Updates on 20th

20th was great.

Went to Singapore History & Living Gallerries &
Quest for Imortality- The World of Ancient Egypt
Thanks a bunch to Fana Darling for all the help.
After much uploading of pictures, I shall just leave the pictures to the the talking!
=)

Alright, good night world.

Twentieth twentieth

We turn 37 months old today. =)
Believe it or not, I finish 4 reflective journals for IT module at this hour and while texting Mr Boyfriend.
Yes, I hate IT module!
Happy twentieth hun hun! ILMYLC!

I was just googling and I found this news.
Early Childhood Education is indeed progressing well.
I'm so proud of my profession. =)
I've never regret majoring in it.

Feverish Fever

I'm not sure if I'm currently suffering from a fever or flu. I measured my temperature just now and it shows 38.1. So fever la tu ehh, then my body is aching all over, so maybe flu also la ahh. Haha, exactly why I'm unsure what's my condition now. I felt as though I'm fainting or something during Role of Mentor tutorial. So cold and head spinning like crazy. My body is so aching all over badly. I was so in pain, so decided to just cab home. Reached home, ate medicine and off to bed. Can't really sleep, in the end I woke up and watch TV. & then I was too bored alone at home, here I am blogging!

Oh yes, last Friday, Sharifah treated me to watch Alice in Wonderland 3D. The start was such a drag. I almost fell asleep. Furthermore, that very day too, I was down with bad running nose. Wth. Anyways, I'd give the movie a 6 out of 10. The 3D effect wasn't that nice la. I guess Singapore Discover Centre 3D was way better. Haha...

I've been having sleepless nights lately. A lot of things have been running through my mind I guess. Especially when March is so ending. He's leaving like again, Boston trip is nearing and many many more things are so bothering me. Sometimes don't you just wish to be a child again? So much easier because basically all you do is play, eat and sleep.

Oh did I mention that I hate IT module? No?

Quiche

Baking the Crust

After baking the crust, the filing made its way on top of it.

Bake it hot hot!

So... Taa daa!!

The existence of oven at home is so missed. The outcome of my awesome culinary skills. Haha... Macam Paham!! Baking was super fun. Though my efforts were rather unappreciated, I still feel good that I make full use of my Sunday. Not doing assignments at least. I rushed from one place to another to get the ingredients for this quiche. But when the family says it's delicious, it's enough to put a smile on my face that terrible Sunday.

I was so excited baking for that someone who excitedly too asked me to bake it but somehow, my effort all went down to waste. No thank you, no acknowledgement, nothing! Thank you for making me feel so dumb to be all excited baking something that I don't even eat. My disappointment is nothing big anyways. Maybe, I'm just getting use to life being alone and unappreciated. Lin have been great with all the help and simply the best listening partner she'd given me. Thanks Lin. Love you babe.

If only your ego don't hurt me too much.

Crazy!

March hadn't been starting well. It's rather brain cracking and emotionally annoying. Starting on assignments have been such a dread. That explains the piling assignments. I am even too exhausted to face the lappie.

Love got himself a new toy. & ever since the existence of this thingy, he haven't been getting enough sleep. It's nice to see him enjoying himself but it's worrying if it tires him. But oh well, he have only until the end of this March to enjoy like crazy. & then my days change drastically again.

I am so blogging while Lynn Heng is having her talk during lecture. So I think I should make this entry short. I'm missing those days badly. Really badly. Hope to bump with those kind of days real soon. Bye world.

What's happening?

I've typed a long entry before this.
But I decided to just highlight it and hit on the delete button.
No use being long winded when the only message that I wish to send across is,
I want everything to end fast because I'm just too exhausted.

Dear God, please give me the strength to keep on going.

I am not as strong as I thought I would be.
I am feeling rather lost and I guess I'm getting weaker and weaker each day.
Please God, help me.

i'm sorry?

I'm sorry, I just needed some tiny time to myself. Alone.

I didn't mean to make it all complicated.
Indeed i'm trying very hard to fix my emotions back to its original state.
Yes, I'm trying my best, but your actions are not helping.

To you, thanks for making it all messed up between us.
I know I can't blame you but I'm sure, if this happens to you too, you will not like it one bit.
I'm very sure of that because apparently, that's just us, females.

Goodbye February!

Goodbye February. I so love that month and now its gone. =( How time flies. So Saturday went out with Love's friends. Went bowling and then watch From Paris With Love. Awesome movie. I shall give it 8 out of 10. Way better than Dear John I guess.

Had dinner at Popeye after bowling, before the movie. Yum Yum! & I saw dragon dance, after years la sehh!! & I just have the urge to call my mum to tell her, & so I did! Hur hur...

The only girls for the day. Annoying boys, always have to bully poor Shahidah. Prangai busok ehh korang! & so the word for the day would be, 'Irritating ahh!' LOL!

& there, full strength for the day. Though not many came, it was still fun. Thanks Rizal for planning. =)

Sunday was Love's cousin's engagement. Congrats to them. & the gubahan above was my favourite. Sungguh sedap! I want that for mine too. Haha... well ok, good night world.

Watched this movie last night with lin & bf, abg & gf and love.

I shall give this movie 5 out of 10.
I guess it was just another love story.
There were a few times I went 'awwww' but not much.

The storyline somehow was quite draggy.
If not for Channing Tatum, I guess I would have fallen asleep. Haha!

Oh well, that man is just so hott hott! =)

For the second time, I lost my ez-link again.
I don't how that happen but yea... sucks!
I don't know what went into me recently, I even take the wrong bus home.
Did a lot of things wrongly too.
A bad bad week indeed and February is so ending. =(

& Well, I was just wondering if I'm your priority or your biggest option.

Someone claimed that I'm a virus, I wonder again if I am to you too.

While a close friend told me, its my use of words.
Nothing much I could do but just wonder...

The Celebration!

20th was just awesome!!!
This year its Love's plan.
& if he's the one planning, definitely, surprises after surprises.
& I can't help it but to feel guilty that he's spending a bomb that day.
I should have planned! Ish!

This pictures was snapped in the cab, on our way to Festive Hotel Restaurant at Resorts World.
Before that we went for a photo shoot.
& definitely it was really a pleasant surprise for me.
If I've known that we are going for a make-over, I'll not make up myself. Tsk!
But the curls they did to my hair was simply superb but well it didn't last long.
Photo shoot pictures will only be out prolly next month.
I so love the my dress. Syg love it too, he say I look slim in it. Hee...

So here are some pictures of us having the most romantic dinner of the year! (mcm paham) Hee...

The service at festive Restaurant was simple great.
Thumbs up for them.
Food too but I can say three years ago at Equinox had more variety though.
But well, the dinner still rocks! Hahaha...

Overall, Resorts World Sentosa was just so beautiful.
Singapore is getting more & more beautiful each year. *just like me.. hee*

Not Equinox this time but New Asia!
Awesomeness!!!
Reminds me of what happened exactly three years back.

In the lift all the way up to 70 storey.
Pekak telinga!!

Love the day, love the night, love the food, love the company and love my man.
Thank a bunch my love for everything.
Appreciate it loads. ilyssm!

& then the weekends ended.
So fast, like love said, so many things to do but so little time.
& then the month of love, February is ending. =(
Haish... Ok, nights world!

The Anniversary!

After 1095 days, twentieth comes again for the Third year.

Alhumdulilah.
May our love stay strong each day to face the challeges and obstacles ahead us.
I'm sorry Syg, I'm just terrible bad at words, but if your're reading this, I would like you to know that no words can describe my love for you.
& there's never a right word to express how much I love you.
Thanks for the love hun, Happy 3rd Anniversary syg!

The Sallys- My Love

Last Wednesday Love and me went to watch My Name is Khan. I shall give it 9 out of 10. Worth the ten bucks. The come back of Kajol and Shah Rukh Khan was simply awesome. Oh yes, the 'best part' (some inside joke for the day, haha!) of Wednesday, is having lunch at Swensen with abg & love & it's love treat. Thanks syg!

Last night was like movie marathon night. Love pakat again with abg and suddenly he appear in my room yesterday. Haha... such a pleasant surprise. This time round, not only did he bought me Fish burger but also Plum drink (the one I've been craving since last night) and spring chicken. Love is just AWESOME! Watched Santau first at around midnight, followed by Alvin and the Chipmunks, then Merantau Warriors (some indonesian movie) and then Neal and Nikki like again! Haha... Love went home at around 6am. Thanks for the night syg.

Today is stay home Friday. Why? Because I have to diligently finish up my portfolio at a glance which is due next week. I am so not in the mood for assignments even today but the thought of doing it during the weekends motivates me to finish it like now. Alright, in order to finish this portfolio at a glance thingy, I need to stop blogging. So toodles world!

Seasons to celebrate

Long holidays are like so going to be over. How fast can time flies isn't it? So a lot of thing were up since the last few days. let me just start from Friday, which was basically the last day of 6 intensive weeks. And so, my group of awesomely gorgeous babes went for a bowl and then to a funfair near Esplanade. Played the bumper car and took tonnes of pictures. But pictures in Anisa's camera and she have yet to give me the pictures. So will post the pictures some time later. Bottom line, Friday night with my ladies was superbly AWESOME! Thanks Nas, Anisa, Pave and of course, saving the best for the last, LIN! Oh yes, Asyura treated us to McD too. Thanks babe!

Alright that was Friday, now Saturday. Well, early morning love and me went to JP to get that precious stuff of ours which all of you can only get to see in prolly 8 more months to go. Hee.. then shop for a while for my heels. & love bought me a cheong sam. Yup, the one I'm wearing in the picture above. =) Ok is that how you spell cheong sam? Anyways, its that Chinese traditional costume la ehh... understand understood.

Haha... Had lunch at Thai Express after which we head off to Love's cousin wedding with his family. & then off to Love's neighbour bbq at a chalet at downtown. I swear, I ate a lot that day. Haha...


Sunday! It's picnic day with my family and also celebrating Mak Cu's birthday. Awesome day to just chill and relax. Had full load of laughter with the cousins, aunties and uncles. After a long time, we had such gathering again. Thanks to love for the day too. That's basically how we spend our Valentine. =) Again, pictures are not with me. With abg Ayie and unfortunately I have no face book. So kinda difficult to grab pictures. Hee...


& then Monday was double date day with Sydi and Yanty. Supposed to watch movie but there's just too many people celebrating their new year in the cinemas. So we just went dinner and bowling. After 1 round of bowling, Sydi suggested if we could do other stuff. Couldn't think of any place to go to, we decided to just buy boardgame and head off to Love's place for gaming session. So yeah... they played till like 1am I guess. Haha... I was already asleep on Love's sofa actually. Didn't even realise di and yanty went home already. I guess I was just simply super exhausted since the passed 3 days I've been home quite late. Love send me home at around 2am in the morning. Had some more food when we reach my place. Haha.... fried some finger food. Hee... maner tak gemuk Yus! Hee... then... we... didn't sleep... Haha! Watched Imagine that. Eddie Murphy acted in the movie. Love went home at around 6 plus in the morning. Thanks Syg for the great day. Love you hun hun! imy.

Love my days, my family, my friends and my boy. Enough fun, I think I really have to settle on my days to finish up my Teacher Portfolio. Grr...

Sweets.

Exactly a week ago, while Lin & me were both busy doing assignments, love gave a surprise visit. He appear in front of my doorstep & that best thing that came along with him was fish burger. Isn't he sweet or what? Not only for me as usual, for the best friend too! Hee.. thanks so much Syg. Ur the sweetest!

So this Thursday bowling session with love's friends was indeed fun. Though Love and me played quite terribly, I think that's the most interesting part that happen. Laughing each time the ball goes longkang. Haha... I like love's face whenever the ball goes senget. So classic, so cute, I loike! Hee... Anyhoos, was so glad I got to make things clear with love just now about how I was really feeling. Thanks syg for understanding and I apologize if it somehow affected you as well. ily!

Mak cam was admitted last night. Went to visit her just now with love. She looks better today, hopefully she's going to be well real soon. On a side note, tomorrow all major assignments due and thus marks the end of intensive 6 weeks of Wheelock College. Phew... I survived yet another intensive with full of reflection essays and ESSAYS! Next will be Boston trip. Haish... scary shit!

Looking forward for weekends, weddings, picnics, double dates with di, yanty, sharifah and reshmel and 1 week break. Wonder if there's enough time or not. Haha... 2 months is sucha rush, if I were to control Sham's leave, I'll give him 6 months leave. Shiokness!! Seronok but yes, I've yet to complete my teacher portfolio and portfolio at a glance due during extension week. Gees, so much for 1 wee break btw! Tak perlu ehh ini assignments. Grr... I am watching this drama from tv 3 titled Nirgina. Not really concentrating and following the drama though because usually I'll just on it but I will be busy doing my essays. But each time Imran's song, 'Selamat ulang Tahun Sayang' appear in this drama, I'll be so damn distracted. Gradually i'm like so addicted with this song. So enjoy the song and good night world!

Doubts.

Airshow 2010 was normal.
Nothing much but just some turns from some jets.

I don't know why but I've been rather disturbed by some uninvited thoughts these few days.
& I know, its affecting me somehow but I really don't know how to put it to words.
Guess I'll rather stay mum then.
Sometimes, some things are better left unsaid.
Just hope whatever I am feeling now ain't true and it wouldn't happen.
Ever since that day, I tried my very best to revert back my thoughts to how I have always feel and thought.
But it's just so hard. It's really hard, I swear.
Let's just keep hoping and praying for the best.
Hope everything goes well for me, insyaallah.
Doubts, I hate you, leave me alone!

p:s: I just remembered that someone asking me to change my font. It's changed now! =)

that night

I think syg hadn't had enough of the seafood we had 2 weeks ago, ytd he ordered sambal lala.
But kesian dier, takder la pulak! Hahaha...
Gotta treat him one of these days before he go off sailing again... Hmmm....

Ytd love and me watch two hindi movie.
Tum mile and Chalte Chalte.
1 new & 1 old movie.
Fair enough... hee...

1 week and 3 more days till 6 weeks intensive ends.
Then I gotta mug for my teacher portfolio before extension class starts.
Lin & me is so gonna work our ass off for this 2 weeks.
Next are all the final major assignments due.
Mcm F!!

Can't wait for my next date with sham love.

& now I wanna get beauty sleep before essay writing begins in a few hours time like AGAIN!

"Ok children, let's spell the word L.A.Z.Y- Ms Liza

In class...

After so long, yes i'm blogging again. Blogging in class during lecture while others is presenting. Bad attitude Lin taught me. My group's done and I think we did an excellent job. Short and sweet yaw! Anyways, a lot of things happened lately. Like the most important thing, Sham is sooo BACK!!! He's back for two months leave. I loike!

Since he's back, I haven't been getting enough sleep as we're always out for midnights with his or my brother and Lin! Awesomeness. And paling best he treated his family and his 32 other relatives and friends for seafood and the food was fantastically delicious. It cost him a bomb for sure to treat everyone that day but i'm sure he's definitely happy to be back home safely. Especially to me, right love? =) hee...

& yes, after 5 months plus, me and love are like watching movies again. Haha... so we first watched tooth fairy. Just the two of us. Funny show I should say. I'll give it 8 out of 10. Wow, i'm doing movie rating again now. Haha...

Next with my abg and his abg and partner, we watched Legion. (Not my choice though, I wanted to watch The Blind Side, but wth!) Love's treat to everyone. I shall give Legion 5 out of 10.

& then yesterday with my abg and the bestie and her partner! Nur Azlina Subari yang disebelahku ini tak pay attention jugak. She didn't really had a good day but wth, with me around confirm dier happy. Betol tak kawan? We watched, Law Abiding Citizen and I shall give it 8 out of 10. Awesome movie I should say.

Dates with love have always been awesome and will look forward to more these 2 months. Yesterday was a blow for me. A mixture of dissappointment, sad, shock and frustration. But what can I do, I fell in love. Aside from all that feelings, deep in me, I do felt touched for the courage but still, to trust again, I will, but I gotta take it slow. I was confuse at first about what decision I should make tomorrow but it's final now that my decision will still the same and that I can never fall in love with any other again. Am feeling really nervous for tomorrow. Hopefully everything will go smoothly for his and my side tomorrow. Gosh, I'm afraid!

Assignments have been crazy as usual. Tak suker sebab Sham dah balek pun kene buat assignment. Benci! Haish... Thinking about Boston in a few months is super duper scary too. Grr... I'm suppose to put pictures in this post but everything seems to die on me. So takper la lain kali jer! I'm sleepy, so good evening world. Z z Z Z Z z z.....

Dear love,

Happy 35th Twentieth love.
Wishing & hoping for your return real soon each passing day.
Praying for your safety and good health always syg.
Its hurts to know he's working so hard everyday & yet I cannot be there for him. =(
Ilmy hun.

with love,
your yuz

Waiting

I'm like currently waiting for a lot of things.
Hope my patience pays off.
of so first six weeks of school is going to be intensive so I don't wanna talk about how crazy girls in wheelock college are right now.
Busy as usual but manage to selit sometime that Friday to meet up with Di & Man since Di is off to Taiwan now for 3 weeks.
After so long, it's great to crap with these 2 men again.
Classic joke would still be when either Man or me starts recalling the time we went into all shops in town like a year or 2 ago and the alarm sounded. Like wtf!
We can still laugh about it now. Haha...

Aside from that, Sharifah has always been patient with me shopping for assessment book for the kids. Haha!!
She diligently accompanied me like twice after work to popular. Hee..
Then pampering ourselves to fish & co. Awesome!
& Nur Azlina Subari, yes, she's still my partner in crime in school! Hurhur...
Thanks babe for being there for me last week when I needed you the most.
Last week was crazy but my typical line to Lin,
"With you around Lin how can I be worried!" *mcm paham*
Hahaha! Nevertheless, thanks a bunch beautiful!
Though everything is not settles as yet. You know I know ok? Syg kau berok! *winks eye*

Out of all the wait that I am waiting for, basically, I am crazily waiting for sham 1 month return on either the 4th or 18th of February!
Can't wait for his return safely.
Then the twentieth in the month of February will be so much meaningful. =)
Missing him terribly.
He's been a good boy to give me a call or message when he'd reached.
Hearing the news about the pirates in Somalia and all makes me go all worried if I don't hear from him for more than 5 days.

I miss blogging.
I just can't find time to blog nowadays with assignments due everyday.
I was telling Lin, this blog was set up like almost five years ago & it's still alive.
It's hilarious to read again my previous posts. Haha.. looking at old pictures. Gees...

Anyways I'm flying off to Boston on 17th June.
In need of math and poa tutors to replace me for this 5 weeks.
Anyone interested inform me a.s.a.p ya?

Alright I'm off to have dinner after a whole lot of assignments done yaw!
Tata for now...

*******

I don't know when it will come to a halt.
All I know is I want it real fast.
Can?

He who have gone through the ups and downs with me throughout 2009.
He who have taught me what's love.
He who have been supportive in everything I do.
He who have been there for me when I needed him the most.
Thanks sayang for everything.
We'll now give our most welcome to 2010 with hope that it will bring us more love, joy, health and wealth.
Many things to look forward to this 2010.
Let us all pray everything will go as plan, insyaallah.

I hope I'm not too late to say, Happy New Year people!