first day at sch!

The day started off with me meeting Malik to go to school together. Yes Malik. Hahaz... you people didn't see wrongly. Stop scratching your eyes. You are reading correctly. Hahaz! Malik seh! The one whom i never talk to for like 4 years in Hua Yi! Hahaz.... i don't even know he exist untill ili and the others start teasing Diyana 'Malik malik...' Wahaha! So okay apologies to Malik because i reached late. Like what's new. YusLiza! when will she be on time. Gees! Hahaz! Malik have this scary look which makes me scared whenever i see him. Maybe because he never smile. Hahaz... scary guy. Nah his not so now. That guy is still the scariest guy on my list now. And btw people its not Zhi Wei. Haha!! even Lina says that Malik look so serious. Hahaz... gotta make him smile more. Never thought i would talk to such serious guy but well i just did and he's not that bad like i've thought it will be like. He's friendly and just very nice. I don't know what word to describe him but he's just too nice la! And btw the secret is i don't know how to go Ngee Ann taking bus! Wahaha... i've been there all along taking cab or my dad will drive me. So my thank yous to Malik. Don't know la he will read this or not. If you are then... thanks and twees!!

So Sukuna's lecture was great! She's just way so funny. Enjoy her lecture. And i'm loving my course. And then the rest of the course. Haiz... i shall not say any further. But overall everything was okay and fun la. With Lina, Nadia, Khairiah and Alicia i can never be bored. There's sure somtheing to talk about. And we always lost Li Yu and Sok Leng. Hahaz... but one thing i realised which i think i don't really like about my modules. I have to do soooo much reading. Reading man! I don't mind reading Haifa Noorin's novels and all but reading theories. Haiz... my eyeballs popping out soon. Nevertheless i find Speech Training (STB) fun. Maybe because i think i just love to talk. Talkative Yus! So i think its going to be fun la.

To sum up first day was fun. Just some parts which i think reminds me of the days in Hua Yi which i practically sleep in class. I'm reminded because i felt the same just now. Wahaha! Okay so here goes the replies to all tags:-

Dear pam: Okay arh set! When i free and got mood we go for lunch or something ok?! Set?! And anyways i miss you so much la girl. And com'on admit it you miss me too right?! That's why you wanna see meet me not because you wanna compare time-table. LOL!! nah just kidding!

Dear Madey: Madey you are most welcome to join us. One day okay!! Twees... cya around soon!
Dear ads: Hey ads! Hi!! Long time no hear from you. How have you been girl?!

Dear bez fren: Hahaz... first day was great. Read my entry. And cute guys?! No! My course only got 5 guys lei! Ish! And so far haven't seen any cute guys. Hmmm....

Dear faezah: Wah faezah! Thanks ehh!!! Ya lah... lagi-lagi your face. Jelak jugak. LOL!! And btw my friends are all not so bad as you to call me that okay!! Hah!! And btw i hope to get my diploma fast so i can council you to be a better and not so psycho kid.

Wahah!!!!Owh yeah. Malik told me something shocking just now. Gees! Why is this world so small?! Ish! Okay i'm off to do lots of reading before DIA starts. DIA just reminds me about what happened on 17th April on Monday. I missed it sooo much! =(

**And he says,"missing them for weeks which would seem like years." And i agree because absence just makes the heart grows fonder.**

So happy birthday to dear nieces Nurul Insyirah and Irdinah!! Went to thier place just now and took a lot of pictures. Eat cakes and more. I was reading 'ELLE' just now when suddenly something reminds me of Nadia. Wahaha... during the orientation she was like "your face like i've seen before." And when she say she stay at Pasir Ris. Like wow that's impossible. So far. Waha! And then Khairiah's friend also. She was like "your face is just so like the photocopy of our friend name lydia". If that's the right name, i forgot! Hahaz... And there's Lina and she was like "you watch 'sungguh hot' or not? You look like one of them." Like what the hell. Hahahaz... do i have twins or what?! Hahaz... to think of it i think its cool to have one, don't ya guys think. But hey i think i have a twin. let me show you! Owh yah before that i saw FAEZAH during my orientation! Like wow... she was so excited to see me and liyu... wahaha!! Okay so i say about you! Happy or not... hehehe!!

There! Don't ya guys think we look the same. Haha! He's my cousin and many says we look alike when we smile. Goodness! Hahaz... Okay so i reached home on the computer and click on 'Internet explorer' and there i see so many taggers. I LOIKE!! So here are the replies:-

Dear liyu: Wahaha... thanks Li Yu for the information. Its okay, its all not my fault. its madey's fault! LOL!!

Dear LiNa: Goodness Lina... don worry you don't know how blur and slow i can be. You can ask my friends here how blur and slow i am. You can especially ask PAM!! Wahaha... she will tell you full detail! Hahaz.. anyways thanks for tagging girl. Glad to meet someone crazy and fun like you too! Flabby rocks okay! Don't play play!! LOL!!

Dear Madey: Decades?! Wow i didn't know that! Wahahaz... Yalah next time straight away just kiss me la! Less distracting and yingxuan can then hug me. Wahaha!! Then i got both hugs and kisses!! Wee!!! Crazy us!!

Dear yingxuann: Oh com'on yingxuann i'm sure you are sad. Com'on admit it! Wahaha!!Hey hey of course i won't forget all the crazy friend i have in Hua Yi!! You guys rocks my stinking socks okay!! Wahaha!! Sure one day we shall gather at canteen 1 and have lunch together. Just for Hua Yians!! Hahahaz... oK?!

Dear faezah: Wahaha... ehh i blog bout you already! Read already or not?! You also didn't put you saw me at your blog okay!! LOL!!

Dear pam: Hey thanks girl!! YEA!! I miss CE too!! Miss 5N3 too. Haiz... if only we could turn back time right. Haiz.. its ok one day we'll meet for luch or dinner okay girl?! No need sad sad! Cheers. =)

Dear Shadow: Yea i got the mp3 for that song. I can give it to ya if you want it. Just tell me your e-mail address and i'll add you. I'll send you through MSN alrights. That's if you wanna. Can?

Okay all tags replied. Lastly i just wanna say that i can't sleep thinking of you. Why? Beats me. Just come back soon. I'll wait for your return safely and with much patience.

** 3 days and counting**

Freshmen X!perience 2006 (ECH)

So orientation was GREAT! Everyone is not stuck up like what i thought the night before the orientation. Everyone is just so friendly. The lecture room wasn't all quiet though its our first time. It was still as noisy like we knew each other for a very long time. Not that we really know each other. Each starts to introduce each other. And the friendly girl that i am i too starts to introduce myself to the people whom i think i never even met before. So the first people whom me and Li Yu made friends are Khairiah and Izzah. Hahaz... they are as friendly too. We got lost to ECE department instead of ECH. Then we headed down to after hearing someone calling out sayin "ECH students please head down to level one." Ish! So paise! Wrong course. LOL!!

So sat at the lecture theatre. And i was surprised that our first day wasn't all boring like the first time i went into secondary school orientation. Everyone starts to mingle and energetically making friends. I can already hear people introducing thier name and which school they were from the moment i sit down. Isn't that friendly and great or what! Hahaz... i LOIKE!! I so like the surrounding. All so energetic and friendly. We are all making friends regardless of language, race, religion and from which school we come from.

So introducing the girls class (instead of girls school lets call it girls class...LOL) 1B01!!! Heh heh!! I so love my class. Guess what people. Li Yu and me got into the same class like again!! Woo Hoo!! Don't jealous arh!! Hahaz... All of them are so nice and soooo friendly. I LOIKE!! So okay i can only remember some of thier names though. Let me refresh my memory again. So there's Yus Liza, Li Yu, Khairiah, Xing Li, err... Alicia... Cindy is one of the Hua Yians (i like just know her name now), Hannah, Bridget, Sok Leng, Azlina, Nadia, Samantha and then i forgot the rest of the names. Wahaha!! great girls!! Thank God there's like no people which spoils my mood during the orientation. Everybody were all just so fun. So there were total of 3 Hua Yians in the class!! Yay!!

Hahaz... enjoyed myself with Khairiah, Izzah and Azlina at MacD. Lina is so crazy. Lina and me are now officially called, 'The Flabbies' because we have flabby arms, fat and fats!! Wahaha!! Actually she's not at all fat. Its just me but ouh well she inisist and so we called ourselves 'The Flabbies of ECH 1B01' Hahaz... Had loadsa of fun during the orientation and i hope to have more fun in my upcoming days in NP especially ECH class 1B01!! Yay!! I think i'm going to love my class. Though there's no guys like Nick, Yong Ming, Stephen, Farhan and more i think i'm going to enjoy myself with those crazy girls. Looking forward for school on Monday. Like Lina repeatedly say just now, "Lambatnyer nak Monday, can't tommorrow just be Monday". Hahaz!!

Okay and so i'm sad that i can't share my joy with a new friend of mine. Haiz! He just have to go for 6 months. A very long 6 motnhs before he could get any reception to msg me. Looking forward for the day when my handphone shows a '1 new message' from him which says 'Hey i'm back'. Just so we can start our 'Unique' game again. Hahaz! Miss it lots!!

So before i end here are the replies for my dear taggers:

Dear pam: Indeed its weird because my both my colleague fall sick too on their last day of work. Hahaz... Gees... i think you are right. Sensitive withdrawal symptoms! LOL!! And btw yeah i sure do enjoy myself during the orientation. Thanks yea for the support! Hahaz...

Dear yisheng: HALOO yi sheng. Long time no hear from you! How have you been doing dude?! =)

Dear nish: I miss you too dear girl! I still haven't see you with your hair rebonded and you haven't seen mine either!! Hahaz... so looking forward to see you yea!

Dear Li Yu: Hey doesn't mean you see me in school everyday you cannot come my blog and tag me right. Please do so everyday also i don't mine. It's my pleasure dear Li Yu! Hee hee...

Dear Gab: Hahaz... heyy i'm missed again! I though noone will miss this irritating girl. Hahaz.. thanks Gab. In fact i miss saying this to you more, "Gab your head too big la i cannot see the board!" Wahahahahahaha!!

Dear afro: Ouh yah arh i haven't update. Now update already what! Hahaz... I wonder who that somebody is. Ish!!!

**Special note to dear Ying Xuan**--- Dear Ying Xuan, Li Yu told me you were sad just now because i didn't hug you. Ouh Well i was distracted by Madeline screaming my name. So sorry it was her fault!! Hahahahaz.... so on Monday i see you i hug you ok sweetie. Wahahahahaz....cheers... and Madey can dush dush me for saying its her fault. Wahahahahaz....



Ok The End!!

Alright like what's new if i say i'm sick. Running a high fever 38.5 on Saturday, 15th of April. Which is like my last the of work. How wonderful can that be? Took half day and off the the clinic. And damn it my private clinic is closed. So have to go to go to my FAMILY Doctor EDEN!! Gees. I don't like it! Grr...

Anyways enough of being sick. I'm well now. Went to have lunch with BESTIE just now. Phew! Eversince i'm working i have really been missing out about a lot of things. So we sure do have things to talk about. Halfway asked Shariffah to come down and join us. And of course there goes the laughters!! Wahahaha!! Its been so long since we ever talked like that. Missed the good old times i spent studying with Shariffah at that very spot. Gees. How i wished i could turned back time. I wished!!

Okay firstly i'm bloody late for work just now. I woke up same time. Same place, same bed. Just that it was raining. HEAVILY. So i already make up my mind to take cab instead of bus. Lazy to go all the way to Hua Yi bus stop in the rain and wait for the bus. So i bath and all then get out of house like normal time. And guess what?! There are like so many people waiting for the cab. Gees!! Like stupid YUS. What do you expect? Its like raining for goodness sake. Sure people will be as lazy like me to take cab.

The next part. There was this guy who suddenly was there also waiting for the cab. I was like "damn it man you have to appear and wait for the cab too!" Then he wave to me. Gees it was Nister WONG KAH KIAN!! Hahaz.... Then he called.

Mr Wong K.K: Hello Yus ah... you going where?

Yus a.k.a Me: Work la. I'm like freaking late already. Where are you going?

Mr. Wong K.K: Ouh ok i going there also. We go together.

Yus a.k.a Me:Okay set!

(KK walking towards me)

So we waited for the cab and i was like so getting late already. So i was stress!! So many freaking hand flagging for a cab. So frustrating man... Then we waited like don't know for how long. In the end i decided to find Cab at the bus stop of Hua Yi's backgate. lazily i forced myself to walk there. Lucky got my dear Kah Kian can talk cork and laugh along the way. Still there's no cab as we reached. Waited for don't know how long again. Then I can't wait anymore so asked desr KK to hail for the bus and GREAT we miss 187 and the freaking thing is 157 didn't stop though we hailed for it. What a bummer. Are we that small or wat to be unnoticed. Finally another 157 came so uickly we boarded it. Kk have to pay the fare for me because i practically left my wallet at my dad's car. So my mum only gave me like 2 bucks and 10 bucks. and that's like note. So i decided to pay Kk 2 bucks instead since he already accompanied e throughout the whole uninteresting journey to JP. But that kuku as usual don't want to take but i force him and there's this uncle who look at us and smile while we were busy pushing the money to each other at our seats. Haha!! Kk and i were like looking at each other already. And KK and his stupid theory. He said, "That uncle likes you Yus!" Wow Kah kian. TERRIFIC! SUPERB!! Then 157 has to go so frigging slow. Crap!It always happened when you are late isn't it? And guess what Wong Kah Kian was late for work also. Gees!! Hahaz... Ouh yah i forgot to announce that on SUNDAY the 9th of April my dear KK bought me Anderson Belgium Chocolate chip ice cream. AHHHH!!! So my favourite. He just appear out of nowhere and then bought me that. Thanks so much Mister KK!! Next time i treat you okay? See my mood alright?

By the way people. Its my first time blogging using a laptop. Yup! They delivered my Acer Travelmate 3010 yesterday. Weee... But for some reason i still prefer desktop. Naybe because i'm blind/potek. Desktop looks bigger yousee. Ouh well... i'll get used to it soon!! BUt i love my lappie!! ITs so beautiful!! Like the owner!! Hahaz... nah so the opposite!!

So today is a heck of a day. Had a terible headache the whole day and like i think since yesterday. Gees. I think a banging from the wall helps. Let me try. Okay so long and good night!!

I bought this Little Cinderella a week ago. Hehez! I've been eyeing on it like since i don't know when. So i got it that day when i got my pay. Isn't it cute? Damn it its pink but for once i didn't wanna care because its CINDERELLA!!! Hahaz... i'm crazy. It sings you know that's why i'm so attracted to it. Here's the lyrics of the song:

(Sing in the tune of Mary Had a Little Lamb)

In my attic

sew with me,

sew with me

sew with me...

We'll use ribbons

1, 2, 3...

And dress up all our friends!

Wahaha.... I'm nuts. So nuts!! At least by meddling with it a bit relieves my stress especially after a hectic day at work. I warned everyone in my house whoever dares to open the doll from the box will get it from me!!

Hahaz... ok i'm so crazy. Alright so four more days to work and then i'm off from Man Master and Le Future. So sad! =( Worked with Shi Min last Saturday. Actually i realised that she's as crazy as me. Hahaz... "Ok lor next time come again and TRY again arh!" Hahaz... familiar sentence hor Shi Min. But i truly enjoyed myself working with her. Looking forward for another day working with you girl. And so sad that's the last. =( Its when i made a lot of regulars and then i have t leave. Haiz... don't feel like stopping but SCHOOL! More important. So yeah... so so sad. =(

Okay somebody came to my workplace and then said hi and talk cork for a while and then he came back with a Anderson Belgium Chocolate Chip Ice Cream!! So my favourite!!! So i wanna especially say thanks to none other than my dear MISTER WONG KAH KIAN!!! Hahaz... thanks for the treat! Though you kuku don't want to buy the jeans but i still happy because of the ice cream. Hahaz... thanks ya!!

I missed Miss Singapore Universe today. =( Will there be an encore!! I never missed watching Any beauty pageant in TV but today i did!! Damn!!! Haiz!! Ok i got nothing much to say so i shall leave. Bye!

The Magic of Wonderful Friends

After so long i get to meet my dear friends. Enjoy every minute spent with them! I laughed a lot today. Its been a long time since i last laughed like that. Love ya girls. Not in order. The fantastic girls are Nurul, Shariffah, Diyana, Farhana and my dear Reshmel!! Hahaz... Only left Sab!! Wished you were there too!!

At first i thought i was late but i was the earliest there with Reshmel. Then came nurul. So we waited for Farhana, Shariffah and Diyana. Was bored so i ask Reshmel take picture but she don't wat so i ask Nurul. And there... SNAP!!


We had an interesting lunch while talking about Mak Cik Asam!! Hahahaz!!! Cannot tahan man!! Reshmel and Me saw something that just couldn't make me stop laughing. Suddenly a loud bang!! Wahahahaha!!! The socks so High!! I bet no one understands what i'm talking about except those girls! Wahaha!! And then Nurul ask me this very interesting yet wierd question.

Nurul: Yus let me ask you this question. i know its weird and not right and all but let me ask you. When wa sthe last time u wore a pampers.

Yus a.k.a me: Erm... i can't remember 4 years old maybe or 5 or 3. I don' t know i just can't remember.

Diyana: Aper seh. Soalan aper sak!

Nurul: Takder. Someone ( i forgot who she say told her) told me me that if you ask anyone for like example a file or something and then she will go answer you ouh its at the second drawer under the this file which called the blah blah blah so specificly it means that she have a very good and careful toilet routine. That is why it makes them a perfectionist. and the first thing person that came in my mind is YUS!!

Yus a.k.a me: Thanks ehh Nurul. Its interesting let me ask my mum then.

(Dialled my home and wait for my mum to answer the phone while Nurul, Shariffah , Diyana, Reshmel and Farhana were laughing)

Yus a.k.a me: Hello Mama! Biler adek tak pakai pampers lagi?

Mama: Entah ehh... tak ingat. Kenaper?

Yus a.k.a me: Ouh takder aderlah some theory yang nak dilogika kan!! Hahaz... Serious mama luper?

Mama: Tak ingat la!!

Yus a.k.a. me: Ouh ok then takper!

Mama: (sidetracking) Kat maner nie jangan balik lambat lambat!

So intelligent Nurul and her theory. But failed because i don't know when i last wore diapers. Wahaha!!! That's like not her exact words la! You can't expect me to remember each and every word she said right? But somehow or rather like that arh!! NULUL NULUL!! Hahaz...

After the interesting luch went to play arcade. Jakun a bit because its NEW!!! Hahaz.. Weird! There are a lot of free games there. Hahaz... Played the basketball. First partner was farhana. Got Second. Second game partner with Shariffh also got second but the second round sway because we started late. Stupid machine!! Hahaz!!! Play with Shariffah interesting because we can't stop maki maki-ing. And Nurul and Diyana were like " aper nie sebelah asyik maki- maki!!" Wahahaha!!! Played Daytona. Was about to get first when Shariffah have to potong jalan. toot you!! Hahahaz!! Then played tembak tembak with DiDi!! Hahaz... Zombie! Card no value me and DiDi end up play tembak tembak together. I kill her she kill me!! Hahahaz!! Bummer...

There Nulul have to snap this...


Then there's this err what is that... got car car... got cartoon... so we snap a picture there. I think its some new cartoon movie arh. Me and Nulul again. Shariffah took that and she can't stop saying "Yus kau pendek sangat la tinggi sikit". TOOT YOU! Hahaz...

Next stop play pool. Hahaz... this is the bestt and funny part. Alot of things happened there! And i find myself singing to the chinese songs there. Because all the song are like so everyday-is-played-at-my-workplace the song. Hahahaz... There are just so many things to talk about. So let the pictures do the talking. Hahahaz... But i'm too lazy to put all the pictures here. So let me just shre with you the best of the best part. Hahaz...

So that's like my group members for the first round. And we won!! Of course got the expert Diyana!! Hahahaz...

And Nurul claim that don't ave her picture because she was taking all the pictures. But hey got okay. I snap this one. See!! Told ya have!! Hahahaz...


And indeed Nurul is busy being a part time camera woman. Then she says "Yus Smile and pose sikit Yus!! And then i go Twees!!!


The second round team members. See all stress already. Farhana face so cute!! hahaz... all stress stress she cute cute!! Hahaz!!


Then DiDi dengki! See what she's doing. Hahahaz... she is actually blowing the ball!! Tupid you!! Hahahaz!!

Hahaz... so tat's all ah. Too lazy too put all!! Moreover all candids by Nurul. Thanks ehh Nurul!! Hahahaz!! So to sum up the girls day out was so much fun!! I enjoy every single minute of it. Love ya girls so much. Shariffah, Farhana and Reshmel accompanied me home taking 98!! Hahaz.. So sweet of you guys!! Love ya many many. Hope to have more of these!!! Till the nest time yeah!! Twees!!

Okay putting aside all the fun. Tommorrow is the day whereby i have to check at the ePortal to confirm that i'm in ECH!! Haiz... So worried about my medical report. What if i'm not accepted in that course. Haiz... i'm so worried. Haiz... well lets just see tommorrow. So till here. Bye.

traces of happy and sad moments...

It was a heck of a week. I assume i don't get sufficient sleep and rest now. I feel so exhausted. I think we just have loads of things to do in life but just too little time. I've been doing a lot and work and thinking this few days that i felt so hard up and my brain i think if there's such things where the brain can explode, it will DEFINATELY explode. There's just so many things to think about. Let me list it down. About friends, family and most importantly my life. It seems very little but hey when you do the sorting out its quite a lot.

Schools starting soon and I really miss Hua Yi. Whatever happened there. I just missed every single minute of it. And suddenly i feel all sad to think that we are all going our own separate ways. And i really truly miss the most important girls in my life. COEXISTENCE!!! Candy, Sab, Nurul and Pam! I miss you guys so much. I may be working but i never once forget you guys. It always cross my minds questions like, how will our lives be? We are so going our separate ways. Everyone of us will be doing different things. We are not going to be the same again where will see each other everyday again. But now everything is different. We'll all be doing different things. Meeting different kinds of people. Getting new friends. I wonder if they will ever forget me and in fact the memories we shared together. It brought me to tears when i i think of the times when i used to disturb Candy and then say "alah CAndy abeh marojak?". Hahahaz... i missed those times when i disturbed Sab with Tirmidzi. Hahaz... sorry best friend. I missed the times when we were at the back of the class with aaron, stephen and yong ming. Sab you should know best what we always talk about like almost everyday at the back of the class. Not paying attention to Mrs Wong especially. Hahahaz!! Miss you best friend! Miss the times with Nurul when i asked her to burn all sorts of CD and especially HINDUSTAN!! Hahaz... Thanks girl for everything! For Pam you should know what i missed about you the most. YOur craps during the prefects and the councillor camps of course!! WHo will forget it?!! Don't ya dare forget it. That Prefect BBQ especially where i organize it and somebody said she's not going to sleep and spend the night talking but she left me talking a alone with Ridzwan! Thanks ehh!! Hahaz...

These girls of mine are just too wonderful and fantastic. Nobody can replace thier places. But one thing for sure I believed that though we are going our own separate ways, in that place where we keep our love ones there's are still place for my name. They can never forget the friendship we build because those are the precious things that its hard to be erased or thrown. I'm certain that COEXISTENCE can never fall just like that. Especially not because off the less time spent and not being all understanding about each others life. Don't we CE! Well To my fellow dear girls!! I just wanna say thanks for brightening up my teenage and secondary school years. We've been through a lot. Sad, happy, hurts, lies and more but we survived. I treasure this friendship so much and i hope you guys too. Just wanna say I love you guys to bits and i hope though we'll not like see each other everyday we'll get to see each sometimes. CE outings will sure happen.Won't it girls? Hahaz... Love you guys many many and loads loads! Hahahaz... wish you guys all the very best in life in whatever you do. Candy, you are doing well in your studies. I hope you'll maintain it and achieve for more. I just wanna be as hardworking as you too man! Hahaz!! Sab, do all your very best to strive for the best because that is YOU! The Sabrina i know since Sec 1 never not do anything to get what her want. So i hope you'll get to join kimage and succeed in life. Ouh yah did i tell you your the best best friend anyone could i ever have? Hahaz... if not there you go! To Nurul too get a degree and then you can go "so how do feel about that?" hahahaz... TO PAM!!!! You kuku!! Just don't forget CE and SC when you are in SP!! All the best in your new school yeah! Hahaz... Love ya girls!!

There's BUSTED 2 and my dear goaty also!! Hahaz!! Shariffah and Reshmel!! Just miss you nonsense and jokes la!!! Hope to meet you guys soon and talk crap and laugh like mad again. Its been a long time since i have a good laugh. Hahahaz!! Farhana and Diyana. Hmmm... just one i miss saying this to the both of them "yalah aku sedar aku bukan best friend korang. aku kan pendek,gemuk, bodoh, kecik, bising, irritating, menyebok tak cantek lak tu!" hahahaz.... And they will go "dah start arh!!" hahahahaz!!! Miss playing volleyball with you guys also!!

These girls have been the very best friends since i entered Hua Yi! Missed every single moments shared with them. Tell me how can i not miss all thier nonsense when i can laugh at every single stupid things they do and say. Hahaz!! I miss saying this to dear Gabriella! "Gab your head too big i can't see the board." Hahaz... i miss saying "Shut up la Nisha don't laugh i'm serious not purposely call Mrs Tan Miss Pang!!" Hahahaz!!! 5n3 I MISS YOU BLOODY MUCH LAA!!! AARON CHAN JUN HON ALSO!!!! I want your brother i don't care!! Hahahaz... AARON wo XIANG ni la!!! I still rememeber on Saturday, 4th of OCtober 2003 where this best friend of mine have to give me a big surprise when he appears behind me at Jurong East Interchange and say HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Hahahaz... bought me that lovely Eyore and a tiny winy cute cake from my favourite Primadeli!! We went to this place and he sang me a birthday song and we cut the cake. Hahaz... that was the first time anyone ever did to me. A surprise birthday party. Ok la not really a party because its just me and him only. Hahaz... But i love it. Thanks Aaron! You're great!! Love you many many!! I don't know if you remember all that i've said but i can still vividly recall what happened that day. To my darling Aaron!! Wo Ai Ni!!! Wahaha!!

Hahaz... today's post is just dedicated to all my friends i've mentioned because i just totally miss them. So much. I don't know why but yeah i missed them terribly today. Actually there's one more person whom i missed so much too. A nice friend of mine. Those memories spent together, i'll locked it in my heart and throw the keys so that it will never be removed because those moments are the best days of my lifes. And yes i've been doing a lot of thinking lately. I'm beginning to hate guys now. I don't know why. BUt no i don't allow myself to because its possible bacause i'll get married to a guy one day. But seriously. Its getting on my nerves. They act so pathethically. What does they think of themselves. I don't know what is that love shit but hey com'on i don't think they know it either. The say it like as though they spit some saliva out from thier mouth. That easy. But don't they think about the future? About if is it the time to say that you have fallen in love. Gosh! I'm just so stubborn. I just can't seem to convince myself to all the words. Till now i don't know if whatever they say to me is the truth or a lie or are they just desperate. Btw i'm not referring this to any guys. Like generally. Okay i'm just so bad at words. But anyways if anyone is hurt i'm sorry but i not referring to anyone. I just state how i feel.

Is it that easy to forget about someone. I bet not. Its rather tough i think. So a change of feelings is rather a difficult task for me you know. I don't understand how people canchange boyfriends or girlfriends in a few weeks or months after a break up. Hahaz... yeah you move on but don't you think you need time to be with someone else. Hahaz... love life's weird yet people are still finding thier true love and life partner. Well let's just see how my llove story will be. Still a long way to go.

I love Man Master!! I'm going to miss those new friends of mine too. Ah bee, Catherine, Chooi har, Chao Ren, Shi Min, Mei Ling, Jason, Aaron, Pei Yong, Wei Wei, Eric, Mabel and more. You guys rocks!!! Never did i expect that i'll work with such nice people.

Phew a long one indeed. To whom who read thanks. To whom not thanks too. Bye!

lie, lies and more lies.

Today was the last day i'm working at Man Master Causeway Point. Its so sad though because i just realise that i met with so many crazy and fun colleagues. Such nice new friends that i wish i will meet too when i'm in Ngee Ann. Today was the first and the last time i ever worked with Mei Ling. So sad. :-(

To Mei Ling: Its fun working with you girl. Love the chats and the laughter. Love your shouts especially to Jia Wei! Hahaz... Such a lovely girl like you deserve the best gift that is so much LAUGHTER... hahaz!! So laugh more aites!

I can guarentee chop chop she will not read this because i don't think she even goes to net to ever do bloghopping. But if she do then that's for you girl. Everybody there was just so friendly. Like Patrick from Time Studio. Gees, he's a nice man. A really really nice and gentle man. Lucky. The girl beside my shop was also very very friendly though we never meet before and we hardly talk. People there are just fantastic. No wonder many people wants to work at Cause way Point. Hahaz... Jia Wei you are one heck of funny guy too. And Young Zhou... ok i just knew who you are. Finally! Hahaz!! But no doubt i still enjoy working at Jurong Point and Queensway. Though Aaron can be like some road runner who suddenly dissappears to the other shop is still fun working with him. Hahahaz... hope to work with them again. Its great knowing people like them. Though i'm the only malay i don't feel left out because i speak in malay with the JURONG POINT peeps!! hahahaz!!

Okay so papa's birthday was a bad one. His leg was swollen so badly. It scares the hell out of me, mama and my bro that we went straight to the hospital last night at around 12 plus which his BIRTHDAY. How sad can it be? But no matter what i have a present for him. I hope he likes it though. Hopefully the traditional way will help papa recover soon since the hospital medicine seems useless.

These few days have rather been very hectic. Like yesterday i only have 3 hours or 2 hours of sleep. Then off to work and work and work. That's all that i've been doing. Work. Ouh well its ok. I only have these 10 days to work then i got nothing else to do besides school school school. Lately my feelings have been emotionally disturb. I just don't know how to express it to anyone. Till now, not even a single soul knows what i have been through. How i actually felt. Truly not even one person! Yeah that's because i prefer to keep it to myself. But the fact is i just don't know how to express it to anyone. How do i start telling. How do i go around elaborating it. There's just so many things that really hurts me deply, make me sad, make me worried and more. My emotional level is like so rojak now. I'm in a state of loss of words to describe how i'm actually feeling. Why must all these feelings even exist. I hate it. Well i pray hard that all these just don't bring me down and i make sure that it wouldn't make me stop smiling and laughing. Hate my laughter. Hate me smile. Hate me. I don't care. I just love everything about me. I love myself. So whoever hates me and if you don't wih to see all that smiles and laughter just grab a gun and just pull th trigger and bang! You'll never see me ever again. Haha!! That's cool!

Enough said for today. Will post an essay as soon i have nothing to do after 15th April. Before i'm off here are th replies to all my beloved taggers.

Dear Pam: So you mean you borrowed from the library! Okay! And Pam guess what i think i'll just give you the cash for you to get the First book that i lend from you and which i suppose to get you a new one. How is it? Because i just couldn't find it at any bookstores. Ok girl!

Dear Jv: Deyy don't expect all poly students to be so good ok. I wonder how i can get to poly with so much blurness in me. Expect for the worst instead. Hahaz... eyy will re-link you soon. Busy lerr.. hee hee...

Dear Nisha: Hahaz... i'll be touched and even more happy if my friends missed me actually. Ouh well. Hahaz... because i know everyday Frankie Muniz miss me. What's new. Cehbah... hahaz!!

Dear Azizah: Girl great you came by to tag again!! If not i don't know what's your address. Will re-link you soon ya!

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Fixing a broken heart

Alright yeah i'm very much obsess with that song Fixing A Broken Heart by Indecent Obsession and this girl whom they duet with. I don't know who she is but her voice is superb. Love it!! Today first day working at Causeway Point. I have finally worked at all the outlets. Jurong Point, Queensway and Causeway Point. I would love to go work at BUgis junction but nah its too far. Moreover its not Man Master its LeFuture. Anyways had a great time doing that Japan game. Was it ShiMin? I don't know. Shi Min introduces me to tat game and i think its fun. Hahaz... i'm getting a hang of it too. Hahaz... Looking forward to work with Shi Min again. Friday i'm working with the prettiest girl in Man Master. MEI LING!! Hahaz... So MeiLing see you on Friday!!

Actually i got a lot to say but i'm too lazy to say it today. So i'll save it for the next time i blog. Enrolment to Ngee Ann have been done. I just hope that everything will go on smoothly and i'l get to step to Ngee Ann on th 24th April 2006. I will quit my job on the 15th April. I will miss the people at Man Master. Especially Ah Bee.... Shi Min and all. You people had really been all nice and patient with me. Especially Ah Bee and Catherine. Love ya guys!! :-( Hope to work again during my school holidays.

Alright quite tired i'm going off to get some beauty sleep. Bye!

I'm back!!

Hey people!! Am i missed? Hahaz!! Well i'm back. My computer has been reformated and now its perfectly fine! Goodbye to TROJAN!!! Hah!! Actually i wanna watch DIA so i'm will have a quick update. So Haifa Noorin pics are up...LOOK!

Okay we took this with great diffuculty because basically i have to take it and my hand is too short for it. Hahaz... end up Haifa Noorin have to snap it because she havlonger arms. Ouh yeah whatever don't be too flattered my dear girl. Hahaz...

Hahaz... and btw look it's our shoes!!! Hahaz... i had fish and chip at IndoChine. And my goodness... i just discover that we 3 girls just can't stop talking because we got so many craps and nonsense to share. Wahaha!! Just love u 2 la!! Muacks muacks... Haifa Noorin jangan nak buat buat luper that you are going to buy all my school needs arh. Err... not really all just the bag and the rest that Hairon Najib will settle. Hehez... Right right?!

And look at that!! That was when i was admitted to the hospital and look yucks!! I just managed to put it at my com because i have my new N70 and my Samsung E730 can't upload it to my com. Ass!! Sudden;y i fear of getting injected but i don't mind injecting anyone. Hahaz!!!

Okay i think i don't want to talk much because DIA is just so interesting now. Or ya not forgetting frustrating!! Ass!!

ON A HIATUS

So from this minute, this time, this day and this moment and whatever word that can be associated i'm on HIATUS!! Will be beck in a few days or weeks time. Cya!!

With Love, YusLiza

A Quick One

Alright my com needs a reformating so people wouldn't be seeing me much online. I don't know when my brother and me is going to solve this problem because we are just too busy working and settling some stuffs. So before i'm off iwill reply to all my dear taggers.

Dear afro: Thanks ehh zal... peterpan peterpan.... don't talk about my boyfriend already later he jealous!! Hahaz!!

Dear naszri: Yea but i'm still the first master! They love me too much. They'll cry for me okay!! Hahaz!!

Dear nisha: Hey girl long time never see you too!! Been busy with work and life right now!! Hahaz.... hope to see ya around soon. Will love it if i were to even see you at my workplace. We can talk abit. hee hee... cya soon girl! Love ya!!

Dear pam: Hey... another pretty young thing saying that to the other...so sad! Hahaz... ya la i worst the snail i tell you. People who reads books ar called bookworm but me i think booksnail!! hahaha!!!


So all tags replied. By the way to my best friend Sabbie!! Thanks for the shirt! Just love ya la girl!! Muackz... Haifa Noorin i still haven;t have any idea of what bag to get. Till the next shopping spree. You guys go shopping totally on the wrong timing la that's why! Okay i'm off. BYE!

I'm reading again...

***Before i start wanna wish my TWO BEST FRIENDS A VERY HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY. TO SABRINA AND AARON CHAN JUN HON!! Love ya guys many many la!! May all wishes come true ya!! Muackkzz and huggsss!!!***

Wow! Shocking isn't it. I'm reading a book. Or rather or novel. What the hell. I've never LOVE reading. Just a normal likes thats all. Books that i've read so far are only 'Princess Diaries by Meg Cabot' and 'Sisterhood of the travelling pants'. And gees guess just how long i need to finish one book. A few months maybe. Ask Pam she knows it far to well. Hahaz...

I just finish reading anovel called "Before we were Thirty" by Katie Agnew. And i swear this book is frigging fantastic, baulous, interesting and more!! You guys should read it. There's drugs, sex, rock 'n' roll and heartbreaking tragedy like one of the magazines commented for this book. I just love reading it. Okay the credits must go to HAIFA NOORIN who practically introduces me with this book and that well the book belongs to her! Ass i can't keep it!! Grr!! And i'm still waiting for a new book to read at my work place.

By the way i realised that i'm getting old. Nah not really that old but i'm nearly becoming an adult. Well a young adult i can say. That's scary. With so much responsibilites and problems and everything. It freaks me out. I don't wanna grow!! I wanna remain a kid like Peter Pan. But i can't. :-( So now i think i got to act and think maturely. I guess i'm doing it well. Hopefully so.

I won't be blabbering a lot today because i'm friggingtired because since the kenduri at home i got no rest. Not enough sleep. So peeps i'm off now but before i end i'm replying all tags. So here goes:

Dear Naszri: I don't even bite my own toe nails your biatch!! Hahaz!! Go do all the ten year series la you! Don't talk much! And hell don't destroy my books with your handwrittings ya!! Hahaz... have pity... they are only books!! Wahahahaha!!!!

Dear Ads: Hahaz... thanks for inviting though i think i'm not invited but no la dear girl working. Twees!!

Dear Madey: Hey see you there girl!! Hehez... if i'm fit enough for my early childhood course though. :-(

Dear Ayienz: Ehh?! You like that course too? Yok la masuk same same!! Hahaz!!!

Dear Afro: Ooii.. Shh!! I want to dush dush you my problem arh!! HAH!!! Bluekz... :-P


-THE END-

I LOVE PAM!!!

Hahaz... I'm not lesbian mind you. But i just wanna say i love my friend name PAM sooo much!! Hahaz!! Thanks for the great day girl!! Enjoyed myself. Hahaz... thanks for the accompanyment. The girls day out is sure do fun!! And pampering ourselves to some manicure is sure fantastic!! Hahaz... its so funny how the both of us try to carry our things properly just as not to destroy our tiny little fingernails. Hahahaz!!! And Pam i'll get the PMK shirt tommorow yeah!! Sheeshh!! Can't bloody shop because of those nails. Gees!! Hahaz... and we didn't get to eat Anderson!! Hahaz... next time maybe!! Anyways thanks girl. Love ya Loads.

So yeah i'm trying very hard not to bite my nails after those manicure.Since they already shape it nicely i hope it will grow as the shape is. I'm really trying my very best to not bite la!! Errghhh....can't resist actually!!! ISh!!! Addictive!! Hahahaz...

So to sum up today's entry i just wanna say I LOVE PAM for all the fun and MR LEE HAN HWA for all your help all these while. You are my HERO!! Hahaha!!!

Finally...

Its been such a long long long time i guess.... Phew!! Finally i updated. Like so many people has been screaming at me to update. Ok ok here goes the same old boring update of mine. I didn't know there's people who's interested in reading my entries. I thought that all along it had been so boring. Anyways who wants to read your welcome to who doesn't, you may click that cross sign at the top right hand corner of your screen ya.

So yeah i've been very busy with work lately. Got transder to work at Queesnway for a couple of days. So what more can be as fun as going to work with your BEST FRIEND!! Hehez... and Aaron is a nice guy. Not Aaron Chan Jun Hon!! But Aaron Ong donno what else. He's nice to work with. Man Master Rocks!! Will go to Causeway Point soon and meet MEI LING!! Eric was all nice too. Hahaz... he said i'm special because i don't have to go interview for the job. Straight away work. Hehe... *shy*. And Queensway have so many strange and weird people. Especially malay boys and malay mak ciks too. Hahaz... didn't know that they will pakat with the son to get to kknow a girl. There's this lady who went in the shop while i'm like serving this group of malay boys. She went in the shop browse throught so fast then pass me then grab my left hand and gave me a piece of paper and say "Somebody give one. Call later he crazy." I was like huh? Alamak so not gentleman la ask mother give. Want to know come yourself la. Hahaz!! So as usual crushed and to the dust bin it goes. Hahahaz!! Sorry. But come on la this method so outdated la. Nowadays girls prefer a more gentlemanly and daring move la. Hahaz... that shows more of sincerity mah. Hahahaz...

Ouh okay to whom who wants to know if in the same school as you. Well i'm going to my all time favourite school NGEE ANN!! YAY!!! And to all time favourite course EARLY CHILDHOOD!! YAY!! I decided not to appeal for business because i think that i couldn't get it because this year's aggregate is sure very very low. Cut off point of 13 is sure do low. Ish!! And anyways i think i'm more interested in Early Childhood to business. But what fears and worries me now is the health check up. What if i'm unfit or what. I will be kicked from the course!! Ouh nono!! Ouh God!! Please i don't want to!! I love that course!! Hope my bronchitis wouldn't affect anything. I checked the net about the various disease that one should not have to enter the course. So far i think i don't have any of them. I really hope i'll be fine. If not! If not, i don't know what will happens next! Truly don't know! Haiz... worries worries and more worries. Gotta pray hard that everything will goes fine. Anyways to people who will go "Alah Yus your face again". So sorry peeps... got to bear with this ugly face again for 3 years!!

To Haifa Noorin!! Sorry babe can't go pengantin with on friday. Working la. I really hope when school start i can go pakaikan inai with you. And okay its been such a loooooongggg time since i wear for anyone inai and i don't know if i'll do a nice one on friday. Gees... hahaz!! And OIII I wear for you right hand you wear for me right la!!! Left hand i make myself!! Your left hand also make yourself. Ok ok?!!

Hehez... guess what Zaimy called me the other. Wow shocking. Its been such a long long long long time since he last called. Hahaz! I'm just so shocked. Chatted on the phone. And his girlfriend's workplace is sure to be eerie that i was scared meet my brother alone at the carpark after work that day when i chat with him on the phone. Thanks ehh MI!!

Ouh yes bought a N70. Because my Samsung phone just died on phone after a fall. Not as good as Nokia still la. Nokia drop 10 times also still as strong. My phone drop not that many times though. Around 5 or 6 times only maybe and it dies!! Hahaz!! So bought a N70 which at first i think it looks so bloody ugly and bulky but when i bought it i think its not that bad. It's slimmer. Haifa Noorin your previous phone is much fatter and bigger. LOL!! But ouh well i learn my lesson. Shall not just look at the hsape of the phone. Look at the function is still the best. And N70 has everythin. I loike!!!

Okay okay time to reply to all my dearest taggers!! Here goes...

Dear Heal~Miez: Hey hi! What so cool sey!! Same old boring blog. Hahaz!! You take care too!

Dear afro: OKOK dah update. Happy? Hahaz! Dah bacer boring kan?!

Dear Crimson's Key: Huh?! I understand what you talking about. And by the way who are you?!
Meditating what?

Dear Mick: Hahaz... if its your bro then something is soooo wrong with your skin colour. It should be black too. Hahaz!!

Dear Brenden: Heyy!! Very long never see you!! Thanks for the compliment. See you around soon yeah!!

Dear Yingxuann: Ok hun update already!! Now leave a more interesting tag at my tagboard yea!! Hahahaz!!

Dear .a.ron: AARON CHAN JUN HON!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm inviting you to my house on saturday too you kuku!!! alah why must your birthday fall on that day?! So sorry la can't come on that day. Sab too!! Talk to you about it the other day right so you should know. Ouh yah about my life too! And congrats for getting into LaSalle!! Like is tat even the spelling? Hahaz... whatever. You know i know!!

Dear nisha: Gal update already. Slowly read arh!! Hehez!!

Dear ads: Nopez. i'm not going for the chalet dear girl. Why?! I know i come you don't want come right? Hahahaz....

Dear xuansheng: Ouh ok will re-link you soon.

Dear JV: Update already dear nurul!! Happy reading!! Hehez!!

Dear saL: Alah kak!!! Guess i'll treat you next time yeah? Will ask kak mira along. Hows that? *smilling widely*

Okay replied all tags. Tommorow off but i guess i'm very busy tommorrow. Phew. Need to clean the mess in my room for Saturday. Bought so many new clothes, earings, pants and everything and its like placed everywhere in my room. And i need to pack my obooks to give it to some people who need it. To sum up my room is a total mess. Yucks!! So i guess gotta go get some sleep now. Bie! *yawns*

THIS IS MY BLOG!

Okay the title is like okay that's obvious Yus. But some people just don't realise it. So people please refrain yourself from picking a fight or anything especially at my TAGBOARD!! To the 'PRETENDER' who has ben using someone else nick to tag, i don't wish to know who you are sinc you are not going to tell but i just want you to stop it. Its not nice to use other people's name when you have yours. Whoever you may be i hope you'll stop. If you don't respect yourself at least respect my blog for once! Alright? Thanks a lot. I don't ask a lot from you. All i want is a ceased to this nonsense!! Alright? Thanks again.

Floorball! Its fun but somethings just bring my mood level to 0!! But anyways had fun with Sab, Shariffah and Reshmel just now! Okay confirm tommorrow i'll ache everywhere. BUt last week never lei! Hmm...today play a bit stress arh! A lot of running. Hahahaz!!

Yes!! I just want to say that i'm very impress with my red cross. The juniors i mean. They improved a lot. Hope you guys will make it for the competition. HYRC ROCKS!!! Okay i got nothing else to say. Want to get an early sleep because tommorrow WORKING!!! So bye bye....

Weird Episode of my Life

Yay!! Tommorrow's Thursday! Off day and that means floorball. Ms Lee my Red Cross Teacher called me to come back train footdrill tommorrow. Wow that was like so rushing when she told me at around 7 plus. Was working so didn't think much so i should be able to make it. So hope to have an intensive training with them for half an hour tommorrow and then off they go for the competition.

A lot happened to me this few days while working. Firstly there was this guy who being such an irritating toot. What he did? He didn't practically disturb me but what the hell i don't even know what was he up to. I already saw him passing by my shop and he gave me that sharp stare. I was like looking away knowing he was looking at me. I thought that's the end. While i was talking with my boss and one of my colleague, that guy appear.

"Yes Sir can i help you?" My boss said.

"Sorry ah i want to talk to her (me)," He replied.

"Yes?!" i asked.

(Was speaking in fluent malay though he looks like indian. So hard to say what race.)

"You ever stayed at Taman Jurong or Jurong extension before ah?" He asked me.

"NO...." i answered.

"Where you stay? You look familiar ah," He added.

"I saty Jurong but not Taman Jurong or Extension," I answered his question again.

"Ouh, like got see you before. Can come out outside. I want to talk to you," He said.

"NO! I working! Bye!" i answered for the last time. Then i went in to store room.

My boss asked me if i know that guy and seriously i don't know who he is!!! I never in my life see him before. So my boss asked me go inside because he was still standing outside my shop. He stayed there for like around 20 mins. And then he went inside COURTS. If only my brother was working. then there will be a scence. LOL! So i went out to serve customer since he's in courts. When my customer was about to pay he appeared again. This time he asked my colleague to read for him a message from his handphone. He was actually standing in front of me looking at me but didn't ask me. Thank God! The best thing was my friend replied, "I DONNO!!" And then she walk off! Hahaha!! Then he asked my boss. And again he kana. My boss said, "I donno i donno, go away i donno english. Go away i doing bussiness here." Haha!! Then he gave me that stare again and then walk off. Gosh he's one weird guy! I was even scared to go toilet because i so him at the first floor. My mum couldn't fetch me that night because she just reach Serangoon which is my aunt's house. My brother off and i have no idea where was he. Like as usual when i told my mum, my mum don't allow me to go home alone and so she called my cousin and he picked me up. Actually i insisted that i would be fine and i take cab home but she still don't want to allow it because she's scared that he will still be waiting for me which i doubt so. So my cousin bring me home. And guess what was the frightening thing. Thank God i followed my mum's advice. I was on the bike and i saw that man wearing red at the parking. Ish ish ish ish. But thank godness!! I'm safe. I don't know what was his intention. Seriously don't know! I don't remember knowing anyone who looks like him. Was his intention good or bad. God knows. But the experience was really scary.

Before this i ya i do come across weird guys la. But they just will ask my number and then flirt with me instead of buying the shirts there and then my boss will get all fed up. But that's just it. Not as strange as this case. Sometimes those guys who motive is just flirting and not buying makes me say all the swear words in my heart. Its like kuku you dumbos, make me stand here serve you for nothing! Never buy somemore and if want to flirt flirt properly. I so don't like the way those guys flirt with me. Yucks! So unproffessional. Only this one guy, he's a mixed malay. He can't decide what to wear for his d'N'd and i find it fun talking with him. Suggesting him what to wear and all. What shocked me was he came the next day after the incident of the weird indian guy. And when i say," thank you please come again". He actually said, "Oh can i come again and disturb you like that man yesterday?" And i was stunned for a moment of how he knew? He want to walk off but i stopped him and asked, "Err you are not suppose to know right?" He replied, "Oh i was here yesterday but i need to rush off."

Phew okay that was relieving to hear. He's quite old though and i'm sure he's attached. Hahaz!! But he's a nice customer. Like the way he speak english. People i'm not falling for him ah. Those praises are just sincere. Gees! Not that fast to fall for anyone right!! Ish ish!!! LOL!!

So overall weird things have been happenind to me la. And i keep bumping into things and people too!! Lame lame lame. getting more clumsy each there. Yus Yus!! And guess what today is 23rd of February!! This day is when me and Sab we became best friend!! And its been 5 years of friendship! How i love it!! Love you Sab!! You are the bestest best friend i ever have!! Or anyone could ever have. Starting of as enemies and ending of as best friends. What can be better than this right?! You know what i have to say to you since i gave you the letter. So here i would just say I LOVE YOU LOADS!!! May our friendship last forever. Love ya best friend!!

And by the way before i end the person who gave me a flower on Valentine's day gave me the permission to publish his name big big in my blog. So he is MUHAMMAD FAIZAL BIN ZAINAL ABIDIN!!! Hahahaz!! Thanks Zal appreaciate it. Eh Eh!! He's not my boyfriend or admirer or anything ah. Don't know why he gave me the rose but i know he means well. Whatever it is sorry zal was too shock to say thanks that moment so i shall say it here THANK YOU!!!! So okay you may stop reading now!

Shopping Spree with Beloved Mama!

Did i ever tell you guys that i simply LOVE shopping. I am such a crazy shopaholic! Hahaz!! This month i went shopping with my beloved mama!! I just love her so bloody much lah!! She's my super woman, my ou xiang, my hero and my everything la! I just love to bits!! The best mother on earth!! Mama you rock!! And yes... it was ladies day out only that luch papa join us for lunch. Had lunch at Sakura. I was my treat to the best parent in the world! Haha!! It was not an expensive meal but i hope they are happy with it. Then papa have to go work. Damn!!

So mama and me made our way to shops to SHOP!! What else! Hahahaz!! Bought a earing and bought mama a ring at Ginza. My gosh GINZA is like so EMPTY!! Nothing to shop there. Haha!! And ouh yeah it was funny when both mother daughter don't know where we are going and where to have lunch. LOL!! So i bought a skirt and pants from double index. I just love that shop la! But when i reach home and try on the pants it don't look good on me at all. so i think i am going back to the shop to maybe change it if it is allowed. Bought 2 tops from PMK. Thought of getting another skirt there but the skirt there a kindda short and i am uncomfortable wearing it so just bought a top. Then what else did i bought?! Ouh yes! The most expensive one among all that i shop. I bought a Solvil Titus watch. I so love it! Mama was like "buy adek buy at least when you start school you know ouh this watch is your hard earn money when you are working". Hahaz! So i bought it. Bought for mama a brooch from B'dazzle. Haifa Noorin recommended her to buy there! Kuku you its EX you know!! Hahaha!! But its nice la! For the second time i bought for her brooch. How boring. Wanna buy her bag or shoe all not nice so she don't wanna! So okay as long as she's happy. I don't know what to get for papa. Well i hope the treat at Sakura oka la eh?! Wahaha!! Ouh yah at for dinner a Roti Prata treat! Hahahahaz!! See i'm such a good daughter. Hehehez!

Actually i'm rushing now because DIA is starting in 10 minutes time. So maybe i'll end it here. Today is just so fun!! Mother and daughter shopping like nobody's bussiness! Hahaha!! I love my MAMA sooooooooooo much! Can i say that again. Nah... later jealousy will arise because i just a GREAT mother. Hahaha!! Bye bye!!

Floorball Rocks my Stockings

The title tells it all. Wow! It was indeed a long time since i last played but ouh well. I enjoyed it! I scored!! One time only though. Haha! Not easy to score okay! Only Ms. Agnes can score till so many. Haha!! She's so pro. I just love the way she hold the stick. Wow!! My Siew Ngo... oops! She was like yelling at me "You called me Siew Ngo in your blog" just now! Wahaha!! Sorry la. Its like a habit already. You calling me lizard and i calling you Siew Ngo. It's definately something wrong if you start calling me "yusLiza". Hahaha! Ok anyways i'll try to start the habit of calling you Mrs Kelly Tan here and you know what Mrs Tan i still can't remember you full name even after you tell me with your round eyes just now!! Wahaha!! Anyways Mrs Tan was so violent. I got one love bit from Mrs Tan's stick on my hand! Haha!! But no doubt her seriousness in the game makes her a good floorball player. Wee weet. *jealous*

WoW!! i realised that teachers is starting to read this boring blog of mine. Hahaha... and Miss Sally Pang!!! You tagged!!!!! I'm so proud of you! Wahaha! Okay don't ask me what so proud about it. Haha! I just find it cool la for her to tag. Hehes!

Okay i want to say thanks to that someone who gave me a rose on Valentine's Day. You should know who you. I don't mind putting you name here. But i scared you don't like it. So if you don't mind i put it in next entry!! Okay? Anyways i was so busy scolding you for giving me that i forgot did i say thanks? If haven't here goes, THANKS!!! Okay?! Was expecting a rose from another person but ouh well.

Moving on. to my cousins who want to go out with me celebrate my results. I'm so sorry people! My off day is so not fixed. Very difficult. So sorry ya! And Haifa Noorin i saw a nice bag at Esprit. Heh heh! *evil laugh* You promise babe!

Okay next replying to all tags. Here goes nothing. Hehe!

Dear Pam: Hey its okay la. At least you got to spend v.day with your love ones too. Your family! The most important people to everyone. Hope your mum is fine now ya! Btw i miss you la!! I want go shopping with you again!! Waiting next pay! Heh Heh!! I know you also want to go shop with me right? Admit it! LOLZ!!

Dear Ms Pang: Wow i'm so glad you tagged. We can keep in touch this way. Blogging is not that bad afterall. Haha! Anyways thanks Ms Pang. I definately can't do it alone. Teachers like you too deserve the credit. Thanks so much to you who never fail to guide me in biology! And wow! I didn't know that my blog is that interesting. Many of my friends say its boring. Don't believe ask them. Haha! Thanks everything Ms Pang. Looking forward to go back Hua Yi for another floorball match with you and the rest of the teachers too. Somebody pro already la! I so scared play against her! LOLZ!!! Cya around ya!!

Dear yingxuann: Thanks girl. Yeah man really hope i can go to the business admin. But nah i don't think so i can get it. The placing is very little. Ouh well. I just have to pray hard. Haha! Teacher's are always scary to me when i was in primary school but nah not really la. They quite fun also la. LOLZ!

Dear faezah: Alamak sebok la you! Another year of your face... boring arh! Hahaz... like as though we got to know our school and course already arh? Hahahaz!!

Alright had a fun day just now. It feels so great to get to meet my B2 and B3!! Reshmel and Shariffah. Haha!! Laugh Laugh Laugh!! Hahaz!! Haiz... though we have some problems bothering us but the company of people like Sab, Shariffah and Resh makes me forget all my problem. Miss you guys!! Hope to have such meet up soon ya?! Alright Shariffah wants me to find for her cheat code and don't know why i feel so busy now all of a sudden!! Hahaha!! Before i end just wishng Pam's mum a SPEEDY RECOVERY!!

whatever it may be...

Okay i realised that i have many taggers not replied!! So i decided to reply to all my deag taggers. So here goes.

Dear azizah: Hey girl. Can you like give me your new blog link or not? Hehez. Sorry. And anyways thanks for the best wishes. And girl how is your results? I can't tag your board to ask you basically because i forget to save your link when you told me some time ago. Hehez... sorry girl.

Dear yingxuann: Hey yingxuann thanks. Congrats to you for the excellent results. I'm so proud of you! Ceh bahh... hahaz!!

Dear naszri: I will put my result here. So go have a look at the atrocious marks of mine. And btw help you what? And what janji you talking around about?

Dear hi-far: Ooii!! Tak sia- sia berpenyakit tau (kakak suraya says this). Pass jugak! LOLZ!!

Dear ayienz: Hey hun! I will put up my result soon ya. Btw ain did i tell you i saw Zunairah that day. Hahaz... so long never see her.

Dear ika: Ika!! U tagged!! Hahaz!! Will put up my horrible results soon.

Dear nadd: NADD!! I so miss you la girl!! Nice to here from you. Sadly can't go JC see you la! Haha!! Because i bloody get a D7 for my combined humanities. So i'm just eligible for Millenia Institiute which i'm not interested to take A-Level for 3 years. Hahaz! So hows school girl?

Dear dian: Thanks dian! So long never see you. Take care yea!

So to whoever is willing to see my awful, terrible and horrible you may proceed. To these who can't bear to laugh at it you may. My pleasure. While to those who can't bear to look at that ugly marks please click on the cross at the top right hand corner. Okay?

Eng; 5 Maths; 4 Com. Sci; 3 Malay; 2 Com. Humanities; 7 (damn SS) Principles of Accounts;2

L1R4; 16 L1R5; 23

So that's how pathethic my result is. Chose Business Admin at SP as my first choice. Hope to get it after much thought and advise from many people. Tommorrow's Valentine. !8 years without a date. So nothing new. Yet another boring Valentine's day. Thank God i'm working! Not that boring afterall.

Happy.Proud. Nah!

Phew! My panda eyes appears not for nothing okay. The sleeping late, the sacrifices to not watch tv and go out jalan raya also does paid off! I was so shocked after looking at the results slip. A 16 for L1R4 is so unexpected. I thought the most we could get is like 20! Oh my!! I'm so proud of myself. The hard work is finally paid of.

Thanks to Mr Amran firstly for the support and guidance. You have been a great teacher who always have faith in me and never fail to support me. Thanks a bunch cher. To Mr Lee Han Hwa! Phew a 3 for science is also unexpected when i totally thought i screwed up for my biology practical. And thanks for being so patient in answering all my stupid chemistry question! You are just too great! Miss Pang too. Thanks for being so patient with my slowness and answering my 'Y ah' question in your class. And SIEW NGO!!! Hahaz!!! I just love you la now! Haha!! Another unexpected disticntion for accounts makes me love MRS KELLY TAN more! Hahaz!! To kak Salbiah! Thanks for teaching me maths. Actually a lot of peopleI really appreaciate it. Love ya guys! is helping me out with maths!! RONALD!! Thanks my dear Ronald! Nisha too!! Thanks people!

I have a bloody bad sore throat. Want to sleep now so bye.

The BIG day!

Okay. So tommorrow is the BIG day. Which decides my future. So people wish me luck. I think i really need loads of it. Today's Cat last day. =( And she treat me to anderson ice-cream. Though you bought me the wrong flabour i still love you. Nice working with you Cat. Thanks for being patient with me. Love you many many.

OkayOkay! I can't seem to be concentrating on anything i do now. Too scared. Too nervous. Too worried. I run out of vocab already. So enough and bye!

Shopping Spree Episode 2

Went shopping with my dearest best friend Sabrina! Its been a long time since we went out together. Miss those days. Enjoy every single minute of it. Thanks Sab for the top. And i hope you like the pants i bought for you. Love the neoprints. No idea why i can't upload the pictures here. So i can't be bothered anymore because blogger or is it my com have been giving me problems. Arggh!! Frustrating enough. Wanna thanks Shi YIng for the discount given. Haha! And Jia Qi!! So glad to see my girlfriend again! Hehe!!

Alright like one more day to results. Yus is so dead. Dead Dead Dead. *bang*
The End.

Another day at work...

Tommorrow off day!! Yay!! So tomorrow is shopping day!! Nobody’s invited to this shopping spree because i'm going out with my beloved best friend Sabbie!! She's sick but hope she's better by tomorrow else then I have to invite other people already. Hahaz… nah I think I still go with her.

Gosh a lot of stupid things happened at work today. All my customers are like so weird and so funny. I couldn't help but to laugh while serving them. Cat la! You have to look at me and make me laugh one is it? And oh my god me and Cat are like so sick of Jurong Pount food that we totally have no idea what to eat. Have to really crack our brains to buy our food. Hahaz!! And Cat have been teaching me loads of Chinese words. But I can't rememeber much! Haha! Funny thing happened when I do settlement just now. I actually heard a sound of a sound. I was so engrossed in counting the money that I thing I was hallucinating because it wasn’t the sound of a mouse but my handphone message tone and guess who messaged. It was MUHD FAIZAL! Hahaz… ish! I got scared nothing. Stupid right? Zal I didn't want to tell you because you will sure laughed about it right that moment. So wait for one day for you to read this. Hahaz! Seriously the first thing I thought was MOUSE!! My handphone was in the drawer so it doesn’t sound loud. Cat was mopping the floor so she doesn't know this. If she knows, she will burst to laughter. Haha!! I actually stand on the chair to do settlement until I realised ‘Was it my handphone which make the stupid sound?!’ Indeed it was. I’m going to change the tone immediately man. I don't want to be such a fool again! Or its just me la who was being so blur and stupid. What’s new? That’s freaking YUS LIZA!! Gees. Hahaha!! Thank God I did settlement all correctly. If not Cat will kill me because ah kim and ah bee will kill her!! Hahaha!!And what the hell, there were a lot of female customers just now buying for their boyfriend a Valentine’s day gift. *jealous* Haha! Like the past few years I will be spending Valentine’s day alone AGAIN! Like duh I no boyfriend of course alone la! Haha! Sometimes how I wished I can spend it with my special someone but ouh well. I got to stop dreaming and get back to reality. Not everyone is as lucky to find someone whom they loved and being loved back in return. Well it takes times and obstacles to find our special someone anyways. Once I thought I have found my better half but ouh well. Guess matters of the heart is really confusing and complicated. I have to be very careful in handling it again if not I will just see my heart broken up to pieces again.

Enough about those love crap. I still can't stop worrying about the damn results! Arggh! Must every Singapore students have to undergo this? Exams stress or rather exams results stress!! Arggh!! I don’t know how to face Mr.Amran to get my results. * heads down* I wonder how would I react if Mr. Amran were to say “I know you tried your best but I know you can do better.” Ahhh… *bites nails* I’m so going to disappoint so many people. Haiz! Well that’s life. I got to except it. Ouh yes! Did I say I’m having a bad headache the whole day at work and I need to sleep now. Yeah so I wanted by dreamland. So bye peeps!

fate changes everything, everything changes fate

To people like Adilah who keeps asking me to update. I'm so sorry but I did update. Don't believe ask Faizal. I posted a very very very long entry yesterday for like twice. But it just went missing just like that. I don't know what's wrong. Is it the blogger or my computer that is creating these entire sick kindda problems. So I guess only Faizal gets to read it before it went missing. Like ili said, the case of the missing entry. What the heck. Anyways if this entry went missing again I just don't know what to say. It's just so getting on my nerves. So I shall not be bothered.

Life is full of ups and downs. Indeed it's true. I realised that these few days God has really tested me with all kinds of problems but ouh well I should say that I managed to handle it well. Everything changes fate or fate changes everything. Sometimes it's better off unsaid and unanswered or un-understandable.

Lately I have been very sick. So ill that I have to be sent to the hospital and guess what I'm beginning to hate doctors now. I was injected or rather better said poke few times at like 5 different places and at that every spot he have to bloody miss the veins. How frustrating! It was so painful and all the doctor can say is “I'm sorry that I have to inject you a few times.” Gosh! It was definitely a painful and unforgettable experience for me. I was so bored in the observation ward to that I took my hand phone and snap the picture of my hand where I was injected and put on a drip. I just couldn't get to sleep with all the noises around me and the gas on my mouth. I was in pain, tired and bored but thanks to people like Sab, Faizal, Pam, Candy, Idzahar, Aaron and many more who actually messaged me to ask how was I feeling. It feels great to have people like that who actually cared for you. I feel blessed that I met these people in this life. Thanks guys for your care and concern. I really appreciate it. Love you guys to the very bits!! I thanked God that I wasn't admitted because if I do i'm going to make such a big scene there because I will insist that I want to go home. Haha! Chaos me! But whatever it is I really hoped that this will be the last. Dear Allah please blessed me with good health always!!

Being sick is already so bad and some things have to add on to it and never fail to bring me down. I was so disturbed physically and mentally for that past few days. I really feel like breaking down that instance but I learnt to be more patient and that every problem has its solution. I take things slow. Indeed with so much patience I succeeded. I realised and discovered so many things after all this. I realised that everything happens for a reason. Yes, it's so true. After all this I thank God that I found out the truth before it's too late. I’m lucky am I? Not everyone is as lucky as me. Though it hurts so badly but i'm still all relieved that I know the truth much earlier. The phrase truth hurts does make sense. Afterall, i'm not all sad. There’s still something to be happy about. I believed now, in life, we should not take the ups of life for granted and that not all the ups are good. The downs maybe better than the ups eventually. Though I was feeling horrible I don't give way to the small things in my life which will bring me down to get in my way. I still look for the other side of life which will bring back my happiness again. The past was just a memory that will be stored in my heart forever. For now I have to face the reality bravely and be prepared for what is in store for me. The chapter of my life doesn't stop at chapter 10 but it will carry on proving that life is beautiful and that I have to live life to the fullest.

Sigh. I'm feeling all exhausted and tired after all the test God have put me through that I just feel like screaming at an open field to relieve all the confusions in me. Ahhh!! For now, what more can be more stressing than the O level results that is going to be released soon. It's just a few more days and boom, the result is out. Sigh. I just have a very big gut feeling that I can’t make it. Went to Ngee Ann Poly open house yesterday and what the heck the cut off points for Early Childhood is like 15. Like how on earth can I get such marks? I will just end up in ITE. Sigh. I really want to go Ngee Ann badly and get in to Early Childhood Course. Ouh well no use saying it all now. Guess I just have to wait for the results to be out, be prepared for the worst and cry it out. What else can I do anyways? Somebody told me to always look on the bright side of life. That's exactly what I should do right now.

I'm like so obsessed with this malay song right now. It's an old song. I don't know if some of you guys know the song. The song is Kau Tetap Dalam Anganku sang by Azie. I remembered I use to love this song when I was young but back then I just think that the tune is nice and all but for now I realised that the lyrics is very meaningful after much analysis. Just read the lyrics and give your views on it. To the non-malays i'm sorry I can't translate. For an expected D7 or worst English score for the Os is better to not even try translating it else I will make everyone all confused. Haha!

Kau Tetap Dalam Anganku Lyrics:

Sekilasku teringat detik-detik yang lepas
Indahnya berkasihan semacam kurasakan
Tak sanggup rasanya sesaat ditinggalkan.

Dan seboleh bolehnya ku ingin mengikut mu
Walau kelurah dalam aku snaggup tenggelam
Demi kerana sayang
Apa jua kurela jiwa dan raga.

Engkau saja yang sentiasa bermain di fikiran tiap masa dan ketika
Tak terlintas dihati ini untuk curang kepada mu, oh kekasih.
Aku harap pendirian engkau juga
Sama-sama pertahankan kesetiaan.
Walau diacuh belati tajam mengugutmu
Cinta aku kasih aku tetap untukmu hingga kemati
Hanya itu mampu kuberi. (2X)

Tersentak lamunan bila diri disentuh oleh seseorang.
Ku cuba damaikan hati yang kian berkoca.
Agar perasaan sedih aku ini tidak nampak. (2X)

too tired...

Okay people i'm sick, very sick! I will NEVER go hospital so don't ever talk to me about that topic. Sorry wouldn't be updating much. Too frustrated here. Being breathless is NEVER fun!! That's it FULLSTOP. Bye.

Weeee....

Alright went shopping with my dear Pam just now! Thanks Pam for being a nice shopping partner. Bought mama a brooch and myself a top. But the most favourite part of mine is eating at Fish and Co!! Yay!!! Hahaz... Pam and I just couldn't decide on what to eat. After much consideration we decided on Fish and Chips with rice for me and Black Pepper Stingray with rice for Pam. Hahaz... both with rice no chips! Hahahaz... and yay!! I got to eat CALAMRI!!! Nyum nyum!! Hah... tak guner nyer Stephen Kwek Xiu Wen!! Promise to treat me Calamari from before the Os until Want to get result already still haven't treat me. Hah!!! And then we were bloated.

I hate it when the sales person have to give us that look when we say we will come back later and like sortta force us to buy it. Pam and me encountered it just now!! Hah!! What the hell. Learn to be a nice sales girl like me people. When people don't want to buy after trying like 4-5 clothes, i would just give them a smile and say 'thank you'. When they go already then make the face. Hah!! Gong gong! That kind of people is so not fit to be with customer relations! Dumbos!!Hahahaz... oopss i apologize to whoever who teraser. Hehehez...

Anyways wanna say thanks to my dear Pam for the fun we had today. Love ya girl. Hope to have more of this shopping fever. Hahaz!! Off again tommorrow so going to have a lot of rest because after tommorrow i have no more off and i have to work till chinese New Year. Gosh it will sure be tiring man. 12 hours a day everyday. AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Busy busy bee...

Phew! Life has been very hectic. Been very busy with work. 12 hours everyday at Jurong Point makes me feel that there's NO WAY i'm going shopping on my off day at Jurong Point. Gosh!! So sick of it. Anyways firstly wishing Miss Dalina a very happr married life! Congratulations on your wedding. Selamat Pengatin Baru. Though she's not going to read this but who knows she too bloghop! Hahaz!! Saw Miss Dalina just now! Hehez... so got to say sorry because cannot come her wedding because i couldn't take leave. There's not been a day since i work i didn't see anyone i know. Hahahaz... there's always people to salam, smile and talk!! Hahaz... and oh my god those people who wants my number, the way they say it, its so funny! Hahahaz... but of course i'll not give my number. There's one handsome malay guy though but ouh well, not my prinsip to give my number and to get to know through sms. I think it don't work! Hahahaz...

Work is getting funner and funner each day. Funner? Hmm... new work in YusliZa's dictionary. Hahahaz... with Jason, Angeline and Wei Wei around i can never get bored. Hahahaz... And guess what? I proudly say that i'm not the shprtest at MAN MASTER because Angeline is!! Hahaz... Don't believe come man master and see the height chart. You don't see my name in the most bottom. Hahahaz... Ok i have an important announcement to make...

I NEED A SHOPPING PARTNER BADLY!!

Hahaz... i have two days off and i really feel like shopping. But what is weird is feel like shopping for someone more and not myself. I feel like shopping for someone badly. Hahahahaz!! Who is so free to go with me? Erm... i prefer a guy! Hahahaz... this is because can help me carry my shopping bag. Hahaha... nah just kidding. So anyone available please give me a call. Twees!!

Here are the replies to my beloved taggers!!

Dear Vanessa: Yeah of course! Thanks for your concern hun! Aaron too!! Thanks for always being there for me. It was really hard at first to keep smilling but to think again no use being all grumpy and let people know all your stupid problems! Hahahaz...

Dear Nisha: Hey girl. Thanks for your concern and advice. I'm so blessed to have friends like you! Thanks a bunch girl. I know i can always count on my friends. Love ya!

Dear Dinky: Hahaz... yeah always see you there but tegur me once only! Dush dush!! Hahahaz... blaja la orang air ker, ice-cream ker... Hahahahaz!!

Dear *sal*: Hey kak!! Miss ya too! Hahahaz... don't worry i still remember...swensen ice-cream!! But i dubt so you'll get it!! Hahahaz...

Dear Seri: My dear chatting partner, i'm catching the mishness from you and posting my hugs to you!! Hahaz.... miss ya girl!! Maklum jer la kiter orang nie busy woman la ehh skarang!! Hahahaz...

Dear Pam: Hey PAM!!! Miss you so much girl!! Miss you loads and loads, cartens and cartens!! Hahahahaz.... yeah man been really busy. Well, better be busy working now then later busy schooling right?... Hahaz... so must make use of the time earning some cash. Hehez... hope to see you soon girl. Muackz!!

Dear afro: Hey HELLO!!!! Anyways relax yeah, everything will be fine soon!! If you want a late dinner again call me up!! Hahaz...twees!!

I'm very exausted now. Getting some rest and sleep before i start work again in 10 hours time. Grr... So long everyone!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

With such crazy, fun and lovable cousins around me how can i not forget aboout all my sadness or problems for a while. Love you guys. Selamat hari raya aidiladha to all my family and friends. Maaf zahir dan batin. Semoga semua jemaah haji yang kini di Mecca sihat wal'afiat! Well only Hairon Najib (who is working) and Haifa Noorin (who is at her home waiting for us) is not in that picture. Miss you guys. Hope all this bunch of camwhores will remain crazy in the next hari raya to come so that we will all collapse the building with our nonsense and laughter. Hahahahaz....

Anyways here are all the replies to the taggies:

Dear yingxuann: Yeah i will look on the bright side because i'm scared of the dark! Hahahaz....

Dear afro: Hahaz...ouh! If i free i msg you arh but you know i wouldn't msg first because like scared i might disturb you ah! So you message me la!! Kuku! Hahaz... anyways you never fail to cheer me up ... thanks! :-)

Dear nisha: Love ya too my dear nisha. Thanks for the advice. Yeah you are right but in some ways i find it difficult to let it out to people around me because i think they would not understand me so its best i wrote it out like that in a blog... but don't worry i'm ok... hehez... twees!! :-)

Dear JV: hey! I'd love that but one problem. I don't know when is my next off day. I don't think i have off now because want to Chinese New Year already so got a lot of people cannot off. Off not fixed. So i'm sorry if i can't join you guys. You guys shall go ahead without me so it wouldn't create any inconvenience. Ok?! I'll try my best to find free time though!

Dear seri: Hey my dear chatting partner. Selamat hari raya to you too! Miss you la girl! Yelah mentang mentang budak dah start work jugak. Hehez... busy people la we all now! Hahaz... hope to chat with ya soon. Twees!!

Dear vanessa: Hey.. no need worry about me la. How many problems i have also i can still laugh and be crazy. Don't believe u ask aaron. Hahahaz... he will know. Anyways thanks for your concern girl!! Twees!

Ok dah lah. THE END.

Just what do i need?

Sometimes you feel confuse.
Sometimes youo feel lost.

Sometimes you feel puzzle.

Sometime you don't seem to know anything that's going on around you.

Sometimes you feel sad.
Sometimes you feel like crying.
Sometimes you feel like shouting.
Sometimes you feel like hugging that very someone and hoped to be consoled.

Sometimes you feel angry.
Sometimes you feel jealous.
Sometimes you feel mad.
Sometimes you feel like ltting it out from your chest.

Sometimes the feeling inside is unknown.
Sometimes you'll get frustrated.
Sometimes you just don't know how you feel!

And sometimes you get SICK and TIRED of it!!

JUST HOW AM I FEELING AND WHAT DO I WANT?!
SHUT UP!!!!!
GET REAL!!! ARGH!!!!

I hate smiling just to pretend i'm not hurt.

I hate to giggle to show i'll be okay.

I hate to laugh after I cry.

the end.

Regretting is not an issue but more to realising a mistake. Now i learnt that i should not confess my feelings to anyone if i'm not ready for it. It just makes things worst.


I used to pretend I didn't care jus so I wouldn't get hurt,

& I never realized how much I hurt others

until you pretended not to care back.

I MISS SCHOOL!

I WANNA GO BACK SCHOOL LIKE HOW I USED TO 11 YEARS AGO. I MISS SCHOOL AND FRIENDS BADLY. SUDDENLY I DON'T MIND THE NAGGING FROM MY TEACHERS BUT I STILL HATE THE ASSIGNMENTS THOUGH. FINALLY I DON'T HAVE TO FRET OVER UNFINISHED HOLIDAY ASSIGNMENT ON A NEW YEAR! HAHAHAZ.....!!!!!!!!!!!

MISSING SCHOOL BADLY LAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First Day At Work

Kakak Ida's birthday! Haifa Noorin! I want pics else i publish your dash picture at my blog!! Hahahaz....Alright this time i think i'm going to love my work. Not like that time where i work at the bazaar because that was a bit boring but this time not so. Okay my boss is friendly and funny and my other two colleague is also fun. Catherine or Cat. My miss mei ni. She's so patient with me. Thanks Cat. And the other girl i always forgot her name. Hahaz... and since i'm at home now blogging and Cat is not with me i can't go ask Cat like how i always do "Cat what's her name again". Hahahaz... and ah bee (my boss), he's just so funny. Hahahaz... but have to admit it is a tiring job but working at bazaar is worst last year while fasting and NO AIR CON!! Imagine how thirsty i can be? Gosh! But this time i'm only tired of standing but ah bee says i'll get used to it. Hope so!! Hahaz... but anyways this is just the first day. Let's see the upcoming days. And i guess i am good at sweet talking people to buy the clothes because i sold quite a few. *evil laugh* Okay i'm tired. I need to 'BAM' at my bed now! ZZZzzzzZZZZzzzZZZZzzzz.....

When something seems wrong...

Ok this entry is going to be short because there's something in my com that needs fixing so i am not in a mood to blog. Just that tommorrow is first day of work. Feeling kindda nervous and at the same time excited and also not forgetting scared. I hope the one i'm working with is friendly or something if not... haish! BORING!!! Okay happy new year people. Hope 2006 will bring us happiness, wealth and good health always. Take care peeps!!