Boredom kills! Trust me! Look at just what i did when i was waiting for my parents to go for dinner and meet my brother.

Taking photos RULEs.....hehehez... everybody is doing it now... hah....




Hahahaz... alright lets cut the crap. And then came Monday. Maths paper wasn't that tough but i could not finish a lot of question. Gimme another half an hour maybe i can finish them. Hahahaz... like i say, no matter how hard i study i can never do well for maths. Hahahaz... especially wheni have this exam problem. God its really killing me. Even Mr. Amran says so! I can do well in class, daily work but when it come to exam, i can go all panic!! Hahahaz... Yus Yus... Don't know laa!! Alright kind of a long entry. Gotta go make test for Jin Yuen. Finally i can have tution today!!

Enticing...NICE!!

Wow, finally the most difficult paper has ended! Combine Human! And look my blog skin is new. Nadiah if your reading this, i know i know you used this skin before. Hahahaz... anyways people i'm NOT BROKEN HEARTED or whatever but i just love the design of this blog. Nice right. But the the words actually. And i'm so into RED now. I don't know why. Usually even when buying things now, I would go for Yellow first but then now my first choice will be RED. I don't know why. So there's sorrtta nice RED and MAROON in here. So i decided to use this skin. Hahaz... again i'm saying it! I'm DEFINATELY NOT in a state of BROKEN HEARTED or whatever. I just LOVE the skin!! Ok?! Understand people. Ouh com'on you guys can't be as slow as me. Hahahaz!

Alright change skin so i hope MI you can navigate to this skin. I LOVE RED!!! Don't know why!! Hahahaz... but Yellow is still the best though. Anyways as usual no matter how hard i studied for combine Human, i can never find the paper easy! NEVER in my entire learning experience. But ouh well, i manage to do it though. But don't worry i will still fail. Especially History. Just before the exam, Nick and me were hoping so much that China Cultural Revolution will not come out. And toot toot man, it came out. And i don remember shit about culture revolution. So i can do the 13 marks question. But (a) was okay. About Civil War i managed to answer it. My hand was all numb after history paper. Hahahaz! I love studying history though but doing the exam sux to the core. Trust me! Anyways enough about exam.

After paper went to have lunch. Though it was my breakfast at LONG JOHN SILVER!! Yay!! Mi happy la, his fabourite what!! Hahahaz!! Went luch with Pam, Nurul, Farhan, Faizal, Yi Sheng, Azmi and Best fren, Sab!!! Did i left out anyone?! Hahaz... guess NO! Anyways as usual, Azmi can never make me stop laughing. With all his lame jokes, yet i still laugh! Hahahaz! Thanks MI for making me laugh so much whenever i'm with you. Adding on to it, this Faizal also who ALSO makes me laugh. Thanks Zal! It was fun and heyy we made new friends so easily. There's this bunch of Fuhua people and they just played the bell at Long John and when we they ring the bell we clapped for them and when its out turn and ring the bell they clapped for us. Hahahahaz.... we are such friendly people didn't we?! Hahahaz! I remembered Pam did something funny just now but can't remember what. Hahahaz!! I'm so mad now!! Hahahaz.... at least those laughter make me release my stress for the 'O's! Thanks you guys (pam,nurul,farhan,yi sheng, faizal,azmi and Sab) for cheering up my day! You guys are such great friends that i will never ever forget. Love ya guys!

And SAB!! It had been a long long long time since we talked like that at my house. Hahahaz! We should do that again! Hahahaz.... and wtf wtf.... HAHAHAHA!! Hope your mother allow you on 'that' thingy! But i have a big feeling that she wouldn't allow. Haiz... ouh well! I soooo love this baby boom. Xie Shou Guang is so charming. Hahahaz... he looks like Stephen a little. Yes Stephen Kwek! Hahahaz... I have been noticing romantic couples nowadays. Regardless of where ever the place is. At home, my parents and sometimes my brother and his girlfriend. In school farhan and nurul. Hahahaz.... you guys are so cute, so touching, i like! On Tv!! And at any other place like just now at ice-skating place there's this girl and guy and the girl is the one who teach the guy how to skate. Hahahaz... sooo touching. Wonder what happens if the guy falls. Hahahaz... and Sab said maybe the girl will say this "Get up faster get up, don't embarrassed me!" Hahahaz!!! Suddenly i feel like Lover's month like that... Grrr!!

Okay another love sortta malay story is on TV and i'm not going to watch it! Ahhh... makes me wanna feel loved also! Hahahaz.... haiz... have to study POA! I'm so dead tired after studying combined humanities for so many days. And today i don't feel like studying at all. Ok right i take a rest?...Grrr....

A short entry

Okay! Today's enrty is going to be a short one.

Reason: Have to study.

Same old reason.

prelim starts tommorrow what do you think!

Anyways had my english oral just now.

Not bad i managed to talk.

I have loads to talk but i think my grammatical errors are just going to kill me.

Maybe that will cause me to fail.

But ouh well.

I think i had a nice conversation with the examiner though.

And guess wat?

The examiner for the other group was my last year examiner for N level!

Hahaha....

I'm always the last so have to wait and wait.

Anyways the best part is after the oral.

All were in the canteen.

Hahahaz....

i thought i'm left alone.

And so as usual went home with azmi.

But this time there's Nisha, Adilah and Yisheng because they want to go buy drinks.

So this is the fun aprt that i laughed so much that my cheeks were numb.
Cannot smile and laugh anymore.

Yi Sheng and Azmi can really join forces and be a stand up comedian man.

We were all standing up and listening to thier lame jokes.

"Lame yet i laughed," said Nisha!

Hahahaz.... Nisha will be soooo happy today.

I'm so happy for you Nisha!

So basically had a nice day.

Not a nice today gonnna be tommorrow for sure.

English paper one!

Tak faourite!!

And worst have to like struggle to study both history and Social Studies.

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Hahahaz...

Okok...

well this is to Azmi:

Thanks ehh Mi tell me about 'that thing' so late.

hahahaz.... anyways don't worry ok you will be just fine.

Nothing will happen because I SAY SO!!

Hahahahz... remember you are the one who always tell me always look on the bright side of life!

Hahahaz.... OK..?!

So continue making lame jokes and make me LAUGH like mad woman!OK!?

I believe his not going to red this because he just can't navigate my blog!

Hahahaz...

Alright got to get back to studying!

yikes~

Oh my god1 I feel so exhausted. These few days have been really crazy! Total madness Yus have become. that's why i have not been updating this blog. Hmm... last updated was on Tuesday 16th August. Quite long la, but not so long. Btw peeps, pls change my url to www.purest-innocence.blogspot.com. For some reasons i changed my url. Don't ask me why. Sorry for the inconvenience. Alright i just came back from school. And for the past few days i couldn't find the time to blog because was too busy studying. I was so proud of myself because i can actually put my butts down for so long again after N level to bloody study for such long hours. From like 1-12 midnight ++. Gosh i burn the midnight oil you know! Yus studying is not that bad but studying SOCIAL STUDIES. Something is really wrong. Hahahaz!! Let me share with ya what i did from Thursday to Sunday.

Ok Thursday: So bloody tired because from that day onwards have to stay back for history extra lesson because the make a mockering out of the mock exam. Hahahaz... that's what Ms. Lui said. And so Ms. Lui was so mad at us. I think we eserve it because we just did not put in any effort despite the effort she puts in to teach us. Well sorry Ms. Lui. So i'm like so damn exhausted that day. After a long day in school plus the day before i slept late to finish up history notes. So imagine how worse can my panda eyes be. God! So i was like half dead when Ms. Lui started teaching source based. God! But its gets a bit more exciting when shariffah, ili, faezah and me disscussed about the source based question. Whether the cartoonist is a German, British or France or USSR. Hahaz.... see Shariffah i told you from the start its USSR! Hahahaz... That was the only fun part. And then have to continue night study. God!! So damn bloody tired and night study have to do HISTORY again. Ahh.... i don't wanna talk about it again. Its a nightmare doing history. But studying it is fun though. Ouh well. I just have this few months to study history and after that NO more. So... yeah... after night study go home and i burn the midnight oil to finish up maths. Hahaz... actually i was so damn sleepy but i was too engrossed with maths that i don't feel sleepy anymore. And the best part was my brother was such a sweetheart. He actually ordered for me McDonald at like 12++ at night!! Whoah! Thanks bro love ya! Hahaz... i get to eat nuggets.

Look i even off the com...hahaz... Just look how messing it can be!


So Friday: Hmmm... again one whole tiring day in school. Normal lessons and after that have to finish up 2 history essays and source based question that day and pass it up to Ms. Lui. SO did it in canteen because knew that Sabbie is coming. So Sab i'm sorry i was so boring that day because i just have too many stuff too finish up. You know me i don't like too pile work. FInishing it quickly is the best thing and then you will be free. So sorry yeah. And sorry if i just cannot go anywhere to go shop or watch movie or whatever this month because my prelims are just driving me crazy. Yeah i know sometimes i need a break but i already had a break before this. I was too relaxed that i panicking now. I know you hate it when i start studying and all. It makes you sick and go crazy. Hahahaz.... but there's really nothing i can do now besides studying. After the Os i can enjoy as much as i want that i will missed studying again. Hahahahaz... sorry Sab... but maybe after my prelims we can go shopping again. Ok?! Just the two of us so that we can go crazy at town again with those nice tops and all! Ok dude?! Love ya! And that day was the first time that i don't care being alone in school. Sab and Shariffah went to pizza hut and nurul and farhan went for treatment. SO had to stay alone to finish up history. Ouh well... i was so already damn tired that day and my aunt and mum have to ask me wear henna for them. My aunt just bought. And its been a long time since i last make henna. So hand was shivering badly. But look still can produce an okay design for these 'Makcik makcik'. Hahahaz... look! I have been rejecting pengatin also because of exams. Arggh....



On Saturday: Slogged the whole day doing Chemistry. From 1-12 ++ at night. Yeay!! i finsihed studying organic chemistry. Just a few question that i have to ask Mr. Lee! Actually i have 'kenduri' to go but ended up told my parents that i'm very busy studying that i can't follow. And they said 'ok'! Was alone at home mugging through chemistry. Thank god Azmi called and like accompany me do chemistry. Thanks for singging for me also. Thanks Mi!!


Me concentrating there... not bad there....hahaz!!


On Sunday: I was alone again!! At home! Because suppose to visit my cousin who just gave birth but i was to busy to go. So slogged through the day doing POA and the next half of the day doing Social Studies!!! Whoah, this is so shocking isn't it. For people who know me well enough!! Yus studying social studies!!! Hahahahahahaz.... hell of a joke! Serious i'm not joking. Look at the pics i was so engrossed!! Hahahaz... I studied Venice and do notes to put inside this thick head of mine. And like faezah said. I was so damn mad the next day got maths mock test and there i am studying Social Studies. Crazy! I was hungry alone at home. Was too lazy to eat. So ate bananas only and guess what!!! I saw something in the fridge!!! Heh heh!! Get ready for pimples Yus... CHOCOLATES!!!!!!!! Hahahaz... Look look... i have no idea who bought it and all but all i know i'm going to have it!! Yum yum.... Look... delicious man... please control that jealousy you freaks... hahahahaz!!!



And here i am on Monday tired after maths mock test and then history remedial. Maths mock test was crazy. It was so bloody tough. I doubt i can make it. Flung for sure. So obvious. Actually studying was not that of a bad thing afterall. Hahahaz... okay Yus shuttup! PCCG was as usual FUNNY!! Nick is always crazy... hahaz... never fail to make me laugh!! Hahahaz... Ok i have not eaten yet the whole day. Except for the fillet and nuggets i ate at the round table just now. But since bro said order KFC then OK!! Heh heh... Gonna have a short nap later before wearing for my bro's henna and continue studying later. God! The 5N1s and half of 5N2s have already taken their oral. As usual i'm always the last to take oral. Grrr..... so mine is on Wednesday. Haiz... have to wait for so long man! Damn... God i'm so scared! Ouh God please ake me brilliant for that day. Please please please please...