Patience kills

"Waiting because you're worth it."

Good Morning!

Good morning world!!
Look at the time now everyone...
It's 4am plus plus in the morning!!
Ho Ho Ho... merry merry...
But Lin & me are still busy doing ASSIGN to the MENT!!

Ish... but went to watch Bedtime Stories just now.
F-R-E-E!!!!!!!
& yes, I went to watch it like AGAIN!
But takper, I loike.
Bedtime stories is a damn nice movie to watch anyways.

Actually i'm done for my part now.
Waiting for Lin to finish hers and so we can sleep together gether.
Romantic keper Yus?! Lin kalau tak appreciate keromantikkan ku tak tahulah apernak cakap!
Ish ish ish...
Dah lah i'll blog again next time about last Saturday to Sham love cousin's place.
Super wonderful. I like...

My eyes is too small to update now.
I so hate assignments but i love my boyfriend.
Dah la, slmt mlm/pagi semua!

Hello 2009, Bye 2008

I've never been this sad to welcome a new year.
Been through a lot throughout 2008.
Good and bad.
I teared so much at the last minutes of 2008 reminiscing the past.
Nevertheless, I'm going to start afresh and welcome 2009 with open arms.
New year, more like a new beginning and the next chapter of my life.
Hello once again 2009.

I don't know why I'm thinking about him a lot today.
Fact is, I do miss him.
My blessings are always with him no matter what.
Happy new year everyone. =)

Bye 2008!

Movie Rating

So yessa, watched Yes Man with Kak Norin and Bedtime Stories with Sham love. Well, Yes Man was ok, funny as usual but was not what I expected though. So I'll give it 8 out of 10. While Bedtime stories was super hilarious. I loike!!! Was suppose to watch with Lin on Sunday but oh well, something crops up and so Sham decided to watch this movie. & I will give Bedtime Stories 9.5 out 10. Wow that's like more than Twilight. But oh well, it was really a nice nice movie. Must watch. I so don't mind watching it again with Lin. Hee... free lagi! I loike!! =)

& yes, I've changed my blog's skin. With the help of Lin to choose for me. Haha... I so don't know what is wrong with my layout. Every time I tried other skins, my post width will be longer than the box. As in, aiya don't know how to explain that. Asked Kak Sal for help, but owh well, we couldn't find a solution for that. So, dah tak kuase nak go figure so this is the aftermath.

Okay dah, wanna watch Chori Chori Chupke Chupke although I have to meet my girls at centre tomorrow at 9am! Wah sehh, pagi tu!! Urgh...

It's complicated

It still sets me thinking all day long.

I'm rather confused.
=(

Annoying!!

I freaking hates it when someone have to:

• Make promises and is unable to keep to it

&

• Gives hope without thinking further.

Those who seems to have instilled this habit, please stop it.
It's so bloody annoying.
I wonder how you're going to keep up with life if you persist with such attitude in life.

Watch 27 dresses with Lin just now in the school library.
After that huge disappointment, I'm so glad that movie cheered me up a little.
But what's bad was it makes me miss my lover boy so very much.
I so miss and want him badly. =(
I miss my sham love.
Cyg, I nak you can?!
*sob sob*

Twenty-second!

Yesterday was twentieth, which marks 22 months, 668 days, Yusham have been together. Yesterday was awesome though the day did not go as planned. The start of the day wasn't a good one but well, Sham really knows how to make me smile again. Then we had a blast of the day. Talked, laughed and ate so much. Love the company and love him! What more when we watched TWILIGHT!!

Twilight is one superb movie to watch for sure. I'll give it 9 out of 10. I so love it and Robert Pattinson is super duper hot la!!! I like... but I LOVE Sham more more! Haha... So for those whom have yet to catch it in theatres better do it soon. & if you could, watch it at The Grand Cathay! Super grand la sey... Sham and me were like busy discussing about how nice if we could just grab a microphone and just host an event there. Ader stage lagi! Sungguh nice la! Then the curtain open biler movie nak start. Cool keper! Hahaha... ok Yus, Jakun to the max. Dah dah stop it. Hahaha... But yea overall, it's really worth that 10 bucks watching Twilight in theatres. Oh Robert Pattinson! Haha... Nah... Oh Sham Syg!! I love you abcdefghijklmnop!!! Hahaha!!!

Oh on the bus I discovered that my Samsung F480 phone actually have a lot of interesting editing function that I thought Photoshop and Photobucket gitu jer yg ader. Rupernyer handphone pun ader la seh! So here... one of the picture edited. Haha... cool keper... sebok la itu mamat kat blakang enter frame!

&& Sham love bought me a nice top. For Nini also. Nini nyer baju lak macam my size. Haha... best tu boleh pakai jugak! Haha... can't wait to wear it next week for Jon & Kim's Christmas Party. Sham and me will be like sesuci pakai putih!! Haha... ok Lin I know, 4 words... Sembarang uh sembarang uh! Hahaha...

As I reached home, I quickly tried the top and as I was almost getting rid of the paper bag, I notice something. There's a necklace. Asked Sham if it's for me, and YES it's for me! Haha... Sham said, takkan untuk nenek kan?! Hahaha... So i recieved another necklace.

Last Thursday, Abang treat the family to seafood. Celebrating my acceptance to Uni la konon. Haha... Before that Lin & Khai came to have movie marathon at my hommie. We only managed to watch Scenario and Lord of the Rings. Kul 12 keper meet Lin, Khai?! Hahaha... Khai have to leave early as her famiy will be celebrating her dad's birthday. But Lin tagged along! Yayness! Ader member. Sham was unable to follow because of some personal reason. Chey macam paham, nah just cuz of work actually. Haha...

&& yes, that's the necklace abang bought for me. Didn't expect him to get me anything though. Thanks abg! He bought for me like super a lot of things already this month. Dah macam sambut Christmas. But Christmas exchange gift. I never get him anything lei! Haha... Insya'allah next time k abg? Haha... biler dah kerje tetap lepas amek degree. Hahaha... macam paham! I still wanna go NIE after that! Hahaha... so wait la long long sikit eh. Thanks to Nini and her dad for the Congratulation cake also. Nice and delicious cake indeed!!

Nie la gambar gambar beruang makyek yang berdamping denganku hari itu. Hahaha...

Tu bukan hanya twees ehh... that means 2 more years of seeing each other again! Hur hur... Then we make our way to Mustafa. & Lin kater dier nak masok NS lepas taking degree. Tu... dier dah ready!! Hahahaha...

Then si minah ni sleepover at my house. Haha... Shiok la!! So in all, this week have been well spent. Just maybe haven't had the time to meet Muz darling and Aliff to hang out. Maybe next week. But next week dah busy with assignment. Takper, try selit2 if can. Alright till here. Toodles people!

WIDE SMILE! =)

Yo yo!!! So yesterday was ladies day out diantara Ms Liza, Ms Lin & Ms Dayah! Seseungguhnyer seronok that we get to meet each, go out chill chill after like so long. We had lunch at Swensen! Student deal! Haha... superbly nice!! Then had Sundae of the month again!! Yummylicious la sehh!! Then we buntuh. Got no idea where to head to. Make our way to Selegie to have air tahu! Delicious to the max! Then went to mind cafe but sabar jer ader private function la aper la. Kedeng deng betol!

Sesudah itu, we were told to go to Purvis St's Mind Cafe. We called to reserve place but annoyingly our line is like always diverted to the main line. We called Purvis St number also cannot get. So we went down straight. Annoyingly again, it was superbly crowded. After which, we headed to JCO at Bugis. Sit down and lepak2!

The company was awesome but it was a little down that there wasn't much places to go or do. So yah, hope to have better plans next time. I thought with Sham je i got no places to go. Indeed, Singapore is small. Grr...

& as soon as I reached home, I opened the letter box and taa daa.. Wheelock College envelop. My hand was shivering already. Ran home, opened it in front of mama and...

I'm ACCEPTED!!!!!

Macam can see jer tu. It's ok la if cannot see here in short it says: I'm like freaking offered for the Bachelor of Science in Early Childhood Educational Studies and Leadership by Wheelock College!! Coolness or what?! Which means besides going Seremban, I am also flying to BOSTON!!!! Ahhhh... for a moment i'm like a mad woman hugging my mum and granny!! Jumps around house like nobody's business!! Ya allah!! Syukur alhamdulilah!! Sungguh seronok la sehh!! Insya'allah, I'm able to excel my studies in this degree program and will further make my parents proud of me. Thanks to Him! Alhumdulilah! Hard work paid off.

Haish, happy la saya. Sudah la nak stop blogging. Slamat malam semua. =)

Updates

So just some updates about what have been happening so far. Let's start from...

Wednesday, 10th Dec 08

My beloved brother bought me this.
Yes Samsung F480. =)

But mine's the limited edition Gold coloured one.
Abg added 30 bucks more for it.

Hee... patutnyer aku yang belikan dier because i drop his phone in the toilet boil.
But oh well, Yus pokai liao! Lol!
Went to buy this phone with The family plus Lin!
After which we had a good time window shopping at Mustafa mlm2 buter!
Hahaha.... Lin's mission: Beli Roti Gardenia!
Muahahaha!

Thursday, 11th Dec 08

Went on a short date with Sham after project.
Went to watch Four Christmases.
Hmm... i'll give it 7 out of 10.

Then went to have dinner at Mad Jack.
This was my Fish & Chip.
Not much to say because I prefer the Mad Jack that I always ate with my ECHians.

It was not really a good day for us.
I shan't elaborate further.
Just hope our next date would be a better one for us.

Then Sham left for Batam the next day.

Friday, 12th Dec 08

Went to JP and amazingly it leads to the new building as we walk and walk.
Super jakun because super nice and super a lot of shops.
Whoah byk super tu.... haha!
Rushed back home at 7pm for tuition and when Abg's back, we went towning mlm2 tgk lampu.
Took loads of pictures but lazy to put it down here.
So here's one of them.



And oh yah, evening I had Swensen's sundae of the month with Nini. See...

Yummy! 2 Ginger breadman! Cutie percutie!
Then had another round of ice-cream at night while towning.
Abg's treat to Gelatissmo.
Ok do I spelt it right?
Anws, on the same day I recieved a new wallet from dearest abg again.
A guess wallet & also a small bag from tangs.

Ish, I never ketuk my brother ok?
He willingly wanna buy for me. Haha...
Then at 1am we had supper or maybe breakfast at Al-Azhar.
Hahaha... mkn prata!!! Yum!!
Macam maner tak gemuk. Ish ish...

Saturday 13th Dec 08

Went to Vivo to meet my CE girls.
Only Canz was not there.

Pammie was the one doing the shopping while we do the commenting.
We watched Nick and Norah infinite playlist.
And like Four Christmases, I'll give it 7 out of 10.

Oh then there's this 7 eleven slurpee... err... patung?
Took picture with it. Taa daa...

Then went to meet Man (the botak fella) and abang to watch Muallaf.

I shall give this movie 5 out of 10.
I so hate the ending.
Like Man say, agaknyer the ending director otak mati ah. LOL!

Kauz... movie marathon betul.
2 movies in one day! Fuu yoh!
Terkopak duit.
But ok la once in a while. Hee...
Ajak si di, saket lah pulak dier.
Get well soon eh...
Went to cameron to have dinner before dinner.
Did a lot of catching up with Man! Haha...
One of our conversation topic.

Yus: Man, aku tgk tgk kau ni takder rambut gini macam turtle lak kepaler kau.
Man: Kau diam sak Yus!
Abg: Cantek eh rambut aku spike spike!
Yus & Abg: Muahahahaha
Man: Diam sak korang!!

Some pictures taken. Pose sumer ngarot2 jugak ah.
But the 5 megapixels make it a little nicer. Lol... Lame!!

Sunday, 14th Dec 08

Went to Fadyll's wedding with Aliff.
Met the other BLGPS peeps after so long.
Met people like Khalilah, Fauziah, Lenny, Mr Azhar and banyak ah.
Then went to town like again with the family plus Mak Cu this time.
Food at puncak was so not nice so we had a lot of finger food for that day.

Then went to fetch Sham at harborfront at night.
Then head home and talked to Lin for like hours and hours with full of telephone etiquette.
*macam understand*

Okay so today, just went down to centre to do our post test.
Finally, everything's over. Maybe just the parent's newsletter and all.
Apart from that, it's so done.
According to Joan we did very well for our on-site implementation.
Yayness!!

Had dinner with Sham and then went home for tuition.
Watched Little Nyonya and here I am.
Will be meeting Lin and Dayah tomorrow like FINALLY!
Dayah had been asking Lin & me out for don't know how long but we were just so busy.
So finally tomorrow!
Will update about tmr soon.

Okay my mood is totally switch off now over something.
How annoying! Ahh...

Just hope things would get better real soon.
I really need to relax and enjoy as much this week because project and assignments discussion and all will start from next week onwards.
Looking forward for AKNY movie marathon on Thursday also.
& Saturday... ok don't wanna say anything.
Scared it wouldn't work out as plan.

On a brighter note, I just recieve a mail from Lucy and guess what?!
I'm going to SEREMBAN!! Yessa!!
Going with some of my fellow ECHians.
It's on March. Like finally, we are selected AKNY!
Hahaha... looking forward for it.

Okay that's it for today.
Long enough.
Good Night!

<3

Teacher says, "Who pretty? Miss Lin, Miss Liza, Miss Nadiah or Miss Siti?"
Children says, "Miss Liza, Miss Liza, Miss Liza!!"
Hahaha... my K1s definitely know how to make me feel good!!

LOL!

A great day spent with my loverboy.
Though it was a short date, but I enjoy it so much.
It's been a long while since we have such laughter and fun together cyg.
I was reading Amira's blog and she was talking about some ingredients in a relationship.
And I guess I hafta agree with her.
We lack APPRECIATION.

Just wanted my love to know that not only do I love him, I appreciate whatever he had done for me.
Being there when I needed you the most...
Thanks Syg. I love you.

Ok, Good night world.

because Lin is bugging me to stop blogging and talk to her on the phone.

bye.

Salam Takziah

24th April 2006, that's the first time I met and talked with him.
Instantly, he was the first person who start my day 1 in Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
Gradually, he became the first guy who's ever close to me.
He's also the first guy whom I ever held hand with.

He's indeed a gentleman who never fails to cheer anyone and everyone around him.

Your absence was too sudden and the uncertainty began to linger.
I regret for not having the guts to ask you when you were around to clear this uncertainty.
Now that you're gone, I'm left with just never ending prayers for you.

My sincere condolence to his family.
Semoga mereka sentiasa tabah & Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.
Al-fateha.

'Fantastic' Saturday

This is how I spend my Saturday:

1. Watched 'Devdas'


2. Watched 'The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor'

Like A.G.A.I.N!! Mainly because Devdas was on Vasantham just now at 4pm & abang rented The Mummy. Since there's no more nicer show to watch at like every channel, I just joined him and watch The Mummy for the second time. The first was with my hunneyboo in the theatres.

I'm not really a big fan of Aishwarya Rai but I can't deny that she look really gorgeous when she's dressed so Indian in Devdas. The jewelleries, sari and the make-up really suit her. With such make up and all she really look like a doll in one of the scene. Gosh!! & I so envy her big eyes and the red attractive henna the actresses wore. Superbly beautiful! I loike! Can I have such beauty pls? Okay no, I mean i'm beautiful enough, I thank God for his gift but you know what I mean... just maybe a little bit more. Astagah Yus Yus... lol!

Anyhoos, my leg still hurt a little. The pain come and go. I wonder how I'm going to meet my girls tomorrow for assignment. Ok now, I feel like blogging something but i got no idea what to blog about. So i guess, dah lah, tido lagi baik! Argh... Bo to the san tapi nak start buat assignment lagi tak leh harap betul ni Yus! I so need a break... and sungguh la 'Fan-tas-tic' Saturday Yus takder Sham!! Urghh... tak suke ah tu mamat, gi bbq lak tu!! Hah!!

Leg hurts.

Gosh, I have a bad start of the day. I was all excited to start my Friday when the sudden attack of maybe the muscle, bone or I don't know where exactly starts to hurt so bad. Papa starts to do some massage but it still hurts. I thought it's going to be just while but it prolonged till I reached school. Nevertheless, having the great friends around me. Khai, Yi Huey and especially Lin were helping me throughout the up and down journey with the bus. It hurt so bad that I start to tear as I controlled the pain. I had never experience such pain before. Thanks so much Lin for all the help. Seriously without Lin, i don't know how my poly life would be. Be it the fun times or the hard times. Lin called my mum and I was told to go home.

In the cab, Sham love called me. I felt rather calm as I was talking to him but the stairs up to my house was such a killer. Goodness! I never wanna feel that kindda pain anymore. I owe an apology to the girls for the trouble. I'm truly sorry to the market research group because i was unable to join you guys. For my action research group, I apologise to Lin and Khai for definitely the hassle I've caused. Thanks for all the help and concern girls. Love ya'all.

& I have the sweetest boyfriend on earth. I received the most message from him today. He was pretty much worried for me. Thanks hun, but I apologised too to have you worried all day. He was so busy at work and he have to think about me. Silly me, sorry dear. Been missing him like super loads. The meeting on Wednesday was not even sufficient. I can never have enough of him. Hope to see him again real soon because Hisham is so missed by Yus. =('

Haish, not is so not the time to fall sick. Research, research and more research. What more on-site implementation assessment is drawing near. Pls pls, get well soon to me. && i missed the last episode of 2 kali 5 dol! But I have the chance now to follow up with 9 o'clock Chinese drama, Little Nyonya. Yayness! Assignments, you better not stand in my way with Little Nyonya! Hur hur... alright, legs hurting like so bad, so Good Night World!

RI to the MAS

I'm extremely exhausted with research.
Just a short call from him could really cheer me up amidst the busy day. =)
I am seriously in need of some rest at the beach...
Enjoying the wind.
Watch sunset.
Ahh... best nyer!!
School is suddenly so rimas!!
R-I-M-A-S!!

My favourite line to Lin during lecture...
"Slamat malam Lin!"

=)

Finally...

Like finally, a little break from IEP and I kindda enjoy my Sunday.
The week have been tough for Lin, Khai & me.
Lin have been staying over at m house quite a few times because of IEP activity preparation.
Been having late nights doing cutting and laminating.
Haish... hope our hard work paid off ya girls?

Anyhoos, we rushed our work on Saturday just so that Lin & Khai don't need to come my house today.
And of course, we also want to some break from IEP.
Just one day.
So that means I can go for Hashim's wedding today.



So went to iring Hashim to his wife's place.
Like omg, abg jai pun kalah.
There's like 17 teams today.
His team himself, Ghostbuster dah kecoh what more 16 more teams. lol.
But it was uber fun and nice. The kecohness adds to it.


& i have a story to tell.
In the morning just now, abang said he wants to borrow a teddy bear to put at the kereta pengantin.
I tried to find for one nice ones but nah, i don't really have a nice decent looking bear. lol.
My mum suggested the Bear that Sham got for me for our 14th months.
Attached to the bear was a bouquet of flower.
So its like a strict NO NO because it will destroy the whole thing.
So in the end, the asked for the one that Sham gave me for last year's V.day.
With such heavy heart I allowed since they were so pathetic.
The decoration was just a white flower. So plain and not nice.
Then so it was placed on the car. See...

BUT!!!!!
I so regret borrowing them my precious teddy by love.
It was raining just now, surely teddy very cold. =(
& worst, abang haven't take teddy back.
So its the first time teddy's not with me tonight.
Usually it's in the basket on the tv beside my picture with my love.
Now the basket empty.
Urgh!!! =(
Nak nangis!!!!

Anyways, guess who i saw today again?



Yes, Mr Zaimy Agus. An old friend.
Haha... last week at my cousin's wedding saw him at the ladies side.
& i saw him again just now since he's in Ghostbuster.
Tgh snap snap snap, sibuk ajer ini mamat suruh amek gambar dier. lol.
I don't have his e-mail or contact so too bad i can't give him this picture. Haha...

& since dah lamer tak jumper, kiter snap la one picture.
I think our last picture together was during prom.
Haha... lamer tuu!!
Haha... abang threaten to show his gf this picture.
Tak takut... kiter standing so decently beside each other oi.
In front of mama, papa some more.
Ader spacing tu tgk betul betul! LOL!

We went to expo after that and then have some ice-cream at Swensen.
I don't understand why people have to give me killer stare at Suntec just now.
What's wrong with wearing a kebaye to town. Alah...
I still look ok what right? Ish...
Both guys and GIRLS were like staring at me up and down.
Sungguh tak faham.com la seh.
Ok whatever.

I don't know why I'm like so so so sleepy today.
Even now. So i whine to my Syg about i miss my precious teddy, I'm off to sleep.
Long day and week again I'll face starting tomorrow.

So good night world!

Twenty-first

Love is tough,
Love is blind.
Love is cruel,
Love is sweet.

What more can I say after 638 days of being in love.
Happy 21st hunney.

the very disturbed changes.

My only free day is equivalent to a lonesome day.
Goodbye to the wonderful Saturdays I used to have.
Last note left, "Quit playing games with my heart."

Roti & Egg

I was just looking around in the kitchen when i saw...

RO to the TI!!
Without further a do i fried egg...

& YUM YUM!!!!!!!

Makan roti ngan telur ngan air jarang.
POWER!!

Today is super hectic. I'm so drained. 0% energy left.
Okay, bedek bedek Yus bedek.
But almost true tau that fact.
Energy sikit then no motivation just wanna whine whine whine!
4 Assignments/ Projects due this week.
Sending in Wheelock Application + Resume + Essay
Research Prep, IEP admin work.
Going back childcare implement interventions.
*faints*
Next question...
Why am i here now?!

5 reasons why i should double, triple & dozens love this girl called Sharifah Badriah

Firstly, one I'm so down the other day, she just have to send me that motivational words displayed up there via mms. & ya the other one was from her too.

Secondly, she is always patient and understanding when i am not able to go out with her or accompany her to anywhere due to my busy schedule. She never bugs me further yet she never give up on asking me still the next time round.

Thirdly, she is always willing to accompany me to anywhere regardless if its a one day thing or just a few hours. (E.g. just now when i have to desperately buy my cartridge ink for projects.)

Fourthly, she's never selfish at sharing her knowledge. She will correct my mistakes whenever she feels that there's something wrong after she read my assignments.

Lastly, she is always there for me, giving me a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on. She never fail to make me laugh after i cry.

I'm so blessed to have a friend like her. What more she's just a few blocks away from me. (Yet, we hardly meet) Hahaha.. Just wanna say my million of thanks to her for being with me all these while. Terima Kasih banyak banyak yer! I know you have been through shits too, but I know you are strong. Stronger than me. So hope you will continue to be one ok? Just know that i will be here whenever you need me alright? Sometimes its ok to whine and break down kan?! Hahaha.... Sorry aku lambat just now, biase la janji melayu! Still aku sayang kau la sak!!Hahaha... So to end this post, I'd say it again.

THANK YOU SHARIFAH BADRIAH FOR BEING MY LOVELIEST & WONDER FULLEST FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!! MWACKZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!

So this is the girl!! Haha... aku tayang muker kau... hur hur!!

I was doing my essay when suddenly my mind wonders and then I felt like asking this question to randomly anybody:

Sape nak duduk tepi longkang makan ice-cream sambil tengok sunset dengan Yus?!

Random kan?! Gile ke aper sak?!

But i'm still wondering... sunset, longkang, ice-cream.

Amaciam?

Like Luqman will always say, Macam F!!!

Lol!!!

Super Craptacular!

These are the pictures which prevails make-up, sleep, enjoyment & last but not east photoshop - LESS.

The wonders to be in ECH.

Panda gets the blame due to the result of our eyes. How nice!

Thanks to piling assignments!

ASS-TEE-YOU-PEE-EYE-DEE!!

Yours Truly, Yus & Lin!

:-|

I was told that i was a student primary researcher from now onwards.

This action research thingy is really driving me super nuts.

I'll rather let my tears dried on its own.

Patience, yes i'm being very patient.

But please don't take me for granted.

Researchers too deserve a better life.

I tried.

Ku cuba tanpa hidup denganmu.

Meskipun ku tak mampu lupakan mu, kasihku.

Ku cuba tanpamu dihati.

Ku cuba berhenti merindukanmu.

Ternyata tiada pengganti dirimu, selamanya.