The Celebration!

20th was just awesome!!!
This year its Love's plan.
& if he's the one planning, definitely, surprises after surprises.
& I can't help it but to feel guilty that he's spending a bomb that day.
I should have planned! Ish!

This pictures was snapped in the cab, on our way to Festive Hotel Restaurant at Resorts World.
Before that we went for a photo shoot.
& definitely it was really a pleasant surprise for me.
If I've known that we are going for a make-over, I'll not make up myself. Tsk!
But the curls they did to my hair was simply superb but well it didn't last long.
Photo shoot pictures will only be out prolly next month.
I so love the my dress. Syg love it too, he say I look slim in it. Hee...

So here are some pictures of us having the most romantic dinner of the year! (mcm paham) Hee...

The service at festive Restaurant was simple great.
Thumbs up for them.
Food too but I can say three years ago at Equinox had more variety though.
But well, the dinner still rocks! Hahaha...

Overall, Resorts World Sentosa was just so beautiful.
Singapore is getting more & more beautiful each year. *just like me.. hee*

Not Equinox this time but New Asia!
Awesomeness!!!
Reminds me of what happened exactly three years back.

In the lift all the way up to 70 storey.
Pekak telinga!!

Love the day, love the night, love the food, love the company and love my man.
Thank a bunch my love for everything.
Appreciate it loads. ilyssm!

& then the weekends ended.
So fast, like love said, so many things to do but so little time.
& then the month of love, February is ending. =(
Haish... Ok, nights world!

The Anniversary!

After 1095 days, twentieth comes again for the Third year.

Alhumdulilah.
May our love stay strong each day to face the challeges and obstacles ahead us.
I'm sorry Syg, I'm just terrible bad at words, but if your're reading this, I would like you to know that no words can describe my love for you.
& there's never a right word to express how much I love you.
Thanks for the love hun, Happy 3rd Anniversary syg!

The Sallys- My Love

Last Wednesday Love and me went to watch My Name is Khan. I shall give it 9 out of 10. Worth the ten bucks. The come back of Kajol and Shah Rukh Khan was simply awesome. Oh yes, the 'best part' (some inside joke for the day, haha!) of Wednesday, is having lunch at Swensen with abg & love & it's love treat. Thanks syg!

Last night was like movie marathon night. Love pakat again with abg and suddenly he appear in my room yesterday. Haha... such a pleasant surprise. This time round, not only did he bought me Fish burger but also Plum drink (the one I've been craving since last night) and spring chicken. Love is just AWESOME! Watched Santau first at around midnight, followed by Alvin and the Chipmunks, then Merantau Warriors (some indonesian movie) and then Neal and Nikki like again! Haha... Love went home at around 6am. Thanks for the night syg.

Today is stay home Friday. Why? Because I have to diligently finish up my portfolio at a glance which is due next week. I am so not in the mood for assignments even today but the thought of doing it during the weekends motivates me to finish it like now. Alright, in order to finish this portfolio at a glance thingy, I need to stop blogging. So toodles world!

Seasons to celebrate

Long holidays are like so going to be over. How fast can time flies isn't it? So a lot of thing were up since the last few days. let me just start from Friday, which was basically the last day of 6 intensive weeks. And so, my group of awesomely gorgeous babes went for a bowl and then to a funfair near Esplanade. Played the bumper car and took tonnes of pictures. But pictures in Anisa's camera and she have yet to give me the pictures. So will post the pictures some time later. Bottom line, Friday night with my ladies was superbly AWESOME! Thanks Nas, Anisa, Pave and of course, saving the best for the last, LIN! Oh yes, Asyura treated us to McD too. Thanks babe!

Alright that was Friday, now Saturday. Well, early morning love and me went to JP to get that precious stuff of ours which all of you can only get to see in prolly 8 more months to go. Hee.. then shop for a while for my heels. & love bought me a cheong sam. Yup, the one I'm wearing in the picture above. =) Ok is that how you spell cheong sam? Anyways, its that Chinese traditional costume la ehh... understand understood.

Haha... Had lunch at Thai Express after which we head off to Love's cousin wedding with his family. & then off to Love's neighbour bbq at a chalet at downtown. I swear, I ate a lot that day. Haha...


Sunday! It's picnic day with my family and also celebrating Mak Cu's birthday. Awesome day to just chill and relax. Had full load of laughter with the cousins, aunties and uncles. After a long time, we had such gathering again. Thanks to love for the day too. That's basically how we spend our Valentine. =) Again, pictures are not with me. With abg Ayie and unfortunately I have no face book. So kinda difficult to grab pictures. Hee...


& then Monday was double date day with Sydi and Yanty. Supposed to watch movie but there's just too many people celebrating their new year in the cinemas. So we just went dinner and bowling. After 1 round of bowling, Sydi suggested if we could do other stuff. Couldn't think of any place to go to, we decided to just buy boardgame and head off to Love's place for gaming session. So yeah... they played till like 1am I guess. Haha... I was already asleep on Love's sofa actually. Didn't even realise di and yanty went home already. I guess I was just simply super exhausted since the passed 3 days I've been home quite late. Love send me home at around 2am in the morning. Had some more food when we reach my place. Haha.... fried some finger food. Hee... maner tak gemuk Yus! Hee... then... we... didn't sleep... Haha! Watched Imagine that. Eddie Murphy acted in the movie. Love went home at around 6 plus in the morning. Thanks Syg for the great day. Love you hun hun! imy.

Love my days, my family, my friends and my boy. Enough fun, I think I really have to settle on my days to finish up my Teacher Portfolio. Grr...

Sweets.

Exactly a week ago, while Lin & me were both busy doing assignments, love gave a surprise visit. He appear in front of my doorstep & that best thing that came along with him was fish burger. Isn't he sweet or what? Not only for me as usual, for the best friend too! Hee.. thanks so much Syg. Ur the sweetest!

So this Thursday bowling session with love's friends was indeed fun. Though Love and me played quite terribly, I think that's the most interesting part that happen. Laughing each time the ball goes longkang. Haha... I like love's face whenever the ball goes senget. So classic, so cute, I loike! Hee... Anyhoos, was so glad I got to make things clear with love just now about how I was really feeling. Thanks syg for understanding and I apologize if it somehow affected you as well. ily!

Mak cam was admitted last night. Went to visit her just now with love. She looks better today, hopefully she's going to be well real soon. On a side note, tomorrow all major assignments due and thus marks the end of intensive 6 weeks of Wheelock College. Phew... I survived yet another intensive with full of reflection essays and ESSAYS! Next will be Boston trip. Haish... scary shit!

Looking forward for weekends, weddings, picnics, double dates with di, yanty, sharifah and reshmel and 1 week break. Wonder if there's enough time or not. Haha... 2 months is sucha rush, if I were to control Sham's leave, I'll give him 6 months leave. Shiokness!! Seronok but yes, I've yet to complete my teacher portfolio and portfolio at a glance due during extension week. Gees, so much for 1 wee break btw! Tak perlu ehh ini assignments. Grr... I am watching this drama from tv 3 titled Nirgina. Not really concentrating and following the drama though because usually I'll just on it but I will be busy doing my essays. But each time Imran's song, 'Selamat ulang Tahun Sayang' appear in this drama, I'll be so damn distracted. Gradually i'm like so addicted with this song. So enjoy the song and good night world!

Doubts.

Airshow 2010 was normal.
Nothing much but just some turns from some jets.

I don't know why but I've been rather disturbed by some uninvited thoughts these few days.
& I know, its affecting me somehow but I really don't know how to put it to words.
Guess I'll rather stay mum then.
Sometimes, some things are better left unsaid.
Just hope whatever I am feeling now ain't true and it wouldn't happen.
Ever since that day, I tried my very best to revert back my thoughts to how I have always feel and thought.
But it's just so hard. It's really hard, I swear.
Let's just keep hoping and praying for the best.
Hope everything goes well for me, insyaallah.
Doubts, I hate you, leave me alone!

p:s: I just remembered that someone asking me to change my font. It's changed now! =)

that night

I think syg hadn't had enough of the seafood we had 2 weeks ago, ytd he ordered sambal lala.
But kesian dier, takder la pulak! Hahaha...
Gotta treat him one of these days before he go off sailing again... Hmmm....

Ytd love and me watch two hindi movie.
Tum mile and Chalte Chalte.
1 new & 1 old movie.
Fair enough... hee...

1 week and 3 more days till 6 weeks intensive ends.
Then I gotta mug for my teacher portfolio before extension class starts.
Lin & me is so gonna work our ass off for this 2 weeks.
Next are all the final major assignments due.
Mcm F!!

Can't wait for my next date with sham love.

& now I wanna get beauty sleep before essay writing begins in a few hours time like AGAIN!

"Ok children, let's spell the word L.A.Z.Y- Ms Liza

In class...

After so long, yes i'm blogging again. Blogging in class during lecture while others is presenting. Bad attitude Lin taught me. My group's done and I think we did an excellent job. Short and sweet yaw! Anyways, a lot of things happened lately. Like the most important thing, Sham is sooo BACK!!! He's back for two months leave. I loike!

Since he's back, I haven't been getting enough sleep as we're always out for midnights with his or my brother and Lin! Awesomeness. And paling best he treated his family and his 32 other relatives and friends for seafood and the food was fantastically delicious. It cost him a bomb for sure to treat everyone that day but i'm sure he's definitely happy to be back home safely. Especially to me, right love? =) hee...

& yes, after 5 months plus, me and love are like watching movies again. Haha... so we first watched tooth fairy. Just the two of us. Funny show I should say. I'll give it 8 out of 10. Wow, i'm doing movie rating again now. Haha...

Next with my abg and his abg and partner, we watched Legion. (Not my choice though, I wanted to watch The Blind Side, but wth!) Love's treat to everyone. I shall give Legion 5 out of 10.

& then yesterday with my abg and the bestie and her partner! Nur Azlina Subari yang disebelahku ini tak pay attention jugak. She didn't really had a good day but wth, with me around confirm dier happy. Betol tak kawan? We watched, Law Abiding Citizen and I shall give it 8 out of 10. Awesome movie I should say.

Dates with love have always been awesome and will look forward to more these 2 months. Yesterday was a blow for me. A mixture of dissappointment, sad, shock and frustration. But what can I do, I fell in love. Aside from all that feelings, deep in me, I do felt touched for the courage but still, to trust again, I will, but I gotta take it slow. I was confuse at first about what decision I should make tomorrow but it's final now that my decision will still the same and that I can never fall in love with any other again. Am feeling really nervous for tomorrow. Hopefully everything will go smoothly for his and my side tomorrow. Gosh, I'm afraid!

Assignments have been crazy as usual. Tak suker sebab Sham dah balek pun kene buat assignment. Benci! Haish... Thinking about Boston in a few months is super duper scary too. Grr... I'm suppose to put pictures in this post but everything seems to die on me. So takper la lain kali jer! I'm sleepy, so good evening world. Z z Z Z Z z z.....

Dear love,

Happy 35th Twentieth love.
Wishing & hoping for your return real soon each passing day.
Praying for your safety and good health always syg.
Its hurts to know he's working so hard everyday & yet I cannot be there for him. =(
Ilmy hun.

with love,
your yuz

Waiting

I'm like currently waiting for a lot of things.
Hope my patience pays off.
of so first six weeks of school is going to be intensive so I don't wanna talk about how crazy girls in wheelock college are right now.
Busy as usual but manage to selit sometime that Friday to meet up with Di & Man since Di is off to Taiwan now for 3 weeks.
After so long, it's great to crap with these 2 men again.
Classic joke would still be when either Man or me starts recalling the time we went into all shops in town like a year or 2 ago and the alarm sounded. Like wtf!
We can still laugh about it now. Haha...

Aside from that, Sharifah has always been patient with me shopping for assessment book for the kids. Haha!!
She diligently accompanied me like twice after work to popular. Hee..
Then pampering ourselves to fish & co. Awesome!
& Nur Azlina Subari, yes, she's still my partner in crime in school! Hurhur...
Thanks babe for being there for me last week when I needed you the most.
Last week was crazy but my typical line to Lin,
"With you around Lin how can I be worried!" *mcm paham*
Hahaha! Nevertheless, thanks a bunch beautiful!
Though everything is not settles as yet. You know I know ok? Syg kau berok! *winks eye*

Out of all the wait that I am waiting for, basically, I am crazily waiting for sham 1 month return on either the 4th or 18th of February!
Can't wait for his return safely.
Then the twentieth in the month of February will be so much meaningful. =)
Missing him terribly.
He's been a good boy to give me a call or message when he'd reached.
Hearing the news about the pirates in Somalia and all makes me go all worried if I don't hear from him for more than 5 days.

I miss blogging.
I just can't find time to blog nowadays with assignments due everyday.
I was telling Lin, this blog was set up like almost five years ago & it's still alive.
It's hilarious to read again my previous posts. Haha.. looking at old pictures. Gees...

Anyways I'm flying off to Boston on 17th June.
In need of math and poa tutors to replace me for this 5 weeks.
Anyone interested inform me a.s.a.p ya?

Alright I'm off to have dinner after a whole lot of assignments done yaw!
Tata for now...

*******

I don't know when it will come to a halt.
All I know is I want it real fast.
Can?

He who have gone through the ups and downs with me throughout 2009.
He who have taught me what's love.
He who have been supportive in everything I do.
He who have been there for me when I needed him the most.
Thanks sayang for everything.
We'll now give our most welcome to 2010 with hope that it will bring us more love, joy, health and wealth.
Many things to look forward to this 2010.
Let us all pray everything will go as plan, insyaallah.

I hope I'm not too late to say, Happy New Year people!

Irreplaceable

Nothing feels right without him by my side.
The man who taught me how to love,
I want to be in your arms real soon.
i want you,
i need you,
i miss you...

Finally Back

Wow, lamer tu I leave this blog to rot.
Anyways, been busy.
Graduation ceremony and concert done now left with parent teacher meeting.
Banyak tu portfolio bebudak aku belum buat.
My own teacher portfolio assignment lom buat nak buat 25 children portfolio.
Mati la Ms. Liza oi!

Life's been A-Ok.
Except for the fact that I have had lesser resting time nowadays though its still the holiday season. Gees...

Actually I don't know who else even blog nowadays since they are busy facebooking, twittering (if that's how it is spelt) and whatever-ing but oh well I'd still prefer blogging.
It's nice to read through my past blog entries during my free time.
Some can make me laugh and some can me me cry thinking of the good old times that has ended. So basically I will still continue blogging even if no one reads it because this blog really serves like diary to me.
Fikir-fikir balek dah lamer tu aku bukak blog ni! Haha...

Lately when Sham's back, it was definitely the best.
Can't wait for him to come back to me like real soon again.
How I miss that man so much.
I have always love the song "I just wanna spend my life with you" from the movie Neal and Nikki.
& when I hear it again recently, I just feel like singing it to Sham.
The lyrics is really meaningful & for those who are like bad at words, maybe you can dedicate this song to your love ones too.
Actually this video is kindda too mushy though but oh well, the lyrics there... so bacer lyrics ignore the other visuals.
Well, I just wanna spend the rest of my life with you Sham syg!

That day...

That day, she came back.
That day, he came back.
& nothing can make me any happier.

Never expected to spent Hari Raya Haji that way hun.
Only him can make me feel on top of the world.
Felt indeed touched and honoured with his words.

Heck, I love my man.

& Another long wait for your return safely my love.
Meanwhile, do take care.
ilmy.

H.A.P.P.Y

Weekends was just normal.
Not much besides going out with the parents yesterday and doing my portfolio today.
But the best part about today is I managed to do quite a lot for my portfolio.
Yes yes yes!!
Managed to follow the agenda set for me today. =)

At least some discipline.
So i'm like so gonna stop work now to watch NARNIA!
It feels so good to be at home on a Sunday minus doing assignments of course!
Shiok habes!

Twentieth!

The best part about twentieth is...

He can never forget...

He's just one in a million.
I love you sweetheart!
Happy twentieth syg! =)

-Missed-

The two people I've been really missing a lot...

The love of my life.
Going to be almost 2 weeks since I last seen him.
God knows how much I miss this guy of mine.
Always praying for your safety sweet love.

& yes, the cute granny is truly missed.
Wake up just now morning with tears rolling down my cheeks.
Dreamt about nenek.
In the dream, she was patting me to sleep.
Snapping back to reality, I can never feel that kind of 'manja-ness from a nenek' anymore.
Each time I pass her room, I can't help but to stare and imagine that she's there.
Now that she's no more, no one will compliment like she does.

"Wah, cantek lah adek. make-up nyer dengan baju kener. Pergi tunjuk Hisham, dah pakai cantik-cantik gini." - My nenek.

H stands for...

H is for Hisham! Yea!
Ok that's not what I teach my kids... Haish...
Choreographing dance for my K1s & K2s Graduation concert is definitely exhausting.
Master of Ceremony yet again.
Takder role lain ke?
Dah penat-penat gini, I just wanna do one thing.
Watch tv while cuddling my Muhd Hisham!
I was browsing my pictures with Sham when I came across this picture.
Comel per muke matairku? Haha...
Rindunyer sama ini mamat! =(

Ish, makes me miss him more!
Nak Sham!
Was glad that he is actually thinking about that day.
In fact, he had already make arrangements for that day.
We are both praying hard for that day to happen. Insya'allah!
Syg, come back soon please, I need you. =(

Tired

Done with kenduri.
Phew tiring.
& guess what!
Desktop's back from hospital this morning too.
But sadly scanner still couldn't work because just got to know my printer's sick too.
& the person said it's meant to be since my both my printer and com is like more than 7 years old. Gees... lamer jugak bertahan.
But ok lah boleh print dah alhumdulilah.
Motherboard CPU-ku rosak and so it cost me a bomb.
Please ehh jgn lah rosak lagi! Tak mampu aku nak bayar lagi. Ish!

Tiring day today but it was fun to see the cousins again.
As usual, it is sure to be noisy with them around.
& the aunties can never stop teasing me infront of syg's parents. Gees...

& syg's present to me (iPod) is their addiction today.
Especially when dearest Abg Ayie put in fun games for me.
Alangkah seronoknyer dier org main2 iPod tersygku the whole day.
Dah habes battery baru kasi balek! Thanks eh! Haha...

Thursday night was awesome.
But it was too short.
It's not enough.
In fact it can NEVER be enough.

Boy, I'm so in love with you! <3

Some anger...

How would you feel if you hear someone is just trying to badmouth you just as soon as you came home from a tired day at work?
Let me answer that, the words are "Super FURIOUS!"
Heck, work was exhausting and to hear all that when I reach home...
Anyone on earth too will get piss!

Like hello, can you bloody stop seeing other people's bad side and start badmouthing them?
Hey, you ain't perfect too.
You'll never know you're worst than anyone else.

I never like the idea of throwing my anger at my blog.
My blog is too nice for all this but I really can't stand it.
Too bad that I have to come across this entry if I were to browse through my past post in future.

For goodness sake, stop being such a hypocrite will you?!
& another thing, stop putting words in my mouth damn you.
Else your mouth will just starts to sore so badly as everything you said was just untrue.
No wonder there's so many out there who dislikes you badly.
My mistake to not believe them.
Gosh! Nothing beats the anger I encounter today.

Neither do I need your help nor your sympathy.
Just bloody get outta my life.
You never fail to annoy me you know but I was rather patient with your attitude.
My patience has its limits too alright.
I've been through a lot of shits and I never needed you to be there for me.
So please, stop being such a pain!

Urgh!! I can't believe I'm saying all this here.
With such 'good' english some more.
Such uncontrollable anger.
Btw, saper yg terase tu too bad for you!
I feel like saying this so much to this idiot, "Mulut macam pantat ayam ah!"

Urgh!!!
That's it I'm off!

Work Work Work

Teaching have been fine, except that the hassle of lesson plans never stops.
The usuals, these kids can be such monkeys yet adorable.
Work's tiring but their nonsense really make my day though.
Haha... & what more can I say...
I miss my boy...
Oh boy, I'm so in love with him.
Come back soon darling, you're so missed!

10 days w/o you. =(

Twentieth!

It's the twentieth!
Which makes us Yusham 32 months old and 972 days.
We've exchanged our well-wishes last Saturday because for sure syg will not get reception since he's sailing.
Will look forward for more months, days and years with you my love.
Ilmytteot hun. (Only dearie Sham know what that means... hee!)

&& a birthday shout out to the great friend, Sharifa darling!
Finally you're 21! So except the fact! LOL!
Happy Birthday sweetie!
May Allah bless you with great health & wealth always. Amin!

A Perfect Saturday Night <3

Yesterday's date with love was just AWESOME! I had butterflies in my stomach while I'm on my way to meet this boyfriend of mine. I don't know why but whenever I meet him for a date, it's like the first date we had. Hee... was extremely happy and excited the moment he says he's able to go offshore. =)

We were whirling together the moment we met as Sham carried me in his arm. Macam hindustan la gitu kan... HAHA! Romantic la sehh matair aku sorang ni! Haha... We don't even care if people were like practically watching us. Ahh... don't care, all that we know was we were extravanganzaly happy to see each other again. Went to have dinner at The Mussel Guy restaurant right after. It was a really nice dinner with lovely company. Boy, how I miss him. To get to see him again, I just can't let go of him. Spent the night talking and catching up about what had happened since we were far away from each other. & how time passes when I'm with love. Wouldn't it be nice if time freezes right at that moment. =( I haven't and will never get enough of my boy and there he have to leave again. Again, it breaks the heart.

Syg, I know it have been tough on you to be working like this but don't worry ok dear, like you say, kiter susah dulu senang kemudian tau ok sygku? You have safe journey and do take care while working. It worries me to know you're unwell recently. Thanks for the lovely night and thanks for the gifts syg. The DVDs are definitely the best! =) Thanks a lot love. Most importantly, thanks for loving me syg. Don't you dare have wild thoughts like that because I'll marry no one else but only you my love. Stay strong and always remember I'll always wait for your return safely. Yusliza is just so in love with you Muhammad Hisham! Miss you boy...

He's mine & only mine now & forever.
Allrightsreserved. =)

Don't miracles happen?

Never at ease & will never be pleased,
Until the eye meets,
with such gaze, I plead.

Boy, how I miss him...

Awesome Saturday!

Lappie is well again. thanks to Lin's brother for the great help. Actually I'm really tired to blog but today was just an awesome day. So I'm gonna blog everything that had happened lately quickly and off to meet my lover boy at lalaland. Hee... Ok great things happened to me for that past few days. Here it goes...

2nd October, my man turned twenty-three! Happy Belated Birthday dearest. I get to wish him on the phone only. HIs present is still with me. =( How I miss him!

4th October I turned twenty-one. Early in the morning I the sweetest delivery from love. And guess what I get for my birthday. My first twenty-first present. Taa daa...

His love note for me... hee...

It's definitely the best birthday present ever. Thanks syg! It's really lovely but I felt so guilty that you have to spend such a bomb for this. There's an engraving at the back of my dear iPod which says "For my Dearest on her 21st. With Love- Sham". Sweet la sehh! Adoi!! I miss my syg so bloody much la. Nak sham! =( Thanks once again hun!

Nothing much to celebrate about because I'm just getting older each passing year. & I gotta admit being an adult ain't that easy. So basically the close ones did not wish me on that day. So yeah, I thought every one's busy. Sham too is not able to come call me due to unavailability of reception but his present is enough to make me smile so wide on my birthday. It will be better if he's in the delivery. Ok, I wish!!

So 5th October seems like a normal day for me. Go to work as per normal but receive a bad news from Sham. He's not able to meet me though he's in Singapore that day as he had to sail to Bangla straight away. Bangla means far, means he's gonna come back only after 15 to 18 days. Like WTF!!!! Urgh!!! I felt so terrible that I cried while talking to him on the phone when children were asleep. I swear I felt extremely terrible and weak. All I need was him. I even cried in the bus on my way back home that day.

Until I reached home and opened my room door. I received a really pleasant surprise. I swear it was the best birthday surprise ever. There stood Lin, Sharifah, Reshmel and Dayah in my room. How can I not be shock! Haha... It's really sweet guys. Thanks so much. I'm really touched. Thanks to Lin who have planned and pakat with my family since like 2 weeks ago. & it was aban's idea that noone wish me as yet. Like, wth. Hahaha... here's some pictures of the awesome birthday surprise.

The transformation they made to my room. 21 heart shape balloons on my bed. =)
So I slept with so many balloons this few days. Feeling2 macam princess. LOL!

Truffle cake thanks to abang. & muker tgh sememek after crying. Lol!

Thank you so much adek Ina and the mum for the presents.

& then comes 10th October. As planned earlier, Lin & Me need to do some retail therapy. I can't remember when was the last time I did any shopping. Was suppose to go to Eda's twenty-first birthday party but was not able to because its far and the parents don't want me to go back home alone late at night. So yeah. I bought jeans, bag, iPod cover and screen protacter, purse and yes we took neoprints! Haha... awesome day today. Thanks Lin! I really enjoyed myself. & today we both have curls ya'all.

&&&, loverboy message. Get to hear his voice yesterday too. Maka terubat la sikit rinduku padanya. Sikit jer ehh, tak cukup langsung! =( *sobx* & the fact is Yus & Sham is sick, LOVE SICK! =(

"I don't know about remedy but I know what I'll keep doing. I'll keep on living day by day hoping and wishing I'll be back with you. For now, I'm gonna sleep yet another day without you away. So it will bring me closer to beautiful you. We say goodbye to today and we'll say hello to another day closer to us."- Sham

I tear so bad as I read that message of his. Haish, Yus nak Sham so badly, pleeeeeeeeease! Who even understand us. =( So sesungguhnyer Yus sungguh ngantuk.com! This whole week was just about work then tuition due to PSLE and final year exams. There's tuition still tomorrow. Yes, even on a Sunday! Sungguh tak cukup tdo! Grr... da la! Nak gi bobok and meet him at lalaland. Toodles world!

Worried

Responsibilities arise as your age increase each year.
I guess I'm feeling the tense now.
First day of work today was great except for the call I received while I'm teaching.

Haish... I guess money is never enough in this world.

Back working at Kinsland Educare.
Just that this time round, I'm not a student teacher but a permanent teacher till next year.
Taking over the old class, K1 and K2.
Was talking about how cute Guo You was with Lin the other day.
How I miss him... was so glad to see him again today. =)

The only thing that makes me smile or laugh today were the children.
The children are having Mid-Autumn lantern celebration concert tomorrow.
So first day was a hectic one, yet looking at their performance makes the teachers smile from ear to ear.

I'm glad that at least the children are there to cheer me up at stressful times.
I didn't even have the appetite to have anything the whole day.
Kalau gemuk pun naseb... haish...

Ok this is random, but I guess I'm just letting this off my chest here.
Well, I'm just disappointed by your reluctance.
I should have known, it's just another day.
I should have known I'm not as important after all.
No matter what thanks for everything, I still love you the same.

Ok, this got nothing to do with my Sham love.
Sham have been there for me though he's always far away.
Can never thank him enough for all the help he'd given me.

Thanks my love.
Thanks everyone.